Killed by a falling grand piano edition.
>>37413919prev: >>37396538
my head feels like it's going to exp,lode what is happening to me
slow slow death
you are all just wannabe manmodersi'd want a manmoder bf/gf/frend but whateveryes i know all /tttt ppl hates me, it's fine, i do toowish more ppl would be honest and make me suicidal yet again, but noo... weak beings
>>37414137I am a manmoder.
i literally have never been mistaken for anything other than a big manly straight guy. i'm the only trve manmvder to ever post here
i am cursed
>>37414218yesalso goatfucker
post a new pic larry
>>37414175same
>>37414137Yeah the ‘manmoder’ brand incites losers who see it as a funny meme label instead of a sad condition. Would’ve been much better if it was called nonpasser general or something.
>>37414291where were you going uzichan?>>37414302true. :|
>>37414244of what? i look the same>>37414302real manmoders rope unironicallyi would have roped by now weren't i so mentally ill
go to therapy or not, i ask myself this before each sessionevery time i go i regret wasting money for nothing
>>37414384post bussy on my dc?wanna goooon
you qre asexual grandpa, quit lyi ng
I wish I was asexual but I'm hypersexual
i do not have a sexuality, my sexuality is broken and i am too dysphoric to have sex with this body
https://voca.ro/1DJQDieaQnph
my ribcage flares out further than my boobs
I CAN'T FEEL MY FACE
guy asking for change on the train today called me ma'am
>>37414384im so close to killing myself larry. two years of manmoding
I lost weight and looksmaxxed, but I just look like a decently attractive twink now
>>37415277i am so sorry, i can't help you bc i can't even help myself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NZsCYOM4j0
>>37414291what do you get out of posting here? literally no one in a million years from anywhere in the world, from any period in time, from any planet, from any universe would ever mistake you for a man, there is nothing manly or male about your appearance in any way because you are A WOMAN you're not even trying to appear masculine, you probably couldn't even if you tried because ever pore in your your stupid female body oozes such potent femininity that no one would buy it for even a second if you ever attempted to pass yourself of as a normal man.I genuinely can't fathom why you don't just just leave us inhuman homunculi to suffer and go live your life unless you derive some kind of sick sadistic pleasure from posting your clearly passing womanly face here just to
>>37415593at least she's not wearing a stupid sweater
>>37415134Feels good doesn't it? Love malefailing more than drugs honestly. And I love drugs.
>>37415623no, it was sweaty and awkward and uncomfortable and almost a little hurtful and puts me on edge like I immediately don't trust whoever gendered me in a feminine way, it was the first time in a few years and it was just like then
shoot the manmoder, yeah!stab the manmoder, yeah!!rape the manmoder, yeah!!!rob them manmoders, yeah!!!!beat them manmoders, yeah!!!!!kill all manmoders, yeah!!!!!!mob the manmoder, yeah!!!!!!!fuck the manmoder, yeah!!!!!!!!make the manmoder suck ya, yeah!!!!!!!!!drop a nut up in a manmoder's mouth, yeah!!!!!!!!!!murder the manmoder, yeah!!!!!!!!!!!death to manmoders, yeah!!!!!!!!!!!cut manmoder up onto pieces, yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!dump manmoder pieces into rivers, YES YES YES YES YESbehead the manmoder YES YES YES YESburn the manmoder alive YES YES YES YES it's a sure delight YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YESi had a dream last night i was having a ballgetting real wildi wasn't shy of doing iti was calculatingto the hardcore people among my boysthere's a lot of ways to put a manmoder in his place, pick your choice YES! YES!! YES!!! YES!!!!get fuckedget fuckedget fuckedget fuckedi get hyperkilling manmoders every day YES! YES!! YES!!! YES!!!!tie a manmoder to the side of your wheel and ride around the towndrag him behind your carsend the pictures to his parents break his arms and legs hang him by his wriststhen cut open his stomachtie weights to his guts slowly pull them to the groundpull out his fingernails and cut out his toes and stab holes in his tongue and gouge out his eyes andi had a dream of manmoder nuts and guts and WHAT THE FUCK torn apart by wolves and brains and get see an manmoder KO'd see a manmoder dead and lock a manmoder in a cage with straw like a chicken cook a manmoder in the oven and eat him for dinner
>>37415714can you sing thislike really death growl itand then get AI to put some shitty metal and blast beats behind itor just get it to sing the whole thing for you and save your throat maybe
>>37415670me on the left
>>37415642I definitely think about if they actually thought I was a passing woman, or if they are being nice cause they think I'm a tranny. But it still feels nice either way imo. It's like even if I'm not passing, at least my energy is, or maybe that's just a cope.
