Every day is exactly the same editionprevious: >>36595066QOTT: Did you used to have a purpose?>Reminder: This gen is for estrogenized, male-presenting male-to-females (manmoders). All repressor-related or honmoder posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads.
ive been told that 'manmoding' or worrying about stuff doesnt count because im only 8 months inis this actually a real belief? i feel like at 8 months, its been long enough that one can start to understand what their experience is like and what their outcomes may be like
>>36622243no never, and ill die without one next month
>>36622243>QOTT: Did you used to have a purpose?Still do and I'm fulfilling it. I cannot be stopped!>Manmoder
>>36622243>QOTTthat might have been a dream
>>36622294I started as a balding 30 year old man so I called myself manmoder from day 1 of hrtuse your discretion, be reasonable, and look at other examples of people who call themselves or are called manmoders and boymoders by others
>>36622243What, indeed, have I become?
>>36622467https://youtu.be/r1zAugH81fg?si=7lyfDPRXLOxPLLj8
>>36622467Hot
>>36622467hair thickness and hairline both mog mine
>>36622243https://unseecc/album#Xk42iHQYCz7whate looking like such a fag, but i’m too dysphoric to cut my hair and go back : /
>>36622871wamon
what happened to lari? did he died
>>36622957see >>36459976
>>36622243not really, the closest i've been to feeling like i had a purpose revolved around making men happy. i have drifted through life for a long time. honestly it would still fulfill me like nothing else but i'm a tall fucking tranny so i'll never feel comfortable admitting that, even to myself.>>36622871gone but i bet i know who you are woman
>>36623128woman? also its still up idkmaking a man happy would fix me
>>36623165oh sorry it didn't load the first time i tried. i was right anyways. every time i see your face i think it's big in a fat woman way and not an expanded planes way. surely the issues are things other than your face if you don't get gendered female by randoms. please don't cut your hair and yeah same.
>>36623220i get gendered female a lot now. i just don’t really believe it and i don’t understand why
>>36623253we're trannies are we ever supposed to believe what they're saying? whether that's bc of self hatred or bdd. just take what you can get...
just ripped a blinker
>>36623527
i desperately want to stop manmoding but my repulsive body and hideous face will never allow me
kind of odd to have feminine skin and fat distribution while i have a very masculine face
reminder that i'm the only manmoder itt
>>36626017wrong, i just woke up & im here now
>>36626017same
Male face, male body, male height, male baldness, male facial hairl, male hands, male voice, male genitals
yes, this is the thread for men
>>36622957i am still here bro, sup babby
So am i
the reddithons who told me i'd start malefailing a few months into boymoding deserve to go out like the retard girl from hereditary
>blaming others for not only being ugly and not putting effort in but also being stupid enough to believe what other people tell you at face value without making up your own mindskill issue
>>36622243got gendered female both the last 2 times i went out but now i’m scared to go out again
>>36628557/bmg/ doesnt existalso, i belong here
>bass proI got a free cabela's cap since they had some promo going on with a credit card offer when I went in to get my guns... lol
>>36628565Make the thread ?
i need more caps to cover up my stringy, thinning mop of manhair
my cap does nothing to hide or diminish my overbearing manliness, just covers my BALD
thinking about diy ffs with a shotgun
>>36628578nomanmoders cannot make that thread
everyone here but me are boymoders or passoids
false, I am a man
wrong, i am a man
>>36628230it's always the absolute gorillamoders that were almost assuredly on a terminal hondose that tell you they just couldn't heckin hide the changes anymore by month 4
>>36628983>>36629021How are ye doing girls?
ma'anaise
mogsme
>>36622243>QOTT: Did you used to have a purpose?I wanted to try and make it as an actor when I was a repressing but I went through ego death and realized that was just a cover for not being a real personIn other news I just started progesterone and I truly am excited for my touch starvation to become even more acute, pray for me sisters : ^ )
Is mmg finally back to "normal"? Have all the trips really gone? Might need to start coming back everyday
how do I find a boyfriend as an ugly manmoder it's not a joke anymore I need someone to hold me
>>36629542i am here to haunt you forever
i will never be a complete person
>>36629644haunt my ass
>>36628983Cute
whats the point everything i say is a lie
>>36630193boo, you are going to kys sooner than me anyway so you are going to haunt my ass haha
>>36629628Find an even uglier man.
