qott: do you want to be a manmoder mother?
I will not be a mother if I'm still a manmoder
>>37655930all manmoders are women
>>37655903I wouldn't mind having kids if it weren't for the fact they'd have my genes. or you know they could be retarded and or have some kind of terrible disorder or something.
>>37656016yeah this is why i would adopt. i don't want to spread my fucked up genes but i also want to be a mom.
nice pic but i dont think someone as mentally ill and broke as me should have kids
>>37656044you're the one who should stay the fuck away from kids you ugly jew
>>37655903My son is cuddled up next to me in bed sleeping rn.
I LOVE KIDS
>>37656086Stay away from schools bitch
>>37656172but i bring my nephew to school every morning... he's too young to go alone
yay!!
this skill sucks
>>37656234>>37656247you're so cute
>>37656280i know
I'd like to say that I love trans women, you are all valid and beautiful
>>37656341are you a fan of rape?
>>37656369NO! I think that is wrong.
this skill is horrible
I will always be a manMy chosen name was thought f way after hrt but also it lined up with what girl names I liked as a teenMy transition feels like nothing. I derive no joy in it and only cosmetic changes seem to matter, an aesthetic over a feelingOther seek I simply wait for things. Only do what I’m supposed what I have to do. Transition related or notMild fake dysphoria, I don’t even cry over it just tense up in bed and grimaceNo real painNo real childhood gender traumaNormal boy into man into manmoderAs if wearing your morning shirt.I still get boners with good levels, my own body telling me how fucked up I am, sexualizing women and my own shitty bodily changes.Disgusting yet also realThat’s meFake yet also hereAnd I can’t even tell anyoneCloseted or worse…surrounded by real trannies. Alone
>>37656341Are you a manmoder? If not, get your kiddie games out of here.This is a space for MEN
>>37656576i'm 33, 6 years hrt, had ffs, never malefailedyes i am a manmoder
>>37656610weren't you the one attentionwhoring in uzi's thread about how you pass sooOOooo much better than her?why is it always the wealthy bpdemons?
>>37656654Well.. everybody passes much better than him to be fair
Man in a man’s body with a man’s mind and a man’s life.I feel like a man too cause why not!Yep this creature will def be and is a woman!!!!!! It’s not all masking!!!It’s not all posturing!!! It’s real for sure this time!!! I fit in yet! Am I a girl yet? I listen Chappell Roan and Lana del Rey uwuOh also breakcore and based rock!Total tranny vibes!!!!!!!!!
>>37656668im about on the same level as uzi desu
>>37656746so sorry for you
69 :D
>>37657012nice
70 >:D
anyone wanna wire me btc
Anyone wanna put their tongue in my butt?
anyone wanna kill me with a rusty kitchen knife?
>>37657518I would gladly murder you all to even be a twinkhon
My goal is 140 from current 161.9
I’d gladly die if it made one girl cis
>>37656056Based I want to be a dad fuck :(
>>37656056on one hand based on the other it's better to john50 while your kid is younger rather than later(which is still better than the other john50 solution)
>>37655903Not really.
yurrrr
You can call me Bread cause I pair nicely with Cheese
you were supposed to be a woman
>>37658425You can call me dick sucker because i am a faggot
>>37658456They took this from you…
call me butter cause you can spread me bro
>>37658471the jews
>>37658457Hi dick sucker, I'm dad
>>37658507*Daddy
yay! done with this for today
I'm not a man anymoreI am a worm, scorned by mankind and despised by the people.
>>37658726SAME
>cant transition because youre a honbeast>cant detransition because youre a dysphoricthanks god
>>37658759that would be sooo cute :3
>>37658962didn't you hear? the last mmg ever was several threads ago.
