major total fuckup generallast episode >>36351524qott: what's the worst you've ever fucked up
One time i got really really high on dxm and then watched cabin fever for the first time.
Getting with my longterm BF 14 years ago. All I wanna do is go out and dance and sex with hotter boys.
>>36359362Being born was my worst fuckup.
>>36359401existence is a curse and a privilege
Ah. So I did pass to the next year of classes, but then they added 2 new assignments for that first year so I gotta repeat it anyways just because of those. So I'm going to be 20 on a class of 16-17 year olds. Rather depressing
>>36359473wait so after the school year finished they added extra assignments to the class and u need to retake that class because of it? that sounds retarded wtf
>>36359362Where tf is omwette I need some robucks>>36359501Damn that's lame she should totally just like you know... like definitely get the answers from the teacher by like you know uhhhmmmmmmm giving sloppy
>>36359522>Where tf is omwette I need some robuckshi who r u
>>36359501Yes. 2 more, it only affects me because I'm switching schedule from night to day>>36359522I'm only giving sloppy to a teacher if it's a young transgender in her prime.
i love my gf so muchshe's amazing
>>36359559Idk?.....Idc show ludes for I do not see you as a person but only as an object to be sexualizedJk obviously but fr though what's that ass smell like faint hint of cheese? Or is it just nasty and shifty. Knowing you it's probably ass and lube smell
>>36359587
>>36359587bro what>>36359559unfortunate
i just spilled onions sauce all over my carpetim killing myself
>>36359020ty.....
>>36359522>>36359587oh wait are u hapa blobby
>>36359597Staring with such a blank expression is kinda not it. have you considered having yourself a smile?Consider this... you me + DupreeOr the you me +katya>>36359610Yo iono I don't wanna be that guy but you're like crazy
>>36359610Yeah. Biggest issue is not having classmates my age but ig I'll learn to live with it>>36359627The fucks a dupree
garfeel!
>>36359587Blobby stfu and kys.
>>36359643XD>>36359647Calm down sweet cheekYou don't need to act in such a manner, comport yourself public wise and you shall be rewarded with great haste.>>36359641Old movie it just rhymes
aaaa mtfrens im angyyyyy >:(((malenia...tomorrow or Tuesday maybe tho I'm gonna make a nice big pot of curry to last me a few days and it's gonna be nicegonna get some peppers, already got an onion, carrots, potatoes, tofui don't usually get to put so much yummy stuff in it cuz my dad is rly picky but I'm gonna be by myself for a week
>>36359657how fat are you? I see you in discord playing fortnite like 10 hours a day lol go outside she-whale
>>36359661also tomato for some tanginess aa i can't wait to taste it it's gonna be yummy
>>36359657who are you and why were u asking where i was
>>36359661>>36359671curry sounds goodwhat style curry tho?
Can't believe pride is over...being gay is no longer cool and acceptable. Atleast lemme keep the flags :(
>>36359661what kind of curry? if it's Japanese I really like apples in mine, you should try it! It kinda put me off at first but it's super yummy and they add a great texture
>>36359690Japanese, i like the s&b curry powder it's um brown and smells yummygonna be eating it with brown rice tho cuz apparently my hemoglobin is low i don't rly have a rice preference tho so it's all good aa it's gonna be yummy
>>36359666Blobby plays fortnight? Very interesting you have as a friend yet you hate the bitch, how did such a relation happen to be>>36359684Idk I just like your stupid ass name
>>36359698picrel
this poster isn't ftm blobby btw this is a pseudo blobby
>>36359708
omg ya apples r rly good that's how my sis makes hers, she's the one who taught me how to make curry she's rly cool
>>36359700I added it (we still don't know it's pronouns) because it was pretending to be someone else. i can see what it's up to easier if i just leave it as a friend.
>>36359699japanese style is really nice :)
squiggle blobby why are you impersonating a pedophile on discord
borderline pringsonality disorder
>>36359735it was impersonating someone else, not a pedophile. Shut up, god. This whole place should be warded and given zombie medication.
>>36359719Keeping tabs wow anyone here get to bang the blobster or is bro that repulsive >>36359538We went to high-school together still hang out today I visit every no2 and then to see what she's up to, alas I am left here to feel the ball ache of moving oh omwette your name is so retarded I can always remember it>>36359736Extremely out of the pocket
>>36359362>qott: what's the worst you've ever fucked upoh this is an easy answer, i fucked up about 4 years of college straight switching courses and not knowing what i really wanted to do or be so all my friends already have jobs while I'm basically still barely away from the starting line. then i fucking transitioned late too because i didn't know.the silver lining is now, i'm redoing college now at the proper mental baseline and headspace to actually be able to handle it and finish because of transitioning.
Peegium spectrum disorder.
>>36359750their discord tag is 10.shii 10shi is a known pedophile >>36359751bro what
>>36359751bro is repulsive and coping as asexual. the kind of decayed shut-in who calls you a pedophile for liking a 20 year old.
Sex with mentally vulnerable transgenders
>>36359731yes it's my fav c:makes me think of my big sis too she's like a mega weeb who speaks Japanese and has been to Japan and she used to have us host Japanese exchange students when she was in high schooleverything i know about anime i got from her lol
Seen the sentiment that heighthons are lucky to be tall cus you can't be a brick when tall. So I've been trying to remember and actively see what seems clocky to me, mainly on the subway. With presumably mtfs (though I wasn't sure 95% of the time, they could have been cis but they seemed trans) the main factors wereFacesHeightExpressionMannerismsShouldersDidn't really clock anyone by lack of waist. But eh idk
>>36359772cute :)
>>36359751>out of the pocketwhat>>36359773im a tall brick
>>36359780What's Ur height and measurements. Cus it might be brainworms desu. Or you're just not tall (sub 180cm)
>>36359766blobby has infinity alt accounts. the thing it did in dms with me was ask me how many alts i have, i literally only have one account. I'm as vanilla as it gets. He keeps projecting his shit onto me that I'm some psychopath ruining people's lives here, no one even knows me here i keep a low profile.
kawoshin cuddleswhere's my kaworu ;~;
>>36359785*first thing
>>36359769i hate that girls want sex sometimes. paige complains about horny now and then but then complains about not being fucked by hot old guys. damn schrodingers asexual.
>>36359785who the fuck are you10.shii isn't blobby it's a hapantrsnny who is using their account to impersonate the pedophile 10shi for whatever reason
>>36359780>>36359785Blobby needs a good fucking to leave p3ople alone, I will be your cock anyone got a viagra I may not get hard for bro
>>36359796I'm nobody, I keep a low profile here. I'm not trying to be TTTTard famous.