>>36630501you don’t know me
>>36630501never going to kms
gooning. trooning.
AND YOU COULD HAVE IT ALLLLLL
so are you guys all faggots or somethin?
>>36630848somethin like that
ok slut
https://unseecc/album#fIy5wmfDDPBeis my skull shrimply too big? as you can see i need major nose and brow work but i'm dooming abt the results not doing anything bc of skullpill lately... bloated from salty food the last few days too good lord i had a gaunt face not long ago>>36630848yes a big one
>>36630848BSTS
>>36630982it's fine, now sit on my lap or fuck off
>>36630982bdd literally just a girl
>>36631032i don't sit on estrogenized laps sorry>>36631063lol i wish the day i'm perceived as an ugly woman i am uninstalling the internet
>>36630751MY EMPIRE OF BLART
>>36630848heh yeah somethin like that I mean I'm kind of troonin here
>>36630982cute wooloo
>>36630782>needy streamer detrans
>>36630627>>36630676get busy sucking my dick then
>>36631257thanks c: i love sheep pokemon and sheep in general i have a ton of mareep/wooloo merch>>36631352am i cute enough for you lari
>>36631352nigga go get some bitches
>>36631494ugly as sin, no job and my dissociation still doesn't fully work yet
Should I cut my hair off so I can manmode properly? It's been 18 days since FFS and I still look like an uncanny man. I honestly don't know what to do, I got called mate a few days ago and almost roped over it. I already manmode all the time, the only thing left to do is to actually detransition.
>>36631881seems like this is the end for you amigo you tried so hard and got so far but in the end it didn't even matter *sad violin* *sad violin*
>>36631881nothats self harmffs takes time for the swelling to go down
>>36631881post face
>>36631953https://unsee cc/album#JuM6YMf1DUtZ
>>36631974you pass
>>36631974passesif you think you look like a man, see a therapist for bddyou can live a fulfilling life, you dont need to manmode anymore (you really cant anymore)
>>36631974that midface seems pretty bad, pics don't mean much but you kinda look like an andro dude to me, you should cut your hair short to look less uncanny..
>>36631974dont listen to larry or any of the namefags theyre pretty much all schizophrenic crabs in a bucketand larry is particularly horrible and disgustinggo to mtfg, escape this toxicity here
>>36631974>>36630982begone f*ids
>>36631881>I got called mate How tall
>>36631998But why did the homeless man call me mate when he was trying to sell me a magazine? Maybe he didn't look at my face properly and I dress like a man anyway and I have huge shoulders and a large head. I had my headphones on but I'm 90% sure I heard mate.>>36632016>that midface seems pretty bad, pics don't mean much but you kinda look like an andro dude to meYeah, I think I look like an andro dude at best, I've been crying the entire day today, I can't really cope with anything anymore. I'm already getting more surgery at the start of 2025 but I don't think it'll help.>>36632081175cm, but I was sitting on a bench and fiddling with my phone when the guy came up to me to try to sell me a magazine.
>>36632078she's way more fem and pretty than me kmskmskmskmsksmskmsksmksmskm
>>36632107>>36632069>>36632078I took a picture in a better light here, I actually look nothing like a woman - https://unsee cc/album#A5KewblccOlyAlso, I'm getting laser hair removal which means I can't pluck the dark hairs that I get on my upper lip and I have to shave it instead, which kind of gives me a beard shadow, and it's making me dysphoric as fuck as well.
