Sometimes I go on here and read about Autogynephilia or people talking about how they are aroused by how they look.I'm really curious if anyone is attracted to themselves pre-transition. I did that stupid shit where I thought if I just self-improved enough I wouldn't feel dysphoria anymore... did not work. But before I transition I was like this skinny bearded slightly muscular nerd with nice hair which is supppper my type. And I feel kind of gross that I'm actually attracted to pictures of my old self.Does anyone else feel this way?