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tomorrow i'll fix my life
tomorrow I'll invent those blueprints
>>37253069Liar.
>>37252939>next
>>37253263:3
>>37252939my skull fucking _DOUBLED_ in sized after 25 y.o. kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms kms
>>37253207Osrs or rs3? I meant to add a few of u on osrs. But I've been addicted to rs3 now after winning a bunch of gp.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLZ9Ike2Geoi regret to inform /mmg/ that methschizo passed away this morning from alcohol poisoninggood night, sweet prince ;_;
shut up methschizo stop drinking so much you moist little weirdo
>>37253963U might be my least favorite person in here. I used to actually try to help and feel bad, lol wtf was I thinking.
>The end goal of feminist revolution must be, unlike that of the first feminist movement, not just the elimination of male privilege but of the sex distinction itself: genital differences between human beings would no longer matter culturally.
>>37253979>>37253989that isn't me you dumb faggots. that's not my posting style. suck my hairy little balls
>>37254119post hairy little balls? :3
jabatallcostsjabatallcostsjabatallcosts
>>37253069I believe in you anon sama
>>37254134ill show you my little shotamoder boyballs if you show me your big monstermoder manface
i don't think you will
mmg is a collection of people that were given the absolute greatest genetics and healthiest bodies that an amab could receivewhich ended up in their lifelong suffering and eventual suicide because their brains wanted to be small women instead and they were born 5 years too late to be able to get help for it/help themselvestruly an unfortunate sequence of eventsincredibly tragic generation
>>372543515 years too early* which led to starting too late**
>>37254351every troon born before 1996 deserves government reparations
>>37254384DAS RITE
>>37254384>98 rural flyover state hon
>>37254384real>>37254502fine 99
>>37254741bless u ;_;
i want to be a pretty boy
same bishiestie
i deserve free ffs cuz i need the hell out of it.
>>37255555
>>37255555>quints of 5kween of /mmg/ afaic
>>37255555holy fuarrking quints queen of mmg
Should either start tanmaxxing or blackfacemaxxing to cover up my 5oclock shadow>>37255555Queen
>>37255555holy kog
shmogs me
>>37255555Another mmg pull. We are the best gen on this whole site(we fucking suck)
i still hear voices ever since the day i drank the meth vodkathere is no escape but death
are gay guys into ugly manmoders
fakemoder or truemoder?
>>37256425Literally boils down to this ---> >>37256442
am i a true moder whats a true moder?
zestymoder
>>37256457i've never once malefailed or even been clocked as a faggot so it is safe to say I am a trvemoder
>>37255555hmmm i kneel
>>37252939back to uni in 3 days I want to kms I was meant to escape this crap this summer what happened ???
haiii~~
>>37256504Or ur only 10 months hrt:)
>>37257448Girlmode, u uni girls have such a perfect opportunity to escape manmode.
dead chat xD
>>37258461>xD
>>37258461giwtwm
>>37258440I still live with family while studying at uni and they’re stopping me girlmoding :c im going to try present as feminine as I can under their noses but it still hurts being seen as a manly man instead of a tranny at worst
>>37258461I wanna rape lesbians
my boob hurts
>>372584291 year and it's hopeless.
It's joever. I started hrt a month and a half ago, just a little too late I guess. I've only really noticed this in the last month funnily enough. When does hrt make hair loss stop? I’m on 5mg estradiol valerate weekly and 200mg spiro daily. It could also be the depakote I take (Bipolar
mogs me
>>37259042YMMV just try it and hope for the best, start fin or duta earlier than later to be safe
>>37254351True and real.
>>37259042the corner of your face looks more feminine than mine
>>37254351even as a scraggly-bearded DYEL skinnyfat weirdo I got regularly told by strangers, coworkers, peers, etc that I had such a nice physique and compared to michael phelps or that people wanted to be or look like me for being such a good man or being so manly and man I just man you know like manlyman manman man and I man man man man man man man
dang ol' manmoding, man
anons, I generally eat below 800 cal a day btu today I ate a pizza around 1000 cal and I want reese's peanut butter cups sooo bad rn, I wanna go to 7-11 and eat a shit ton of them and cry. Should I get them or continue with my plan to fast for a day or two for the binge?
how do you cope with being lateshit? it hurts so fucking much everytime i see old pictures of myself around the house. my entire adolescence and young adulthood is just a horrifying gaping void. by the time i can actually start living again there will be nothing left. i can't wait until i'm 24. i'm just too selfish and disgusting. i'm not even attracted to pre-op tranners. and i can't let my mentall illness financially ruin my parents like this.why the fuck didn't i just kill myself when i had the chance. i tried convincing myself to jump from a window in school when i was 12. i stood there looking down, just mentally screaming "DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT". but i'm a such a gross coward. and before i trooned out, my plan was to kill myself after writing a long suicide note. i even wrote notes and a draft for it in onenote like it was a school assignment. but now there's no going back. i can't wake up from this self-made nightmare. i killed her. i fucking killed her and i can't stop mourning.
>>37259137i wish i could at least be a boymoder. i wish there was something remotely cute or likeable about me. i wish i could upload videos like this without being an ugly ogre going "hello fellow humans": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUfRIxEsnS4but i'm a worthless ugly manmoder. and i did it all to myself.