>>37415852I think I might be unironically non-binary
the god of rapethat's me, AGPi got to have my gyno in my handsim a godim no longer a cis man
>>37415909same non-binestie
>>37415852>It's like even if I'm not passing, at least my energy is, or maybe that's just a cope.nah this is both real and valid
>>37415909Lol..same.. that's probably the thing that scares me most. Like, it's already hard enough being trans in this current day and age, but being non binary is next level hard.
how can i kms if i do not feel suicidal?
why do I still take hrt, again?
>>37416248Find old pictures of yourself and see why.
>>37416319yeah this, even just ignore how you look and think back to how you felt when you took that picture
i still look like i am not on hrt
I think they can tell I'm SOMETHING but idk what
>>37416434they think thay you are a hipster
dalemoder
if ai clocks me as a tranny does that mean people do too
best response I ever got on cipg was someone saying "wow if this is you pre-hrt then you're definitely going to make it"would have been nice if I wasn't a year on hrt already
gotta rep the set
I feel like I'm aging in reverse even though I'm getting older
what if laser only forces me further into the uncanny valley rather than alleviating it
>>37417161nothing ventured nothing gained
>>37417161I think it did for me, still very much worthwhile for the comfort - I can go a week without shaving and still only have some sparse light stubble and shadow
hey do you wanna do drugs drugs drugs drugs
>>37417161laser is making my skin nicer you should get it just to get it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=beoNy4MMHTcdoes listening to this on repeat make me a stereotype? I swear I was listening to breakcore and sewerslvt years ago before I really knew about trannies or started HRT
most of sewerslvt is not breakcore, yes it makes you a stereotypeit's still good music imohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xuwoc9vcNX8
Everything is going great
>>37417161less uncanny than facial hair on estrogenized skin
>>37417871
hey, normally i would tell you all to commit sui but actually i wonti hope that all of you are having a great time and are happy and that you will achieve your dreams <3
I hope you start hrt
sometimes I worry that I'm actually fucking insane and then I hear myself laughing and I stop worrying
>>37417913i am more likely to start blasting gear than hrt but it will be okay in the end fren
>>37418000I did that and it was fun for a little while but eventually the dysphoria will catch up to you. you can't roid it away.
>>37418011roids are worthless anyway, no real reason to do them unless you make money somehow from being huge.. i will live and i will see..
as insufferable as you are goatfucker i do hope you make it
i do hope i make it too and also i hope you make it too chudetteno hard feelings i hope and sorry for being an annoying prick, i was just in pain suffering, i am more calm now
you would likely be suffering less if you got back on hrt
>>37418065this
>>37413919My therapist suspected i might have autism. Its over, just another confused MALE brained autistic MAN
>>37418168autism is highly correlated with being trans
the balding will continue until morale improvs
>>37418215I know but it doesn't feel "truetrans"
how i look 2 years on hrt
I crave irl friends almost as much as I crave the courage to girlmode.
how I look almost 5 years on HRT>>37418415get lasor
>>37418401>truetransFUCK that
injection night
da thursday jab
>>37414291schizo chudette eyes…
This don't mattah. none a this mattahs.
>>37414519lol just shitposting>>37416156...
>>37418572Sorry but all the super awkward (and not in a cute way) transwomen are autistic
>>37416434no, no they can't
Big strong handsome man spooning me in our underwear as we watch survivor.
i'm macreadymoding
I force myself to masturbate my girl cock to women but I just can't get off
i've seen things you boymoders wouldn't believe
>>37415593Nobody has ever confused me for a woman in my life
killing you with a gun
>>37413919Whats up niggersMy sisters wedding was a blast =D i was the king of the dance floor!>>37414291Ngmi best to detrans and stay on hrt>>37415134He must have been real desperate for those coins kek>>37416434Hi daddy looking cute :p>>37420664Giwtwm
>>37419619me fr I just could not cum last night in bed
>>37419611dangerzonemoding
>>37414291You should grow out your hair, I think that would help out a lot. The katen cut is not it. You definitely can make it, I think clothing style plays a big part in your never being malefailed.
