malevolent terrible female girlslast >>36993512qott: any weekend plans?
do a bunch of edibles, continue learning to speedrun oot, finish one of my online classes, might start up a ff14 character, may jerk it, seeing mom on sunday
why the nu thred gotta drop right wen i drop nu doodles breh
maybe go hiking with dog
This world is so cruel
>>36999163do you mean dog as in a user here or dog as in dog (real (bark))
I don't feel alive until I'm two white claws inKinda want to wake up with alcohol
why does link have earrings in the cutscene after pulling the master sword in ootdid this fat light temple fuck put earrings on him when he was sealed in the spirit realm or whatever what a fag!!!
>>36999215i think there's still some beauty in this world :)
>>36998397Good times
>>36999357Not if you're human trash like me!
I want a trans girl with sharp canines to chomp megentlydont break skinbut enough to make me feel it
>>36999507ay sombody chomp dis anon ova hea
>>36999533Can I use your mouth
>>36999507B8
>>36999263with the canine variety
I'm literally trash you dont want me youll and up abusing me because of how pathetic I am
>>36999270i understand u anon
>>36999507r u a girland what if i want to break skin
Need breadcruming monkey branching gf
>>36999098>qottmove out of parents house, girl mode for the first time at a rave, and go to the creek
i am so happy with my hair lately
>>36999083>>36999083cute!!!
>>36999591Try self improvement
>>36999596>anya not sounding like an incel on a dating app challenge: TIMpossible
>>36999684be a little more obsessed with me why dont u
>>36999691how is pointing out that you sound like a horny dudebro being obsessed
>>36999408:( im sorry. i just want to believe there's still love in the world..
>>36999695Please shut the fuck yp and mind your own businessGet laid Honestly
>>36999716Thats goodThere's no beauty with me though
>>36999596https://voca.ro/1m8LMogYSIfX
ive had the same razer blackwidow for 10 years. the lights dont work any more but its still in almost total working condition. hell yeah
>>36999717sneed harder
Hi, how is everyone doing? :3 best wishes to you all <3
>>36999763Never been better
hey hey mtfrens.>>36999098>qottshopping some autumn clothes and maybe gonna land a freelance webdev gig. if i get my dose upped today i'll be zoinked on antideps so hopefully it will be chill.
>>36999754
>>36999679Not everyone can be like that I'm in my 30s lol>>36999745I mean .. maybe not?
>>36999763>>36999763relatively depressedhad a nightmare n woke upthirsty for water but too lazy to get up
>>36999790>picEmo has a point there
shud?
>>36999806>tfw never sleep as well as i do after getting cummed inneed bf for my health
>>36999790ywnba terf scrotie
>>36999820?
>>36999824honcle tim
>>36999831>misgendering transwomen is bad>unless i don't like themhmmm kinda hypocritical desu
>>36999820https://voca.ro/1jb6824QTQjJ
>>36999835shitty uncle tims like you dont deserve any respect
>>36999847touch grass stop t raging etc
yeh sosu
>>36999855>says the dude off hrt for months now
>>36999873>implying it's my fault there's a medication shortagemaybe u have a napolean complex from being a manlet idk>>36999859comfy
>>36999835>hypocrisy Lmao
>>36999886You don't deserve hrt desuuuu
>>36999886you literally caused the estrogen shortage in your statetaking hrt away from the woman who actually need it
>>36999890>get angry at a transwoman for allegedly saying transwomen are men>proceed to call that transwoman a manhow is this not hypocritical>>36999901yeah i do, i have dysphoria and hrt helps alleviate it stop being a gatekeeping trans genociding chud
male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male male
>>36999912y r u so sneeding and furious angry all the time, it's unbelievablejust leave me alone lol
>>36999716read the threadthere's not
>>36999919mtfg will NEVER recover from this>>36999922just matching the vibe you put out in thread on the daily sweaty
>>36999915You lack self awareness to a truly impressive degree, you're like a black person who hates black people
>>36999925This desu
>>36999931medsim not angry like you are, you're rabid>>36999933care to extrapolate?
>>36999931>just matching your vibeThis honestly
anyway gonna try to get more sleep, diapercord have fun shitting urselves lol
>I’ll just rake a lil nap>wakes up at 1:30AM
>>36999948you are projecting this anger and bitterness you have within yourself onto me
>>36999961want to kiss this tummy and pull his tail!!!
>>36999948You want hrt but you work against yourself and other trans people by being a terfYou're also being massively hypocritical calling anyone a chud holy shit, go outside, get a job
'em, nyaa~
>>37000000
https://voca.ro/17zFMr7WEthR
Who are the two anons fighting and how did they ID each other so easy? I'm awootistic I'm sorry.
>>37000040paige the wannabe terf's posts are extremely easy to point out in any mtfg threadthough he's retarded and thinks im some discord diaper shitter he really hates
one is paige the other is idk anya maybe or grace
>>37000069Incorrect, plus there's two or more of us arguing with podgeIdk who the other is
>>37000064>>37000069>>37000086One is paige got it! Ty
>>37000069wrong and wrongnot everyone is a tripfag
>>36999098>qottseeing kiddothe I'll probably cry or have a panic attack after i dunno
>>36999797ay fuk u prungabunga>>36999790mog'd fr tho
>not everyone is a tripfagso they say so they say
>>36999845https://voca.ro/1ozlHY9wRjGH
what does maiq even enjoy out of this thread or anybody really but especially maiq as a cis man, makes no sense to me, i am here bc i LITERALLY have nothing else to do and my life sucks and the whole being trans stuff is still heavy on my mind but otherwise i would not br here, especially if i were a cis dude..