:D
how do you build up the courage to actually kill yourself? since starting hrt i have too much hope and i cant get into that mindset unless i stay off the hrt for a few days and see my body more soberly but i always just take it and feel better and not suicidal. i used to be suicidal. how do i get there again i want to be like mishima i want to be cursed and tragic and beautiful. i should have been a teen suicide
>>37659011gz
>>37659101tyyyyyyyyyy
>>37659011wanna run cox
dubs and i buy lithium online and take it even tho i don't have bipolar just to see what happens
>>37659144im asexual
>>37659217do it anyways
>>37659222ok what about chambers
>>37659228Don't have any gear. Sold all my gp when I quit like 6 years ago and now that I came back I'm focusing on skilling cause I wanna max
>>37659076I advocate against suicide lolMaybe you need a pharmaceutical cocktail to help manage thingsLexapro helped with my ocd so i dont have scary intrusive thoughtsDoc put me on vyvanse today, will see if it helps me concentrate better
>just become a drug addictok retard
>>37659262i definitely have ocd but i will continue to just take amphetamines and watch my thoughts spiral instead of being more productive or normal
>>37659297YeahThe industrial revolution shook things up too quickly, at a faster rate than humans have had time to evolve….The with the internet boom it exacerbated the issueOur brains have literally not evolved enough to be able to handle modern society lolDrug addiction is good if you are on nice drugs, i also take cbd oil every day :*
I hate you all>>37655903>qottI don't know, I don't like the way my brain gets overridden with protective or nuturing chemical compulsions when it comes to kids or how panicked I feel when I see or hear a baby crying, I don't think I can handle opening the pandora's box of paternal/maternal instincts and the conflict therein
>>37659365Mommy
>>37659257gl on maxing then
>>37659412thx gang, went from 1790 total to almost 2k in 3 weeks so doing pretty good. I'm doing all the fast skills first so it will slow down alot though
selling june skimmy 30k
>>37659430been mining to 90 for amethyst for the tbow im about to loot its so boring im never gonna max
>>37659460shits insanepeople say "ah mining is soo free just do stars" like yah sure nigga, its only one click every 10 mins but its like 400 hours
>>37659486why do people even play rs then? sounds boring
>>37659503Some people enjoy doing that shit for 400 hours, there's also much faster methods but they require more attention. You can also just not do it
>>37659486im doing calcified rocks for the prayer so its a click every like 90 seconds but still 400 hours>>37659503unmatched dopamine
yahooo
>>37659503that's easy: number go upI've only ever tried it around when it first came out and I was in middle school and it never hooked me, but I completely get the appeal for those it does
runescape makes my skin crawl
I think I spent more time on adventure quest than runescape, or maybe maple story... I sunk a ton of time into ragnarok though, and a lot of other way worse games during the 00s MMO boom
It’s all fakeI just want sex as a woman with other trannies or menDysphoria is fake
>I just want sex as a woman>Dysphoria is fakerepper logic
>>37659503its a cookie clicker
>>37659674Perhaps you internalized your dysphoric feelings and your brain processed them sexually to help you deal with it, especially if the sexual feelings started around puberty.
>>37659665Based maplestory enjoyer?
>>37659719tfw i went from a cute bottom boy who just wanted to be a girl and date my bff to becoming a rapehon freak porn addict manmoder with a never passing body and a history of immorality
>>37659780>porn addictionHave you had your levels tested recently ? I can still get hard but i cant cum more than once a day, sometimes never
Wanting to look like a woman doesn’t matter if you can have sexBottom dysphoria is just my fetish I like frotting tooI’m touch starved abd take hormones to make men abd trannies like me moreI’m just insecure about being ugly it’s not dysphoriaI’m not envious of trannies it’s just lustI’m in denial abd that’s ok I’m not a real human since my life is filled with nothing so I’m just pretending to be trans to occupy myself and have a reason to be drptessed
>>37659503It's a lot of nostalgia. It's a comfy chill game that's easy to play while watching a movie or something. It's my forever game. Good game to quit and come back to every several months.
>>37659844no i dont masturbate after starting e but i used to
Went from nolife Neet gooner to nonlife retailoid tranny manmoderAlways been ugly and disgusting
society should genocide manmoders and keep the passoids. nobody should have to live like this
this gen sucks
>you should die because I'm unhappyno?
LES GOOOOO!!!
can i get a gz on 2k total?party at my poh in 40 mins
I should go to an endo once I have money
>>37659935Then dont post here
>>37659865Oh. you should masturbate, its really fun
>>37660083NTA but it’s notMy penis hurts
Guys do you think it is possible to look like this if i go to the gym 3x a week>>37660097:(
>>37660130goals>going to the gymit's over
>>37660130Yes, eat a slight or as much as you can calorie deficit and you can get it in months to a year easy.
>>37660220>easyLol even at my lowest weight i’ve never had absI need to get a membership so i can pass the fitness requirements for school Once i have abs i think i will spam them here every single day haha
>>37660273the grind never endswill i get the pet ????????????????
i did not get the pet >:(
YOOOOO there a bgs spawn here wtf
>>37660273Well once you get to a low body fat and wanna start getting muscle you need to start eating at a calorie surplus. With a lot of protein and low fat foods. And then really start working the weights on those abs.
hehehehe i want to hurt myself hohohohoho
>>37660524ThanksRight now i just try to hold my legs in the air while i lay on my back for as long as possibleDo you recommend any ab workouts
this puzzle was hard as hell
hey man nice tits
>>37660580theyre hairy
>>37660577I mean if you don't have a gym membership just look up on YouTube an at home ab workout routine and do that till you're at the weight and body fat you wanna start packing on the muscle. Then I'd recommend a gym membership with ab machines.
>>37660580
i'm buddmoding
I just caught me a cowgirl that ain't never been caught
annoying quest...
