I will not be a mother if I'm still a manmoder

>>37655930
all manmoders are women

>>37655903
I wouldn't mind having kids if it weren't for the fact they'd have my genes. or you know they could be retarded and or have some kind of terrible disorder or something.

>>37656016
yeah this is why i would adopt. i don't want to spread my fucked up genes but i also want to be a mom.

nice pic but i dont think someone as mentally ill and broke as me should have kids

>>37656044
you're the one who should stay the fuck away from kids you ugly jew

>>37655903
My son is cuddled up next to me in bed sleeping rn.

I LOVE KIDS

>>37656086
Stay away from schools bitch

>>37656172
but i bring my nephew to school every morning... he's too young to go alone

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yay!!

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this skill sucks

>>37656234
>>37656247
you're so cute

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>>37656280
i know

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I'd like to say that I love trans women, you are all valid and beautiful

>>37656341
are you a fan of rape?

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>>37656369
NO! I think that is wrong.

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this skill is horrible

I will always be a man
My chosen name was thought f way after hrt but also it lined up with what girl names I liked as a teen
My transition feels like nothing. I derive no joy in it and only cosmetic changes seem to matter, an aesthetic over a feeling
Other seek I simply wait for things. Only do what I’m supposed what I have to do. Transition related or not
Mild fake dysphoria, I don’t even cry over it just tense up in bed and grimace
No real pain
No real childhood gender trauma
Normal boy into man into manmoder
As if wearing your morning shirt.
I still get boners with good levels, my own body telling me how fucked up I am, sexualizing women and my own shitty bodily changes.
Disgusting yet also real
That’s me
Fake yet also here
And I can’t even tell anyone
Closeted or worse…surrounded by real trannies. Alone

>>37656341
Are you a manmoder? If not, get your kiddie games out of here.
This is a space for MEN

>>37656576
i'm 33, 6 years hrt, had ffs, never malefailed
yes i am a manmoder

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>>37656610
weren't you the one attentionwhoring in uzi's thread about how you pass sooOOooo much better than her?
why is it always the wealthy bpdemons?

>>37656654
Well.. everybody passes much better than him to be fair

Man in a man’s body with a man’s mind and a man’s life.
I feel like a man too cause why not!
Yep this creature will def be and is a woman!!!!!! It’s not all masking!!!
It’s not all posturing!!! It’s real for sure this time!!! I fit in yet! Am I a girl yet? I listen Chappell Roan and Lana del Rey uwu
Oh also breakcore and based rock!
Total tranny vibes!!!!!!!!!

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>>37656668
im about on the same level as uzi desu

>>37656746
so sorry for you

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69 :D

>>37657012
nice

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70 >:D

anyone wanna wire me btc

Anyone wanna put their tongue in my butt?

anyone wanna kill me with a rusty kitchen knife?

>>37657518
I would gladly murder you all to even be a twinkhon

My goal is 140 from current 161.9

I’d gladly die if it made one girl cis

>>37656056
Based
I want to be a dad fuck :(

>>37656056
on one hand based on the other it's better to john50 while your kid is younger rather than later(which is still better than the other john50 solution)

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>>37655903
Not really.

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yurrrr

You can call me Bread cause I pair nicely with Cheese

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you were supposed to be a woman

>>37658425
You can call me dick sucker because i am a faggot

>>37658456
They took this from you…

call me butter cause you can spread me bro

>>37658471
the jews

>>37658457
Hi dick sucker, I'm dad

>>37658507
*Daddy

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yay! done with this for today

I'm not a man anymore
I am a worm, scorned by mankind and despised by the people.

>>37658726
SAME

>cant transition because youre a honbeast
>cant detransition because youre a dysphoric
thanks god

>>37658759
that would be sooo cute :3

>>37658962
didn't you hear? the last mmg ever was several threads ago.

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:D

how do you build up the courage to actually kill yourself? since starting hrt i have too much hope and i cant get into that mindset unless i stay off the hrt for a few days and see my body more soberly but i always just take it and feel better and not suicidal. i used to be suicidal. how do i get there again i want to be like mishima i want to be cursed and tragic and beautiful. i should have been a teen suicide

>>37659011
gz

>>37659101
tyyyyyyyyyy

>>37659011
wanna run cox

dubs and i buy lithium online and take it even tho i don't have bipolar just to see what happens

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>>37659144
im asexual

>>37659217
do it anyways

>>37659222
ok what about chambers

>>37659228
Don't have any gear. Sold all my gp when I quit like 6 years ago and now that I came back I'm focusing on skilling cause I wanna max

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>>37659076
I advocate against suicide lol
Maybe you need a pharmaceutical cocktail to help manage things
Lexapro helped with my ocd so i dont have scary intrusive thoughts
Doc put me on vyvanse today, will see if it helps me concentrate better

>just become a drug addict
ok retard

>>37659262
i definitely have ocd but i will continue to just take amphetamines and watch my thoughts spiral instead of being more productive or normal

