last disaster >>36555681qott what makes you feel the most depressed, aside from the obvious answer of not having enough brain chemicals
>qottpicrel
>>36560396>qottthe rot (body flavor not brain flavor)
>>36560396The constant worry that I only ever succeeded in my work because I was simply people's only option and not that I was ever good at my work
>>36560424naruto?>>36560430scarlet rot?
when i break out of my daily NEET hyperfixation and realize i wasn't doing anything worthwhile all day, i was just distracting myself while rotting
>>36560396qott: a mirror
>>36560396Qott: feeling like i don't belong anywhere, and it's always been that way and always will be
yo bread
today was so exhausting, i had to work with the department female. very scary stuff, and i have to do it all again tomorrow!!!
>>36560434may as well be
>>36560396being ugly and unloveable
I need to start lifting but like unironically
>>36560444what a dystopic image, absolutely soul crushing>>36560438gl>>36560457aren't those the same thing
>>36560457grace's worms that tell her these kind of lies are definitely what make her most depressed mhm
what bothers me is that gender is said to encompass not only the social aspects of a persons gender identity but the psychological and behavioral aspects as well. we know from empirical research that cis men and cis women behave differently. we know that there are psychological differences between them. so how can we say that a trans woman knows what it is like to behave or think like a woman. because they identify as such?
>>36560484why are you talking about empirical research when u literally believe in jewish fairy tales as the answer to life fucking lmao
>>36560484>so how can we say that a trans woman knows what it is like to behave or think like a woman. because they identify as such?i agree; trans women are not women
>"Kota why don't you open up be vulnerable">ok >lay it all on the table>own up to all the lies>show em the real Kota >everyone just goes quietDon't ask questions you don't want answers to what the fuck. Not gonna let it get me down tho gonna have a good day, maybe I went too far idkBut to answer op I am deathly afraid that my past actions as a not so great man will catch up with me and everyone will abandon me and the thought of that makes me really sad. I try not to dwell and let the past be the past but it's hard sometimes, I really wasn't a good person
>>36560454do women scare you
>>36560466theyre not worms lollike im not dumb ik im uglyand anyone who has been attracted to me irl has just been a complete degenerate weirdo
>qottmoney >>36560451hello
>>36560396>qottNot even just being in public spaces, but my fear of public spaces itself. I don't think I'll ever be able to actually enjoy going out because I'm terrified of the way I'll be treated or even just perceived
>>36560533yes, terribly so. they are so much better than me
>>36560396knowing that i'm wasting my very precious and very finite youth and good looks
>>36560484We also have it that trans men and trans women have brain development more closely aligned with their cis counterparts.Like, yes, based on a bunch of factors we have social stuff ingrained upon us by how and who we are raised around, but if it was as simple as all that we wouldn't feel as disconnected as we do from our peers
>>36560554what do you do for work?
>>36560396qottlove, love so much
>>36560601i work in the back of a grocery store. choppin' up the fruit and such
>>36560396>qottthe little voice in the back of my head that tells me I don't deserve nice things, or really, its consequences. I know not to trust it most of the time but then it sometimes gets a hold of me and I become a terrible person to be around. idk how my fiancee or bestie or anyone still wants to spend time with me bc every other time they do, I end up ugly crying to them about how sorry I am for wasting their time by guilting them into spending it with me.
>>36560396not being able to experience being a teenager as a girl and instead having to do it as some fat fuck loser which i still am after it
>>36560619do you girlmode or boymode when you go to work?
>>36560528wait whatwhat's the real scrota
sometimes when i look at men it reminds me how disgusting and not female i am and it makes me sad
>>36560743oops forgot my name also im no longer allowed to upload files lol can't even attention whore in passgen...
>>365607244chan will never know who I really am, all you need to know is that I was a deeply unstable, delusional liar hiding behind a mask and I am better now and it's all out there to the people who matter
>>36560702boymode, obviously.i never girlmode>>36560757post jonkler scars
>>36560757wait what changedlast i remember you were still a deeply unstable delusional liar hiding behind a mask, posting about dying from blood coming out of your butt
>>36560757>was
>>36560545I just tried to send you something but your addy’s broken
>>36560484>gender is said to encompass not only the social aspects of a persons gender identity but the psychological and behavioral aspects as well. we know from empirical research that cis men and cis women behave differentlythere's a pretty strong argument to be made that if we could somehow control for socialization and bodily dimorphism this difference would evaporate. we don't know that it's innate rather than a product of socialization + having a whole class of people be stronger and the other solely control reproduction (american barbarism notwithstanding)>we know that there are psychological differences between themuh source on this one? that seems pretty contentious>so how can we say that a trans woman knows what it is like to behave or think like a womanwell if it's a product of socialization just living while presenting as a woman would do it. or if your other presuppositions are true we could figure it out the same way we figured out those, with more studies
>>36560779>deeply unstable delusional liaraverage mtfger
>>36560770I have no jonkler society man scars but I got booboos on my forehead from tripping with an eyebrow razor and running into a door
>>36560534most wormed bitch on this whole board i swear, clinging to bdd delusions despite all evidence to the contrary. genuinely sad to see
>>36560802necromancer can u resurrect our poor dead thread?