I can only do rpgsThat game looks like it sucks
you look like you suck ass ;D
sucking ass tastes so goooood
>>37660851type shit
How the frick do you still lay games? My ass can’t sit down for that garbage anymore I need to move on
>>37660940why would I not? they're fun, they're creative and collaborative works and spaces at once within which people can compete or cooperate or simply test or lose themselves, and what is life if not finding ways to play with it? I hope I'll be making time for video games in my life and maybe even sharing in that with others till the day I die
>>37660940its comfy
>>37660940there's a social chat like this forum but better in the game i am currently playing. there's a few other trannies and we all dog whistle to each other. baiting phobes in that chat is so much fun.
>>37660940Till I die bitch
>>37660940what do people who dont play video games at all even do serious question
>>37661182and what does that entail
>>37661283bro thats a runescape quest storyline
>>37661334yaur
>>37661174I rot in bed or work
thats enough for todaybut i'll be back tomorrow with updates!!!
>>37661161>tranny hon guild that ruins optics in front of thousands of people just for temporary kekswhy do you do this. im a fakephobe repper for keks
>>37661441>ruins optics>guildit's stuff like: "good morning boys, girls, and nonbinary swirls! :3 how are we all doing in this safe space? i love it here!!!"then people get angry or lul or whisper me like "fuck you" it's great. we aren't in a guild.
>>37661671same thing
Played on controller for the first time and I wonLETS GOOOO I love being a 33 year old mature man
>>37661796you're a woman trapped in a man's body and mind. congrats btw
all i did last night was watch kdramas....
>>37661829I have a feminine body and soulSuper manly face though >>37661903I live iu like u wouldn’t believe
>>37661928>fem body masc facethat's hot. when are you getting a divorce?
Down another pound today. It's mid day and only had 300 cals several hours ago. Bout to workout for an hour and then only have a protein drink after till late night. In my bag rn.
>>37662022nice work, don't overdo it
>>37661981Only death can end our commitment to each other
>>37662039I get anywhere from 1200-1800 a day. With a cheat day once a week. Multi vitamins too lol.
>>37662116that's actually pretty similar to my daily intake but I'm also mostly sedentary so I'm hovering around the same weight range and staying skinnyfat at most...
>>37662129Yeah the working out is crucial. Even just going on a nice long walk would help with results. Just trying to lose weight with deficits is hard cause you really gotta eat a lot less than you need, and cheat days can ruin the whole week.
>>37661174>read>listen to music>hiking>go out for lunch to restaurant >live music>draw with pencil crayons>dishes>laundry>shower>cooking>making sauces from scratch>school work>researching>posting on 4 chan
>edge for 7 hours
I would do that too if i was involuntary celibate maybe haha
>:(
I jerk off to burn calories. Not even joking.
>>37662325this and sleep andwalkies :3and coughing too from all the weed
>>37662148I'm kind of too anxious to even go on a walk most of the time
>>37662345i want to grab you by the hand and smother you with my love on a nice and relaxing walk through the woodsyou deserve loveespecially self love
>>37662354self-care and self-love are my biggest challenges and I'm still getting over the backlash from my own destructive responses to foolishly believing I had some kind of source of support or love from an external source
Why can't manmodders look like this ?
>>37662354I want to rape you. bend over faggit
>Why can't manmodders look like this ?
>>37662379please be kind to yourself>>37662381nicegoals>>37662384ok :3 *twerks on your gyatt*
>>37662394LITERALLY me
>>37662381Too bulky personally but would be fun to top
>>37662405>see person>would be fun to topDisgusting perverted tranny freak
>>37662465Nope i spent my teen years bottoming and started topping this year. i pegged my first chad this february in fact after coming home from wedding dress shopping with my sis :D
>>37662345Yeah hardest part of the gym is the first couple times. But it gets easier everytime, especially since you realize nobody gaf, they just wanna work out in peace.
>>37662507that's not happening anytime soon, seriously even short walks around my neighborhood or making it to appointments are a strugglethere are a few places I've wanted to check out or visit again for years that I haven't out of anxiety
>>37662500>no I used to be get fucked so I’m not a freak that transitioned for a fetishOk retard end yourself
>nooo you can't have a sexuality I don't approve of!
>>37662564If anything transitioning to get fucked in the ass by hetero guys is more fetishistic no?
Why can't all man moders look like this?
