I thought that I wasn't so vain as to be like this... I thought I was above it... but after many estrogen induced mood swings I can't help but admit it nowI crave attentionI crave approval and validationI desperately need the people that I desire to desire me backI am so sick and tired of all the intimate friendships and relationships that I have developed to just fizzle out and die...I can't deny anymore just how many stupid games I play to test how much people care about meAnd getting physical intimacy was almost the worst because it just revealed how truly touch starved I am, I need to hold hands or wrap around someone every single waking and sleeping hour of my lifeWhen people ask me "what is wrong? Why have you been so sad lately?" I want to have the guts to tell them that that its because I want them to give me more attention and care...I'm a vain and needy attention whore who thought herself too high and mighty to be like this
>>36633370then tripfag, it’s sure to bring incredible amounts of attention
>>36633370relatable. im like a sponge for validation. i basically need it to not be a depressed subhuman wreck>>36633402yeah that's why i do it
>>36633402at this point I can't even deny that I will eventually become a tripfag. It's humiliating to think that I used to have some contempt and annoyance for them yet here I am
>>36633434no one will judge u for it... it's natural for women to like attention :3
>>36633370me except im not an attention whore>>36633434literally tripfagging is better than being anon, makes convos on the board much better
>>36633454yeah but... I don't have the sauce for it, and I don't have the face either... I'm not enough of a good poster, I will just end up rightfully getting made fun of and it will make me feel worse ;~;
>>36633370Same nona, except I have too much pride. I will never admit it. I will just toe the line of attention seeking on this board and in discords
>>36633485no you wont! you'll be fine dw. but i wont pressure you thats mean
>>36633434we all hate them at first, but as an attention whore it’s your destiny to become one>>36633485you don’t need to worry about not posting yourself, you’ll still get plenty of attention
>>36633370you check a few boxes for a certain mental disorder
>>36633521yeah... I think it will be better if I decide later when I have a sober mind...
>>36633576tranny is some kind of cluster b... nothing new here folks like 90% of it
>>36633576okay playing the internet overdose route of this game just a couple hours ago after getting ghosted by my last bed partner was literally what made me crack and post this
>>36633370You have co-dependency issues like a lot of us do. Hopefully you can find a partner who can teach you that you won't always feel abandoned.
>>36633602i've a good eye
>>36633370I had this exact same thing happen to me a year ago and coming to terms with it actually improved my mental health a lot because it allowed me to be honest about what I was doing without playing mental gymnastics with myself
>>36633482is it really that enjoyable? on the one hand i’ve kinda been considering it, on the other it means you can get stuck with a nasty reputation that some random anon won’t ever let you live down, isn’t that right puppygirl?
>>36633704just dont do something worthy of a bad rep lol??? no one goes after me so far
>>36633482Speak now, pup.
>>36633704STFU we dont need to talk about era damnit !!! ;~;
>>36633720some people can’t help it. some people just run out of luck and have something slip like spice did. i was mostly just mocking kasey but if you’re unironically an attention whore and likely have bpd a good question to ask yourself is if you are certain you can control your emotions to prevent something bad from getting out
>>36633734not you tooo ;~;woof! woof woof!
>>36633752i don't lash out over the internet i just do it irl so i'll probably be fine lmao
>>36633755There, isn't that so much better? No more posts ITT without barking.
>>36633760yes, but it simply depends on how OP handles her problems>>36633763lets do our best not to make this a puppy thread, OP would probably not like having her thread begging for attention hijacked to give attention to a tripfag, but it might convince her to join
>>36633793>but it might convince her to joini think thats the point lol :3
>>36633482how do you pick a trip and how do you overcome the beginning where no1 knows who u r
>>36633825just post consistently. and i didnt really pick a trip per se,, its just my name lmao
>>36633793aaaagh I hate that you are correct ;~;>>36633653I actually love the game but I absolutely cannot play any more of it while I'm still in this state... I haven't thought about suicide in so many years but some of the content in it almost unearthed those thoughts again...
>>36633825just pick a name that suits you thats what i did, bark, tho i was bullied into tripping by anons and carina. desu i dont think many people know me but i enjoy it when someone recognises me in thread
>>36633902a few people disliked me in some of the recent frengens lol maybe itd be fun
>>36633825>how do you pick a tripI just chose something I like and translated into my bf's native language.>how do you overcome the beginning where no1 knows who u rBe annoying.>>36633704Become unshameable.
>>36633946trust me itll be tons more fun than posting as anon bark. desu itd be better if more people on the board tripfagged would make convos easier to track
>>36633984i think ill pass desu
>>36633984doesn’t that defeat the purpose of posting here?
>>36634063not really, tripfagging is fairly anonymous as is, is it at the same level as an anon? no but being able to be recognised and acknowledged is soooo worth it bark