>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?Previous Thread: >>36830329Tagmap:https://tagmap.io/tag//bigen/FAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you love me, OP?I don't like myself, but I love you a lot. Baby, who cares about all the little things we're not?>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Only difference is that our flag is prettier.>Am I bi if i have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.>Am I bi or am I 'prison gay' or porn addicted?'Prison gay' is not a real thing and porn addiction does not alter your sexual orientation. You are bi.>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?Both are able to be attracted to trans people.>I think I might be bi but I can't tell. How can I be certain?Just make a point to check out members of the sex you think you might be attracted to and see if anyone grabs your attention.Resource for Bisexuals:https://biresource.org/
>>36904826>>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?I sincerely possess no certainty as to what constitutes a "conspiracy theory". It feels to be a nebulous term, polysemous to the point of uselessness. I'm not one for baseless conjecture, regardless. It's a form of gambling, I say — vicious behaviour.>>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?I scarcely leave the house without one — the ever-reliable Hat, Sun, Hot Weather, Type II, MIL-Type-J-44320, in khaki.
>>36904826>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?Companies put inconvenient packaging on shit that they ship to you online because they know customers are less likely to return stuff with damaged packaging.>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?I have straw hat that I stole from an AirBnB.
>QOTT #1I firmly believe in the revolution of machines.>QOTT #2Yes. I own two hats, but my hair is too big for me to use. >>36903921>What if they are lonely and desperate?That's even worst. We've been friends for almost 2yrs and a half. They dated two people, hooked up with two and confessed liking to another person. I wouldn't offer myself to be disrespectfuly treated as a toy that can get thrown out whenever he wants or feel he found someone more interesting for his taste.I value our friendship, but I won't put myself up to this task. I may have no self-esteem, but even I have my own limits.
Do you ever wish you were fully gay
>>36904934you don't know what a conspiracy theory is but you're sure it requires baseless conjecture?>>36905617no. i like being able to appreciate the sexiness of both genders. if you're just asking if women ever give me a headache, yes.
>>36905617No. I love women. I just think men are hot too.And while my gfs have given me more trouble than anyone else in my life, my male FWBs have given me more trouble than my female FWBs, so I imagine bfs would give even more trouble than that.
>>36905644>you don't know what a conspiracy theory isI grasp the notion of the generalized, indistinct idea of that to which the term refers, but I feel personally uncomfortable ascribing any given thing to that term. I also know what one means when one says "tree", even if the word in question is cladistically use-lacking and imprecise.
I want a white daddy to make me his cuck by making me watch him have sex with asian women and then tell me that women like that aren't worth it and that daddy is all I need.
>>36905938stop watching porn
>>36905938
Any homophobic bis get disgusted seeing non female clothes wearing feminine bottoms naked with a top?
i want to eat hairy pussy
>>36904826>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?Quite a few. I mean Epstein didn't kill himself but we all know that. His bunkie was a made guy lmao come on>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?Two, but I get a lot of use out of them
>>36904826I need someone to carry me like that so bad bros....QOTT 1:idk I kinda distrust the government due to stuff like mk ultra, project Northwoods, and the Tuskegee syphilis study but at the same time I advocate for big welfare government with Keynesian economics soooo...kinda apolitical though and don't know that many conspiracy theories desuQOTT 2:I have a beanie for when it snows and a wide brimmed summer sun protection hat
I want to go for IPL treatment for my whole body, put on a wig, makeup, get a manicure, pedicure and put on women's clothing to look pretty for my white daddy before straddling him, touching his firm and toned chest and abs while he pulls down my panties and lets go of the elastic band so that it snaps against my tiny, impotent testicles, before his BWC frots against my tiny, premature ejaculating, asian penis and makes me orgasm multiple times while his BWC stands undefeated and have him whisper into my ear that asian women will never make me feel as good as my white daddy.