The Cubans had an agent in the US govt for decades until he retired and announced he had been an agent for the Cubans all along was an amazing episode of the wests failings and why people dedicated to the betterment of humanity such as the Palestinians will win in the end
yeah casto was such an amazing sex haver one of the people assigned to poison him decided to flush the poison down the toilet after having sex with him, castro knew she was a CIA agent, when she left the bathroom castro offered her his pistol to shoot him, she couldnt do it and castro allowed her to leave cuba to miami, never to return
bill clinton shoved castro's cigar in monica lewinski's pussy
>>37000466dudes rock
The Wire is one of the most preachy pieces of horseshit ever made and the only reason anybody got tricked into liking it was a handful of extremely charismatic character actors and it flattering the politics of every Clintonite shithead in the Acela Corridor
>>37000520http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QEIzt0AqmYM
would you have sex with your dad for a hundred dollars? he will not remember the event
>>37000569do i hafta remember it?or do i wake up the next day like aw sweet a hundred dollars
>>37000612holy shit what if you wake up and find a hundred dollars now
>>37000621oh fuck...d-dad?
If I keep getting 100s for my birthday it might just be worth the bother
>>36999098>qott: any weekend plans?I was gonna go to a rave but it's at a bar and bar raves always suck. Just wasn't feeling it I guess.So I'm probably gonna hang out with an ex all weekend.No, not that one, a different one.
>>37001068Holy reddit
>>36999098I am going back to uni dorms on Sunday so just packing all weekend and feeling shit.
>>37001112It's my birthday man I'm gifting myself not having filters
>>37001068That pretty sweet anonette, goals desu.
>>37001121Yeah like.. IKEA blahjah date? Constant posts about fucking long socks and whatever? And the constant transbian poly cuddling thing. Almost feels like a larp
>>37000372Maiq please shut the fuck upYou don't belong here, you're not trans, you don't have to deal with trans issues so please remove yourselves from other people's lives and problemsJust because you don't find it entertaining you funking creep
>>37001135>bloodletting or mtfg dramaBros Nick n1 defender what are you on
>>37000466Was it lit?
>>37001136no one wants to talk with you just stop
>>37001154Excuse these nigga I don't have to explain shit to the sperg
>>37001159Fuck off out of other people's problems you creep
>>37001174Bwahahaha your "mom" is a poor druggie bwahaha
>>37001185pls gogypsy out
>>37001068cringe rapehons behavior hope you get attacked next time you make out with your bf in inapropriate settings
>>37001196gypsy get out now
>>37001193Not Larry, you suck at this so badStay out of other people's business
>>37001203That's obviously not larry lol
>>37001209shoo shoo gypsy
>>37001213Fat little man let playing with the girls boys cause he was raised a good Christian that ain't no fagI know what you are, you do not belong here
>>37001227>you suck at this so badlol lmao even
>>37001227holy ESL
Do different HRT medications affect your libido and or sexuality/how you feel about sex depending on which ones you take?
are we doing okay tonight
>>37001249Bwahaha she got you to stop using hrt because she's retarded and dysfunctional bwahaha
>qottreflect on friday (going to therapy for the first real time)cry in my bed.. maybe drink a bunch of caffeine if i end up getting a monster from somewhere.perhaps play project reality . . .try not to cut
>>37001265it’s all just confirmation bias
>>37001234>>37001234>autocorrectAtleast try to make a solid argument
>>37001269Not cool anon
>>37001068that sounds cute as shit but it also wants to make projectile vomit is taimi good? i was gonna try the duolingo one before it got taken off the app store
>>37001293It's what kat said tho :D
you people are insufferable
>>37001269bitch stfushe's a passer and has a vagina unlike you get back in your place stupid ass bitch, im not friends with her but ill absolutely defend a tranner (regardless of any interpersonal drama) with more principles than you do cause you got ZERO and for carols sake she probably means well and has a lot of pain in her which your bitchass has to take out on others fucking muppet ass looking idiotmono post
>>37001299Yeh Welcome newfren
>>37001234>1234n i i i ce
Jesus christ I can't believe this place is still going.
>>37001300Lmaooo
>>37001301everyday i go here to see maybe its normal this time. maybe its changed for the better. wishful thinking.
>>37001311Queen nick how many teens are you gonna kill today
how do i train myself out of male coded greetingslike is there a female equivalent to dapping (hi-5 and a half hug) someone up? i was told its hugging but i feel weird doing that.also the head nod thing, i always fuck it up and forget which way is friendly and which one is respectful
>>37001315The more things change the more they stay the sameC'est la vie
>>37001311in defense of the blahaj, it was got on a dateand its far far less cringe than a body pillow
>>37001315It's been consistently this bad for like 8 years it's time to give up
>>37001318i've always done the head nod thing. down is respectful. up is "yo" friendly.ive always been really bad with male greetings except handshakes ig. i think hugging people you dont know is weird. hugging people you do know that aren't your significant other is also weird.high fives are weird if you're just some girl. best greeting i know is just the head nod thing, keep your hands busy or clasped so they dont try to shake them or give you a hug.as for training out of them.. idk really. just dont do it? like if you feel the voice in your head saying "ok hi 5 time" just dont
>>37001319visceral cycle
>>37001328>we are both 180cm+Hnnghhgghjjggklhkkhkkbhg
>>37001332hmm. getting a strong feeling about tomorrow though. maybe it happens this time. also 8 years? that's awful.
>>37001317Like when she told me she and riz had to organize your neetbucks because you couldn't handle it?
mono mono mono mono mono
>>37001332>>37001334>>37001344Did I ever tell you the definition of insanity?
>>37001359Weird how the person you're trying so hard to not side against does little else than spread shit about you :D
>>37001372So if someone insults you behind your back, spreads rumors about you and only stops running the narrative in front of you once you tell her to yet still does everywhere else, it's just drama and it doesn't matter? Kek
>>37001372I should have this post printed desu
>>37001344It's what happens when a small group of lunatics take over the thread and drive everyone who isn't as crazy as they are away. Leaving here and cutting contact with everyone from here genuinely improved my mental health.