>>37659297
Yeah
The industrial revolution shook things up too quickly, at a faster rate than humans have had time to evolve….
The with the internet boom it exacerbated the issue
Our brains have literally not evolved enough to be able to handle modern society lol
Drug addiction is good if you are on nice drugs, i also take cbd oil every day :*

I hate you all

>>37655903
>qott
I don't know, I don't like the way my brain gets overridden with protective or nuturing chemical compulsions when it comes to kids or how panicked I feel when I see or hear a baby crying, I don't think I can handle opening the pandora's box of paternal/maternal instincts and the conflict therein

>>37659365
Mommy

>>37659257
gl on maxing then

>>37659412
thx gang, went from 1790 total to almost 2k in 3 weeks so doing pretty good. I'm doing all the fast skills first so it will slow down alot though

selling june skimmy 30k

>>37659430
been mining to 90 for amethyst for the tbow im about to loot its so boring im never gonna max

>>37659460
shits insane
people say "ah mining is soo free just do stars" like yah sure nigga, its only one click every 10 mins but its like 400 hours

>>37659486
why do people even play rs then? sounds boring

>>37659503
Some people enjoy doing that shit for 400 hours, there's also much faster methods but they require more attention. You can also just not do it

>>37659486
im doing calcified rocks for the prayer so its a click every like 90 seconds but still 400 hours

>>37659503
unmatched dopamine

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yahooo

>>37659503
that's easy: number go up
I've only ever tried it around when it first came out and I was in middle school and it never hooked me, but I completely get the appeal for those it does

runescape makes my skin crawl

I think I spent more time on adventure quest than runescape, or maybe maple story... I sunk a ton of time into ragnarok though, and a lot of other way worse games during the 00s MMO boom

It’s all fake
I just want sex as a woman with other trannies or men
Dysphoria is fake

>I just want sex as a woman
>Dysphoria is fake
repper logic

>>37659503
its a cookie clicker

>>37659674
Perhaps you internalized your dysphoric feelings and your brain processed them sexually to help you deal with it, especially if the sexual feelings started around puberty.

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>>37659665
Based maplestory enjoyer?

>>37659719
tfw i went from a cute bottom boy who just wanted to be a girl and date my bff to becoming a rapehon freak porn addict manmoder with a never passing body and a history of immorality

>>37659780
>porn addiction
Have you had your levels tested recently ?
I can still get hard but i cant cum more than once a day, sometimes never

Wanting to look like a woman doesn’t matter if you can have sex
Bottom dysphoria is just my fetish I like frotting too
I’m touch starved abd take hormones to make men abd trannies like me more
I’m just insecure about being ugly it’s not dysphoria
I’m not envious of trannies it’s just lust
I’m in denial abd that’s ok I’m not a real human since my life is filled with nothing so I’m just pretending to be trans to occupy myself and have a reason to be drptessed

>>37659503
It's a lot of nostalgia. It's a comfy chill game that's easy to play while watching a movie or something. It's my forever game. Good game to quit and come back to every several months.

>>37659844
no i dont masturbate after starting e but i used to

Went from nolife Neet gooner to nonlife retailoid tranny manmoder
Always been ugly and disgusting

society should genocide manmoders and keep the passoids. nobody should have to live like this

this gen sucks

>you should die because I'm unhappy
no?

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LES GOOOOO!!!

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can i get a gz on 2k total?
party at my poh in 40 mins

I should go to an endo once I have money

>>37659935
Then dont post here

>>37659865
Oh. you should masturbate, its really fun

>>37660083
NTA but it’s not
My penis hurts

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Guys do you think it is possible to look like this if i go to the gym 3x a week
>>37660097
:(

>>37660130
goals
>going to the gym
it's over

>>37660130
Yes, eat a slight or as much as you can calorie deficit and you can get it in months to a year easy.

>>37660220
>easy
Lol even at my lowest weight i’ve never had abs
I need to get a membership so i can pass the fitness requirements for school
Once i have abs i think i will spam them here every single day haha

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>>37660273
the grind never ends
will i get the pet ????????????????

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i did not get the pet >:(

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YOOOOO there a bgs spawn here wtf

>>37660273
Well once you get to a low body fat and wanna start getting muscle you need to start eating at a calorie surplus. With a lot of protein and low fat foods. And then really start working the weights on those abs.

hehehehe i want to hurt myself hohohohoho

>>37660524
Thanks
Right now i just try to hold my legs in the air while i lay on my back for as long as possible
Do you recommend any ab workouts

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this puzzle was hard as hell

hey man nice tits

>>37660580
theyre hairy

>>37660577
I mean if you don't have a gym membership just look up on YouTube an at home ab workout routine and do that till you're at the weight and body fat you wanna start packing on the muscle. Then I'd recommend a gym membership with ab machines.

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>>37660580

i'm buddmoding

I just caught me a cowgirl that ain't never been caught

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annoying quest...

