>18 year old tranny on hrt for a few weeks>no hope of passing>cant even get any surgeries because i have nowhere near enough money>everyone online hugboxes me saying igmi>i flawlessly pass as male irlis it genuinely over for me? i wouldnt have any doubts if id passed as female at least once, then id go on, but this just never happened, and never will happen
>>36659629Its not over, you're 18 and only a few weeks on hrt. you literally just started. have some patience
>>36659629post unsee
>>36659629>18You have all the time in the world. You can't possibly expect to change overnight. I started 8 years ago and still have things I want fixed, but I'm mostly happy with myself and my life now. You have plenty of time, let things play out.After I tried to kill myself I told myself I wasn't allowed to try again until I could get ffs and see if it would help. Im happy and fulfilled now, and I'm even further away from being able to afford it than I was then. Give yourself a long term goal to work towards, you might find joy before you even reach it.
>>36659649thats what they all say. hrt cant save my face, anyways>>36659672https://unsee cc/album#5nBU72EjUoO9
>>36659786my current long term goals are finishing hs and lobcorp
>>36659787I'm sorry but your going to be a hon.. where do you live? your ribcage is really fucked and your face also the balding?!!!!!
>project moon fan>a honmany such cases
>>36659814op's gon be friends with sophie and that one german hon
>>36659807knew it lol, thanks for the honesty.why does where i live matter, though>>36659814i really cant catch a break
>>36659629>>36659787Your hairline is pretty pushed back, and you might need FFS. But you also have a body with a perfect grabbable feminine little waist that I would love to pump a baby into, and a bod that would look amazing with a pair of tits. Make of this what you will.
>>36659837using a tripcode is basically a big red flag for "i'm a hon" too
>>36659825you mean big soph?i fucking hate her
>>36659837idk just curious i wanna visualize where you were when you were 14 and 15
>>36659853portugal>>36659850desu i started using it so i wouldnt have to clarify who i was on certain threads, and just stuck with it>>36659840>Your hairline is pretty pushed back, and you might need FFS.yup, too bad its so fucking expensive>But you also have a body with a perfect grabbable feminine little waist that I would love to pump a baby into, and a bod that would look amazing with a pair of tits. Make of this what you will.what.... well, it doesnt help me pass at all, but thanks anyways. sadly, my breast genes from my mom are bad, so ill just probably remain only with these pokes in my chest for life
>>36659629OK, kill yourself I guess YOUNGSHIT.
>>3665992318 isnt youngshit
>>36659933like hell it's not
>>36659886Flat is justice.>>36659933lmao
>>36659944yeah, youngshit is 14 and earlier
>>36659629Stop and detrans before you go too deep.Get some sun, lift weights, eat healthy and your dysphoria will be cured.
>>36659955no, youngshit has always been between 13 and 19stop catastrophizing. go read some history, read autobiography of an androgyne by jennie june, or christine jorgenson's memoirs. go watch the movie brekafast on pluto. there, there you will have something real horrorshow.
>>36659629>projmoon poster>netzach>binahit never even started
>>36659970wrong, by ~15 ish honhood is predetermined unless youre a luckshit
>>36659994I see you don't know anything then.
>>36659977i like binah, and it has no relation to the actua online username i have, so>>36659957i dont like what t does to my body. hope this helps!>>36659970never heard of any of these, ill assume they started at 40 or smth
>>36659957this isn't true
>>36659994based>>36659999what is there to know, even. my face is right there if you wanna check how fucled i am
>>36659999youre cooked once male puberty startsthe ones you know are luckshits, only those who pass get remembered as trannies
>>36659787No hugbox but You look fine to me The only major thing is your chin which could get softer since you are still young, if not ffs Hairline will 100% get fixed with hrtPlus you have a 10/10 bodyAnd everything without even Hrt kicking in, i think theres hope for you youngshit
>>36660098how tf does my body get anything above a 4/10also fiy im 172 cms tall (quite big over here at least)
>>36660023>i dont like what t does to my body. hope this helps!That's the problem you need to solve. You've already completed puberty, your T levels are only dropping from here. You need to learn to accept yourself for who you are.