>>36560779Blood butt was true I got a colonoscopy in August cuz of it>>36560788Yea
>>36560815no my magic isn't strong enough
>>36560528>my past actions as a not so great mani mean as long as you didn't rape anybody... you didn't rape anybody, right?
>>36560822ok so what changed in between then and now
>>36560826No, I was bad but I wasn't that bad. I still hurt people tho, just in different ways, and I feel a lot of guilt about it
>>36560396I feel lonely.Posting myself on passgen and getting 1 reply gave me strenght to go on
>>36560811my brain is genuinely fucked and ppl keep telling me the oppositei cant help it :c
>>36560833Breaking up with my girlfriend and finding somebody who actually loves me for me and not the stupid charade I put on
>>36560824damnit's truly over
>>36560856so no therapy or anythingidk i don't know if i believe it, you're too cluster b/munchausen tier for it to change just bc you got a new bf
>>36560577yes but the differences in brain structure between cis men and cis women also cause behavioral and psychological differences, the studies which you speak of always have tiny sample sizes (see below), and as far as i know they don't answer whether these similarities in brain structure cause trans men and trans women to behave or think similarly to their cis counterparts. i'm not sure if you could even study that. i'm obviously not a big fan of this talking point but terfs commonly use this as an argument against us and unfortunately i've never seen anyone provide a good rebuttal. https://www.jneurosci.org/content/40/21/4076
>>36560850You're cute, pretty, nice, and I love you.
>>36560756>also im no longer allowed to upload files lol can't even attention whore in passgen...Lmao do u not have 20 dolla. Jan twerks for you for that little $
>>36560876I've been making strides to be a better, more honest person for her. She really changed my perspective on a lot of stuff and made me stop feeling hopelessTherapy is still something I want but after I figure out where I'm going, got plans to move just don't know where
>>36560902idk do you think this progress would stay if you two broke up? you should be being a better person for yourself, not for someone else
>>36560877We literally already have a decent rebuttal in this thread >>36560796
>>36560918Be better for yourself. YesBeing good for someone else, dependsWouldnt you change a bit to be favored? Idk tbhonest idgi
>>36560918I don't know, honestly. She's been encouraging me to focus more on myself and I've been trying to but I've spent so much of my life living for other people, this isn't something I'm used to
>>36560850also its hard to be positive abt myself when i spent the last like 1.8 months just purely rotting and only just recently started to put actual real effort into myselfso im just v like self-critical about myself and i hate that it took me so long to stop feeling shitty enough to actually put effort into something that ive wanted the entire time bc i was too depressed and dysfunctional to do anything about it until nowoverall trying to be less wormy but its hard when even i laugh at my own efforts
>>36560942>Wouldnt you change a bit to be favored? Idk tbhonest idgiit's never helped before>>36560943>I've spent so much of my life living for other peopleis that what you call making everything about you and telling tall tales to get attention and being an emotional vampire?
>>36560982Just keep with it. You're amazing.
>>365609821.8 years* sry
>>36560987nomi post
>>36560796>there's a pretty strong argument to be made that if we could somehow control for socialization and bodily dimorphism this difference would evaporate. we don't know that it's innate rather than a product of socialization + having a whole class of people be stronger and the other solely control reproduction (american barbarism notwithstanding)>well if it's a product of socialization just living while presenting as a woman would do it. or if your other presuppositions are true we could figure it out the same way we figured out those, with more studiessee >>36560877 >uh source on this one? that seems pretty contentioushttps://stanmed.stanford.edu/how-mens-and-womens-brains-are-different/
>>36560983No? Me irl and me online were two very different people, I came here to scream and get attention because I had problems and didn't know how to deal with them any other way, irl I've been giving up so much of life to support other people and it ran me into the ground
>>36560982lol i feel this so hardik being less wormed would make me a better more likeable person but at the end of the day i always just end up thinking what's the point I'm a tranny I'm literally disgusting
>>36560995just say 2 lol
>>365610192 wouldnt be accurate bc i just hit 2 years and i didnt actually begin to start putting efforts into myself until a few months ago
>>36561010sureis your gf trans?
>>36561086Yes
i've had dysphoria all my life and im not even sure i want to be trans i just want to be cis but im not and i cant pretend to be since it's hurtful so now im stuck with this online identity which feels like such a joke after i look in the mirror, i hate this. i've only socially transitioned for a year and a half and im not able to go on hormones until im like 23 at least and it feels so fake being called a she knowing im not a woman. does this ever get better? i cant even talk to other trans people about it because i either accidentally offend them and i end up looking like a dick.
>>36561000this is very interesting and does challenge my assumptions, but more studies is definitely still the answer here. just one example off the top of my head that could give some insight: replicate these experiments where we found differences at a young age, track the participants, compare how many of the outliers who acted against the predictions for their sex become gay/trans vs how many typical participants do. expensive but easily doablealso there's that one swedish study that found crime rates dropped in mtfs and rose in ftms on hormones (plus t rage being just well known). so, there may be an endocrinological component to consider in behavioral differences too
https://vocaroo.com/1o79PXeEXIUfif the girl who made this is here please make your presence known
>>36561114teenage angst has paid off well now I'm bored and old
>>36561204that's spice
>>36561223she single
>>36561243fuck off pooner
>>36561255i'm the cis guy.