I can only do rpgs
That game looks like it sucks

you look like you suck ass ;D

sucking ass tastes so goooood

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>>37660851
type shit

How the frick do you still lay games? My ass can’t sit down for that garbage anymore I need to move on

>>37660940
why would I not? they're fun, they're creative and collaborative works and spaces at once within which people can compete or cooperate or simply test or lose themselves, and what is life if not finding ways to play with it? I hope I'll be making time for video games in my life and maybe even sharing in that with others till the day I die

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>>37660940
its comfy

>>37660940
there's a social chat like this forum but better in the game i am currently playing. there's a few other trannies and we all dog whistle to each other. baiting phobes in that chat is so much fun.

>>37660940
Till I die bitch

>>37660940
what do people who dont play video games at all even do serious question

>>37661182
and what does that entail

>>37661283
bro thats a runescape quest storyline

>>37661334
yaur

>>37661174
I rot in bed or work

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thats enough for today
but i'll be back tomorrow with updates!!!

>>37661161
>tranny hon guild that ruins optics in front of thousands of people just for temporary keks
why do you do this. im a fakephobe repper for keks

>>37661441
>ruins optics
>guild
it's stuff like: "good morning boys, girls, and nonbinary swirls! :3 how are we all doing in this safe space? i love it here!!!"
then people get angry or lul or whisper me like "fuck you" it's great. we aren't in a guild.

>>37661671
same thing

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Played on controller for the first time and I won

LETS GOOOO I love being a 33 year old mature man

>>37661796
you're a woman trapped in a man's body and mind.
congrats btw

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all i did last night was watch kdramas....

>>37661829
I have a feminine body and soul
Super manly face though
>>37661903
I live iu like u wouldn’t believe

>>37661928
>fem body masc face
that's hot. when are you getting a divorce?

Down another pound today. It's mid day and only had 300 cals several hours ago. Bout to workout for an hour and then only have a protein drink after till late night. In my bag rn.

>>37662022
nice work, don't overdo it

>>37661981
Only death can end our commitment to each other

>>37662039
I get anywhere from 1200-1800 a day. With a cheat day once a week. Multi vitamins too lol.

>>37662116
that's actually pretty similar to my daily intake but I'm also mostly sedentary so I'm hovering around the same weight range and staying skinnyfat at most...

>>37662129
Yeah the working out is crucial. Even just going on a nice long walk would help with results. Just trying to lose weight with deficits is hard cause you really gotta eat a lot less than you need, and cheat days can ruin the whole week.

>>37661174
>read
>listen to music
>hiking
>go out for lunch to restaurant
>live music
>draw with pencil crayons
>dishes
>laundry
>shower
>cooking
>making sauces from scratch
>school work
>researching
>posting on 4 chan

>edge for 7 hours

I would do that too if i was involuntary celibate maybe haha

>:(

I jerk off to burn calories. Not even joking.

>>37662325
this and sleep and
walkies :3
and coughing too from all the weed

>>37662148
I'm kind of too anxious to even go on a walk most of the time

>>37662345
i want to grab you by the hand and smother you with my love on a nice and relaxing walk through the woods
you deserve love
especially self love

>>37662354
self-care and self-love are my biggest challenges and I'm still getting over the backlash from my own destructive responses to foolishly believing I had some kind of source of support or love from an external source

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Why can't manmodders look like this ?

>>37662354
I want to rape you. bend over faggit

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>Why can't manmodders look like this ?

>>37662379
please be kind to yourself
>>37662381
nice
goals
>>37662384
ok :3 *twerks on your gyatt*

>>37662394
LITERALLY me

>>37662381
Too bulky personally but would be fun to top

>>37662405
>see person
>would be fun to top
Disgusting perverted tranny freak

>>37662465
Nope i spent my teen years bottoming and started topping this year. i pegged my first chad this february in fact after coming home from wedding dress shopping with my sis :D

>>37662345
Yeah hardest part of the gym is the first couple times. But it gets easier everytime, especially since you realize nobody gaf, they just wanna work out in peace.

>>37662507
that's not happening anytime soon, seriously even short walks around my neighborhood or making it to appointments are a struggle

there are a few places I've wanted to check out or visit again for years that I haven't out of anxiety

>>37662500
>no I used to be get fucked so I’m not a freak that transitioned for a fetish
Ok retard end yourself

>nooo you can't have a sexuality I don't approve of!

>>37662564
If anything transitioning to get fucked in the ass by hetero guys is more fetishistic no?

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Why can't all man moders look like this?

>>37662601
GOALS

I wasn’t trans at 14
I wish I was

I was extremely trans at 14 and so deep in denial I would physically run away from things that challenged my gender identity

i started balding at 14

>>37662601
i have fridge genetics

At 14 i didn't know hrt even existed

odds/evens/dubs none of you will ever make it
trips all of you will make it

>>37662693
same, amd when I first learned about it later I thought it was literally just old boomerhons taking their wives' birth control and getting cancer if it wasn't all implants and prosthetics or makeup because real information was so scarce and I was overreacting to having discovered susansplace and had a ton of my insecurities validated

god I must have been 11 or 12 searching around on the internet when I first learned about "RLE"

odds\evens i kms
dubs i live

knew about HRT
knew about SRS
knew about everything
I just ended up being a little shit that hated trannies
desu I deserve it

>>37662719
yeah i was abused by my grandpa when i came out around 5 yrs old. physical, sexual, emotional. then he died :D
now i am a manmoder
i hope he is suffering :3