I'm a newfag, who is bobby. Do I Wana know who they are.
>>36359769Hello there
>>36359807you definitely won't get hard and the rancid smell alone will negate that viagra
>>36359784175cm is talland idk my waist measurement bc i haven't measured it in years since it was ED body checkingbut it's about the same width as my underbust or maybe even a little widerit's literally the fucking worst most manly body itt
>>36359836Tops aren't real. Thank the Lord there's chasers.
>>36359769haram
>>36359845A girl has to take what a girl can get
>>36359821leave while you still can newfag. that's my best advice
>>36359844>175 is tallThat's like 4 cm over the average white woman's height at 20
>>36359851in america women are like 160-165cm bc there's so many hispanic ppl
>>36359836Hi.>>36359844Huh? I think you just accidentally posted a brick, kinda weird.>>36359847Allah wants this to be done
>>36359773i get 3/5 out of those how over is it?
>>36359859i did post a brick
>>36359844look at her buldgy wuldgy i would love to lick and slurp and lather my tongue all over ur tiny little faggot boyclit while you uncontrollably leak and make a cute wet spot that i can kiss and taste over your black panties and then jerk off and ejaculate over it
>>36359844>tranny says all trannies r just men physically and mentally>wondering what this could indicate >its just a "tranny" who is physically and mentally a man
>>36359844holy fuck seeing this makes me want to detrans like this has left me with psychic damage>>36359859>Allah wants this to be doneoh well fine i guess if Allah wants it...
>>36359880care to extrapolate? even if a man looks like a woman or has a feminine body, he's still a man>>36359881cope and seethe desu
>>36359869slather. or switch it to "lather my saliva"
>>36359863You should just ribcagemax like me.>>36359881Inshallah
>>36359898nice piercing desu is this ayyden
>>36359895>cope from someone with a mans body and is a man and is jealous of trutrans body, face and mind passoids
>>36359898impregnates yuo
>>36359903all transwomen have men's bodies lmao r u kidding>faceyea im jealous of attractive people, most ppl are>mindsays the guy larping as a lesbian lmao
i love being a man
>>36359915looking rough bro
>>36359911>all transwomen have men's bodies lmao r u kiddinghow convenient for your ego for you to believe >most ppl areprimarily the unattractive >says the guy larping as a lesbian lmaoyou cant possibly imagine the difference between yourself and real trannies
>>36359915meow>>36359898How cute
i see paige is reverting back to her sneed arc again
>>36359911Stop being jelly. You are beautiful just the way you are. Maybe get ba though. Really not necessary though. Would simply elevate you to spectacular.
>>36359902Kek.>>36359905Ty>>36359915Looks female to me.>>36359924Thank you
>>36359924meoww>>36359937im an alpha male in disguise
oh is this lasagna and manya posting hourswow shallow retards priding themselves on their looks because everything else about them is shit>>36359934UGH give me some slack it's the middle of the night and i woke up from a nightmare i can be mean for a moment
>>36359942>guys im really improving>i had a nightmare about my ex bff time to be transphobic and hateful towards people againpaige pls just disengage
>>36359902It's obv laguna, piercing and bush are distinct>>36359940That's the beer talking
i need to go be around heterosexuals. this board make me crazy
>>36359942alway be nice
>>36359942The reason you have trouble finding a boy is because you have weird rare kinks. You are more than beautiful enough to earn a boy.
https://unsee cc/album#jlv27aWvbBeDi have the ugliest body here and it's not even close
>>36359940No. You're a girlboss in display>>36359942Just because Anya looks better than you could ever hope to doesn't mean you can insult her.
>>36359951oke good advice gonna go touch grass/try to sleep>>36359952gross gross gross as fuck honestly
>>36359959Oh wait, bist du nicht die die immer neue threads hier und auf /b/ macht? :o
>>36359967The fact that you find it gross is a win though, it means she looks like a woman and not like a shota boy
>>36359959boypreggers...
>>36359967Did you confuse me for an afab?
>>36359942>i should be allowed to be as mean as possible and call others men and ugly but if someone throws a stone at my glass house im the victim >>36359959lame way to attention bait, attractive people should be honest when doing so i was hoping for a hon worse than paige and now my princess wand is casting spells>>36359967>paige jealous of others having curves, breast growth and hip development and lashing out
>>36359963do u wanna hang out and drink beer like this>>36359952im sober tonight actually
>>36359977no aiden is another tranny>>36359973no i mean it's gross that you can recognize a teenager by their pubic hair
>>36359980If she is posting it like every few days, why wouldn't I recognize it?>>36359979I'm proud of you, good job fren
who up casting cummies bolt with they princess wand
>>36359987i don't, who the fuck looks at that even that's just creepy
>>36359995Girl, you literally just posted your body the same way just 30 minutes ago
>>36360000yea but i doubt anybody was staring at my pubic hair enough to identify me by itplus lasagna is a literal teenager, it's gross/weird to stare at their crotch do u not get that
>>36359979Yes please. I would love to>>36359995I spend time shaving it so it looks proper. It is meant to be seen.
>>36360010Isn't my body the only value I have? Why shouldn't I try to have others perceive it then
>>36360024why can't you use one of the trillion trips you were shitting out please so i can filter you again
>>36360012ok cool come over whenever>>36360024ur value goes beyond ur body develop a proper sense of self worth NOW or else....
>>36359969does someone use my pics on /b/ :(
>>36360010There is not really any distinct pubic hair on you, but I think I would still recognize you based on that one scar>>36360024You have much more of value than just your body. You have value as a fren and you are decently smart at times.>>36360044I randomly saw it the other day, I assumed it was you posting for validation again
>>36360032u should let us filter u desu ngl
>>36360047it's a significant scar>>36360048yeah trust me i would use a trip if the jannoid didn't ban me on sight when i do
>>36360032I do as I please.>>36360037No. Everyone ends up saying the same, that no one would come near me if it wasn't for my body, that I'm a whore for posting myself in these ways, that people only talk to me because they want something sexual out of me. I believe them to be right at this pointThe body I put years of work on to make someone happy if they had me is only of use to get attention and low quality relationships purely based on lust, it is incredibly depressing
>>36360047i don't post on b :/
>>36360047navy would u give me $500 if i let u hit? >>36360051wow u being banned.... that would b so sad... id b so torn up if u couldn't post... >>36360054ur autism is interesting so u have that going
>>36360047I am not intelligent. And I barely am interesting enough to form a friendship with, most I do is just people please my way into them and then have the person get tired with time and leave me after getting to know me.
>>36360054i mean I've never said any of these things so maybe shut the freak up seriously though like you're a cute girl and you are going to get more people interacting with you as a result of that but it does not mean that you are universally viewed as a sex object or that your only value is your body.
