lastvious >>36359362qott would you want a boyfriend who is smarter than you
>>36361994>qott would you want a boyfriend who is smarter than youI would want a boyfriend/husband who is at least as smart or educated as i am.
>>36361994>would you want a boyfriendhttps://youtu.be/2naim9F4010
>>36362012sry or gf for straightoids
>>36361994good luck syphilis you can push the bolder!!!
>>36362008Boring.
You know what maybe I do give up on being alone already. I feel miserable.
>>36361994>qottidk depends on their attitude. love smart people who know they don't need to convince everyone else, hate smart people who can't help but to ackshually. if gfs count already got one she's very smart much smarter than i am.
>>36362020are those just fingerpaintings lol>>36362039>if gfs count already got one she's very smart much smarter than i amidk what this means
>>36362039>>36362048oh wait never mind i just parsed it, i thought you meant "if gf's count(as in count of monte cristo) already got one (one what?) she's very smart much smarter than i am" at first
i wish i could kill people just by thinking of it. there are so so so many people in this world who need to die
>>36362048Partially yes.
>>36362057Why just think of it when the fun is on doing it?
>>36362020:o
>>36361994I already do
>>36362072low bar
>>36361994yeahdesu one of the main reasons i gave up on being trans was bc any man who was intelligent & driven enough to be really attractive to me inevitably had the good sense not to date tranniesso now i rep and date cis girls bc i don't have to feel they're superior to me to be okay committing to them
>>36362070i value my future too much to throw it away on a couple of retards that are only an infinitesimal fraction of mentally poisoned
>>36362071If only I could carve art like that into a fitting vessel..
>>36362090Back to repgen with you>>36362093I get what you mean. Law isn't very nice
>If only I could carve art like that into a fitting vessel..
Anyways I put my friend requests open again. I probably shouldn't have deleted like literally everyone but yeah. It's marinalaguna in case anyone forgot.>>36362122Hideous. Akin to the image of yourself you're projecting on me
>>36362134>projectingt. projector
>>36362139Can you cry a little more quietly? I fear how obnoxious you are might make my ears cease to function
>>36362013yea, idk how manmoders that got electro/laser even manmode without looking uncanny, men without beard shadows looks weird, if i were to lose 20kgs, grow my hair long, one year hrt, electro on the face, i would probably look tranny like or at least extremely faggy, i stopped hrt exactly when my skin got extremely soft and the gyno started to grow more.. which means it took me like almost 4 months to reach good levels lmao, but desu i was looking a bit off i think, i was getting short glances sometimes, which weren't before, and now after i stopped there are no more even though i have longer hair now, maybe i was just paranoid idk but i think the hrt skin on its own is visible and odd looking to a lot of people..
>>36362102ive been on hrt for 4 years leave me alone
>>36362160>ears>not eyes
>>36362172You are repressing so go somewhere that'd be befitting of you.>>36362175Yes, it's not meant to be literal
this is me when i finally reached good levels
>>36362192that was like 1-2 years before i knew i was trans lmaoi was based, i guess
>>36362204i thought that was one of the rare pics of you "back when you crossdressed"
>>36362211i never really crossdressed besides a few times after i found out i was trans, in that pic i was a straight grindr guy lifting weights at the gym for like 6-9 months i think, i had no idea or was even thinking that i was maybe trans lmaoi did that to "cure my social anxiety", cope lmao
>>36362238>straight grindr guywhat
>>36361994>qottcan someone pass the local 180iq twink? I want a turn
Bored so bored
>>36362054yeah my bad on that lol.>>36362169hairless twinks look and sound different to truhons still.
>>36362366Proof?
I love how this world looks so muchI hate how this world plays so much
I love crosswords, but I am terrible and cant finish any of them. One day. >>36361994I feel like I would be intimidated by partner smarter than me, and would try and compete to be smarter than them. Idk being smart isnt something I look at in relationships if my partner is at least not really stupid
>>36362366just wear it anyway
>>36362437Do it anyways.
>>36362437don't wear the bra, you likely don't need it
uuuuuugh, my back
So boring
>>36362369>truhonsstfu Lily, i normally would call you a bdd passoid but i have seen your body and know your height so yea, you are just a case of a passoid face and passoid voice on a hon body, your voice is really good, and you probably pass facially or at least mostly pass if you are able to compensate with it for your body and get strangers to she/her you, when you posted the eyes pics, those looked very female and pretty attractive.. A TRUE HON IS SOMEONE LIKE ME, I CANNOT LOOK FEMALE AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING DO OR HOW MUCH I ANGLEFRAUD, IF I WERE TO POST MY HON PICS, I MIGHT EVEN END UP BEING ONE OF THOSE FUCKING MEMES, STOP STEALING VALOR FROM ME THIEF
hello there denizens
>>36360062 #>NavyThat one wasn't me.
>>36362732Hello navy
>>36362736Hey
>>36362775How are you doing today ma'am
>>36360063*curls up on your head and purrs*
>>36362720*also curls up on your head and purrs*
>>36362796Nb u>>36362879Who are you? >500Seems steep, usually high end non famous escorts are 300 an hour. For 500 I'd expect gfe for the whole night bbbj bba and cuddles after. :^)
>>36362879post yourself already Aze/Calamityi am really curious
this game is too scary
>represscuck>friend goes "haha you're such a girl sometimes">he has no idea how happy that makes me
>>36362923We gotta rescue those zombies.
Anothet day of looking for Caroline
>>36362954I like doing an insulting version of that here with my frenemies.
>>36362937>EmiliaHAHAHAHAHAHAtotally expected from you but still
>>36362937Post selfie and height I'll determine if the height vrs cute chart is acceptable
nicotine cravings headache and nausea are one hell of a motivator i must say. got some chicken pasta stuff so at least we eating good too.>>36362641thanks lari that actually means a lot. i was way more wormed about height before i moved back now i see cis women my height or taller all the time. guess it's an ethnicity thing. anglos are short. body definitely still needs work but at least i can hide the shape for now.