>>36561243here's a little advice son; all women are single if you're what they're looking for
>>36560444>>36560465this is a good pairing i've seldom seen posted
>>36561264oh congrats on being a girl now
>>36561345brutal, the trans flag in the TL.
>>36561359nah.
jones is shit as all of the TL is, but eddy is probably the worst street. turk & jones used to be the spot then it moved to Leavenworth. nowadays i wouldn't fw it.
Would you wear a collar in public if your bf wanted you to? (while with him)
>>36561410no
>>36561210what is wrong with me
>>36560806p pretty....
>>36561114u will feel better on hormones bc living socially as a woman while not being on hrt is a fuckbut big relate on wanting 2 be cis and not a trannywhy do u have to wait to take them?
>>36561410r u paige
>>36561424I love you for what I am noti did not want what I have got
is anya here
>>36561453main reason is i still live with my parents and i'll also be going to uni and i dont live in the balkans and over here like half of my paycheck would go to just the rent
>>36561446I'm nothin special, you're surrounded by people who look better than I do
>>36561410no amount of in love would make me do this
>>36561410yeahwouldn't even be apprehensive literally I bought myself a collar when I was a teen but I don't have it anymore
>>36561463No. I'm a guy who wants to make you feel special.>>36561491It isn't something I'd make you do from day1. Think of it like a wedding band to me. That sorta thing, when we've been together a while.
>>36561410Yes absolutely 100% no hesitation
>>36561490I doubt that, everyone is special anyway because they have physical characteristics among other things no one else exactly has. your eyes are beautiful.
>>36561513feral
>>36561544Thank you, I wish the rest of me was as beautiful but uhhhh I'm a work in progress
>>36561571she wouldn't be feral anymore with an owner, yeah?
>>36561571BARKBARKBARKBARK
>>36561509let me clarify: my public image is more important to me than any romance. i won't be with a man who can't respect that i need to maintain it
>>36561481what's up
>>36561580she always gets out of the yard one way or the other>>36561587sit
>>36561580you know what this is a good point, I'm not feral anymore we're so back girls
>>36561410it's kinda trashy and seems wrong, maybe if it was really subtle like a choker.
>>36561592Im your fan, just wanted to talk to you, how's your day going?
>>36561589very attractive
>>36561599jokes on you I was already sitting
>>36561612this is how you find out about my psychic powers
>>36561620I don't believe it
>>36560396probably my dad’s death. i was boymoding and during my last conversation with him while he was alive he barged into my room and i left my discord open on one of my monitors with my dms to my boyfriend, who was saying he loved me and calling me by my chosen name. the last text he sent my mom after this referred to me as “your kid”.he committed sui by cop a few mins after. feels awful man
>>36561663meant to >qottoops
unironically I'd want a leash tooso he can pull real hard if I get distractedmaybe beat me up with his shoes
>>36561645a man chooses>>36561663sorry anon
>>36561686Speaking to my soul, sister...I actually have a collar and leash already, just waitin for the right person to come along and call me a dumb mutt while beating me with a chancla
i need to stop weighing myselfits so depressing to see the number go down but still see a massive tummy on my body
>>36561689a dog borks
>>36560396>check the general>no unsee links>quit
>>36561773wrong general fool, cock pics are two aisles over in chasergen.
>>36561729>I actually have a collar and leash alreadypretty basedI hope u find that person kota
how do I convince my endo to increase my spiro dose from 25mg to 100mg
>>36561791I think I have she was just a little hesitant about the dog stuff but I wore her down I think, she's supposed to be coming over to Wisconsin sometime in the fall and maybe if I'm lucky she'll use the leash and beat my assThe collar is purple and the leash is pink yes it's agp no I don't care it's cute no bully
>>36561819threaten with a gun
this busta belongs in the dogpound on gang
>>36560396what makes me most depressed is how much i just look creepy. like i manmode so its not even a tranny thing. i’m just ugly. i look ugly i sound ugly i try to soften myself up w masks and clothes but nothing works. i just want to be a normal guy if i can’t ever be a woman
>>36561749waist trainer
>yes it's agpI am literally autogynophilia incarnate
>>36561900will it actually cut fat on my tummy though or is it just shapewear
>>36561907Naz I don't usually think about people in that way, agp or hsts is just not a concept that exist in my mind u are just a person to me...I just wanted to cover my ass a lil
Anya is so cute
>>36561577WAIT I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT.you're beautiful all over even if I don't know what your face looks like (pics?? lol jk...unless?)
>>36561918NTA:they cannot possibly actually remove fat, they just squish it temporarily.some claim it deforms your torso but i don't think that's possible.
>>36561918they work, it's like a sauna for your tummy and the straps on a double compression type will slowly move your ribs. also they prevent you from overeating cause they squeeze ur innerds
>>36561940I'm also a damn fine evil pilot of course
>>36562107i still dont rly eat that muchbut ok will try
>>36562064I've posted my face tons u can pictures of me cutting a smile into my face in the archives but ok here you go. Aggressively average sorry to let u down
im repressing but at least im on hrt.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=-W8MBjTk2E8
>>36562174but what about your voice training anon, don't you have work to do?
>>36562174basado
>>36562153nah, you're still pretty.>cute freckles decorate the princess's face, lights above reveal her elegant complexion, her oceanic eyes glimmering in the room, practically beckoning your attention.
i wish i ran a shady pachinko parlor
>>36562153very chris chan esque facial structure.it makes sense why you are the way you are
i wish i was a chinese rapper
>>36562197stop with the aiposting liaAI IS SLOP!!!!