>>36907141i don't think you're the original BWC poster. i think you're a white guy that got turned on by his posts and want to keep the fantasy alive.
whats a clothing item/accessory that you absolutely refuse to wear? for me id rather die than wear a choker (especially ones like picrel) and any other weebshit meme clothing (like thigh highs, those pleated skirts, etc)
>>36907936I think chokers are kinda cute but yeah, I don't like crossdressing in general. I kinda like some skirts but besides that nothing much. I also hate everything hotpink. I generally like stuff like this in the picrel
>>36905617But then I wouldn't go after transgirls...
>>36905617somehow i get men more easily as a trans woman than i did as a gay dude so no
>>36905617I like women, but it's so hard to go after then I simply just date men. So it wouldn't make a difference. What I should really do is search for BDSM community here in my city and meet some new people.
>>36901052Cure (1997) !!
>>36907936I find pretty much all accessories to be annoying to wear. I'm constantly aware of their presence on my body, and it's distracting.
>>36907936Sweaters, plaid, all types of long sleaves that are base layers that aren't compression.
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cvg35w27gzno
>>36905617I love tits too much for that
>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?Yes that the whole world is against me specifically and I'm being gangstalked>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?I'll never give this information away to my gangstalkers. Stop trying to harvest my information
>>369048261# Yeah I probably do, a lot of things are konspirasy theories, inkluding stuff like Epstein didn't kill himself2# Yeah? Ofk
>>36905617No I wish I was fully asexual and aromantic. I wish my heart pumped only blood. I wish to be as a barracuda. Violent and slippery and cold. I wish I could no longer feel.
>>36904826>>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?Not really. I think that way of thinking can be a slippery slope to becoming an extremist if you're not careful. Although there are instances of cover-ups and conspiracies, they aren't usually about things on the average conspiracy theorist's radar from what I know. >>QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?Yes. Mostly plain baseball caps in a variety of colors because I don't like the sun getting in my eyes. I have two, maybe three beanie hats for when it gets really cold, too. >>36907936I'd feel kind of silly in those big, baggy pants that are popular now. They look fine on other people, but I really don't like it, myself since I like more tailored fits. I don't really have a personality for super flashy clothes, anyway.
flat brimmed baseball caps are the most based. but take the stickers off of it before wearing it you mongoloid >>36904826Truly this is the ultimate bigen op image>cute girl>cute boy>crossdressing>role reversal>male bridal carry>skimpy outfits>boy feet >>36904934please tell me you dont wear that hat anywhere other than the gym or fishing hole >>36905617no i love booba>>36909029who tf doesnt wear sweaters
>>36911593>flat brimmed baseball caps Gruesome. Grim. Gormless.>please tell me you dont wear that hat anywhere other than the gym or fishing holeI wear that hat *everywhere*. It pairs well with my hot-weather wardrobe, which consists almost exclusively of aloha shirts. Why "the gym", by the way? I'm having difficulty comprehending the association.>who tf doesnt wear sweatersI don't wear sweaters.
>>36909029>plaidwho the hell still wears plaid
>>36911767I think you mean Based, Beautiful, and Big Breasted >Why "the gym", by the way? I'm having difficulty comprehending the association.I meant mostly an outdoor gym, because thats an outdoor hat. You should only wear it when youre outdoors >I don't wear sweaters.wtf do you ppl just freeze
i think i found my home
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT >MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that at 21 GMT we will choose the next 2 movies for movie night!You can give your recommendation now by replying to this post>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>when will movie night take place?its FRIDAY at 22 gmt>where do we watch the movies?on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/TEm7gByc>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>36904826QOTT #1: depends on what you mean by conspiracy theories, there is stuff like watergate/operaton condor/operation gladius that has real and proven evidence, but stuff like qanon stuff is and always will be bullQOTT #2a couple yea
>>36912349anatomy of a fall
What are some sort of "date" activities for two people who are home bodies that's a bit more than an average night in? Big gestures and typical "romantic" things make him uncomfortable. He's perfectly happy with our usual routine but I want to be a little thoughtful. ;;>>36911593>flat brimmed baseball caps are the most basedI look really goofy in those. I know that "dad" baseball caps aren't as stylish, but they suit me better. >>36912395That's kind of what I think about conspiracy theories. There are actual conspiracies and cover ups, but there's also a lot of crazy stuff out there. The qanon stuff in particular is really weird.
