>Be me like a month ago>Extremely shy and anxious trans girl>Decide to get grindr in hopes of meeting friends>Find a guy>We hang out, he's pretty cute>He asks me if I wanna suck his dick>I say yes with difficulty>He begins throat-fucking me, slapping me, spitting on me and calling me a slut>I like it...tf do I do now, I want to pleasure more men but I don't wanna get raped or killed, but now I don't find pleasure in jacking off to pornography anymore, is this a double-edged sword?
>>36641293find a service top who will reluctantly treat you like that because he loves you, any guy who genuinely enjoys this shit is going to end up cutting you up and throwing you into a dumpster at some point
>>36641293>Grindr in the hope of meeting friendsfake and gay
>>36641361solid advice>>36642397so true!
>>36641293Try to find a bf? Sleeping around isn't a good idea even if you weren't trans. Ideally you find someone that matches your sex drive if doing it yourself doesn't work anymore.>>36641361As a service top, yeah. People who genuinely revel in sadism are often quite dangerous.