>>36362964Let's find Caroline!
>>36363027>6'Time to learn to be a mommy top type.
>>36363002Hell yeah i always wanted to be a sniper, snipers work in pairs, i got myself a trusty sniper rifle, let go find Carol
>>36362970I'm pretty sure I'd find a way to let it make my day anyway. You have no idea how validation starved I am.
>>36363056Basically you are stuck drawing from the same dwindling pool of prospects as most trannies because you are taller than most tops and generally bottoms care about that. Even if you don't, you are still shopping for tops that don't feel weird about toping an amazonian.Really what we need here is to find tallness genes and crispr them into more people. Like dumping growth hormone into gothams water supply, but more realistic.
Wanna sink my teeth into these.
the only "women" that I see that are tall at certain heights are trans. ive clocked one from height alone. actually passing like the whole package voice body and face generally doesnt happen for post puberty trans people.
>>36363156It's not so bad being tall if you can make yourself small in presence. Just curl up and be slight and gentle. Curling up in a man's arms even if he's a foot shorter than you feels the same when you're in bed. And if his arms are big enough, even standing up he can just scoop you up and make you feel loved.
>>36362957pete is being creepy
>>36363205i wanna sink my teeth into you
First full day without GF in months. Can't wait til she comes home from work.
>>36362999just don't be too hard on yourself>>36363027it is a hon generic name>6 feetrip
>>36363176Chesh is way more likely for me to fuck her than laguna. Nothing against her but she's young af and far af away. Chesh like a 4 hr drive
>>36363329Don't infect me with your turboatusim
>ex made a tweet about being on 4chan>twitter moots saying shit that resembled /tttt/ lingo>another friend keeps calling me "Motoko" since last weekI'm so fuckin' cooked
>>36363389i meant is like a generic reddithon name which means there are a shit ton of reddithons using it.. but you are already that so i guess it fits..
>>36363401if anyone irl found out about my trip i would just move state.fuck that
>>36363422Honestly, I could care less. Everyone I know IRL knows how badly I fucked my life up over the past two years. I'm doing better now, that's all I give a fuck about. My life is already in shambles, what's one more shard of broken glass.
>>36363447>I could care lessthat means you do care, even just a little!
>>36363401Just girlmode you turboautist. You apparently have people in your life figuring out shit from 4chan and twitter before you. Make changes.
>>36363469I do care a little, but not enough to panic over it. You are correct.
>>36363401>calls u motokotell em to trip up or shut up.in all seriousness irl ppl finding u here is always a bit of a headfuck but unless you're living some absolute double life larp i don't see why it would matter really.>>36363375who else is gonna be if not me. no one else even cares.
>>36363483you're no fun to pick on.but i'm glad you're mentally stable
>>36363213bitterrat.you will garner no pizza that way.
>>36363493Thank you?>>36363477I've been girlmoding longer than you >>36363489>double life larpThat would have been smart but unfortunately I almost aggressively tell the truth to the point where it's almost comedic when I attempt to lie to someone because it's usually obvious as hell
>>36363507>I almost aggressively tell the truthyeah pretty much, life is much easier this way. lie by omission is the only thing i can still pull off.
>>36363434AHHHHHHH, YOU GARBAGE POS, I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO BECOME A GIGAHON AND TO START BEING DEPRESSED AND SPIRAL HERE, ENJOY THIS BABYTRAN BLISSFULLY UNAWARE PHASE>We all get what we deserve in the endNOT REALLY
>>36363593youre still alive larry?
Stellaris, except the end of the tech tree is that god adopts the values of your society.
>>36363689Damn we do talk alike
BRUSH YOUR TEETHSTRAIGHTEN YOUR BACKDONT GET LOST IN THE FOREST
>>36363738You from Appalachia?
good morning mtfg i finally got a working mouse for my laptop i no longer have to operate it with the tab key
>>36363689haha you are crazy>>36363711all reddit retards talk the same, literal npcs>>36363690this is garry bro, idk what my cousin larry has been doing lately desu, nothing good that is for sure
IF YOU BELIEVE IN YOSELF.EAT ALL YOUR SCHOOL.STAY IN MILK.DRINK YOUR TEETH.DON'T DO SLEEP.AND GET 8 HOURS OF DRUGS, YOU CAN GET WORK.
>>36363778That's the spirit!
>>36363764Huh maybe that's it though I mostly get banned kn reddit for not sucking off Palestine enough or whatever the new hot button issue is
i like the wacky noodle monsters
Going to my first day of work. Not excited, but at the very least, it's a job that I know I'm good at. I loved being a Pharmacy Tech pre-transition. Will probably like it again.
>>36363854Have a nice first day!!
>>36363854it seems like a good day for healthcare professional's first day.today is also the first day US resident physicians begin their intern year after medical school
tf i am supposed to do now? become a manmode or what?
i switched my nose stud out with a ring but now im thinking of getting a septum to go with itwahhh
>wake up>get some coffee>sit down>"start" "working">haven't left my house for non-rave related reasons in weeks>getting slop delivered to me on a whim, food magically appearing at my doorstep>recovering from bad stuff>enjoying my cybernetic tattoosThis is so fucking cyberpunk
>>36363926What do you do for work?
>>36363949I'm intentionally vague about it for various reasons but I use the umbrella term "corporate tech" and people usually piece together what I do. Took me a long time to get here, but desu I kinda miss the grunt work of working in the field and moving equipment around. My team back then was solid. I used to run the entire IT department for a system of hospitals in my area and moved my way up from there. Now I work from home and do a fraction of the work I used to. It's pretty boring honestly, but I can't really complain since for the past year I've been without a car (buying one this weekend)
>>36363926what are the tattoos? :o
>>36363329>cargo skirtI have that exact same one from dollskill. Although, skirts aren't really my thing. Maybe one day I'll actually wear it.>>36364006pic related. I'm really into ghost in the shell.I went to a rave a few weeks ago and a girl at the club said I "look just like the girl from ghost in the shell" and honestly that's my favorite compliment of all time.
