The thoughts plague my brain 24/7. I can no longer fucking handle it and I’m absolutely wanting the desire to drill a hole in my forehead. Trepanning, amirite? But nah, Anons.I am absolutely fucking losing it. I was this basic ass twinkhon in my 20s trying to survive. Attempt to be a normal human being and I can no longer be repressed of my desires. It pains me at every single second. I can’t stop thinking of dick, staring at porn (stopped for a month but the thoughts remained no matter what), it follows. It’s impossible for someone to obtain dates or have sex; autism (except rape). I can only do the first steps, but after that there is no feasible boundary as I cannot read humans at all. This is painful, I thought I can live life without being a pornophile. Why doesn’t repression work, and if I’m not repressed and tell my moots about my sexual preference they think im a pervert. I can’t be gay because of my autism and being unable to handle a relationship or even understand what’s going onAnyway to correct this and not be a self-loathing faggot or maybe be normal
It was real in your mind
>>36347473You need to date another autistic person
>>36347473Literally post your asl and someone will come to dick you down
>>36347473you stop the way you quit all addictions, just by realising you actually hate it and it disgusts you. if you didnt think you liked it you wouldnt do it
>>36347482Elaborate>>36347483I don't know where we could find a same or similar length of speaking>>36347487I get scared at any base. Even at first,.>>36347493I don't wanna like it anymore.
