you're fucking gay if you're smaller than this.QOTT: why are you small?
>>36372029Lee Dorian was a meat tank. Holy crap i wish I looked like this.
I haven't blasted enough gear, nor have I eaten enough :(
vegebles
>>36372039just remember that this is attainable and realistic and everyone who says otherwise is lying.
>>36372092clearly, it's a real picture isn't it?
>>36372092i don't want to have a heart attack though. most bodybuilders that size are pin cushions, shooting gear every day. I'd rather get on a t supplement rather than e though. i think a lot of my problems could be solved if i had more t
>>36372118some people (gay people) might argue that 1) Dorian is a world-class athlete with abnormal genetic potential and 2) he was on more PEDs than the average person could take without dying.but that shouldn't discourage you.
>>36372029unironically I look like this
not sure how long I can go on
>>36372029https://www.sandowplus.co.uk/The Golden Age of Iron Men
people keep mistaking me for a woman when I'm online
i am a woman online
>>36372029Hi, fellow inmm (involuntarily manmoder).What would go well with spaghetti bolognese? I need sth else to eat on same day.QOTT: because I am so fucking wide
im might be slowly sliding out from being a manmoder...people are now saying that i actually kinda look like a woman, & ai is now seeing me as a woman (it never did before)idk whats going on, but it seems something is happening?
i got to stop drinking again... :(ate a pizza yesterday then drank a bottle of vodka
>>36373870idk?some soup and bread could be nice ig>>36374100nice! hrt isn't magic but the changes it brings can take many years to finalize
>>36374133yea, & im only like 7m on hrt rn so i hope for more & plan on losing weight, weight cycling (to get a better waist) ffs, pio, prog, etcso maybe its not totally over
>>363741387 months?!?you're not a manmoder, you're babytrans :Pyou going to make it i bet! :)
>>36374150i hope i def thought i was total manmoder, i heard a lot of terrible things over the years, i repped for like 4yrs...but yea, i hope im able to be kinda okay with my results
>>36374138I'm 7 months and I have never malefailed, AI sees me as a guy
>>36372029If you could pass, would you socially transition? I would
>>36374204so i will say, i havent malefailed irl, but then again, i havent been gendered irl in a while eitherbut yea, ai recently has changed, & some people online are saying im looking more & more like a woman
>>36374223If you pass, you dont have a choice. Only super androgynous people get to choose.
>>36374223I would manmode without having to worry about being a hon
>>36374265How tall are you? What's your build like? Face?
>>363743355'10-5'11>buildpicrelhave a longer midface though
mogs me
Non-binary twinkhon girlmoder reporting in with a genuine question:There's a person who comes in where I work about once a week, they look like a big chubby guy, they're about in their 50s, but they have their mostly-bald-but-looks-like-it-might-be-filling-back-in-due-to-HRT hair pulled back into a long-ish ponytail, have the F gender marker on their ID and have a female name on their ID and embroidered onto the mechanic's jumpsuit they wear at work.Is this a manmoder?Should I call them "she" and "ma'am?" I'm a non-passing twinkhon that I assume most people just look at and assume I'm some kinda femboy faggot, but people who care enough to ask call me she and ma'am since that's the answer I give when asked.
>>36374463Get out
>>36374473I fully intend to once you answer my question.
>>36374463I have the decency to use non-gendered language when interacting with non-cis people
>>36374463sounds like mebut i'd never take a female name if i didn't passit's obviously not a manmoder as they don't present as a man?
>>36374508Seriously kys
>>36374511That's fair. >>36374527>they don't present as a man?I don't know how they present in casual situations as they only stop by my job after they get off work, so they're always wearing a mechanic's jumpsuit, hair tied back for practical reasons and clean shaven, and I assume they take good care of themselves despite the grease stains from work, so it's a fairly neutral presentation all things considered. But that is the part that confused me a bit I suppose, considering like, I still have my old driver's license with my pre-trans pic and old name on it and I don't really think about it when I have to use it, it's just a government document I have to present, but I also have my preferred name on my name badge at work rather than my legal name while I'm still in the process of getting it changed. >>36374567I'm genuinely trying to become a better, less ignorant person over here, okay?
>>36374579>I'm genuinely trying to become a better, less ignorant person over here, okayGtfo. Use your brain. Fuxk off
>>36374579>someone uses a female name and female identity>dummy doesn't get it>asks internet shithole for advice
hate manmoding
>>36374223nopemy ideal would be some kind of androgynous passoid hehimmer
>>36374463kill yourself retard just try to have some fucking decency
should i drink today?