>>36360062I got insulted over it enough times to believe it to be more of a detriment than anything else, I used to try to hide it to people please but I stopped with it now because I'm tired of hiding myself just to be compatible with people that'd never like me or come close to me anyways
>>36360074autistic girls are cute dumbass
>>36359844ayo wheres the scar from
>>36360072But everyone ends up saying the same and acting the same. It's all about my body and sexual things, not even actual romance, just pure lust. It makes me depressed.>>36360077They get annoying with time.. they always say the same at least
>>36360079surgeryborn months prematureetcpart of why my body is fucked up looking
>>36360051What? That makes no sense, I use no trip and I get banned on sight every day. If jannyhag hated you they would ban you too. They don't care about you, trip on fren>>36360057RIP, I guess there are some folder anons out there then.>>36360062Chesh... I'm not sure if this is supposed to be a compliment or an insult that you think I'm navy ._.>>36360063Oh fren.. I'm sorry you see yourself that way. For what it's worth, I do think you are interesting. I only dislike when you get really angry and actively try to hurt people with words.
>>36359898what is ribcage maxing. how do i do it? i alr have a gigantic ribcage and therefore a decent looking waist but ugh
please be nice to each other
>>36360089oh im sorry for that. ur still a qt though
>>36360090would u let me hit for $500
>>36360074>I got insulted over it enough times to believe it to be more of a detriment than anything elseits cute when women have it >hiding myself just to be compatible with people that'd never like me or come close to me anywaysyea i don't do this anymore either its a pain 2 bother with, id rather have people dislike me as myself than everyone like me as someone else >>36360090>Chesh... I'm not sure if this is supposed to be a compliment or an insult that you think I'm navy ._.grace and anya told me on vc and u guys do type similarly and comment on weird things IF U SEE THIS THO AVERY OFFER STANDS
>>36360102I'd let u hit for free if u didn't give me the boot 30 minutes after finishing
>>36360090they have banned me a lot, just not lately and idk whylast time i used a trip i got a 30 day ban :(fingers crossed it doesn't happen again bc i hate phoneposting>>36360099not according to lasagna or anya or worcestershire or kat or anyone with eyeballsliterally want to kms due to ugly issue i just wish ex bff loved me and thought i was pretty i love him so much i need him to hug me and tell me it's ok
i love posting my nudes on bs trap thread- gives me validation cus ppl actually like me for some ungodly reason
>>36360107grace x marie ship?????
>>36360110>literally want to kms due to ugly issue this is one of the few things you can actually change
>>36360097Nah, abandon each other after months of dedication without even talking about it. That's what friends do.
>>36360102I would let u hit for free, frens take care of frens :>>>36360105Guilty as charged, I do like to comment on weird things. I'm not sure if I actually ever talked to Navy though.>>36360110As annoying as you can be sometimes, i don't think you should be banned, jannies better be nice
>>36360111anyone here know how to convert looking ok in pics to looking ok irl
>>36360087i mean im autistic and im only mildly annoying and i believe it makes me me more endearing than it does annoying. if someone is scared off by ur autism it's their loss tbdesu
>>36360124bet
>>36360090I hurt people sometimes because I cannot control my emotions at certain points. I also seem to be proficient at it because of how poor my morals are and how much I've learnt from others that hurt me before. At least I feel in control when doing those things.. like I'm actually being seen as what I am and what I say has impact and an effect on others>>36360091It is a joke about me having a big ribcage which gives me a smaller waist proportion wise. Most you can do to exploit this is lose weight>>36360105Being disliked for who I truly am makes me feel so ashamed and lonely though, as if I wasn't like anyone else and nobody was truly compatibleI just want to find one person that feels the exact same as I do.. so that I may be truly understood and accompanied one day
>>36360119
>>36360111ppl will literally give positive attention to anyone in that thread lol, even me. it means nothing, men will fuck anything from the old and infirm to kids or roadkill or worse so their attention means nothing logically but i still want it so much>>36360117there's only so much i could do with my face and body the way they arei've weighed less before and looked just as badi've gotten haircuts and looked horrible aftereven when i dress nicely it's just hiding my body rather than making it look good by accentuating the good parts (there are none)whenever i look good (never) it's because i'm deceiving others>>36360124who is this im so bad at telling anons apart wtf
>>36360110>worcestershire this isnt even a good food pun, it barely works >literally want to kms due to ugly issue i just wish ex bff loved meits definitely also personality >>36360124>I'm not sure if I actually ever talked to Navy though.if u do tell her abt my offer>>36360130>Being disliked for who I truly am makes me feel so ashamed and lonely thoughgotta get over that 2 win as a tranny >I just want to find one person that feels the exact same as I do.. so that I may be truly understood and accompanied one dayi believe that i've found that and that its out there
>>36360130oh... ig im alr ribcagemaxxing then...
