>normal dude bro >play vidya and street football with the boys>date women and do normal guy stuff>look at trans/gay captions and goon to hypno for hours>now can only get off to the idea of submitting to someone>literally want somone to blindfold me, chain my hands above my head, maybe force my legs open with a bar, and beat me>can't stop obsessing over how dominant people are superior to me and somehow it feels comforting?I feel like I shouldn't want this but fuck the thought of serving someone and pleasing them feels so good. like I'm a dumb little submissive and I need someone to own me and train me and I want the good feeling from knowing that I pleased my masterplease let me out of this recursive thought pattern, devs. I just want to enjoy my life
>>36637907same except with the coomer stuff.terminal bottem brain is hell, there must be a solution to fix the damage
>>36637907MEF-dominant AGP, it's over anon
>>36637907No more broken than humans in general.We all have some part of us that's not the sort of thing you present openly in public. Unless if you're a furry then for some reason you do present it to the public.Point is youre not alone in this predicament, it's not even abnormal.
>>36637947this is your future
>>36637907this is what porn is doing to out young men. this is why i'll be voting TRUMP in November.
>>36638069BNWO I call it Boomer New World Order
>>36637907>tfw you assblast your brain with sissy hypno>”why am I being hypnotized ?”
>>36638114hypnosis isn't real though?
>>36637907>Therapy>Not looking at that fucking porn for like 2 weeks and see if that has an effect>Make yourself feel good by doing hobbies and having the thought of "ONLY I CAN DO THIS!">not posting shitty bait
>>36638173too expensive and not helpful imeoh nonono the hormones fixed that2 weeks is easyit could have been the weird mental thing of "women don't do this" that pushed me to stop, but maybe the estrogen helped?don't really have any hobbies other than writing and I'm not very good at itkind of picky about what I read though, but I haven't been reading a lot of regular booksyeah idk maybe i'm just retarded
>>36637947What does MEF mean?
>>36637907I think it's usually a complex originating from insecurity about being actually wanted. Sexual attention derived from surrendering yourself to to serve someone can feel more emotionally realistic than someone actually truly wanting you for who you are when you think about people you're attracted to when you have no chance to be with them.Even if you mostly overcome that insecurity as you mature, your brain has now permanently wired that into your arousal circuits. Enjoy your lifelong masochism, try not to let it entirely define you
>>36638578fuck i dont like that this doesnt sound wrong.
>>36638782It's an argument that also feeds on insecurity.The insecure would buy that their insecurity caused anything, because they're insecure.
>>36638791It's just a theory that feels like it has some truth to it to me (I think about it a lot). I notice my craving for submission goes down when I'm feeling loved and my partner is consistently showing interest in me, whereas it flares up strongly in a dry spell
>>36638791great now i dont know what to believe. but at least i think that means its not as over as that anon implied
>>36638791this isn't a very compelling counterargument, the argument was specifically about a insecurity about being sexually wanted by others, that doesn't necessarily mean you have some generalised insecurity about everything