>>36374779yes.
I drink every day, but I don't like DRINK drink most of the time... just not interested in getting that fucked up and keeping everclear in the freezer anymore lol, I mean the sugar and other shit in the cider might kill me before the alcohol does but I can tell it's taking its toll anyway
i quit day drinking after i swerved into traffic by accident … now i am just a weed smoker and mushrooms every few weeks-months
>>36372029i only drink once every month or two months but every time i do i drink non-stop for 3 days and down truly disgusting amounts of booze.
i have never drank or done drugs
>>36376057I have zero respect for anyone who drives drunk and risks everyone else's lives around them like that, used to hang out with someone (I thought he was a friend and took his word for it but he proved otherwise, repeatedly) who was doing that a lot for the sake of someone who treated him like shit and didn't want to be seen in public being affectionatehard to feel bad for someone like that but it just makes me sad because people fucking suck
manmoders are hysterical non-passing trans women
I am not hysterical, or any kind of woman
>>36375012thank you anon ~_~>>36375612it isn't but is a really shitty way to go>>36375406i drink for a while, try to sleep, do stuff during the daylike never get hangover so if i can stop puking before going out the door it's fine>>36376205;__;
>>36376207It was half a beer Kys rat
>>36376442>It was half a beer>swerved into traffic by accidentyou should have gone headfirst into a wall and died you irresponsible murderous filth :)
>>36376501it was very sad, desu 5 minutes earlier i was reading a post about Marie getting clocked and it was heavy on my heart… that is the day i realized passing is impossible..
>>36376518?
>>36376527:D
i want a pet rat :(
fed
schizo?
nigger.
stop being racist alright?
transvestite
>>36376735i'm not racist. i HATE racism.
I actually don't know what's going on or why someone would be a rat or a fed for thinking you shouldn't drive drunk or swerve into oncoming traffic
>>36374463>F gender marker on their ID>female name on their ID>Should I call them "she" and "ma'am?"i don't know, should you?
>>36376751No. That leads to the person thinking they pass when they don’t
>>36376751yes, if you have any kind of basic human decency whatsoever>>36376769nah that just makes you an asshole who should be shunned at every level of society
>>36376747>you shouldn't drive drunk or swerve into oncoming traffic
>>36376803>>>/pol/
>>36376786>assholeI use they / them if people don’t pass or avoid gendered words all together wtf
i want to have a totally normal day
i want to have a perfectly boring day
serious question here, how do I accept being a manmoder?I don't know how to cope. I've been crying literally every day for a month, I don't know what to do, what to think or how to cope
Even amongst other trannies who know I’m trans and know I’m on hrt and know me I’m a man
>>36376974you should probably not be a manmoder if it hurts that badI cry over plenty of shit but my body and being who or what I am now is my only relief, even in the face of the despair of comparing myself to others who get to pass or be more accepted as themselves or all the years I went through of needless suffering over self-doubt for nothing
>>36376974dissociate
>>36377071Based rep piller
>>36377098actually I'm saying if being stuck in manmode is too painful they should probably bite the bullet and just try to girlmode - I am honpilling
>>36376813so are you actually autistic or are you just pretending not to recognize a joke when you see one?
>>36377071I can't, I live in a eastern European country, I can't even voice train or anything>>36377078doesn't work anymore for me, I started rawdogging realityI thought about smoking to cope and someone suggested cigars as a healthy alternative to cigarettes, should I do it?
>>36377133there are several internet laws I could smugly invoke right now with no further comment, but have you considered that maybe the most painfully autistic find entertaining something tentatively at face value to be its own bit and source of amusement?
>>36377137not sure how cigars would be safer but ig
>>36377212you don't inhale them
>>36377313I didn't actually know that... I think a few random jokes in old movies just clicked in my head...
>>36377165>It was merely an act
>>36377349not even close to what I said
disgusting
yes, you are
cisgay hereis it unethical to be a manmoder chaser? t"girls" that look like picrel make my penis become the big penis
>>36377672discord? I kind of, but only kind of, look like that
>>36377672no that's what we want1738 ay
mowing the neighbor's lawn (in a womanly fashion) for $50
ay oil up lil bro im coming over
sex with ame-chan
abhorrent thoughts
you don't look like that THOUGH
after my walk yesterday my hips hurt I'm dying it's over
rip ;__;
urrghh
urrrrrggghhhhhh
watchin t-girl videosnow my dick gon' blow on upt. AGAMP fetishistuwuu my dickgirl dicky wicky so sexy so cummie wummie i love girlcum sucky sucky make me a sandwich and bring me a beer you bitch slut whore AIDS faggot tranime faggot, l say to myself while masturbating and laughing and looking deep into the eyes of my own reflection t. sexist male with a mental disorder (horny TERF trapped in the body of a manmoder)
m-m-m-m-manmoders...............