>>36561981leaf really turned out to be all angle fag didn't she
i miss him i miss him i miss him imisshim i kno he still wants me ti can telllll what did i do wrongggg uuuugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>36562197>>36562215The duality of man
i wish there was a rapper chaser who rapped abt fucking trannies w fat asses and small cocks and how they're all snow bunnies and stuffi feel like that would help trans acceptance a lot
>>36562241honestly just take better care of your hair/skin and youll be fine
>>36562231theres good angles and bad angles anonno human looks perfect from every angle
>>36562241you're not ugly by any stretch
>>36562215Another funny note I was actually in special ed so yes more like Chris Chan than I'd like to admit
>>36562215its like if chris chan was attractive in a former band kid way
>>36562221u could b one if u put ur mind to it, i bleev in u
>>36562261im sorry but she looks like chris. u cant deny it.at least chris doesnt fuck with h lol
>>36562263what was that like? for tism or a physical disability?
>>36562260Anya looks pretty fucking hot from any angle. So do a few others. Some girls don't really angle it up that much I've noticed.
>>36562256That's an older pic, been working on skin...hairs another story but I'll get there>>36562261I dunno man you all beat me down and called me an ugly cunt back in the day, I guess absence makes the heart grow fonder>>36562266This is the meanest but also nicest thing anyone's ever said about me
If you're passing, don't ever bother coming out to some guy who is interested in you that you met at school, work, your hobby whatever. Chances are way more likely than not they just reject you anyway. And that is the least of your worries if you are unlucky. It's absolutely not worth it, don't be stupid like I was.
gay sex grandaddy santa clause crotch ugh sex daddy pls
>>36562289Doesn't anya have the weirdly short jaw that makes her look like she had throat cancer, or was that one of the other anyacord randos?
>>36562289i hate to be the bearer of bad news but anya absolutely does not look hot from every angle.nobody does. the closest i can think of to that is kat or laf and that’s because they had the money to turn their faces and bodies into inhuman plastic facsimiles of living flesh. they look good from every angle because they threw away their outward humanity. also theyre fucking insane lolt. someone who sees anya far more frequently than u anon
>>36562275CAPTAINS LOG, STARDATEI can see the Chris comparison honestly, ever since switching to injections my face got fat in a very Chandlerish way, I used to be pretty gaunt n ghoulish looking>>36562279Behavioral issues and speech issues, I hated it
>>36562275I look like cwc
>>36562307anya locks in for selfies and look like a mogger, but irl she has a impish ear 2 ear infectious grin permanently on her face and smells like beer. she litterally half leprachaun or someshit. luh that luh irish nigga like u wudn't believ desu anya realest in the game yahud?
https://youtu.be/MtD_IJoAVk4?si=vToCFdD-BuX6ptGR
>>36562230i'm a dude, not lia.also that was written by a real person.
>>36562333good for u i guess. trips of truth nvr lie…
anyways
>>36562312>they threw away their outward humanitybased
>>36562333Are we related was your dad's name david
>>36561609not great
>>36562351no my dads name is chris, no joke
>>36562342i refuse to believe either of your claims>>36562348very true. i would get a robot body if i could but unfortunately the brain does not last forever
>>36562322can you do a slutty chrischan cosplay for me?
>>36561981can you kill yourself
>>36562322feel that, was in sped way longer than i needed to be bc of insane controlling parents who screamed at me and threw shit at me when i tried to get out of it. got out for high school but yeah really not a good experience, am much less well adjusted because of it. and the CWC things not rly that prominent, if that's an old pic then you probably look fine now.
>>36562375
>>36562312go away kat
>>36562307idk is my jaw weirdly short
>>36562344I'm the only non bdd uggoposter hereif there are otger ugky people in the threadthey don't tend to post pictures I'll tell you that...
>>36562312who's this
>>36562386its a recent pic lol. she never posts old ones
>>36562360My uncles name is Chris, my cousins name is also Chris...hmmmmmm I got my eyes on you>>36562370Honestly if my girlfriend let's me yes absolutely
>>36562394Nah, you're perfect (until you pull your hair back)
NO FAIR I WANT IRL MTFREN MEETUPSwhere's all the socal tranners :(((
>>36562406I can trace my family to china but I cant trace anyone to the u.s so it's unlikely
>>36562394you look cute, your jawline is nice
>>36562363>i refuse to believe either of your claimswhy?Woman moment.
anya post chest stubble
>>36562312anya looks much better since she toned up and got /fit/ Idc about dick wagging contests u retard i just made a comment
>>36562402whatever either way as i said earlier she doesnt even have bad facial structure just needs to be less greasy w her skin/hair
>>36562406i like how youre a submissive wife to her its not weird
>>36562386I still look pretty rough desu that was a few months ago, still working on getting my shit together after getting out of a hellish 3 year polycule gotta relearn how to actually give a shit about myself >>36562402Not true shut up fuck you deez nuts
>>36562255I also want to listen to this.