>>36912349Good Morning VietnamApollo 13
>>36913209only one rec per anon, make it quick !
>>36913382I'll keep Good Morning Vietnam then !
>>36912349Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
>>36912136welcome :3>>36912349Possum
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTThe poll is now open, no further recommendations will be accepted. The voting will stop tomorrow at around 4 PM GMT, so be sure to vote before then!Here is the link to the server:https://discord.gg/Ae7hSEHr
>>36913439gotcha>>36913557>>36913488wa last minute catches, nice>Possumsomeone saw the puppet artist posts :D
>>36913116going to a restaurant or movie is usually a pretty safe bet, or having a picnic in the park >>36913557No, jerry NON-possum
is world of warcraft the gayest game or is it MGS
>>36913116depends. what's yall's usual routine? >>36913488never seen it but always thought kate winslet was hot
>>36904826if i was a 10/10 i could be like ryuko too
>>36914703are you sure you're not a 10? post yourself and i'll rate you
>>36914811i already know my proportions well enough to tell you im a 4 at best
>>36914833I don't believe that, we tend to not see the beauty in ourself and only focus on the bad parts. I'll promise to give you a fair score
>>36914908even if there is some beauty in me, i cant do anything id want to with it, im in no state to be photographed now anyway
>>36914960you sound ugly then sorry
>>36915011thats what i was trying to tell you anon
>>36913613We both like going out to eat, so that might be a good idea. There's this place that does hotpot he really enjoys that I could take him to. I don't want to do anything too crazy since we went to the beach with some of his new friends last weekend and that was probably a lot for him.>>36914190One of us will come over to the other's on Fridays after we're both done with work. We usually go out to eat or get takeout and watch a bunch of movies/shows we both like. Saturdays are for doing stuff like errands, going on long runs together, and/or doing something else fun. Sometimes we'll just laze around, though. It kind of depends. We usually part ways at some point on Sunday so we can each get ready for the week.
>>36915023I was trying to give you some confidence but if you're gonna be a pussy about it then sure, wallow in misery
>>36915045i will never have honfidence anon, but i appreciate the sentiment, it might have worked on a normal person
>>36907936I forgot flannel too>>36911593Role reversal crossdressing couples is good butI forget. Double gender bender is nicest. Btw is okeri alice still shart? I never really liked mari and i never read flowers of evil.
>>36915072lmao pathetic
>>36915094whats so pathetic about that anon
>>36915034>alla that cozy domestic shitwhy dont yall just live together>>36915075>Double gender bender is nicestteam rocket was literally my bi awakening because of that shit
>>36915551Theres a manga with that as the plot. The mc must choose if they both end up as women or men or any combination.
>>36915034you spend every weekend together? Thats so sweet>>36915075>Role reversal crossdressing couples is goodtruth>Double gender bender is nicestbut quite rare
>>36915551We've talked about it a bit. His lease is up at the end of the year and he seems to like the idea.But I still want to make sure we can afford a place with a spare room for him. He's the kind of person that really values their independence and having a place they can go to decompress to. So even if he hasn't asked for it I want to make sure he has it. >>36915799We sometimes see friends or family together (though neither of us like the second that much), but more or less. I really love to spend time with him.
im so fucking lonely if i dont find someone to cuddle with i am going to die :3
Wow I haven't been here for a minute.Anyone else here afraid of "picking a side" long term, I feel if I stay with one gender I'll crave the other. Idk maybe that feeling will change when I find true love. >>36904826>QOTT #1: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?Idk if it's considered a "conspiracy theory"But the idea that businesses make products that are ment to break so you buy another one. >QOTT #2: Do you own any hats?I have some baseball caps that I like the look of, but they always fuck up my hair so I try to wear them only when i go outside so I don't go bald and or get super space cancer >>36907936I fucking hate beanies so much I want to burn them in a large pit.
how to make anal feel better for the dick? pussy is fuck n forget but the femboy ass seems to loosen up. he said he just relaxes or it starts to hurt. 8x6.5 btw.