>>36360110they were banning me a lot too i honestly think it stopped after i started telling everyone it was cuz i made one of the mods seetheppl started like asking me about what i did to piss the mod off so much and i stopped getting banned around that time
>>36360140i do have a good personality though, im not autistically splitting hairs over transgenderism irl
sometimes i wish i was a man so that my feelings meant anything to you
>>36360127I think it just makes me annoying. I'm very slow, forgetful, repetitive and unstable. I probably also have bpd or something akin to that, which is a hell of it's own even if it's under control now.. handling those emotions is exhausting>>36360140I'm glad you've found the ideal, I hope I am to find such whenever it's appropriate, and that I may find a distraction soon while I await it>>36360141If you feel bad about proportions go to the gym and work on your abs and legs. It is what I do and it's going very well so far
im white trash horse girl maxxing
>>36360130>I also seem to be proficient at itYeah, I also used to pride myself on that very same ability. Took me a long time to learn to stop lashing out in the most hurtful ways when hurt myself. I don't think this makes you a bad person or anything, but I do think it might help going forward to also control those emotions.>>36360137Resident newfag and baby tranny, starts with a C and rimes with Vanity>>36360140Sure, $500 CAD or USD?>>36360129bet
>>36360137idc i like the attention. gotta get validation somehow and i have literally no other way since ill never pass and noone will ever see me as a woman. they at least pretend to like me so eh
>>36360155trip on nomi
>>36360162meow>>36360163rhymes*
i wish i was pretty enough to make ppl care what i think about themi feel like a ghost if i disappeared tomorrow nobody would even notice
>>36360137i mean i wore a corset and a binder regularly under my tshirts back when i presented male most of the time so i dunno, you really can do anything.like naked you might not look that good but clothed? easily archievable. worst case covid-maskmaxx
>>36360160for what its worth i think its cute but im admittedly a big fan of cute autistic trannies
>>36360160i already do but since i literally consume no protein and my regular day is 2 apples from 6am to 8pm and then like 5 lbs of pasta, icecream and chocolate for dinner, so hipthrusting 400lbs just doesnt do anything
>>36360163oh man sobbinx>>36360167yea posting explicit pics was my strategy from like 14 years old onwards after just talking with guys stopped making me feel specialit never lasts>>36360172literally nobody would notice for me aside from my mother and that's only because i live with her>>36360160>. handling those emotions is exhaustingyea>>36360177>like naked you might not look that good but clothed? easily archievable.yea but that's cheating>corseti tried wearing those too but it was such a hassle and my body doesn't fit one well
>>36360147>i do have a good personality thougha personality that only nomi can love... >>36360160>I'm very slow, forgetful, repetitive and unstable. welcome 2 mtfg newfag >I'm glad you've found the ideal, I hope I am to find such whenever it's appropriate, and that I may find a distraction soon while I await itu will if u can reorganize ur priorities properly and make an effort 2 cope with things more effectively>>36360163>Sure, $500 CAD or USD?the strat is 2 go initially with USD and if they're rlly against that 2 then go 2 $600 CAD >>36360172im sure you'll get ur wish
>>36360186>a personality that only nomi can love...why are you being so mean :(ppl in sword group liked me before blobbert's lies poisoned them
>>36360185>14i only started right after i stopped e-dating at 15. the 23 y old kept wanting my nudes, so i made and sent them. and then i just, after he broke it off, the pics lying around and no validation so i just posted them
>>36360185dunno corset gets down my waist to like 24.5 in which isnt that far above what i want it to be. maybe you just need a better one
>>36360181Biased.>>36360184Then fix your diet. Why even lift if you're not going to gain anything from it?>>36360186I cope via imagining nice things and playing visual novels. And doing things irl, like cooking, working out, studying etc. Whenever I'm done with that I just engage in other hobbies. I think this isn't too bad, the issue is I've nowhere to go outside, there's no one my age where I live and the nearest place where they are is like 20 mins away in car, and most I could do is sit alone in a bar there and hope someone my type talks to me.I can't even use class for this like I wanted to since it'll all be like 16-17 year olds now. Maybe I get lucky and get a hot 20 yo teacher or smth
>>36360185aw same i also live w my momi wish i wasn't such an ugly loser posi don't deserve a mother who cares about me
>>36360206lifting makes me not kms and it keeps me decently healthy + i have community there
>>36360206>And doing things irl, like cooking, working out, studying etcSee, those things do take part in increasing your "value" though. Those are healthy copying mechanisms. You are not doing as badly as you think
i wont forgive you if you are like this when i reveal my power level
>>36360194>why are you being so mean :(glass houses... and stones... >ppl in sword group liked me before blobbert's lies poisoned themdidn't he just provide them with ur tweets and 4chan posts? >>36360206>I cope via imagining nice things and playing visual novelsi mean with interpersonal issues and other people in general
guess today is a failure as well. my moms obsessed with mirrors to make their apartment look bigger so living here being is a constant brainworm stimulation chamber. just trying to go to the bathroom to brush teeth i see myself from 5 different angles. i hate how i look so much it's unreal.ngmi.maybe i should just delete gf and hang myself while i got this brief ldr period going and she can't stop me.
>>36360206>Biased.what's the difference between being biased towards u and thinking that ur a cute girl who is interesting to talk to
>>36360230Hey fren, can you talk to your mom about it maybe? At least to cover them up for a while
>>36360197that's about how it went for me toothe only reason i didn't start sooner is bc i didn't have a camera or anything until then, otherwise i probably would've started at like 11 when i first started talking w guys. used to just describe things to them. very unhealthy. if i ever have kids (i won't), i am not letting them use the internet until they turn 18>>36360226>didn't he just provide them with ur tweets and 4chan posts?no he also lied and said i was recruiting for neonaziswhich is obviously a big step up from shitposts on the internet>>36360215>i don't deserve a mother who cares about meugh i feel this deeply
>>36360216Ok. Fix your diet to make it have the effect it should still.>>36360222I am doing well, surface-wise, but I feel hollow inside no matter how well I'm doing.I just need more distractions>>36360226Wouldn't that be with Anya says of establishing like boundaries and such? I don't really get the concept. All I've done regarding that is try to limit social interaction, specially if it's just online>>36360234The difference is uh. A bias for a group of people is a preference to the group, thinking I'm interesting is a bias towards me as a person. Saying you're biased towards liking xyz type of person means I'm saying you like me not because of me but because I fit the mental image you've predetermined of a whole group.
I'm sorry for coming back during the semester break. I will talk to you all again at the end of this semester.
>>36360251>the only reason i didn't start soonerNow wonder you are so weird about Lagunas posting. You probably see yourself in her or something like that>>36360255>I just need more distractionsOr something that will fulfill you. It takes time though I get that, until then hang on. It's out there, whatever it might be
i wonder if my dad wasn't the way he was, if i'd be more confident in myself and my appearance>>36360258it's ok good luck fren>>36360267a bit yeathey're making the same dumb mistakes but also not listening to advice to act differently
>>36360255fixing diet is hard. and im trying to finish my current cut rn anyways. i dont allways binge and sometimes just go to bed as soon as im home so i only have 2 apples and a black coffee plus some water in my system. if i have more of those days i lose weight faster. currently im at 150 lbs, goal is 130. am like 6'1
>>36360258What's the point if you abandon everyone again?
>>36360240the mirrors are gigantic and hung up high i'd need a ladder and idk if there even are sheets big enough to cover em. not rly feasible. and she doesn't understand what the problem is 'you look lovely honey' etc. etc. besides she's abroad rn. not that i want to talk to her about my problems it just makes both of them upset and they don't know what to do aside from watch me even closer which stresses me out more.
>>36360251same... though desu my first nudes were i think on the family digital camera at like 2am in the living room
i guess being this dysfunctional is a great way to stop smoking since i can't get my shit together enough to buy em.
Can't wait until I'm hot enough to also take some nudes. Probably won't post them here though
>>36360255im going to hit u over the head with a bricki think you are cute and ur autism is not a negative trait I don't just see u as like a stereotyped cute autistic girl mental image u just happen to be cute and also autistic and i do not think it is a bad thing.as for what I was talking about earlier in regards to interpersonal relationships, I was suggesting that if you have a problem with getting too attached to people that you interact with and it leads to you getting hurt that the best solution I that is to become aware of the thought patterns that happen when you are becoming unhealthily attached to someone and have boundaries and precautions in place to counteract this unhealthy attachment etc etc. it's really something that would probably require a therapist to actually put into action.
