>am a bi "twink">posted my figure on /r9k/ because i was lonely and hadn't attentionwhored in a while>thread got ~75 replies before getting nuked>before that i tried using /int/ and also had lots of fags thirsting over me, some even had nord flags>lots of people calling a cute fag>know that if any of these people were to talk to me on 'cord they'd instantly lose interest (diagnosed autism and midwit iq)>have never had a relationship anywhere>before i graduated in may people at school pretended i didn't exist unless i was a literal physical obstacle>also tried joining a few shitcord servers>people see me as some sort of clown or comic relief more than anything else, and when i try to have a genuine conversation it either fizzles out or ends in them degrading me for being a stupid fucking retard who doesnt know shit about anything[REDDIT SPACE]i cant relate to anyone. i'm completely alienated by normal people and all of the fags out there on shitcord are superior to me in every way. i have to go to the bottom of the barrel to get any sort of positive attention. back when i didnt know i was a semifag and had an incel phase i at least had people who were just as miserable as me. even the most bpd batshit rat-faced fags have friends. they've lost their virginities, they have connections. it's all so tiresome.i really dont know what to do anymore
