>cis male>33 (kill me)>was a virgin until 29. I had extreme depression and confidence issues and never tried to get on antidepressants until 29. it was a sad existence but I'm mostly better now>skinny, 5'10", 160lbs, can grow a beard and I guess masculine?>have have had two girlfriends, first was trans (we met on Tinder, lasted ~6 months), second was cis (together 3 years)>have watched cis porn and trans porn 50/50 since 20>consider myself straight. I sucked my first gf's dick one time and it was not very good, I also sucked a guys' dick one time and felt absolute disgust after, have no urge to ever do it again, including with pre-op trans girls>have had sex with around 20 people now, the majority cis girls, a few trans girls, and one nb/trans guy (all femme presenting)>exclusively a top, zero interest in bottoming>met them all through dating apps, mostly Tinder and Bumble, and a few trans girls through Grindr (I state I'm only looking for femme people on there, I live in a small town with barely any cool cis girls, let alone trans girls)>don't really care about the person's genitals. I love pussy, anal, tits, trans cock (but only if the girl is comfortable using it and gets pleasure out of it, if she's uncomfortable with it I can ignore it and focus solely on the rest of her...I just like making people cum and having them feel good during and after sex) Pt.1
chaser is simply about whether trans women see you as fully straight, nothing to do with all that autistic greentexting
Pt.2>never had sex with a post-op trans girl but honestly it sounds super romantic and sexy>have zero problems going out in public or being seen with trans girls, regardless of how well they pass (I still have to consider them cute, I won't go on dates with or fuck masculine trans girls - they have to be putting in effort to be a cute girl, but I understand that some girls' genetics fucked them, just like it does for cis people)>this is where I'm unsure...I think I have a kink - if you could even call it that - of making trans women feel super feminine and normal>this has caused me to slightly gravitate towards trans girls over cis girls in terms of dating and sex, so in a way I am seeking them out more than cis women>knowing that them being with me makes them feel normal and respected is this biggest turn on, not sure why lol>i just want to give girls fun experiences and make them feel super feminine and please them in any way that I canSo, am I a chaser? If I am a chaser, should I kill myself for being a disgusting freak, or would some girls consider me a non-freak chaser?
depends on the definition you're running with. i would say no