>>36562390learn2read syntax baka
>>36562422Hmmmmmm...one of us could be adopted>>36562438I can't tell if that's sarcasm but yes I am a good bitch or at least trying to be
>>36562255we got pedo rappers before we got chaser rappers
>nomi enters the fray
>>36562390idk where she is. hopefully in rehab. the benzos rly arent doing her any favors.>>36562400:3c idk>>36562394cute but drink some water u look a lil dehydrated>>36562396im not really an uglyposter per se, more like mediocreposter. im probably more like chris chan cos my bed has lots of stuffed creatures on it and i have a decent amount of video game and anime memorabilia >>36562427its exactly the sort of thing lia would lie about lmao>>36562430i never said she looked bad just that nobody looks good from every angle sob..
>>36562467love that for you (god i need a girl to be a submissive bitch for)
>>36562153wash ur greasy mop heat a better haircut and you will do fine
>>36562485thanks bro that means a lot>>36562495That is literally me after getting out of the shower that's why I look wet n slimy, my skin n hair usually isn't great anyways but it's not that bad looking
>>36562134hahaha live this callbacks
>>36562477if u have sonic autism too, based>bed has lots of stuffed creatures on it and i have a decent amount of video game and anime memorabiliahonestly coolif I wasn't so poor and actually had a room I'd probably fill it with similar
>>36562396>they don't tend to post pictures I'll tell you that...paige does
>>36562519not sonic autism. giant robot autismtheyre basically the same tho so its ok
>>36562509See look not great but not greasy this was literally two minutes ago
>>36562514thank u>>36562522paige unironically passes when she isn't making goofy faces and trying to look badthat's why she see's no issue with being a trans neonazilives in like the south and they give her no issue
>>36562477>its exactly the sort of thing lia would lie about lmaoalright.>>36562545see, pretty.
>>36562552not with that jawline lmao I was cursed with a chad jaw
>>36562477moshi moshi grem
>>36562545ur septum is bonkers lol
>>36562572I have to do this when I eat cuz it gets in the way lmao>just take it out for a bitno
>>36562542>theyre basically the same tho so its okkektrubut I've loved that damn blue hedgehog like my entire lifeonly got into mecha like a few years ago
>>36562567not really, your skin is soft enough to make it look smoother.the frizzyness of your hair there really adds to your appearance.
>>36562542no no no no no do NOT say that mecha is gay and cool sonic is for losers like crhis chan or pring
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i had 2 pick some stuff up from ex n he all like "come up for coffee" n i sed yeh cuz i hadda take a shit anyway but the seconded i got in my car 2 drive away with the items i forgot 2 move out with i starrted crying again why he keep making me get close 2 the flame and not let me touch just grab me dude JUST REACH OUT N GRAB ME AND SAY YUO WANT ME I CANT SAY NO DUDE I LET YOU IN AND I CANT GET YOU OUT MAN WTFFFF WHYYYYYY U DO THIS SHIT TO ME FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
>play video games>happy>remember>sad:(
>>36562610im sorry but this shit is pretty gay
(you)please stop
>>36562606I have been told that I am quite soft by lovers but idk, I think they're trying to make me feel cute when in reality I just look like a twink with boobs who can cut diamonds with their jawMy hair is kinda outta control yeh, hot weather isn't helping either. Gotta get a trim in a bit
death 2 manlets desu
>>36562656i meant all uh that as a good thing, i'm just trying my best to make girls around here fell better about themselves.you're genuinely really cute, if i wasn't holding out for a crush i'd be asking for your discord or something ngl.
>>36562663>tfw 5'9
>>36562676hieght mogging works backwards for troons.as a 6'1er i am the betacuck and as a sub 6' you are the mogger
>>36562668Ohhhh sorry I just have no self esteem sorry really sorry I appreciate the complimentsI am also spoken for lmao, so even if you didn't have your heart set on someone already I don't think I'd go for it
>>36562692You're like my girlfriend, she's 6'2 and you guys have no idea how blessed you are. If I was 6 foot something no one would wanna fuck with me but I am short n don't even weigh 130lbs I am built to get hatecrimed or molested it's awful
>>36562717idk if it's where I live but most guys seem to average around 5'9"
>>36562394Nah, I guess it was someone elseSorry for getting y'all confusedThere was someone with kinda bug eyes and a really really short lower jaw posted with one of the other passoids tho
>>36562312>nobody doesokay but have you seen zendaya
>>36562717humble braggin ass...also i don wanna fuckin fight ppl. i hate how i look.
>>36562734It's weird how height is in the US, I feel tall over here, not the tallest, but taller than most. But over where my gf is she's always talking about how there's people above 6 feet everywhere n it intimidates me lol, I went from feeling kinda tall to like a munchkin
>>36562765I'm not trying to brag I am egitimately scared of everything and everyone especially after almost getting raped twice last night on my way home from Walmart, it made me finally realize that I am not strong and I hate it all I could was scream and runI wanna be able to defend myself or at least look intimidating I feel like a joke
sob...bf...god if i just drink i can go sleep and not have brain just black...want black times juice...pray for no drinkykins
>>36562799did u break upwhat happened
>>36562796>almost getting raped twice last night on my way home from Walmartare you sure you weren't reading too much into something cause no offense but this sounds very unlikely
>>36562761her pr team makes sure that her bad photos arent out there lol. shes just another self absorbed hollywood shithead who can afford to look nice 24/7
>>36562630no i mean gay in a good way>>36562625remember?>>36562819it's scrotakins what do you think
>>36562819Ok so like the first time was more like sexual harassment but the second time I literally had to run because after the guy started acting weird and trying to grab me he chased me to my house, I was out for a couple hours ducking up side streets just trying to get someone's attention but no one would help me. Lost him eventually tho n got home
>>36562796shoulda went 2 target.>>36562805he no want me no more...i am used up fuckhole now for him and he say go away now pls so i go. i wanna die.
