I really love submission and servitude, it makes me feel calm, safe, it doesn't just make me feel horny, which it definitley does, but it literally causes inner feelings of peace and tranquility, it feels natural and right. It's actually the thing that gives me greatest feelings of self-love and self-confidence as well. What I don't get is, why does my self-esteem rise over feeling weak, inferior, inadequate, feminine, submissive, it paradoxically makes me feel good about myself. Like okay, dominant black guys for instance, I like watching BBC porn, because it makes me feel like feminine girl when I watch it, I see a masculine, somebody who is dominant, high energy, full of sexual stamina, and knows how to please and satisfy, I watch that porn, because it makes me feel like I failed as a man, I feel like my mancard is being actively revoked whilst I'm watching the porn, I feel completely emasculated, humiliated, inadequate, but it makes me happy that I'm inferior and inadequate, I feel happy submitting to those who are my superiors, I feel like I'm being put in my place, but I accept my place, I'm happy to submit to my alphas. But why though? Why does it feel so good, right, and natural
>>36645847>Why does it feel so good, right, and naturalWe are not the same. I feel like it's just hot.