>>37662778
why did you hate them? I think even when I cringed at the mrs doubtfires and mauryhons I felt revulsion out of pity, or self-pity

>>37662784
that's unfortunate anon, I hope so too

>>37662719
Men in womens clothing made me extremely uncomfortable and i never knew why
My friends sister tried to show us the SRS operation on youtube medical and it made me repress anything trans until i was 17 or 18
Any tranny i saw irl was a homeless person or hooker especially in the tv i was exposed to

>>37662789
2016 chud phase
got very very into politics (still am) and into the anti-SJW thing
ugly troons were literally everywhere, I just laughed while still fantasizing about being female
I also had a trans friend who if I asked how to troon would have 100% helped me, unfortunately I was retarded, now I get to suffer for being an evil person

why are you even talking abt this
you talk abt this on repeat, like a cycle
it just puts salt on the wound

>>37662827
I see
there are a lot of your kind around, unfortunately

Why do people think the holocaust isnt real

>>37662838
what, manmoders or chuds? In any case, I don't believe those things anymore and stopped after like 2019, but still repressed, I thought it would somehow go away lol

>>37662837
I wish they did another holocaust so they'd throw you in the gas chamber

why are you here when you're not on hrt and only complaining about people exchanging experiences around what led them to manmoding? don't you have a goat from which to go catch leptospirosis?

>>37662847
you're revolting and I stand by my assertions that youi're a blanchardist (and as a result a bad person)

>>37662847
why
i am a very miserable mentally ill fuck, existence is torture for me
me dying won't be justice or make you feel good, the same it would have been if i had a decent life, if anything it would free me from pain and should make you sneed that i escaped it

>>37662867
:o
WHAT DOES MAKING A JOKE AT LARI HAVE TO DO WITH BLANCH

hmm, why are bl*nchoids always f*scists anyway? it's almost like they have something in common...

>>37662883
nothing I just remembered billurphy getting triggered and defending the colonel's takes in altered language when I suggested as much before

>you should be gassed and killed
>joke
uhhh
>>37662864
you talked abt this so many times and the same people too cause we are all the same here, it is just repeating yourself

>noooo don't tell a story! stop relating experiences! everything that can be said has been before therefore you must stooooop!
>from the goatfucker who is still actively telling me to stop HRT and kill myself

isn't larry permab& anyway? like KoS for jannies faction?

>>37662896
Facist?
What?
It was a joke i am anti holocaust i even asked why people deny it wtf
What does this have to do with blanch
Do you not even remember me getting offended the last time you suggested that

if you share your misery you are less likely to rope dummy, i cannot allow that

Didn't know about trans till like 20. And then it took me another year to fully understand what it was and what hrt was. For that year I basically had it mixed up with hermaphrodite.

>>37662924
>Do you not even remember me getting offended the last time you suggested that
do you just not know how to read? lol I just said, that is EXACTLY why I did it

>>37662921
what is kos alos i am only permab in mtfg, i get banned on sight even as anon there but otherwise it is fine even with my name on

>>37662939
Why do you think i support ray blanchard i literally don't. :(

>>37662950
you make it too easy

I was taught in school how estrogen and testosterone caused puberty, I had every single opportunity to be a youngshit but I didn't take it. I will never pass

>Facist
I HATE AUTHORITARIANISM WTF
KYS

lol, faggot

KYS

i got addicted to futa porn at an early age. my brain is washed, now, and every time i think of myself it's as a smoking hot babe with a feminine bulge, perky tits, and a nice big ass. hormones have improved my mood and life by 10 fold. i got rid of my balls so i'm even closer to becoming a futa goddess. i am so much happier these days it's unreal to think i could feel this much relief.

>I hate authoritarianism, just gas the jews! xD and throw in this dirty gypsy too
>also I gatekeep trans women based on misognyist standards and push discredited theories while claiming to not support them
ok, fascist

seeing as how I will never be a female socially I will not really live a better life. Granted I'm happy for looking even a little bit different, but it's not enough and it will never be enough

>>37663011
hot giwtwm
if I could get over my neuroses and be a bit more delusional in positive ways I could get there...

As much as I'd like to be content not being an attractive female, I remember that ugly females have a hard time being content too. Most people strive for beauty. So I will too.

ugly females are only very very rarely as masculine as us, the odds of a female looking anything like a manmoder are very slim

can i get emotional support
i am sad, pls

>>37663020
>push discredited theories
I WAS ASKING THE NIGGA WHO SAID HE WAS AN EX RIGHT WING CHUD

>>37663063
Yes and no. I think cis woman are more masc than people here say, as well as us being more fem than people here say.
>>37663078
Take hrt for all the support you need.

>>37663089
??
you're getting hysterical and not making any sense, what were you asking, when?

>>37663115
what discredited theory did i "push"

>>37663125
blanchardism

>>37663132
no i didnt fuck off stop

>>37663142
what are you talking about?

