>had another "i need to make myself straight" episode>still a virgin so this seeme viable>for a few days i was able to see women as attractive and i started talking to some>less than a week later im back to liking dudes, completely fucked it up>as the days pass my dream of having a big happy family in a suburban neighborhood becomes more and more unrealistici hate gay shit already but if im bi thats even worse. nobody likes bi dudes much less le heckin "femboy" ones.i really dont know why im like this, i wasnt molested as a kid and i grew up in a conservative household. its not lookin good