>>37421591He is 6’2 stop giving false hope you dirty hug boxer
>>37421630nah he can make it, mogs the fuck out of me
come to daddyhttps://voca.ro/1e47KqxmbEvn
dysphoria and sudden onset masculinization ruined my life and I became a bitter, depressive faggot
>>37421848same pubestie
my doctor doesnt like me because i still manmode. i swear im androphilic im one of the good ones pleassseeee
I'm also androphilic and I don't want to tell doctors that I am a tranny, because a lot of them expect you to honmode and then they interrogate you "well if you're actually a woman on the inside, you should dress like one, or maybe you're not trans">charges you 200€
I'm so grateful I go to an informed consent place and they're all really supportive of everyone just beeing themselves without conforming
it's not about conforming where I live, it's just that they have strict standards on who should transition, some unfortunately in the real sense woke psychiatrists want you to basically have RLE (it's not legally mandated) and will push you towards itsome are Jews and require you to go to their clinics for as much time as possible since they end up earning a lot of money from itbasically this is why I DIY, I don't need to justify myself to any washed up roasties who think they know how people should live.
>>37422055Based
>>37422055that's fucked up, the existence of RLE and those standards is a huge part of why I didn't start HRT or even learn more until so late, because I was just so scared... DIY is based
>>37414291>>37416434i know I shitpost alot but for real this time.. if i woke up and i looked like this i would honestly just shoot myself in the facewtf you guys are brave
ew
>>37422121I know someone who went to this one psychiatrist who always pushed her to present female (even in a very intolerant environment), the shrink didn't seem to understand that the world is a dangerous place and that people can get hurt like thisthe same one called some random tranny AGP for sleeping too late, since women apparently don't do thatthen she writes articles for news organizations and NGOs how she is totally helping people be their real selvesthankfully where I live, you can bribe pharmacists for real meds or just DIY since customs don't care about tranny meds
>>37422125Chudette has a smaller browbone than you and a nicer body
>>37422156I swear those kinds of people just don't want you to transition, they want to shittest you until you give up and conform
>>37422188that's what it's like on the eastern side of the Iron Curtain lol, no one actively persecutes gays or trannies, but you are pushed very very hard to conform, there aren't many people in my country who are medically transitioning
>>37422156There was a shrink who was involved with all the lgbt outreach organizations where I used to live who was a well-known outspoken blanchardist. you could also find him on grindr every weekend with pictures of him in a fur mask.
>>37422033this. i diyed for years and decided to just go to pp to avoid worrying about supply and it has been perfect.
>>37422171HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA both his face and body are SHIT
>>37422188rle is a holdover from a previous era where people could concievably just crossdress and pass to some degree. honestly if that was still possible it would be a good idea to make rle a requirement for continuing to receive hrt (but not a prerequisite) because it forces people to confront reality as the opposite sex and gets them to conform better. it just doesn't work if nobody ever sees you as your desired gender.
>>37422362>it's good actually tho if you're trutrans and legit and passfuck you, you're part of the problem
>>37421630I don't hug box you weirdo. I tell it how I genuinely see it. Don't project your insecurities and self image issues onto others, it's not only embarrassing, but it has an effect on one's appearance over the years.
>>37422125post your face? :3
IM RETARDED AND GAY. picrel
>>37422703same retardestie
what's the deal with age (difference) fetishists?feels cringe to me
post scalp chuddie
https://unseecc/album#Pl6ZbDxEqYvMAnother day of runescape and DBZ. Almost done with buu saga.
>>37422808>Another day of runescape and DBZ. Almost done with buu saga.based>unseef*id
>>37422822kek no looks like a tranny
>>37422808i wouldn't call that a manmoder :)
>>37422808john redcorn?
>>37422822>>37422838Ty:)>>37422843Ty, I put some slight makeup on today. It's not how I normally go out.>>37422844The one and only lol
>>37422793but it's BALD
so broke I've started stealing toilet paper from the gym. i NEED a job.
>>37422867Is it even though? Your progress pics have been very good. Idk if you can hold the bald title anymore.
>>37422915it's getting there in small tufts and waves, I might stop wearing the dale hat if it recovers enough
>>37422913I'm headed there soon if I don't do something fast
>>37422940not bad :)bet it'll get better for a while still, regrowth takes such a long timecongratulations on being a good responder to fina!
>>37422976well thanks, we'll see, I really didn't know what to expect and I was resigned to permabald - I just wish I had started sooner instead of still being hesitant about any of this even when I had a plan ready to escalate to more severe measuresIF YOU ARE READING THIS AND HAVE THE BALD AND ARE NOT YET AT LEAST TRYING FINASTERIDE CUT THAT SHIT OUT AND JUST DO IT FAGGOT
>>37422940Yeah I would stop wearing the hat, hats like that can actually be detrimental to hair growth and health. It looks soo much better though. Like the recovery is insane. What dose fin are you taking? I've been only using 1.25mg and the cutter isn't always the best. So I just increased to 2.5mg. Hoping to see some type of improvement as well.