>>37662601GOALS
I wasn’t trans at 14I wish I was
I was extremely trans at 14 and so deep in denial I would physically run away from things that challenged my gender identity
i started balding at 14
>>37662601i have fridge genetics
At 14 i didn't know hrt even existed
odds/evens/dubs none of you will ever make ittrips all of you will make it
>>37662693same, amd when I first learned about it later I thought it was literally just old boomerhons taking their wives' birth control and getting cancer if it wasn't all implants and prosthetics or makeup because real information was so scarce and I was overreacting to having discovered susansplace and had a ton of my insecurities validatedgod I must have been 11 or 12 searching around on the internet when I first learned about "RLE"
odds\evens i kmsdubs i live
knew about HRTknew about SRSknew about everythingI just ended up being a little shit that hated tranniesdesu I deserve it
>>37662719yeah i was abused by my grandpa when i came out around 5 yrs old. physical, sexual, emotional. then he died :Dnow i am a manmoder i hope he is suffering :3
>>37662778why did you hate them? I think even when I cringed at the mrs doubtfires and mauryhons I felt revulsion out of pity, or self-pity>>37662784that's unfortunate anon, I hope so too
>>37662719Men in womens clothing made me extremely uncomfortable and i never knew whyMy friends sister tried to show us the SRS operation on youtube medical and it made me repress anything trans until i was 17 or 18Any tranny i saw irl was a homeless person or hooker especially in the tv i was exposed to
>>376627892016 chud phasegot very very into politics (still am) and into the anti-SJW thingugly troons were literally everywhere, I just laughed while still fantasizing about being femaleI also had a trans friend who if I asked how to troon would have 100% helped me, unfortunately I was retarded, now I get to suffer for being an evil person
why are you even talking abt thisyou talk abt this on repeat, like a cycleit just puts salt on the wound
>>37662827I seethere are a lot of your kind around, unfortunately
Why do people think the holocaust isnt real
>>37662838what, manmoders or chuds? In any case, I don't believe those things anymore and stopped after like 2019, but still repressed, I thought it would somehow go away lol
>>37662837I wish they did another holocaust so they'd throw you in the gas chamber
why are you here when you're not on hrt and only complaining about people exchanging experiences around what led them to manmoding? don't you have a goat from which to go catch leptospirosis?
>>37662847you're revolting and I stand by my assertions that youi're a blanchardist (and as a result a bad person)
>>37662847why i am a very miserable mentally ill fuck, existence is torture for meme dying won't be justice or make you feel good, the same it would have been if i had a decent life, if anything it would free me from pain and should make you sneed that i escaped it
>>37662867:oWHAT DOES MAKING A JOKE AT LARI HAVE TO DO WITH BLANCH
hmm, why are bl*nchoids always f*scists anyway? it's almost like they have something in common...>>37662883nothing I just remembered billurphy getting triggered and defending the colonel's takes in altered language when I suggested as much before
>you should be gassed and killed>jokeuhhh>>37662864you talked abt this so many times and the same people too cause we are all the same here, it is just repeating yourself
>noooo don't tell a story! stop relating experiences! everything that can be said has been before therefore you must stooooop!>from the goatfucker who is still actively telling me to stop HRT and kill myself
isn't larry permab& anyway? like KoS for jannies faction?
>>37662896Facist?What?It was a joke i am anti holocaust i even asked why people deny it wtfWhat does this have to do with blanchDo you not even remember me getting offended the last time you suggested that
if you share your misery you are less likely to rope dummy, i cannot allow that
Didn't know about trans till like 20. And then it took me another year to fully understand what it was and what hrt was. For that year I basically had it mixed up with hermaphrodite.
>>37662924>Do you not even remember me getting offended the last time you suggested thatdo you just not know how to read? lol I just said, that is EXACTLY why I did it
>>37662921what is kos alos i am only permab in mtfg, i get banned on sight even as anon there but otherwise it is fine even with my name on
>>37662939Why do you think i support ray blanchard i literally don't. :(
>>37662950you make it too easy
I was taught in school how estrogen and testosterone caused puberty, I had every single opportunity to be a youngshit but I didn't take it. I will never pass
>FacistI HATE AUTHORITARIANISM WTFKYS
lol, faggot
KYS
i got addicted to futa porn at an early age. my brain is washed, now, and every time i think of myself it's as a smoking hot babe with a feminine bulge, perky tits, and a nice big ass. hormones have improved my mood and life by 10 fold. i got rid of my balls so i'm even closer to becoming a futa goddess. i am so much happier these days it's unreal to think i could feel this much relief.
>I hate authoritarianism, just gas the jews! xD and throw in this dirty gypsy too>also I gatekeep trans women based on misognyist standards and push discredited theories while claiming to not support themok, fascist
seeing as how I will never be a female socially I will not really live a better life. Granted I'm happy for looking even a little bit different, but it's not enough and it will never be enough
>>37663011hot giwtwmif I could get over my neuroses and be a bit more delusional in positive ways I could get there...
As much as I'd like to be content not being an attractive female, I remember that ugly females have a hard time being content too. Most people strive for beauty. So I will too.
ugly females are only very very rarely as masculine as us, the odds of a female looking anything like a manmoder are very slim
can i get emotional supporti am sad, pls
>>37663020>push discredited theoriesI WAS ASKING THE NIGGA WHO SAID HE WAS AN EX RIGHT WING CHUD
>>37663063Yes and no. I think cis woman are more masc than people here say, as well as us being more fem than people here say.>>37663078Take hrt for all the support you need.
