>be me, 20>have no desire to transition at all, almost considered taking steroids or TRT but didn't>be me, 22>lost weight, become a cardio bunny, try to twinkmaxx>be me, 24>go through a cope phase taking hrt to avoid twinkdeath but stopped after a few months because i'm not a tranny>be me, 26>have mental breakdown, move back home with my parents and spend the next 4 years of my life completely dissociating and working>obsessively thought about going back on hrt daily but put no effort into moving out again or transitioning besides low effort apartment tours but never actually committing to a place>be me, almost 30>had another mental breakdown and became a NEET>saved up enough money to move, stockpiled diy to inject the first day i move in, but not actually sure i'm going to go through with it alli'm not dysphoric, i'm not trans, but i think i gave myself TOCD or ROGD from spending too much time on this board.
>10 year period >"Rapid"
Layoff off tranime gaming & porn for a spell. I bet you start feeling way better.
>>37294907so thankful i'm not this retardedtake your pills alice
>>37295093what else would you call itTOCD?>>37295104>I bet you start feeling way better.the last 4 years of my life were practically entirely dedicated to my job and i spent it dissociating at work as my mental health got worse and one day i literally fell on the floor and started crying in front of my parentsit was a bad enough mental breakdown that i quit my job and bought hrt but it wasn't bad enough for me to move out and inject itkinda sucks because i literally just got a huge ass raise from a promotion right before i quit>>37295345>so thankful i'm not this retardedi hate myself for being this retarded>take your pills alicei'd have to move out again i think
