last >>36645015reflux edition i am dyingqott aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>36650356I need that outfit wow
>>36650366right? it looks super comfy
Tomorrow is the big day.
>>36650371Yea. Perfect to wear for getting groceries. :3
>>36650356>qottAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>36650356I hondosed myself for 6 monthsIt never begunI wish I could kill myself but I’m a fuvking coward loser nigger faggot
>>36650384slay kween
got a hairdresser appointment in a few weeks he's kinda booked out so couldn't fit in a dye yet sobbing. can't wait for a pro to fix my shitty bangs tho.
>>36650429is it the gay your mother goes to?
>>36650421Goals.>>36650415*pat pat* life is far from over. Now you know how to avoid it so you can have better levels. In time, you will look back at now and think how silly and dramatic you were. I know it hurts now but life is sadly full of pain, but you will move on from now.
>>36650432yeh i'm not gonna shop around. desu he didn't even seem that gay aside from being a hairdresser. just a nice older looking guy.
Time to fap before my shift
frottage cheese>>36650450you should ask him out
>>36650433I’m non injectionsSomething tells me I have shitty levels againThe emotional difference is clear but I won’t know till I do my bloods next monthBeing a tranny with literally 0 irlSupport is hellDiy, no therapy for months no moneyI made little of no progress in my transition, regardless of my levelsI feel trappedThere seems to be nothing for me to doNowhere to goNo place to standI’m tired
i wanna put a fake penis inside my butt
finally found a vocal coach in my city, i hope it's gonna be worth it
>>36650462I feel you. But you'll get through this. You can endure more than you think. And at the end of the tunnel comfort in own flesh awaits. *hug*
forced positivity makes me wanna puke>just gaslight yourself into thinking it gets better almost 3 years in and it's just getting worse, and it's getting worse the longer i have been transitioningneed to order funnypills already
>>36650496Not a nice morning it seems
>>36650496My positivity isn't forced. Sorry for upsetting you. :( I am just a naturally very supportive person and my life has always been very though so I have tons of empathy, as well as experience of going through those times emotionally and emerging from them later on.
>>36650506bad night even worse day :/
>>36650452i don't think the gays want me even if i was into guys like that.
>>36650477What am I waiting for exactly
>>36650519Try to not snowball it into getting worse.
>>36650524Salvation from torment.
>>36650532So…suicide?I don’t get itIt did t get betterWhen does it get better?I was delusional enough for months thinking oh yeah I look like a man but working on other things will help!It didn’tI am just not doing enoughI can’tI just don’t know anymoreI hate myselfAll I do is inflict pain on othersWhy can’t I be like the others? What am IMissing?
>>36650557No. Suicide is dumb. You will never get to experience happiness if you do it. You're not immortal, you will die some day. Do not bring it on quicker. Give yourself as much time for happy days.You have to persist. Life isn't something you can just do right and reap the benefits. You have to persist, do your best and await better times.
Maybe I should play blue archive again
>>36650577What am I missingWhy am I doing it wrongYou don’t know ofcNobody does!I just don’t have it in meTo be the best version of myselfTrooning out proves once and for all that I’m brokeni thought I could take it on one day at a timeBut there are no days or hours or secondsTime is a circle every moment blends in with the last, no future no past only a terrible eternity of now.Abd I feel utterly incapable of even doing the most basic of things.28 years and 6 months of being a pathetic human beingI don’t ever remember who I was as a child what was my life like what I was supposed to doI’m just this bag of flesh now. That’s all I am.
>>36650531eh idk>>36650588>cute n funnyheh
That felt nice hahaI didn’t hate myself at all :)
>>36650610You're not doing anything wrong. You're doing your best. Life isn't fair or predictable. But it will have a chance to get better if you continue. Never give up. You're the cutest little bag of flesh ever. *boop*
>>36650611>eh idkBe nice.>hehThe entire game is literally all that. Even the characters that look more mature than me are 16 tops. It's like the devs went out of their way to filter everyone and the only bit remaining of players are 1. the ones that NEVER engage with the community and only play because the game is genuinely fun and 2. the yknowI'm pretty sure there's only 1 character that's over 18 that's the teacher of the kids and she's never said to be over 18 only assumed to and got turned into a loli in an event too because nobody is allowed to be legal. Very weird game. Too bad it's actually enjoyable. There's also a weird cat cafe game releasing soon that's allegedly good but I've never heard of it and that one might be a good enough replacement for blue archive so I don't have to feel like a little freak for collecting cute charactersI mean azur lane and girls frontline are a thing but they're ancient and pretty boring so I can't bother with them.
>>36650667What's today's transphobic rant buddy
>>36650629IfocihgyyfI need to do moreMuch moreSo much moreA single step feels too longI’m tiredI hope I am doing my injections right this timeI’ll consume some health productsI’ll go to a hairdresserI’ll do laser and plan my life this timeI’ll be betterIf I do all that I’ll be better
>>36650715I am tired too, little one. Today we rest. Soon we will strengthen and be able to get where we need. *smooch on forehead*
>>36650723Aren't you like an afab nb or smth. Why are you here?