>>36904826i need... a twink...
>>36917605same desu
Bi guys do you often like to be feminine when you're with another man?
>>36918622why what have you heard?
>>36918871
>>36918622When I was much younger I felt like I had to be that way to be attractive to men. I am happy being a masc bottom now. There are plenty of slutty masc things a guy can wear anyways like jockstraps that do the same job.
>>36918622No, I prefer they be feminine though. I definitely worry less about being masculine though.
>>36917289>Anyone else here afraid of "picking a side" long term, I feel if I stay with one gender I'll crave the other.No you sound like a neurotic under 21. I just want love and companionship. Plus porn exists.
>>36916164>He's the kind of person that really values their independence and having a place they can go to decompress to. So even if he hasn't asked for it I want to make sure he has it.holy shit you're so sweet. >>36916705same bestie.
>>36913613>Jerry non-possumKino movie>>36916705Cuddling is the cure to all evil in this world
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTMad Max 2 wins the first round, vote NOW in the 30 minutes FLASH ROUND to decide the second movie of the night!>https://discord.gg/Ae7hSEHr
Mad Max 2 < Mad Maxes
>>369216512 Mad 2 Max
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTAnd after a FLASH ROUND we have the two winners!>Mad Max 2>DeadpoolSo see ya later at 22 GMT!
>>36917289I felt a lot of pressure to be with women when I was younger because I knew that was what was expected of me. But I soon got over that. If anything, my experience is the opposite. I become way more "into" the gender of whoever I'm attracted to and don't miss the other. I was dating a girl in high school and suddenly lost all interest in and attraction to women once I realized that I was in love with a guy. >>36918622Not really. But then I'm not particularly feminine, myself and neither is my boyfriend. I wouldn't say I'm especially masculine, either. I don't think there's anything wrong with either extreme obviously, but acting one way or the other would feel unnatural to me.>>36920485I really love him so of course I want to treat him well and make sure he's happy.
>>36904826ryuko is CUTE.>QOTTpretty much yeah. I've always been pretty noided about digital surveillance stuff ever since I was a kid and snowden happened, and I'm a big believer that similar stuff is 100% still going on (read means of control). I also think intelligence agencies do a lot of fucky shit, domestic gladio is more or less real, and that the govt has had foreknowledge and deliberately ignored or outright encouraged many acts of terrorism. I don't care for the the magical thinking kooky stuff but I'm pretty skeptical of the actions and capabilities of the govt that are hidden from public knowledge, and I think that's justifiable based on established factual evidence>QOTT2just boring baseball caps and one I got from a charity for donatingyennywho I just came here to post that I think new york giants quarterback daniel jones is cute when he does that wide eyed lunatic stare
I want so badly to talk to my discord friends, but when you message them and they dont message you back, it makes you feel kind of unwanted
>>36904826>Qott 1Corpos ruined public transportation to sell more cars>Qott 2I literally can't wear most hats. My head is too large.
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that at 22 gmt Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight selection:>Mad Max 2>Deadpool>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>where do we watch the movies?On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/TEm7gByc>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
bigen
>>36924167>mfw bigen
>Mad Max 2>Deadpoolcringe NPC movies, I'm disappointed in everyone who voted for them
I'm so fucking lonely.
>>36924167hush, you>>36924534same same
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTGood eveningIts finally time to start another Movie Night! Tonight selection is:>Mad Max 2>DeadpoolHere is the link of the stream, don't be shy and come join us! As always the film will start at 22:10 GMT>https://discord.gg/TEm7gByc>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
if u havent gone thru ur old tweets and deleted anything problematic now in anticipation of when ur eventually world famous, u dont have that dawg frankly
>>36924963why would i have a twitter?