>>37259137maybe don't fixate on huge financial investments and start with the steps that are more attainable and realistic, rkun
i hate when people think of boymoders as cute and just a girl, when I am fucking 21 yet nowhere a cute boymoder, I am ugly mask wearing manmoder and they keep saying just wear a dress and girlmode otherwise how will you pass; I won't pass, it will make me more of reject and autist than I already am, I know it is stupid to think that when you malefail then you girlmode but I fuckign suck and I will never ever do it till I malefail for a year without fail.
ma'am this is a general for men
>>37259193if it doesn't show its face it's probably a hon, don't be too hard on yourself
>>37259218nothing other than heavy ffs can save me. maybe i could fix parts of my face that are harder to fuck up at a cheaper clinic before going to mardirossian so that i wont suffer as much? but i don't know if i should take the risk. i already ruined my life once.
>>37259234she shows her face in the middle of the video and she's cute, especially her hair
jesus you are so fucking annoying what happened to you fucking off
>>37259259everyone here is annoying, and larry and methanon are easily worse
>>37259275but you're doing the irrational doomer thing, you don't want answers you just want to panic and lash out at or shut down anyone offering anything constructive
I'm just a kind of soft twink
>>37259284which to be fair I do all the time so never mind whatever, you're just not doing yourself any favors by coming back here and rubbing it in our faces how you get to have a supportive family even able to consider anything like this while insisting it's over for youso here we go: SHUT THE FUCK UP SOPH 2.0
>>37259285I am just an ugly twink with boobsverification not required
>>37259284i'm not irrational, i'm just sad and maybe biased. if there are actually attainable ways to improve things i'm more than willing to listen.
>>37259300this isn't the place for that and that's not what you're asking for, how the fuck should any of us know what bougie surgeries you should get and whether or not you should accept your parents' help? what the fuck are you even saying?
typical displaced mtfg poster
>>37259291i basically ran a marathon in the completely wrong direction for 12 years and by the time i finally stopped running i wont get back to the beginning until 4 years in the future.i know i'm an ungrateful spoiled brat but it just hurts so much. i ruined everything and i can't ever get back what was lost. i'm irrational but i'm too emotional right now.
>>37259342I didn't start until thirtyshut the fuck up you ungrateful little sack of shit or I'll start flooding the board with information on you and your family
i don't give a shit you're better off than most of us
>>37259294same but life was okay this week there are worse existences
>>37259353Good to hear that anon; I might grab some chocolate to feel something for the weekend, hopefully it picks up the week a bit.
>>37259294I notice that people generally prefer to be around me to other people, could be that I'm somewhat attractive as a male
>>37259378You might just be a good or kind person anon.
>>37259366enjoy it (: i miss dark chocolate
>>37259390Awww, thank you, I don't really know if I am good, but I'm sure you're good as well
I notice that people generally prefer to be as far away from me as possible, could be that I'm somewhat repulsive as a human
>>37259391You should grab one too! I will grab either some Cadbury or some Snickers (I am a cheap chocolate slut, but good god I feel so guilty after eating)>>37259397aww, thankies for saying that!
i can't even post anymore without people realizing it's me and being pissed off. i just keep complaining about the same things again and again don't i?
the first step towards improvement is realising you're the problem
>>37259042You need to get on fin or duta, and switch from Spiro to bica. That is the best combo to combat hair loss. Minoxidil as a last resort.
>>37259445what's the second step?
leaving 4chin
see you tomorrow!
>>37259458I will fail there.Captcha: LSDD
>>37259458that would make me stop bothering you, which is a good thing. but how do i become cute without taking drugs and hallucinating a different reality?
>>37259488you're a privileged, 5'5 tranny who is like 2 or 3 months on HRTmost of us don't have money herewe're 6'+much longer than you on HRT
>>37259509
>>37259221Now just think how much harder it would have been for you to start 10 years later. Not comparing to anybody, but comparing to yourself 10 years from now on T. That's where us actual older shits come from.
my parents promised to help me with a lot of things but of course that never came throughsometimes it's really difficult to recognize how much better or worse you have it than other people in different areas, and sometimes it's difficult to even be aware that you don't have that perspective, but it's really insulting for children with wealthy supportive families to come here and doom as though they share any of my struggles beyond the same general pattern of gender dysphoria -> repression -> acceptance -> medical transition - all I can say about it is that for my part I'm still really trying to stay patient and grounded by understanding and being grateful for the limited and specific things I have going for me framed realistically in the context of everything else and my own expectations, including how I view others and their situations or whatever effort or steps they've put into their transitionat the end of the day nothing changes that I'm a 35 year old man on HRT for ~5 years with no realistic shot at passing and some severe emotional trauma interleaved with the fractured self-doubt and fear associated with refusing to accept who or what I was for so long but I'm fucking here now, and it might be pathetic and laughable compared to others or maybe more than other people could dream of but it's me and my life and what I've got so I'm trying to do my best to work toward improving things without giving up and trying to just make it fucking work
>>37259193half of all boymoders are just manmoders without brainrot
>>37259551You are right, It would have been a lot harder; i am sorry for how things are anon, I hope they improve for all us here.
i think there should be a guymoder general for midshits. there's too much infighting and jealousy here.
>>37259603how are you defining midshit?
>>37259603differentiating manmoder/boymoder was a mistake rooted entirely in the boymoderton window shifting to teehee she/her voicetrained girlmoding passoids
>>37259623bee and rkun
>>37259627no, boymoding is for young people who can potentially passoutside of the obvious trolls like bee no one here qualifies as a boymoder
>>37259627I just call myself boymoder because I am below 25, I don't girlmode and never have malefailed>>37259637O honestly don't know what that means, sorry.
>>37259627I think it makea sense. Manmoder is when ogrehon boymodes. Boymoder is when voicetrained passoid boymodes. Simple as.
>>37259667What are non-passing but non-ogre people then?