>>36364049>pic related. I'm really into ghost in the shell.that's sick af, cool taste
>>36364068Thank you! I really wanted something simple that stands out while also being easy to hide when necessary, and easy to display when warranted.Much better than my original idea (kiwi bird on my shoulder)
can you help me with my dysphoria?
>>36364112do what I did and feign confidence until it evolves into real confidence and once your life is in control and things are going well and you have tons of friends and a really, really special girl with you make sure you ruin it all in the course of maybe a week and then spend the next two years improving your life only to realize that the endless epicaricacy of existence never truly ends, we simply endure.
>>36364120so real
>>36364120ugh, i really don't like this answeri hate having to live in my head and i can't fix that
>>36364120>epicaricacydo you mean precariousness, or do you think the universe is taking glee in making ppl suffer?
>>36364250>do you think the universe is taking glee in making ppl suffer?yep. I highly doubt it does it on purpose. Existence can be cruel unless we actively work against it and ensure our own happiness.
>>36364120or. you can just do all that and not ruin it all in a week and not be nihilistic weirdo
>>36364275I had a lot of flaws back thenNihilism? Maybe in my wording.
>>36364268intreresting>>36364275who is this
>>36363355Boring. 4/10 art.>>36363378Aw man
I like myself :/
>>36364323that's the spirit
>>36363355oh don't worry those are shallow asf, you'll be fine desu>>36364323how
Also navy u should add me back on discord. Pretty please.
>>36364328i'm pretty based desu>>36364333a shit ton of work and a bit of luck ig
>>36364292>who is thisI actually have a feeling I know, but I'll never tell.
they killed a manwtf
>>36364356sobbing>>36364354hope it's paying off desu
gm low net worth individuals
>>36364382>sobbingI should be sobbing, it's likely someone I know
>>36364382work always pays off anon
The amount of disgusting thoughts going through my head right now is starting to get worrisome
>>36364420what kinds of disgusting thoughts
>>36364420sometimes i just want to lay in bed and eat a whole pizza too
>>36364412idk i've tried putting in to work on myself quite a lot and it's not paying off very much even though i try as hard as i can>>36364420sameme when i visit my dad or am out food shopping and have gross intrusive sexual thoughts, makes me want to vomit or die
>>36364433Like uh killing people torturing them to death dismembering them stabbing them and seeing the light in their eyes fade as I kiss them cutting someone and then drinking their blood as they're tied down and trembling in fear as they've no power over what's happeningYou know the usual>>36364435That's just lazy.>>36364445Doubtfully similar to mine.
after i fucking die, i hope i will find god and fucking murder that nasty sadistic cruel mf, omfg, i cannot believe that this shit is my life, ahhhhhhhhhhh, fuck you god for cursingg me and making me so unlucky
>>36364460hi u single? :3
>>36364460>Like uh killing people torturing them to death dismembering them stabbing them and seeing the light in their eyes fade as I kiss them cutting someone and then drinking their blood as they're tied down and trembling in fear as they've no power over what's happeninglmao edgelord tryhard
>>36364460fuckhey um come over for reasons unrelated to ur post btw
>>36364475Uh. Yes.>>36364476Haha. I'm not precisely too pleased with how my mind is going about these things.
>>36364484Is everyone here like a massive masochist or something?
>>36364484>>36364475what is with the bloodmurderlarp and transbians, it's really creepy even tho i know paraphilias tend to occur in clusters>>36364487>Haha. I'm not precisely too pleased with how my mind is going about these things.yea well seeing some old guy and viscerally imaging his dick in my throat or a dad abusing his kid really makes me want to jump into traffic immediatelyreally makes it hard to go outside
got my gf and I tickets to see DJ Shadow
>>36364513the hedgehog??
>>36364501yehduh>>36364512idk lol
>be me>transition for fetish reasons>feel better about my body>hearing my male voice is not very nice>actually happier>pass better than i thought i ever would>havent been called sir/dude/etc in years>lean hard into fashion and makeup>really really enjoy it more than my old hobbies>now kinda worried i had dysphoria and didnt realize it
>>36364445paige? yeah what happened to you sucks a lot, hope you find the strength to try again, you did a lot the first time
>>36364512Ah, those are intrusive thoughts I get often that make me want to vomit, but I've somewhat learnt how to stop them>>36364518He finna pull up with the chaos emerald special mix>>36364522Most interesting list of targets I've at display then.. If only they didn't all live in fucking south korea
>>36364513how did you two meet
I'm okay with the amount of disgusting thoughts in my head. In fact, i should be pumping those numbers up.
>>36364501well it goes both ways with mebut it would seem so yes
>>36364531I didn't transition for fetish reasons but rping a girl during sex did clue me in heavily to the fact that i just enjoyed being a girl period.
>>36364533its alright im making progress, albeit slowly>>36364540>Ah, those are intrusive thoughts I get often that make me want to vomit, but I've somewhat learnt how to stop themoh man i just try to not engage with them because if i do they just get worse
>>36364501I don't enjoy masochism on a sexual level but some non-sexual masochism is fun. Like working real hard or working out real hard or helping people.
Paige is working on a gift to some incestfag out there who will love nothing better than to rp her dad just the way she wishes he was.
>>36364570Same same.. lately it's been heavily leaning on sadism but I'm getting to very unhealthy levels of it so I'm trying to cope with it.. by indulging in fiction related to it which is only making me want it more>>36364579Very true!>>36364580That's what I do. Get them out of my head quick as if they never happened. It's what I do with all bad thoughts>>36364618Ah come on I already took some
>>36364580i didn't even know until a few days ago that your car burnt on top of it just afteryou really had a bad run frenit's nice to hear that you didn't give up
If there's one thing you can say for me it's that i won't leave.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYMjcT-HFVY
>>36364629u could cope with it by turning me into a corpse
>>36364648Don't kill other posters.We don't need any more ghosts haunting mtfg.
