extreme depression editionlast time >>36626343qott have you ever felt hope? truly?
>>36631025I feel hope 4 motherly gf
>>36630975 (lily)do you think so
>>36631047said every manchild ever
>>36631061
>>36630990SHE doesn't. That's just something you say when your goose is cooked either way.And, for the record, being gendered correctly isn't a reward for good behavior. She is a woman.
>>36631025I need more datahttps://strawpoll.com/7MZ0kApBrgo
>>36631025>qotteverytime I look at my boobs
>>36631071And this applies to certain unpopular thread members too
>>36631025>have you ever felt hope? truly?Of course I do. In all my endless suffering I never truly lost hope. Hope that things will get better. Hope that life becomes enjoyable. Hope that I can bring joy to those around me instead of being a messy by product of their own life progressing.I almost lost hope once. It's been a long time since then. I gained it back, although it's not the same. I was pretty naïve back then. I thought things would always work out. I got what I wanted in life and took it for granted. The only way I could realize what I had was to lose it all, quickly. Decades of effort thrown away in a few weeks. It was a slow death. In a way, I did die a year ago. I haven't felt the same since last year. I see things differently. Expect different things. Approach life with a different set of rules. Rules aren't fun. The selfish desire for fun is why I need rules. Not only to protect myself, but to protect those around me. I died that night, I'm glad I did. I became something different. Better? I'm not sure yet. But definitely different.Of course I have hope. I want to find out what comes next with this new life I have. It may not be as exciting, or rewarding, but who knows what the future holds for me.Of course I still have hope. I don't think I'll ever lose it.
lagooner cooming buckets to this
>>36631025>qottyeah sometimes but it's fleeting.like earlier this year when i thought i could get my family to help with securing a loan for ffs.>>36630990don't know anything about this specific case but i gotta love the "sorry if u got offended" non-apology format.>>36631054tho the glasses are a new addition. idk if they look good but i like hiding part of my face behind em.
>>36631025>have you ever felt hope? truly?no lmao
>>36631106Biological ewie
I need to go to the grocery store. What should I make for dinner chat?
>>36631110what kind ?>>36631131tacos
>>36631155How young
>>36631071kris is a whole ass man he honbeast with a kid and an ex wife, idk what you are talking about>>36631131toilet paper and tide pods soup, get some dog shit from the street too while you are at it
>>36631131salad
>>36631131Make fried chicken but with brokenhot cheeto s
>>36631155i ended up soloing the extreme mode when my duo rando who helped me do hard mode bailed on me. it gets a lot easier once u unlock anima power.>>36631168i got thin round rim ones and thick large rim ones. crazy how much they make me tweak sometimes by changing how i look.
>>36631206I like Salad.
>>36631247My dispensary let me use a preferred name before I legally changed my name, maybe ask if they have that option?
>>36630730I've been filling outbut if I looked like a girl people wouldn't gender me malethey can tell I'm trans without me saying typically but that's it
>>36631235I have never worn glasses but I do think the style makes a big difference on how people lookI have been trying to wear sunglasses more often bc I have blue eyes and people say they are weaker to sun damage
>>366312478weeks changes hardly anythinglbabygirlThis shit takes a lot of time
>>36631264Yeah. I'm kinda surprised this isn't in place for anon. My dispensary lets me use a preferred name too
motoko vibe
>>36631308lol
What if I just tell people I took steroids for years to compete in powerlifting?
>>36631286>they can tell I’m transthat’s a pretty big deal considering kinda boymode clothing wise
>>36631314hmmm
I bink I bill sleep soon.
>>36631321coming up with lies to explain why you look a certain way is kinda cringe nglunless it's actually true then it's fine I guess
solve my ocd and suck my dick and you will never ever see me again
does anyone know a body proportions site where you can see how your proportions compare to most men and women
it is storming so hard here
>>36631247>men still want to "claim" me for their shit gender while also visible salivating at my bodypretty sure they start referring to you as a girl when they wanna fuck u regardless of ur passing status. it's an easy shortcut for them to take even if they don't believe ur rly a woman.>>36631297i got light sensitive eyes (also blue) so i used to wear sunglasses all the time in aus. here they're not really that necessary so regular glasses it is. i could probably do without em and idk if they improve how i look but it is what it is. brain worms upon brainworms idk which ones are even real.>>36631321what was ur pb in this hypothetical?
>>36631263me too that's why I suggested. I'm gonna have a Caesar salad today probably.
>>36631398I mean, as a natural I did qualify for nationals back in like 2015
paige should kill himself to be quite honest
>>36631398>idk which ones are even realadvanced symptom : (
>>36631444You could be grinding right now. This would fix all your issues
>>36631324I wear almost exclusively womens clotheshave since like 17 that's probably part of the reason because my hairstyle is androgynous and my face looks undeniably male my shoulders are somewhat comfortably narrowbut even with my blessed weight distro no womans body looks remotely like thisso it honestly kinda confuses meI spend alot of work on my eyebrows but from thread reactions it obviously that it looks like I don't do muchunironically I resemble picrel face wise
>trying to find some new mods for the newer RE games>they're all joke mods or porn modsI don't know why I expected anything different
>>36631504It was a reference to a certain vid but that being saidMods take their existence
I want to screamemotions r all over the place tonite
get connection error every time i post and have to refresh page i think i'll go to bed instead fuk u moot.>>36631367what if i say i suffered from a hormone condition that caused a lot of testosterone to occur in my body during puberty? technically basically true.>>36631412is ur male pb realistic for a performance ennhanced female? the less u lie the better desu.>>36631420it might be terminal yeh.
