Prev: >>37036786Qott: What's your favorite videogame/videogame series?▶Info:What to do if I am questioning my gender? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo1What is Gender Dysphoria? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo2▶Hormones:HRT Information: https://rentry.org/mtfghrtFor additional HRT information, please visit >>>/lgbt/hrtgen▶Style/Passing:Fashion Guides (Videos): https://rentry.org/mtfgfashionBasic Skincare and Makeup: https://rentry.org/mtfgskinmakeupI'm tall! Where can I find clothes that fit?: https://rentry.org/mtfgclothesVoice Videos/Training: https://rentry.org/mtfgvoice▶Misc:Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrain▶MTF Timelineshttps://catbox.moe/c/afyn1t
okay but how do i KNOW if i'm trans?
>>37044322Are you a male or a female
>>37044337male
>>37044345I didn't mean biologically btw. I mean like how do you feel you are. What do you mentally identify yourself as
>QOOT:The Pokemon Mystery Dungeon series
>>37044360i feel male because i am, that's biology. i'm fine with being male but i guess i don't feel strongly about being a man. but i have fetishes and whatnot on top of that causing confusion about what i should do.
>>37044385Do not transition because of fetishes. Thanks
>cis girls dating profiles: "ugggh dont send me dick pics silly boys eww">same girls pics: endless pictures of her disgusting roast beef pussy???
>>37044408Where does this happen?
>>37044418Anons dreams
>>37044418pornhub, fetlife, etc
>>37044397but how do i know if it's a fetish or real?
>>37044460Do you have any kind of mental deficiency>>37044462Considering you feel like and are okay with being a male and only even considered something else happening because of what weird porn you jerk off to it should be pretty obvious
>>37044462if you could wake up a girl but be basically asexual and not have any sexual feelings again would you?
>>37044457Checked >>37044460Pornhub has dating profiles?
>>37044477>Do you have any kind of mental deficiencyyes im trans
>>37044491
>>37044481no but that's not really a fair comparison since that's a multifactor thing>>37044477maybe i don't know what "feels like" being a male is then. could be how i was raised and the knowledge i had at different ages, i didn't know any better or different when i was younger. but sex and sexuality is important in gender, no? there must be a link
>>37043321No no, I'm gym webm anonBut thank you for the birthday wishes>>37043293Nope. I'm a weak lil chonker compared to actually strong lifters in my weight class
Why can I drink like 5 liters of water in less than an hour and still be thirsty. I'm actually going to give myself water poisoning if I keep drinking like this
>>37044709Electrolyte imbalance?
>>37044709diabetes?
>>37044740Would adding some lemon and salt help? I think I might do that>>37044760Don't really think that's a possibility. Does being unable to handle unhealthy food mean I have it? I had an ice cream and my stomach still hurts from it
>>37044782Unironically, maybeDo you still use Spiro/aldactone?
>>37044813I take cypro every other day basically
>>37044306>Qott: What's your favorite videogame/videogame series?>Video Game: Death Stranding. There's something about it that keeps me coming back. It got me through a really hard time last year, kept my head straight. There's no time to be sad, there's packages to deliver. There's no time to fall back into your old ways, you have a fetus to take care of. The world needs you, Sam Porter-Bridges. I was so obsessed with the game, I almost legally changed my surname to "Porter-Bridges" when I went through that process. I kind of wish I still did it.>Series: Resident EvilIt was the first series I got really into when I was a kid. Lonely nights playing as a lonely protagonist in a world full of danger. Something about it just felt right. The controls, the inventory system, the characters, the goofy 80s movie-like story. It was all perfect. I also have a soft-spot for horror games in general, but I guess RE is "the one" I'd call a favorite, despite liking other games more.Honorable Mentions: Metal Gear, Silent Hill, VtMB, Cyberpunk 2077 and Alan Wake.Although, I really wish there were more games in a cyberpunk setting that actually, like, *know* what a cyberpunk setting is. It seems like most "cyberpunk" games are just futuristic shooters with a neon aesthetic and completely ignore the themes that surround cyberpunk.
Hidden frog>>37044831I think the best videogame aesthetic is probably like apocalyptic type stuff, specially if it's like dreamy empty magic wasteland type thing like blue reflection did. It's so cool to have like a magical space based on the stories and memories of people that are super colorful and detail yet erratic and in the middle of an empty world. I rlly gotta finish that game one day but man did losing a 20 hour save in that game demotivate those intentionsI like how final fantasy and xenoblade games look a lot too and cartoonish ones like genshin are nice on the eyes
what are some good minceraft texture packs for 1.20, might try a couple others but im having trouble not going crosseyed looking through them
>>37044894ouai
are brain cysts from cypro real or is it a meme?