>>37663089??you're getting hysterical and not making any sense, what were you asking, when?
>>37663115what discredited theory did i "push"
>>37663125blanchardism
>>37663132no i didnt fuck off stop
>>37663142what are you talking about?
>>37663100but i need to be hugged and told that i am loved and preciousi feel like a rat without it
>a close up of a person laying on a bed, extremely gloomy lighting, long haircut, f18, low res, tired appearance, lost in code, 2 0 yo, wearing a black shirt, very comfy, andro, standing in a dark, bleak lighting, in the early morning>a woman laying in bed with a pillow on her head, extremely gloomy lighting, dreamcore looking, long messy hair, old couch, very very low quality picture, androgynous face, now, me, standing in a dark, f18, disguisting, waking up>disguisting
if this is bill/murphy freaking out and not being able to read or understand english, idk why, let me explain very clearly: you stated that you could personally determine by appearance which trans women transitioned for a fetish and were valid and distinguish them from the good ones by presuming their motivations, which is... ta-da! blanchardism wrapped up in a sightly altered presentation, itself just a set of misognyistic assumptions rooted pushed as self-evident "facts" and flying in the face of reason or scienceI'm gonna keep reminding you that you're a little bl*nchoid cuck every time I see you post now because it gets you like this, just like calling frenchie a nazi for thinking deporting all the browns from his country is cool and not genocidal and he's totally not a nazi because his chosen authority figure to suck up to was only spending all his time with and explicitly by name invoking nazis in his "work"
Went way harder at the gym than I expected to. Fired up today. Really want my ideal body, and I think I'm gonna get it.>>37663153Starts with hrt lari.. legit, you need to stop fighting it. Life starts when your hormones are correct.
>>37663100i don't look feminine
i want a manmoder wifedoes anybody offer themselves?
>>37663268
>>37663182>a close up of a person wearing a denim jacket, ultra wide lens picture, old apartment, computer science, androgynous face, he is about 20 years old, inspired by Andrei Kolkoutine, game engine, looking at the camera, photographic. imposingly tall, very low saturation, dating app icon, around 1 9 years old, shaved
>>37663280mogs me
>>37663280yes i own goats
>>37663189Wow>you stated that you could personally determine by appearance which trans women transitioned for a fetish and were valid and distinguish them from the good ones by presuming their motivationNever said thisI said 99% of trannies DONT transition for a fetishRule 41 states EVERYTHING can be a fetishIt is not illogical to assume SOME people are on hrt because it turns them on>personally determine by appearanceNever said thisObviously the crossdresser who was on camera jerking off in the womens washroom wasn't actually transYou are arguing with me in bad faith or trolling me to get me to yellWtf
chudette, how do I accept permamanmode and just lean into it? I really really don't like manmoding, but there is just no other option
chudette is mentally ill with autism and other stuff, he is just a man, he has no dypshoria, you cannot be like chudette
>a woman taking a selfie in front of a mirror, basedjack, with wild hair and haunted eyes, trans rights, bigstudiovfx, tied - up shirt, age 2 0, standing in a parking lot, mug shot, summer princess, reddit, very tired, chest coverd, nathan for you, uncropped, cute!
>>37663360>or trolling mewow lol you still can't read, can you? I literally said so earlier >>37662896>WHAT DOES MAKING A JOKE AT LARI HAVE TO DO WITH BLANCH>nothing I just remembered billurphy getting triggeredhowever, entirely unironically, you placing an arbitrary appearance-based 1% of trannies into "the bad ones" category is exactly like blanchardism - no debating that, really, sorry not sorry
I will need to get a diagnosis from a psychiatrist, how do I explain>not voice training>DIYing>not honmoding>not having a troon nameto a roastie who 10 years ago demanded everyone would go through RLE? I don't believe in the nonsense that I am a female on the inside or whatever. I am a mentally ill man who looks like a man, all is as it should be
>>37663363>I really really don't like manmodingthen I have a hard time relating, sorry, but I really really think you should work on not manmoding and moving onthis is a relief for me, a step up or forward in my life, even if that's just to a new rut - it's not a failure or something I urgently feel the need to change and it's something where I'm still actively trying (with mixed results) to find my own comfort zone, idk what anyone else can do but that
>>37663431I understand the relief and I sympathize with it, but it's not enough for me.honmoding really isn't what we generally want, I don't want that, actual FFS that could help me is many years away
>>37663416Idk if you think this is a joke but its not funny and the way you communicate things isn't apparent at allYou are super frustrating
if you are a pussy that cannot take manmoding/repping then you have to kys bc you are weaklive natural selection, go make Darwin proud