>my face is swollen and I didn't malefail this one timefuck off
>>36632069>larry is particularly horrible and disgustingbeing honest = being horriblenice
>>36632101it could be the clothingbut dont listen to some random homeless manyou dont look like an andro dude, you literally just look like a woman also you dont have a midface issue, i measured your midface is ~1.0(no i didnt save ur face dont worry, used on screen ruler thing)it will take time to get over the dysphoria & how you see yourself. also, the thing w/ the homeless guy didnt helpbut you passgive it time & be kind to yourself
you're never honest you just make shit up and trash talk everyone while telling us to detrans
>>36632208do me do me
>>36632208you arent honest, her midface is fine. its between .98 & like 1.02 (did multiple measurements)you are a horrible person. you are toxic, you post ur fucking dick on here like a weirdono one should ever listen to you
this is what actual manmoders look likehttps://unseeAAcc/album#Zqc4KzhUs4e2
>>36632208weren’t u on hrt for just 2 months? lmfaooooo anyways no ones gonna baby you anymore get a haircut and go die in the meat grinder
>>36632207It's the second time I got called mate in 12 months now though.>>36632224Look at that other picture in better light that I took, I look worse there (https://unsee cc/album#A5KewblccOly). I don't know how I'm going to make it when I almost roped over some homeless dude. I wish I had someone to talk to outside of 4chan, this is just so difficult.
>>36632276ffsu mogged w long hair btw
>>36632303i don't mog anyone with my facebut i'll grow it back eventually
>>36632276midface about 1.0 and overall a solid foundation with ffsgrow your hair out, care for yourself, get ffs, ull prob be fine
>>36632324>ull prob be fineno, because i'm very tall
>>36632334how tall?ive seen tall cis womenbut even more ive seen really tall trans women that pass
>>36632314yeah yeah shut up
>>366323566'+in any case ffs is a long time from now so i'll be manmoding, i can't stand doing it but i don't have a choice
>>36632220>>36632250>>36632293my momma hasn't been nice to me when i was little, repping is so hard, i am dying from gender dysphoria, have some empathy you passoids, i am the only real manmoder here
>>36632362Why not manmode with long hair though?>>36632385I'm not a passoid, you literally said I looked like an andro dude.
>>36632399>Why not manmode with long hair though?that's what i'll do from now on, it was stupid of me to cut it off
>>36632303wait she had long hair?>>36632362first add a photo w/ long hair to ur unseebut>6'+ur prob 5'11 catastrophizing so rounding up to 6' & adding + for effecteven though being tall doesnt really help (im 5'10-5'11 too)its still possible to pass & look goodKeep putting in effort, & do everything you can to live a fulfilling life>>36632385you arent even on hrt ur not a manmoder. also the issue is your toxicity & trying to bring others down. go fuck yourselfi repped for years but was never a bitterhon trying to hurt others like you do>>36632399you look like a woman, not an andro dudeignore that schizo, their words have zero value
>>36632417>ur prob 5'11 catastrophizing so rounding up to 6' & adding + for effectno i'm like 6'1 the last time i measured and i think i was the same when i last was measured at a clinic>Keep putting in effort, & do everything you can to live a fulfilling lifelife is a pain
>>36632407im sorry you cut it off :( i shaved my head as a last attempt to rep before hrt...i know how painful that can be, but it will get better
i'm going to take the fact that larry refuses to rate me as a compliment :D>>36632298that link is dead (prob one view) but i'm sure you look good as you do in every other picture i've seen of you
>>36632435I fixed it here - https://unsee cc/album#A5KewblccOly>i'm going to take the fact that larry refuses to rate me as a compliment :DOh, which one are you?
>>36632487>>36630982he's done this every time i've posted face sigh it's a dream of mine to have my midface insulted by larry himself........
>>36632487oh, and btw - my suspicions were correct, you look good in those pictures too. not sure what i'm supposed to be seeing that's "worse"
>>36632417i added a photo with longer hair
Any fellow manmoders got an orchi? I had one a few years ago and I'm really glad that I did.