>>37045041Listen to me for 2 minutes and you'll figure the answer fast (That only happens if you take too much cypro and long term)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mc4kemvDd4M>>37044902>ouaiidk what that means>>37045041real
>>37045067I am definitely worse>>37045069shit
>>37045069yeh
>>37044831i wanna finish ds, i started it forever ago; i felt as though i liked the idea of it and the art direction more than the actual thing, but maybe that changed with timethe licensed music was nicehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnrGMHhnqrwalso something was strangely beautiful about yelling>I'm sam!!while scaling a rough hill with noone around for miles lol
Someday the process of transitioning is going to be painful and agonizing. You'll be in a state of constant pain as your bones shift into a female bone structure and a wretching sensation of being "kicked in the balls" as your dick and balls implode back into your body to, almost magically, transform into full-functioning female genitalia. This is not a quick process, you'll be in this constant pain for, likely, several months.>Constantly sweating and short of breath>Hunched over and holding your groin that, again, is feel like you're being kicked hard in the nuts>Trying to compose yourself and get through your everyday life>"Heh... nobody can tell I'm transitioning! I'm such a boymoder!"
>>37045084Yeah just take like 12? was it 12 11 whatever mg it's recommended and not more than it and you'll be fineI take it scarcely here and there since my estrogen comes w aa by default just to be sure there's 0 t or dht and take extra when I'm on prog
>>37045125>You'll be in a state of constant pain as your bones shift into a female bone structurereddithons don't really believe this shit do they
>>37045125So the animorphs version of transitioning, but spread out over a long ass time? Fuck it, gimme
>>37044654What I did today whee>these are in lbsMust kms if I don't get stronger eventually lol
how malebrained i am according to these? im also stempilled and greatly attracted to old doctors/academicians. people say im fujoshibrained/childish, do i just rope or is there any hope for me
>>37045397what are they
>>37045397The brit one from HSR whatever his name is has the funniest ult ever I couldn't help but laugh a little anytime I used it
>>37045404people im attracted to
>>37045414>only 1/3 are non-fictional menmeta attraction
>>37045414>>37045449Please don't listen to pooge anon he's retarded
god damn the straight heterosexual catholic man booked it as fast as humanly possible for a taste of cock. lol whew who called it? oh yeah I did.
>>37045414i only know one of them, kaworuthere looks like there's some gatcha shit, and also a brown person. 1/10 taste
Brown fictional characters from gachas make my mouth salivate
And btw, he calls himself a detransitioner and a gay boy Mike, you cocksucker faggot fake mother fucker.
>>37044831shadowrun snes is peak cyberpunk
where is god? why does god not answer my orayers?
>>37045721gods chillen its just that youve asked for ffs too many times and at this point he or she got tired of it. ive also been given a cease and desist on their behalf so its time to stop
>>37044654do we share the same birthday?happy birthday anon
>>37045737my grandma has cancer and is dying in great pain, i want her to stop hurting, idc abt ffs
calm down mimic, you're less convincing when you over do it.
>qottthe legend of zeldamm is the best game ever madeand spirit tracks is my go to comfort game alttp, albw, awakening, and tp all mean more to me than can be expressed
>>37045768thought and prayers
>>37045704You spelled shadowrun on the Sega genesis wrong
>>37045768you kinda do have that effect on people
>>37045752Happy birthday fellow Virgo/Leo cusp!