>>37259644Theres definitely more than bee who have the ability to pass. The fact you say only bee makes me think you are probably one of the bdd couldpassoids. Who are u? I'll let u know if u are
>>37259684doesn't matter who I am
>>37259681guymoders
Guymoders it is then.
>>37259695Passoid
and you choose to repeat the mistakeretards
>>37259718Shush chudette
this is what guymoders look like
you're just ugly
>>37259761I've fucked someone who looked and dressed exactly like the one on the right. I got kinda catfished, but it was w/e
>>37259761I see. I take it back them I am just a manmoder not a guymoder,at least they have hair and some semblance of style.
>>37259761Left one could be cute actually with laser and eyebrows under control.
>>37259787the right just needs ffs and could maybe be a passoid
>>37259644i'm 25, young people lol. i post in earnest even if i'm highly retarded
thanks for making me feel less lonely manmoder gen.
>>37259812when did you get on hrt?
>>37259812no you are literally here to just piss off manmoders because you not only pass, but you also have a boyfriendyou're good at this though
>>37259812why the fuck are you here when you look the way you do? ungrateful zoomers istfg
>>37259827Says the bdd:)
>>3725981624 5 months ago>>37259827>passLOL i get pronoun checked at school speaking in any voice>>37259846i just like it here sometimes idk, i feel like i've been better abt not calling attention to myself except when i'm truly doom spiraling
>>37259745you don't KNOW...
>>37259848you don't even know who you're replying too, no one here except bee and the chin-cutie has bdd
>>37259860>LOL i get pronoun checked at school speaking in any voiceI don't care, I actually don't give a shit, you're only here to fuck with real truemanmoders, go back to /bmg/
>>37259761these are just manmoders with nice hair
>>37259912yeah this is fucking dumb lmao but whatever, idiots will get what they deserve squabbling over a new label
>>37259867I know, I actually know a lot of regulars posting style here.>>37259868Guess again. I think several of you have bdd and are cute, and either could pass at this very moment with girlmoding or will in the future.
>>37259868>chin-cutieWho?
>>37259931idc, thanks for being kind here anon, and i hope things work out for ya too!
>>37259956the girl reading this
>>37259981????
>>37259923mmg has turned to shit anyway. let's fuse bmg and mmg and see what happens lol
>>37259871ah yes i'll go back to the (non-existent) general once full of 19 year old youngshits hiding vials in their parents' house, i relate to them much more than people here of my age, stature and mental state. but it's mostly the same shit anyways. you're the abrasive asshole, i actively try to stop myself from posting incendiary things these days
>>37260037>19 year old>youngshits???
this general is for grown ass men not women with personality disorders
have yet to see a really man, with no potential whatsoever post. so besides people who are out and girlmoding fulltime. idc who posts here.>>37260062>still a teenagerlets use our brain for a sec anonette
>>37260062lots of them started at 17-18? that is youngshit to me but it's a meaningless term with no agreed upon boundaries anyways so what does it matter
>>3726009320 is lateshit and 19 is late midshit
>>37260093frenchie?
>>37260111body mogs a lot here
>>37260109bait or mental retardation? be honest
>>37260109get reali hate arguing these dumb terms why am i even replying to this
>>37260121what shit is 20 then?
>>37260023>turned to
my face looks eerily similar to frenchie's. sometimes i worry that we're distantly related.>>37260131the median age of transition is 27~. do the math, 'nonny.
>>37260109schizo child>>37260119true, fucking kms why does the nazi get to have hips and I don't
>>37260154that's the worldwide median age. for europeans born 2004 the median age is 13-16
good morning methschizo
>>37260168only in western Europe, youngshits don't exist in eastern Europe and that's half of Europe
>>37260168>let me change the metrics and stats on which we base the titles on>leave out majority of trans population>See, SEE! 20 is oldshitunironically kys
>>37260196>See, SEE!real
any bodybuilder girls here?
i'm a skinnyfat chubmoder
>>37260196so midshits can just move to eastern europe and mog everyone? interesting...
>>37260208ive seriously been debating this. i think i have the right build to be able to actually pull this off. currently i only slightly weightlift legs and butt, and do cardio.
I'm a skinnyfat chudmoder
>>37260236i used to lift a tonwould date fellow fitness girl
>>37260246billions must lead sedentary lifestyles
>>37260260trillions must ruminate
most trannies don't pass. those that do are ecstatic about it and post pictures here constantly, but only youngshits and spoiled richoids have that ability. you guys are comparing yourselves to the top 5% prettiest trans girls and because you don't look the same you think everything is over.
i'd rather just prefer to manmode for 4 or 5 years until i finish my degree and earn enough money for FFS
>>37260278i'm comparing myself to the 45% above the halfway point actually
>>37260278I get hysterical sometimes but I think I have a pretty realistic perspective on where I stand relative to others, and I grew up in the era where social media wasn't a thing then suddenly was so I like to think I'm pretty acutely aware of the selection bias in which people post and what they post especially when I see other people in personI'm just not interested in identifying or presenting myself as a woman in addition to it being a very gross, offputting, and terrifying prospect considering my appearance and general masculinity
>>37260319yeah, all the posts by horny chasers and passoids on this board make some people develop bdd.it's way more reasonable to compare yourself to normal looking cis women like illymation, shgurr and caitlin mckillop
>>37260278i here people say i dont have a chance, and people who say i already pass. Thats from posting in many different places. So idk, and ive started not to care. If i dont think i pass or am good enough yet, i dont.