>>374230405mgI asked for fin and I guess my doc prescribed me the full dose right away since I had mentioned that I was also worried about other possible masculinizing or DHT related effects after lowering my E dose (my levels had been a bit high and I suspect may have been driving some of my emotional turbulence)
>>37422808you're my favorite """""""manmoder""""""" prettyy
i feel like a 14 year old girl but when i was a 14 year old boy i felt like a 19 year old woman but when i was a 19 year old man i felt dead
>>37422940>>37423040why not dut 0.5mg? side profile is similar to fin 5mg but more dht is blocked
good newsyou won't have to manmode when you hit 24
>>37423191im 23 and manmoding. is this a real fortune or are you hurting me instead
>>37423198ermyou said when you were 14 you felt 19when you were 19 you felt deadso logically at 24 you will be dead
>>37423180I don't think dut was covered by my insurance, I'm paying nothing for the fin
>>37423066I initially was getting 5mg, but went down to 1.25 for some reason. Maybe I'll ask to see if I can get 5 again next doctors visit.>>37423109Ty:) I think you're really pretty too. You been enjoying new season of survivor? Sue was my episode 1 pick. I feel very good about her game rn.>>37423180I used to do dut years ago before hrt and I loved it. But inhousepharmacy orders haven't been showing up anymore. And I get fin for free with insurance. Maybe I'll try to find another website to get dut again.
>>37423274oh
>>37423314that was a shitty joke, I'm sorry
I have only been awake for 3 hours and I am already out of shit to do today.
>>37423417no it’s ok just remember me when i stop posting next year
>>37423302omg yes, i haven't seen ep2 yet bc i wait for my mom to be free so we can discuss over the phone but sue was a clear pick, maybe teeny too. idk if i have a standout game wise on the yellow tribe yet but i liked how rachel carried herself, andy's a weirdo i hope it doesn't bite her later if he ends up in an important alliance (which i kinda doubt lol)
I wonder how many manmoders we've lost to sui.. posters that we had condos with and will never know they are just gone.>>37423417The joke was pretty good actually. Made got a laugh out of me.>>37423436Please dont
>>37423491sorry bros .. baka i cant go on >.<
>>37423511>baka >.<Ok nvm, do it lmao
>>37423302you really are pretty... to be honest i'm kinda jealous and it makes me feel badi think fina is good enough for most cases? since i got a prescription for 5mg fina it's almost free for me (am in sweden) while 1mg fina is expensive as hell, as it's just prescribed for hairloss
>>37423554i typed s.m.h. and it became baka, not my fault desu
s.m.h.
>>37423634is baka?didn't know that one, never shake my head in this weird world
baka desu senpai
>>37423657party like it’s 2009 guys. im young and on the internet for the first time and my life will work out
>>37423674smbakah tbqdesu w/u fampai
>>37423597>being this new
>>37423682i’ve been on/off 4chan for over a decade
I think I just realized I have shaped my conversational skillset similarly to that of NPC barks or unit responses in an RTS with a bunch of symbolic or preset templates I reference and use as a crutch
>>37423491yeah
>>37423674imagine being 32 yo moid in 2009 lmaocouldn't be me kek
just ate 6 eggs fried in half a stick of butter
>>37423858you will never be a man
>>37423895meanienow i want to fry eggs :(my friend have chickens so get eco free range eggs for cheap :)>>37424020want to see my pics? am the most masc ugly freak ever
>>37423471E2 is so good. But I like waiting for my family too, I'm watching it with 3 others rn. They picked Sol, Rome and sierra. I actually liked Rachel too, was thinking of making her my second pick that we do at the end of e3. Andy is such a weirdo... and his game is so bad lol, just wait for his dumbass in e2 it's cringe.>>37423559:(Yeah that's why I'm not super worried about it, fin has for the most part been working fine for me. Except I've been having greater loss of hair on wash days lately. That's why I've bumped up dosage.
>>37424045youre a woman to me durian
I was already jaded and bitter by then, I was 20 and I had been on the internet for a decade, but god I miss the internet and the stupid meme culture with its roots in the early 00s and late 90s and everything before all this gay political garbage (I know it was there but not like this, this is unprecedented)I should have trooned out in 2009
>>37424086imagine being a /b/ youngshit troon in 2009. i kneel
>>37424086I miss 00s internet. Aol chat sites, flash game websites like mini clip, addicting games and newgrounds. Early YouTube.. old windows 98 and xp games, I have an old computer I wanna set up eventually for this reason. MySpace. And although I think meme culture is funnier year by year, the innocent genuineness of those early years were magic.>>37424110I try not to think about being a youngshit anymore. I just be content I'm a late midshit.