>>36364647Could but it depends.>>36364648Why has thou indicated me to do such heinous actions? At least give me some good reasoning or a reward. I don't make my prey do things for free yknow
>>36364558The same way I meet most women I've dated, mutuals/events.Early in my transition I met a girl through tinder but that's about it (back in my mess era)
>>36364677ugh don't make me beg
>>36364706Boooooring you sound like you don't even want it yourselfSo little passion so little fire it's like a flame almost entirely blown away by wind
>>36364648katbro...>>36364692nice, i wish i was a bit more outgoingcan't have it all heh
>>36364445why does everyone in this thread have like textbook ocd
>>36364710It's more about me saying it depends on how you look like. To fully trigger that stuff out of me I'd need an appropriate target. Dark hair pale skin and bright eyes on a thin body is the true ideal. Other targets are a bit different for me mentally.
>>36364750You're reading wikipedia instead of a real textbook?
>>36364763i mean ive been thinking about dying my hair darker for months so that works out wellonce im 20 bmi ill show up at ur front door and request to be killed
>>36364766i have ocd most of my family does and yes i have studied it
>>36364759"Given the opportunity" more like "I'm too scared to actually do it">>36364778Sounds ideal. I will be waiting.
>>36364746>nice, i wish i was a bit more outgoingI'm not exactly "outgoing" most girls who date me ask me out first, I almost never fire the first shot. Perks of being small and cute I guess.
happy canada day /mtfg/!
>>36364794and a transbian (lol)
>>36364785yippeeei think im gonna start trying to hold myself to one meal a day, i eat entirely too much and i need to change that if I want to lose weight
>>36364750i don't have an ocd diagnosis, my sibling does though and my mother would if she got evaluatedi do probably have some subclinical ocd tho
>>36364824>and a transbian (lol)I never understood why this was treated as a negative thing. I'm trans and I like women. I've dated both trans and cis. I guess the word itself is kind of ugly, I dont use /tttt/ terminology.
>>36364836That's what I do, but one meal every other day instead. Honestly starting to dislike the feeling of being bloated so I might either reduce a lot what I eat and eat once a day without breaks or simply optimize what I do eat as much as possible so I don't have to fill up like a balloon and be disabled for 2 hours after eating.>>36364847I knew what you meant. Perhaps I could fix your issue with being unable to perform such things on yourself? I feel you simply haven't tried something more extreme. I don't think people come back alive after they bleed out do they? Ah maybe I should just test it instead of theorizing
how does one get a sebastian demon bf
>>36364766if wikipedia is wrong abt something feel free to correct their text and sources to more up to date and reputable ones. i know it's a popular meme to harp on wikipedia but on topics that get a lot of views and scrutiny it's usually pretty good. gonna outperform whatever else shows up on the first page of search results 9 times out of 10.>>36364854post gamergate this website has been a bit of a regressive shithole on the most populated boards and the effects of that side of the culture wars ripple here thru people who use other boards. i would blame that yeh.
>>36364914uhhh holy based??
Sudden development offlineI think I need a moment to process things again. I think I'll make some music to get my mind off things.
doodlealso suicide
>>36364933'tis our hood yeh. keep walking reppers and boymoders (except snew she can stay).>>36364961animation is an admirable effort anon.
>>36364948The what is a dien
>>36364961that looks cool tbqhwy
meoww i've returned
>>36364999What is the dutch monkey poly now?
>>36365001Hello young Anya. I have reenabled my friend requests. Please do add me.
>>36361994don't be a tranny. it will ruin your life. stop and reconsider before making the biggest mistake of your life.
>>36365012>polyoh no no no ahahahahaha>>36365023creepy frytato
>>36364961>animatedwowowow niceare you looking to do more stuff like that or is this just a one time thing
>>36365042Thank you. You've saved my life.>>36365052I'm gonna need to do some major syntax changes if that's how I sound
lol did mono get dumped again
>>36365062I wanted this to be a part of full animation but my drawing software only support up to 25 frames of animation and then I have to pay 200 usd extra for moreplus it would take so long i would actually diei still want to do it someday ahdhjksahjg
>>36365071definitely sounded that way>>36365076you could use gimp, right?
>>36364939we're dying to know what happened
gm mtfrensICH MÖCHTE EIN EISBÄR SEINIM KALTEN POLAR
>>36365085Well that sucks.
>>36365085>you could use gimp, right?yeah but it would take even more time
>>36365071you dont type like hayato lol>>36365106gm mariemoder
>>3636511125 frames is nuts, isn't it standard to have like 12 frames per second? that hardly over 2 seconds of animation lmao>>36365129reee it sounded like him when he's trying to be polite
>>36365137Yeah it's extremely low, hence this animation is cut short.
>>36365129gmgmdo u like my minecraft skini made it myself ^^
>>36365137Stop before you expose me.
>>36365152yes its very cute!!!
>>36365157yay c:i used to love making skins when i was a kid
hiii just finished exercising when does my butt get bigger? Also bring back my lil gay flags
>>36365076>then I have to pay 200 usd extra for moresounds p scummyim just a 3d gorl and i use blenderi wanna recommend it because its free, and people say that it's 2d animation tools are robust now, but i cant speak from firsthand experience and itd probably be a pain in the ass to relearn stuff anywaysi watch this animator (a fox in space) stream using it sometimes and their setup is kind of sick; they pose 3d models they sculpted of the characters in the scene to use as reference for the 2d animation (almost like a rough pre-viz)>>36365152cool forg
>>36365198It gets bigger the more I look at it
what should i make with rotisserie chicken
>>36365223did you ever try pommes dauphines
I DECREE TODAY THAT LIFE IS SIMPLY TAKING AND NOT GIVING
>>36365232please don't respond to my posts thank you.
Learned something p cool that can make you perma limp with no momes or anything :3
>>36365218guess im doomed to be a pancake 4ever then :((>>36365232oh man those do look good
I feel tired lazy and gay.