>>36632573yea, look nicer. but go even longer nowkeep pushing
>>36632596not yet, but hopefully some day
>>36632435it is the opposite, if i don't bother it is mega over and no reason to kick you more, i don't punch down, only on the same level or above, i have morals>>36632487looks like a hon to me, in motion is all that matters, hobos are the only ones that are honest since they give no fuck, most people are polite and gender you female if you look visibily trans to them aka hon which you do, the hobo s opinion is probably worth as much as 100 average people s opinions..
>>36632609Based
>>36632609lol okay you're right
>>36632603why are you answering for me?
Lari is rude but the Skullpill is so real once you realize you’ll never be able to unsee it
>>36632590I really hate my balls so someday (though I do hate them less now they're smaller and less in the way), maybe at the same time as or in lieu of or preparation for getting a fake pussy installed
i need to straighten my hair then my thoughts will go back to normal
>>36632609>looks like a hon to me, in motion is all that matters, hobos are the only ones that are honest since they give no fuckI took a video as well, yeah I look like a hon, my facial proportions are like way off - https://litter.catbox.moe/f0tt9v.webmIt's so depressing to look like a hon even while manmoding.Is it just completely over for me?>>36632650Yeah, it's awful.
>>36632487next time you get misgendered by a hobo ,buy a newspaper from the hobo and ask him how he perceives you amd why, he will probably be honest and his opinion way more helpful than mine or anybody from here, he saw you and perceived you irl like other people do>>36632693honestly besides the skull being kinda too big, the face looks okish, but the body genuinely reads very male, like if you were to blur the face and only see the body, i would instanly think male, you are kinda tall for a woman and with that frame, ya..
someone get these women out of my general
>>36632756where
i will probably never stop manmoding, even after ffs and srs
>>36632747>honestly besides the skull being kinda too big, the face looks okish, but the body genuinely reads very maleYeah, maybe the guy just saw my huge shoulders and thought male. So do you think my face is somewhat passable and it's my body that got me clocked? I'm a million times more dysphoric about me face though, if I got clocked because of the rest of my body, I think I could live with that, I guess.>>36632780Yeah I got an orchi and FFS and I'm still manmoding after being on HRT for 10 years. Sad state of affairs.
>>36632823you're not a manmoder like me
I'm fat so my body just looks like an androgynous blob a lot of the time, I think.>>36632834I present male IRL so I think that makes me a manmoder, no?
i wish i lived in a country where transitioning before 18 was possible
Friendly PSA for BDD boymoders:Just because you can't look like a Kardashian (even with FFS) doesn't mean you're a manmoder with no potential for passing consistently (even with FFS)
>>36633029i just want to be cute and desirable enough to register as a 5-6/10 to bi guys. and i am not there yet and will cry daily until i am.
>>36633029>bdd boymoderswho?
>>36633029I'm not a boymoder, I'm literally 30. And even with FFS, I still just look like an uncanny man, just check the video I posted above (https://litter.catbox.moe/f0tt9v.webm). I'm getting even more surgery at the start of next year but it's not going to make that much difference. My body also doesn't pass at all.>>36633057I don't even want to be cute, I just want to be a woman.
>>36633094at least you can afford it lol i can't
I don't want to be a woman I just want to be attractive to and loved by someone I find attractive and love but love isn't real and attraction is fakery and chemicals so I give up on everything forever
>>36633112>at least you can afford it lol i can'tBut does it really matter if it won't make me pass? My face is actually terrible.
>>36633094>I'm not a boymoder1. Boymoding has nothing to with age 2. You are incredibly BDD, you literally just look like an average if slightly overweight woman, not hugboxxing
>>36633138i would rather have the relief from ffs and being more feminine than nothing
>>36633159What's the difference then?>>36633163Well I think the problem is that I'd like to pass 100% of the time while manmoding and getting misgendered just once made me spiral so much to the point where I almost roped. If you get FFS you end up having expectations like that and not meeting those expectations is extremely brutal.
