im so fucked i need thisd guy so bad but he will never like me i think about hanging out with him everyday but today he's going out with other people without me and he didn't even make an effort to drive me there or whatever, he said he would be difficult for me to sleep over. i thought we were flirting and starting to have something but apparently he's repulsed by me i feel like a bpd fag i just want to cut myself why am i like this
>>36643335you just need to chill out and ignore the BPD thoughts
>>36643390i can't do it i feel like ripping my skin off and poking out my eyeballs i need to get out this body i feel like killing myseklf, this guy and everyone he has ever met. i need someone who gets what i'm feeling right now i want o excplain in detail but i dont want to annoy anyone
>>36643413you need to distract yourself from these thoughts, watch some movies, play video games, read some books or somethingit will pass, and you'll be glad you didn't do anything crazyonce you're feeling fine then start talking to him again
>>36643496I appreciate what you're trying to do and i get but right now i can't, i stopped enjoying things like that a long time ago and right now espacially this is all i can think about. i dont want to talk to him i never want to contact him or see him again but at the same time i do i need to do something extreme right now