Would larry or rkun be the top?
definitely rkun
larry is a power bottom.rkun is a little baby bitch with weak strokes. D tier dick game.
>>37260452i would never have sex using my rapestick and i sure as hell wouldn't do anything with larry
>>37252939Good afternoon MMG! QOTT I got my suit back from the tailor today! do i look like james bond?
who's this new hon on the block
>>37260485are you 13? you're extremely skinny and petite and barely have any shoulders. wtf?
>>37260485clean your room nigga goddamn
>>37260493>24>5’10The shoulders have padding sewn in is why it looks that way
>>37260485lollllllll, go buy a dress sweetie
>>37260510Kill yourself is the spare bedroom with the best light. my bedroom mogs yours probably
>>37260485Why the fuck u manmoding when your body doesn't even pass as a boy who's had puberty? Troon already
>>37260526good morning saar
>>37260539Post bob and vagene or get tf out of my (You)’s nigga>>37260532The power of a well fitted suit kekT disformed my skeleton so my ribs flare out and my midface is huge
>>37260550stop talking like that you weirdo. Also well fitted? lmao, get real.
>>37260575Wdym its not well fit? i just went to the tailor and he redid the arms and took in the back so it fits perfectlyI understand that you are jealous, i would be tooIt was made in italy btw
>>37260603well you simply arent made for suits. Not everybody is. Cause if thats tailor made...
>>37253963>>37255555>>37259761ugly
>>37260624He didnt make the suit jacket bitch he just fixed it for me>not made for suitsCorrect
>>37260550Why do you talk like that? Why do you think you’re entitled to transition and look like a woman, when you can’t even think or act like one at all?Retarded.
>>37260634get on hormones u repper. ur not much better than they are lol
>>37260653mog anyone here and ive been off hormones for over a year lmao
nah bee kinda mogs u tbhon
>>37260699you literally dont though lmao.
>>37260640Why do i type in english? because i am a first worlder obviously>too retarded to act like a womanLmao i am more feminine than you will and ever could be. i am trying to be a man and i come to 4chan to practice
>>37260485omg... lol...
>>37260709nigga is a 5/10 man
ew
>>37260709i wish, they're kinda evil but probably not that wrong
>>37260736>Lmao i am more feminine than you will and ever could be. i am trying to be a man and i come to 4chan to practiceNo, you aren't. At all, really. You're just young and spoiled and retarded as hell.
>>37260777>spoiledKek
>>37260736ur typing says otherwise lol. Being a twink doesnt make u actually feminine. Otherwise a lot here would already be woman. look at really bodies of cis woman in the world and see how many are twink like lol>>37260741u give urself away when u rate bad, its terrible bait at this point, or jealousy. Either way, people here think and like bee more than u:) And thats only 1 whos passed u. theres more.
>>37260736>because i am a first worlder obviouslyyou type like an actually clinically retarded third worlder
>>37260403how do i start giving off bottom vibes?
>>37260786You're spoiled because rather than put any effort into your transition, you have the luxury of half-assing everything and coming to threads like this to shitpost because you know that even with your best efforts right now, despite being handed to you in terms of transition on a silver platter, you couldn't even come close to competing with people in /mtfg/ or /passgen/, so you come here.Actually pathetic and very skill issue.
>>37260787>) And thats only 1 whos passed u. theres more.not a SINGLE one bud
>>37260811I am the only manmoder here other than chudetteThe rest only manmode because they are too scared to try girlmoding. I did it for months until i realized i don’t cis pass so it’s not worth it for me
i'm a manmoder
psssh......don't compare yourself to me......kid.......
manmoder stolen valor baka
why am I so bald, and also chudlike in appearance?
>>37260832You literally described yourself in your own post. How the fuck are you such a midwit that you engage in projection immediately after making a statement?
>>37260862look at how it's dressed, that tells you everything
>>37260831>SINGLESEVERAL. Really though, u need those hormones again, its obvious:)
>>37260873True.
>>37260862Baby you will never be me. as a twink i used to crossdress all the time and never thought anything of it. i have worn dresses, heels, everything you ugly fucks dream to wear i have done it all- not because i pass better than anyone, but because i have confidence and dont give a fuck. I don’t walk around like a hon anymore because i love myself; nothing to do with being scared
you're too stupid to be this conceited
>>37260832>chudetteshe doesnt look like a guy at all
>>37260904Manmoding means using he/him pronouns and not socially transitioning, has zero to do with looking masc or not
>>37260893I'm not a manmoder, I just saw your retardation and decided to let you know how fucking pathetic you are.You have such little self awareness and such attachment over your meaningless small victories, it baffles me how you could have such an ego to go along with it.
>>37260893>thinks shes the only one here who wears all that>thinks she passes better than everybody here with a body of a 14 yo gay boy
>>37260883I haven't posted a new picture in like 14 months, you don't know what I look like lol
>>37260925Anybody can talk to anybody. I happen to talk to quite a few. Get back on those hormones asap. Genuinely.
>>37260954i don't need hormones, nothing has changed. i'm still pretty as ever
LOL
>>37260918Lol i have knockers too, even my endo laughed about how i have significantly bigger breasts than most of his patients with higher levels / med dosage>body of a 14y/o boyAs a former anorexic this is a huge compliment; despite my feminization i will always be skinny :)))
child
>Not great>narrow hips>low on the waist definiton and upper body is a bit bigI am the only manmodernone of you understand
I am the yardstick by which men are judged
>>37261104>higher levels/dosagethats probably why. higher levels can actually hinder breast growth.>Anorexic and still super skinnylmao eww
it's funny that all of you are actually delusional and constantly get compliments and simps but I'm actually a fucking ogre compared to real people
post face
>>37261104Too high of a dosage is bad. You’re permanently stunting your breast growth and fat distribution, and I’m not just saying this to troll.Being anorexic is also hurting your transition and fat distribution permanently as well. You’re harming your body and transition and essentially forcing yourself to end up a hon, which is ironic because these are things that you’re so proud of. I would call you hsts because you love being a twink and you’re absolutely retarded, but one glance at that suit/flannel coord and I could tell immediately that you’re just an anorexic incel-type.