>>36633225i'd like that too but getting ffs would make me feel better
>>36632609wow, larry again spouts toxic, false, shit again, what a surprise>>36632626meant to respond to the orchi thing, lmao>>36632650but its nowhere near the level theyre talking about it also they said she had horrible midface despite it being 1.0. literally just saying random shit that isnt true to try and pull others down>>36632743you look like a woman in that vidignore larry. literally worthless>>36633029im a manmoder
>>36633302>meant to respond to the orchi thing, lmaoYeah I think orchi is pretty based, it means that even if you lose access to HRT for a period of time, you won't masculinize further, which was actually one of my biggest fears.
>>36633225>What's the difference then?I will say it yet again because it seems like some trannies in the back have yet to hear me:1. Boymoder - A male, theoretically of any age, transitioning to female with the use of feminizing hormones and surgeries, who has the potential to consistently pass as the opposite sex to observers, regardless of perceived attractiveness, but chooses to present socially as a male for whatever reason.2. Manmoder - A male, theoretically of any age, transitioning to female with the use of feminizing hormones and surgeries, who has NO potential to consistently pass as the opposite sex to observers, regardless of perceived attractiveness, and chooses to present male for whatever reason.Simple as.
>>36633421this seems like a decent definition
>>36633029I look like if you gave a kardashian testosterone during puberty
>>36632915OZEMPIC
>>36633302hugboxxer
>>36633630im not a hugboxxerim just not a bitterhon like you who wants to hurt others
>>36633421why would a real manmoder without any hope even stay alive and not kys then? what is even the point? basically exactly the same as repping but even worse, dysphoria is very debilitating, you genuinely cannot live long term with that shit..
>>36633421thats just sillythere are manmoders who have some, but not complete, potential to pass. myself includedi may never pass. but there is potential that is still to be determinedim a manmoder
>>36633665unlike you, hormones actually worked for me and changed me enough inside and out to alleviate my dysphoria
>>36633648i am horny bored, as a woman i would be mostly into men but as a man i am mostly into women so yea.. fuck..>>36633693cool, good for you
why are you giving it attention?
more hair lost. it's ogre.
>>36633773i am curious why are you using 'it'do you just enjoy dehumanizing me like that?
is it possible to remove my chud lines?
>>36634013drink watercollagentretgain weightjuvederm
>>36633676>im a manmoder>t. boymoderif you have any potential to pass consistently you are a boymoder, and if you're early on enough that you can't even tell you're probably a boymoder
>>36634223wrongboymoders are wayy cuter & more fem lookingim closer to manmoders than i am boymodersalso im 8m on hrt, so its been long enough
>>36633665because the technological singularity is happening in 2027
>>36634348lmaoI wishhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BqtdU7KUbmQ
I need Full Face/off Surgery
4 eons is nothing, hon, it's a second puberty!
sometimes I do hope I'm alive at the right time to be inducted into immortality or spun up as a replica again via AGI or some other technology
imagine just laughing forever
Could I become attractive as a masculine or semi-androgynous man or am I just fucked in all directions? https://unsee cc/album#NoxIPafp1yyN
>>36635416Your skin is clear
>>36635416How old are you? You look 40-ish, which isn't ideal for starting transitioning. If you got FFS then possibly, otherwise, being brutally honest, no chance.
>>3663544340 is pushing it, I think I look around 50-ish
>>36635443Are you the same guy that said I looked 35 in a previous gen?
>>36635443Is this person gaslighting me or is it actually this over?
>>36635416already mogs me, assuming you're early or pre hrt
>>366355491 month on hrt
>>36635480It's my first time seeing you I think, so probably not.>>36635517I wasn't trying to gaslight you, I don't know, your jaw is really bad so you don't look androgynous at all.
>>36635564do you genuinely think i look 40?
>>36635581I'm a bit of a faceblind autist but yes, I think so. You have the kind of phenotype that people get after going through a second puberty. How old are you?