>>36631518why scream? for ice cream?
>>36631473really wow I could have sworn you just had baggy sweaters and skinny jeans when I have seen you, I guess those are technically androgynous clothing but I meant like, I have never seen you in a dress
>>36631520I dunno, in what situation would you need to explain that to someone?No one's gonna ask
>>36631527Once the dings start.. there's no stopping..
>>36631520deworming is risky and care intensive process but prob worth it
>>36631458excellent tremor team anon
>>36631540you're way overthinking your interactions. You mentioned you're only 8 weeks in. You'll grow out of it soon, you'll see.After I legally changed my name and changed it everywhere else, it still randomly pops up in ways I never expect. Although, overthinking it is kinda pointless.>few years ago, barely changed my name legally>went to the oil change place for my car>they scan my VIN>Oil Guy: "Okay! So, another oil for [DEADNAME]?">sensiblechuckle.gif>take out my new driver's license>"can you change it to that name?">Oil guy: "Sure! So, same oil change as usual [Real Name]?"EZ
>>36631575I wish I spent my resources getting ut4 on regret faust instead of yurodivy roshu but it's not the worst.
>>36631595at least you aren't bricked
>>36630539like 1% of the population is trans why do we need to educate kids in elementary school about hrt. because you're trans and it matters to you? even if you learned about hrt as a child, would your parents have let you transition?
>>36631535sometimes it comes up when doctors ask what medications ur on as a routine question and when u tell them hormone replacement they sometimes ask why. or with laser i think they asked why these areas as part of initial questionnaire.>>36631558ivermectin my beloved?
>>36631604Why would I be a brick. I'm very human
>>36631623I feel i can best you in a wrestling match
>>36631610even less than 1% go to antarctica but u still learn about abtarctica. can you make a real argument at some point or nah?
>>36631617it’s too late for that
can you like solve my ocd you worthless sacks of shit?>>36631647>can you make a real argument at some point or nah?very aggressive, i love it, tell em
>>36631610Middle to highschool makes senseBut elementaryEven thats a bit much.>>36631647I understand your point of view, but in this case were are speaking of those in elementary. They shoupd fpcus on studies rather than identity . Save that for middle to/hs as i have said
>>36631623you missed out on Grade A voca>>36631632doubtful
>>36631520My lifts to this day get mugged by current natty girls405/255/500 squat/bench/dead at 203 isn't particularly impressive
>>36631672Surely this amount of stupidity can only be attached to an act
>>36631534I had alot of dresses pre '21but I didn't have any space to pack them when I got evictedand before I knew I was going to be living with my mom I heavily prioritized not freezing to death over all elseso that's what I'm stuck with rnI'd really love to dress nice and feel cuteused to have this pretty sundress I really likeddespite all my anxiety around little these things that don't matterI don't have an issue looking like a crossdresser it's just not embarrassing to mebut I do default to baggy jeans and baggy hoodies when feeling really depressed as a saftey behavior
>>36631632Youre welcome to try>>36631679>you missed out on Grade A vocaSorry. The movie just ended. Ill watch it when i can get the computer from sarah
>>36631708Lol you cant handle
I got placed in choir for my 6th grade elective, wish I got chosen as castrati.
>>36631697idk naz you don’t have to justify yourself to me I like the way you look and think of you as my friend>>36631708how was the movie I never saw either part
God I hate living in this city sometimes everyone is so goddamn attractive and blonde meanwhile I'm over here looking like an estrogenized rat boy
>click on nerd video>female voice>enraged
>>36631697give us some pics of you wearing a dress naz fren, i am really horny rn
>>36631665i thought they used those ice picks that go past ur eye.>>36631672studies of what? no anthropological subjects at all? here's no gendered stuff at all in elementary school?yeah im gonna take that as a nah.
>>36631762I was originally gonna use picrel but it was too suggestive
Feel bad for non passing trains desu. I'm still boymoding and yet everyone I meet (I work a public-facing job and therefore see lots of people in person and on the phone) considers me a woman. It's been so easy for me honestly. With that said, if I wasn't poor, I'd have changed my name and stuff by now
>>36631769Bad Dragons have really gotten out of hand lately
>>36631785kys
>>36631769hot
>>36631769>>36631789lmao.
>>36631754You sound like an incel. Fuck off
>>36631762What would you want to happen?
>>36631789holy kek
>>36631754you are god damn right brother, those nasty ass annoying foids enrage me too every time i see or hear them, fuk them for not having sex with me, i didn't want to sex them anyway
What's the point of being so awesome if I have nobody to share this awesomeness with.
