envying youngshits is killing me
dont
>>36377807i already thought about killing myself because of her again
sorry for wasting quints btw
>>36377840nothing good will come of it
>>36377982i know that but i cant stop me from feeling like this
>>36377777at least youre not being force detransedt. stopped lying in bed peacefully dissociating for an hour and now trying not to down my bottle of zoloft
>>36377777there's always a younger youngshit, stop worrying unless u transitioned at very late like 25+
>>36378025i deserve to be
>>36378025resisting the urge to not have serotonin syndrome must be so hard, who wouldn't want to spend the rest of the day vomiting and feeling like shit or if you have worse than mild case being pumped with drugs so you won't end up full retard and in the worst case lose your sight ^m^
>>36378119everyones gone for a week if i take it no one will find me until its too late ^^
>>36378130it won't kill you retard, but go on and see for yourself ^_^
>>36378175FINE maybe i WILL!!>goes back to bed
>>36377777same im 100% certain they see me as a nondysphoric agp man>five 7s in a rowwow
>>36378243the ones i talked to didnt which kinda makes me feel worse somehow
>>36378209if you were to kill yourself you would abuse the shit out of stims and other cardiovascular meds meant to raise your pulse until you are on the verge of heart attack so you raise you blood pressure take the glass throw it at wall and cut yourself with it as much as possible in vertical direction yippeeeee>skill issue
>>36378266hnnggggggggggg need someone to do this to me
>>36378265they always tell me they don't and that's because they're nice. they're real women and don't have anything to gain from tearing me down. i cant convince myself there is any way they wouldn't see me as a man though....ultimately im coping bc i was a youngshit when i transition and now i will never be a real youngshit
>>36378042its over
>>36378324whoa
>>36377807hello
>>36377840who
