>tfw a victim of the chud to tranny pipelineI should be put down like the wretched disgusting creature I am, I am horrible person and I suffer now for all my evil thoughts and words thanks to ROGD
>>36636087Willing to be my GF? Consider it your punishment.
>>36637148rogd isnt realSorrygo to therapy
>>36637171I will never love or touch anyone>>36637178If it is not real why am I now suffering in the most ironic way possible?
>>36637181>I will never love or touch anyoneCountry? I don't do LDRs anymore.
>>36637202Even if I weren't disgusting I would not let anyone be near me
>>36637181You were looking for a place to belong that wasn't normie tier because you probably have autism, and you found /pol/, but pol isn't serious about 90% of the sht they talk about. They're just frustrated people who aren't getting their essential needs met, and so they rage post about every stupid little news story.
>>36637218I got tested for autism and talked to a psyche about it but they said I wasn't and gave me other diagnoses. Nothing would excuse my behavior anyways even if I were autistic
>>36637237What behavior? So you said some mean things online, that's ok you're not ruined over it. Everyone shitposts on this site, and a lot of the time it's hateful, punching at other people who are suffering and barely getting by. But don't beat yourself up over it, you're human too.
>>36637273I spit literally nothing but pure vitriolic hate for years and I wasn't great to people IRL either. If 16 year old me met me now he'd kill me
>>36637303Me too. But you know what? I was hurting on the inside, and so were you. I would forgive you if you spewed hate at me, because I can't judge you and you've changed anyway. Forgive yourself anon, forgive every one who wronged you as well, and what you'll really be doing is setting your heart free.
>>36637303you can’t be that upset at what you through or did when you were 16, you’re being too hard on yourself. you were just a kid and had yet to find and grow into yourself
I want the ROGD to go awayI want the tranny thoughts to go awayI don't want to be a tranny I don't want it I want to feel okay again I can't live with the pain much longer. I just want God to forgive me even though I don't deserve it. I'd be good if the pain went away, I'd make myself good enough to deserve that gift, I'd never ask anything ever again.
>>36637366i wouldn't mind being a tranny if it wasn't massively at odds with everything i am mentally and physically
>>36637388that can change though
>>36637388Nothing would make me feel okay with this, I've been on so many antidepressants and anxiety meds to try to soothe it but nothing worked and now I have to self-medicate with alcohol to go to work or do anything. The ROGD has taken everything from me
>>36637428have you tried estrogen? you might as well
>>36637451Cutting myself again would be healthier for me than doing that
>>36637366god doesn't exist
>>36637653>its just a coincidence you suffer in the most ironic way imaginable
>>36637181>why am I now suffering in the most ironic way possible?Unironically karma/fate
>>36637705Yes?you think you are unique?
>>36637148What's it called when you go the opposite way? Like from thinking you're a troon to being a good-natured and wholesome chud.
>>36637714Karma gave me ROGD then I don't care what you call whatever gave me this curse>>36637717No, God rewards and punishes people all the time
>>36637744Ok
>>36637744fate is at work in everything and irony is omnipresent but everybody sees only their own little bubble and think it can't be happening to others too
>>36637775I don't know what schizo thing this is>>36637786Okay
>>36637705>its just a coincidence you suffer in the most ironic way imaginablecorrect
>>36637928No
>>36637148wait till you find out about the chud-tranny-back to chud again pipeline
>>36638064I will be dead before I reach that pipeline
>>36637928>its just a coincidence millions of people keep encountering the same ironic lessons in life
>>36638087chuds and trannies share a lot of traits such as being very online and autistic, so it's not a coincidence in that way
>>36638115chuds and trannies are arbitrary categories retard apes split themselves into and flip between like little antsThats fate. Thats why its so ironic.
>>36637148i much prefer the tranny to chud pipeline.much more healthy and empowering.
>>36637148make it your life mission so other kids don't go through with this
>>36637148be mine pls i need a chud tranny pls