Id do anything to become a mommy to a girl
>>36631853if you were so awesome you wouldn't be alone, sorry
Do I need to take an anti androgen if I want to take dutasteride?I'm only on monotherapy e en injections rn
>>36631862Show boob>>36631867Not possible. I am the best
>>36631647it's important to study geography because it applies to everyone on earth. it's not important to teach kids in elementary school about hrt because it will not apply to the majority of them. they can and will figure it out on their own. can you provide an actual argument or can you just post shitty analogies.
>>36631821i am volcel>>36631836i just want them to leave me alone
>>36631834bc it will make.me happy
why did i have to fall in love with one of you demons
>>36631736sorry>>36631755I wish I had some to give
>>36631927Which
>>36631921have you tried pimozide berry?
>>36631927ooo, was it meeeee? <3
>>36631929you don’t have a single thing to apologize for, to me : )
>>36631961Def navy
>>36631932when did you graduate.
>>36631943>>36631961im trying not to sperg post in every thread anymore about how i can't stop thinking about her and how i dream about her at night
>>36631986
>>36631994How's the night going
>>36632033ebegging was successful then?
>>36631947no meds, they could fuck up my dissociation and make me a good person again and i don't want that, not like i am bad or anything now, i am pretty nice
>>36632033Nigga it's one am. Don't try to be cute>>36632051Real very realI have some stuff saved to engage on but my brain isn't working well and it doesn't let me pursue itSo many games mangas shows comics and movies are just sitting there waiting.. but my brain just thinks of them and says no
>>36632051read a book nigga
>>36632085Erotica is pretty fun>>3663209411pm 1 am same thing really
literally have zero energythis shit is so ass
i wish i could stop lashing out so naturally when i feel upset or hurt
>>36632112have you tried not being an alcoholic?
>>36631736>how was the movie I never saw either partIt was really good. Very respectful to old school revenge flicks and wushu films>>36631785Yeah. It is very very hard to be a nonpasser. Im glad im passable too. Its good to be grateful.>>36631853Real girlboss shizz>>36632020Cute art
>>36632133You're actually supposed to be mad at me ma'am.
I wanna be a mommy
>>36632124sob i didnt even get drunk yesterday i had 1 seltzeri think most of it is just from depression+heat+extremely low cal dogshit diet where im not getting any real nutrients
>>36632145If you dont have a trip i dont know who you are or care
>>36632180absolutely based
>>36632164Adopt a little one>>36632180Weren't acting like that earlier but aight
>take a quick online version of the evaluation the vocational people did>the results for jobs that suit me best>creative writer>video game designerim going 2 shoot myself
>>36632201I wanna be a mommy to a transgirl
>>36632217was this whole thing just like an online personality quiz what the fuck
>>36632222Then find the correct little one
>>36632201You avifagged you moron thats basically the same as tripping but gayer. If you had filenames i would notice u but the world doesnt revolve around you no matter how dense u are
>>36632233no it's like an official version of some organization's test thing
>>36632241That's a whole lotta caring>>36632244I'm 15 mins from 1 am me personally
need black bf that never grew up around white people so he genuinely thinks i look like a girl
>>36632222why would you want your kid to be a tranny>>36632240creepy
I really really need to get my levels checked one of these days...>>36632217lol. Video game designer is cool tho. Best part of gamedev
>>36632241i just wanna day grendel is a rly funny trip hehei loved that book
>>36632266so what did they tell you
>>36632279Top kek>>36632280We weren't talking about actual children.
>>36632287My grendel arc is almost completed im in denmark now just need to get my arm ripped off
Someone give me a compelling argument for me to go to sleep now.
>>36632222how tall are you?
>>36632339if you don't go to sleep now, i will do a satanic spell on you and tomorrow morning you will wake up having an extra nipple so go to sleep
>>36632371True true>>36632373You do not have that power
>>36632318I didn’t even think of this
>>36632382no but ik your address and i could send you a dick pic in the mail so be careful
>>36632411dont you have to ask your mom for permission to breathe
>>36632411
>>36632339
>>36632339Why go to sleep when you can farm gacha?
What's a grendel? A fairy tale creature?>>36632318Do you live in Denmark? What are you doing in Denmark?>>36632339it feels really good. Like imagine being wrapped in a nice blanket and going ZZzzzzZ mimimi
>>36632446>Do you live in Denmark? What are you doing in Denmark?Im here for a month, wanna live here eventually. Got a girlfriend.
>>36632446https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beowulf
>>36632434Now that's a good argument. There's no feeling lonely if I'm not conscious.>>36632439Because I farmed enough.>>36632446Also a good argument very true indeed
why does thinking about snapping and yelling at my dad and really unbottling all of the anger and rage make me feel like crying and laughing from hurt and pain and joywhat the fuck is wrong with me i feel like an horrible person>>36632291they'll get back in touch in a few days they said>>36632461>girlfriendtrans?
>>36632422mom said that if i vacuum the floor i am allowed to send lagooner my dick pic in the mail so it is alright>>36632437i am a poor unfortunate trans woman with bad genetics
I have decided that I will sleep.
Chat, I am at CostCo, and I am trying to cut back on how much soda I drink. What would y'all recommend to replace it?