>>37663100
but i need to be hugged and told that i am loved and precious
i feel like a rat without it

>a close up of a person laying on a bed, extremely gloomy lighting, long haircut, f18, low res, tired appearance, lost in code, 2 0 yo, wearing a black shirt, very comfy, andro, standing in a dark, bleak lighting, in the early morning
>a woman laying in bed with a pillow on her head, extremely gloomy lighting, dreamcore looking, long messy hair, old couch, very very low quality picture, androgynous face, now, me, standing in a dark, f18, disguisting, waking up
>disguisting

if this is bill/murphy freaking out and not being able to read or understand english, idk why, let me explain very clearly: you stated that you could personally determine by appearance which trans women transitioned for a fetish and were valid and distinguish them from the good ones by presuming their motivations, which is... ta-da! blanchardism wrapped up in a sightly altered presentation, itself just a set of misognyistic assumptions rooted pushed as self-evident "facts" and flying in the face of reason or science

I'm gonna keep reminding you that you're a little bl*nchoid cuck every time I see you post now because it gets you like this, just like calling frenchie a nazi for thinking deporting all the browns from his country is cool and not genocidal and he's totally not a nazi because his chosen authority figure to suck up to was only spending all his time with and explicitly by name invoking nazis in his "work"

Went way harder at the gym than I expected to. Fired up today. Really want my ideal body, and I think I'm gonna get it.
>>37663153
Starts with hrt lari.. legit, you need to stop fighting it. Life starts when your hormones are correct.

>>37663100
i don't look feminine

i want a manmoder wife
does anybody offer themselves?

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>>37663268

>>37663182
>a close up of a person wearing a denim jacket, ultra wide lens picture, old apartment, computer science, androgynous face, he is about 20 years old, inspired by Andrei Kolkoutine, game engine, looking at the camera, photographic. imposingly tall, very low saturation, dating app icon, around 1 9 years old, shaved

>>37663280
mogs me

>>37663280
yes i own goats

>>37663189
Wow
>you stated that you could personally determine by appearance which trans women transitioned for a fetish and were valid and distinguish them from the good ones by presuming their motivation
Never said this
I said 99% of trannies DONT transition for a fetish
Rule 41 states EVERYTHING can be a fetish
It is not illogical to assume SOME people are on hrt because it turns them on
>personally determine by appearance
Never said this
Obviously the crossdresser who was on camera jerking off in the womens washroom wasn't actually trans
You are arguing with me in bad faith or trolling me to get me to yell
Wtf

chudette, how do I accept permamanmode and just lean into it? I really really don't like manmoding, but there is just no other option

chudette is mentally ill with autism and other stuff, he is just a man, he has no dypshoria, you cannot be like chudette

>>37663280
mogs me

>a woman taking a selfie in front of a mirror, basedjack, with wild hair and haunted eyes, trans rights, bigstudiovfx, tied - up shirt, age 2 0, standing in a parking lot, mug shot, summer princess, reddit, very tired, chest coverd, nathan for you, uncropped, cute!

>>37663360
>or trolling me
wow lol you still can't read, can you? I literally said so earlier >>37662896
>WHAT DOES MAKING A JOKE AT LARI HAVE TO DO WITH BLANCH
>nothing I just remembered billurphy getting triggered

however, entirely unironically, you placing an arbitrary appearance-based 1% of trannies into "the bad ones" category is exactly like blanchardism - no debating that, really, sorry not sorry

I will need to get a diagnosis from a psychiatrist, how do I explain
>not voice training
>DIYing
>not honmoding
>not having a troon name
to a roastie who 10 years ago demanded everyone would go through RLE? I don't believe in the nonsense that I am a female on the inside or whatever. I am a mentally ill man who looks like a man, all is as it should be

>>37663363
>I really really don't like manmoding
then I have a hard time relating, sorry, but I really really think you should work on not manmoding and moving on

this is a relief for me, a step up or forward in my life, even if that's just to a new rut - it's not a failure or something I urgently feel the need to change and it's something where I'm still actively trying (with mixed results) to find my own comfort zone, idk what anyone else can do but that

>>37663431
I understand the relief and I sympathize with it, but it's not enough for me.
honmoding really isn't what we generally want, I don't want that, actual FFS that could help me is many years away

>>37663416
Idk if you think this is a joke but its not funny and the way you communicate things isn't apparent at all
You are super frustrating

if you are a pussy that cannot take manmoding/repping then you have to kys bc you are weak
live natural selection, go make Darwin proud

>>37663454
no u, faggot
you literally parrot blanchoid rhetoric and are getting all precious thinking you're somehow any better or different

and yes, it's extremely funny to me, especially because you get so mad and seemingly almost hurt or offended by it being called out for what it is - if there's something you're actually not understanding about what I'm saying or that you really think I'm misunderstanding, you need to lay that out in plain english without an emotional outburst or cloaking it in seventeen layers of irony and memes, because I've addressed very directly the reason I'm drawing the comparison I am and all you have to say in response is that people are horny (and leaving the reader to fill in the blanks on the ??? that leads to a conclusion of therefore some trannies literally only transition for a fetish and you can tell which ones based on their appearance)