>>37424110I just kept telling myself I would grow out of it or I didn't really want to be a girl and it was just a fetish where I would self-insert in porn, even as I saw more and more popular trans people everywhere on the internet with more information becoming available (by that point I absolutely could have DIY'd or gotten a prescription unlike when I was still young enough to have dodged puberty)
>>37424058almost crying
>>37424045>want to see my pics? I do
>>37424250trust me you don'thave zero bdd btw, been evaluated for all sorts of things and just got a bullshit diagnosis out of it, and it isn't bddsearch the archives if you want to be sick and this warning isn't ironic nor exaggerating in any way
>>37424301huhdon't know what I expected
>>37424086post ipas
>>37424470i'm sorrynow you can lay your illusions at rest
nathan explosion but with tits
>>37424570yeah
>>37424555checked but I'm not that kind of hipster, I find pine tree flavored drinks offensive
>>37424301When did you start hrt? How long have you been on it?
>>37424594am drunk but got on it in my 40sidksorrywhy?
>>37424589racist!how dare you!?!
>>37424693You have stolen my memes and my youngshithood with your empty posts. And yet I'm one of the lucky ones. Anons are suffering. Tripfags are dying. Entire generals are collapsing. We are in the beginning of a mass banwave, and all you can talk about is (You)s and thread lore for eternal interpersonal drama. How dare you!
MANMURDER
YOU NEED YOUR VIALS, checkNEEDLES, checkSYRINGE, checkALCOHOL, checkPILLS, checkBALD, checkDESIRE, checkVENGEANCE, check
just want someone to hug me and tell me it's going to be ok
is this a competition?i feel this is a competition,one i can. not. win....fuck you fate, fuck you reality!!i will not compete!
https://youtube.com/watch?v=VIM667W8jjw
>be a straight A student>change my name to something girly because names aren't gendered>feminism says everything is equal!>change my legal sex on my State ID to X because enbies R valid!>identity = reality!>start HRT with informed consent.>i can make my own choicez, fuck RLE!>no one believes me when i tell them what my name is>people think it's funny and bring up "A Boy Named Sue" by Johnny Cash to try to comfort me about my "unfortunate" name>now can't renew my passport because ID doesn't match passport>now can't visit certain countries where X isn't a legal sex>airplane tickets won't let me select X in the drop-down menu, some booking websites still use a gendered system>emails and letters either use Mr or Ms in many circumstances>get spam mail in my deadname>now can't go to a swimming pool>women's swimsuits would show my bulge, men's would show my tits>on hot days women and men can dress skimpy, down, but i can't take my shirt off like a man, or go out in a sports bra like a woman without looking like a freak >all my friends think im a freak anyway and leave me>become so isolated im too scared to go to class>be straight F student>forced to drop out of college >then i lose my job at the college because im no longer a student there>get so ashamed i start going by my deadname again>even though i legally changed my name on a state level on a federal level in the SSA my name is my old name so no matter what "legal name" i put on a document, i get a call and have to give them my deadname and out myself as a cringe manmoder, a nightmare gigahon trans woman that's literally a manly man with short hair and a massive Adam's apple that looks like an alien worm trying to burst out of my throat >i have no friends >i have no sex>i have no job>i have no degree >i can't just give them my deadname either and pretend im still close because i have a female name on my ID>i try to tell people it's a gender neutral name>no one cares or believes me
>>37425129pick a lane, moistling, even if that's right down the center taking up space in both and pissing everyone off
liberals when a beautiful 21-year-old white women identifies as nonbinary in college>you're beautiful!!!>you're valid!!!>we love you!!!>names are neutral. clothes are neutral. the future is fema- uhh... i mean... AFAB liberals when an ugly 21-year-old man identifies as nonbinary at the pool/at work/at a bar/at home>umm... you're making women feel uncomfortable >please leave>what's your real name, though?>maybe you could wear something more... uh... with pockets
>>37422171Yea she's hot afOf course you couldn't find anything nice to say about me though...