>>37001394Crusty
>>37001394LolSo tru breastie *rapes you*
>>37001387i would think its sad to see people leave but this is 4chan. the more people leaving this place the better
Too many conflicting interests and personalitiesMtfg may never know peace
>>37001419>I never said that you subhumanUr lucky I never recorded vc lmfao
>>37001419dont larp as me
mornin oomfies, playing nice i hope
>>37001465shut up cyclops
>googling if testosterone affects eyelash hair (99% sure it does, but don't want to look like a dipshit)>find bluesky thread>open it>it's two trans women arguing about some deleted take that presumably involved testosterone and eyelashes>one of them is ranting and claiming that testosterone making eyelashes grow is hon science>one arguing with her isn't even saying it does, just that she's being a cunteven when i leave mtfg i have never truly left mtfg>>37001299in my experience the decent babytrans posters show up for a few weeks, realize everyone here is a cunt, and disappear, often into some vaguely mtfg aligned discord servereveryone who remains in the threads is here because they're either a cunt or severely mentally ill, or bothor, of course, a chaser
>>37001478ur just jelly of my 1 gorg eye>>37001493>googling if testosterone affects eyelash hairid also assume so cus men in general have thicker eyelashes but iunno, mebbe ask ftms if their eyelashes have gotten thicker lol
>>37001506no yeah it does, testosterone makes body hair in general grow thicker and in more placeswhich is funny given how having long eyelashes is seen as a feminine traitwonder if rubbing low dose testosterone on your eyelids would restore them like how some trans women basically do that with their dicksprobably not absorptive tissue tbqh
>>37001526it's good actually
>>37001525>absorptive tissueid have thought it would be cus of how thin it is? iunno enough about this stuff tho>>37001526i think he's a cutie
Laser turns out to hurt decently heavilySuper pale skin and very dark hair is a horrid mix
jesus, you gotta learn to relax everyone, tf happened..
>>37001562at least it means it works better>Super pale skiniunno about this 4 u tho
>>37001571You all say the same thing every time and every time I have to clarify it. I am very pale. The pics rarely have the right color. They had to test on my arm before doing anything on my face solely because of how pale I was
>>37001571you unironically look like a gypsy
>>37001566when is something not happening here
i would take the pain of a full body tattoo if meant i would never grow body/facial hair again
>>37001598>not just taking the full body tattoo because you want a cool tattoo
>>37001578fair nuff>They had to test on my arm before doing anythingthis is normal tho they'll always patch test if its a professional place>>37001580an irish traveller mebbe
how can i be happier with my body?
>>37001605Yeah but they said it was mostly cuz of me being pale, in case anything bad would happen tho I'm sure they do it for everyoneWish I could've done the same strenght of laser on my face as they did on my arm to test but it hurt a bit too much for that. I've sensitive skin and laser on some spots was absolute torture
>>37001616lately ive taken to seeing it as a temple, the more i improve my temple the more god shines on iti take hour long baths and drink soda i try to keep myself positive especially when the negative thoughts hit, results may vary >>37001599okay smartassyou know what i meantlowkey wish i had picrel tier freak
>>37001642don't respect any so called ""doggirls"" unless they take it as seriously as this guy>i take hour long bathsugh same i'm basically in the bath for at least 2hours every time lmao gonna miss this sm when i move
>>37001642understandablethat guy looks based tbdesui admire people who can go all the way with body modification like thati need to start getting more piercings and looking more freakish. saw this trans chick in some vr porn and now i'm wondering if i could manage the both sides shaved since the undercut has become a bit of a meme hairstylefeel like it's way too easy for me to slip into complacency in terms of my transition & aesthetic. apathy is comfy and change is scary>>37001668>tfw haven't had a bath since that one time i fingered a trans ex in a hotel bathtub 5 years agodo not do this btwdo not ever do this
>>37001678>do not do this btw>do not ever do thisy tho
>>37001734>finger fucking butthole>in tub full of waterlet's just say "imagine the smell"also she got pink eye
>>37001735I'm busy giving yinlin a breast reduction that's not me>>37001745Yikers
>>37001745so you transbian rapehons not even douche, you just finger a shitty butthole like that and in a bathhub water too so the water gets brown, i gotta respect the courage and determination
>>37001745oh ew i assumed it was a neovag fsrbut yeh thts just on yous for being nasty and not cleaning
>larry>mandora>lasagna>emma yam>carolabysmally bad lineupworst in millennia
She looks mad. I don't think she liked the br much.
>>37001756>rapehonthis is literally just the "the myth of consensual sex" meme except instead of jesus it's some self-hating trans person on 4chan who probably doesn't deserve to come to the extremely obvious conclusion that being vehemently transphobic is incompatible with being a trans person that doesn't hate themselves>>37001759i don't think you understandthe force of rapid finger fucking forces water into the buttholeit was basically a bathtub enemaand at that point it rrrreally doesn't matter how much you cleaneven if you fast for several weeks unless you have a bleach enema immediately beforehand you'll still have gut bacteria being stinky down there
>>37001771fuck you, do not remind me abt that, i feel like shit already, it is not my fault, i am just going through a rough time, oh fuck, i hate being alive.. i wish i coule kms and end my misery..
>>37001791poor little stinky gyppo
>>37001774dw babes i was just heading off xoxo>>37001784okki well thnx for the lesson ig
>>37001804literally who tier newfag
Gonna go eat at some new portuguese place that apparently has really good meat. It better not be a lie.
>>37001837le cake is le liealso don't eat meat it's immoral
>>36999098my gf is gonna try teaching me smash melee ^~^
>>37001846>gftrans?