>>36650731I dont identify as those.>why hereI come and go as I please. Today because the OP pic is cool.
>>36650737You know what'd be cool. If you posted a titty pic instead of your weird vaginapenis thing
>>36650753Wow misgendering is very rude I'm nothing but a nice little girl
>>36650744Sure.
>>36650768I mean relatively boring picture but oc is always appreciated you have very nice breasts ma'am thank you
>foid sharting up the threadwell that's enough mtfg for a while for mesee ya around mayb
>>36650768absolutely disgusting wtf is with all the hairyuck
>>36650778why dont trannies like us?
>>36650774It was a mutual episode of evil acts it was out of character and I have improved since then thank you very much>>36650778It is weird for people that aren't trans women to be here. >>36650785>>36650790Well that's rude have you people never seen a cis woman irl?>>36650792Something something dysphoria something impostor syndrome something transphobic cis people something jealousy something
good morning
>>36650810The cis people are invading. This is clearly a raid
>>36650822Sorry for being cis but I am not a part of any organized crime group.
the reason why we get so few cis larps is because trannies are afraid that if they roleplay a guy long enough they might like it
Im here on bog business
>>36650940I want to walk into the water and let it claim me.Am I really making people her euncomfortable? If so I'll leave and sorry. I guess women will never see me as one of you. .__.
>>36650840It's okay I'm a professional cis people accepter>>36650940Looks scary
>>36650951Well that's lame. I keep seeing you on different threads so I was curious about you
>>36650951its midnight here.I want to drive to the ocean and swim until I struggle.I hear drowning is painful.
>>36650967What's lame? @__@>>36650953<3>>36650968I wish I could sit on a beach at night and chill. Maybe soon since I'll be homeless but I worry about bathroom access and wound sand.Ive heard drowning is the worst way to go due to pain. Pls dont do it. Even a droplet of water going up the nose is absolute torment.
>>36650951>I want to walk into the water and let it claim meItd mummify you cause theres no oxygen down there.>>36650953>Looks scaryGotta respect the gods somewhere
>>36650983You leaving would be lame.>>36650990The gods must enjoy scary settings
rate my messenger bag!is it bad or good...
>>36651003Spicebag's spicebag
>>36650990Nice. Finally a way to preserve my good looks.>>36651001Oh... So... You want me here...? >//////<
>>36650356I spent months without getting a proper boner and now I am waking up with it hard everyday. Most times it doesn't stay up for a long time but I wake up with it so hard it hurts, sometimes it doesn't go down until I jerk offjust wanted to vent, I got nothing more to add
>>36651032Yes >///<<,> Also the guy in the pic looks like jinwoo.>>36651033Did you have to though
>>36651045The pic is supposed to be a woman lolIt is my fav artist badasserywomenShe draws women who are hyperandrogynous
>>36651049That looks more hypermasc than hyperandrogynous if I'm being honest..
>>36651064Androgyny masc fem is all subjective. I think I am androgynous and some people think I'm masc some fem. I just like the aesthetic and no boobs. Flat is justice.
Tfw hyperandrogynous :<
>>36651095TFW you're perfect and I get to experience your existence. <3
>>36651079Me personally I like fem or tomboyish at most with big oob
giwtwm
being alone is starting to get to me ngl. lasted a bit over a month before the touch starvedness rly kicked in.>>36650797>have you people never seen a cis woman irl?honestly never with chest hair but that might be a regional thing.
>>36651116ur the kind of creep scrote for whom they designed quelaagalso weird self infantalization with mispelling boob
>>36651116Can you post examples?>>36651121>your pic>my pic>>36651123I am intersex.
>>36651103Giwtwm. I wish i could pursue perfection but it will drive me insane because im too mediocre for it
>>36651142Perfection isn't pursued, it is innate. Look within.>>36651129Why r u being rude
>>36651123People get hair on many weird spots they just shave away often. It's weirdReminds me of when many incels realized cis women have peach fuzz around their face often since they were mad at aloy having it>>36651129Wah wah shat up you father dearest bitch>>36651141Gebura is kinda like that>>36651142Why. My image. Again. You do it too often. It's my image. MY IMAGE. From MY GAME. MINE. I am the only one allowed to post things from it since I'm the only real fan of that game here. Actually not really but they don't post often>>36651152She's being rude because she hates me for being happy
the opposite of perfect? that's me.
>>36651173Perfect to me.