>>36632553water u dumb fuck
>>36632461Ah sweet! It's a nice place yes. Probably my favorite scandi country. I live a couple of hours away from Copenhagen, really should've gone this summer.>>36632467ZZzzz boring not reading that>>36632477ok the council has decided, bed time
>>36632553LaCroix
>>36632561I like water but I can't only drink water. I have to have variety.
>>36632553make agua frescas with sparkling water
>>36632575get some orange juice then or limes to squeeze into water
>>36632549If you wake up I'll be right here waiting for you my love <3
desu i think you need a vagina to be a woman
>>36632540>trans?Yea.>>36632549Gn>>36632553Water>>36632564Oh chill. I really like it here too. Its so pretty and i like all the magpies >>36632608Stunning & brave
desu I see most trannies as women except gigahons and me
>>36632561lol
temper short.balls tiny.face uggo.ass shitty.pee peeugh<3poo poough<3daddy pls daddy plsPLEASE DADDY
>>36632728dats me baby gurl. you'd think my cock would be yuge because I'm super tall, but it's not
>>36632728waffle house? be safe ok??
>>36632544can i fuck your mom while you sit in the cuck chair in the corner
injection days are the only days that i look forward to anymore
>>36632855>haven't had in jections in over three weeksim dyinhg
>>36632782never change grace
>>36632875why are you out? or are detransitioning?
i realize nowit never gets better
Epic prog moment
>>36632875u'll bounce back.u was made 2 b a ho <3>>36632751it b like dat>>36632781kekunrelated loreena mckennitt megamixhttps://youtu.be/vVPWwoisEAQ
>>36632930>why are you out?the medication is on backorderit will get refilled "eventually"pharmacist told me to call the doctor's office if it's not in by friday>>36632942ty u too
IWILLNEVERBEWOMAN
>>36632967and that's a good thing
>>36633058brings me pain
>>36632782can i fuck your surgeon in the ass while he does your ffs to make sure you will become bogged
>>36633140lol
my life was just downhill when the y chromosome was added
sheesh larry...fucking lol but sheesh none the less.
>>36633140im already bogged
>>36633161bogged by God
gogged
>>36633186yes that was the implication
should i do more grindscape or elden ring or just ldarwant to work on game but im zapped
i had a dream recently where i was too honest in university applications about how i was a depressed useless piece of shit and so the only schools to accept me were shitty sub saharan ones and another for helping incels but the was one decent british based one that offered me a scholarship in LARP and so i tried being a tranny in london and it was so miserable i killed myself
>>36633204well god did us all wrong here, so you're not alone.
>>36633204did u know slavic ppl call god bog
>be 23>join MTF support group suggested by therapist>somewhat excited to potentially make friends>go to group>everyone is overweight and over 30i knew this was too good to be true. where the hell am i supposed to meet anorexics like me in burgerland
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
>>36633123you leave pain alone
>>36633247thats actually kind of based>>36633261i have heard horror stories about tranny support groupsits a big reason why im reluctant to go to any desu
>>36633281You should really give her remains back to her next of kin.
>>36633261>over 30o-oh noim anorexic too tho but in recoverytreat that first>>36633224pls respond>>36633289>its a big reason why im reluctant to go to any desui had one therapist specifically ask me to NOT go to tranny support groups :(
>>36633308ya but your therapists are all horrible and in contact with your mom
>>36633261i’ve thought about going to groups but i’m afraid i’ll kill the mood and be depressing>where the hell am i supposed to meet anorexics like me in burgerlandpsych ward
>>36633307you write some fucked up fan fiction
>>36633289live and learn, i guess>>36633308over 30 isn't a dealbreaker desu. it's just that i don't feel comfortable around these women.>treat that firsti already did, but i've been accidentally losing weight and was just hyperbolizing :p
>>36633325not in a while, i've stopped signing releases for them to talk to hershe still sends them emails or texts knowing they won't respond, just so she can tell them what she thinks i should be working oni had a psychiatrist a psych ward say he had somehow gotten a text from my mother that he should consider changing the dose on my anti-depressantalso the therapist who said that was concerned that i would say transphobic things and i feel that her concern was warranted
best deadlift tutorials?
>>36633392Do you even go to the gym
>>36633389>just so she can tell them what she thinks i should be working onwell this behavior does provide some context
>>36633401lol do you know who you’re talking to ???
>>36633401she's yoked brosef
>>36633389my therapist ghosted me
>>36633417>>36633419Then why would she be asking how to do deadlifts homie?
i just ate 10 chocolate bars and now i feel ill
>>36633432she's fishing to see if any gym bros be in thread, pipe down half pint
the only reason i keep going to therapy is to ask for a second opinion on my plans for the future and see if they are ok and if i could improve them somehow but like i do the plans alone by myself and mostly my therapist just agrees bc usually the plans are smart and reasonable, i also like to use her as a tracker of some sorts, someone to monitor my progress, i also like talking to her as a person so yea, i don't really get 'therapy' or 'cbt' or whatever fancy techniques but i get smth out of it..
anyways, about them RDLs then
>>36633334this one had rules in place to make sure none of us could share anything depressing. like what's the point, then?At least I can go back to watching Kamen Rider
>>36633405wait wdym>>36633422lol that sucks wtf>>36633487sounds like ocd
any1 else smell they own farts?