>>36378330uguu *licks shyly* M-- MMM-- M.. MOMMY *pees my girldiaper*
tfw no manmoder cum in my mouth
i cant come anymore
maybe you haven't met the right fub
masculinized death rattle
marry chudettefuck lunekill durian
>>36378540kill: larimarry: chudettefuck: you
fuck dakotamarry chudettekill ffsba hon
marry Shannon (will do the housework for gender affirmation)fuck Chudette (big dick)kill June (mogs me)
marry the bottomless bit that is my unfulfilled ambitionfuck myselfkill everyone
alternatively fuck bike, eat girl, sell pizza
fuck lunemarry che*sekill frenchie
>>36378540;__;some people seem to think i'm nice so i'll cope based on that
fuck youmarry me kill them
please fuck me? O_O
>>36378775Come to daddy muffin I will shove my fist up your pucker and go elbow deep
ok for real this time fuck junefuck lunefuck durian
>>36378790omg...
>>36378810I will keep you caged 24/7 and use your Mouth and Ass whenever I likeThink about it ;)
>>36378810u must be as old as my mom. kinda hot
;___;
i made you a cookie but i eated it
my dad:>im annoyed by these subaru-driving smug lesbians with short hair who dress like shit that thing they're better than everyone elsealso my dad:>used to drive a Subaru >smokes weed>shops at new seasons >drinks beer>glasses>short hair>dresses like shit>fat tits>beer belly>thinks he's better than everyone else>also married to a womani literally see no difference between my fat NPR-loving parents and the far NPR-loving lesbians living on the corner of our block. fun fact: we both grow weed in our yard. it's Portland. why does my dad hate on lesbians instead of just admitting he is one? he even used to wear dresses in high school "because girls liked it" and it was "cool" (it wasn't. everyone called him a faggot)
i made you a mix cd but i blargheghrghargh
>>36379002>subaru-driving smug lesbians with short hair who dress like shit that thing they're better than everyone elseliterally me
my dad also thinks there's "too manny immigrants" and "socialism is to extreme" and is married to a socialist immigrant. the hypocrisy never ends! he also says he's against communism because nothing is free and he doesn't want homeless people staying in his house mooching off of him (me and my uncle are mooching off of him, unemployed, and my uncle was homeless before we took him in (my dad says no more depressed brown people allowed in the house because it's"too crowded". (im trying to persuade him open borders are a great idea ajd he isn't listening)))
ILEGAL ALIENS RAPE RAPE RAPE BUILD THE WALL
>>36379063true. im a legal immigrant an im raping you spiritually by making you read this post.
>>36379002fucking real lmao gender a fuck
>>36379085luckily i’m into CNC
i think i should go buy smaller size underwear tomorrow...and feel like a mef freak ;__;
no breakfast lunch or dinner just monster and weed vape. this is the most efficient way to exist
budget low-thc gorilla glue that smells like chamomile tea ripped through a dirty bong, a few cans of cherry cider, and leftover taco bell three or four days in a row - this is the only way I know to exist
>>36379002lollmao even
>>36379206STOP KEEPING LEFTOVER TACO BELL
>>36379215lol why? it's highly cost-effective in terms of dollar per calorie that way
>>36379233https://www.youtube.com/@chubbyemu
>>36379297ngl some of these videos scare me, I was eating nothing but ramen for a bit and I was craving it more and more even though I was doing it to lose weight and save money...
>>36379327yeah they taught me everything is dangerous ;__;he's hot tho...
follow me on twt @nagayama_koharu!!
>>36379524?
>>36379524You will never be asian.
>>36379524chainsaw man will never not be coal
Being a tranny is lonelyBeing an ugly unpassoid manmoder hon is a singular positionBeing all of that but also terrified of slightly changing your routine? Deadly at best.I was never meant to troon out. I hate myself so much how could I possibly try?