>>36635602https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=67ae216d535b24f9&sca_upv=1&hl=en&q=40+year+old+man&udm=2&fbs=AEQNm0Aa4sjWe7Rqy32pFwRj0UkWd8nbOJfsBGGB5IQQO6L3J_86uWOeqwdnV0yaSF-x2joQcoZ-0Q2Udkt2zEybT7HdNV1kobqvEwEVRYBCltlBtQd5-pPeakpVgpgEn2RgmgzeZo15rltNMrDtoZe63sl46hHJXZmfPBeZdqdwrtlSxkvce3I&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjr_P3E7r6HAxXXFRAIHTBCAcsQtKgLegQIFBAB&biw=1785&bih=1004&dpr=1.25
>>36635651So how old are you actually? I mean, age perception is highly subjective anyway.
>>36635664It's really not subjective at all, the more masculine you are the older you look. I'm nowhere near 40 but that doesn't even matter when people will just assume that I am.
>>36635689Okay in the first two pictures you actually look much younger than 40. But in the 3rd picture you legit do look like a 40 year old crossdresser to me.
>>36635718That's what happens when you transition after puberty
if you faggot are really so gay, then why aren't you in your knees right now sucking all the cum out if my throbbing, hard cock?
>>36635752I go through phaseswya
>>36635752bc larry called me ugly i had to slice my thighs are you into bloodplay?
i cut for the first time tonight disposable razors are kinda dangerous
>>36636032don't make it a habit. i've done it for a decade and you will escalate. if you must, consider a box cutter. razors will lead to stitches on bad nights without even trying
>>36636048k
Just made my instant ramen without the veggie packet, this is probably indicative of some kind of further degeneration on my part
>>36636143i'm serious you know :c i care abt every mmg tranner even when they're mean to me
Not really, but it becomes more clear to me every day I never will.
>>36636232yes i know sorry i just thought it would be funny to not put any weight into the response :x
>>36636273that's okay, stay safe (ish)!!
>>36636279ty whoever you are
>>36636048They also leave worse scars I have some ugly keloid scars on my thighs because of that shit.>>36636032Also mood the suicidal thoughts and self hatred is back so yay :(
who up drainin rn?
>>36636696Close to drainin my veins into the bathtub
>>36636748well don't do that.
6 months and I havent changed anything about my life
I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here>>36636936I quit my job and managed to become even more isolated and weird in just six months! lick here to find out how
>>36637997Id lick you alrightI want a manmoder gf so badlywe would make a great transbian coupleFuck im so lonely and disgusting
at this point i drink for the express purpose of feeling worse and depriving myself of happiness.
>>36622243GOOD MORNING MMGANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE
>>36639245Good morning brother. Let's stay at home and not make a single dollar.
i don't relate to any of you bdd boymoders
>>36639261I do this every day and it sounds terrible, what should I do today?
>>36639432I posted above and am not a bddoymoder
>>36639475idk go for a walk.
>>36639432not a boymoder
>>36639490maybe, it finally cooled down so not even a night walk is intolerable now, I just don't really have anywhere to go
I’ll never wear a sundress on the beach at night and play around with my gf in sand before sitting side by side and enjoying the waves as the night goes by
agpbians make me sick
>>36639820they're everywhere I just saw this on /v/, don't get me wrong I'm AGP as fuck in my own ways just... just
>>36639820I am an effeminate straight AGP
gm chat lets get it today ok?
>>36640011whoops forgot to avatarfag oh well you get the point and already know so yeah
>>36639820I hate myself as wellI should prolly kill myself soon but not before summer ends
>>36640029just repress your attraction to women
>>36640035I’m fine with thatI don’t actually want any relationshipsI just wanna die
>>36640035>>36639820oh wait the problem is you're just hating on "the bad ones" for liking women? lmao you're pathetic, shut the fuck up
>>36640011get WHAT, precisely?