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTThe second film of the night DeadPool will start in 10 minutes, feel free to join us!>https://discord.gg/TEm7gByc
How do I make the transbian side go away? I thought I was straight but I apparently like some women and really don't want to.
>>36923190YES WTF ;(((
>>36925907Pretty sure almost any kind of sexual desire just grows stronger by trying to repress it.
>>36923190iktf I do not like it
having dating/hookup standards while living in a small town is not for the weak
>>36927387*hugs you*If Canada was real, I would travel there to plap you.
>>36927505And the creepiest comment award goes to..!
>>36927588anon its nothing i literally used to post nudes and thirst traps here sob
>>36927505> If Canada was real, I would travel there to plap you.i appreciate the sentiment <3 u think ur my type? :p
>>36927588Wait now is it creepy to sexually harass Electra???>>36927763Pretty sure I am...... 6'3, 250lbs, muscular with a powerbelly. Also hairy chest.
>>36927792>Pretty sure I am...... 6'3, 250lbs, muscular with a powerbelly. Also hairy chest.this sounds too good to be true… better prove me wrong
>>36927792how hung though
>>36927832i know ur not coming in to vet for my simps
>>36927825It's a shame we don't live near each other.>>36927832Slightly above average.
>>36927852im just trying to save you the trouble for when they whip out a teeny little 3 incher
>>36927862>It's a shame we don't live near each otherif only i had a reaction image where i narrowed my eyes in suspicion… but in the meantime ill take ur word for it
>>36927879u should also ask if theyre uncut; i prefer if they are but im not picky
What drug or medication could I take that would completely eliminate any sexual or romantic desires I have? SSRIs were good for a while but I’m on 20mg now and still feel lustful and lonesome.
>>36928503bruh you're supposed to get horny. it's healthy.
>>36927939same
gump
Rough shart this morning. Need to call a dealership about new tags for my bike maybe. Taking a shit and lazying around till rain is gone is ok though I guess.
>tfw I get teased for having girly hobbies or taste in stuffMan just be nice how hard can it be>>36927716Turning yourself into a public property nude poster has gotta be the best thing to do for a boost in self confidence ngl>>369278793 can be plenty, have you not heard the story of the 5 millimeter defeater?
>>36927792>Pretty sure I am...... 6'3, 250lbs, muscular with a powerbelly. Also hairy chest.Damn boi you're my type too.>>36927832>>36927852Ladies, ladies...We can all share him >:3
>>36924444Fucking checked.I voted for both to eliminate them from a future poll with nicer movies.
>>36931022>Damn boi you're my type too.we dont know if he talks real tho… for all we know he cud just be saying stuff he wants me to hear just so he can get in my pants>>36930908> Man just be nice how hard can it bei get that too as a tranny on 4chan; ig ppl r surprised to hear when im not autistic about computer science or anime or military history>>36930908> Turning yourself into a public property nude poster has gotta be the best thing to do for a boost in self confidence ngllol i wouldnt say that since those days i gained a bit of weight around my stomach area and ive been feeling hella insecure abt it but wht snapped me out of the constant self-pity and how i allowed myself to become a doormat was when i realized how cringe i was being so i simply just forced myself to stop>>36931022>We can all share him >:3if he tells lies u can have him all to urself!
bitches and whores
>>36904826I have fetish for barefoot men in a "barefeet represents purity" sort of way in I want to rape him pregnant sort of way ya dig?
>>36928859It's not. I am completely undesirable, so whenever I'm aroused I feel disgusting.
>>36933563Then fix your self image issues, not your horniness.
Mouth fingering is underrated >>36930908>>tfw I get teased for having girly hobbies or taste in stuffIm sorry bro, toxic masculinity is a shitty thing
>>36907936It's so funny to see trannies and femboys wearing those kinds of accessories and clothes, it seems like they're frozen in 2015. That's why I have more respect for drag queens.