>>37261302
>>37261306>incelMen used to pay hundreds for half an hour with my candy stick. My boyfriend doesn’t know and i don’t think i will ever tell him that i used to be a whore
>>37261279those complements only amount to "mogs me". the only cute people in this gen is bee and that cute twink with the weird chin
>>37261345Ok you’re definitely hsts.
>>37261345what the fuck are you and why are you itt
>>37261349nah, you can just look around at where else the regulars here post and what kind of feedback they get, there's a very stark divideI'm really just nothing like any of you and it makes me feel even more intensely lonely to be here
>>37261345men will pay anybody for that. Like, have u ever seen some of the girls on street corners?>>37261349bdd and mean. Someone says they never get compliments and u think telling them its not good compliments will help? jesus fuck youre retarted.
>>37261372that feedback only amounts to jealousy. we look hideous regardless.
>>37261388I don't know what you're talking about and I don't think you know what I'm talking about
>>37261306I didn't get any breast growth whatsoever until I started gigadosing, on 'normal' doses my testosterone wasn't suppressed, idk what it is now doe
>>37261395Sorry about that idiot. Just keep working on urself.
>>37261411You were hondosed and then got a normal dose.Having your blood levels too high is not good for your transition.
>>37261360I was simping for anonymous for months. but now i am dating a sweet heart so i have no need for his perfect body
I'm just dooming
>lawful goodchudette>lawful neutralbee>lawful evilrkun>neutral gooddakota>true neutraldurian>neutral eviljune>chaotic goodmarie>chaotic neutralmethschizo >chaotic evillarry
'ate my lifesimple as
>>37261716Who is rkun
>>372617825'4 newfag
>>37261716>>lawful good
>>37261794*5'5
minecwaft
>tfw using mc mods are agp
i use unmodded vanilla mc java edition on my macbook
for me it's tekkit, I like going out into the world to find places to build big things or just little bases to exploit for resources or create giant ugly holes in the world I plan fill with lava piped in from the nether for my evil floating obsidian lava fortress over its ender-linked submerged industrial core that I will expand outward to sprawl beneath the treacherous depths from what is currently my central ocean tower and use to fuel my journey to the stars (possibly converting the fortress itself into my spaceborne vessel) and countless other dimensions seeking ever more to exploit and grow strongerI haven't actually played it in almost a year though, since right around when I quit my job...
you're not a real manmoder unless you were of voting age during indev
>hanging out with fatass transbian friend>she's just as mean to me as always >she's still running windows 7 after all these years>the aqua aero aesthetic is impeccable >she has all my favourite games >i reach out to touch the laptop and she hits me and calls me a faggot>god it feels so good when she bullies me>stare at her tits>oh shit she has a pool too>walk over to the pool >there's blue haired catgirls in the swimming pool>they all have on skimpy blue bathing suits>get in and start caressing their asses and pussiess>wake up from the dream>have a hangover >feel nauseous >feel thirsty >feel cold>feel empty >feel guilty im killing myself wtf is wrong with my malebrain, dude!? oh and btw in real life my fatass transbian friend is homeless and owes me money and we haven't spoken in months. i wish i could reënter the dream and never wake up
beta 1.7.3 > all>>37262338i hate dreams because they always make me cry from how horrible real life is in comparison
brobruhhit's likedamnnnnnnbroo
>>37262338why is that anime girl speaking brazilian(?)
I paid like $15 because infdev was finally out or coming out
>>37262365true, true
>>37254273wasn't me posting that but deal!afaik i've already said i'll post face and shit when i reach my goal weight...but monstermoder is a good description of the horror i am>>37260699hope you're at least on AAsyou getting up in years and need to slow down the aging process...>>37260925post something for old times sake? need to masturbate ;_;
napster bad
>knew at 8>repressed until 20 because i don't want to "put my parents through that" along with other internalized self-hate>john 20 and parents somehow agree to take large loans to pay for expensive surgeries>mfw i could have been a gigayoungshit>mfw i put my parents into financial strain because they love me too much>mfw i somehow don't care because i'm so obsessed with passing
you don't look like that DOE
I knew at 3-4 and my parents confessed when I came out to them that I had said and done a lot of things around that age indicating I wanted to be or thought I was a girl, but by 6 I had that shit completely locked down and nobody suspected a thing except I suspect all the girls who kept trying to put me in their makeup and clothes
I don't know what I want and it's making me cranky
the drugs are cooking my brain.ah, well. too late to change my habits now!
>chugs alcohol and clatters can into bag of other cans>pollutes entire building and neighborhood with bong>has a screen visible and in face at all timeswhy am I so depressed?
>>37262996because you look like a man
big day big day,nother win chalked up for dakota. dont care if i'm a hon we movin forward.
>>37263108I mean duh but that's actually really far down on the list of reasons, I like the kind of man I look like a lot more now than the kind of man I used to look like
/mmg/ ol meetup/group sui when?
