another day, another episode of wanting to tear my flesh and bones apart
>>37293934you should get on antipsychotics
>>37293934Incredibly based, enjoy free bump
>>37293934I feel like she would fall over when that thing fires
>>37293934Yes anon. The flesh is weak, dedicate your mind and form to the metallic blessings of the Omnissiah!
>>37293955Antipsychotics suck. I'm on risperidone and I can't even get off anymore. Only in my dreams can I jerk off. It's just too soft IRL.
>>37293934embrace your humanity ; )
>>37295147>>37297332you could only fail trying to surpass the biological machine that is your body
>>37297378don't you get a bit used to them after a while? why are you taking them? you OP?
>>37297513>don't you get a bit used to them after a while? Yes, but it still makes it so my dick doesn't work.>why are you taking them? Some "friends" of mine were surveilling me and I lost my cool. I tried to feed them disinformation by spouting disinformation at people while smoking as much weed as I could, but I failed to properly inform the people I was talking to about my schemes (I thought telling just one person would mean they would tell everyone else), then something really bad happened and I tried to get everything I knew out on the table but I was really high and deliberately programmed myself with disinformation on top of an incorrect assumption, and the people who were spying on me made it clear I should go to a psych ward, so I go to the psych ward because I figure I'm screwed anyway, and it turns out they're staff in the psych ward and are monitoring me there too. I don't want to blow their cover (we used to be friends), so I make up some other shit to tell the staff, get prescribed risperidone, and try to play it as cool as I can from then on just to get out of there.>you OP?Nope
>>37293934me too OP
>>37297792you should definitely stay on the risperidone, it's awful, but you should
>>37293934i wish i could replace every part of myself with steel
>>37299057even your head? face? brain?
you still wouldn't be an anime girl lol
>>37299099yes.>>37299146i'd hope not
>>37298437>>37299057Sounds depressing desu, git gud, get hot
>>37299192it will rot in time
>>37299156>no sense of touch>no sense of smell>no sense of taste>no sense of hot and cold>no erogenous zonesthere's no point
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>>37297792why are you writing so vaguely? are you on a secret mission or something? lol
>>37299321Do you have a music recommendation to read this with? I like doing that with books and manga, I struggled to get into this one
>>37299343hmm that's a good questionI would do something ambient, drone, or post-rock. I'm not really into ambient music but early aphex twin might be good. Maybe 90s swans stuff, especially the body lovers / the body haters would be fitting. Doing a quick search a lot of people think lorn is good, but I'm not too familiar with themyou could also try movie soundtracks like blade runner, or some kind of ambient asmr industrial facility thing
>>37299470I think Aphex could be a good one, Lorn good and heavy too, I’ll make a playlist and see what suits while reading maybe. I get recommended all these YouTube videos called shit like “THE PANOPTICON” so maybe that’s also a good idea. Thanks anon