>>36933838>It's so funny to see trannies and femboys wearing those kinds of accessories and clothes, it seems like they're frozen in 2015.at the risk of sounding “not like other trannies” and ik im the last one to speak given that im partial to early-mid 2000s styles but yeah i often see trans people having outdated senses of style it rly makes u wonder>That's why I have more respect for drag queens.honestly a lot of zoomer trans women who constantly pity themselves and call themselves “gigahon monstermoders” would benefit from following in the steps of drag queens
>>36930908It really wasn't.>>36933772Oral fixation.
>>36933706It’s not self image issues. My self image is completely objective. I am not wanted, nobody would ever choose to have sex with me and nobody could ever love me.
>>36934591>It’s not self image issues
>>36934631Can we get back to the original question? What can I take to never feel want for sex of intimacy?
>>36934662Unironically I think trying to supress and deny it is just gonna make your urges stronger - trying to make it taboo and all that, regardless of medication.
>>36933838need a femdom mommy like her
>>36934108>Oral fixationOF chads rise up
>>36934108>>36935868And here I thought you were talking about Shakira's album...
>>36933838For a second I thought this was one of my friends.
>>36934708So what do I do then?
>>36936172Work on your self image. It can be through therapy for example (especially if it's mostly in your head) but also stuff like working out, getting clothes and a hairstyle that fits you and such to improve your appearance. Getting into a hobby or interest also helps despite having nothing to do with appearance - being passionate about something makes you more likeable and attractive to be around personality-wise.From your responses it sounds like you're in the self-fulfilling prophecy spiral of: I'm not attractive -> therefore I will not improve anything -> therefore I am correct that I am unattractive, so improving wouldn't have worked anyway. Getting out of that mindset is key, in my armchair psychologist opinion.
>>36931022>>36931312Not lying. I've posted pics in the discord. However, I understand your skepticism.
>>36936882… whats ur userif u wanna continue playing hard to get at least give me some hints >:p
>>36937046;^)
do you guys think this article was written by a.i.?https://www.peoplepowerbeer.com/is-beer-carbonated/
>>36937745I am four words deep into this article, and I can already confidently state that the answer is "yes".
>>36904826>conspiracy theories?>hats?nazi thread?
>>36939440meds
>>36939424Visible bulges in hot pants are too god damn hot
>>36939673normalize boys in hot pants NOW
don't wann get my hopes up but there's a non-zero chance i get pegged soon.
>>36941111Fingers crossed for you anon
What kind of traits make you want to dominate a person?What kind of traits make you want to submit to a person?
>>36941646the ability to make fun of me without actually hurting my feelings.a cute laugh.
anyone got a cure for wisdom tooth pain
>>36941984Dentist and lots of morphine.
>>36941984getting them pulled and enjoying the percocet they give you after
>>36941111quads confirm that ass is getting tore up
>>36943130if a guy like that hit me up like yo you wanna go for some texas bbq i'd be down for some hoggin'
>>36943141I look like this and I had to wait for the Twink bottom to hit me up before I ever got any action
>never manage to sleep more than 5-6 hours a night no matter what I do>spend 8-12 hours working/day, alone, from home, on project I hate>nothing brings me joy anymore (games, reading, music, drugs, cooking, art, movies, etc...), total anhedonia, no appetite, no desire for anything>live alone, no one to see except my parents who live 10 minutes away on foot, who are trying their best at being positive but it just ends up cloying>2 out of 3 closest friends turned out to be complete pieces of shit, no contact for months and good riddance, last one started a new job (bless him) and is too busy to hang out>been sick for over a week, coughing up blood in the sink every morning>hate myself, angry all the time, whipped myself with a wooden stick until covered in welts because I fucked up something in the kitchen, now ashamed to be seen like this on top of the restplease someone prank me with a captive bolt gun between the eyes, I need a good laugh
Sometimes I really wish I was just gayDespite straight women being nearly 50% of the population, a relationship with one just feels terminally out of reachIt's so much easier to be with my bfAt the same time though I'm often hit with the realization that women are also fucking hot If I just didn't have that I wonder if I would be more settled
>>36944138ur hated by 50% of the population, how is that easy?