>>36562838hes a literal manlet fuck himu deserve better fren
>>36562838Walmarts closer tho
>>36562835literally nobody can believe anything you say because you are a habitual liar
>>36562846b-b-but the manlet x long bish vibes were growing on me...no pun intended.i was his oliveoil and he was my popeye the sailor man :(((((( he tol me he luv me but now he dont luve me no more and i feel so used up and old and dry and gay and retarded
>>36562872I don't care bruh I'm not asking you to believe me I was just explaining what happened. Like I got witnesses and video of me hiding from him in an alleyway I don't gotta prove nothin to you
>>36562477>cute but drink some water u look a lil dehydratedyeh took that pic after waking up fo from hangover
>>36562312laguna will have an aneurysm when she wakes up and reads this lmao
>>36562424tyty>>36562414have been getting some regrowth from her but will get hairline lowering surgery at some point yeh
uhhmm lol
>ask gf about sexy chris chan cosplay >radio silenceMission failed boys pack it up it's over
>>36562827remember that I'm sad and lonely and also uggo and my life's going nowhere and everyone hates me and
ugh but fr tho WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
>>36562938oh samewhy life is going somewhere tho albeit slowly>>36562935is it real
>>36562835>rapist came out of nowhere and chased me around for two entire hours with spectatorswhat's it like living in a cartoon
iwn have a bf/gf who thinks I'm sexy ;~;iwn be the gfiwn be cute or hot
>>36562926Despite that you're still like top 3 of /tttt/
>>36562951naw prolly some ai joke idk pls stab me in the neck cuh ty
>>36562952He didn't come outta nowhere I literally walked past him on the way home, it's a public street bro there's more people than me in this cityBut to answer your question awful every morning I wake up and go outside and get pancaked by a piano, then when they pull it offa me I pop back up like an accordion and everyone starts laughing and I get super insecure
>>36562967i don't have a long enough knife sry>>36562953>iwn have a bf/gf who thinks I'm sexy ;~;the important part is having a bf you find sexy, having ppl you think are ugly being the only ppl who find you attractive feels terriblethank goodness my exes have all been rather handsome otherwise my self esteem would be even worse than it already is
>>36562955Yeah, a real high bar there
>>36562955thank u mysterious anon
>>36563000It actually is, /tttt/ has plenty of cuties>>36563001<3
see? look at these idiots.no one couldnvt cosplayed popeye x olive oil like me n ex could...we was perf...the olive oil must be portrayed by a long tranny!
>>36562988throw wutever that is at me instead then. it look sharb
>>36563007hmmwho is this
>>36563027an anon, not a namefag or trip
>>36563027imma guess it was tigerdude off trip
>>36563024yfw
>>36562988this kinda just feels like a humble brag but ty i lold
If I throw throwing knives in my backyard at a target is that an issue?
>>36563038owo its so much bigger then i thought
>>36563056no im not humblebragging, i was just reflecting on my own experiencesi just like handsome men and im lucky enough to have found a few who were into me to date me>>36563075only if you miss
ugh my movie sites only have camrips of longlegs up
>>36563085>longlegsdaddy...
why does it say (you)
>>36563029add me on disc of u think im that cute xd
>>36563118cus ur using 4chan x
>>36563075no that's fun. you could just play darts instead though, you'll probably be really bad at knife throwing and end up in the er.
>>36563119Aren't you a transbian?
>>36563129Knives are actually fun though
>>36563128weird glitch
>>36562622emo
>>36562394I'm in love with you. My chest actually achedare you into t4t by any chance? Not like I'm planning our wedding or anything haha
>>36563141what do you do with knives?
>>36563083ugh i wish handsome men wanted to date me i feel like the only ppl who notice me at all r creepy old men
>>36563184i mean it's not common, but im sure there are handsome men out there who are looking for a transwoman to exploit that u could date
it's over the dream is dead
>>36563181Nothing I don't have any, I just see theives in videogames use them so I want to learn them
im in a open long distance transbian relationship u can add my discord if u want tho i might flirt with u if ur cutetag is omewette
>>36560396>qottthe fact that there's not an ending where you side with miquella
>>36563202lol exactly get a dart set little one
>>36563212meant 2 reply 2 >>36563149 sobbing
>>36563215have you ever heard of a tulpa
>>36563193>exploit that doesn't sound v nice..