>>36651173So how come you're perfectly cute? ;)>>36651157>happy>pic
>>36651157since when are you happy
>>36651152>Perfection isn't pursued, it is innate. Look withinI disagree. I think the toil sweetens the fruits. >>36651157>From MY GAMEThought it was fanart of this guy but also i literally dont care at all what you think about it
>>36650723It’s just so difficult to do everything alone foreverBut that’s life I supposeIt’s funny that realizing that I’m just not taking care of myself in this moment calmed me downI’ll do it when I can and I’ll be ok
>>36651185Paige irl>>36651199I am always happy>>36651205You even got the gender wrong. You are going to make the game seem bad and take it's audience away. You are evil.
>>36651141that cud probably do it too. pretty sure some ethnicities got it more often the ones i've seen naked.south asian nurses commented on my lack of body hair during an ecg so maybe that's one of the ones that gets it.>>36651157yeah i've seen some cis girls with nipple hairs.the human body can put that stuff anywhere i guess.
>>36651033how long on hrt?
>>36651211It's weird how that works. And weird how we went from hairy little freaks to evolve to mostly hairless beings. Very weird
>>36651208Hopefully some day we will find people who will truly appreciate us. Until then we cultivate our souls.>>36651205If perfection is achievable those with most resources have easy access and I dont like that.>>36651210Cool image. I need a kimono like thingy.
maybe i will have a tall strong handsome boyfriend to crush my prostate some day
>>36651210>You are evil.Thanks for letting me know lol
>>36651230I would like to have one too but I bet all the good ones are super expensive>>36651236Takes one to know one they say so I must be right
>>36651230>If perfection is achievable those with most resources have easy access and I dont like thatWhat resources are yoy referring to? Virtues? Wealth? Intelligence? Family? Life can never be balanced on a scale for its ease, only roughly gauged
>>36651229>mostly hairlessever seen a greek man shirtless?
>>36651300Okay well that's a good point.
oh fugg my dads supposed to take me to an electronics shop but i kinda got a bit sloshed with dinner.
I'd like to sleep for 12 hours please
>>36651387Want xanny?
>>36651408ty <3
what are the main dangers of lurking in and learning about mtfgen
you all should be thrown into the woods like they do in india
>>36651448They are a scarce currency for me I hope you do appreciate them.>>36651468You're gonna turn into a little freak like me
>Been a straight male all my life>Normally ok with this, but every so often I'll start experiencing serious doubt>Figure this is just my fetishes mixing with an anxiety disorder>In the past day or so, the idea becomes harder to shake that I might be trans>Feel like I'd be ok being a woman, but never felt disgust towards being a man, even like it usually>But I'm tall, masculine, have a deep voice, in my mid twenties and have a GF I love and don't want to loseI feel like it's driving me nuts, and I don't know what to do. It could just be another temporary bout of anxiety, but what if it's something I'm repressing? I don't want to explore it because I don't want to lose what I have and don't want to make any decisions without being sure it's what I really feel and not fetishes/some weird anxiety.Don't know if this is the right place for this but I'm desperate rn
>Xanaxbromazolam is where it's at, 3 times as potent and no matter how fucked up you act you won't even remember it the ultimate stop giving a fuck about anything pill
>>36651568I don't think any doctor would give me that though.
>>366512122 years
Hello I'm bored
>>36651300drooling...>>36651364that sounds fun
>still no estradiol refill:(i feel bad the cis women who have to deal with an estrogen shortage, and i feel guilty that i'm taking some of the finite supply of a medication like this when there are women who need itam i a bad person for taking hrt when there could be women using that hrt instead?
I just had a couple with lgbt pins on them come to my store. Utterly normal straight looking people, maybe a bit more fashionableMeanwhile I wear the manliest t shirt and jeans combo I can, beard shadow still poking through, stubble even cause I lost my razors. I don’t know why but I feel embarrassed to even call myself trans.I feel so fucking jealous, because never in my life was I ever allowed, or even I allowed myself, to express individuality. Nothing but the same person I have been, scared to seem wrong and abnormal. And I can’t break free of this.I’ll never be anything but a “man”moder. This is the reason I don’t belong anywhere. Because I am not allowed.It’s sad because, I could have been a young tranny but no. Always and forever too late to be anything.Pic related. Even if I was afab I would never be like that.
>>36651838hello, why r u bored
Waow what a pretty game
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vMvjOu_E1cis she trans?>>36651932at least you have some self awareness that it would be weird>Because I am not allowed.who's stopping youon the other hand, you're free to do whatever you wanti wear shorts even tho i have scars on my thighs, even tho i used to think i wouldn't be "allowed" to do it. there's no clothing police who will show up and arrest you for wearing a skirt>>36651950have you ever read wuthering heights
>>36651949I dunno I'm just not doing much. Maybe I should go try out something new to get a refreshing experience, I've already cleaned and showered and worked out and even did skincare and fixed my eyebrows. Big day
>>36651961>wuthering heightsCatherine..
blacks are gross
>>36651961My body is hideousMy personality is masculine and toughA person like me can’t just change like thatI have a few anime hoodies that I never wornI bought panties recentlyFelt disgust trying them or rather felt like I’m an agp creepy rapehonI hate itI can’t even imagine going to get my haircut doneI can’t even go do laser because I feel my disgusting masculinity will make everyone feel the same wayI hate it
>>36652054there's a price to pay to get past this point but for sure you can get past it.