Ugh. I hate to be cliche but kill me pls.
>>36360289my gf is ugly asf and still makes nudes. like its more about posing lighting and picture composition than actually being hot
>>36360280>on the family digital cameraAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAi could never have done that, would've died if someone in the family had seen them holy fugg just the chance of that happening would've been enough of a disincentive to do thati had a guy offer to send a webcam but my parents watched the mail like hawks and would've noticed if a strange package showed up for mei did find one at the dump once but it didn't work>>36360287silver lining
>>36360302i accidentally wiped the entire sd card it used when i deleted them
anyway time to try to go back to sleep againgn trannies
>>36360273>besides she's abroad rnIn that case you can cover them yourself until she's back. I'm sorry you are struggling so much though>>36360301>my gf is ugly asf Why would you say that about your gf? :<
How do i use this stupid thing- oh... oh paige... how does that even fit in there?
>>36360267Such as? What fulfills me is others and it always has been>>36360270Fixing diet is about commitment. Right now I'm going through a weird time of my weight jumping up and down heavily, I need to stop eating as much myself and be more consistent with when I do it. Although like I said, at least not all the fat is going to my stomach. I just need to lose more until that bit is less visible then I can jump up and down in weight in a more controlled way until I find a good balance of fat and proportions.>>36360299I am not going to a therapist again. It brings back horrible memories. But I can try this, I mean I already did by limiting how much I interact with others.
>>36360317its the truth. i still love her, i think, but she is ugly inside and out. why would i lie. she isnt here so i dont have to lie. also she effectively cheated on me so i dont really care for her anymore. im neither physically nor psychically (?) attracted to her anymore.
>>36360334>she is ugly inside and out.literally me
>>36360320i used to have a decent diet when i wasnt in uni all day every day. using a scale and myfitnesspal and all, taking my weight every day etc
>>36360313Gn Paige, sleep well and dream of cute boys or something>>36360320Hmmm, you might have to find the one special person for you then, most people with 19 haven't found that yet though, so you are not behind or anything. I assume you mean as in close friends/partners though and not people in general, right? Otherwise I would have said maybe start working in like a daycare or another social profession were you can get fulfillment from interacting with people.
>>36360268>I wonder if my dad wasn't the way he was, if I'd be more confident in myself and my appearanceugh i feel that ://sometimes i get so sick of having all these stupid memoriesi'm doing fine one moment and then i hear a loud sound from outside my room or smth and all of a sudden I'm tweaking out i guess i can't blame him for all my problems but i hate him for making me this way
>>36360334im psionically attracted to her
>>36360334thats fucked im sry anon.u should get out of the relationship if ur unhappy like that if ur able to
>>36360319Context naooo
>>36360353good. take her away from me then. she makes me physically gag but i havent the heart to break up with her again.
>>36360334Ah fuck.. I'm sorry, I get it now. Feel yourself hugged please
>>36360357would damage her too much plus she is still a good friend rn and since she also forced us to open the relationship after the fact, well, i do still get to have a decent lovelife at least, and i can cuddle w friends.
>>36360302sucks having no copesticks tho.>>36360317i guess i can cover some of the smaller ones but i doubt that makes a difference. i keep thinking this is my only chance to get out in a long long time when no one is around to stop me. idk what to do. all the mental help support stuff is phonecall only and being a voicehon phonecalls are pure suifuel.
>>36360364I'll take the penis mightier for 600, alex.
>>36360346You can just eat something more balanced instead of apples and ice cream. A homemade Burger would be miles better than that>>36360347Yes I do mean one person to be close to and dedicate myself to. Finding this is complicated
>>36360369im over her. its been like that since like february so eh
>>36360320yeah if u don't want to see an actual therapist about it u could look up cognitive behavioral therapy resources online and try and teach it to urselfidk how feasible that is though I've never looked into it before because I'm a normal girl with no brain disorders
>>36360379i mean apples are just the easiest thing to carry with me at uni. just throw them in my bag in the morning while taking my parents coffee and i have the meal for the day. i should just eat better in the evening
>>36360379>A homemade Burger would be miles better than thator you know an apple
>>36360379>Finding this is complicatedMhm, especially if it makes you emotional codependent. It's a recipe for disaster.. Idk... maybe you really should look for something else then.I mean you do have the looks and a decent personality to have a wide array of choice of people, but finding the right one might still be like finding a needle in a haystack and could take a long while>>36360375Take that chance then please, get out and do something. Not like you have anything to lose
>>36360391Yeah that sounds better. I'll try such>>36360393What about a protein drink or bar instead? Or making a nice balanced sandwich? >>36360396Apples are good for filling yourself up, that's about itLow cal and low nutritional values>>36360404It is indeed a needle in a haystack. I'm looking for basically a clone of myself so there could be true mutual understanding and we could be all we need socially for eachother to solve the issue I have with socializing and trauma over such. I've been looking for years and it simply won't come
why does brain tell me I'm worthless and should kms
If skynet waifu'd us to death we wouldn't have a prayer.
>>36360404oh yeah i guess getting out that way would be nice too but i'm past being seen by other people. i cant believe i've spent time around other people pretending like i don't look like this for so many years.
>>36360419sandwich takes too much time to make. usually i barely have time to brush my teeth clothe myself, get my coffee and then im out the door. protein bars are expensive. also sandwich sounds pretty bad to me. i think it would be more efficient if i kept the apple part and just transformed my evening into something proper omead style thing
>>36360428Pretty people brain disease.
>>36360428chemical imbalances
>>36360438Okay well protein drinks aren't expensive and can be put together anywhere and fast.
>>36360447unlikely>>36360450stupid ssri's need to do their job
>>36360454true but i could also just combine my entire protein intake in one meal in the evening
>>36360458sdri>>>>ssri
it's 5:30 should I go to sleep or just stay up and start my madoka rewatch>>36360419i wish u luck in vanquishing ur bpd
>>36360419I feel like if I had a clone of myself we wouldn't survive for more than a year. Already bad enough to have just 1 of me around lolDo you trust yourself or your clone to be that kind to a copy of yourself? Because to me it seems you aren't super kind to yourself either, so dating yourself might not work out the way you think it would.>>36360433Your view of yourself is probably distorted, it might help to interact with people and see that they view you differently than you view yourself
>>36360476sleep time kitten
>>36360476madoka rewatch into going to bed at 4pm. tomorrow at 5pm, the day after at 6, till youre at like 10 pm. then maintain. sunlight is good for not killing yourself
>>36360471idk what that is i just take celexa cuz that's what the psychiatrist man gives me and he's tall and muscular and handsome and also nice to me so i do whatever he wants
>>36360476Grace is right, go to sleep penguin girl
>>36360478interaction with a stranger is what snapped me out of the hugbox delusion in the first place.