>>37001852>meleetrans
>>37001774you dont talk shit about emma who i saw in passgen triggering the hons with her pics from day ONE im big fan of how far she made it big inspirationand carol is a good girl too sometimesmono post (Real)
should i just double down and lift heavy weights hoping it will make me more mentally ill and blunt my emotions even more eventually or try to feminize myself as much as i can?i do not feel depression sadness anymore unless i think abt smth really really traumatic for me but by lifting weights and being as masc as possible i could force it back and once it hits critical levels, my brain will shut down my emotions again even more this time as a survival mechanism..
>>37001841What's immoral is not appreciating the sacrifice those animals had just to give me a good meal. God bless them>>37001846I wish I had friends to 1v1 on that cuz it's way too hard to learn it properly and then jump on online matches the experience gap is insane
>>37001852yeah lol, for some reason half of the trans girls i know are into melee and are or used to be top 10 in their country
>>37001858im gonna start playing like tmrrw once i get my gc adapter if u want we can play sometime (:
>>37001872I used to play on keyboard. It'll take me a month to get used to the controls again so idk. Though I will keep it in mindKeyboard was w macros to emulate having one of those weird boxx controllers or whatever they were called. It was absurdly hard to get used to
>>37001861hmm interesting>>37001860>I've been here since May now :<yeah exactly
>found old nudes from pre-transition>literally <2/5 of the size i was pre-transitionat least i don't have to tuck anymore LMFAO
>>37001887u can get a gamecube controller + adapter for not thaaat much moneys, its worth it, i used to play ultimate wif a gc controller and its pawsome
>>37001897Buying a specific controller for 1 game that's barely my style outside of playing w friends sounds like a really dumb idea even if I do have the money for it. Maybe whenever the next Nintendo system releases if I like the smash game there I will buy it but my switch is banned rn from doing evil misdeeds so I don't see that much of a point in it
>>37001910oo oki i get that ig, i wanna play some gc games on my wii anyways so its pretty handy for me , i thought u wanted to play melee more seriously
>>37001895nobody cares about your penis bro stop being a sex pest
>>37001919>she's a tuckceloof...
>>37001918I don't take games seriously anymore cuz it was super super bad for my mentalI meant I wanted to try it out w friends casually but the skill floor still is high enough for anyone to need time to practice to be up to standards when it comes to skill like w any other fighting gameI wish I could play those in general too lol. They're all high skill floor too and you're going to lose a LOT before it starts becoming fun if you dislike losing. And I. Hate. Losing. I basically quit them and started grinding in the gym because at least there nobody could beat me lol
>>37001958yeah melee is not a casual game sadly, the skill floor is ultra high ):
>>37001958playing competitive games with friends sucks desu because one of you will inevitably be better than the others and at that point you're either the asshole who wins all the time, or you have to let your friends win which just feels dishonestlike people can be good sports about it but i don't think anyone really enjoys playing a game just to lose every single match
>>37001977Not sadly. The game is good because of how complex it is, if people want lower skill floor the new smash games always do just fine for that>>37001980I never had much troubles with it honestly. I feel ok w losing if it's a friend since we're just playing that to pass the time and hang out together, tho I tend to prefer coop games much more for that
bf peniles...
i should get a cis bf and avoid trannies man, this shit is so exhausting
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
>>37002090i hope sheen is doing ok these days>Yes, we are here to support you.the only support mtfg offers is chaser cum tributes bestieand yeah i know it's an old copypasta but the idea of mtfg supporting someone just breaks the illusion for me. it's like noticing finger spaghetti in an ai generated picture
>pewpew
>>37002112why the gun obsession
I'm sheen, and I, just ate an apple.
>>37002131henlo sheen hope ur doing wellwhat kind of apple>>37002140>usefulfor what?
>>37002146I lied. I'm not sheen. And I didn't eat an apple.>for what?Ur asking the edgy teen murderer what do you think he's gonna say
>>37002209You're not gonna do shiiiitt
>>37002209You're supposed to cripple them dumbass
>cis woman pov vr pornanyone here need genital dysphoria
Are people really pretending to sent 4chan assassins now?
>>37002230Watch out 4 killanick
please make me happy
>>37002122Engineering and design
>>37002308
>>37002322this but unironicallythough honestly you have to give the acid something to work with, like i was already consciously trying to be more body positive before i had the trips that wiped out almost all my dysphoria
>>37002349e made my skin look pretty nice though and i stopped taking it exactly when my skin reached maximum softness, i was hondosed and skipped a lot of doses so it took like a few months...
i hate all of you, you are mean to me and offer not support whatsoever even though it is clearly that i do not have all my mental faculties intact
>>37002433>on thread full of mentally unstable trans people>is shitty towards said mentally unstable trans people>they're shitty back>"hey, you can't do that, i'm a mentally unstable trans person!"
>>37002450it is kinda funny when you put it that way
>>37002433yeah we all suck, can you leave now
>>37002470i just want to be friends with you kope, disc?>>37002477you enjoyed it, don't lie
>did you like daddys cock kitten
i'm probably one of the most stable people here these days which is a bit depressing given that i'm an autistic bitch whose bare minimum ability to function is propped up by a dozen social safety nets costing the government thousands of dollars a month>>37002498irony of ironies that you would call other trans people rapehons
>>37002433Susans place would welome you with open arms.
It's not just good meat.. it's a buffet but they deliver it to your table.. I'm fucking dying
>>37002503just look at all this hotness Caroline, i am like extremely hot>>37002520i am not into women>>37002530rapehon>>37002575kek, they would tell me that i can pass and call me honie
>>37002591congratulations. you have lifted the holy wheel. now you have but one more tree to chop
https://brasaylena.com/carta/Som1 pick desert for me I can't choose
>>37002605brownie, because i have no idea what the rest of it says and cake is for basic bitches
>>37002622That's the thing most is cake and all of it looks good
>>37002627Oh you don't know what cheesecake means??