furiously googling "can i sue someone for saying true things about me on 4chan?!" lmao little toad
>>37045857based>>37045866ty :>>Leo cuspidk what this means but my mom a leo so cool
>>37045883obsessed
i only lied abt that grandma thing bc i was feeling guilty and scummy so not bc it was believable, i just want to get rid of my empathy and guilt bc i feel too much, and once i do an action that makes me feel guilty, the guilt lowers/kinda disappears a bit if i do it next time idk, i just want to become stronger bc i am too weak emotional and empathetic kind and i hate people taking advantage of my goodness
>>37045915It's so relievingTo know that you're leavingAs soon as you get paidIt's so relaxingTo hear that you're askingWhenever you get your wayIt's so soothingTo know that you'll sue meStarting to sound the same
I'm being harassed! Stalked even! Lol
>>37045889This is getting weird because my mom is also a LeoDad is a VirgoCusp means that our birthday is on the couple of days at the edge of Leo and Virgo
https://open.spotify.com/track/58yuFWA2sd63pW9i4Jy7fCI'm grooving, chilling even
>>37046005kek!my dad is also a virgohe turned 50 not long agowhere's I'm almost a quarter century old now
>>37044878>20 hoursIt seems like you stopped right before the game gets addictive. I suggest trying it again. It's a very underappreciated game, I look forward to the sequel although I don't own a PS5.>>37045101The soundtrack alone is worth the price of admission. It all works so well with the game.>>37045704Shadowrun... I have such mixed feelings about the series. I love cyberpunk, I don't like fantasy. Blended together makes me feel strange when I play it, that's just a me thing however. I do like how the world is a perfect cyberpunk setting but I got really dissinterested in SR: Dragonfall when I found out the main plot was "Stop the big bad dragon"
>>37046020o waiti dont know the signs as well as I thoughtbot my parents are leo
>>37046049Ma'am I was talking about another game named blue reflection.. the sequel for that one released years ago
>>37046066>Ma'am I was talking about another game named blue reflection.. the sequel for that one released years agoI misread, sorry.
Hi mtfg how do I not fumble a goth baddie? I thought she was feeling me but I don’t talk to cis women and have no idea how to flirt or do anything other than anxiously talk to them.
>>37046101just b urself
>>37046101earn the trust of a raven, the bird I mean, I mean the flying animal
>>37046071Yeah. It's a pretty unpopular jrpg about magical girls and stuff that's just rlly slow and cozy and about character building and such over anything else. It's mostly known for being female only and having romance between girls that's rarely sexual unlike in most games that have it as a main focus. And then they made a gacha game where every single girl became straight and the main character is a isekai type guy that sorta "enslaves" the girls and everyone loves. Was so funny to see the game not even last a year, though I doubt they'll have the balls to try to make another game in that series anymore
>>37046049I love that shadowrun lore is just like "yeah dragons are real and one of them used his hoard to buy controlling stake in a megacorp and i. Now basically infinitely wealthy>>37046059>>37046020Both of my folks are in their early 60s, nowWhat's similarly weird my best friend has the same birthday as my dad. He's also the only straight cis dude I know that has never done anything fucked up, and is just a wholesome guy through and through. Named me godmom to his kids
>>37046119I don’t know where I’d find one of those and I don’t think it would make me anxious in the same way a pretty woman does>>37046105Myself is anxious and not flirty at all
>>37046139dye your hair black then
>>37046139You have to give her contacts to me, then after I date her, marry her for 5 years and have a calm divorce I'll teach you what she likes and how she likes to get talked to. This plan is infallible anon, I'm really looking out for you here.
You're so normal
when the ashes are two, a flame alighted
>>37045397very malebrained and incel brained
When the loafs are two, a sandwich arriveth
>>37045125sounds basedim in
Just realized he's permanently carrying the coffin he wants to put her in and uses it as a weapon and shieldIncredibly based
>>37046398who dat
>>37046415Heathcliff from limbus company, specifically the one from an universe where he loses it after getting betrayed by his partner and gains an e.g.o. weapon n fit due to it (lorewise it's stuff you get during extreme mental torture if you break through the pain and get a goal you want to pursue and such, his being revenge on everyone that betrayed him)Its based on wuthering heights which is also a good read
>>37046442the fuck is wuthering heights? ois that that one song by the lady?anyways i dont kerhows the weather over there+ is it fanciful?
>>37046479Who's believing this shit? Lmao. You need a new act John, 50
>>37046479the ladythe ladyKATE BUSHTHE GOAT
>>37046479Well I'm sweating at 2 am so it's not that great
You ever be talking to someone and they kinda accidentally show they're bpd and unstable and you get a wave of fear and fight or flight triggering instantly? well I just did.
>>37046576are you talking about real people or fictional characters?