>>36365271Go fack yarsekf then ye pancake bricked arse cunt
>>36365253sorry i meant bananas
>>36365280i shaved my head once it sux
>>36365281i cant im too achy from working out :((
>>36365332You get THREE hours of rest and nothing more.
today is gonna be fungonna see the fireworks and hang out with people
>>36364750ocd and autism are comorbid
what should i get on my burritoim thinking ground beef, cheese, potatoes, pico de gallo, sour cream and perhaps quesodoes that sound like a good burrito
>>36365299What is it with people and posting shitty ass pictures of themselves like these? Idgi
>>36365376Eat a salad.
>>36365381aw sry i don't actually speak German i just like that song
pater... phallus... coitus......
>>36365390nothe burrito place near me has #5 burritos today its too good value to pass up
>>36365152my first minecraft skin was riku blindfolded
>>36365299>always had elf noseok
>>36365451better to have an elf nose than a roman senator nose
>>36365412fr? dang idk what to sayi wish i spoke german only languages i know are English and (crappy) finnish >_<
>>36365453i thought they got ffs
>>36365343probs gonna be out of action for more like 3 days desuIM SO FUCKING UNFIT>>36365382self harm obvs
>>36365460i told them not to do too much to my nose cuz i didn't think it was that big of a problem and i didn't wanna end up w a bad rhino >>36365477c: ya this place is nice
>>36365506good choice
today's one of those days where I almost want to give upI won't, but I want to.I won't. Too much to lose, too much yet to gain. If I want to be happy, I can't start over. Not on purpose, at least.
>>36365433No. You will gain weight. Eat better.>>36365502>IM SO FUCKING UNFITIt'll get better.>self harm obvsIt's not only that clearly, sometimes they post it to flex how much effort changed them and such, but I wouldn't really ever like anyone to see how I used to look. It sounds degrading.
>>36365561aw >_< that's sweet thank uidk why i psy opped myself into believing everyone hated me lolwas prob tweaking from all the weed i was smoking then :/but now that's in the past yay ^^
I wish for physical touch. This loneliness is pure misery
>>36365265All you have to do is prone masturbationGet hard point dick down towards and feet and hump a pillow/bed or a desk corner do it for a month and you’ll be perma limp
>>36365535me when i have to go to campus
>>36365535>>36365621same but with toilets
>>36365558hopefully, ive always sucked at being disciplined when it comes to fitness and usually stop a week or 2 inhoping this time will be different :((
>>36365629I'm sure it will be. Just remind yourself of how good you'll look with time and whenever your laziness pushes you off of it just force yourself to start anyways.
>>36365631omg ya i was getting a 30 day ban like every time i posted for a while lolalso griffin says hi c:
Does anyone wanna play cutting board with me? It's very easy. Ur the board and I cut u. Very cool game.
>>36364310Who's this :p
>>36365676tru tyand i have someone to hopefully keep me on track this time also..>>36365718ur not supposed to cut the board dummy
mtfrens i made my wrist hurt from too much elden ring :///today i will coooooooode
>>36365743Long goona..>>36365748>and i have someone to hopefully keep me on track this time also..Insanely helpful. It'll go well for sure>ur not supposed to cut the board dummyWell its as close as I could get with what I wanted to say..
>>36365800We don't speak of her.. She's gone for good reason.
can't believe maiq asked nudes to a minor
>>36365831I am the only tru crazy tranny. Rest are edgy roleplayers that think saying elden ring lines makes them interesting.I prefer poetry, it has more depth to it and isn't from slop generic media everyone's engaged in.
>>36365879Come over anytime. Everyone's welcome
I thought it was just a memeprogesterone really does that huh
>>36365909i dont want it to hurt
what happened to snew
>>36365800ty c:I've been ugh working my way through the vulkan tutorial on the khronos siteI've written over 1000 lines and still not drawing anything! and i had to look some stuff up to get things to compile and run on my macbook for ugh two reasons the first is that apple being apple have developed their own vulkan alternative called metal which is actually what runs on apple machines so it takes some setting up so the thing knows to convert the vulkan to metal and also cuz im using an arm processor there was like some compatibility stuff i had to set to but ugh ANYWAYS I'm almost through the tutorial finally and then hopefully i can start rendering stuffi learned about this technique called signed distance functions where u can basically create a 3d object with a mathematical function that gives info about the object, rather than the traditional method of using a mesh so i wanna see if i can render some simple sdf's and then I'm thinking of trying to write a voxel renderer i have some ideas for how to make a fast one that I'd like to try
They made Jasmine look good in this game
>>36365867>and isn't from slop generic media everyone's engaged inaren't u like super into sonic?>>36365909nah it don't
>>36365903Awesome.>>36365943Literally everyone bitches and moans when I say I'm into sonic. It may be well known but people know it from the dogshit years of it since it's all anyone talks about and not about the peak of it like sonic x and the comics.
>>36365783Are you feeling better?
>>36365937i remember my gen x world history teacher showing us Aladdin once at the end of the year and talking about how seeing Jasmine when he was a kid awakened his libido
>>36365970but why
>>36365969Somewhat. Kinda going crazy but somewhat.
>>36365967my gf is into it too but its just funny when u actin like ur above slop media lol
>>36365997idk that guy was weirdthere was a point when for like a week straight he made us all sing that sixteen tons song about mining coal or whatever at the beginning of every classhe stopped cuz the teacher in the next door classroom was complaining about the noise
>>36366007Sonic is peak. Generic ass games everyone sucks off are mid. Sonic games take time to grow to love and appreciate. Elder ping is hard to dislike. It's like comparing mayonnaise and sriracha.
is cider considered a girly drink everywhere? here it certainly is. not even just the super sweet premix kind but any cider.>>36365909it can yeh.