>>37663454no u, faggotyou literally parrot blanchoid rhetoric and are getting all precious thinking you're somehow any better or differentand yes, it's extremely funny to me, especially because you get so mad and seemingly almost hurt or offended by it being called out for what it is - if there's something you're actually not understanding about what I'm saying or that you really think I'm misunderstanding, you need to lay that out in plain english without an emotional outburst or cloaking it in seventeen layers of irony and memes, because I've addressed very directly the reason I'm drawing the comparison I am and all you have to say in response is that people are horny (and leaving the reader to fill in the blanks on the ??? that leads to a conclusion of therefore some trannies literally only transition for a fetish and you can tell which ones based on their appearance)
>>37663491you're not really taking it well either
>>37663491LOL
>>37663499for now but i will, i already got 40-50% reduction in dysphoria, i am only 50-60% as dysphoric as i was, still crippling but i will get there
>>37663532clueless
>>37663540what does that mean, i am pretty confident that i already made it, it is just a matter of time
>>37663446>honmoding really isn't what we generally want, I don't want that, actual FFS that could help me is many years awaywhat's the delineation for you? if you feel like you can't fully girlmode before FFS, and you hate manmoding, literally what else can you do? I'd guess the answer to that is probably something like incremental stuff and little indulgences, girlmoding or taking care of yourself and presenting yourself a little nice or more feminine in small ways just one thing at a time to feel out what works or what you think you could get used tolike idfk I'm just winging it
>>37663552honmoding isn't safe where I live
>>37663591then do what is safe or go somwhere where that isn't true, and if you can't do either of those things then figure out what you can do that would get you closer to being able to do them or work around having to do them
>>37663605won't honmode regardless, I don't want to embarass myself
>>37663616I don't understand what you're asking or what you want then
>>37663620how do I accept manmoding for the next 10 years until I can afford FFS?
june just tell me to do it and i will
>>37663636okaywell then I already told you I have no idea, you're obviously more dysphoric about certain things or less beaten down and desperate after a life of repression and masculinzation if you>really really don't like manmodingso fucking figure out what you CAN do that you WANT do and then do it, wtf did you ask me
>>37663552that's what i do and i get called a fakemoder hon
>>37663672you literally look like a woman fuck you
ANNOUNCEMENT:NOT PASSING = EVENTUAL ROPE UNLESS AUTISTIC REDDITHONDO IT NOW AND SPARE YOU THE POINTLESS SUFFERING!!!!! SUICIDE IS FUCKING BASED!!!!!
you don't even use a male name or voice or pronouns fuck off
>>37663493>hurt or offended Well duh
>>37662601I would but manmoder means a mans face and not "buff pretty faced woman"
>>37663683I seeand since that's all you chose to respond to I can now confidently move forward with the knowedge that there is no misunderstanding at all, and as stated I will continue calling you out as a little pro-authoritarian bl*nchoid cuck when I recognize you
>>37663636YOU CANNOT!!! ROPE IS IN YOUR FUTURE!!! YOU ARE FUCKED LOSER, HAHAHAHAH!!!
>>37663682i use my birth name which is gender neutral in recent years but historically male
>>37663730I was just guessing on most of that, so you voice train and dress as a woman and use feminine pronouns - why would you even be itt?
>>37663708I didnt entertain the rest because you said you are saying it to troll meSome people are attracted to toilet bowl water- everything is a fetish to somebodyYou are putting words in my mouth because you cant handle being wrong your brain like short circuits lol
>>37663735she enjoys comparing herself to you losers and feeling better abt herself and you losers allow it LOL
>>37663738about what, specifically, would I be wrong or have to admit? I mean hold the fuck up a second do you not see the meta here? you just did literally the thing I accused you of doing again, to me, about the thing you did that I said you did while also doing what you accused me of doing by putting words in my mouthyou obviously just want something to be upset about and>You are putting words in my mouthnever happened, if you actually bothered to read the words I purple monkey dishwasher banana autumn leaves bedsheets leftist dodecahedron lugubrious arsenal monsoon and show a modicum of fucking respect
>>37663735dress as a woman? no. some close people call me she i guess but i didn't ask them to and strangers mostly just don't gender me bc i look weird. i voice trained many years ago and it became my default to the point my attempt at a masculine voice sounds very cringe but i still try
i will kms in a few hours, i got all the stuff finally, see ya in hell baby
>>37663819what do you do in your daily life that you think qualifies you as a manmoder?
funny bait larry
>>37663831OI U GOT A LOICENSE TO BE ERE?!
>>37663842I am gatekeeping the term "manmoder," yes, and I will deflect all accusations of hypocrisy with a simple>yes, and?
>leaving the reader to fill in the blanks on the ??? that leads to a conclusion of therefore some trannies literally only transition for a fetish and you can tell which ones based on their appearanceYOU filled in the blanks and then when i correct you, insist that i am wrong and then compare me to frenchie (?)