>>36640011I already said we're NOT getting it today. we're staying home and losing money hand over fist.
all I am as a person is a small pile of credit card debt and a pair of cone tits
>>36640163this and an enlarged liver
>>36640247very this
>liver's not too good>definitely him, then
>>36640163More than I’ll ever be
>>36640084that
bank balance: smallliver: huge
>be alcoholic>have huge fatty liver>go out deep into the woods>get drunk for the very last time>slit throat>serve the wolves delicious liver
you guys ever time travel back to 2016-2019?
>>36640702No 2014 - Corona virus was hell
>>36640760that's literally the last good time frame.
you can't like women if you are an MTF
>>36640804wrong but go ahead and try to explain anyway so I can laugh at you for being a fucking retarded incel lmao
>>36640845lesbians are internally mengay men are internally women
>>36640853source? proofs? what did he mean by this?
>>36640853if lesbians are "men" then why are they all such lame weak pussies
>>36640857sexual inversion is very well known
>>36640872>everybody knows it>it's just common sense>just look at Xoh wow, you gave up fast
>drink>die>go directly to hell>do not pass go>do not collect $200>you cannot use your "get out of hell free" card
>>36640893https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_inversion_(sexology)
>>36640702i was dysphoric really far back so not much of it was good :(but for me, its 2011 or so
>>36640909none of anything you have said, suggested, or referenced supports the notion that>you can't like women if you are an MTFyou losenext
Bisexual
>>36641146>breaks blanchardism and most other forms of oppressive anti-scientific "sexology"
when i was high T i wanted to have sex with men and when i crashed my T and shoved progesterone up my ass I wanted to have sex with women.
I didn't start going through phases of serious cocklust until I had been on estrogen for a while, progesterone made that worse and has me arching my back thinking about getting dicked sometimes but also kind of brought back the burning desire to pin down and creampie a woman
Hot wtf
none of this matters since sex is wrong and evil anyway.
>>36640853Lesbians are not men lol they bitch and whine like women do
puritans calling sex wrong and evil are the actual wrong and evil on this planet, and none of this matters for me since my sex-having days are long over
Not having sex again until full body laser, no motivation to shave
im such a bottom...and now im thinking of starting prog next week when i have my followup...
>>36641234i have had sex many times and sex is wrong and evil. i'm not a puritan, i'm a penitent.
i had bottom thoughts since middle school, why does it take estrogen for so many of you? i embarrassed myself around guy crushes, had fujo tendencies and shipped male characters, cried when a girl tried to kiss me... is anything less just meta attraction?
it's been literally (barely over) 5000 days since I last had sex and I'm so fucked in the head now after enough of people's shit that I'm really actually genuinely just not ever going to get to be intimate with anyone ever again in my life even though I finally feel like I'm in my own body, one I finally like and appreciate and want to share with someone, after a lifetime of feeling like an alien or a parasite crudely piloting a vessel of unrelated meat
IN THIS WORLD YOU GOTTA WORK TO BE THE IT GIRL
i hate my body and the thought of having sex using it is revolting
>>36641313Share your mussy with me princess
>>36641310ive always been a bottom, but it never felt like a possibility while living as a man (still a virgin)but now it feels like its more & more possible
>>36641310i never had a crush on anyone but didn't like being intimate with women, found female genitals to be disgusting, as well as breastshad a habit of looking at male parts a lot though
>>36641310idk I was sticking stuff up my butt when I was middle school/high school but repulsed by the idea of having sex with a man in my body, plus attracted to girls, and even now I find most guys really boring or outright unattractive (with some rare exception)>>36641351this is one of the foulest words I've ever seen or had to try and process
>>36641378Lol was fun to type and hit post
https://voca.ro/14yiE80kelgr
>>36641367>>36641373>>36641378interesting thanks for the perspective. i understand the idea of sex with guys being gross in the body of a man, i think i just got over it bc of how hopelessly attracted i was to everything abt men. i would have gone insane keeping my virginity past 20 i think
>>36641444checkedI lost my virginity at 15 with this chick who kind of literally dropped into my lap and ruined my life when I fell for her, but even if she hadn't I was definitely going after girls (in my own very slow and kind of passive or tentative way) and just not interested in guys
I REJECT ABSOLUTELY BITTERHONNERY, JEALOUSY, AND RESENTMENT.THE FOUNDATION OF SUCH A METHOD IS LOVEI love you, anon.