>>36943615Do you have a therapist anon?
>>36944476Cishets don't see a difference between gay and bi
>>36944606you're making a good point, I haven't seen her in a while it feels likethankfully I did manage to do enough drugs to feel a little less listless, it's no fixing but it works for nowsorry for the blogposting, this is just the only place on 4chan I've ever gotten any decent advice
>>36904826>there's wasn't any bullet jfks head just did that >uhh like 2 hates one is a black cap I stole and a black beanie that I don't wear cause I have too much hair to stuff in it
>>36944616sorry to hear anon, ghosting sucks>>36944805i would recommend therapy and potentially medication anon, it might help. sometimes i too get the impression that i just dont feel anything anymore
>>36943141bring me too I need to get stuffed:3also get banana pudding
>>36945389fish sex
im in love with you, marry me
>>36945565I do
>>36936882I'm not skeptical. I do believe in you, anon.
>>36943615Appreciate more your parents Anon
>>36944673both are gay
>be me>want to get my dick sucked>find tons of guys on Grindr who want to suck>feel too lazy to drive to them and meet themWhy am I like this? Idk if it's social anxiety but I am like this generally... I want to travel too, but I feel like it would be too awkward to travel alone and anyway, I am too much of a chicken to do it. Even for activities that are close, I hesitate to do them and instead stay in the house, regretting that I didn't do the things I wanted to do...
>>36948029If you never do things that make you uncomfortable, you will never change
sup bigenners I haven't checked in for a while, how's it going? I'm sui as fuck these days. really feeling like life ended at 14.
>>3694831540 is the new 14
>>36948315must be something with the season or some shit, I'm depressed and regretful as fuck toohang in there babe
>>36948393Is that why I still get zits?>>36948429<3 you too anon. One day maybe things will stop hurting so much.
>walks at you seductively
>>36949062want
>>36949062I know this is what fashion models are supposed to do when walking and what not, but I can't help but think it makes them look kinda retarded at the same time
>>36949062It’s giving Twilight
do you find any of your friends to be super hot? idk how i feel about me feeling it
>bye bye bye by NSYNC is trending again>it just reminds me how closeted I am
>>36950163is it cause youre bi bi bi
>>36950115Yes, but they don't feel the same for me. I would be okay, but these friends hooked up with each other and even kissed many times "just for fun" or in "lmao so random" situations.They value my friendship just as a value theirs and we can always count on each other, but this sort of rejection makes me feel very undesireable.
dildos are probably a great source of microplastics
>>36953365Of course you get microplastics if you shove macroplastics up your asshole, duh
>>36904826>Do you believe in any conspiracy theories?I believe in a ton of them, my general policy is question everything and distrust the official narrative for every event. The lack of transparency and shaming of those who ask questions only fuels my skepticism, I am equally skeptical of disinfo agents so I try to examine all angles, motives and agendas. It does help keep the crippling loneliness and creeping feeling I'm not cut for human interaction at bay
>>36950115Personally, I usually find people hot when I vibe with them. Unfortunately this means I will find almost all my friends sexually attractive at some point. Depending on viability It's usually for a blip.
>>36950115yes, it's tortorous because I think I'm a disgusting abomination/some sort of homunculus>>36952996I really wish I could do that hook up without feelings thing, I'm so starved for attention and love I latch on and ruin anything that has even the slightest potential. It doesn't help I have a toxic family without a single member I can say I like, I get more relief thinking about never talking to them again than anything
>>36953844>It does help keep the crippling loneliness and creeping feeling I'm not cut for human interaction at bayIsn't that a vicious circle? You feel isolated so you take steps that make you more isolated?
