Had signs at childhood. Trooning out was illegal back then in my country, so I didn't think of it as an option. My parents, upon noticing my faggyness (and the fact that I had long hair) decided to give me a buzz cut and try to masculinise me.It worked. I'm a 6'2 manmoder, would be a big hon if I ever honmoded. My life is over because of my parents and the system. I know I'm weak and powerless as shit, but I wish the system just fell. I don't care about what happens to it.Tried to get estrogen legally, the gatekeeping system now in place makes it very difficult and the first doctor I met told me not to bother as I wouldn't pass anyways.
im a fruity gay manwould you top me?
>>36362386i don't know what to tell you except that death is probably your most potentially rewarding option, don't underestimate the comfort of this shit finally being fucking over and being able to be at peace
>>36362410I'm bitter but I wouldn't top Gincel or anyone else, but especially you.
>>36362419It feels like such a waste though. I don't really have anyone I'd consider close to me, not anymore at least. So I wouldn't care about how others would be affected.It's blind, dumb hope that keeps me going.They say you should give up and lower your expectations.
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>>36362386ermm, manmoder is a term for trannies on hrt who can’t pass so they choose to present as male but is too masculine to be a boymoder, you are a repper.but that situation sounds awful. i’m sorry it ended up like this. is there no way for you to move out or diy?
>>36363442I'm on HRT, that's why I'm a manmoder. I forgot to mention I'm DIYing.