>>36652054>My body is hideoussame>My personality is masculine and toughthat doesn't affect clothing thoughyou could still wear feminine clothing that doesn't clash with your body>I have a few anime hoodies that I never wornkeep it that way>I bought panties recentlynew underwear is good, i need to get some too desu>Felt disgust trying them or rather felt like I’m an agp creepy rapehonwhy? it's just underwearliterally the same fabric as men's underwear, just a slightly better cut. even if i were cis, i would wear "women's" underwear because for me they fit better than men's underwear, which was always too baggy in the front>I can’t even imagine going to get my haircut donei understand that, i've needed a haircut for months now and just stall whenever i try doing it>I can’t even go do laser because I feel my disgusting masculinity will make everyone feel the same waythey will have seen lots of people like you before tho
>>36652054Why don’t you just learn to accept your original inherent factions instead of being retarded
>>36652054nothing wrong with being a little agp
Lucky star chinese
I used to have zero respect for the people who hate on agp, but then i was in public and started having horny thoughts and had to battle an erection and suddenly i understood why they all hate agp like they do because i felt like such a creep it was incredible.But then i remembered that it's just always creepy to get an erection in public, man or woman, and it's perfectly normal to wait for appropriate moments to have horny thoughts and then i can lean into it as much as i want.
>>36652204>it's just always creepy to get an erection in public>man or woman
>>36651976Clear All Cathy right now
>>36652230>what is a clitoris>what are nippleseveryone gets arousededucate yoself
>>36652230Do you remember all those harmless funny stories of men getting public erections? No. It's always creepy.
>>36652242
>>36652245erect nipples are a function of ambient temperature
>everyone there is exceptions to every rule of course no shade to actual ace folk and people with just no sex drive
>>36652251>woman>erection>>36652245different being, an aroused clitoris or erect nipples don't become extremely visible
>>36652264Nip-nipples don't- bitch have you looked at a woman before?
>>36652281if she's wearing a bra, idk nipples don't do the same thing as an erect cocki generally don't stare at women's chests anyway, that's creepy
>>36652259trubut people will judge males or females for that regardless if visible>>36652281I think it's paige being grumpy and misogynisic again
and again the obvious elephant in the roomwhen people say public erectionthey are generally referring to a public PENILE erection, unless otherwise specifiedgod u ppl are so fucking autistic i feel the pain in my MARROW
>>36652305u are just as autistic as me
I just want to make it clear that i DISLIKE AND AM AFRAID OF TRANS PEOPLE and i don't want anyone to get the wrong idea that i've left my transphobic ways behind. It's super important that i go out of my way to show you how backward and fucked up my thinking is.
>>36652264>erect nipples don't become extremely visibledepends on what u wear.
Marina has decided to take a trip to buy makeup and a gift for her dads birthday. A most proper trip this will be
>>36652315harsh
Nah it's fair. Maybe when you can hold down a job you can claim otherwise.
>>36652431says the unemployed bobblehead
Why the fuck are there three threads at once?
>>36652443I'm not unemployed.
>>36652105All I will pay is my own self isolationCause I don’t see any other way>>36652106Men don’t wear feminine clothingIt doesn’t matter what I thinkThat’s just trueThe panties were too small cause I’m rerardedI should have bought sloggis anywayI haven’t had a haircut since before CovidI doubt a specimen like me ever even walked through their doors>>36652144My what>>36652178It’s disgusting when a person like me has those traits
how do I leave a place I know is bad for me?how do I motivate myself like but more like, persistence in my goals with less wavering attention :<
>>36650356curious, how many of you would like to be a traditional housewife?
>>36652453wtf do you do, you spend all of your waking hours posting here>>36652462dns filter>>36652455>Men don’t wear feminine clothingyeah they do and they can. you can just do it
>>36652455that's payment to remain in your comfort zone. if you want to move forward you have to plough through the cringe and anxiety like we all did.
my cousin still thinks autism is like = severe retardation yet seemed a little offended when I said I prefer the conpany of those on the spectrum to neurotypicalshe's not even neurotypical but to him he is because to him adhd is just the normal state of all boys and thus normaland ofc abnormal just always has to be bad
>>36652470None of your goddamn business but no i don't.
>>36652480>autism is like = severe retardationsounds about right>>36652488>None of your goddamn businesslol why so testyplaying gatcha isn't a job
>>36652466I basically amOnly it's subversive, because I've got a
>>36652470>yeah they do and they can. you can just do itactually based and true
>>36652496wow literally me
>>36652480Your cousin knows someone who has low functioning autism.Low functioning autism isn't like us. Jokes aside they really can be like eternal 3 year olds. Everyone here has some flavor or degree of high functioning autism.When moms talk about curing autism they don't mean us. They mean the 40 year old people who are still mentally 3 years old and barely speak to people.