>>36366094>is cider considered a girly drink everywhere?my ex drank PBR and lowkey I consider that a girly drink nowadays
>>36365998We all have those moments, don't be too hard on yourself dear. Things are looking up for you, on the rise and mend etc.
the girliest drink is vodka straight from the bottle
>>36366094>is cider considered a girly drink everywhere?it doesn't seem so where I amlast time I saw cider served at a gathering all the grown men seemed pretty happy about it
>>36366130back when I drank I used to order sugar-free vodka red bulls and called it my "hot bitch drink"ah, fun days. Year 1 and 2 of my transition was a wild ride.
sup fags
>>36366172Now I have to wait for posting cooldown
>>36366108>PBRthat's a beer isn't it?>>36366137yeah i figured it was cultural. stuff like westons vintage features an old fancy looking white guy and the abv knocks most people around but for whatever reason here you wouldn't catch guys drinking it unless they were really confident in not being called fags for it.
>>36366186blow me fagazoid
>>36366189>that's a beer isn't it?yes and it tastes awful
>>36366119I'll try little navy I'll try..
oops my name tag fell offdoes this underwear make me look like less of a fridgehonhttps://unsee cc/album#AOlN3twP2SECppl have been saying i have a fridge bod a lot and it's messing w my head>>36366169lol that was me
"hard" seltzer at 4.5% abv i don't think you can call it hard below 6.5% desu. tastes like fizzy water withsome strawberry flavour. decent thirst quencher ig.>>36366196never tried it personally but i'm not much of a beer enjoyer so chances are i wud consider it awful regardless.
Well, guess who just applied for Community College. Apparently CVS now has tuition reimbursement. They didn't have that when I worked there before.
>>36366191Never!>>36366223Good girl :)
not racist just don't like 'em
>>36366321Evil words..
>>36366345I am the notorious evil ****anon afterall
>>36366299Hell yeah, huge positive.
wtf they banned the nice anon >:(((I HATE JANNIESI HATE THE ANTICHRIST
>>36366391I'm a bit worried I'm not going to be good enough admittedly.
>>36366437you'll get in, you'll see.
I figured I can stream my pc to my laptop n then connect it to my tv. This is very cool.>>36366383Scary..
Hello shat how has your day been?
Damn, I keep losing weight even though I'm trying to maintain my current weight.This is the opposite of the problem I had a year ago where I couldn't stop gaining.The universe gives me challenges, I will overcome. This prog's gotta have some kind of material to work with.
i stopped taking prog cuz i felt like it was making my mood more volatileand i think it might been making me hairier i feel like things have only rly started to thin out a lot since i stopped
>>36366503I have a similar problem. Too poor and lazy to eat a bunch of fat food. Icecream has started to give me tummy aches>>36366517I really wanna try prog but is getting hairier actually a thing? Sounds scary. Last thing I need is more hair
>>36366559I wanna do it "the right" way which is eating the same keto foods Ive been eating this whole time but I'd need to eat A L O T to achieve the calorie surplus I'll be needing ASAP
Prog did literally 0 other changes for me than give me slightly bigger oobs. Idg all these ppl saying it's like smth that gives massive mental effects and whatever.
>>36366582I don't talk much about my sex life here but I will admit the spike in my sex drive was something I anticipated but not expecting to be so powerful.I'm very "low-key" but a while ago I found myself ravenously talking to my girlfriend in ways I only do in person when we're together in the moment.
>>36366582i think it's one of those ymmv thingsi hardly hear abt ppl having negative effects but mood stuff and extra hairiness are among the possibly effectsso i wouldn't worry too much but ya i don't think prog is for me
>>36366601It literally does nothing at all for me. I don't get it
>>36366582this was my experience as well and the jury is out on if it even did anything for my boobs
>>36366604I think it's helped a bit with my mental stability. Like a minimal bit. That's it. I feel all people get is placebo or smth
>>36366610I dunno, I had the same experience the first time I went on prog. I used progestan back then now I'm on microgest.The first time I was on prog I was "a huge mess" as i've said in the past so I likely didn't even notice the effects until I was long off it.After an almost 2 year hiatus I'm finally back on it and it's hitting me harder this time, likely because I'm not at a constant lowpoint trying not to to die every day
>>36366615It did do smth for my boobs but not too much either. I feel people talk about it like it's some sort of wizardry magic but it barely does anything.
>>36366620mm idk i didn't want to believe prog was having that effect on me but it was even more obvious looking back after i stopped that every time i started prog, like clockwork i would end up having some bad episodes
>>36366601lewd... I wanna try it but boymoding so need to avoid growing my chest >>36366630>I am very hungry for gockEat a burger or something!!
>>36366629Idk. Maybe I'm too sad and lonely to be horny>>36366641Correlation does not mean causation
>>36366464What can I say, I'm a scawwy guy
>>36366657sure but when the events we're talking about are also possible side effects of the drug i was taking...
>>36366646maybe it was my environment but I skipped the boymode phase and went straight to girl mode. Back then I had a circle of girls who really, really, REALLY wanted me to pass and helped me navigate myself without making embarrassing decisionsI may have become a mess a few years down the line, but at least I'm a cute one.
>>36366671I never had that support. Not sure if I ever will. Happy for you tho!
>>36366658I've seen scarier 2bh..>>36366670Possible hypotheticals you started believing it and may have made true due to placebo.>>36366695Vro
>>36366712They were very impactful for me yeah. Although I've only met up with them a few times since we all went our separate ways after college.
>>36366713I've just elected to be kind with you so I haven't shown how scary I can be.
>>36366713it coulda been placebo, it also could not have beenthe drug could affect you and i the same, and it also could not idk maybe i should start taking it again, i rly hate how sad and pathetic my tits are
>>36366739What a kind gesture..