>>37663831present male and not as the hon of my dreams, be 5'10" and fat, talk to my dad and get called sonny boy and asked when i'm lifting enough weights to go backpacking with him. and i trooned at 24
shut up bl*nchoid
>>37663871>present malehow? having an asshole for a dad or being mistreated by others doesn't make you a manmoder and the fact that you think it does is incredibly demeaning to people who actually live as men and try to cope with their dysphoria
>5'10>tallI'm 6'2
As another 5'10 moder, it is tall, it's just literally the starting height for tallness.
5'10 is not comparable to 6'2
>>37663871Haha bee you know you are not a manmoderYou even said you are getting mittermiller
>manmoder = non-passing mtf of any kindinterpreted this way, the passoids here just to have someone to try and be better than or punch down at make a lot of sense
>>37663942shut up blanchardist, why do you think trannies are fetishists?
>>37663955I didn’t until i came across you my nigga
>>37663888wdym how? how does anyone present as male? there's a select few people in my life who know i'm trans but to the majority i'm just Redacted the faggot>>37663942i mean yeah i don't want to do this forever bc it kills me inside but i am more closeted than people seem to think i am
>troon out>nothing really happens or changeswhat a surprise
>>37663735where else are boymoders supposed to go huh
>>37663966>to the majority i'm just Redacted the faggotthe things you say and the way you say them make it sound like you basically live life already as a woman
larry would chimp out here but he's too retarded to insult bee properly
>>37663966I am telling you from experience that it is not going to get better unless you make some sort of change>>37664021Make your own thread
>>37664025sorry but idk what that means? does painting my nails mean i live life as a woman? i don't wear the clothes or makeup i want, i don't talk the way i want, and i don't let my genuine personality out around many people in my life. my entire emotional being centers around my bf who treats me like a woman behind closed doors, yes i'll give you that. i post about it bc it's what my brain thinks about, doesn't mean that accurately represents my entire life or close to it. meanwhile my mom forces me to call daily as a wellness check since i told her dysphoria has ruined my life and yet she'll still tell a story where she brags to coworkers about her SON. i like girly stuff, i have since i was a kid, i don't think talking about it in a thread on the internet implies i live as a woman. sorry i'm just heated bc dunking on appearance is one thing but i'm not such a fucking loser to post in this kind of thread if i was out living my best happy hon life >>37664047you're right, if i'm in the same social place by next holiday season then something went very very wrong. if i get comfortable like this i will stay miserable
>>37664154KILL YOURSELF
>>37664154Baby manmoder means living life as a manYou are planning to use she/her eventually, it is not the sameMaybe you are not out of the closet but that is not the same as manmoding
i no longer have gender dysphoria. i guess ill detransition. i look uglier on estrogen, anyway. id rather look like a normal dude than a pale freakish man with no facial hair. but ive already gotten laser and grown tits so i can't look like >>37662394my only choice is suicide. i estrogen made me uglier testosterone made me uglier everything makes me uglier and everyone secretly hates me i hate everyone and everything i am so mentally ill and nothing helps. either they give me estrogen and that's it informed consent or they're transphobic and tell me to stop that's it but mo ine actually addresses my psychology or tries to figure out what's actually going on and what the cause is no one helps me they just tell me to take antidepressants and try and lock me up fuck society and fuck the government
>>37664154I think you're just a lot closer to and more actively working toward girlmoding and that comes across - you are, classically speaking, a boymoder
https://strawpoll.com/BJnXVlbWYZv
Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label again. It's literally anybody who lives as a man in their life. That could be from a literal hairy bodybuilder to a makeup wearing, nail painted long haired fem looking guy. You're just being butthurt for some reason that certain people look better than you in your mind, completely paying no mind that you yourself probably look better than someone else in here.>>37663941That doesn't mean 5'10 isn't considered tall against the average woman. Even vs the average man it's considered the start of tallness.
>>37664209>Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label againgranted
>>37664209post face so I can make fun of you
hold still while I gas you
>become autistically obsessed with anime girls>take estrogen and wear skinny skirts to become more like an anime girl >become autistically obsessed with rappers>smoke drink and do drugs to become more like a rapper >because autistically obsessed with white boy>wear sunscreen and grow out my ratty poonstache to become more like a white boyi don't have gender dysphoria. i have brain damage and an unstable sense of identity. after all these years i finally figured it out: i am retarded. i have no personality so i just walk around stealing personality traits from hot girls, black people, or my dad.
I'M STEALING ALL MY BEATS FROM THE BLACKSAND FROM ALL THE YOUNG GIRLS IS WHERE I STEAL MY ACT
>become autistically obsessed with mentally ill homeless people >smoke meth and suck dick on the park to be more like a mentally ill homeless person >become autistically obsessed with rapehons>hit women and sniff panties to become more like a rapehonnothing is real. it's all a hallucination. crying and shaking rn
IF I'M SO WONDERFUL THEN WHY AM I SO MISUNDERSTOOD
>>37664209Pretty sure “manmoding” refers to men on feminizng hrt who don’t socially transitionI might be wrong (i am for sure not wrong)
it's all in my head. does this mean i should stop taking estrogen? i don't even know what i want so how am i supposed to decide?