>>36633569what's wrong with you?
>>36633569how could i not, they are very strong
>>36633582Is it wickedness?Is it weakness?You decide
>>36633392Mark rippetoe
i don’t like blacks. they gross me out
meowim stimlocked again
i just want the suffering to stop
>>36633660hi stimlocked again
>>36633553overbearing mothering
>>36633681at times, it can feel like that yea
>>36633569i think i made a guy shit himself at work today.
>>36633631sup kat how you doing
hardcore gaming
>>36633553I know. we were working on my abandonment issues.
>>36633619IoI
Need gf to play kusoge fighting games with autistically and tryhard
>>36633771im still playing it a little right now bc im too depressed to get out of bedim having zero fun with osrswhat's the appeal
Well guess who was right y'all>Roommate is sitting on the couch when I get home, bringing up groceries>Says when I'm done they wanna talk >Say sure>Finish unpacking groceries >"So what's up?">"I've been doing some thinking, and, I don't think I'm actually mtf, I think I'm Non-Binary or somewhere along those lines." >"Oh, okay, cool. Is there anything else?">"No not really." >"Alright, well, what pronouns do you want me to use for you now?">"They/Them please.">"Alright." That's almost exactly word for word. I fucking told y'all he wasn't trans.
>>36633791i like fighting games but theyre too hard sobexcited for my marvel collection slop
>>36633817no way you people are real
>>36633836They are hard but I love themId love a transbian tryhard fighting game gf
>>36633817>enby isn't transbruh
this is mef
https://youtu.be/Fa9re9jqS4k
>>36633855i don’t have a license>>36633817are you really trans? because i don’t consider you a woman
>>36633848>fighting games are hardare you a fucking casual?
>>36633893yes
>>36633810I genuinely just enjoy sitting here and clicking awaylistening to short stories and trying to block out the bad thoughts by keeping occupiedI think my adhd helps
>>36633900that's why you're excited for Marvel
>>36633903>listening to short storieslinki need more stuff to listen to
>>36633903still only 4 quest points kekI need to get to 10 at some poin
>>36633900As the cerified mtfg fighting game expert (I've been to locals and have been playing since SFII HD Remix in 2008), start with DBFZ, best beginner friendly fighter.
>>36633912just listening to lovecraft on librivoxshadow over innmouth currently since miaq reminded me of it
>>36633817>hethey/them please pring, they fuking told you to use they/them you disrespectful bigoted transphobic enbyphobic kinder surprise head shape latinx
>>36633908its honestly more of a nostalgia thing, i grew up on mvc1 and marvel super heroes and xmen vs street fighteri have tekken 8 and sf6 and gbfvr and ggs but ya im v casual and just suck at fighting games and competitive vidya in general
>>36633893Nope I'm an extremely talented one
God. i quit fighting games a few years ago because they got too easy. i'd need one week minimum of practice to get my execution back up to snuff
>>36633903it's something to do ig>>36633938ok dsp
>>36633930>latinxUh, I'm White
>>36633945i mean if someone would tell me that you sell food and ask me what food i believe that you sell, i would say tacos but sure
>dad didn't show me how to shave until a few months after started growing facial hair>absolutely hated it>used duct tape to "wax" it off>when i told him he looked at me like i was retardedd-did anyone else do that or just me
>>36634011u didnt know about douching so ur retardedi literally dont even have a dad and i knew to shave
>>36633942hop on some true Kusoge
>>3663400741%
>>36633933Send nudes
im brainfart and cant remember this characters name from like...dc? or image comics?he was like a metal dude biker vampire or like goth wolverine lol.
>>36633892Ywnbam
>>36634069Lobo from DC comics
>>36634023>u didnt know about douching so ur retardedi mean i knew it existed bc my ex would give me enemas w water mostlyit just doesn't follow that you should do it for inanimate objects if you clean them before and after, especially if you make sure you don't need to poo first>i literally dont even have a dad and i knew to shavedon't need 2 brag
>>36634069Emo your drawings are the shit
paige let me fuck your ass
>>36634069Lobo aka THA MAIN MAN YA BASTICH
>>36634077>Not knowing how to shave>>36634076braindead niggerfaggot
>>36634088shut up dad
it does feel good in osrsif im mining and there's a particularly good spot in the mining patch that someone already hasto borrow it when they run off to empty their inventory, and then return to a less optimal spot when they get backit makes me feel like a good person and i hope they appreciate it
>>36634070i am a man i am good at being a man it comes naturally to me
>>36633893yes :(i just dont really care enough to learn the combos :\ esp if theyre more than two-input (like smash bros is the only fighting game ive enjoyed) >>36633817i mean, thats kinda sad :\ i do think most enbies are just reppers but u can still be nice and respect what they said>>36634121this is the little stuff that makes the world a better place :))
Paige where are you
do i finish my coke tn or save it for saturday>>36634077>bragyeah not having a dad is so awesome haha!!!
