I’m 1yr HRT, and around maybe 1-2 months in I started getting terrifying nightmares about having large breasts, which was disgusting to me. I’d wake up and look at trans breast timelines etc to see what I was getting into. Fortunately I stopped having them pretty quickly when I realized how underwhelming HRT’s effects on that department are.From time to time I do feel disgusted at having weird misshapen breasts and feel like I’m about to imminently break down and regret what I’ve done to myself, but that has yet to happen. As I spend more time on hormones I’ve learned to stop having those thoughts of imminent dread and self-disgust. I’ve learned to enjoy my tiny breastlets for what they are, and to not look at myself without a shirt on.Similarly, when first HRT curbed my libido, it felt unnatural, like I was “supposed” to have a libido and that destroying it was destroying part of myself. Fast forward a few months later, I realized this was the cure to my decade long porn addiction and learned to live with having a diminished libido. The moral of the story is that the human mind is very malleable and can adapt to its situation quickly, I suppose.
>Similarly, when first HRT curbed my libido, it felt unnatural, like I was “supposed” to have a libido and that destroying it was destroying part of myselfthats exactly what you didgo back
>>36374404lol literally me i detransed tho
>>36374488No im better off this way. It was annoying being a porn addict and I just used it as a crutch for my lack of intimacy. HRT has numbed me to that part of myself and I’m fine being lonely now. Also you of all people shouldn’t be saying that, you threw away being an 8.5/10 twink chad to be a weird tranny.
>>36374404Get removal while you still can get minimal scars. Look into peri technique.
>>36375035Why would I? I’m fine with this besides the occasional tinge of disgust.