>>37663491
you're not really taking it well either

>>37663491
LOL

>>37663499
for now but i will, i already got 40-50% reduction in dysphoria, i am only 50-60% as dysphoric as i was, still crippling but i will get there

>>37663532
clueless

>>37663540
what does that mean, i am pretty confident that i already made it, it is just a matter of time

>>37663446
>honmoding really isn't what we generally want, I don't want that, actual FFS that could help me is many years away
what's the delineation for you? if you feel like you can't fully girlmode before FFS, and you hate manmoding, literally what else can you do? I'd guess the answer to that is probably something like incremental stuff and little indulgences, girlmoding or taking care of yourself and presenting yourself a little nice or more feminine in small ways just one thing at a time to feel out what works or what you think you could get used to

like idfk I'm just winging it

>>37663552
honmoding isn't safe where I live

>>37663591
then do what is safe or go somwhere where that isn't true, and if you can't do either of those things then figure out what you can do that would get you closer to being able to do them or work around having to do them

>>37663605
won't honmode regardless, I don't want to embarass myself

>>37663616
I don't understand what you're asking or what you want then

>>37663620
how do I accept manmoding for the next 10 years until I can afford FFS?

june just tell me to do it and i will

>>37663636
okay
well then I already told you I have no idea, you're obviously more dysphoric about certain things or less beaten down and desperate after a life of repression and masculinzation if you
>really really don't like manmoding
so fucking figure out what you CAN do that you WANT do and then do it, wtf did you ask me

>>37663552
that's what i do and i get called a fakemoder hon

>>37663672
you literally look like a woman fuck you

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ANNOUNCEMENT:

NOT PASSING = EVENTUAL ROPE UNLESS AUTISTIC REDDITHON

DO IT NOW AND SPARE YOU THE POINTLESS SUFFERING!!!!! SUICIDE IS FUCKING BASED!!!!!

you don't even use a male name or voice or pronouns fuck off

>>37663493
>hurt or offended
Well duh

>>37662601
I would but manmoder means a mans face and not "buff pretty faced woman"

>>37663683
I see
and since that's all you chose to respond to I can now confidently move forward with the knowedge that there is no misunderstanding at all, and as stated I will continue calling you out as a little pro-authoritarian bl*nchoid cuck when I recognize you

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>>37663636
YOU CANNOT!!! ROPE IS IN YOUR FUTURE!!! YOU ARE FUCKED LOSER, HAHAHAHAH!!!

>>37663682
i use my birth name which is gender neutral in recent years but historically male

>>37663730
I was just guessing on most of that, so you voice train and dress as a woman and use feminine pronouns - why would you even be itt?

>>37663708
I didnt entertain the rest because you said you are saying it to troll me
Some people are attracted to toilet bowl water- everything is a fetish to somebody
You are putting words in my mouth because you cant handle being wrong your brain like short circuits lol

>>37663735
she enjoys comparing herself to you losers and feeling better abt herself and you losers allow it LOL

>>37663738
about what, specifically, would I be wrong or have to admit? I mean hold the fuck up a second do you not see the meta here? you just did literally the thing I accused you of doing again, to me, about the thing you did that I said you did while also doing what you accused me of doing by putting words in my mouth

you obviously just want something to be upset about and
>You are putting words in my mouth
never happened, if you actually bothered to read the words I purple monkey dishwasher banana autumn leaves bedsheets leftist dodecahedron lugubrious arsenal monsoon and show a modicum of fucking respect

>>37663735
dress as a woman? no. some close people call me she i guess but i didn't ask them to and strangers mostly just don't gender me bc i look weird. i voice trained many years ago and it became my default to the point my attempt at a masculine voice sounds very cringe but i still try

i will kms in a few hours, i got all the stuff finally, see ya in hell baby

>>37663819
what do you do in your daily life that you think qualifies you as a manmoder?

funny bait larry

>>37663831
OI U GOT A LOICENSE TO BE ERE?!

>>37663842
I am gatekeeping the term "manmoder," yes, and I will deflect all accusations of hypocrisy with a simple
>yes, and?

>leaving the reader to fill in the blanks on the ??? that leads to a conclusion of therefore some trannies literally only transition for a fetish and you can tell which ones based on their appearance
YOU filled in the blanks and then when i correct you, insist that i am wrong and then compare me to frenchie (?)

>>37663831
present male and not as the hon of my dreams, be 5'10" and fat, talk to my dad and get called sonny boy and asked when i'm lifting enough weights to go backpacking with him. and i trooned at 24

shut up bl*nchoid

>>37663871
>present male
how? having an asshole for a dad or being mistreated by others doesn't make you a manmoder and the fact that you think it does is incredibly demeaning to people who actually live as men and try to cope with their dysphoria

>5'10
>tall
I'm 6'2

As another 5'10 moder, it is tall, it's just literally the starting height for tallness.

5'10 is not comparable to 6'2

>>37663871
Haha bee you know you are not a manmoder
You even said you are getting mittermiller

>manmoder = non-passing mtf of any kind
interpreted this way, the passoids here just to have someone to try and be better than or punch down at make a lot of sense

>>37663942
shut up blanchardist, why do you think trannies are fetishists?