>>36634126Mother
>>36634127>this is the little stuff that makes the world a better place :))ty desu i like doing things like that>>36634130here>>36634132>yeah not having a dad is so awesome haha!!!that's fair enough, im sorry you don't have a dad that is really rough esp with a mother like yours
>>36634121cutei really want to play osrs i need an autistic game to play
>>36634140your efforts are in vain
>>36634141*hugs Paige*
>>36634152Does your mom know how you feel about women?
>>36634152Nuh
>>36634150Send nudes
>>36631101Whatever the fuck happened to you, your progress and journey sounds incredibly based anon.
>>36634154henlo>>36634150its good for if you feel like laying down and rotting but still need something to occupy your mind that's not demanding whatsoever
>>36634171Been too long
>>36634076>>36634093>>36634082yo tyyyy omg lol
>>36634156my moon doesn’t know anything about me. she was surprised to find out that i enjoy music
>>36634181hru doing
>she was surprised to find out that i enjoy music
>>36634194Why? Your parents sound very distant
>>36634207what does this mean?
My greatest fear is being a hon. I think it that ends up happening I'm just gonna rope. Any reason not to is appreciated Anons, I lost all reason not to rope if things don't work out recently so 50/50 in a couple years once I see what hormones do to me.
>>36634165physically incapable of having a good nude come back 2 me in like 3 months
>>36634212It's just funny, enjoying music is a very basic thing, it's like your parent being surprised you like junk food or something
>>36633817why are you such a shitty person
>>36634207>wow anon u listen to music? you're so autistic i assumed you just listen to clicking noises and beeps!
>>36634240exactly lmfao
>>36634210just how it’s always been>>36634227exactly
>sword shop won't buy a scimitarreeeeee
>>36634247try the gay sex exchange in varrock
>>36634222become a muscle hon then pussy chincelchuds will b too shook to mess with u and the only ppl who will confront u on ur trannyism are giant jacked dudes (we want them to fuck us to death anyway)its a flawless method.
>>36634222visit repgen, maybe the schizo religious anon might convert you
>>36634222this is cringe. just take hrt
>>36634262is that actually u?
>>36633817holy shit bro kill yourself
>>36634262trufacts
>>36634319Thanks for the suggestion anon. I already do. I just started recently though, and I'm being consumed by the guilt of waiting for as long as I did. I'm giving it a few years to work before I decide if I should rope or not.
>>36633930>thinking enbies are the same as usKEKAROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
parks and recreation sucks i hate nick offerman he's not funny
I’m bi and no one knows, not my bf, not my friends, not my therapist, no one. I’ll never admit to being half agp as long as I live.
>>36633930is larry becoming a theymab no hrt hon nowthat seems about right
need gf to give me goodnight kisses
>>36634355it doesn't matter if you think they're valid or not treat others how you want to be treated
>>36634405>treat others how you want to be treatedthat would get me arrested
>>36634409how do you want to be treated?
i will always appreciate games that let me play as a shield mage desu
>>36634409do unto others, wherever possible, as they would want to be done to them
>>36634424i thought it was do unto others as they do unto you
>>36634384ya, i will become a theymab and start raping theyfabs like that card person that gets posted here sometimes, if anybody complains, i will just call them transphobic bigots, seems like a good plan to escape inceldom
>>36634331no i trained an ai with pics of Lobo from DC and dylan mulvany and thats what it shit out
>>36634420poorly
>>36634432yeah but nihilists like mef will say that not everyone wants to be treated how you want to be treated
>>36634470that's not what i said
>>36634477"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you""So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets."
i put on sum women's clothes and i just feel gross :/
>>36634485is it bcuz of the massive hardon it gave u?is that wut makes u feel gross?
>>36634494the clothes weren't very mef and i did not get a 'rectionjust didn't feel right to wear such things
>>36634484what i said was>do unto others as they do unto you
>>36634369whats wrong with being bi
>>36634504jk lolz about the boner bidniz. hope u feel comfortable in ur own skin 1 day.
>>36634517doubt
>>36634485pics?
>>36634528i'm doin me makup b patient!! >::(
>>36634505what you said was "i thought it was do unto others as they do unto you"i assumed that you thought wrong. i thought you misquoted the golden rule, luke 6:31. i have never heard anyone say that you should do to others what they do to you that's kind of sociopathic
>>36634551how is that sociopathic, it's just a nice way of saying "don't start nothin and there won't be nothing"
>>36634556if someone is having a bad day and is an asshole to you at work you're just going to be an asshole right back? do you really think that will get you far. i always treat everyone with respect even if they're being mean to me you never know what somebody is going through.
>>36634564i mean normally im polite but yea if someone is going to be rude then they should expect people to be rude back
>>36634564true sub
Rate my two months of growth mtfg
>>36634586hey that's how i act tooim a true sub :(
>cleaning room again>found og spyro 2 disctoo bad i dont have a platform to play it on hhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>36634588it's a start! :)) congrats on 2 months !!!
>>36634576Minding your own business peoplw start wanting to fuck with you tfw ur fault
>>36634594spyro stunts tit growth
>>36634606its ok my tit growth is doomed anyways <3
>>36634596ty ty!!!I am worried that my tatas are going to out me though
>>36634622sports bra
>>36634635wayyyyy ahead of you sisI have five mediums I currently cycle through, and two larges on stand-by
>>36634593subby wubby :) *slaps your ass and you say ty*
>>36634513it's impossible to be friends with people, I want to sleep with almost everyone I meet.