>>37046576mimic is an interesting character
>>37046576No, because my best sibling has worked really hard with their therapist and now barely meets the diagnostic criterion for their BPDBut you and I have different traumasFor me my triggers are stuff like someone complaining I chew too loudly inside my mouth(mouth closed, I don't open mouth chew), or other things an abusive boss used to do to me when I lived in their gym
>>37046617Real>>37046644Uh who?>>37046653I'm not talking about anyone on the board. Lol
>>37046505aww crepuscular you never cease to amaze me
>>37046682I thought you were sharing your trigger moment, and so I shared mineSorry if I misunderstood
>>37046682one of the anons
>>37046685Idk what that isCurrently pondering if I should bother to try again to stay awake all day to fix my sleep schedule even though I know it won't work or just live with sleeping at 4 am like I'm predicting I will>>37046732Ah. I'm half asleep and barely read it lol, sorryI get your issue, this is based on trauma and such and everyone gets different triggers
https://youtube.com/watch?v=EoIKy5vprXM
>>37046576yeah, the girl I recently ended things with blew up on me for not leaving my friends to drive over to her city to drive her to the expensive grocery store for the expensive gummy worms. Nothing else. Just gummy worms.she blew up on me when I suggested walking down to the 7-11 near her, which is like a 5 minute walk, instead of abandoning my friends and driving out 30+ minutes and saying weird shit like "I guess your friends, gas and time are more important than helping me..." (again, this "help" is getting her gummy worms. Not grocery shopping. Gummy worms.)instantly checked out in that moment. Any other occasion I probably would have said yes but the entitlement and guilt tripping really tipped me over the edge. When I eventually got to her place *after* the hangout she chewed me out for an hour and the word "gummy worms" came up so much I couldn't stop cringing because this 23 year old woman is literally yelling at me over gummy worms and she seriously couldn't see how absurd it was to cause such a ruckus over literal gummy wormsAgain this is a woman who dropped out of college, lives off her rich parents money, refuses to get a job ordering me around and reprimanding me for not getting to her before the store closed so she could get her specific gummy worms and she seriously didn't see how ridiculous it was especially considering the bagged gummies are damn near the same if you don't have a golden trust-fund stick up your ass.To top it all off, she *still* kicked me out of her place that night so I just felt stupid for even wasting my energy trying to reason with someone who didn't want to be reasoned withLike I'm a very forgiving woman and forgave her for many, many, maaaaaany other things but something about being treated like shit over having friends and opting to not drive all the way for a half lb of gummy worms that she probably wasn't even going to share anyway.
i love green energy :)
>>37045752?its your birthday? happy birthday!! : )>>37044654hapy birthday to you also, strong anon
>>37046805That's actually fucking insane lol. At this point I've learnt I'd rather just bother to understand many people of that type can't be helped by anyone but themselves, and they probably won't even try, so I'd rather just keep a distance and vanish if things get badI used to just stay there regardless of the harm but I've done enough of that and I'd rather just live with having abandoned someone than making myself even more mentally ill for no actual reasonHope that happening maybe made you learn a little about how to figure those kinds of people out n that u get a better partner whenever>>37046807Blobbbyyy paige is being a Nazi again
>>37046853you take care of it
>>37046882I'm reformed though I can't do anything bad
i miss when transwomen would post in mtfgat least motoko and quork showed up
>>37046908you scared them all off with ur chud energy
May the god of self control bless me
>>37046805>23 year oldwhile that's way too old to be acting like that, i think you mentioned they grew up rich? i feel like that degree of entitlement is to be expected from someone like that>especially considering the bagged gummies are damn near the same if you don't have a golden trust-fund stick up your ass.oh holy shit it was literally just normal gummies? not even like cbd/thc gummies to help with anxiety or pain or somethingLMAOyeahh maybe staying friends with her isn't worth the energy
>>37046916t. chudthread died due to drama, gatcha, larry, discord, etcon the list of things, im like number seven or eight at the highest and even then only bc of gender critical views that others don't like
>>37046836it is :)thank youI'm 24 nowbeen a regular in this thread since I was 19kinda wild
>>37046950>no uepic, owned.you were the nail in the coffin
>>37046904lies
>>37046960i've been here for longer than most other posters :(
>>37046964I'm trying my best out here
>>37046968Fuck of nomi
>>37046980lies
>>37046989of p!!
>>37046989Nope. Haven't even said a slur today. That's high standards to hold me up to on 4chan
mimic i didnt mean it ill take testosterone for you and jack off infront of you while you schizopost about your sticky flaccid girlpenis on your 60th birthday just love me pls mimic
>>37046930>oh holy shit it was literally just normal gummies? not even like cbd/thc gummies to help with anxiety or pain or somethingyeah no, that's why it upset me so much. She was acting this way over candy snacks.
ok dopanime obtained later bitches
If you think youre mental illness is bad, always rember, you didnt break up over gummy worm
>>37046952nice sick! hope youre having (or had) a nice dayill actually be turning 24 too next month>been a regular in this thread since I was 19wowzersthats a lot of thread
>>37047182>been a regular in this thread since I was 19same but im 30it is overtfw was on /cd/ before then even
>want to take a bath>mum has another friend visiting>can't take a bath while they're herereeeeeeeee im going to go insane
maaaiiqqqq
>>37047284he's not here right now, would u like to leave a message?
