I want to detransition but i dont know if i can do itI dont want to be trans, this shit sucks. i want to be a man and i want to be okay with being one. i want to like my manly appearance, i dont want to transition, it's too shittyi dont know what to doif i go all the way ill look like a massive honsteri hate this existence holy fuck this is cursedno way this isnt a mental illnessi want to murder idiots who say theyre proud to be transI JUST WANT TO BE COOL WITH BEING A MANGODAMNITWHY DO I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A WOMANand theres nothing that can be done to fix my retarded self image and identity issuesfffffuuuuuuuuck
>>36655070take your pills alice and rep until you can get ffs
>>36655074i dont want to fucking do this
>>36655132then become john 50
>>36655147THIS IS A FUCKING CURSEITS NOT FAIR
then take your pills alice and rep until you can get ffsits that simple
ok im feeling better nowim cancelling my third detransition crisis i will chug along
>>36656028i knew you could do it femanon! im proud of you!
>>36656061this time it wasnt without fallouti did tell my mom i hated being trans and that i should have killed myself in 2008 when i had the chanceoof
>>36655070Heres a way to think about it that helped me. Trans is supposed to be about finding your true self and to feel better about yourself. If you are like me and it made you super anxious and also it felt like you were pretending to be someone you are not, then maybe transition isnt right for you.