Driving test tomorrow.. Scary..
do u all remember a girl who called herself emilia, did some post about how she was scared she might be agp cuz another tgirl told her she was and she was scared to tell her bf but then the bf was ok with iti think she started tripping for a bit after thatthat was like one of the first posts i saw here so i sometimes wonder about that person
>>36366754I've been told I'm very magnanimous. People assume I'm grooming you and keeps bothering me tho so maybe I should just do that lmao
>>36366779dw fren ur gonna kill itso many idiots on the road, ur probably already doing better then most if u care about passing the test lol
>>36366788People want you to be evil towards me because they hate me.>>36366791The idiots could make me fail. But it should be fine. Just need a couple xannies for relaxation and I'll pass it easy..
>>36366809o_o u do u anon just don't take too much, that stuff leads to accidents
>>36366779You can do it! \ O /
>>36366809I'd be a very kind and loving owner though..
i forgot how having sex feels like
>>36366809pls chill on the cringe brother
>>36366863Couldn't be me. Can't forget if you've never known what it feels like in the first place hehehe
https://voca.ro/1oJxHRiJ1KZCmtfrens i sang a song for u
>>36366804why are you such an awful racist human being?
>>36366877I'm ugly and manly af anyway newposter dw it's no loss
>>36366918aw why didn't my name post
>>36366826I know. I take very little so I don't end up in an accident because of panic attacks>>36366832Thank you joewhateveranon>>36366857I might have to verify that myself..>>363668772 diff doctors told me it's fine to take a bit and gave me them specifically for that. I will be fine.>>36366899No.
>>36366949o well if the docs say it's ok then u should be fine c:
elden ring isn't that hard it's just tedious
Calamity vs Nomiwho is for fake nice reddit?
>>36366939Not me, I am all that is man, picrel>>36366949You deserve a monogamous mommy all to yourself. Don't settle for less, you're way to cute.
>>36366976the most* i am dizzy
>she's literally at home likely not busyPushed aside again...I really fucked up, I wish letting go was easier.
>>36367007Ty new friend
>>36366965>>36366966Yes. I trust the little doctors. I've been doing fine driving with them so far.>>36366978Yes ma'am.
>>36367027You really messed up with the rave thing
>>36367045Good girl, talk later <3
>>36367072Not exactly. Yes, I missed my chance to see her. I also don't know how I'd be reacting if things went poorly. I had no transportation and it ended before the train station opened and it was in a really bad city.My girlfriend was having emotional issues and I went back so she wouldn't be alone.That and the general anxiety of being in the same room of my ex got to me.A fuck up, yes, but I was worse before.
https://voca.ro/1gYMFUrgo8sRwanna hear me do a bjork impressionsounds just like her right
bjork more like djork
>>36367108Doesn't she always have emotional issues?
>>36367133I guess I empathize with her because when I was her age I was pretty much the same. I didn't have it in me to leave her alone to suffer.
>>36367128goteem
>>36367096Whenever u add me on discord yeah.......
Björk is so cool. Wish I had her voice
>>36367191sameeeee :///bjork is everything i wish i was
>>36367143Lol this wasn't the same narrative two days ago but ok
>>36367197>bjork is everything i wish i wasfamously stalked?
>>36367202It's a complicated thing. We care about each other a lot.
I am very bored.
>>36367207i was more thinking pretty and cool and stylish and talentedaaaa god she's so pretty i wish i looked like her so much
>>36367211Lol
>>36367279>typing stylewait a minute
>>36366976can you tell me to clean up babe?
meow hello i got a burrito
>>36367324yummy yummyI'm getting fish tacosi love baja style fish tacos >_<
i NEED to put my head in the hydraulic press
>>36361994bf is more computre smort than me.but hes not as bible smart as meim pretty gud at the bible. :)oh and he has a car too so ya in summery i say i like that hes smarter i want it
hello welcome to the hydraulic press channel today we will be crushing tranny skulls to make worms
>>36367286I didn't display any "typing style", you just wish it was me
>>36367366maybe I do
nervous
>>36367376It's time to move on
Martinique is rightful tranny clay
>>36367402It's difficult, anon. I can't say anything but "It's difficult."I just wanna call her, say my final hello and then I feel I'll be able to close that chapter. I regret not going that night for so many reasons.
>>36367362lol fuck i was gonna do a>hello welcome to the hydraulic press channel today we will be crushing anons headpost>>36367357it sounds like you and your bf make a strong comboi like the way you spell summery
>>36367420lol i like that channel i like finnish accents
>>36367417All this just because you want to say goodbye? =|
a lot of ppl on here are all "4chan>twitter>reddit" but i remember a time when there were weird little tranny websites in various corners of the internet. the 2000s were kinda cool
>>36367445im 4chan>reddit>twitterreddit is dogshit, but less so than twitter.lot of homophobic racist black people on twitter that get like 50k likes per post
>>36367180You haven't sent an invite:p
>>36367437It's more than a goodbye to me. You have no idea how bad things got. Hell, *she* doesn't even know how bad things got. It's not even just her, it's everyone I knew. I fucked up so, so much and I fought so, so hard to get better I just wanted to at least show people that I changed so they won't look at me as the fat, sloppy, self-destructive mess I was. Is it selfish to want to reconnect with people for that reason? Maybe. Most likely. It's all over, it's never coming back. I just can't stand the idea that was the last image, the last interaction, the last memory people had of me.I can't fix things but I can at least apply a bandaid. Hell, I practically did move on until she messaged me first. I know she was just being nice but I just wanted to show up and say hi and probably even leave before her set started.It's stupid. It's contradicting. It's upsetting knowing that I was worth so little back then that I can't even get people to take a second glance at me.I'm tired of the new life I built, I'm tired of constantly fighting up hill, I'm tired of feeling like my guilt weighs me down preventing me from progressing further in life.I had so many chances for everything. I could have the life I wanted by now but I blew it because I just couldn't stop ruining things. I relied on luck so much in my life that once I ran out I realized I had nothing left except my heart beat.Sure, things are better now than they were a year ago but two years ago, even *before* I met her I was the happiest I ever was. I miss being the girl who constantly smiles. Now I'm just the woman who smiles because it's the most appropriate thing to do.I've lost so much, now that I'm not losing all the time I thought it was worth a try.
