>be me hate body for most of my life> try femboi-ing sorta fun and enjoy it>stop because i start being depressed>start back up in college meet others>almost no frens irl bud who came with me to college and my dorm mate ignores me and leaves eventually >online friends stop talking to me>cant focus on work/studies >get suicidal >eventually become friend with local trans femmes and they offer giving me estrogen >between weeks 1 and 2 focus improve and suicidal thoughts decline>now week 3 theyre back idk still hate myself but atleast im now a more fem neet loserpic unrelated