>>36634666sounds like a personal problem i want to fuck nobody i meet :^)
>>36634665this has happened before
not sure if shirt is too big or just massive ribcage, most likely latterno idea where waist is to go
>>36634670that's asexual
>>36634678ur hair is so fucking seriously dope. congratulotions.
>>36634678hair so long wow
>>36634682doubt it bc i still have an interest in sexim just grand wizard and too mentally ill to want to fuck pplid never fuck my friends anyways tho
>>36634678probably ribcage issue
>>36634701I didn't say that I do, I just get intrusive thoughts that I don't act on. I hate it.
>>36634711>I just get intrusive thoughts that I don't act on. I hate it.that shit fucking sucks so much anon
>>36634684>>36634693hair is always the thing people compliment when they have nothing else v_v>>36634709killing self
what does it mean if ur not interested in sex at all due to dysphoria? I don’t even entertain the thought. maybe I will once I’m post op?
>trump almost getting assassinated>biden dropping outsince it's the year of unexpected happenings, will we get bloodborne remaster on pc?>>36634721nope it won't
>>36634727>nope it won'twhat makes you say that? personal experience?
>>36634701ur fit is chill 2.i wore a turtle neck like that to something i had 2 dress up for. but it was grey and not an interesting color cuz im a coward.
>>36634720sry this>>36634752i click wrong thing sry. also HIIII GWACEEEE
>>36634749no, it's just that srs is a scam and a risky surgery that rarely improves thingsplus, you don't need srs to enjoy sucking dick and if you don't like that now why would having a neo"vagina" change that?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXbB4grQ9H4really sad/interesting video
>>36634764u think am wearing this in public? haha!
>>36634752huhim wearing a tanktop and tranny shorts today
How does one stop being hateful?
>>36634780what would happen if your mom or dad saw you wearing that?
>>36634795i would cry hysterically
>>36634727half life 3
>>36634795She would spurt her cummies faster than you can say "public humiliation"
>>36634791about what
it is 6am, i have not slept all night, i should wake up now and have a normal productive schedule, why am i like this?
>>36634819don't tease mei've been waiting for that since like middle school
>>36634824post penis
i should fuck a grindr chaserhe will fix me..
>>36634823In general, about anything or anyone.
real women post on 4chan tooreal women have expanded ribcages tooreal women wait for other women to fall asleep and then kiss then in their sleep tooreal women get high and drunk tooreal women jerk off to pictures of their friends tooI AM A REAL, VALID, & SHE/HER WOMAN!!1 <3real women sort coacaine, tooand they smoke meth, tooand they spam threads, tooTRANS WOMEN ARE WOMEN, SHITLORD!!1t. manmoding + enbycoping male woman (real, valid, AGP, ASE, AGAMP, MEF)When I pee, it burnsLet it burn like George Bushy
>>36634838pre penis
>>36634841stop posting here lasaga please
>>36634840they're all ugly >>36634824because you're are a lazy piece of shirt and a mentally ill subhuman animals
>>36634866disagreeive had some rly hot guys msg me
>>36634791never stop being hateful accept the lord of darkness as your saviorallow to the purity of evil to guide youHAIL SATAN!HAIL OUR DEMONS!!HAIL VICTORY!!1
>>36634838that is boring>>36634840hey there>>36634844hey methanonplease shit up this thread alsopost the transphobic memes, i love them>>36634866>picrel
>>36634877okay ill admit in just jealous only ugly balding 40yos ever message me because im worthless piece of shit straight man pretending to be gay for attention because im mentally ill and have brain damage plus i stink and im sexist and in evil and my hairline is receeding and i have an asam's apple plus im malebrained and gross and i
>>36634857I'm new, don't know what 'lasaga' is.
Do I need electroysis on my face is Laser basically got rid of every single hair for me? I only have to shave about once every 2 months and for like, a minute, at most.
real hon posting hoursgod i fucking want to smash my face into dust
>>36634899still only fucking ur mom srygoing 2 have stinky lesbian sex with our sweat dripping off each others bodies into our mouths with u in the corner
>>36634887I can hail demons without being hateful. Spite gets tiresome.
>>36634921do you think there's a fucking rulebook or something you have to follow?
i don't have transphobic memes idk what you're talking about i definitely don't jerk off to TRANSPHOBIC memes because i fucking hate ugly trannies and no it's not a joke. hairy armpits hairy legs, hairy face deep-voicdd delusional, pseudobisexual pseudointellecual >>36634926kill yourself passoid
>>36634943No, I'm just asking.
the sheen copypasta is proof the worst thing you can be in the community is an ugly hon. if you are a sociopath that is fine if you pass, if you are a murderer or a pedophile that is fine if you are hot.