>>36652466yes but that's never gonna happen for me
>>36652503That's literally not me
>>36652542cause you should be in the labour work force working 5 days a week
>>36652569it's the same typing/posting style as you
how cringe is self inserting as my ff14 character and using her to test out being called by my preferred name and pronouns in roleplay
>>36652580worse than rope and a zorro costume, better than a star trek and orion slave girl costume.
eating paperclips and drinking paint
>>36652580
>>36652580My character was always a lala version of myself, and changing them into basically the exact same design but a girl made me tear up. Use whatever tools you can to figure yourself out and seek your joy
>>36652478XdYou don’t get the sincere damage my body has sustained because of my lifestyles and age on T>>36652470There is no possible way I can fucking wear a dress or anything other than tshirt and jeansJust not physically mentally socially or philosophically possibleHonmoding is not a damn optionNot even possible to suddenly gain fashion senseThere is no identity to build uponNo previous experiencesNothingTurtles all the way downI’m perma stuck like this because I waited too long. The ship has sailed long long long ago
>>36652580>how cringe is self inserting as my ff14 character I self insert in games all the time, I don't know why people think that's weird. I wanna imagine myself as the cyberpunk protagonist, is that too much to ask?>and using her to test out being called by my preferred name and pronouns in roleplayI did this when I was 12 on old school runescape. Although, I didn't do it on purpose. I turned myself into a girl for that one quest, but getting treated like a girl felt "normal" and I never looked back. It wasn't even an "UwU I'm a grill~" thing. I just... liked it when people assumed I was a girl. That wasn't my "moment" but it was definitely something now that I look back
>>36652574yea lol, I am
>>36652601Hello I'm buying the makeup right now how's your day
>>36652607ok you should just kill yourself then>>36652601hey i've been awake for hours
>>36652529oh trust meI went to a school with the kinda autists who were sectioned off from the regular classeswatched one of em break a teachers nose(he deserved it and it sucks the kid got expelled for that)like I was right there beside the kid when they did itI'm quite familiar with the spectrum whether I'm actually autistic or notside notemy dad met a kid with low functioning autismlike adult who still needs a legal gaurdian kind of low functioning and this is what made him convinced I'm autisticmy whole family see's me as such
>>36652601>na NIGGERSnot fair I was born this way
>>36652615Hey Motoko, I picked this up about a month ago. Thought you'd be interested.
>>36652542why not?
>eats crayonsAYO>licks electrical outletHOL UP>plays sonicIS U SAYIN>screechesWE WUZ WIMMINS N SHIET??
>>36652660Very cool! People give that version a lot of shit but I think it looks very nice. Although it does lack that 90s film grime the original release had. Most of my screenshots come from that version.I should really learn to make 4chan-friendly gifs and webms. I love the original film. I'd probably like GitS2 Innocence more if Motoko's look wasn't so drastically changed.
>>36652676Be nicer to yourself. I think I'm going to end up buying it online because there's literally nothing for my skintone they're like white haters here or something
>>36652615>I did this when I was 12 on old school runescape. Although, I didn't do it on purpose. I turned myself into a girl for that one quest, but getting treated like a girl felt "normal" and I never looked back. It wasn't even an "UwU I'm a grill~" thing. I just... liked it when people assumed I was a girl. That wasn't my "moment" but it was definitely something now that I look backI roleplayed quite a lot in wow as a girl but my cope then was that I had to use one word for my character and none of the males represented me as much as females did. I played a male nelf dh for a while and roleplayed as him (though I didn't roleplay as a demon hunter, just a vagrant who used two swords) and that was cool, but otherwise it was always females.the fact that xiv naming has a first and last name makes this so much easier. I can just use my preferred name as the first one and make up something dumb and fantasy based for the last one.>>36652604I made a female middie the other night, hadn't seen the new textures in the character creator until then and the girl I came up with smacked me right in the face and I realized that was more or less who I wanted to be, or what I want to look like I guess
>>36652704>my skintone>white
>>36652466before we moved in togetherthat was what my ex claimed they wanted from meit seemed like a comfy arrangement to mestill doesbut when you surrender your financial independence to someone who just genuinely doesnt care about youbad things tend to happen well beyond any control you have left...I'd love to be a housewife yeahthink I was born to be a mother but something went terribly wrong and now here I am>>36652580not at allyou do youhonestly seems like a smart ideamy first experimentation with pronouns was online on fourmsbut despite the positive results I convinced myself I couldn't be a real transgender for a few years after anyhow
>>36652699Yeah I get it, I'm fat, I've lost 17 pounds since I began losing weight though>>36652703I haven't watched it yet, but it seems to be a dece 4K. You want the digital code? I have no plans to use it.