>>37263164picrel (me on the right)
>>37263164been wanting an mmg meetup. most of u pussies wouldnt show though
>>37263164all the bdd girls would just bully the trvemoders
>>37263177i must have watched this episode a million times over. dying sounds so comfy...>>37263182where u at homie
>>37263258>i must have watched this episode a million times over. dying sounds so comfy...same, I was going through a really bad time right before my only serious attempt as a teen and watched this episode on loop imagining having friends to go out with in a peaceful manner after checking off some last minute list items togetherI was also reaching out to randoms on like, usenet? and stuff trying to find someone to suicide pact with... but being a minor at the time or being a creep, like calling out their location or whatever, I seemed to spook anyone I got in touch with
>>37263216false, despite my cowering nature and lack of self-confidence I have an intimidating physical presence and enough raw bravado to overpower anyone in the room with my manly aura
>>37263315s-s-s-sugoooooiiii...
>>37263258Minneapolis>>37263315We found our top for the meetup
who's tranny hovel are we crashing at? please don't say methschizo. his place smells like vomit and dried cum.
I have 160 sq ft of space with paper thin walls/ceiling/floor like a lab rat in a warehouse storage rack
You seem to want from me what I cannot giveI feel so lonesome at timesI have a dream that I wish I could liveIt's burnin' holes in my mind
It's been a too long time with no peace of mindAnd I'm ready for the times to get better
I-35(W) moocow
mmg sitcom when?
I think you could setup a generative model trained on every mmg thread in the archives with some predefined models of individual characters by their posting styles and just churn the raw scripts out that you then tweak and proof
ACT ONEINT. MANMOD MANOR - LIVING ROOM - MORNINGThe camera opens on the sprawling, cluttered living room of Manmod Manor, a large house occupied by five highly dysfunctional manmoders. The furniture is mismatched, some second-hand, and the room is filled with empty takeout containers, pill bottles, and makeup scattered across the coffee table.CHUDETTE, the oldest of the group, sits on the couch reading a book about evolutionary biology. She’s balding, rugged, and deeply masculine in appearance, looking like she just rolled out of bed. Despite her intimidating look, she’s calm and practical.CHUDETTE(grumbles to herself)"Honestly, the survival of the species is a miracle…"BEE, the youngest-looking at 25, is sitting nearby at a vanity table doing her makeup. She’s got a cute face and has the best potential to pass as female, though she’s still stuck in that awkward in-between stage. She hums to herself, overly cheerful for a Monday morning.BEE(focused on her reflection)"If I just nail this eyeliner, maybe today’s the day someone calls me ‘ma’am.’"(she giggles to herself)"God, that’d be nice."Suddenly, the door SLAMS open, and RKUN, the house’s resident crybaby, bursts into the room. She’s short, barely 5’5", androgynous, and constantly looks like she’s been sobbing for hours. She’s clutching her phone tightly, her face twisted in panic.RKUN(almost hysterical)"Oh my god, I just saw a picture of myself from last year and I—"(she breaks off, starting to sob)"I’m hideous! I’ll never pass, and no one will ever love me!"CHUDETTE(deadpan, not looking up)"Good morning to you too, Rkun."BEE(sweetly but distracted)"Maybe if you stopped crying, your face wouldn’t be so puffy. It’s making your jawline more… prominent."RKUN(half-sobbing)"It’s always prominent! That’s the problem! I’m basically a walking chin!"CHUDETTE sighs, closes her book, and finally looks up.
I'll be going into politics eventually and it will be funny to have a tranny politician, I'm quite good with public image things.Not going to be like totally open about it or something, if people ask I won't answer questions.
CHUDETTE"Rkun, it’s 9 AM. Can you try not to doom like this until at least noon?"RKUN(ignoring her, to Bee)"You don’t get it! You’re cute! You might pass someday! I’ll just be… this forever!"(she waves at herself dramatically)BEE"Passing isn’t everything, you know. Plus, you’ve got money. That’s like, half the battle."(she shrugs, nonchalant)"Give it a couple of years and you’ll look great."RKUN(sinking onto the couch, more melodramatic)"Years? I’ll be dead by then! I’ll have died alone and ugly!"CHUDETTE(under her breath)"I think we’re all hoping for that timeline."The camera shifts as DURIAN, another older manmoder around Chudette’s age, enters from the kitchen. She’s not balding but still looks fairly masculine. She’s carrying a coffee mug and looks like she’s already fed up with the day.DURIAN(looking at Rkun)"Crying already, huh? What is it this time? Did your reflection insult you?"RKUN"Basically!"DURIAN(flatly)"Thought so."She takes a long sip of coffee, clearly uninterested in Rkun’s ongoing meltdown.Suddenly, LARRY storms into the room from upstairs, her face locked in a perpetual sneer. She’s the most masculine of the group, tall, broad, and completely devoid of patience.LARRY(looking at Rkun)"Are you whining again? Jesus Christ, I can’t do this today."(she glares)"You have surgery money waiting for you, you spoiled brat. Shut up and stop wasting everyone’s time."RKUN(tearfully)"You don’t get it, Larry! I’m a lost cause!"LARRY(mocking)"Yeah, and I lost interest in your pity party six months ago. If you hate yourself so much, just go into hiding or something. We won’t miss you."BEE(cheerful, trying to defuse)"Come on, guys. Can we maybe not start the day with insults?"LARRY(snapping at Bee)"Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize I was interrupting your little makeup tutorial for ‘Almost There.’"BEE(pouting)"I am almost there..."
