>tired of being alone>get tired when hanging out with people go back to being alone>want people to like me, want to be seen as someone good>someone gives me a compliment and I don't believe them>want to be called nice things>someone calls me nice things and i feel like im disgusting and a freak>want to forget about past things>they always barge their way back into my head>want to be a good person>prove to myself again that I'm not>"please stop saying sorry" and the first thing that rushes to my mind is to say sorry again>want to be a girl, get told I pass but I don't believei feel like I've failed as a person, and I've been widely forgotten about by my family.i want for this all to be over, so if i tie a couple of plastic bags on my head and tie it with a belt how long will it take to pass out?
suffocation is not a good method at all. i feel your pain tho and i relate with everything you said. there's really no hope for us
>>37300072is the only real good method just a gun?
>>37300016Same, but I think its worth to live. So if you are into weeb shit and games Id chat with you on discord
>>37300016living exactly like this wish i knew the way out, guess all i can say is youre not alone and i hope things get better for you someday