>>36652716>the fact that xiv naming has a first and last name makes this so much easier. I can just use my preferred name as the first one and make up something dumb and fantasy based for the last one.Yeah I really like the surname system. I didnt play much FF14 (not my style of game. I'll be honest, I only played it because the girl I was dating at the time wanted to play). She thought it was weird that my character name was just my real name lol.>>36652737>You want the digital code?nah, I'm okay, but thank you for offering!
>>36652721They're trying shit on me and can't find anything as white as me lol.
>>36652625I will be doing that soon
>>36652597what color
>>36652780instead of turning our statistic into 43%you should "kill" yourself by just transitioning
>>36652776>out of the questionThen be nice to you for me. That shrimpleAnd yeah I'm going to have to buy that korean bb cream you talk about sometimes everything here is way too dark for me
>>36652830STOP POSTING MY IMAGES!
>>36652820Cool let me ruin every trans person’s life by existingAnd I’m trooning I’m trans I have dydphoria and taking hrt
>>36652673my husband doesn't earn enough to support the both of us let alone pay for surrogacy and the mortgage on a house with a white picket fence
>>36652873why the fuck did you marry someone like that lmao
>>36652886big pp
>>36652886Because that's the entire market lolmao
>>36652124>>36652174...it stopped being about video games and I am beginning to suspect I can no longer have platonic friendship with hetero dudes
>>36652856trust meI don't care about the opticsI just want my fellow trans/genderqueer/noncomforming peeps to be happy, whatever that looks likeif you don't go out of the house looking like john50 the conservatives will just have one of their own waltz into a womens washroom to flash women and then boradcast that insteadtrans rights will only improve when enough unpassing trans folk are seen that it becomes like seeing a normal ugly personsome people react very poorly to people who don't look very "conventionally attractive"but we typically don't really humor these people
>>36652847Dont know or care who this is
>>36652913Nvm ig she has her priorities acknowledged
:3so close to being able to wield my rune pickaxe
>>36652809mint green
>>36652966That'd be most nice of you yes. I settled for just buying an expensive mascara to replace my old shitty one
how do i know if I'm trans
>>36652925I won’t be happy until I’m free fromThis fleshOne way or an other
>>36653061by posting here for longer than 20 minutes youve been infected
>>36653061i will present you with the generic question: if there was a magic button you could press that would change you into a woman instantly and permanently would you press it?
>>36653094Without hesitationIt's why I tried all the fucking hypnosis tracks and that one thing that generated noise meant to trick your brain into doing shit and tried all the ones that said grow boobs/be a girl/etcAnd 18 years later they worked!
>>36653132>>36652736This is fair criticism. Hey naz. Instead of breaking down about your failures in life, you instead endeavor to become a stronger person that makes less mistakes.
>>36653094Permenently? Probably not, but if I could press it and get a 24 hour trial period before making the decision I would.
>>36653094lol yeahthe problem is that it's not that simple in practicelike if i was gonna press a button that would instantly and irreversibly make me an uncanny hon i'd be reluctant>>36653143huh i always thought that was just me
>>36653154Get out of here trendie
>>36653166I wish someone could have said something to me about it then that those feelings and the other weird shit I had going on and the dreams and whatever and explained why that was back then instead of a series of gender euphoria moments in my 30s spelling it out for me
>>36652913black? wigger?
the rare, elusive, big white ppt. insecure homosexual male
>>36653166the hon button is the dusty one over there
>>36653223>press it twiceDown's syndrome or some other extra chromosomal disorder
>>36653194to be honest i kind of wish i had that too but i don't really think i'd have been receptive to it, nothing feels real tbqh and it didn't feel any more real then>>36653231oh, i'll be sure not to knock into itactually how many uses does the transmutation button have? like i wouldn't want to take an opportunity away from someone more likely to get good use out of it
>>36653223>all mascara does now is clump my lashesYeah basically same for me but they do make them seem a bit longer so I use them anyways whenever I feel fancy>down to eyeliner only now, and when I go outside (aka never) BB cream for the sun protection I do this too but instead of bb cream I use sunscreen and sometimes a bit of blush so I look less like a vampireThat's why I was trying to buy one now. It's not like I need it either but I'd rather use something that improves my looks a bit
>>36653243More chromosomes, more woman?
>>36653275More organs is more human
>>36653208he's white, but his nipples aren't very pink>>36653223u explode >>36653254unlimited but fueled by the souls of the children you could have fathered
>>36653307They don't have should until they're born though
>>36651877yeh it was pretty fun my dad just played pinball the whole time while i shopped around for earbuds n stuff. we gonna watch a movie now he made popcorn. the movie is half nelson it sounded alright.>>36652699what kinda hands are acceptable for optics?
>>36653324>what kinda hands are acceptable for optics?Mine because they're very cute and nice
>>36653307>unlimited but fueled by the souls of the children you could have fatheredthen i have no moral right to use the buttoneven though i have no plans to ever have children (i genuinely do not believe i am capable of being a good parent) i should never make other people make sacrifices for my own comfort
if you had to wear one color for the rest of your life what color would you wear
>>36653349Blue
>>36653349Black because it is my entire wardrobe
>>36653349Green.