>>37047297tell him i miss him
>>37047319https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTsvfkAriLg
lol its kind of wild how my tranny doctor is basically withholding hormone tests from me atp
>>37047360Never trust endos
>>37047360this is why you need orchi asap
>>37047414ig. i do want an orchi but my t levels are probably fine, i just want to see them before i half my dose
>>37047297Tell him he's a faggot
>>37047360cant your gp order them for you
>>37047491i sent him a message a few weeks ago but never got a responseill ask him again though
Indeed I am going to fall asleep at 4 am.I pray to the lord so that he may fix my sleep schedule
forgot why to keep going again might ngmi
>>37047478Follow me. The queen of mtfg and just get your balls cut off lol
>>37047706how much did it cost
>>37047724My copay after insurance was $400.
>>37047543https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfVMpD0fWtU
i wish i was a girl
https://youtube.com/watch?v=638I1cECy18
>>37047182I always assumed you were older than me>fellow 2000's babynice
>>37047775but you already are silly!
I've started drinking again after trying to quit :D let's hope I don't try to kill myself again
>>37047791im a man
>>37047788lol imagine being
more shit dodoelsreally rough sketches tho so it's ok for it to be shite bc i wasn't trying>>37047706don't even joke ab being queen, we all know it's haato n ufufu
also did doodles of insignia/crest ideas i've hadreused and old doodle sheet bc it was in reach and i didn't have to get up to use it
>>37047849um emo... i thiink thats a penus
>>37047882OH NO IT DOES LOOK LIKE A PENISFUCKalos dis peege, emo is a far afar far better artist than i am
I feel bad about detransitioning but it really was for the best.
>>37047892oh thats explains much morepost toilet pic again please. i ask with pure intentions.
>>37047849Isn't Hayato a guy?
>>37047924haatomaybe im mispelling her trip since it's been ages but im p sure it was haatonot frytato
>>37047936Gotcha. I read it as Hayato which is my own fault.Does Hayato even still post here?
for anyone wondering I will be playing white scars when the new space marine 2 game comes out
>>37047964who cares
>mother goes out for dinner w her friend>it's 2300>still not backworried
>>37048117Does she have a phone?
>>37048134yeah but i don't want to bother her
>>37048143pssh lol you can't send your mom a text?. My family does that all the time, just to say hey are you ok
>>37048156oke now i texted her and she's not responding so now im more worriedthis was a bad idea
>>37048189Do you know which restaurant she went to? You could try calling there. Or maybe she went to het friend's house?
>>37045397>wilsonyou rule
wait what the fuck nevermind you have foreman on there fuck that shit that guy was always really frustrating
>>37048270she just got homei called her and she was just pulling onto our roadturns out she and her friend (an old coworker) had gone drinking after dinner and on the way back drove through a cop checkpoint and got scolded by an officer bc they could've hit himthey were lucky he didn't breathalyze my mumi thought ppl were supposed to slow down when they got older but my mum is almost 70 and still out drinking and listening to music and running checkpointsmore action than i've seen in years and im less than half her age
>>37048380kek, u probably keep her young
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5OVJw45fCAi like this album because the girl on the cover has a gun .
>>37048405im sure it's the opposite lol, but it's better than if she was one of those lumpy old people who wastes away into daytime news programs and crosswords
ugh anyway now i can finally go to fucking sleep
>>37047724the cost is priceless when u get it for the opps
>>37047505One of those yearning type nights eh? Maybe try to email her again.
I just wanted to be a farmer
>>37048628im on day 2 of my first year of fall
>>37048628what would you grow
>>37048663don't forget to fish>>37048675whatever is marketable
>>37048675yams bok choy pumpkins corn wheat sunflowers amaranth broccoli cranberries eggplants
>>37048730cranberries are hard work
>>37048745Don't they only grow in New England ?
Gonna get a manicure on Friday, what color should I do for my nails? Last time I did a soft lime green.
>>37048790that used to be the case not sure if it still is i think they grow a lot in the pnw
>>37047374this but trust the internet retards who don't even know what a hormone is!
