Death will take me when it deserves me. I just came out of a major depressive episode, induced by alcohol. I cut myself down to the fat and muscle, right around my radial artery, but i missed! I missed! I could see my artery beating as my heart did underneath my skin, but the alcohol wore off just as I was about to sever it. My muscle and fat was laid bare, but i couldn't cut that artery. My knife started hurting too much. take THAT death! You won't take me, not right now. im holding the wound shut with 3 band aides, and death failed! Death didn't get me! Ill wake up tomorrow, itll hurt but ill still wake up! Ill do everything I ever wanted to do with my life before death gets me, I swear! No depression will ever impede me, cuz ill LIVE, ill ALWAYS SURVIVE. Suicide won't be my death.
>>37310629I hope things turn out okay for you, nonny.>im holding the wound shut with 3 band aidesConsider seeing a doctor.
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