My shoulders are big and ugly and masculine how do I rapidly lose muscle? All I want is to be feminine I don't want to be treated like a man anymore its not me... I might have to just starve myself because its muscle not fat I have a ridiculous vtaper why the fuck did I have to be a fucking tranny fuck my hon life actually you know what I don't even hit hon status I'm just a straight up fucking joke I just wanna wanna be happy if I was a girl I'd be so happy I could just let go of all this tention but this world is trying to fucking torture me why why why am I like this I wanna be a girl fucking fuck I just wanna get married and be a fucking house wife I wanna be able to wear a pretty dress I want a knight in shining armor to save me but I'm a fucking honish joke of a fucking tranny actually I'm not even worthy of being called a tranny I need to be a girl then everything will be magically better