>qottHoly fuck is it the weekend already??? I dunno, game, talk to the queer people on the other side of the screen. Creep in general threads for the drama and fun/weird takes. The usual.>>37001562Pale skin, thick dark hair in great numbers. Oh yea, upper lip felt like getting punched in the face. The laser tech was so apologetic and trying to be reassuring. Meanwhile I'm like, no, this is cathartic as fuck, give me a second and hit it again.
I'm just going for cheesecake. Can never go wrong with cheesecake. I bet it tastes better than everything else>>37002636I just told them to slowly ramp it up as sessions go. I'm very sensitive so I didn't want to end up spazzing out every time the laser hit me
>>37002649Cheesecake tastes like nibbling on a cloud straight from heaven
>>37002634what part of cake is for basic bitches do you not understand?
>>37002622Seconding this one hard. Now I want chocolate cake. ;-;>>37002650I used to be pretty much numb to pain but my sensitivity to everything has gone way up over the last year. So that kind sucks. On the other hand, its fascinating in a weird way. I think I might be a maso?
Lady that took my order now was fucking gigantic Like her hands were the size of my head or smth she must've been 6'7>>37002676I'm good with tanking pain if I can but I'm still very sensitive. I never get better in terms of sensitivity so I just learnt to tank it mentally>>37002664Brownie is basically a cake.
v edgysuper scaredpeed my daip
>>37002697>Brownie is basically a cake.ur mom has a cake
>>37002742Shits trousers furiously>>37002751I mean she does where'd you think I got mine fromUrs a whore tho
why did (((god))) have to make straight men so hot>>37002650put ur trip back on nomi
>>37002697The Ukrainian lady that does my brows is like this. Like, I'm pretty tall and I look UP at her. Then she wears heels on top of it. Gives me some very confused feels.Tanking pain is 90% a mind game anyhow. I think just being more present in my body has contributed to me being more sensitive. My skin softening up a bit has prob contributed.
>>37002799If it's abt skin softness that's probably a big part of it for me. Mine is very thin
After many mornths of being Dover I feel for a drink. It is most rellaxinf. I am going to take a walk now
>>37002858are you sure you havent been drinking already?
>>37002878I yes I just finishes it it was white great
>>37002858Are you quite alright bropai?
>>37002818It makes sense to me. Innervation of the skin is below the surface, so if there is more skin between the nerve and outside, then it'll be less sensitive. Like, poke the heel of your foot and then the bridge if your foot, there'll be a pretty significant difference.
Look at this cute little cunt>>37002980I wish you could just take smth to make you be less sensitive before laser it'd be nice
>>37002885go to bed bb.
>>37003057I'm shopsing
>>37003010Would taking a bunch of ibuprofen right before help.Also omg that's so cute look at the little juice box kitty I need it.
>>37003077why are you shopping in the bedroom?you should lie down and take a nap
>>37003078I bought it at Claire's. They're all super overpriced but this one was at 50% for 11 Eur and I had to get it. There was a bigger pusheen for 30 but thats too overpriced.>>37003097I am on a mall.
>>37003117you sent me a picture of your bedroom, you are exremely drunkyou need to lie down nowyou are feeling very tired
>>37003117Plushes are always overpriced and it kills me. My younger daughter is am absolute fiend for these things and is trying to run me broke. Plus she keeps stealing the ones I get for myself. I finally got her to stop running off with my strawberry. (For now)
>>37003138Is this gaslightung?>>37003158Strawberry plushie sounds cool. I wanna get as many food themed plushies as possible me personally and also some from the games I play whenever there's merch for those. Usually they're overpriced because of it being from a brand w relevance so you can get cheaper ones from people that do them themselves but that's a complex topic. And the chinese also make them cheap because they don't respect licenses but it might have a bit of lead mixed on the filling
Guys someone reply in hrtgen i just got my levels back
>>37003290up ur oestrogen dosage
I also got this now. He's kinda deformed, but I accept him as he is
>>37003360chris chan
>>37003369Do you have dementia?
>>37002742nothing to lose everyone gonebacks stabbed cut all ties sowhynot
>>37003290Your T is dead. Time to hold a funeral for that demon. Whoo!Your E needs to come up a bit tho. You're sitting at the low end of the range. How's your energy levels?
Laser hair removal later this morningThis is like, the 13th session for my face, and I continue to me mad about my fucking coarse black facial hair and nonexistent pain tolerance for it
is the anon that bought puts on tlt doing okay right now someone might need to check on them
I still have like 300 Eur left. I think I'll allow myself to spend around 100 more then start saving for the next Nintendo system because ik I'll want to buy it day oneAlso I need to clean up my desk.
welcom to the life of lagooner everyone, this is all this thread is all abt>>37003612can you spare some of that money, i am poor
>>37003612can you just make a laguna general so mtfg doesn't have to be flooded with your shit
>>37003683>>37003685It's not my fault I'm the only one posting anything interesting and replying to others.