>>36360478id beat the shit out of that clone bitch. heaven knows she deserves it
if i had a clone of myself we would snuggle so much
>>36360495Heh, I bet she would love that, maybe that clone thing wasn't such a bad idea after all now that I think about it>>36360493Who gave you hugbox delusions?
>>36360461That is what I do. I eat once a day in the morning every other day, it's been doing wonders so far>>36360476And I wish you went to sleep already.>>36360478I am not cruel to myself, what I say of myself is parroted from the views of othersI've no reason to hate myself >>36360495That'd be fun to do actually. Moral sadism since it's literally just self harm (technically)
>>36360487ssris only interact w serotonin reuptake. sdris do the same with dopamine aswell, saris also work as serotonin antagonists, snris also interact with norepinephrine
>>36360504... probably but you dont have to say that.
>>36360509dopamine would b nice
>>36360506>I've no reason to hate myselfThis is a good thing to hear, I hope you mean it>>36360519Heh, sorry fren
>>36360506yeah u want me to go to sleep cus u Freaking hate me ....>>36360489>>36360483hmmm not quite yet >>36360486good idea but also the sun gives u cancer and is unbearably hot
>>36360506one meal every 2 days is hard
If i had a clone of myself I'd leave mtfg.
>>36360532>gives u cancer you will put on ze sun blocker daily to prevent skin aging. you will enjoy it
Who cares about skin cancer, I just want to have pretty skin so I can mog people one day
>>36360523parkinsons moment
ngl id do heinous things to a clone of myselfor any girl that looks enough like me and i can pretend she's my twin
>>36360504online friends, randos who pitypassed me.
>>36360526I think I do. I don't hate myself because I've no reason I recall to do such, I'm just self aware of my flaws>>36360532No I love you which is why I want you to fix your sleep schedule>>36360533It is, but once you do it a couple times it genuinely becomes easyI could pull off 3 days too after doing it for a monthIt's complicated though, I eat every day that I work out so at most I can do 48 hours of fastingHopefully I can go back to doing it consistently this week and go back to a lower weight.
>>36360549so dont let it age. i mean im aiming for being as pale as possible rn but i still look tanish
>>36360555im going to sleep. you can go fuck yourself. over and over until you knock yourself up.
>>36360559i mean i regularly do fast for a3-5 days when i dont have schoon but rn... ughalso gym on a stimulant free stomach is hard
>>36360555Can relate.
>>36360543doesn't fix the unbearable heat issue tho>>36360559ugh fine I'll get to sleep within the next hour or so,,, just 4 u,,>>36360567what
>>36360572if i dyed my hair black would that be close enough
>>36360573 just dont wear anything then. drink ice water. open the windows in the morning to let cold air in, close windows and shutters so it doesnt heat up.
>>36360582>just don't wear anything thenok pervert
>>363605713-5 days. Bit absurd. Can you not just only eat whenever you work out like I do or do you go to the gym daily?>>36360573Thank you.>>36360580Uh depends on who you are how you act sound your gestures height and general features
>>36360555>ngl id do heinous things to a clone of myselfI'd rather have my clone do those heinous things on me>>36360556Hmmm, not sure how much truth there is in your words and how much self hatred>>36360559Alrighty, in that case your value has increased again>>36360560#vampiremaxxingganggang>>36360572I think we all can :>
>>36360593the 3-5 days helps me mainly to clear my bowels if i plan to bottom. i rarely have sex because people are scary. (im hot enough for people to try to pull me)
>>36360593the last 2 posts u replied 2 are the same posterxd
>>36360596>vampiremaxxingthat was the goal but im blonde, look fat and ugly so i just look like im a reddit mod tranny spinnyhon
im not even angry about myself tonightim just genuinely really really sadi just wish i was normal and looked normal. im so lonely and i desperately need someone in my life to spend time with and share physical touch but all i do is scare people awayim so afraid to put myself out there because of how neurotic, immature, and inexperienced in life i am and i'll be nothing besides a physical and emotional disappointment to whoever would actually humor me
>>36360592I am naked in my house basically all day and I'm not a pervert>>36360596My value is technically high but this doesn't matter if I cannot find the right one. If only it was all as easy as in visual novels..>>36360604That's a bit too many days to prepare for that.. shouldn't one and cleaning well be enough? Assuming a proper diet and fiber supplements etc>>36360607Ah. I prefer you as you are currently, I wouldn't like you to change like that
>>36360617go to sleep if its that bad. do breathing exercises while trying to sleep as to not think>>36360624ive heard too many horror stories, so i dont wna risk it
>>36360592id wear nothing all day if i lived alone. just feels better. i dont like how stuff feels on my skin. feels weirdddddd
I watched a video of my pre-transition self from 10 years ago. Feels like a completely different person. Then I had this feeling like damn he’s kinda hot can he fuck me? What if I built a time machine, went back , got him a little drunk…I know he’d make sure I came too Anyone else felt this…
>>36360258hope you flunk
>>36360614You could bleach blonde to white. Also you can work on the fat part at least. 2/3 things fixed is better than 0/3 if you ask me>>36360617Feel yourself hugged fren. You are a great girl and will find the right person eventually>>36360624Well, at least we got away from the "all I have is my body". If it was easy it wouldn't feel so special. Of course the things we want the most also take some of the most effort
>>36360655no no im not actually fat i look fat. im sub 20 bmi which is ok imo
>>36360647It's higher level narcissism than me, desu.
>>36360673Oh lol, so you probably aren't even ugly either. Go forth and vampiremax then my fren
>>36360685trust me my shitty posture makes me ugly. thats why i like corsets. theyre like shitty back braces.
>>36360693Hmmm, maybe I should also get some corsets once I get a sub 20bmi
>>36360706a small bmi isnt hard if youre decently tall and starvemaxx.
>>36360712Yeah, I've already lowered it from 29 in February to 25 now. Hopefully I will be around 20 before the end of the year.
ok its getting too hot to remain awake i will now watch madoka until I fall asleepgoodnight mtfg say it back or i can't sleep .
>>36360726goodnight mtfg say it back or i can't sleep.