>>36379715>Being all of that but also terrified of slightly changing your routine? Deadly at best.so real, I'm a huge hypocrite because I never advocate the status quo for its own sake but my moment of inertia is so fucking insane because change is scary, bad enough that I basically have some kind of executive function disorder
thank you, that is all.
fuck you!!(softly and lovingly)
apparently there are no swedish manmoderswish i could meet onenot to fuck or anything (ik my 4chan persona says otherwise) but just try to connect?how could anyone but a manmoder understand the situation of a manmoder?...sorry chat feeling kinda bad lately, i mean not really bad... still not suicidal... but lonely in this fucking world
my king is a swedish manmoder, wish he poster here
I'd make fun of transbians, but then I look in the mirror and see a man (on HRT) staring back
>>36379957wtf?gib socials?;__;>>36379958qt :3
>>36379977as a homosexual chaser i find transbians super hot if they aren't ogres
this board has ruined me, what IS a transbian?
>>36379732Dysphoria? Not as gut wrenching as going out of my way to send an email or buy new clothes!!!Why it’s easier to do what I always do! Waste money on more pizza burger abd fries!!!
>>36379989huh? homosexual chaser?honestly if I met a gay guy in real life, a guy guy, not bisexual or anything like that and he wanted a relationship, I'd probably take him up on the offeractually getting a straight guy to be my boyfriend is never going to be possible for me unfortunately so I might as well not delude myself
>>36372029have you ever noticed that black people buy more air fresheners than white people?
i just want to honmode but i am so weak and afraid. my roommate knows im trans and is supportive and thinks im retarded for manmoding but i still cant even bring myself to leave my room in a womens shirt when he’s around. i live in an insanely liberal area and see tgirls every time i walk outside and nobody cares but i am so scared and neurotic and every time i try i just revert back to putting the black hoodie on even though its like 90 degrees out.
even the rapehoniest of troonsbians gigaschmog me
>>36379997TOO REAL TOO REAL STOP
>>36380006I want to leave
>>36379995a miserable pile of secrets
>>36380013come over and i'll help you
You know the worst part of being a male human with High estrogen levels and low T?You will never fitNo matter how you try you will not fitTrannies will mock you for not being trans enoughMales will want nothing to do with you cause you are a faggotWomen…lolAn autist adhd male with fried dopamine and serotonin receptors, bellow average intelligence, no attention span, no friends, no worldly life or experiences, AND trooned out skin body and face?People like me just don’t get better.
>>36379958zesty lookin ahh nigga
>>36380003>huh? homosexual chaser?yes i like trans women and trans guys and cis men which makes me a chaser and homo
>>36380019If you also repped till 27 you are literally me. If you tried to troon and failed before you are meIf you copes all your life with some feeling you are meIf you were always dead inside…now you know how I feel.AnonWe will never speak again
>>36380060I held out till 30 and didn't ever try before that, just crossdressed and cried then gave up>We will never speak againso sometimes must things be on this bitch of an earth
>>36379979um he’s 30 is that ok?
>>36380073yes just on my lower age range :3just tell him to get on here? :Di'll scare him off being ugly old freak
Jealousy from dysphoria and then self hatred and then depression abd then suicidal ideation and then forced cope eating abd then oooooooooooo
it's over... over 9000 xd
>>36380175XddddddddddddXdddddddddddddddddxDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
>>36380073the problem isn't age, the problem is that she only likes self hating black guys who let her say racial slurs anyways
>>36380188
>>36380189?
>>36380199disgusting meme
>>36380206LOL really? that's what offends you?
>>36380206hilarious meme. one of the funniest of all time.
uhhh doc this e dose seems kinda off
>>36380225look at her go
men in their 30s with no hrt mog me abd are 100% more feminine and cuter than meI should have learned make up and fashion but I guess I am a male.
it's not even that i'm male it's than i'm astoundingly autistic and doomed to look like chris chan because of it
>>36380282you still canbet you'd be really qt>>36380301lol cope
>>36380312No I wouldn’t beI’m not a womanJust a male with forcefully flipped levels of sexual hormonesDisgusting
>>36380350post pics?not hitting on you btw (yet)
>>36380434I’m not retarded enough to do that lolI don’t need pity it judgement or anythingSorry to disappoint
>>36380463basednot that i'm into hugboxxing or anythingbut srs based!
>>36380519i want to curbstomp your old ass
>>36380544me too sweetie, me too :3
>>36380622o sorry his @ is dg_bladee on insta
8 months HRThttps://unseecc/album#GYxselcikga2i don't know now what to think about it lol, maybe i should have just been a gay man without hrt, sure i look better on hrt i think, not like i can pass
>>36380999jynxzi?