>>36653337Sperm aren't people
>>36653349purple
>>36653349ClearOr like, the kind of clear from those "aquerple" borealis dice
>>36653381kek based
>>36653368i thought it was literally the souls they were referring to rather than the biological bodies their souls would have piloted?
>>36653368Don't bother. No matter what you say she will figure out a way to make it into a reason she's a bad person for wanting to do normal shit.
Why do those magical buttons not existFuvking liberals
>>36653392But there's no soul until birth, so the trillions of hypothetical sponge components don't have souls
>no daddy bf to rearrange my guts>to tickle my belly button from the inside>to cum in me while biting my neck and growling>to cuddle with me after and call me daddy's good little sonccubuswhy live
>>36653458No don't ask me I don't know why you're alive either honestly I'm quite dissatisfied with the state of things
>>36653400i'm sorry anon, you're right i have a bad habit of trying to self-martyr, i think it's a coping mechanismsorry for attention seeking, i'll try not to do that going forward :)>>36653415i suppose that makes sense, as i say i'm not really an expert in these things
>>36653462HJAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>36653324sounds like a cute date>>36653349olive/forest green or crimson or black or sand
>>36653458>sonccubuskek, that's not right
>>36653148>you instead endeavor to become a stronger personif I haven't been doing that for the past few month idk wtf I have been doingthink what you will but I miss my daughter more than any of you could understand especially the pedo your agreeing withI get to see her soonbasically one if the only things I'm actually looking forward too
>>36653490im proud of making it up bc it sounds funny, but yeh kinda squick
Dayum
>>36653513>recommending downloads over wifi instead of ethernet
>>36653521It's a mobile game. You ever connected your phone to a router via ethernet?
>>36653546>playing games on your phonezoomercaust when
>>36653557when alpha comes of agezoomers are meaner to aplha than boomers were to us and millennials
>>36653557I'm playing it on pc.
>>36651493i know who you are
>>36653575>game can't detect what system it's on and adjust it's recommendations accordinglybad coding
>>36653617Bro I'm on an emulator are you retarded
>>36653546yes.
Lucky>>36653628Why would you do that.
>>36653623nope there are mobile games that are on steam for examplewhy tf would i know about your setup to play gatchashit
>>36653650And why is it that when you don't know something your first option is to assume the worst and start bitching.
>>36653635I could tell u but I'd have to kill u
>>36653628that's amazingI always wondered if it was possible love wifi but wifi also kinda sucksespecially living in a crowded apartment building
>>36653667You can't kill me.
How many razors should I have? Like I get I shouldn’t use the same one on my face, legs, and pubic hair, but what about for my chest and arms? Do they need their own one too?>inb4 laseri’m working on that, but i still need to know until then
in a ldr with another mtfkeep on having sexual thoughts about men help
>>36653664bc ur a retard
>>36653725Who?
>>36653717I know, it would make me sad so that's why I can't tell u. do u understand?
>>36653732No. How's your assumption of the devs being bad have anything at all to do with me?>>36653746I do yes. Keep your secrets
good meowning
>>36653841You're friends with 36 year old male who harasses, manipulates, threatens and doxxes teens on the internet I think you're not fit to make a statement about anyone and how they treat kids or young ones you nasty bitch
>>36653883
>>36653335i got dainty hands for an amab idk that's good enough. should i brain worm about this?>>36653477lol.
Niggas call me the lemon.
>>36653841What do you get by hanging out here being a toxic shitbag?
Very cool janny very cool
>>36653913you got what you deserve you pathetic buffon
>>36653721describe your sexual thoughts about men, use descriptive examples
>>36653354same>>36653361edgy>>36653363cute>>36653377do u wear a lot of purple already?>>36653381thatd be cool
>>36653600I can't be the only one
>>36654061noI wear alot of blue and pink
>>36654086what do u have thats pink
>>36654100hole
>Diversity training>Speaker only looks at minorities one by one while speaking to the room>Doesn't look at me. The only tranny. Is this passing?
>>36654128huh
>>36654138the speaker wasn't worried about you filching her purse.
>>36654138You have profound mental retardation
>>36653913I wonder who's behind this postbut ur right I should stop interacting and take a very extended break cuz ur jealous schizoid drama baiting isn't gonna stop
>>36653913Wait who's 36? Naomi?
>>36654502Nicocado
>>36654476I think and hope it's just an anon yapping
a while back I briefly considered larping as a vulnerable trans girl in order to honeypot nicocado so I could get his address from him under the guise of wanting to meet up with him for sex but then murdering himbut figured it'd be a bad idea
im literally so tired of hearing about this kris drama
>>36654547Then stop hearing about it
>>36654542he posts his address in thread regularly, or someone else does it for him.
val ate tbhon
>>36654594Ty lol
Cmonbruh
man this thread kinda sucks huh.not that i'm contributing towards making it better but still.