>>3636072529????? good for lowering it. youd have been dead by heartattack at 28 if you kept it up
>>36360733Goodnight, have a nice deep uninterrupted and restful sleep, alongside a really sweet dream
Gym again. I'm starting to dislike going there because of guys constantly trying to flirt with me. If only there was like at least one woman doing it..>>36360633You can practice it by yourself to find the sweetspot for it.>>36360655It's been years of effort and I'm still putting more. I better have the ideal magically appear in my life before I start taking hallucinogenics to manifest her into reality.>>36360726Sleep well dear a-nya
>>36360745what if I have a nightmare instead >>36360733shut up smart ass
>>36360743That would have been bad.. I'm already 27 lolIt's so easy to let yourself go over the years when you are a guy, I'm glad becoming a woman finally dragged me out of that.>>36360745I'm not sleeping, I'm just saying what pengu girl told me to say>>36360762Hehe :>>>36360760It was worth it, your body really is inspirational.Marina Magic Mushroom arc when?
>>36360760i dont really have the drive to practise that stuff. allways been on the low sex drive, energy and so on side. and like dysphoria doesnt make it better lmao.good pic tho, what are your measurements so i can aim for that, currently im off hrt since i wana get my hormones tested before starting (again) since i didnt the first time
>>36360760goodnight marina darlinggood luck at the gym may u be blessed with plentiful gainswas nice having the chance to chat with you today as id gotten in my head about ur absence the last couple days, was afraid you'd leave mtfg as a whole without getting a proper chance to talk to u again
>>36360771yea.... for me it was the femboy to transfem pipeline. i repped from like 11 to 17ish, being a femboy in the second half of that time and since youre chasing femininity there aswell, well, at that age being skinny just helps w femininity
>>36360771As soon as I can get those shrooms. And my body is nowhere near what it could be>>36360772I get what you mean. I've little to no sex drive so I never even tried any of thatAnd I was at 0.7 whr etc last I measured. And I'm at 5'1-5'2 w height if that helps mentally measure proportions. Also being off hrt is dumb. Are you taking aa at least?
>>36360776I might talk to you again soon. I'm starting to miss you too much.Hope you sleep well
>>36360784im at like 0.65 whr but im tall so it doesnt show as much. 95/68/105 at 6'0.5
>>36360791^-^ im happy 2 hear that, im also content to just chat with u in thread for however long u wish for that to be ur boundary I'm just glad to have u aroundok nini fr this time
>>36360781Femboys are blessed, I wish I have had a femboy arc at some point>>36360784It should be not that difficult to get shrooms in spain, right? You will get there, it's good that you still want to improve upon it even more. Especially if you get that toned physique :>
>>36360784also no currently i take nothing but like once my paycheck arrives (should be in the next week) i can get the hormones tested. was a 1.5ish month break now so its not that much lost. plus im 20 and only had started in jan diying since i just couldnt hold on anymoere. the waiting lists arent fun. but i only then got into the science and noticed that i should have gotten baseline tests.
>>36360814i did 0.1ml of 50mg/ml een in oil intramuscular once a week.
>>36360800The fuck. Ok nice mog ig. Just eat well and work on your legs + get back on hrt and you'll do very well>>36360806Alright. Sleep well.>>36360811My physique isn't toned. I am still chubby to some extent, just not that noticeably.I wouldn't mind this if I had less fat on my stomach. I despise that.
>>36360814You should have an aa regardless of anything to prevent masculinization. Dropping hrt entirely is a dumb idea
>>36360833Oh no no, I meant the toned physique as a goal, not as something you have achieved already.And yeah, I also hate stomach fat the most. Can't wait until mines flat again
>>36360833Ahem I read the last one badly ignore that reply thanks>>36360846Yep.. Just have to keep losing fat until it isn't there as much anymore, once I get there I'll stop feeling fat for once in my life, should be nice.
does anyone want to date me romantically?
>>36360851Just make sure you know when to stop and don't drift into anamaxxing
>>36360858Awww, oh deer...
>>36360833it just doesnt look like it since my ass is incredibly square and i look weird. this is a decently old pic from like a yearish ago but ugh. i will never look like my measurements since my torso is so fucking long and im incredibly tall
>>36360859Borderline an impossibility for me to get there really
>>36360844i mean if everything is right i should go back on hrt next weekend
>>36360867You look most proper. With those proportions and some effort you could go a long long way. Just keep putting effort in.
>>36360867>pre hrtMy envy increases :>>>36360869Ugh.. I'm sorry ._.
>>36360877That's good. Just don't quit it entirely again
>>36360882tfw posing lighting and picture composition dont reflect reality - here for example my undies blend into the background which makes my hips look round. also youre 5'2 and on hrt currently and an overall passoid judging from the pic so please. i envy you. im a heighthon with a brickshit face and started hrt at 20, prime midshit territory
>>36360892I'm not Laguna, sorry fren. I'm Calamity (newfag :>)
>>36360892Wrong person but my face is rather mediocre. Also starting at 20 is fine, you still get hip growth which you honestly dont even need at the point you're on but it'll help plus your face improves because of fat redistribution
Hello thread.
>>36360901my badoh well im still sure ur a passoid youngshit. you have to be. everyone has to be. otherwise id have to see that i am in fact in a pretty decent position. but seeing youngshits is... painful. especially seeing how they act. biterhonning is something i need to work on
>>36360912Incorrect. You need to work on getting into my dms.
>>36360907>giga passoid face.i need to get glasses like that. and do more makeup than concealer(instead of foundation), blush and contour. and a nosejob. but yea your face is imo a lot better than mediocre
>>36360907Lol spaniard passoid
>>36360912I'm 27 and only started transitioning 2 Months ago.. x_x
>>36360915im sorry but im not even capable of caring for myself. so i dont think caring for and about another person would be possible for me.>>36360924good luck on your journes. ive seen cases that pass quite well even starting in oldshit territory
>>36360930Mhm! Thanks fren, I do my best and I do hold out hope that I will mog people one day :>
i feel tired and not very strong
>>36360937Too bad
>>36360920I barely ever do makeup because I've no reason to, most I do is hide my eyebags a bit and put mascara onIf I'm feeling fancy I do blush and eyeliner>>36360922No.>>36360930I didn't mean to have you as some sort of therapist or something. I was just trying to flirt. And you also should start working on not caring about yourself, your potential is blatantly obvious
I bugged the game into giving me negative rings and now if I dont spend premium currency to get more I can't play.
It's one of those days yeh
>>36360944In my village we don't have gyms we just have a ranch
>>36360944is your gym just like empty all the time
>>36360973Weird.>>36360988I just go to an empty bit of it and take a pic there.
>>36360994Aww man
>>36360944it was a good attempt and id have flirted back if i had known it was you. i tend to be decently cold to most faceless people - blame the dating apps. also i will try to do that stuff w the self care but maybe ill wait another few weeks till the exams are over. the last pics of my face i have are i think this? i know its not very good it was a fit pic collage thingy
>>36361059i wish i wasnt honfaced....
