I have a gaping hole between my legs which was added to my body without my consent. They lied it was shallow and would close. It looks wide agape and keeps bleeding a lot. I am so tired. Why women who want srsussy cannot get it easily but they put a hole in me when I need my urethra moved due to medical reasons...Warning: gruesomeUnsee cc/album#rDTgNwCc8f5X
>>36662448You will be fine but the scar might need work
>>36662448I'm retarded. How can I view image?
>>36662476newfag lurk moar
>>36662476Add a dot before cc>>36662450It looks atrocious and the deformation between it and my anus from having to manually press to remove urine prior to this surgery looks fugly as well. I am so tired. ;__;
>>36662482Ya maybe you should help me out here then
>>36662448draw some eyes on top and pretend like it's a gaping face =O
>>36662508Thank you for making me laugh about this. Maybe I should get them tattooed eventually.
>>36662448whats up with the title
>>36662593So people don't say this is mtf SRS and harass mtfs over what has been done to me.
>>36662637I have no clue what you are talking about.
>>36662646they don't want the image to be weaponized by chuds against mtfs since it's not an SRS thing
This place makes me want to cleanse my soul
>>36662448can a surgeon just decide by himself to do something useless and not planed without informing the patient?!
>>36664582most of them are psychopaths so yes!
>>36664582Yes if they can do a plausible deniability that it was needed even if it definitely isn't.>>36664407Thank you for rewording.>>36664636Yes. Even when they do necessary procedures they frequently prioritise own aesthetic wants over patient's needs. And if they fuck up they will hide behind sth along the lines of "well you would be worse off if you didn't get the surgery". I have no experiences with actual aesthetic plastic surgery so idk how they act there but I am under 20 surgeries or so and that is my experience universally. They don't see patients as humans.
>>36662448WHY DO you allow people to drill you like that OMFG.
>>36664711omg i’m so sorry they are awful
>>36662448aww I missed another oris pee hole updateI don't see how it's going to close if it's part of your urethra. You need to pee!
>>36662448have you spoken with a lawyer?
>>36665048???>>36665091Yes but if you need the surgery your choice is between how open a psycho is about being a psycho.>>36665144I do not believe it is. I think the urethra is in the front and the back is just space. I need to try peeing under shower but I'm scared to pee standing. Maybe I'll squat and try to feel where the piss comes from. It's been bleeding more today and yesterday. I'm so tired. I hope the surgeon has a futa fetish so at least he did it out of being a coomer. @__@
>>36665167I tried reaching out but got no response. Lawyers in Europe mostly HELP surgeons. It is extremely hard to prove malpractice in Europe, especially in surgery which wasnt plastic. They can claim everything was needed.
>>36665175I wonder if he started at the back and then just went forward until he found the urethra. Can you not see where the hole is if you spread?I pee in the shower all the time and make a mess but it's okay there.
>>36662448I dont understand. Explain in cis people terms.
>>36665204I feel like it was the other way around. That he first did front and then decided to make the hole. They claim it was done due to the complications I've had with previous surgery but previous surgery operated on my urethra which went through my clit so the urethra functioned much different with the urine pressuring there. It makes no sense it was added with my current surgery. They claim it will close too and it is huge and wide agape. Wild.
>>36665479Yeah but how do you see from the outside where the urethra will be? I'm trying to find a way that this isn't just a sadistic surgeon.
>>36662448I did not consent to being on this site and yet after years of misery I'm here. Boohoo nigger
>>36665503The urethra is supposed to just go at 90 degrees angle. You can close anything else. He on purpose chose to leave the crater in the back. The official excuse is as I stated due to previous complications. I feel like it was a wounded ego that the previous surgery didn't work so he took it out on me this way. :/It took me a month to even start sitting after previous surgery. I think he is just shitty. Alas, I had little choice as there was no other surgeons with experience with patients like me and even with his rare experience I am still labeled one of the kind patient. It makes so they can basically get away with anything as there is no cases to compare to.
>>36665546What do you mean 90 degree angle? After the surgery it's not going to any more (or isn't supposed to; with srs I think inexperienced surgeons get scared of cutting into that area), but how exactly do you think he can find that area except by cutting in and looking for it?
>>36665603I no longer know what you're speaking of. If you want to excuse the surgeon whose colleagues themselves admitted this was abnormal in the most polite do not sue us way then please leave me alone because I don't have the energy to entertain that.
blows my mind people would do this when the technology to do it in a good way doesnt exist yet. this is like the millionth thread this month about this kind of thing. stop doing this
>>36665650I'm sorry you are hurting Oris, but I really don't see anything here that isn't exactly what you asked for. I think this is more a lack of expectations more than anything else.
>>36665685this is not an SRS thread you retard, this is a doctor just randomly botching someone
>>36665704Thank you. I really hate no matter what I do some shitheads may try to spin this against mtfs. The board is shit with the beast drama. This is the only human interaction I have at the moment. If I can get approved by a library in spite of lack of an address (they require proof) I may leave and focus on other activities as in books. I will probably chime in in the future if so to update. I am saying this with hopes some of the troubled souls I spoke to here don't feel abandoned and know I had to move. I am tired of the toxicity. I feel bad for trans women exposed to this more frequently than I am for the "crime" of existing. I wish everyone well and especially much health. I am not guaranteeing I won't stick around but the vitrol towards homeless people made me feel like my perineum: hollowed, wounded.
I did a squat piss test. The piss is definitely coming at the beginning, not the crater. And for some reason it goes very strongly forward, like peed out of a penis. Very weird. How did they even achieve this??? I hope I don't end up peeing this way when on the toilet once healed. The stream was very strong when squatting so that was nice.
>>36667332are you not able to just see where the hole is?