>>36654581>val ateyes val ate a ban LMAO
>>36654542who
Hips almost back to 3 digits but the whr is hurting.. I need to stop eating so much. Today I ate double the usual amount so tomorrow I get nothing. Or maybe like a banana and a coffee.>>36654657Trve
>>36654672You're only gonna eat a banana?
>>36654702
Reminder that misgendering and dead among is still shit to do even if you don't like the personBe better than the people who hate you
>>36654672Whats your shoulder?
mexican dungeon
>>366547513 kilometers.
hello hope you all are doing okay
>>36654672i'm at .76 but i still got some chub to cut so i'm hoping that can still improve waist but i fear that ribs will hard cap it at some point.
me and my friend mr tarkus staring in disbelief that the iron giant fell to his death lol
and ofc, new fashion for anor londocan't be wearing firemaiden clothes here, they r too shabby
>>36654936fuk it, hobomode to the cathedral-palace of gold like u own the place. that's like the plot of dark soul.
>>36654702m...more
>>36654908My waist got some fat from me gaining weight which made it worse. I'm glad the fat hid my ribs a bit better but that part I'm not so happy aboutSeems like it's either waist being good or hips being good.. Think the only options are praying that I keep the hip fat or getting some leg muscles
the sonic poster posting at her has serious fryman vibes
>>36654948true desu, but i want 2 impress ornstein bc he's hot
time to do the barrel rollfuck this gay earth
>>36654987i'm mostly worried about my face looking gaunt if i cut too much fat. don't rly care about the number as much as i want everything to look nice and proportional.>>36655010what would you do on your first date?
>>36655035There are cis women there at higher values than you at less and the same height.
>>36655066no way those outliers arent fat
>>36655064>what would you do on your first date?i'd love to just listen to him telling stories about fighting dragons desu
>>36655064I never really noticed much of a difference with mine maybe I just always have fat there>>36655089Or maybe the ones bellow are underweight. You can't feel dysphoric out of an assumption
>>36655123how would you win him over tho? he seems kinda unapproachable and his friends always playing a bouncer.>>36655133when i was pushing 24 bmi it was great for my face and tits and ruinous to my figure. but i hear that being chubby is good for tranny figures actually so it's probably just me being hopeless lateshit with 0 hips or something.
evens yehodds neh
>>36655274Having fat helps cope with skeleton because of the fat going to female spots. Women don't actually have the best proportions while not having fat, they have fat on female spots and always had it going there cuz of estrogen so they have what trans women would get after many weight cycles and years of hrt. Conclusion is fat is ideal for proportions when it's going to the right places. But when it starts going to the bad ones it's not only becoming unhealthy it's also going to fuck up your figure. That's why people use whr to measure obesity since if fat is mostly on your hips that's normal but if your body is running out of space enough for it to get to your waist there's problems going on. >>36655289Yipee
what is the probability of rolling an odd or even number on 4chan
>>36654100not much anymoreafter I lost my wardrobe it's mostly grey now I guessbut it used to be a staple of what I worealongside my hair literally being pink
>>36655350like 44% maybe?
>>36655350Probability? It's all about skill here. I summon you dubs
>>36655412I failed.. I failed the post number post.. My ancestors look at me in disappointment as they weep due to my weakness.. This cannot be..
>>36655367i think it depends on the rate of posts
>>36655289>>36655333fuck the gods of rng never lucky this time tho
>>36655438Don't do anything bad.
>>36655429this is how you do it
>>36654888ahem
>>36655472nooo, thats embarassing
>>36655333it's been 9 years i guess i coulda weight cycled more but i dunno. incredibly cursed and unsalvageable lateshit hip fused amab proportions and body not responding to hrt for weight distribution need kms i guess.
>>36655472Nuh uh.>>36655485Attention whore>>36655489This isn't tho.
>>36654008im not good at that sory....
>>36655505IT LAGGED IT LAGGED IT WAS THERE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUAhem>>36655503Idk. Fat redistribution is weird and some people are just built with different proportions than others though people aren't fans of accepting that here
>>36655505
>>36655558Don't blame the player blame the game
>>36655558so close to quintuple
>>36655526i can accept all other ppl just not myself.
>>36655574That's the one that actually matters kek.
>>36655435samebut I was thinking about theoretically if you post without looking at what numbers are coming upit's like near 50% but 0 has a 1 in 11 chance of showing up or something like that
truth isthe game was rigged from the start
>>36655574based
>>36655572I don’t like to show off : )
I think I just came a little
This will surely work
>>36655726I came a lot this morning it was great seeing how clear my cum and painful the erection still gets
>>36652980i made a pure recently but no motivation to play
>>36655991>>36655991>>36655991
>>36655951nobody asked or cares
>>36655572What was quints?>>36655555