>>37425156with zero irony mogs me
>okay but im uncomfortable using your pronouns also you need to be less angry and disavow Hamas. because they're terrorists. you're not a terrorist, are you? you know this is a Christian country, right? don't call it genocide, that's inflammatory. also don't speak over women on issues of gender. check your privilege.
one of these years I'm going to go swimming again and I will have to decide if I'm going with some kind of mixed getup like trunks and a nondescript top or rash guard or something what
>>37425121omg!love vnv nationam sad i don't even deserve to be humiliatedwant to cutcalm downdiebe forgottenlol like anyone, even relatives ever remembered me "existing">>37425156cum
>>37425204the lyrics in Joy always really resonated with me
>>37425145no because i am literally a man i am literally a sexual predator i am literally sexist i am literally a terrorist i am literally a criminal i am literally schizophrenic i literally stink i literally am ugly i literally am broke i literally have no friends i literally am demonic i
>>37425224same schizestie
Clip interagator is cooking some shit today lol.>half orc>cryptid>beautiful necromancer>gentle femdom>john redcorn(ofc lol)>>37425156Youre cute, I kinda don't believe you when you say you've never malefailed.
>>37425245I like how this identifies who you are lol>beautiful necromancerthis is my favoriteI think it just called me a fag...
>>37425211samevnv nation was always what i were listening on when i was feeling really bad, gave a perspective on thingswhen feeling the worsggressive stuff possible tt it was the loudest possible bass heavy to drown any emotions
word salad time to die, or sleep... or drink more
sleep it off
>>37425291Beautiful necromancer is favorite part I think I've ever gotten. Also yeah, it stays giving me John redcorn lmao. I haven't gotten emojies in a while, you got 2 sets somehow. The femme and flowers at the end was definitely like somebody whispering fag or queer as they walk by you lol.
>>37425291a woman taking a selfie in a bathroom mirror, black hoodie techie, tired eyes, arbeitsrat für kunst, non-binary, by Ay-O, long haircut, half-woman half-butterfly, too tired to care anymore, uncropped, beautiful necromancer, smol, she has a distant expression, tired, now
>>37425651>now
best one i got also has now what does it mean >a naked woman sitting on top of a bed, eye bags, non-binary, outrageously fluffy, cfg = 3, shaved face, by Nōami, violet long hair, curious eyes, now, flawless olive skin, just a cute little thing, low lighting, around 20 yo, a messy, uncropped, humid
>>37425651Half butterfly is a lot better than my half orc lmao.
>>37414291Hawt & would, dude
>>37423895Based and healthy fat pilled
>>37414291mogs me too hard
>>37425156Bitch i tried to get in your dms and you ignored me so go awayYeah you are hot and look womanly for a guy what about it
>>37414291miss i know it probably doesn't mean much from a random guy online, but i think you're pretty :) .
Is chasergen raiding us or something
it's just the weekendhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvNa9O-P9MA
>>37425910Chasergen is for fags and honsOnce the guys started simping for Stu it was over
>>37414291I want to do soccer hooligan stuff with this bro.
>>37425925Why do you project so much? You've become bitter in your detrans back from girlmode to manmode.
anyone wanna start a suicide cult with me?
>>37426039do I get special powers when I ascend to the next realm?
ywnbam
>>37426039Only if we all fuck beforehand.
>>37426056yeah you'll be able to travel time and walk through solid matter>>37426079but of course
>>37425977Yeah i am bitter you are correct. not happy about it and i will try to do better. don’t see what that has to do with the chasergen tho
>>37426111I want demon wings
>>37426144ok but the wings and horns come as a set, if you want one you have to get both.
>>37426111Ok, then I'm in(I'm gonna fuck and dip before everyone drinks the koolaid)>>37426116Mainly just noticed cause of the "hons" and the single out of stu. Bitterness might be my least liked emotion to feel. It eats away at a person. I hope you can overcome it.>>37426159Give me the set too, but add in the demon tail too.
>>37426159acceptable>>37426171>Give me the set too, but add in the demon tail too.this too
>>37426171Stu posts his penis in the thread so calling him out is fair game
A crazy drifter gave me a coupon for a free sandwich today. sometimes it pays to go outside and talk to people, even if it's just a drunk vagrant.
>>37426294when I go outside I feel like I just pulled the umbilical plug and I'm running on emergency reserve battery and freak out like shinji, I see the bar draining and I get nervous and giddy and have to try my best to just detach from my anxiety
>>37425857bill would you kindly post bussy and moobs?at my discord if not here?
>>37426317weeb
>>37426433
whoo! another great day! It don't get any better than this!
yeah
it's definitely the ganjahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2UIfYSpV8c
The doomposting will continue until morale gets even worse.