>>37663955
I didn’t until i came across you my nigga

>>37663888
wdym how? how does anyone present as male? there's a select few people in my life who know i'm trans but to the majority i'm just Redacted the faggot
>>37663942
i mean yeah i don't want to do this forever bc it kills me inside but i am more closeted than people seem to think i am

>troon out
>nothing really happens or changes
what a surprise

>>37663735
where else are boymoders supposed to go huh

>>37663966
>to the majority i'm just Redacted the faggot
the things you say and the way you say them make it sound like you basically live life already as a woman

larry would chimp out here but he's too retarded to insult bee properly

>>37663966
I am telling you from experience that it is not going to get better unless you make some sort of change
>>37664021
Make your own thread

>>37664025
sorry but idk what that means? does painting my nails mean i live life as a woman? i don't wear the clothes or makeup i want, i don't talk the way i want, and i don't let my genuine personality out around many people in my life. my entire emotional being centers around my bf who treats me like a woman behind closed doors, yes i'll give you that. i post about it bc it's what my brain thinks about, doesn't mean that accurately represents my entire life or close to it. meanwhile my mom forces me to call daily as a wellness check since i told her dysphoria has ruined my life and yet she'll still tell a story where she brags to coworkers about her SON. i like girly stuff, i have since i was a kid, i don't think talking about it in a thread on the internet implies i live as a woman. sorry i'm just heated bc dunking on appearance is one thing but i'm not such a fucking loser to post in this kind of thread if i was out living my best happy hon life
>>37664047
you're right, if i'm in the same social place by next holiday season then something went very very wrong. if i get comfortable like this i will stay miserable

>>37664154
KILL YOURSELF

>>37664154
Baby manmoder means living life as a man
You are planning to use she/her eventually, it is not the same
Maybe you are not out of the closet but that is not the same as manmoding

i no longer have gender dysphoria. i guess ill detransition. i look uglier on estrogen, anyway. id rather look like a normal dude than a pale freakish man with no facial hair. but ive already gotten laser and grown tits so i can't look like >>37662394
my only choice is suicide. i estrogen made me uglier testosterone made me uglier everything makes me uglier and everyone secretly hates me i hate everyone and everything i am so mentally ill and nothing helps. either they give me estrogen and that's it informed consent or they're transphobic and tell me to stop that's it but mo ine actually addresses my psychology or tries to figure out what's actually going on and what the cause is no one helps me they just tell me to take antidepressants and try and lock me up fuck society and fuck the government

>>37664154
I think you're just a lot closer to and more actively working toward girlmoding and that comes across - you are, classically speaking, a boymoder

https://strawpoll.com/BJnXVlbWYZv

Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label again. It's literally anybody who lives as a man in their life. That could be from a literal hairy bodybuilder to a makeup wearing, nail painted long haired fem looking guy. You're just being butthurt for some reason that certain people look better than you in your mind, completely paying no mind that you yourself probably look better than someone else in here.
>>37663941
That doesn't mean 5'10 isn't considered tall against the average woman. Even vs the average man it's considered the start of tallness.

>>37664209
>Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label again
granted

>>37664209
post face so I can make fun of you

hold still while I gas you

>become autistically obsessed with anime girls
>take estrogen and wear skinny skirts to become more like an anime girl
>become autistically obsessed with rappers
>smoke drink and do drugs to become more like a rapper
>because autistically obsessed with white boy
>wear sunscreen and grow out my ratty poonstache to become more like a white boy
i don't have gender dysphoria. i have brain damage and an unstable sense of identity. after all these years i finally figured it out: i am retarded. i have no personality so i just walk around stealing personality traits from hot girls, black people, or my dad.

I'M STEALING ALL MY BEATS FROM THE BLACKS
AND FROM ALL THE YOUNG GIRLS IS WHERE I STEAL MY ACT

>become autistically obsessed with mentally ill homeless people
>smoke meth and suck dick on the park to be more like a mentally ill homeless person
>become autistically obsessed with rapehons
>hit women and sniff panties to become more like a rapehon
nothing is real. it's all a hallucination. crying and shaking rn

IF I'M SO WONDERFUL THEN WHY AM I SO MISUNDERSTOOD

>>37664209
Pretty sure “manmoding” refers to men on feminizng hrt who don’t socially transition
I might be wrong (i am for sure not wrong)

it's all in my head. does this mean i should stop taking estrogen? i don't even know what i want so how am i supposed to decide?

>>37664279
ok bl*nchoid

>>37664047
yeah ok fraud keep shitting up the thread with your pics instead

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stop being mean

>>37664203
i uses to femboycope/enbycope. is that honmoding or manmoding?

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>>37664290
What pics?