>>36563235i mean it's not like handsome men seek out transwomen for genuine companionship lol
>>36563220Umm I want to learn how to throw knives and throwing stars though and learn martial arts
>>36563146tigermane
>>36563241killing myself rn
>>36563212>im in a open long distance transbian relationship
>>36563241ughhhhh i feel like all I've ever been to anyone is a prop even before i was trans, but even more so nowi just want someone to like me for me :(
>>36563243we had a set of throwing stars, we used to throw them at trees and each other lol. me, my brothers and our friends. show me what your wrist looks like and I'll tell you if you can handle knives
>>36563270>i feel like all I've ever been to anyone is a propme with literally every man in my lifemy dadmy ex bffthe men i've datedliterally always just a prop or a tool to themnever felt really loved for me aside from my ex bff but i guess i was misreading things because he dumped me like cold vomit
>>36563278A bunch of burn marks from cigarette burns but no cutsI'm also almost 40 I got this
>>36563265yeah im probably a walking red flag
>>36563295ur a walking star babe
>>36563292have fun but i mean it, be careful. ive seen a lot of dumb drunken accidents with knives and fireworks involved
>>36563307selfie
>>36563327Yeah for sure idk I just wanna get better at this type of stuff but idk
So, I got another refill of Prog, 3 month supply, I'm getting pretty happy with my breast growth if I'm being honest, once I'm out of Prog, should I stop? I'm not huge or anything, but I like where they are.
>>36563287samei know other people get to experience itI've seen it, how normal ppl are able to just find others who want to share their lives, they form these connections and they last years and even when they break it's not that long before the next one comes aroundbut nobody, nobody ever made me feel like i was worth their timelol real incelposting hours ig, but I'm not just talking about sexi might as well be a mannequin
>>36563287He might have been a dick to you idk but also look at how you treat him now. He set up a pretty clear if unspoken boundary you overstepped and continue to talk about overstepping further. He doesn't want anything to do with you and you're not thinking about him at all, only how it made you feel. If someone drops you sure it sucks but you just move and and accept it. The fact you are unwilling to suggests to me you probably were not able to be a very good friend to him anyway, as this sort of failure to read social cues is usually indicative of other inappropriate behaviour. It was rude of him to drop you but I find it hard to believe he didn't have reasons to do so.
>>36563408>He might have been a dick to you idk but also look at how you treat him now.why? ex bff?>He set up a pretty clear if unspoken boundary you oversteppedwhatno he didn'the just stopped talking to me, and i stopped talking to him. the only time i've sent anything to him in the last 4+ years was a letter apologizing for being a bad friend>continue to talk about overstepping furtherhow though>He doesn't want anything to do with you and you're not thinking about him at allyes i am though, i don't email him or reach out to him and haven't in years. i even ended the letter i sent him to apologize with a post script saying he doesn't need to respond if he doesn't want to, i just wanted to let him know i was sorry and wanted to maybe help ease the burden of carrying some of the stuff i said and did>it was rude of him to drop you but I find it hard to believe he didn't have reasons to do so.sneedlast thing we said to each other irl was "i love you"last line in the last email he sent me was "i miss you lots"maybe he did have a reason, and i've respected it, but the idea how "i'm treating him now" is anything other than respectful is just ludicrous.>>36563360yeait's depressing
>>36560396>qott what makes you feel the most depressed, aside from the obvious answer of not having enough brain chemicalsI feel like I'm losing my best friends. They're closer to me than family, it hurts so much to see them drifting away from me. I want to reach out to them and hold on to them for dear life, but I can't. They're already too far gone. They're just close enough to touch, but not enough to hold. And soon even that won't be true, and then they'll be gone from my life. Forever.
can some1 giv me a nice dreem prompt for when i go sleep.
>>36563549It gets better and you feel better in the morning
>>36563549>lonely squire tending to a knight>father is harsh>knight visits your hovel to see where you are bc you're late to muck his stall>sees your father being abusive>pulls rank as a night to cow your father>takes you with him to his quarters>comforts you and says even if your dad doesn't love you>you should know that a real man of value>a knight>loves you and wants to feel loved and cared about>hug him and cuddle together and fall asleep with him
>>36563622naw i meant like something with dragons...or like everyone has mini marshmallows for theeth...something like that
> qottthe fact that ive wasted my life/am so lacking in life experiences. im 21 and i fucked for the first time like 2 months ago. nothing in life comes naturally to me especially with my interactions with people. there is no one in my life who i speak to on a regular basis. i can't keep up a job and wherever i work i just feel like a retarded child and a liability for my coworkers. i dont know how to be a woman, i dont even know how to be a human being.
I only just realized there's a gay bathhouse here
>>36563682are there straight bath houses
>>36563659and then merlin shows up with a fuckin boner n we all FUCK haha hell yeah dude ty ni ni everybody try love 1 another and b kindness 2 ur sisters except for the ppl who r trash (like me) etc
>>36563719you're not trash, manlets r trash
>>36563696don't straights typically attend swinger parties if they want to sleep around?
>>36563719ilu sleep wellur manlet ex is an asshole pls dont trip abt him u genuinely deserve so much better
>>36563726>>36563736<3<3
>>36563719nite emo hope tomorrow is a better day
>>36560396>qottwhen i see the mf who groomed me being successful. its a niche thing so i will occasionally see him doing something and it just kills me
>>36563788Shut the fuck up laguna
>>36563857you tried but unfortunately, wrong person
frendle
>>36563677a lot of people are completely lost in their early 20s without the additional difficulty of dysphoria, don't beat yourself up about it. things get easier.
i want to drinkbut also dont
>qottdying and being forgotten about within a few generations
should i play more elden ring or go get some food>>36564038i think that's comfy
>>36562695understandable.
