I don't think I'm just trans, I actually have a curse.I think I am a woman, I look in the mirror and see one, but everyone around me, sees me as male. Everyone.I take HRT, I grow breasts, my skin softens, I shave, I voice train--"Sir" this, "Sir" that.I even doubt myself sometimes.And when I'm at work, whenever I girlmode, bad things happen to me, and whenever I boymode, good things happen.When I was boymode, men want to fuck me, when I girlmode, men are repulsed by me.When I use my female voice, I get told I'm inauthentic and disingenuous. When I use my male voice, people treat me "normal." Well, normal for a man.And, honestly?I'm going to blow my brain out of it keeps going like this.
>>36614732shes just like me fr
>>36614732I have like the opposite thing going on where people are reading me as a woman more than a man even when I boymode, people I'm not out to slip up and gender me female by accident, and I STILL can't see myself as a woman and when I look in the mirror I see a disgusting creepy looking man.
>>36614732Sayo was unironically a rare but valid AMAB enbyThe only reason she trooned is because of her fucked genitals and being raised as a girl