>>37664174
there's no fine print that says manmoding has to be forever, i've heard commander in chief of permamanmoding in this thread say as much
>>37664188
don't think that's what separates a boy and a man, they can both work towards girlmoding
>>37664209
>Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label again
pretty much this, it's so tiresome. so asinine to dispute the same stupid label with everyone imposing their little biases on it to the point where it barely means anything and the original definition is forgotten

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all is lost
i dont even have anything to say this time
i am disgusting and have always been unwanted and will always be unwanted even though i already pass in male clothes
nothing will change the past so lets change the future by ending it NOW

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Major giwtwm

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i hate living as a manmoder
i just want to be female

>>37664323
>don't think that's what separates a boy and a man, they can both work towards girlmoding
right okay fine and I wasn't even exactly saying that working toward it or even necessarily being closer is the or even a thing that does (though I think being more unpassing and masculine is kind of a subjective criteria yet still relatively appropriate), but you're very much more archetypically "boymoder" than "manmoder"

>>37664304
idk was it a she/her feminine presentation? I put up the poll btw because I think that's kind of one of the delineating factors is how you live and ask to be treated or are perceived and treated by others in your life or take active steps toward being perceived and treated, but that's kind of just my take

>>37664337
I love that dress

>>37664357
can we just agree i'm a guymoder and can i stay? i'm pretty objectively a mix of both and there's no uncannymixofboyandmanmoder general

>>37664232
I'm vampy/John redcorn. If you don't know who I am just lurk, I'll post again eventually.
>>37664279
This is right. And I don't really think that has anything to do with passing ability. Or how fem someone might be in presenting. As there are very fem cis men too.
>>37664323
Yeah it is very tiresome. Been ignoring the discourse on it for a while now. But it boiled over just now lol

>>37664390
IVE BEEN SAYING THAT THERE NEEDS TO BE SOMETHING BETWEEN MANMODER AND BOYMODER
>>37664396
hello nigga

>>37664390
I mean I'm even not telling you to gtfo anymore I'm just kind of waxing pretentious over the nature of the whole thing and how/why our perspectives and experiences seem to differ or clash relative to the ways in which they overlap, the labels are kind of anchored to relative subjective things in the first place anyway so it's shaky ground

>>37664357
>idk was it a she/her feminine presentation?
no it was a they/then men's shirt plus spinny skirt cringe presentation

>>37664410
I like guymoder term better too honestly. Fits more. Im gonna start using that tbqh. But we would just be killing both gens if we made that. As numbers would be too small for both.

>>37664424
moidmoder?

i am no longer a rapehon
the rapeGOD

>>37664410
It isn’t about how you look- it is the choice to not socially transition
That is literally it but you monkeys (derogatory) have to overcomplicate it

>>37664417
fair. fwiw i've come to appreciate your pretentious waxing and part of it is bc of our differing perspectives, you've changed my mind on a few things. sometimes still have to read your sentences 4 times to understand them though. rock on chudette

guess who's back
rapeGOD's back
>gets in time machine
>goes back to 2012
>waits outside my old middle school
>spots my 11-year-old past self
>penis starts to throb
>grab him and go suck his cock

>>37664433
Absolutely not, eww. I hate that word lol

>>37664421
idk that's kind of honmode, flip a coin

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guess i really could get pregnant without a uterus

>>37664466
>you've changed my mind on a few things
that's surprising to hear but also cool, hopefully not for the worse - I think the variety of takes and general lack of filter is why I value this place so, you know, not trying to shut down and in fact do value disparate views and experiences no matter how obtuse or critical I might be

i give you permission to rape me

Chudette is a fakemoder:)

LMAO My sister is arguing with her boyfriend because she won’t clean their house or cook any food- “you bought it, you clean it”
She lives there for free.

>>37664539
am not...

>>37664439
overcomplicating things is my entire reason for existing

>>37664549
i fucking hate bitches, man

>>37664476
bruh my 11 year old past self would be grabbing me

>>37664591
I think women are hilarious
They have no clue
My sister is adopted and has fetal alcohol syndrome so watching him put up with her shit is funny but also kind of endearing

help i haven't eaten pussy in so long that my heterosexuality shriveled up and died and now im transgay and addicted to the taste and smell of anime girlballs and now i can't stop touching my own anime girlballs and then smelling my own anime girlhand (just like real anime girls do in real anime girllife)

>>37664618
girl bulge from vagina or cock both got that estradiol taste, seen? i and i be all over dyatt rasta

>a woman sitting on a couch wearing a hat and sunglasses, dale gribble, e-girl, camo, older sister vibes, uncropped, andro, craigslist photo, overcast, would you let me dress you, rusty colored long hair, aliased, tired, drachenlord, 2 0 yo, redneck
NOT DRACHENLORD HAHAHAHAHAHA

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im a bop

>>37664549
I'd have no problem cooking, cleaning and servicing my boyfriend if he paid for everything.
>>37664559
Just messing lol. Waiting for that hair to grow long again though, then I think you'll be closer than you think ;)
>>37664733
Real

>>37664755
I would have no problem cooking, cleaning, and servicing my boyfriend, AND split the rent too
Still no vagina though so i am worthless in that regard :D

>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, <pointé pose>;open mouth, sexy black shorts, hard morning light, genderswap, uwu hi-fructose, tired face, underwear ad, robot torso, very fuzzy, f/2 8, summer princess
beep boop...

>>37664791
>hi-fructose
It's time for a healthy diet sweetie