>be manmoder>go to local free counselling service thing a year ago>get told i can return if i’d like in a year for more sessions>make big deal how i’ll come back and be girlmoding full time and move away from unsupportive parents etc>skip to today>havent girlmoded at all outside of a 2 week holiday and posting selfies in my room here>stupidly thought living with my parents longer would make them more supportive (they’ve gotten worse)>completely missed the summer window to move out and now the guilts hit me hard being back in uni>return to counselling out of desperation>went in to fill some forms today and my old councillor ended up being the one providing me them>she says she’s glad to see me again and hopes i’m doing well since i’ve moved out>am stood there in whole ass manmode>i just nod and smilei know i’ve let myself down but have i let her down too??
>>37319334she doesn't think about you at all