I'm insanely more confident and yet more anxious about myself now than I was before
>for over seven years the United States has been occupying the lands of Islam in the holiest of places, the Arabian Peninsula, plundering its riches, dictating to its rulers, humiliating its people, terrorizing its neighbors, and turning its bases in the Peninsula into a spearhead through which to fight the neighboring Muslim peoples.>The expansion of Israel is one of the greatest crimes, and you are the leaders of its criminals. And of course there is no need to explain and prove the degree of American support for Israel. The creation of Israel is a crime which must be erased. Each and every person whose hands have become polluted in the contribution towards this crime must pay its price, and pay for it heavily.>[T]he aim [of the United States] is also to serve the Jews' petty state and divert attention from its occupation of Jerusalem and murder of Muslims there. The best proof of this is their eagerness to destroy Iraq, the strongest neighboring Arab state, and their endeavor to fragment all the states of the region such as Iraq, Saudi Arabia, Egypt, and Sudan into paper statelets and through their disunion and weakness to guarantee Israel's survival and the continuation of the brutal crusade occupation of the Peninsula.>The blood pouring out of Palestine must be equally revenged. You must know that the Palestinians do not cry alone; their women are not widowed alone; their sons are not orphaned alone... With your help and under your protection, the Israelis are planning to destroy the Al-Aqsa mosque. Under the protection of your weapons, Sharon entered the Al-Aqsa mosque, to pollute it as a preparation to capture and destroy it.>You have destroyed nature with your industrial waste and gases more than any other nation in history. Despite this, you refuse to sign the Kyoto agreement so that you can secure the profit of your greedy companies and industries. >how brutal and greedy the Western Crusader world is, with America at its top
face down, trash
fucking freaks
is it AGP to wanna wear granny dresses and look like an early western pioneer?
>>37426879?fuck you
>>37426903that doesn't answer my question
anything better than sn to ctb? i don't wanna bother doing this shit anymore. no i can't get a gun
>>37426879duh
>>37426968don't
>>37426977too much to unpack no reason to do so. i live in a tall building but i don't want anything to happen to my cats (no physical way to close balcony door while outside) so i'm just looking for something else.going to the roof could work but I'd have to ask building admin for the key and that's too much work.
>>37426971oh wellI AM AGP after all, might as well lean into it.
>>37426879do you get off on it?
>>37427101no
>>37426922nah vgranny dresses can be based, if you pass, or you're a proud nonpassing manmoder!!am srs and _hon_nestalso i'm drukn af and bored so you should post at my dickcordjk as i am too stupid to reply
>>37426968don't please reach out to someone, even if that disgusting someone is mei know the feel srs and can take/understand a lot of shitnot claiming to be a trained psych or anything but...please tr something before you tr to end it?
>>37427297yeah sure let me just give you my information to contact me lmfao.>please tr something before you tr to end it?wouldn't be the first time i do either of those
Sell me on manmoding. I've been honmoding for a fair while because I figured that was the right self accepting thing to do. But desu it is exhausting and gross and I don't want the weird attention. Oh and being more employable would be nice. Guessing a lot of my trans friends will shun me but whatever.
>>37427512it's>low effort>the comfort and privilege of a masculine social role>potentially as uncanny or worse if you don't pass as a man than honmoding
>>37427512Post pics first and we can actually tell you if manmoding will be better for you.
i don't pass as human
same monstrestie
NEED my balls off
>>37427434wtf when did i ask for identifying information you sick faggot freak?just because your're a retarded shit doesn't mean i want to take advvantage of you>wouldn't be the first time i do either of thoseok? what the fuck does it matter?>>37427691fuck you. also post head. am pissed fomr that freak above. piece of shit.
>>37427700i might be able to chomp them off? if i might bring salt and pepper?!?
>>37427778
dubs and I go to Mexico for a discount elective orchi. I hate dicking around with shrinks and insurance companies, I just wanna pay some guy to take them off and not ask any questions.
>>37416248>>37416319EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING HRT DOES NOTHING. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore.
>>37427793it doesn't do nothing you just have to be realistic
>>37427793Those people don't know wtf they're talking about. Compare pictures of you several months before hrt and over a year after hrt and tell me it does nothing. At the very least don't ever stop hrt, unless you genuinely have gone through every option and know you aren't trans. As far as girlmoding vs manmoding.. I can tell you that most people are not satisfied with manmoding, most of us crave the ability to girlmode but through cowardice, bdd, various mental illness, life situation etc.. we don't. You've already done the hardest part, which is come out and girlmode, and be you. If that actually isn't you, than maybe manmode can work. It has its benefits, some actually pretty comfy. A couple seem to be made for manmoding, and actually are super satisfied. I would really take your time on the decision, detransing can be horrible if it ends up being the wrong choice, wether full detrans, or just from girlmode. I tell you from experience.