>>37044306i wanna kill my gf and then myself ngl wholesome
real agp hours boys
>>37050000big
>>37050011true
I need motivation to keep cleaning and organizing my rooms even on 4 hours of sleep
i feel like i’m scared to be around cis women because when i was a teenager i would always try to make friends with all the girls i thought were cool and they just wanted to have sex with me or coerce me into sending them dick picks. i feel like ill never be socially female because im traumatized by it and i dont want any women to think im trying to get with them when i just think they would be fun to hang out with
https://youtu.be/zrkUiCugQDE?si=pP4hehyMPUco_ARb
https://youtu.be/FQUFBkYmc6U?si=GhIOr0RTFsix0EMF
>>37050170cis women have been either sweet or subtly hostile towards me. I wasn't socialized so I don't really know how to respond. I feel like an alien.
What do trans women think about Blanchard doing music?Blanchard is a musician too.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=j-iZokcuNXM
>>37050344are wind instruments agp or hsts?
>>37050344damnmaybe blanchard should stick to the arts :|
>>37050379phallic imageryhsts
>>37050336i’ve met a few really lovely cis women recently but i just have a guard up and i have a hard time being my usual cheery self a lot of the time and am just a meek autist which feels like a mask compared to my usual self
>>37044306my favourite video game is between cave story and class of 09 series
>>37050344It’s like george bush taking up painting i guess. Good on him for finding a hobby but i dont fucking care
>>37050420>cave storygood taste
>>37050420>class of 09 seriesshit taste
>>370443064CHAN HELP ME NOWJUST HAD A 500 MG EDIBLE AND FEEL LIKE i'm oding, i have a super low tartarus but evem still i meed help pls help cab'r breath it wasn't laxed i'm just that whute girl wasted. wish i had someone holding me right now but the guy i was smoking told me i'm acting like a child and now all alone in apartemnt so saddddd need help i been hallucinating and shit helppppp fuckkk inneed some sdvice what should i do head hurts!!!!!
>>37050492THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING THEY'RE COMING
>>37050507heh
>>37050507stop i laughed loud as hell wtf i'm makjng yoo much noise :((((
>>37050514Just take a nap. Close eyes and think of nice things. Since ur high it should happen easily no? Idk I don't do drugs
>>37050492MY LEGS ARE turning PURPLE WTF HEY HEY HJELP HJELP HJELP
>>37050520i took (perscription) vyvanse about 14 hours ago and maybe that's why i canmt sleep? no chlonidine :(((
>>37050531Idk then. Maybe listen to music you like and chill a little
My posts are not representative of my mind in total spite of everything you say being a reflection of your inner light
>>37050474nah , its comedy gold
>>37050568gm mimic
>>37050568fuck off retard
>>37050568that light might just be the guidance of graceacross the fog to the lands between to stand before the elden ring
real agp niggas in here
>>37050590mados the real agp jigga i still hate that dumbass loli voice she does
>>37050597It's cuter than her man voice. I wish she was here tbf lilbro
where is mado living now? is she alright?
>>37050602hopefully decomposing in a ditch
>dissociate for 10 mins>hyper aware for an other 5>repeatoh boy its one of those mornings huh
My childhood friend/siblings and their friendgroup are completely confused at how I could not only want to be a woman, but also particularly enjoy sex as a woman. Like, they think it's impossible, like I just "can't get pussy" or that "If I just got blindfolded and got an amazing blowjob from a woman I'd be cured" (I have bottom dysphoria and literally hate having my dick touched in bed) and they also think that me liking dick in my ass isn't like a full-body experience (cuz I'm a "male" so I can't experience a female orgasm) but is just like taking a shit over and over. Like, and the idea of a man wanting to fuck me seems incredible to them too, let alone my body count of 7.I thought it'd be hilarious if like, while in a group chat, I invited in a guy who had fucked me before, but I'd want him to be like, a total 9/10 chad, who'd recount every lewd and sloppy detail of how they not only fucked me, but how I clearly loved every second of it. Unfortunately, I can't get someone that hot to fuck me, and they'd probably make fun of the people who have, so I can't do that. It'd still be really funny though.Thanks for reading my blog post.