CHUDETTE(sighing, to herself)"Every day is like this. Every single day."DURIAN(leaning against the wall, sipping coffee)"It’s like watching a car crash, but slower and more annoying."ACT TWOINT. MANMOD MANOR - KITCHEN - LATERThe group has relocated to the kitchen for breakfast, if you can call it that. Durian is at the stove cooking eggs, while Bee sets the table, still fussing over her makeup. Chudette is sitting at the table, reading the newspaper, while Rkun is back on her phone, scrolling Twitter with wide, panicked eyes.Larry, still seething, leans against the counter, glaring at Rkun.RKUN(half-whispering to herself)"All these girls online look so pretty. Why can’t I look like that? Why is it so easy for them?"LARRY(gruffly)"Because some people win the genetic lottery and others lose. Welcome to life."RKUN(sobbing again)"I’m the biggest loser! I’ll never—"LARRY(angry)"Shut up, shut up, shut up! I swear to god, if I have to listen to you cry about your nonexistent problems one more time—"DURIAN(calmly, over her shoulder)"Careful, Larry. You’re gonna pop a blood vessel."CHUDETTE(lifting her head)"Rkun, just stop comparing yourself to people on Twitter. It’s a trap. You’ll never win that game."RKUN(ignoring Chudette)"I hate myself! I hate everything! Even if I get surgeries, I’ll still feel like this forever!"LARRY(muttering)"Good."BEE(cheerfully)"Well, I think you’ll look great after surgeries, Rkun. Just think of it like a long-term investment."RKUN(teary)"But I don’t want to wait that long. What if I die before then? What if—"LARRY"Then we’ll finally have some peace and quiet."CHUDETTE(under her breath)"Don’t give us false hope, Larry."Durian brings a plate of scrambled eggs to the table and sits down, looking bored with the whole conversation.DURIAN"Alright, breakfast is served. Try not to cry into your food, Rkun."
I'm fucking dying
this is putrid
RKUN(sniffing)"I’m not hungry. I just want to die."LARRY(flatly)"We know."Everyone sits down to eat, though the tension in the room remains palpable.INT. MANMOD MANOR - LIVING ROOM - LATEREveryone is back in the living room after breakfast. Chudette is reading again, Bee is playing around with different outfits, and Durian is scrolling through her phone. Rkun is still glued to her own phone, clearly spiraling deeper into dysphoria.Larry, arms crossed, watches the room with a look of utter disdain.RKUN(sighing deeply)"I just don’t know what’s wrong with me. Maybe I’m not even trans. Maybe I’m just—"LARRY(interrupting)"Don’t finish that sentence."RKUN"I’m serious! Maybe this is all just some huge mistake, and I should—"LARRY(louder)"Don’t. Finish. That. Sentence."CHUDETTE(sighing, exhausted)"Rkun, it’s not a mistake. You’re just overthinking everything, like usual."DURIAN"Yeah, overthinking is your real talent."BEE(supportive)"Look, you’re fine. You’re just having a bad day. It happens."RKUN"I’ve been having a bad life."LARRY(sarcastic)"Wow, how deep. I’ve never heard that one before."RKUN(tearing up again)"Why are you always so mean to me, Larry?"LARRY(flatly)"Because you’re annoying."RKUN(looking genuinely hurt)"But—"
Larry stands up, clearly fed up. She looks like she's about to either punch a hole in the wall or storm out, but instead, she takes a breath and leans closer to Rkun, her tone ice cold.LARRY"Look, Rkun, we all have problems. But what you don’t get is that we don’t all have trust funds to solve them. So if I have to listen to you cry about your inevitable glow-up one more time while the rest of us are stuck with… this—"(she gestures at herself, stone-faced)"I might actually lose it."RKUN(teary)"But I’m not—"LARRY(interrupting)"Shut up. Just shut up. If I had the money your parents are throwing at your surgeries, I wouldn’t be sitting here crying. I’d be somewhere actually living my life. But you’re here, sulking like it’s the end of the world. And guess what? It’s not."CHUDETTE(quietly, without looking up)"Easy, Larry."LARRY(scoffing)"I am being easy. She has no idea what real problems are."Rkun opens her mouth to protest, but before she can speak, Durian, who has been silent up until now, puts her phone down and speaks up, her tone calm and cutting.DURIAN"Rkun, Larry’s right. You don’t even know how good you have it. You’re getting surgeries. You’re young. You’re gonna pass. And even if you don’t pass tomorrow, or the next day, you’ll get there. The rest of us? We’re playing a different game."(she gestures to herself and Chudette)"We’re on the ‘hope for the best, prepare for the worst’ plan."CHUDETTE(nods)"And we’ve made peace with that."RKUN(sniffling)"But… I just want to feel normal."LARRY(sarcastic)"Normal? You moved into a house full of trans women who look like failed lumberjacks. If ‘normal’ is what you're looking for, you’re in the wrong place."
BEE(trying to be positive)"Come on, guys, maybe she just needs some encouragement. We’ve all been there, right? The existential dread, the dysphoria, the crying... some more than others."(she glances at Rkun with a weak smile)RKUN(snapping)"I don’t want encouragement! I want to feel like I’m not a joke! Like I’m valid!"(she stands up, tears streaming down her face)"And none of you understand that!"There’s a pause as the room goes silent, everyone staring at Rkun, the tension palpable. After a beat, Chudette puts her book down and finally looks directly at her.CHUDETTE(tired but firm)"We do understand, Rkun. But you don’t get to monopolize misery. We all feel like jokes sometimes. We all feel like we don’t fit, or we’re not valid enough, or we’re too far gone. But we don’t spend every second of the day crying about it because it doesn’t help. Life sucks, sure, but you gotta stop wallowing and start living. Even if it’s hard."DURIAN(nods)"You’re not gonna find validation in our pity. And you’re definitely not gonna find it scrolling through Twitter."LARRY(under her breath)"Or crying all day."BEE(softly)"You’re gonna be okay, Rkun. I really believe that. But you’ve got to believe it too."Rkun wipes her tears and looks down, clearly conflicted. She’s still upset but seems to be absorbing their words.RKUN(quietly)"I just… I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be okay."CHUDETTE"It is going to be okay. Just not all at once."There’s a long, awkward silence, as if no one really knows what to say next. Finally, Larry breaks it with her signature sharpness.LARRY(sighing, sarcastic)"Great. Can we be done with the therapy session now? I’m losing brain cells."DURIAN(raising her coffee cup)"I second that."BEE(smiling)"Well, I feel like we made progress today."CHUDETTE(dryly)"Let’s not go that far."