>>36367467its all trash internet used to be better before it was all big sites
>>36367445Cool. I feel a bit sad for missing out on that time of that internet. I wonder what it was like being a tranny then
>>36367445that looks lit.herzeleid was a rammstein news/forum/fan site i frequented in the ealry 2000s. i bet most of the queers and nazis that hung out there made it over here too lolgute zeiten
>>36367342Puuuuussyyyyy>>36367471Because I closed all dms..
happy happyi wish i had someone to be happy with
>>36367582I already said I was before!!>>36362134
>>36367509>I wonder what it was like being a tranny thendogshit.noone talked about being a tranny unless you were on some hidden back alley forum.
>>36367614it sucked but i mean it depends. no one talked about it around cis people. there was some community but most people who could stealth went off and lived their lives. being stealth was easier back then. a lot of girls who could pass back then cant now because of cis awareness.
cringe
>>36367561Silly
>>36367670Go ahead I'm curious if this dog knows how to bite a tenth as hard as it's barks sound
Had my first laser session and it barely hurt at all. Did they do it right? It's laser clinics Australia.
i been working on this effect for my website sorta on and offit takes all the text from the page and puts it in this big balli want the page to like blow up and all the words to rearrange themselves into a spinning ball or smth i think it would b cool
>>36367693:<
>>36367701facial laser really doesn't hurt that bad. I think the center of my chin and right below the nostril were the only portions that made me tap outapparently your genital area hurts more than you can comprehend and I'm not anticipating that feeling when the time comes.
>>36367706wow thats cool! are you using javascript? im trying to get better at web dev
>>36367752ya im doing it w threejs its a javascript webgl library i like itik ppl dont like javascript >_< but i'm designing it so that it's like a normal web page but if javascript is enabled then the script modifies the page to make it all dynamic, that way ppl who don't wanna deal w javascript can just see the plain site
>>36367706thats neat. when you get it up shill it here. i wanna see
>>36367792cc: ok i will! ty anontrying to have smth flashy to please the recruitoids >_<
>>36367774omg im literally learning three js too!! I've been studying Bruno Simon's course on it. ur the first ive talked to organically who also knows it!
>>36367818woa cool cc:ya it's nice, they hide a lot of the traditional opengl ugliness from u lolhave u seen there's like a threejs plugin for loading LEGO cad-software files? i been thinking abt what i could do with that, have like some legos in the background or smth idkapparently the world of LEGO cad-software is kinda weirdthe original format was developed decades ago and i think the original guy who made it is dead? and it's kinda weird to work with from what i've heard so there's kinda a need for a better solution there igwould b cool if u could have like a little lego builder sandbox on ur website
>>36367816just dump your art interests into it and dont filter too much
>>36367719Presh
I was self-loathing a second ago and now I really want to watch a Godzilla movie and now I'm wondering where I'm gonna go first once I get a car this weekend
>>36367916congrats on wheelsunrelated mix:https://youtu.be/gsLx2Yd7-ek
>>36367916yay c: u should go see some tide pools that's my fav thing to do with my car, there's rly good ones like a 45 minute drive away from me
im such a mess my body is falling apart i cant stop shitting and all i want to do is drink until i pass out
>>36367967there's a really nice marina near me that I could go to. Although there's usually tweakers hanging around.Before things got bad, there was this really long drive I used to take to see someone. It was like, 10 minutes longer but avoided highways and it was all green hills and farm animals for like, 1.5 hours. It was my favorite route to take, especially at sunrise/sunset with just the right music playing. It was a dream. I miss driving so much, it's going to be nice to get behind the wheel again.>>36367975lol been there. Not fun.
>>36367992woa that sounds rly nice i love watching the scenery go bylately i have been feeling the need for speedthinking I'll get up at 5 am tomorrow and go for a run when it's still dark so i won't have to worry about ppl seeing my gross body
>>36368027>lately i have been feeling the need for speedhaha yeah I'll admit, when the road straightens out it's nice to play something high octane on the car speakers and go like 80 in a 50It was really scary when it was raining though
my neighbor has laundry in our one washer. theres a basket of dirty clothes next to it. its been sitting done for 2 hours. at what point do i just remove it and start doing my laundry?
>>36367846no i have not seen that plugin but it sounds interesting. i dont think ie even seen a file like that before haha. I've been trying to grasp fragment shaders and brainstorming what would be a cool idea for a personal portfolio website. I'm probably going to use a three.js class called gpucomputationalrenderer that sort of simulates compute shaders by pingponging renders.. which I also am trying to grasp still- but I find it all rewarding!https://github.com/mrdoob/three.js/blob/dev/examples/jsm/misc/GPUComputationRenderer.js
kinda fucks me up that i'll never have a thigh gap when i touch my knees together.its impossible.
>>36368051omg ya i don't eff around w wet roads lol, doesn't happen too too often in socal thohere everybody goes 80 on the highway lolmaybe that's why there's so many accidents...>>36368256cis girls struggle with this too...
idk why I'm bothering but I haven't been doing very well lately:(the last few weeks have been really hardI should probably get myself checked in somewhere but that usually just makes conditions worsethis latent desire won't go away and it's about all I can think about anymoreI don't think I have anyone or anything to stick around foreven my dog is sick of me
>>36368283>cis girls struggle with this too...skill issue
>>36368310Things will get better. Sorry you're having a rough one, anon.
>>36368310Stick around for yourself. If you don't, you're cheating yourself out of a much happier life that will come to you eventually.
>>36368310if this is plague, then i wanted to say in that goofy webm u posted it looks like the jogging is working. u look more toned. cheer up loser.
>>36368367>>36368367>>36368367new>>36368310:/hope you're able to cheer uphug dog
>>36368371>>36368371>>36368371
>>36367694700k can buy you VERY sharp teethof course all of my posts are satire and this merely a persona I play since I enjoy performance art, especially since avant garde pantomime is a hobby of mine