I've been avoiding putting my picture in to work systems because obvious self image issues (its a given if you post here). Got called out so I have to go take and upload an image tomorrow morning and am dreading it :(Also, how do I fix my hip divots? They make me sad :(
>>37050623cringe coomer exhibithon
>>37050602something about a hotel/motel
>>37050643>how do I fix my hip divotsStop being human, maybeThey're built in for everyone the only difference being how visible they are, which could change depending on weight, muscle and bone structure
>>37050623Weirdly relatable lol
>>37050623You're not a woman you're a tranny. Huge difference my guy
>>37050623>Male fantasy>Female typing styleyep you're a tranny
>>37050650okay, but like, I want nice hips and thighs. Not these ugly dents that make me look like some freak skin walker :( is bad enough I repped until my late 20s and will never get hip growth ;-;
>>37050666Then start working on it by either losing weight if you think that's the issue or gaining weight + working out if that's not the issue
Men make better then woman then real woman. Shoutout to men we're fucking ballin out of control
>>37050680I think I'm too depressed + closested to work out comfortably. Putting on weight is actually kinda hard :( I've been trying, but have had basically no luck
>>37050698you sound so white
>>37050715It's always super funny when minority smelly poors try to use being the master race as an insult.
>>37050709You can get over not feeling like working out by just doing it anyways. And if you struggle to put on weight you should look up food like peanut butter that has a high amount of calories to help, alongside eating carbs (still with some protein since you need it) which will make it easier to get more calories plus help muscles recover faster
>>37050723why do you try so hard to sound black?
how do i convince my skinny girlfriend to get fat with me
>>37050726I don't mind it too much, even if it's always been a bit of a struggle to get motivated for it. I do need to find a private place to workout though. I do not feel comfy working out in public at the moment :(You're probably right too. I need to eat better, but that's always a struggle :/
feeling suicidal but punishing flesh with exercise keeps it at bay somewhat.
>>37050733please help i think im going to die
>>37050760Nobody likes working out in public but it's beneficial for social skills. It can benefit to get over this fear>>37050763I wish my dad gave me my weights back so I could do lifting and whatever at home like I used to but now I can only do cardio. They've been lost for like 2 years now and he always says he has no time to give them back
>>37050773why dont you just work out and eat 1000 calories instead of surpassing 2000like caloric deficit is all thats neededno cap fror ana mode and eat 500 or less.just one meal a day bad. you might faint in the store or anywhere
>>37050786im recovering from ana lolthe problem is she likes being skinny but i needher to be fat with me
>>37050781my social skills aren't bad, outside of some bad anxiety that I didn't realize I had because I always thought being anxious meant you lashed out at others over from how my family acted growing up :/ But, really, I just don't wanna work out in public atm cause I just look like some freak of a man with tits and I'd rather rot away then work out looking like that :( I do have a laser session next month which should help, but it can't come sooner
>>37050812Then start working on yourself until you can go outside like that, there's many exercises you can do that don't require anything or you only need something cheap for
>>37050820do you have any good suggestions? Sry for being so extra ;-;
>>37050833Haven't worked out with bodyweight exercises for a long while so you're going to have to ask someone else or preferably look them up online
>>37050841poast that one gym pic goon
>>37050846This one?
>>37050862i think?...i didnt know you had a piercing
>>37050888Yeah had. I removed it now because it was crooked and I still have a bruise from it due to my scarring being really poor. No idea what I'm gonna do about it
>>37050892
>>37050895how did the guy manage to fuck that upi thought it looked nice
>>37050922I don't know. Maybe it was my anatomy or it healing poorly, but the lower side was centered well while the top bit was visibly off to the side. I'm wondering if to bother to get one again whenever it heals (if it even does well enough for that) or just stay with none because you've no idea of how much of a bother it is in a day to day basisLike seriously having 1 bit in the middle of your body which cannot be touched and if it does hurts like a bitch is not fun
>>37050781dumbbells are pretty cheap if that's the kinda weights you mean may as well get some new ones. i took like a lil break recently but seemingly lost no strength or stamina which is nice. trying to work on deadlifts again. it's so hard to hit hamstrings with other exercises.
>>37050947The ones I had were expensive because of how many I had, it's like normal bars w weights for those and different dumbbells and stuff Even if I could afford it buying something twice because someone doesn't feel like taking care of what they have feels like a waste.
I dont want to cut off my dick nor do i want to have tits. I still want to be treated like a woman, to wear girl clothes and to take HRT tho. Am i trans ?
>>37050929insanity, but you do whatever is good for your bodyultimately its whatever makes you comfortable thats imperative yknow
>>37050967why do you wanna take hrt?
