qott: where do you see yourself in five years?prev >>37057897
>>37062842Dead. Hipefully in 2
>>37062842im gonna have like a billion dollars to support a pathetic guy that i hate
you can have all my money im inheritimg a shit load of money soon fuck it i don't need money i need to stop being alive take my money and go have happy life
>>37062842assistant language teacher in japan hopefully
>>37062842who keeps coming up w these qottsthey are bad/bland>>37062886im sure they'll love a foreigner showing up, dressing like an uwu schoolgirl, with plans to live in japan
>>37062896you dont know me retard shut up
>>37062900care to extrapolate? unless you are ethnically japanese they don't want you
>>37062896obv a bad/bland person :)
>>37062842hopefully finishing my masters and getting corpo job
If I ate nothing but corn wouldn't my poop be nothing but whole corn kernals and I could just wash it off and reeat it? Infinite food hack?
>>37062907tfw bad/bland trannykms>>37062920u should try it
>>37062842either dead or post-ffs living my best life in some other country.
>>37062906japanese people arent some hivemind obviously some people are fine with foreigners and some arent but its not rlly about if they "want me" or not when im allowed to be an ALT thru the jet programalso the uwu schoolgirl shit is dumb obviously i wouldnt dress like thatt im not autistic
>>37062920dude wtf is wrong with you
I think I'm turning into a fart tranny. Idk but my farts have been smelling really good lately and a couple of times I caught myself cupping my farts and whiffing directly to my nose for a bwap rush. I know this is a dangerous road of being a diaper tranny and I don't want that... how do I make sure I hard stop at just cupping my farts and enjoying good bwaps and not moving into diaper play?
>>37062940>im not autistic>assistant language teacher in japan
>>37062957id rather do something else but being an ALT is a good way to get a foothold in the country and find better opportunities for work and staying in the country for longer
>>37062949dw about it m8 everyone ejoys a good bwap sniff every now and then just most won't admit to it
>>37062842>qottgutter
>>37062972Fixing kys you and the fart freak piss in your own mouth
how do i turn my creepy and gross autism into cute and quirky autism?
>>37062993cut your wrsits your freak
Hopefully in an urban environment while being unclockable. Hopefully a successful artist too but I don't practice enough
>>37062995nta but will scars make me cuter?
>>37063008my hands choking tou will maj your citer fucking piss off studf wads of cash I. Your throat and duckibg die pig
>>37063015promise.,,?
>>37063022moure tgan that
qott: eternal boymodingi fucking hate being a tranny in an actual job (lawyer) its so embarrassing like this shit is for baristas and sexworkers not professionalsvoice training is such a scam because trannies have to sound like high pitched freaks which just isn't taken seriously in a professional environment.
>>37063030thats the nicest thing anyones said to me
BWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
good morning, not givin into the ocd thoughts, no matter how much my brain says its real or that i need to think about it i wont!
Why are so many fartfags trannys? Idgi
I will never be a woman. Fucking kill me already
>>37063088both are a gross fetish
>>37062882Pay pal me bro :>(I could screenshot it but the captcha is literally GAY Y
>>37062842Also, maybe being an air force officer, living together with my crush (male, yes I am gay) who will also be an air force officer, who knows but I really look up for that future... Also yeah USA air force
I'm more girl then real girls it's nuts
>>37063196j
One day I'm gonna lose the war
>>37063203h
https://youtu.be/Azq-rkEE2GQ?si=ZgbYbbi4gb9NxYI8
Yall are valid and important :)
https://youtu.be/-NgeVBIjDDY?si=F8ols-u8uQ1FkUBW
stomach painI need to start eating again...but meh who needs food...
>>37063476Today I ate two breads from a bakery. One had Japanese Curry and other had Tuna, hopefully still under 900 cal.
This place is sorely lacking in cute tranners with big fake tits yeah
>>37063476me on the right
>iwn be japanese wy lyf
is anything ever enough for you?
>>37063617nonearing the end of my expiration date, trapped in a golden cage, nothing means anything anymore and it all turned into regret and despairyeh
>>37063617Probably C-cups
TURNING JAPANESE TURNING JAPANESEhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhD9gyRSz0g>>37062842>qottIn the arms of someone that loves me...hopefully
BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP my farts smelll delicious today
>>37063715Trip on MEF
A roll of the dice, the outcome is no longer in my control. At least I went through with it. No more hiding. Positive, negative, whatever the outcome I will accept it.
>>37063784What someone says when they don't think things will go their way
>>37063784Motoko, look at this picture
>>37063800More specifically, I'm prepared for the worst yet hoping for the best. I know what to expect this time at least, it won't be the same.>>37063810thank you
>>37063819What did you get yourself into
>>37063826I'll find out soon, I guess.
>>37063828Prayin for ya
DENIED. YOU ARE NOT ACCEPTED
gat damn my bussy on that stank mode today sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh
i cannot take my body anymore, i really need to do smth abt it, i feel like i am about to snap, what can i do??
>>37063926stop being a bitch made queer and start working out again.