>>37003683>>37003685That's what it's like to be hot young and white. You hons missed the train
>>37003699>laguna>white
i cant stop cringing at being trans. When i brought up being trans to my counsellor I had to ask if we could talk about something else because I was shaking and breaking down. I have endless looping conversations in my head where I'm trying to explain how i dont want to be trans, its not my fault, transwomen arent real women and im not insane like other transpeople. i watched a "coming out" scene from a movie yesterday and decided I'm never coming out to my parents. I'll always be an hrt boymoder. A year ago i went outside with nail polish and make up on but since then I've lost all my confidence. sorry i have no one i can vent to. ignore this
>>37003699>>37003712>laguna>hotkms hit enter too early
>>37003712Whiter than you and Larry.. yucky jews, river to the sea btw
Good morning !Lovely weather for Friday !captcha JANYHG
>>37003712أخبرني بأنني لست أبيض مرة أخرى وسأضعك في إعدام طالبان أيها الواشي
>>37003495been having some general fatigue/anaemic symptoms (not anaemic tho i got a blood test lol). had fatigue from my depression for basically my whole life though so it's hard to judge. might up from .15 to like .17 to see if i feel any different
>>37003728Too late you agreed by omission
im not gay but i want a guy to pee on me even tho i hate it wtf is wrong with me
i genuinely do not look like a jew, idk what you are seeing
>>37003779How do you of all people complain about the posting quality of anyone when this is what you post?
>>37003791that's not all that i post, i just sometimes need to vent intrusive thoughts sry at least im not chunni posting 24/7
>>37003715are you me i literally just got binders in because i can't stand the idea of people seeing me with breast buds. i don't even really want the body that much, it's mainly how i've felt mentally since i started that i like. the dysmorphia is still there, and i guess it always will be. now i feel like i'm starting to be dysphoric about my masc traits and my fem traits. i just want it to stopi feel like a tomboy enby ftm or something shit is literally ripping me into a million pieces
>>37003782It's the hair, and the nose
>>37003779why pee on you why not like just kiss you
>>37003731good morning sir
>>37003810All you talk about is, wahh I'm anxious because of a 5 minute hangout that'll happen in 3 weeks, wahh I'm too incompetent to get diy hrt so instead I just complain about not getting hormones, creepy posts about men or your father, unasked for things like the weird "peeing" post you did now and schizophrenic rants about transphobic nonsense that last hours where everyone is insulting you and the thread turns into a boss raid to see who can get you to fuck off
>>37003715I don't think anyone wants to be trans, much like no one wants to be diabetic. You feel shame about it because it's been politicized by evil people, but it's really just a medical condition. if you want to manmode forever that's fine but drop the guilt.
>>37003822im not sure which would be more uncomfortable honestlyi can't handle kissing on the lips it's a very bad thing, at least getting peed on isn't too bad unless it's like on your face then it's kinda gross, but you can just take a shower or a bath and get cleankissing on the lips feels horrible like beer and being frozen and it makes me want to cut my face off>>37003854>too incompetent to get diy hrti do not have the moneywithout insurance i can't afford shit, not everyone is rich>creepy posts about men or your fathert. harasses posters for bob and vagene
>>37003715>Ignore thisNo, I don't think I will.Sounds like you have some internal biases to tackle. Deep breaths.>>37003760That's kinda how I felt when we were still adjusting my doses. Your body doesn't like its hormone levels being out of whack. I get super fatigued if I fuck up and let me levels get too low. Yea, the numbers don't lie as is, but adjust up for sure.
>>37003880I'm just saying if I had big tits I'd feel high praise if someone asked me to show themThe cis girls I hang out irl do it often w whoever got a ba most recently lol
>>37003898sexual harassment isn't ok even if you think you would like it
if you do not look like a girl or relatively like a girl pre hrt, you should transition bc hrt does not do anything anyway and you are just wasting money and annoying doctors>>37003880>paige on testpost hard cock and cum on a table paige
>>37003898you are a predator
>>37003911You post ur ass and you fucking toilets unprovoked and ur lecturing me on trying 2 up people for clarifying I view them as attractive? Kek
>>37003915you shouldn't transition*
>>37003835hello beloved friend I hope you are doing well today so farGonna go see Alien Romulus again this evening if all goes to plan>>37003880every once in a while I remember how you lost your virginity like YEARS before your first kiss and feel sadKissing to me is the overall best ig “activity” when it comes to physical intimacy aside from simply being physically proximate / touching or rather kissing is the best version of this imoHope you can overcome your neuroses>>37003866A+ post
>>37003918U got me
>>37003936>every once in a while I remember how you lost your virginity like YEARS before your first kiss and feel sadha yeah :(>Kissing to me is the overall best ig “activity” when it comes to physical intimacy aside from simply being physically proximate / touching or rather kissing is the best version of this imoi like kissing other parts of a guy even his jaw or cheek or whatever but the lips makes me have terrible feelings>Hope you can overcome your neurosesthat's the dreem lol cud???
>>37003880Is your mother taking your disability check and withholding the meager $30 it would cost to order some pills to bridge the gap until you can find a pharmacy with estradiol depot?
I gotta say, Janny is pretty based
>>37003728we all make icky mistakes
>>37003971i give her most of the disability money each month, and i get the check at the end of the month so i haven't had any money to be able to get (((diy))) hrt anywayplus idk buying meds from some shady fuck on the internet is just so risky it sounds dumb as shit to even consider itmy doctor said she was going to change the script to something else so i could get a refill of that instead, so if that doesn't work out i'll ask her about ordering from a third party source but until then there's nothing i can do
>>37003964>cud???yeh I think a like normally paced relationship w a guy within 10 years of your age who acts like a normal man and buys you flowers, takes you to dinner, spends time w you like a normal bf would help tremendously
>>37003992Your mother would agree
how can i lose weight fast?how can i fix my life fast?
>>37003997diy isn't shady, I used it for years without issue because I didn't want to deal with the (((medical system))). If you need some help with money for hrt all you gotta do is ask, I'm sure someone would send you some crypto.
>>37003992You're the expert, I won't argue.
>>37004083i am genuinely considering doing smth illegal and going to prison for a bed and food
>>37004083Hard reset
>>37004102this won't help>>37004083eat your biggest meal early in the day, it'll fill you up so you can go as long as possible without eating again, then eat a second meal once you actually feel hungry (not bored).eliminate snacks. if you maintain a 1k/day deficit you should lose 1-2kg a week
>>37004136>1k/day deficitI think that is called a "eating disorder"
>>37004136>1k/day deficitfiguring out what your BMR is necessary, there are calculators for that.