>>36564042>i think that's comfymy dad thinks the same. But i find it awful that my entire existence and everything I've done on this earth could be forgotten about so relatively quickly.Sure it's easy to be remembered for doing something horrible, but it's harder to be remembered for doing something great.
mtfrens if u became famous what do u think it would be for
>>36564084it means you don't need to worried if you make a fool of yourself, you'll be forgotten and so will everyone who experienced it or heard about it
i need a partner
>>36564199but isn't that awful? to live so long and for all of it to be forgotten? your name, history, and whatever impact you've left to be left in the dust? If you gain peace from the idea that everyone who will ever tell your tale will become extinct, then good for you. But the idea of forever being forgotten depresses me to no end.
>>36564192stupid
>>36564245you have fascist tendencies
>>36564257>you have fascist tendenciesexplain. what tendencies appear to be fascist? i want to correct them.
>>36564277>what tendencies appear to be fascist? i want to correct them.kek
>>36564277Your desire to exert your will beyond yourself. You want to be remembered, you want to influence the world beyond your own death, you want at least a tiny amount of control over others through that influence. That's authoritarian behavior.
>>36564292idk i admire David Bowie and i know that he'll be admired, remembered, and loved for generations to come. He's the only reason why i have this train of thought. i want to be remembered like him or an actor like Jimmy Stewart
dead cope thread
I, I will be kingAnd you, you will be queenThough nothing will drive them awayWe can beat them, just for one dayWe can be heroes, just for one day
>>36564397Teenage Wildlife is the cooler "Heroes" desu
dad sex dread
i miss marina going to stay up and drink and hope she comes back when she wakes up
i miss my fernando puga piggy
>Uploading files from your IP range has been blocked due to abuse. they're onto us bros-->>36564403im completely uncool as you can see.
>>36564452kill yourself nick
i never rly cared that much for teenage wildlife or the scary monsters album (i think that's where it's from right)ziggy stardust and diamond dogs r prob my fav albums idk what my all time fav bowie song is thomaybe changes
btw have y'all heard cygnet committee beforeit's from one of his earlier albums like hunky dory i think but it's so good, def gives a taste of what was to comehttps://youtu.be/ZZ2VMPPyyck?si=-dAlyRCjnN4soX-8
>>36564465who's nick? i want my fernando
>>36564499kill yourself you stupid fucking faggot you're an irredeemable piece of shit who doesn't deserve to be alive
>>36564514GIVE ME MY FERNANDO
my moonface mario...
my sweet fernando...
end your life you know you'll do it eventually anyways
ugh i hope im not getting sick
>>36564575need a threesome with this gigachad and my sweet sweet fernando piggy
>>36564612can you just stop
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fj_aCZPs2Ps
kill all soulsborne dogs
>>36564623stop what? u jelly that my fernando puga piggy mogs you hon?
heheh...its time o clock
How many of you whores have posted nudes online?
>>36564684meeeeeeeeeee :3
>>36564684ive posted my tits does that count
>>36564697post them again
it's half past dead
>>36564703no i dont want to get banned
>>36564684me
>>36564734thats why you post to unsee or another such site
>>36564748theyll remain unposted for now...i barely have any anyways
>>36564684I posted my face for the first time on a passgen today, I'd never have the courage to do that
>>36564473hold hands with me?
feels so comfy being outside right now with the breeze and sunset, i wanna lay down and take a nap but then I'll look like I'm homeless
>>36564646can you please kill yourself please just end it out s gun on your mouth and pull the fucking trigger please
>>36564817ur seething honey
need to kms
ended up playing elden ring instead of going to get food, which was not my desired choice but it's what happenedtime to daydream about cuddling with men until i fall asleep againit's only been like several years since i've fallen asleep with a man, im sure this is sustainable
I’ve had a pretty comfy evening thread, some personal worries and anxieties but otherwise good. I hope that you are all well too?
>>36564777ok
>>36564825post face hon
>>36564886it's all yours
>>36564896you literally have a beard and chest hair honey
>>36564909ok holding it
>>36564642YESi hate them.. so.. much...>>36564777checked and sure c: u a bowie fan?
>>36564880Get noms!
>>36564883is your bishop hot
>>36564883it's not that bad a day I guessdrowning my sorrow in food happy you are well tho carol
Imagine me being a household name for a thousand years.
>>36564981society does tend to remember serial killers, you’ll get there one day
imagine continuing to reply to a person that has you blocked for months
>>36564944Only if you like old men.>>36564980I’m p ok
>>36564916that's a 3 year old photo sweaty
>>36565045one day im gonna watch the life drain from ur soulless eyes
>>36565062pleasenew>>36565071>>36565071>>36565071
>>36565045sweaty you think hrt just removes hair? mmm no sweaty ur shaving that. and we all know ur too poor to afford laser and electrolysis mmk sweatie?
>>36564993taking a quick peek through my filter list, the first trip filtered that is not "nomi" is "catboy fat", and the most recent string of it being used that i can find started on 09 Jan 2024 12:41:33, but i know i had that filtered on my old laptop. considering i got this laptop last year after my car burnt up, which was in march or april, it is safe to say i've had his posts filtered for easily at least a year if not two years at this point>>36565062stop flirting
>>36565062Lmao based
>>36564993imagine eating a big bowl of fruit loops
I'm sleepy.
>>36565080You're too cute to not remark on it.Sorry not sorry.