>>37050973Piercings aren't really about comfort it's more about looks. I rlly like them but idk if they fit on me in the first place and the amount of bothers having one has is insane
i am peepared to offer upwards of one million dollars if anyonee can help me give my girlfriend a fat fetish
>>37050974I wanna be cute
>>37051011grow up :eyeroll:
bulimia is literally a cheat code at life, you just have to know when to stop. so fucking based lost 20 lbs this month while eatting the most tasty food
>>37050967Yeah. It's 2024, you don't need any reason to troon out. Just trooning out makes you a valid tranny
>>37051030grrrrrr bark >:[ grr........
>>37051030i should get back into that
>>37050964ah fair fuck buying new stuff if it was a whole set.
>>37051059NO we should all get matching fupas together
>>37051073eat thumbtacks desu
why god make me white but not a girl? so close but so far... ugh ugh! ugh!!!
>>37051084seek medication retard
>>37051079i can hear your bones clanking from here dummy hoe
>>37051107trip on
>>37048579I rather not
i don't like the blacks straight up
should i troon out
I'm black
my soul is black
>>37051186rope
https://youtu.be/UFmPArvG1ec?si=LgzlL3ZReSP2ARop
>>37045397>EscobarWhy? You could've at least picked an attractive criminal
>>37051232he probably had to resist the urge to put goebbels on there
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
So tired
I was talking to this cute guy for a few days and wanted him to come over last night but he wouldn't skip his baseball game for me so I had 2 guys from grindr come over and sent him pictures of me with their cum on my face. It felt good but now I'm kind of embarrassed and think maybe I overreacted
>>37051307kek gj anone
>be me nonbinary lesbian, pro-trans, attending to local trans meetings. I may be a chaser idk>fell in love w a trans girl, she says she's only into men>whenever i feel attracted to a trans girl she turns out to be straightI am not attracted to gay men, I don't watch yaoi? Why do I feel drawn to trans women who turns out to to be straight? Can you explain this
>>37051316>be me>lesbian>attracted to transwomen>I am not attracted to gay meni have news 4 u
>>37050862giwtwm…
>>37051316r u hawt
>>37050892she's living very far away from you ykway too far even for your very long pp
>>37050892reeeeeee that's the teenager again stop it
>>37051186UwU boylegs
>>37051316>be me nonbinary lesbianhuh
need bfoyfringed
nonbinary and genderfluid aren't a thing. you're just a mentally ill faggot living in delusions
>>37051351literally me
I think I'm a bit of a genderfluid type faggot
>motoko anon trying to rizz lagunacheesed to see how this will turn out
>>37051232cute chubby colombian daddy, i think gavirian cousins are hot
>>37051351yeah I'm sure it's a coincidence that I feel dysphoric because of masculine and feminine things both
>>37044306>qottSims or Rayman maybe
>>37051402i don’t think you’re dysphoria you might just be ugly anon
>>37051460I don't feel ugly
back to sleep being conscious is too much
>>37051460your break didn't last very long larry
>>37051480Don't wake up
>>37051487I don't intent to don't worry
why do people hate sheen? also who is sheen?
>>37051499< 3
>>37051502everything is in the pasta unironically, literally everything there is to know
>>37051520why does that make you happy?
>>37051584I'm not happy :3
>>37051592you seem to beor is it the anticipation of me never waking up again giving you joy?
comfy mill established uwu
>>37051601I feel no joy
>>37051614iktf lowkey it's the worst that anyone can endure, like there are happy disabled or very poor peoplebut there are no people that can't feel joy that are happy our only hope is that it change, somehowand to not become disabled or very poor on top of itfuck this shit man
>>37051636Sorry for being mean, you didn't deserve it
>>37051652i'm not who you think i am anonnobody was mean to me
>>37051614and yet me never waking up again gave you someat least someone can find some enjoyment in my disappearance
>>37051614try huffing duster you'll be walking on sunshine
3 weeks until i find out if i'm allowed to cut my balls off
Why does my head always hurt after a nap
>>37051669k>>37051672learn to read retard>>37051795kys
>>37052044Why is there so much anger in you
>>37051017Whats wrong ? Being cute is awesome
i'm so depressed, no dysphoria, no issue, just pure depression
>>37052163leave
>use bathroom>get weird looksi wish guys were less judgy about having long hair desu
>>37052380lol
>>37052389rightlike just let me wash my hands in peace
>>37052400>>37052400>>37052400>>37052400Thread. of not old
>>37052414take your trip off when making/linking threads pls
Does anyone want to play sea of thieves in a bit