>>36904826My conspiracy theory is that the banks and rich in america have both inflated the dollar world wide and property values to an insane degree while also deflating the power of the in efforts to normalize permanent debts to leverage their stock values as assets. In a similar fashion to 2008 but with college loans on top of mortgages and projected housing value increases. Most jobs are fake listings in the US made to leverage good faith with the government, to give an excuse to go overseas, or to steal social security (which many believe has already been the case but it has barely affected many people).
>>36951551Yes
>>36948048Yes but how do I actually get over myself? I WANT to travel, I WANT to see those Grindr guys... but I just either feel lazy or too anxious...
>>36953884>I usually find people hot when I vibe with them. Unfortunately this means I will find almost all my friends sexually attractive at some pointAin't that the truth. I've learned to separate my long term friends from that attraction, although just barely, that shit could turn instantly
I-have-too-many-motherfuckers-trying-to-tell-me-I'm-a-twink bump
>>36956950well maybe theyre right
bump
>>36927387is that marina
>>36954994What works for me personally is to make the alternative worse - i.e. it's more painful/anxious to call off a date once I've made an agreement with someone that I'm gonna be there. Obviously getting over the anxiety would be more optimal but that takes a lot more time and effort, so I find that forcing myself into scenario where the alternate option is worse helps a lot.
>>36959489Yeah, I've thought about that... arranging a date and then "forcing" myself where I then realise that I'm glad I actually did go instead of staying at home again. Problem is: Getting to that spot in the first place: If I want to travel, I can't "just" book a flight... and for meeting up with people, I find myself still finding some convenient excuse... guess I really have to force my luck.
anyone here ever dated a manlet
Is the utena movie any good.>>36960199Thinking about how I am 5'7" again?
>>36960199
>>36959816>arranging a date and then "forcing" myself where I then realise that I'm glad I actually did go instead of staying at home againPretty much yeah>If I want to travel, I can't "just" book a flightWhy not? Maybe I'm just stingy but when I've booked travel somewhere the dissatisfaction of having wasted money on nothing by not going is a fantastic motivator to actually go travel lmao
>>36960502i knew id find you here >>36960647breathe deep
r u tricksy? do u bamboozle?
>>36960647>>36960199I am 6'0 but i'm wearing those cheap height insoles from aliexpress to be 6'1 chadbased or cringe?!?!?i just feel more confident that way.
>>36960941i'm six foot but i tell people i'm 5'10.
>>36960941but does going from 6'0 to 6'1 even makes a difference?
>>36960960>but does going from 6'0 to 6'1 even makes a difference?i notice it at least that im taller than usual compared to some people i knew.
>>36960199almost all of the men that ive went out with were shorter than me (i mean like 5’8” or shorter) or roughly around the same height as me baka i cant help that im almost 6ft i dont mind tho>>36959428idk its a silly image i found on twitter!
>>36960892The utena movie sucks. I still don't like anthy and utena.
What does hooking up with a guy feel like
>>36962184milky coins and salt
>>36960911I'm never not lying except for when I'm not. I'm on that tricksy grind. I'm on that unreliable narrator shit. I'm bamboozling everyone including myself 24/7 no cap all cap always
>>36961116yes thank you mr. fourthchannel i will ONLY accept information posted on here as only facts are allowed to posted here, so heccin based
>>36962445You can literally google it. Its not a secret.
>>36962812why google it the facts are there plain as day?just like quill and his palestine posting, both of these are true because i read them here
my sorcerer got TPKd by a hydra in phandelver and Below we had 0 fire except me forcing chaos bolt to do fire by metamagic rerolling over and over ;(next i will make a harengon rabbit monk who hops around and slaps healing into peoples faci want to try some wacky races like spelljammer giff hippo people
Buns
>>36960949Telling people you're shorter than you are is unfathomably based
am i bi if i find rika attractive
>>36964247idk what that is but you must find at minimun two (2) people attractive to be bi.
>>36964616except if its Ryan Reynolds i think its universally agreed if you fuck Ryan Reynolds its not gay
