I am sorry for blogposting, but I am totally crushed. It's my brithday and nobody gives a shit. I began my transition over 2 months ago and not much has changed except some pathetic A cup conetits. They feel weird and hurt all the time and honestly I'm ashamed of them.My family doesn't care, my friends didn't even text me today, I just lay in my bed and browse 4chan.I bought myself Elden Ring yesterday to feel a bit better but I haven't been able to play so far. I am too worried about everything. Anxiety doesn't help I assume.I am not any closer to being a woman than I was two months ago. I just wish things worked differently
Happy birthdayI've been playing elden ring, I like it a lotjust remember 2 months is nothing, it'll be 6 months and a year before you know it
>>36348165give it five years, you may never *pass*, but the way i feel about it is that i'd rather look like an effeminate fag than a man ANY DAY. the goal is of course to pass, but at the end of the day, i'll take whatever i can getit'll be suffering all the way, but you've just got to hold on
>>36348165i know fren. we all wish so. happy bday.
>>36348195also this. i really fucking hate where I am now but... if I wasn't on hrt I wouldn't be here at all. am proud of you for making that decision OP.
>>36348165happy birthday anonette i’m sorry you are sad today. i’ve had sad birthdays too, it really is the worst. very lame that you did not get any wishes from friends and family. 1 year isn’t very long on hrt, it took me 5 years and ffs to feel okay with myself. so be patient, whatever worries you have now will be forgotten when the happy times come. you should order your favorite meal and enjoy playing your game tonight, it can be a chance to feel very cozy and mellow
>>36348165I get shit on for complaining about my results at 1 year hrt. 2 months is nothing. Especially since your levels are probably going to be shit. Your body needs time to adjust, look at the transition timeline chart in hrtgen. I wouldnt give up or feel hopeless til 3 years hrt.Happy birthday anonette.
>>36348165Youll never be a woman, youll never be closer or further from being a woman. Youll always be entirely a man. Happy birthday.
>>36348177>>36348195>>36348196>>36348206>>36348238Thanks. I'll try to stay positive
>>36348443Its hard and I completely empathize that it sucks seeing what you perceive as so little progress, thats how it is for a lot of trans women, but you will change and youll eventually not even recognize your old self as you anymore, even though the changes might be subtle.
>>36348165happy birthday Anonette. I wish you a bountiful bosom in the coming year
>>36348165happy birthday
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>>36348165Happyu birthday anon !!!!!!!!
>>36348165happy birthday but YWNBAW
>>36348478>>36348543>>36348814>>36348827>>36349064Thanks kind anons. I hope next year will be better for me and hopefully better for you too, no matter how good or bad this year wad