>>36361059How cute :3
>>36361070banned 4 hugboxing
>>36361073It might not be passing, but it's still cute.I just don't like putting people down who are brave enough to put themselves out there
>>36361088the fit wasnt aimed at passing. i took my gf out to a date and played the masculine role.i dont pass without very specific clothing and a mask but eh, i know i can pass since i have passed.this is just a shot of my face for the purpose of showing my unmakedup face.
>>36361103Makes it even more cute heh
>>36361111and im gonna be honest w you, when i try to pass i only do it at uni or at home or with my friends, or subway during daytime, all places that are liberal and pretty safe. therefore even if i dont pass, especially without my mask im still safe. ive seen other trannies here who dont pass so
>>36361127Mhm, it's important you feel comfortable, especially if there are areas that might make you feel unsafe
>>36361151absolutely. personally ive mostly kissed the idea of ever being seen as a woman or passing goodbye so i honestly just dont rly care anymore.thanks for the compliments though ("kind stranger, heres your reddit gold")
I feel so bad. I fear it may be xanny o'clock again..
i hate being a lateshit hon genetic ugly loser
>>36361177Don't overdo it with the xannies please>>36361172You are welcome reddit fren
I don't get it, it's not even rare to be born female, how and why did I lose the coin toss?
>>36361274god wanted a little hehe haha
>>36361283the Lord dint make bread either. we get to have a part in the progress of creation.
>>36361238If only I had physical contact with a single human being..
>>36361308i wish that were me, also we are in the same boat, shanon
>>36361315This boat fucking sucks.
>>36361182same. idk why i don't just kill myself.
i wish i talented and / or attractive
>>36361366talent only increases the speed of which one learns.even talented people were dogshit at their craft at some point.
I think I've started to kinda lose my mind. At least to some extent. A lot of the things my brain used to push me off of are kinda going away. I also started seeing and hearing random things that were already there but now happen more often. And my brain feels really off. Too many extremely unhinged thoughts because of sadism happen and they keep getting progressively worse. The yuri guro games and manga probably are not helping also.
>>36361308I feel you, same wish here
>>36361375the issue is im 27 now and it's already over for me
>>36361442people in their 40s go to medical school.
>>36361308can you fucking kill yourself already fagpuga
>>36361442Don't say that sis... I'm 27 too :<
>>36361445ive never heard of anyone doing that?>>36361450yeah.. i take it back..
>>36361455Yesss, you will do something amazing one day!
>>36361455>ive never heard of anyone doing that?the average age of matriculants to medical school is 26.theres 2 people in their mid 30s in my classand 3 in their 40s in the year above me.
>>36361466the reason the average age is 26 is because you have to do like 6 years of college before you even go to med school. it's not like people are 27 and are able to become doctors out of nowhere. its the end of a long succession of efforts that began before med school even starts
>>36361475its 4 in the USall they require is a bachelors degree, above a 3.5gpa, and a few extracurriculars.bonus if you've worked in healthcare.the reason the 'average' age is 26 is because of people going back to undergrad to do a postbacc later in life when they realize they actually hate the profession they chose.of course medschools are picky so they do interviews and what not, and those are the real deciders desu.
>>36361446There is much to be done until then.
>>36361442Pinkerton
How do you girls feel about those sneaker? I always wore black before but I want to get some casual shoes for the summer and indoors. Is the chain to faggy for boymoding? I could also get them without the chain i think but I kinda like it.
>>36361545>Is the chain to faggy for boymoding?yesit also look like something straight out of the 90s/early 2000s when they were just putting stuff on clothes for the hell of it
>>36361545That looks peak.
>>36361559>>36361566Ah nevermind, they don't even have them in my size anyway :<
>>36361366>narcissist discovers that they are not special or different than most of the cattlehaha
>>36361584now you'll never be a cheetah girl
>>36361597It's okay, I'm just gonna take one without a chain.I feel a lot of modern sneaker look kinda ugly for casual day to day use.
Lonely lonely so lonely
>>36361595what?
>>36361597>he said see ya later girl
I should find a new lamb.
god damn, they took away away my flagsthis was the final straw, kms kms kms kms now
how do i convince myself it's ok to go outside while being an ugly tranny faggot that no one should have to see or hear?
>>36361764You just do it anyways. Nobody cares about your looks
>>36361764recently ive been thinking about how poeple care if im a guy or girl and how a good amount of people don't care about me or if i am a guy or girl and trying to channel that into body neutrality
>>36361764have you seen how i look?i look radioactive ugly as cis and i go outside nasty unkept, no one gives a shit and i don't either, in your country you are not gonna get bullied for being a fem faggot, i guess besides arabs mhhm, tie your hair back and bind your tits and wear dude clothes and manmode if you are so scared, and if you can't manmode anymore, you are a passoid and should stop stealing hon valor, anyway, if anybody calls you out, just joke and laugh about it, here they might ask you if you suck dicks, just say yes i do and laugh and that is it.., what is the worst that could happen? people hate criming you? you don't give a shit about living anyway, i doubt people would even spit you where you live.. here, kinda yea, being a spit bucket is granted.. but that is fucking HOT asf friend, i mean erm, it depends on how the dudes that spit you look..
>>36361788>>36361815i used to believe that but some people are actually offended by trannies and i wish to avoid that conflict.>>36361820>in your country you are not gonna get bullied for being a fem faggotlol you most definitely do i would know i grew up here and it fucking sucked.>manmodei can only honmode senpai i'm too far gone. stuck in this limbo.
I'm so bored. Would anyone show me some blood for entertainment that'd be nice
>>36361967Last time I did that Anya got banned :<
>>36361858welcome to hell, erm, it is pretty hot and the food sucks but suffering is edgy and cool i guess i dunno, NO REFUNDS BTW
>>36361764i just brute force my way through it, do what i need as quickly as i can, avoid looking at other people so i don't have to see them looking at me, wear a hat to distract from my face so they see someone wearing a hat instead of someone with an ugly facethen when i get back to the car i'm out of breath from anxiety but i got what i neededit hurts seeing cute guys tho bc so touch starved>>36361971do it do it>>36361967manbrained
>>36361971Just a bit though.>>36361980(:
>>36361994>>36361994>>36361994>>36361994jew bread
>>36361980>>36361990I have to go right now so you will have to make do with the same drop Anya got :>
>>36361973you don't know shit lari(ssa) it takes years of effort to reach irreversible honmode.>>36361980i've been brute forcing for years desu guess i'll just stick to it and crank the tunes louder. wish i could do hats i always wore a hat when i was repping as a teen so it's hard to go back to that. so many bad memories.
>>36360062>NavyThat one wasn't me