>>37063932being more muscular will make it worse..
>>37063945skelly mode is no goot either. so what's the solution? there's no good solution, get jacked like me brother, you'll feel so good
>>37063960i either want to kms or murder someone, but more suicide like, i feel awful again, i think my depression and sadness increased so i feel them again..
>>37064011I feel 5150 too, and then I lift weights and it goes away. Or you could try jogging if you don't want muscle mass. Or use a treadmill. You have to do something to release the pent up frustration. Otherwise it festers and turns into homicidal thoughts.
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
I hate romance
>>37064090I love romance, I daydream all the time about it
>>37064100Zoe is a rapist lolA real one
time for more eep
NoBut romance is a vice
>>37064129goodnight little dreamer
fucking loathing being alive as usual, nice
well sorry. i wish i could give ppl happy pills
>>37064042ya, i will go back in the city so maybe i can do my daily cardio consistenly now and maybe i can find a job and bounce back, my bidy angers me too much, i hope i can recover, otherwise i genuinely do not know, prison is bad..
Nah I'm out.
i am glad that my mental illness is not disgusting like that
>>37064211Pooners are pigs man
>>37063668passed my expiration datethe paint peeled off the barsdont wind up like me
>>37064197I wouldn't date a poon at all
>>37063668>trapped in a golden cage it's just so hard to go back into life once you stepped out of it i fucking loath studying all alone, all day, all the timei could have done this at school, with friends and less weight on my shoulders but no I fucked it up when i was at the age forit's just a double punishment, didn't get to enjoy anything everyone did, have to work twice harder to get where they are and still can't enjoy anything meanwhile i'm exhausted
>>37063668>trapped in a golden cage,
>>37064129post some good fanfics
>>37064197This was made by a transbian masquerading as a pooner to cause drama
transwomen be likeslurp slurp slurp
>>37063082gj!!
I’m balding on hrt. I’m a funnier character than we’ve ever had before. haha ha ;c (GRRURAHGHHFFHHHFFTSYURRRAHH)
>>37064432Finasteride?
>>37064432same. :) renadyl!
Give my back my wig Honey let your head go bald
>>37064432lmao malding
am i balding or this js nornmal?
>>37064436Yea and minoxidil
>>37064475You should become a kick streamer
>>37064475You look much better with short hair than that gross jew hair. Fix that awful neckbeard and get a new pair of glasses now
>>37064475try mewing inironically
>>37064484you should become a corpse
>>37064607Was I not already
>>37064616not enough
>>37064484i wish i was functional enough for it or anything but yea>>37064505in a masculine way i guess, very few dudes look good with long hair>>37064548mewing does not work. if i shape my neckbeard and make it short, it makes my jaw bigger, also losing weight would help. desu if i could fix my chin and teeth, i would look ok but i would still hate how i look regardless..
>>37064311>>37064303not quite how meant it but I have to stay vague
>>37064754ohh u mean a chastity cagecute
I'm trying to force myself to wait until ffs before I try to kill myself but desu I'd rather kill myself now
>>37064846you should avoid ffs
>>37064784cringe
"""/mtfg/"""
>>37064846ffs doesn't helpyou're already feminine, most people probably don't clock you
Anyone else forget to shave? I did full body and then went to work with a stubble (manmoder so it doesn’t matter) it’s kinda weird huhWish I could stop repressing
>>37064912what happened to all the other mtfg trips? There used to be so many
>>37064976noi do sometimes choose to not shave like my legs or whatever if im feeling lazy or depressed>>37064987janitors banned almost everyone
Mkay you win, i am as miserable as paige seems to have been while i was here. Mazeltov.
>>37064432switch to dutasteride and make sure your T levels are actually nuked-nuked, not just high cisf range
>>37064990ah lame
>>37064976manmoder =/= repressor
>>37064987they all post off trip because theyre rapists and want to expose their posts to the world without consent to those who filtered them
>>37064475kill yourself hon
okay i laughed
Just had the most intriguing, strange dream of my life.People would rip the heads off of their pets, which would somehow produce for them tools they would use for their everyday lives, then one day some pets start exploding, and people who are caught in the blast turn into zombies. It was definitely meant to be a nightmare I think but I just wanted to see more when I woke up.The brain is so weird.
hii>>37064912FFS obvs help and ive seen it drastically improve ppls quality of life and passing ability irl i don't get why u ppl keep saying shit like this lol>>37065021make sure to test DHT too since thts what actually causes the baldness and sometimes weird shit happens where it still an be high despite suppressed T
>>37065099FFS just makes people look uglier.
>>37064912idk with all the antagonism towards trans ppl recently, i wouldn't be surprised if they start measuring your skull or do chromosome testing at public bathrooms
>>37065148none of that shit is going to happen.I've known non butch cis women who've been "asked" to leave the women's, however.
Mkay. I think the last time i was happy was august 28th 1999. I guess they're trying to say i died then. I did think it was weird how i stopped dreaming, literally, right about that time. A month and 2 days later my mom died.
>>37064475Its not looking good