>>37004098kys
>>37003782Iunno man I tend to be pretty raceblind but like...Yknow
>>37004171Not quite brave enough when the time was right, not quite sad enough nowadays unfortunately.
>>37004151as long as you stay over 800kcal per day it's not considered VLCD/crash diet and shud b a fine pace.
>>37004136thanks a lot, yes that won't help but if i am pressured into a corner what i am supposed to even do, i get anxious and do dumb stuff>>37004151>>370041691k deficit a day is a bit aggressive but not that much.. def not eating disorder..
>>370041511k deficit is the upper end of healthy dieting, it's not disordered behaviour on its own
>>37004214That is unhealthy. I ate like that and less and it lead to horrid issues. You need to eat well and work out.>>37004218It's absurd. I've never even seen anyone do that other than me much less advice it, people recommend around 1.2k cals for any adult so you'd be eating like, 200?, 400 maybe? I've eaten 500 cals a day and had to go to er over it and passed out many times while outside. Don't do that. If you want to do something big do fasting by eating once in the morning then getting a 24-48+ hour fast while being careful to eat well and enough.
>>37004214Moving the goalposts, I see?1200
>>370042421.2k is not BMR for the vast majority of adults lol
>>37004203then why anonposts at me
>>37004259I think it's basically the minimum recommended for most people.
>>37004271I can't tell anons apart, we just have some magnetic thing that accidentally draws us together.
I'd be eating like 700 cals a day at a 1k deficit. That sounds like a horrid idea for anyone specially if sustained long term
>>370042831.2k would roughly be a 1k deficit for an overweight average height amab adult
>>37004283No, it's a meme pushed by anamodersIt has never been medically sound/recommended
>>37004242vlcd is unhealthy when done without medical supervision for extended periods of time (>4 weeks). lcd so like 1-1.2kcal/day is perfectly fine and normal if you eat healthy and get all your nutrients. working out is not really considered helpful for losing weight but it is good for you yeh so u shud do it for that reason.>people recommend around 1.2k cals for any adult standard daily intake is around 2000kcal so 1k deficit would be around 1k intake. if you're tall, overweight or physically active it's likely more than 2k.
>>37004320>>37004321When I say minimum recommended I mean it's bad but if you go lower you start fucking your body up severely. And it's based on being a normal healthy adult
>>370043242000kcal a day was pulled out of basically nowhere after a series of self-reported surveys from people in the 70s
stfu everyone people have starved for even a week or more at a time for thousands of years, they used to go days without eating just to eat more one day when they got lucky, fasting is normal faggots
>>37004324>working out is not really considered helpful for losing weightIt is specially cardio. Doing muscle related things helps too since muscles will need calories to grow so calories will be spent repairing them instead of turning into fat.
>>37004317yeah because youre severely underweight retard, you shouldnt be eating a deficit
>>37004347Being skinny won't fix.... all of that. If I was you I'd just live as hedonistically as possible to numb the pain. If you think about it being cute is kind of a curse since you have something to lose if you die early...
>>37004360I'm at 23-24 bmi. That is literally nearing being overweight. What are you on?
>>37004347this is true. my longest fast was 8 days
>>37004366It's 2024, these days you're skinny up to including looking like lizzo
>>37004371Why would anyone do this? I'm assuming it wasn't on purpose>>37004374That's for american standards.
Those Who Stab Backs
>>37004388God's country o7
>>36999098play deadlock as best girl
>>37004365i cannot feel sad, depressed or pain most of time, i genuinely do not suffer, i am low energy and i feel sluggish bc i am fat and i want higher energy, when i am skinner i am higher energy and i feel physically better, being as ugly as i am frees me in a way bc it does not matter at all what i do to change my looks anyway, i try to live hedonistically bc i have no other reason to live anyway but i still want to be healthy..
>>37004342i thought it was based on average height, activity level and weight person. looks like the guidelines have been updated to around 1600-1800 now. probably a safe bet with how much of an epidemic obesity is.>>37004350it has negligible effect on kcal in/kcal out which is the only determining factor on weight loss. if you're physically active or fit yes your bmr is higher, your cv health is better etc. but that stuff builds slowly if you're on kcal deficit to begin with and your body is burning tissue, not building new tissue.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3zkjOr__UY>>37004400they wont give me an invite :((
>>37004400What the actual fuck is that image?
>>37004407Understand, carry on ship mate.
I'd totally play ff14 if it wasn't for it costing 120+ per year after the cost of buying it and all expansions. Not to be a fag but the game updates WAY less than most live services and all of those cost way less with 0 cost of entry. Idgi. If the sub was 5 eur I'd be ok w it, 60 a year is acceptable, but 120 is a bit much
>>37004481They have free holidays and events so it events out a little compared to other live service that have a 10 dollar charge for them and a ton of fomo
>>37004512Other games like gw2 or warframe have way better monetization gw2 has no sub so you just buy the game and get it permanently, warframe lets you get everything for free and if you want to speed up the grind you pay, both are way better than pay for the game + pay for the sub while there's still a lot of pay 2 skip grind on the store and many many cosmetics locked behind a paywall
>>37004535You can't be a cute anime cat girl or a pedo enticing child in those games though.
>>37004560
>>37004576The human condition
>>37003782jew name, i imagine jew face (or that christian cucumber)not even trying to /pol/ here
Almost 150 a year plus 35 for buying the new expansion. Yeah I think I'm not playing it
mornin
>>37004667Naz dear sweet summer child what happened to that roll?Also gm, girl dinner etc.
