i need someone to care for me and make me feel loved and wanted
>>36638313no you don't, you actively reject those people
>>36638313>Gets mad when someone tries
Would anyone care and love for a cis male still not over their trans GF ex? (You might have seen my posts)
>>36638316no i dont>>36638352when>>36638407make ur own thread
>>36638313if you're in the southern west coast i can do that for you
>>36638668the search continues
>>36638313>I've tried nothing and I'm all out of ideas!you want to be miserable or you would've acted
>>36638313lignux
>>36638313Loser(same)
>>36638472add my disc then
>>36638755what am i supposed to do get on grindr or some shit
You souless bitch, in 1 week she will tell you how love sucks and will not give urlove bac
>>36640440kept getting drunk and flaming me and keeps flipping between flaming me more and saying they miss me
>>36640440>>36640523bpd not even once
>>36640523Theres a reason if i drink maybe? After investing my time in bitches like u that cant communicate and use bdp as universal excuse. Maybe i wouldnt have been like that if you didnt engage too much and asked me to visit you. But yet you keep doing this shit but with other ppl
>>36640817im not using anything as an excuse bc i dont need an excuse
>>36640852let me suffer more in the doubt you right. I knew you never cared about me
Get ready for the lovebomb guys
laying my head on someones lap and getting my hair played with, being held while falling asleep...
>>36641185and die of aids hopefully
>>36641185gently lifting your head up to let you sip monsty when you wake up uwu
>>36641404i hope i dont>>36641434why r u acting nice again suddenly>>36641434
>>36641482>why r u acting nice againthat was my 1st post in the thread nonny
>>36641495sorry fren...but also who r u then
>>36641550Im the one that hoped you to die of aids. If all you need is a normie telling reminding you the factlike monsty and pretend knowing you for that shit alright enjoy. Will get back at drinking to forget about you for real and potentially die soon after getting my fear off meth
>>36641711i didnt ask u but im kinda confused now?
>>36641550im not gonna tell u :3>>36641711you seem deranged desu, larping as another anon is unhinged
>>36641759I HAVE NO CLUE WHO YOU COULD BE
>>36641759No jokes? The op person is awful and shud b banned and sent to yemen
>>36641759>larping as another anon is unhingedLitteraly her discord mentioned every thread so that isnt an anon
>>36641872i think at least one of you is having an esl moment im confused
>>36638313I wish I could fix you and make you happy
>>36641980Im french sorry, i got attached to the op person but i wasnt good enough. I used to be nice and cool until i felt in love of them and fall into drugs. Im conscenious abt how shit it is but i have no fun in my life and every1 i know irl is only about the games we share. Anyway i could explain for hours how much reason i have to kms even if this isnt the worst thing that happen in my life but she def didnt help. My case isnt a generality of course go ahead of you think you can make her happy but thank me if you get a bad experience after years of talkin w her. Mayb i wasnt the right person but she gave me a lot of hopes that ended up being an illusion
>>36641759who knows i drink monster in the morning and that i call it monsty..
>>36642151go discord
>>36642190no one has sent me anything on discord
>>36642258maybe unblock me then
>>36642326you said it wasnt you wtf..
OR WHAT?OR WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU DON'T???ENLIGHTEN US HOMOSEXUAL
>>36642341whatever, if i really didnt care and love about you i wouldnt be here atm
>>36642381no for real what was with >>36641495 and>>36641759 are you samefagging or what
>>36642151i haz confused licknuts. i win :3no sweet pink monsty for u...
>>36642350ill be sad another day
>>36642416bruh she drink them like i smoke cigs
i watch anime so i learned how to act like a super queerbased moot
>>36638313>want this >also anytime someone compliments, says anything, nice, shows any interest in even interacting with me feel like it's fake/they have some kind of hidden motivation/they're making fun of me Is this some kind of mental illness or something why am I like this
>>36642151>monstyi will call it monsty from now on
>>36642399
>>36642538Maybe you have the internal belief that you are unloveable
>>36642538Likely to be the result of unloving upbringing.Thats it for me at least :(
>>36642625look i dont know whats goin on anymore if you arent him and he's just being rly strange can u just send me a message or sm
>>36642636Well to be fair I am fat autistic ugly and trans, at the very least I have a college degree and a decent job, no debt, support myself, but idk there's not a lot going for me. IDK how people think positively or have self-esteem. >>36642651:/ Were your parents mean or just not around? I don't feel like I was unloved, just kind of left to my own devices.
>>36642663i dont even have u added (im shy) lol im bored and being silly
>>36642732HOW DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THE MORNING MONSTY THO
>>36642741lol i knew u called it monsty i had no clue u drank them in the morning! thats not super healthy ms licknuts..
>>36642825still dont know how u know i call them monsty if you really dont have me added
>>36642825>>36642841like >>36641434 is something he'd say word for word so im not even unconvinced this could be a huge samefagging session
>>36642538>>36642680you dont need self-esteem you need to check your paranoiac mental process and stop being paranoid. Looking for hidden motivations in people's actions is paranoiac activity.You can be a self-loathing piece of shit and still take a compliment with grace, if you give people the benefit of trusting their words.
>>36638737Wya
>>36642479aye
>>36642680My mother is a covert narcissist that constantly undermined my feelings of self worth. My father is a neglegtful narcissist. My big brother is an overt narcissist that beat in my teeth on a bunch of rocks when I was a child. I was the family scapegoat. Yeah, it was really bad, but they never admit anything because they are all deeply dysfunctional in one way or another
>>36638313same. why is that that ther eare so many people who feel like this but we can't love eahcother and build a community? i'm fine with love fro genuine friends even. why is that not possible. are we unlovable creatures by default? were we born like this or did our parents raise us into these monsters?
>>36643214where is the blud? peace sis
>>36638313Don't we all>>36643540We're all in different parts of the world, probably conservative shitholes otherwise we wouldn't be so alone. I'm certain it's a bit of both, though not doing anything about it is entirely on us.
>>36643603you're right. i alkso don't want to be close to a miserable fuck like me. we need to go exinct but why do we exist in the first place
>>36643474continuedBut you know what? Im a genuine hero. Im overcoming allthis mental and physical shit and as a result Im incredible strong now. I have gained a level of wisdom that these twats can only dream of.I take rational care of my body and Im now a 8/10 approaching 9/10.Im above average in wisdom, intellect and physical fitness. As a philosopher Im approaching aristoteles levels of insight. Im going to be rich, healthy in ever way conceivable and will build a family protected from them or their bad influence. It all was the perfect storm, where you either break or become the hardest bastarded in existence
>>36643540>community of mentally unstable bottomsDisaster