I have my mom's cheeks
>>37427799>>37428066I'm rotting as we speak babes...... I think I need hrt.
>>37428135>I think I need hrt.why are you not on hrt? get on hrt
>>37428137Suicide fuel.
>>37428189ok
Twink deathTwink memorial serviceTwink burialTwink decomposition
twink crawling out of your own grave and pulling yourself up through the shit and dirt to live again
>>37428265i twink resurrected once and then twink died again
need manmoder bf
>>37428135Youre girlmoding without hrt?! Wtf whyyy, please get on it ASAP. Do you need help with diy resources?
>>37428294are you manmoder4manmoder?
>>37428287I did too actually. I was over 200 pounds ar age 24 and went vegan for over a year. Lost like 60 pounds. Cut all the fat. Started hrt near the end of that. And for a solid 3-4 months I was my twink self from senior year of highschool again. Girls I went to school with told me as such. Ended up loosing it soon after and detransed and completely lost it after that lol. My second time now on hrt I've recovered a lot again, but my ability to twinkhon is gone I think. Debating trying to go vegan again to try.
>>37428405wait, you're literally me, so why don't i remember making that post? am i having a dissociative fugue?
of all the suicide hons I picked you, because you have a brick waist and a gay tattoo
I endeavor to become a worse person with each new day.
>>37428505same worstie I'm so done fitting in or making things work
>>37428425Today was my first day as a vegetarian. I think this convo has convinced me to commit to it. Will try vegan in a month or so. See if I can't recover even more and get that twink status again. Try with me anonette.>>37428489Not super suicidal, but bricked waist and 4 tats of which could definitely be considered gay af.
>>37428370masc4masc
>>37428599https://voca.ro/1ahOiEEskylm
i got something.
>>37428728slutyour ugly surface thing looks like it's better
>>37428736it is. they dont really like my breast growth so i have to be careful with them.
>>37428760good, don't risk keeping it in if it causes more problems as things develop - you can always get it done again later instead
gollum calls you a dirty slut ASMR
>>37428772it'll still scar pretty bad if it rejects so i'm trying to keep them happy
why can't I find a good slur for the portugese?
will it stop hurting if i stop manmoding
it might hurt a little less
>>37428803dago is technically applicable
>>37428826noted, I did come across it herehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_ethnic_slurs_and_epithets_by_ethnicityI just wanted to find the most offensive way of deciding what kind of food to order and it turns out fish and chips is a portugese thing originally
>>37428813ig the pain stems from my inability to present feminine, logically the way to alleviate the pain is to just do that. but what if it hurts more in the moment, what if the regret comes in the middle of the night like it always has
>>37428860you should probably try it and find out if it's bothering you
>>37428860i like my dress it makes me feel like normal and not dysphoric as hell.
>>37428905>i like my dress it makes me feel like normal and not dysphoric as hell.don't you think this is something you should pay attention to and take seriously? you're not manmoding and it's not good for you to try to, you obviously should just full on honmode or wear whatever as much as you want
>>37428921i'm kinda moving away from manmode but hate mtfg.
>>37428874i've never owned any women's clothing and i'm too ashamed to ever want to
>>37428938do you have anyone irl to help you or give you feedback on that kind of thing?
>>37428948i only have my mother and i cannot let her down by her only son becoming a tranny
Just ran into a coworker from my new job while wearing makeup and booty shorts. Not a lot of makeup, but still visible. He seemed to not realize it was me at first for a few seconds while I was saying what's up lol>>37428728Gratz Dakota. Looks good and looks like it fits well too. Give us a full body Pic. Also, I agree with >>37428921 you should really just full time girlmode. I think if anybody is ready out of the regulars, it's you.
>>37428958you are already a tranny
>>37428932yeah I barely even lurk mtfg and never post, it's always seemed like a cesspit to me... but come on, don't you think you should be "graduating" from this?
>>37428978by the sparsest definition. and nobody knows that but me
>>37428996but i like mmg you my comfy place.
I'm gonna go downtown and grab five or six stray cats off the street, anybody want one?
>>37429051I already have fucking 4 here at my house. And they piss on my bathroom door. Come take 2 or 3.
>>37429051can i get some fries w that
>>37413919one chance at lifegiant masculinized skull and shouldersno tranny looks anywhere near as bad as me, and the ones that say they do consistently are comparing themselves to me out of self-harm : )
I'm like if seth rogen and hank hill and shrek had a baby
manmowari da
goodnight mmg
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