>>36641606(.づ◡﹏◡)づ.
>>36641378>idk I was sticking stuff up my butt when I was middle school/high school but repulsed by the idea of having sex with a man in my body, plus attracted to girls, and even now I find most guys really boring or outright unattractive (with some rare exception)i was exactly the same, even at the very beginning of puberty, interesting that other trannies were the same way I wonder if it's like the phantom pussy instinct or something or just a sign of latent faggotry
>>36641606I hate this, albert was so literally me before he bitched out...
>>36641666zesty satan trips>I wonder if it's like the phantom pussy instinct or something or just a sign of latent faggotryprobably both, I remember even when I was really young like 3-4 (when I was open with my parents about wanting to be a girl and before I started repressing it hard at 6) sticking things up there and wanting to be able to feel around inside from a different angle but just being frustrated
>>36641172>>36641190I just started boofing progesterone, when can I expect the touch starvation to worsen?
>>36641816idk give it a weekI finally bought a body pillow to wrap myself around and grind against after being on prog for a while
I'M IN THIS BEAUTY PAGEANT AND EVERYONE IS LAUGHIN
I'm not locked in here with me, I'm locked in here with me
I'm not special I'm not special?I'm not special.
motivate me to do anything
>>36642115get off your ass nigga
>>36642145why
>>36642177am I you? how should I know?
>>36642188no need to get aggressive, we are just calmly talking herei have no reason, can you provide one?
is it possible for a balding, middle-aged NEET to become a cute lesbian? asking for a friend.
>>36622243do i have a chance, anons
>>36642199you don't know the first thing about aggressive. come over here and I'll show you aggressive.
>>36642188lmfao>>36642199perc up nigga ur gonna need one soon anyways
>>36642204yeah it worked for me I'm a fat balding middle-aged lesbian with a beer gut and beard shadow now, so cute
>>36642239thanks for making me smile, you are like a little mad worm thay squirms around, so kawaii
>>36642231whoops
>>36642283you fucking queer come to Flintstone Maryland and climb Green Ridge mountain and meet me at the graveyard and I'll fucking bury you there.
>>36642283glaze
>>36642287no chance>>36642300that sounds fun, i can see america and climb a mountain and i would get my dick sucked by you too
>>36642231>>36642287laser and grown out hair might make you pass for a homely brown woman, you won't ever be some twitter microceleb e-girl
>>36642287no
>>36642287it's bad sorry>>36642344you'll reply to that but not me? i knew you were trolling gross human being
>>36642619>>36642729>>36642344>>36642394i started hrt like this week, am 24, does this change anything or should i rope?
>>36642911give it time and don't let this be you unless you really want to
>>36642911you're balding, a rough 24, and got a big ol face. it'll be hard but you can always make improvements
>>36642911expanded facial planes you just look really masc
>>36642935how do you retards continue to argue that hrt does anything? it's all surgery
>>36643019>how do you retards continue to argue that hrt does anything? it's all surgerydelusional and objectively incorrect, my face changed noticeably plus I grew tits and my hips got wider just with some pills and injections
>>36642287Yeah it's bad, you have a bad case of expanded facial planes just like me and I don't pass even after FFS. Just be an HRT manmoder, if you don't want to be a freak.>>36643019Surgery can only do so much, I don't even pass with surgery.
>>36642729if it makes you feel any better, i find you very cute, i would fuck you in the ass
>>36643178it does thanks c:
back at it again with another HEEELP HELP ME
>are these three fools back at it again?
I should get another pair of shorts for the hot weather
>>36644446forgot pic
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