>>36381009in another life i could have been a streamer, a trans woman described my voice as that of a radio presenter
>>36380999mogs mealso checked
>>36381044post face, i don't believe you
>>36380999u have potential w ffs at least ur hairline is good
>>36380999it's over
>>36381066not like i can afford ffs, plus i'm still very tall
>>36381074how tall
>>36381079eh, it doesn't matter, it's just over and i'm trying to cope as a manmoder
>>36381086then u can still just be a gay guy on hrt i think. u won’t masculinize further despite what some individuals may say
>>36380999you have a lot of potential
https://youtu.be/6m2p4kf-6uc?si=piubX_hACoQ8ocMwGIWTWM
>>36381094yeah i guess, have to manage expectations with life>>36381121not sure if i ever posted a photo with longer hair, this was a little while before i shaved it, so i attached an old photo now
I do wonder what happens to trannies like picrel in the long term, no way anyone’s manmoding for a decade
>>36381047
>>36381129omfg ya long hair is so much better ygmi
>>36380999long hair Pic smogs my sunburnt mug several times over. i hate being ethnically ambiguous so much it's so fucking ugly. i would look ridiculous with a white nose right? https://unseecc/album#qCSubbNc2NIZ i took this in brightest light possible bc i'm starting laser tomorrow and want a before and after. no i will not wash my hair
>>36380999smol headsome jaw work and u'd be fem af>>36381074you'd make some mtf or male very happy some dayor girl ig if you swing that way ;_;>>36381171idk why i like you...bet is because you hate me and have nice tits ||and c******d||
>>36381149
>>36381149closing in to a decade i thinklbraiundead tho soi idk
>>36381192nigga ur nose is a white nose. tho i understand cuz i struggle to find a nose that would fit my face like do i just tell the surgeon to find a white nose that will fit me? smdh my head
>>36381171>>36381196yeah same, i like you for some reason, you seem like the wisests manmoder in this general>>36381181maybe with ffs, but i can't really get a job and i want to stay low profile to just go under people's radars>>36381192eh i'm a mutt too, more of a slavic mutt though, you still look more feminine than me>>36381196yeah but where do i get the money for ffs?
Does anyone else have the long narrow face structure with big chin? It’s the one all the black trannies have ffs can’t fix it everyone with a long narrow face looks like a plastic bimbo after ffs :D
>>36381238meee :((
>>36381226okay maybe it's white but in a hooked jew-y way. with zero jew blood in my lineage!! only diluted amerimutt and native american why the fuck did it manifest like this i hate it
>>36381196>>36381227yeah well I'm an asshole and an unwise fool at best too clever for my own good most of the time so don't like me too much
>>36381192Fuck off and kys boymoder
>>36381284Be nice ugly
>>36381284stoppp calling me that i literally look so old and unkempt in that picture get your eyes checked
>>36381192mogs me
>>36381260native nose ig. i didn’t get it but i got some other monstrosity
fakemoders... all over the shop...
>>36381192your lips are cute af, you're probably gonna make a chaser happy with laser.
what is the threshold for manmoder/boymoder
>>36381315my native grandparents have monstrosity noses so i dodged that bullet ig but a jew nose doesn't make me feel much better.>>36381343youre insane but thanks
>>36381366>would this person be called a boy or a man by the average observer
A few days ago a random store employee asked me why I looked pissed off I wasn’t even mad that was just my default expression, such is the life of a manmoder
bro it's never been 110 degrees before. me and my family literally be in the basement half naked wearing hats with ice cubes under them. like i literally fill a hat with ice then put it on my head URGENT WEATHER MESSAGE. heat illness WARNING BITCHES
>>36381372>guy
>>36381171ugly dyke alert WEE WOO WEE WOOmanly traggot in this thread
>>36380206i fucking love RAPE!!! RAPE!!! YES, RAPE!!!! <3<3 anal rape :)>raw>unannounced >no lube> faggot AIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so how do i make money for ffssex work is out of the question obviously
>>36381463Get a . job .
>>36381410>EXCESSIVE HEAT WARNING IN EFFECT FROM NOON THURSDAY TO 11 PM PDT SUNDAYit says up to 105 where I am, I'm just gonna be running my CPU at low clocks and lounging around in a sports bra and boyshorts with the window open and fan on blast getting drunk/high to survive while I binge media or vidya and doomscroll as usual regardless
>>36381463be in a state where it’s covered
>>36381463If you're the unsee faggot, it is most certainly not out of the question. Come over baby.
>>36372029trying very hard to pick up a 300 pound couch on my own. got it off the ground but I can't put it on my shoulders.
>>36381476i have one but it doesn't pay very well, was considering going to work in a warehouse, good pay but not so sure i can handle the physical stress>>36381508i'm from europe>>36381509lol i seriously don't know