>>36660118haha same 173 over here, tower over everyone. considering roping rn as well or at least blowing off half my body in an IED explosion
>>36660124i may be a doomer, but even i know that t levels dont just drop, twinkdeath exists for a reason. im already fucked, why wait and be fucked even more
>>36660143>even i know that t levels dont just dropYes they do zoomer
>>36660134like, i do get that in some places 173 isnt tall at all, but its just that here, yeah. for example, my mother is 166
>>36660156i interpreted that as "they drop completely", and ofc they drop, puberty is an anomaly in that regard, they stay there, and ruin you even more
>>36659970>alwaysThe game has changed. We can't go back to the world of 1950s trannies or even 90s-2000s trannies, every single person in the english speaking world is being bombarded non stop with tranny culture war and subconsciously being made aware of clockable traits.
>>36660157i live in japan, im like a frog in boiling water
>>36660170is everyone there really that short
>>36659814At least it’s not a disgusting umniko fan
>>36659629netzach mentioned time to get drunk
>>36660118Shit youre right post more pics so i can give you a accurate rating
>>36660177im cooked only part i hate abt this place tbhon
>>36660196i dont have more pics since i dont like my body, i only take them when i need opinions on it>>36660183drunk AND high
>>36660212idk what to say, im truly sorry you have to suffer like this
>>36660224I’m not taking opiates I’m a fake fan
>>36659970yay im considered a youngcrap by the biggest hon on the board (hrt 18)yippie yippie yippie!
>>36660224You need opinions on it alright I can imagine you being lanky skeleton but we never know
>>36660233just going to be a hermit for the rest of my miserable life until i rope at like 30, still have things i want to make before i croak
>>36660260maybe ill post tomorrow if i get the chance
>>36660263hope everything goes well and you dont rope
>>36660278you shld bring a bong bong post next time
>>36660312ty, im too much of a pussy to dlgo through with it anyways lolehope you dont rope as well
>>36659629Okay, I ended up looking at the unsee. You don’t have a bad starting place, my friend had worse but looked similar to you pre-transition and passes. You just need to be patient. HRT takes a long ass time to work. It took me like 1.5 years before people would gender me female in public. Everything is gonna be okay
>>36660318ill try to>>36660330thanks.>>36660354refer to the image for my feelings on the matteroh god its already 5 am fuck
>>36659957no, no it won't. thats not how this works at all
>>36660391also, who are these adrian and wyatt guys who have been on my unsee for so long now? are they writing a thesis on every flaw i have or smth
Im an 18yo trannt 1.5yrs on hrt have mo hopes of passing never boy failed and barely look more feminine than your average gay bottom and im pretty content with it hrt is a medicine not instant magic. At 18 youre porbsbly going to pass eventually if you put in the effort for stuff like makeup, haircare, skincare, fashion etc
>>36660118you're tinytoo bad you live in portugal most men and women would tower over you here>>36660410probably opened it in a different tab and forgot about it>>36660420starting at 16 is very fortunate, still depends on a lot of luck though>>36659629did you ask around for insurance that would cover your surgeries?also you're an eu citizen, you can go work in a different country with much higher paychecks any timeor those jobs in those countries could have insurance which covers ffsconsider that when you finish schoolyou can get a sidrjob in the meanwhile while you live with your parents and save upthere's good ffs surgeons in spain afaik though you might wanna do more research
>>36659629No.
>>36659629>on hrt for a few weeksi can't believe you don't pass yet, it's so over>>18 year old>nowhere near enough money if you aren't making six figures out of highschool yngmigirl, relax. it's way too soon - in every sense - to be freaking out like this
>>36661296ofc the trip named carmen says this
>>36662628Start distorting. Fast
>>36660212Dont people hate you in japan for not fitting in and stuffif youre a foreigner theyd probably hate you even more..
