>dad apologized for my childhood >he threatened to ship me off to military schools and smacked me alot bc i was too sensitive and emotional>says i "wasnt built for that kind of punishment">all the damage was already done and my untreated emotional problems resulted in me sterilizing myself with diy brazilian bathtub medslife is a cruel mean joke
>>36368403>resulted in me sterilizing myself with diy brazilian bathtub meds>life is a cruel mean jokewhat age did you start anon, your life isn't a cruel mean joke if you started in your teens
>>36368456im not trans, just psychotic/not mentally well
>>36368493my apologies.. you should try latuda
>>36368493rookie mistake, barring out on xanax and heavy drinking is the correct answer.
>>36368403damn that sucks baby girl, let me take you on a date to make up for it
>>36368530>>36368540these drugs wouldnt help me becus the mental spiral that led to estrogen is what i think was a combo of dysmorphia and smth really wrong and e was the only thing that could relieve it
>>36368554>>36368403don’t respond to chasers, they’re all faggot retards.
>>36368579i wouldnt use those words but ya, they arent wise going after mentally ill basketcases like me
>>36368403I genuinely cried reading this, I don't know why
>>36368597I can fix her
>>36368648Maybe you want your dad to apologize to you
>>36368733you cannot fix him(me)
>>36368745both of them actually but never gonna happen