>>36634877iv nvr had a hot guy even look at me.just fags :(
>>36634950it's literally one ugly hon reposting the sheen pasta daily for 6 years? 10 years? idk
>>36634953unironically people like this made me repress so hard :(
i shud just drop mean person larp. pring does it way better than me and i'm not even sure if it's a larp. it's astonishing.
https://youtu.be/UzClgtkEsc0?si=W99m3jSUXp31Eyzt
>>36634944>passoidwhat the fucki look like a man, picrel related
>>36634968I like the axe
>>36634985neither will never be me
>>36634988trumped by the queen of mtfg
Behold, the RAPEhon.>>36634992i don't care if you pass you're at least cuter than me therefore you should DIE!!
>>36634992>manno shaddap woman. i like men. dont insult moids like dat.u look like harry potter if she was a chick.
>>36635007*president
>>36634928ok, you won, i want to die now
even if i try to look """cute""" i still look like a pig or a goblin, and definitely neither of those are female>>36635012>cuter than me therefore you should DIE!!idk how that works>>36635013i like men... i also got made fun of for looking like the book harry potter lol
>>36635018>you're a great friend mr shaq
>>36635021Stop posting your face for validation.
>>36635012peak
>>36635012jesus fucking christ please stop posting
>>36635021Damn Paige, you have some nice boobs desu
>>36635012>brentlol why this detail so funny>>36635021ur prolly gonna get mongo bigtits when u get back on the juice lmao. good luck in the mens room. gn i sleep
pring x paige
>>36635068this is the worst response imaginable>>36635086god no fuck
>>36635104dont be tsundere
>>36635109
amen
>>36635021lol you almost remind me of email
actually nvm that was a cringe postbeen thinking about haircuts and it sucks idk what to do but my bangs are touching my lips now if i let them hang low>>36635136>email?
>>36635117Paige I love you ;_; Not really lol, but you're aight. I think your personality is funny
>>36635147newfag btfo
>>36635153thanks i guess i could say the same about you but probably not in the same way>>36635155yeah im a massive newfag im out of the loop on what email in that context is referring to
>>36635163Rood. But that's what I like about you Paige. You're very direct.
>>36635163estrogenized male; an old tripfag
>>36635174oh maybe that was from when i was taking a breakwhat years did they postit also could just be that i don't remember every single tripfag
>>36635189idk. They were mostly around whenever cindy stopped posting
>>36635166>You're very direct.it's the autism
>>36635200I mean I'm the same way lol.
i should develop some self control and self discipline
>>36635228idk you seem a lot more angry than i dowhen you're being blunt it's like because someone coughed and you tell them they should die in a fire or whatever, maybe it's a different strain or something
>>36635244what is the aspect that makes me ugly? this is the key to understanding and transcendence
paige will be the cute little meek bottom calling pring a man while saying "i love you" under her breath while she takes her to valhalla and pring will be the charismatic stone cold top who will bully lowly retail employees on their first day while they try to figure out where the limited edition MG kit is in the inventory system
>>36635297You put a lot of effort into this Pring x Paige Yuri. Now, is it gonna be Strawberry Panic level of yuri (garbage), or on the levels of Utena (Masterpiece)?
lets block something out
i got small gyno and is all your fault
>>36635319thats what happens when ur dumb and stop hrt
I had a dream where a guy whose ancestors were slaves found the sldescendant of the slave owners that sibjugated his ancestors. They went back to the plantation where their families had met before abd spent the afternoon talking and became friends. It was a touching dream but the whole time i couldnt understand how the black man could forgive the white man for having ancestors that enslaved his ancestors.
>>36635343Interesting dream lol all my dreams feel like being on acid
it always makes me feel depressed when games do this
Thinking of finishing what's left of the wine Matt and I had when he was here. It's about half empty. I'll get fucking wasted on it, but I mean, otherwise it's just gonna sit in the fridge.
>>36635319ok ill stop kek
>>36635336nah, that was a smart choice>>36635385i am severely mentally ill
>>36635357Before that dream i had to find a rare nook as a required textbook for class to finish high school so i went into a really old stone library and my library card had wax seals. I ended up getting the book and reading it and it made me very powerful. All the students were league of legends characters at high school so i killed the evil ones. Then I saw a guy whp i recognized as an old friend who was making wine and i broke one of his wine bottles and i told him he was an expert at making wine but from now on he shouldnt drink his own wine or else something terrible will happen and he listened to me.
>>36635421This seems more like my dreams lol
life coulda been goated had i just been cis
>>36635451yeh...
People are shooting fireworks outside my apartment, the 4th was 3 weeks ago, come on.
>>36635483congrats, you live near latinos
>>36635493Is it some Latino Holiday or something?
I have successfully sent a message to a laser provider finally umuTime to get ignored or told to fuck off somewhere else :3
>>36635498no they just shoot off fireworks from june-september. make friends with them and they sometimes invite you
It is too cold in here.
hii oomfies>>36631025Is this AI? I thought it was a cool Iris Van Herpen piece I haven't seen b4 but i cant find it. fookin hate AI
>>36635567>>36635567>>36635567
>>36635319that's a fuckin FACT!! the transgenders are grooming us into trooning and consooming estrogen for us to grow malformed underdeveloped, male mammary glands, i.e. cone tits or gyno, in order to fuel their demonic gooning and coomingyou are inserting thoughts into my headyou are sending subliminal messagesyou are making me inject estrogen you are tricking me into having thoughts i don't wanna have