>>37004652
>>37004679looks a lil wonkbut it's better than the joints I roll myself lmao
matcha
>>37004388this was when I started a vegetarian diet so it was like an induction, I also wanted to lose some weight
happy to report my revision VFS today went well!!! still blasted on painkillers cuddling my dog in bedlooks like laguna and kat have finally started to shut up toomight be more happy about that than my surgery tbhon!
>>37004783>blasted on painkillersgiwtwm
Those Who Rub Backs
>>37004774looks yum
MY NAIL IS CHIPPED NOT EVEN 12 HOURS IS BECAUSE AM SO MALEBRAINED AM KILLING MYSELF
>>37004806Over
>>37004815if god wanted me to be a woman he wouldn’t chip my nails
>>37004826Having your nails done makes you more of a woman that 99% of this general
>>37004826God isn't overseeing your life mef, you're just not that important.
>>37004842god personally gave me this life as punishment for past life sins he told me
>>37004854why do you obey god by suffering, seems like submissive behavior to me.
no such thing as “past life”
Greetings /mtfg/, I have a problem where I am too talkative with my mtf gf, and only her. Never been this conversational with any other person in the world. I am ftm and worried it makes me not seem as manly and strong as I would like to appear for her. I chat with her about how her day went, games, my job, our hobbies, and ask to do things together. She usually replies with a few words or just gestures physically. I've asked her if she would like for me to be less chatty, though she told me she finds me talking normally and wishes I would talk more. The issue is that with her friends and family, I find her very outgoing and constantly talking and engaging with them, which I am unable to do, so I can't blame it on her personality. Is this a turn off for mtfs? This is my first ever relationship so I am not sure how it goes normally.
>>37004874he made me i have no control he’s the boss jesus has always held my wheel
Imo there was a past life, a real one we don't remember and we are all being punished for whatever we did, aka this is hell and the happy beautiful rich people here are demons ensuring we suffer or maybe this is their heaven I haven't decided fully.
>>37004783good to hear hope the recovery goes well. ty for pointing me towards the voice stuff if they are to be believed i wasn't doing as poorly as i thought i was.>>37004774looks great.
>>37004400i havent played in a couple months bc i forgot how to enjoy my hobbies but is it still fun? i LOVED the character design sm like haze, paradox, and wraiththey are goals honestly
>>37004897so may i introduce u to this little thing called gnosticism? if god is real, then we are surely in hell
>>37004917I agree, or she's like a cthulhu space monster that gets off on our suffering
>>37004939everyday i wake i pray that one day saturn's cruel grip will be overthrown
>>37004917>hellit's an imperfect world where we can experience both good and bad. sometimes it's heaven, other times it's hell.
>>37004981The rare delicious happy moment is just so we always remember how badly we are suffering most of the time, so we don't grow numb to it.
>>37004981that's very true, there is duality in this world, which is why it is hell in my opinion. i think if hell was real then the conceptions we would have of what constitutes "hell" in our world would not line up with what it actually was.if everyone knew they were in hell, it wouldn't be as cruel. animals only know base suffering. humans are different because we can abstract our suffering to such a higher degree. wouldn't it be more effective to torture that part of the soul, rather than the base form?none of it matters anyway because we are just electronic meatsacks, but it's fun to schizopost sometimes
>>37005038>>37005042I had the same thought the other day. If suffering is constant and normal we become indifferent to it, but if we experience periods of happiness then we can suffer loss. The lowest lows can only occur through falling from great highs.
>>37005122wow ur so deep lol really putting that degree to use fucking kek
>>37005122Yes exactly, God is a bpd woman giving us the hot a cold treatment.
>>37004757Fair, I'm just a perfectionist caus my old stoner mates were super competitive at everything and it was like th onlt thing I had over anyone else
>>37005122exactly - also consider that this world is imperfect. only an imperfect creator could make an imperfect world.it would make sense that our creator is bound to the same base forms of desire that we are. think how humans torture other humans. targeting emotional and mental weakness is more damaging than barbaric physical mutilation/sufferingif a creator exists, it is likely that this is also its own version of hell. cursed to only be able to create a false shadow of true creation
>>37005129it wasn't a liberal arts degree so please don't expect much from me
>>37005161making good rolls is fun. i was happy when my gfs dad who's an old school weed enjoyer asked if i could roll him one instead of doing it himself or having one of his kids roll it.
>>37005230Yeah I was proud when my sis said my rolls just about make the grade, she doesn't smoke weed anymore she's just a perfectionist, her nail art is incredible too I wish I didn't have shitty shaking hands all the time
>>37004903yeah its still great, it still looks like ass but it is a closed gameplay test still so i cant complain
>>37005334u inspired me to patch it since i remember it being a lot of fun ty fren
I never play cbts nor open beta tests specially if there's an acc wipe. Why progress when I'm getting it removed plus the game is worse than it'll be later? Second part goes to early access games, which I also avoid
alri big lad
>>37005350have fun fren
>>37005439All of your images are extremely creepy.
>>37005439rastamon
wut draw?prompt a bish pls
>>37005471>>37005485thanks i draw them myself>>37005499a skeleton smoking a big cigarette
>>37005506Let me guess. You're an old transbian with a mildly popular art twitter that mostly spends time doing drugs and hanging out with trans friends.
>>37005205isn't film liberal arts?
>>37005513im a youngshit that has no form of social interaction other than 4chan i just draw to pass the time
>>37005544And why do you draw creepy sexual things. Like lizards getting glued on a fake dick and shit like that. It's weird and creepy. I smell mental illness and I do not like it
i think im going to get a tortoise instead of a turtle
i want to draw something that makes me feel good about my artistic abilities
>>37005588Gross.
>>37005622>>37005622>>37005622>>37005622new bread
>>37005471I like em
>>37005400Fatcat