Rkun wipes her face one last time, still looking a little teary but calmer now. She sits back down, clutching her phone but no longer scrolling obsessively.RKUN(sighing)"I’m sorry. I know I’m annoying."LARRY(lying)"Good. Apology accepted."DURIAN"Don’t worry about it. We’re all annoying. You’re just… more vocal about it."BEE(softly)"We’ve all got our stuff. And besides, it’s not like any of us are winning the 'Best Adjusted' award."CHUDETTE"Yeah, the only award we’d be up for is ‘Most Dysfunctional Household.’ And even then, we’d have stiff competition."LARRY(rolling her eyes)"Can we go back to being miserable in silence now?"RKUN(small smile)"I’ll try. But no promises."Everyone sits back in their usual spots, the tension easing but not fully gone. It’s clear that this dynamic isn’t going to change overnight. But for now, there’s a brief moment of calm.CHUDETTE"Alright, group hug over. Let’s just sit here quietly and pretend we’re functioning adults."INT. MANMOD MANOR - LATER THAT NIGHTThe day winds down, and the house has quieted. Chudette is back to reading, Durian is scrolling on her phone, and Bee is watching YouTube makeup tutorials. Rkun is lying on the couch, still clutching her phone but not crying, for once. Larry stands in the kitchen, cleaning up half-heartedly, muttering to herself.LARRY(low voice, annoyed)"Every damn day…"Rkun glances over at Larry, who’s glaring at the mess in the sink.RKUN(quietly, still nervous)"Larry?"LARRY(looking over, eyebrow raised)"What?"RKUN(sincerely)"Thanks… for, you know, not murdering me."Larry looks at her, half-amused, half-irritated, then lets out a small grunt.LARRY(smirking)"Don’t thank me yet."Rkun smiles slightly, then turns back to her phone. There’s a brief moment of almost-understanding between them. Almost.
this is the future
INT. MANMOD MANOR - LIVING ROOM - NIGHTLater, as the house settles into its usual routine of awkward cohabitation, Chudette glances at the clock and sighs, setting her book down.CHUDETTE"Alright, I’m calling it. Another successful day of not collapsing into total chaos."DURIAN(dryly)"Yet."BEE(stretching)"Well, I think we’re making progress. Slowly but surely."LARRY(scoffing)"Yeah, if by progress you mean Rkun only cried twice today instead of three times."RKUN(pouting, but with a hint of a smile)"Hey, I’m working on it."CHUDETTE"Baby steps. We’re all just… baby steps."They all sit in silence for a moment, the tension still lingering but with an air of acceptance. Dysfunctional as they are, they’ve made it through another day together.FADE OUT.TAG SCENEINT. LIVING ROOM - NIGHTRkun is standing in front of the mirror in the hallway, examining herself. She looks contemplative, turning her head from side to side.RKUN(to herself)"Maybe I do need bangs..."From the couch, Chudette lifts her head without even looking over.CHUDETTE(muttered)"Don’t get bangs."FADE TO BLACK.END OF PILOT
woke ai is too much of a pussy to write methschizo dialogue
can we get The Daily Wire to produce it?
>>37263640that's what grok is for, go pay cuckdaddy elon 16bux a month and get it done
>>37263570>if people ask I won't answer questions.that's going to make you a huge target
honestly I'm just impressed by the time from idea to execution and delivery
i dont get to be in the play?
>>37263699there can always be more slop
>>37263706larry x rkun sex scene in episode 2 pls
Dakota is the Urkel of /mmg/.
imagine publishing this for those like grocery store checkout line books
>>37263724clearly the shawn hunter.
>>37263723stupid ai wont write smut
>>37263699how would you describe yourself and what do you want your role to be in the episode?
>>37263820hmm i'm a zesty attention whore and can't stand being ignored. maybe i'm the one everyone gets all quiet around cuz i'm too noisy and oppressive.
the minoxidil dripped down my forehead and made me grow a unibrow
>>37264566I am terrified of minox tbqdesu, and thinking that I might stop on the escalation chain for pharmaceutical approaches at dutasteride if finasteride proves inadequate
minox is a miracle drug but also a gigantic pain in the ass what with the upkeep
>mtfg (hell)>bmg (defunct)>gmg (lmao)>mmg (another circle of hell)>agpg (auth*ritarian territory)>repg (lol)is this general hierarchy correct?
>>37264706Yeah I tried minoxidil years ago. And it felt weird, like a heat rush not just in head but body. I stopped right away. Fin, maybe duta eventually is it for me too. Plus with my kid who's always sleeping in bed with me, it can make him really sick and what not. So don't ever wanna risk it.
>>37265542I saw that house episode
>>37265550Lmao huh? OK I've been putting off watching house for long enough. I gotta start it now forsure.