>>37664279ok bl*nchoid
>>37664047yeah ok fraud keep shitting up the thread with your pics instead
stop being mean
>>37664203i uses to femboycope/enbycope. is that honmoding or manmoding?
>>37664290What pics?
>>37664174there's no fine print that says manmoding has to be forever, i've heard commander in chief of permamanmoding in this thread say as much>>37664188don't think that's what separates a boy and a man, they can both work towards girlmoding>>37664209>Yall are getting weird with the manmoder label againpretty much this, it's so tiresome. so asinine to dispute the same stupid label with everyone imposing their little biases on it to the point where it barely means anything and the original definition is forgotten
>>37664299
all is losti dont even have anything to say this time i am disgusting and have always been unwanted and will always be unwanted even though i already pass in male clothesnothing will change the past so lets change the future by ending it NOW
Major giwtwm
i hate living as a manmoderi just want to be female
>>37664323>don't think that's what separates a boy and a man, they can both work towards girlmodingright okay fine and I wasn't even exactly saying that working toward it or even necessarily being closer is the or even a thing that does (though I think being more unpassing and masculine is kind of a subjective criteria yet still relatively appropriate), but you're very much more archetypically "boymoder" than "manmoder">>37664304idk was it a she/her feminine presentation? I put up the poll btw because I think that's kind of one of the delineating factors is how you live and ask to be treated or are perceived and treated by others in your life or take active steps toward being perceived and treated, but that's kind of just my take
>>37664337I love that dress
>>37664357can we just agree i'm a guymoder and can i stay? i'm pretty objectively a mix of both and there's no uncannymixofboyandmanmoder general
>>37664232I'm vampy/John redcorn. If you don't know who I am just lurk, I'll post again eventually.>>37664279This is right. And I don't really think that has anything to do with passing ability. Or how fem someone might be in presenting. As there are very fem cis men too.>>37664323Yeah it is very tiresome. Been ignoring the discourse on it for a while now. But it boiled over just now lol
>>37664390IVE BEEN SAYING THAT THERE NEEDS TO BE SOMETHING BETWEEN MANMODER AND BOYMODER>>37664396hello nigga
>>37664390I mean I'm even not telling you to gtfo anymore I'm just kind of waxing pretentious over the nature of the whole thing and how/why our perspectives and experiences seem to differ or clash relative to the ways in which they overlap, the labels are kind of anchored to relative subjective things in the first place anyway so it's shaky ground
>>37664357>idk was it a she/her feminine presentation?no it was a they/then men's shirt plus spinny skirt cringe presentation
>>37664410I like guymoder term better too honestly. Fits more. Im gonna start using that tbqh. But we would just be killing both gens if we made that. As numbers would be too small for both.
>>37664424moidmoder?
i am no longer a rapehonthe rapeGOD
>>37664410It isn’t about how you look- it is the choice to not socially transitionThat is literally it but you monkeys (derogatory) have to overcomplicate it
>>37664417fair. fwiw i've come to appreciate your pretentious waxing and part of it is bc of our differing perspectives, you've changed my mind on a few things. sometimes still have to read your sentences 4 times to understand them though. rock on chudette
guess who's backrapeGOD's back >gets in time machine >goes back to 2012>waits outside my old middle school >spots my 11-year-old past self >penis starts to throb >grab him and go suck his cock
>>37664433Absolutely not, eww. I hate that word lol
>>37664421idk that's kind of honmode, flip a coin
guess i really could get pregnant without a uterus
>>37664466>you've changed my mind on a few thingsthat's surprising to hear but also cool, hopefully not for the worse - I think the variety of takes and general lack of filter is why I value this place so, you know, not trying to shut down and in fact do value disparate views and experiences no matter how obtuse or critical I might be
i give you permission to rape me
Chudette is a fakemoder:)
LMAO My sister is arguing with her boyfriend because she won’t clean their house or cook any food- “you bought it, you clean it”She lives there for free.
>>37664539am not...
>>37664439overcomplicating things is my entire reason for existing
>>37664549i fucking hate bitches, man
>>37664476bruh my 11 year old past self would be grabbing me
>>37664591I think women are hilariousThey have no clueMy sister is adopted and has fetal alcohol syndrome so watching him put up with her shit is funny but also kind of endearing
help i haven't eaten pussy in so long that my heterosexuality shriveled up and died and now im transgay and addicted to the taste and smell of anime girlballs and now i can't stop touching my own anime girlballs and then smelling my own anime girlhand (just like real anime girls do in real anime girllife)
>>37664618girl bulge from vagina or cock both got that estradiol taste, seen? i and i be all over dyatt rasta
>a woman sitting on a couch wearing a hat and sunglasses, dale gribble, e-girl, camo, older sister vibes, uncropped, andro, craigslist photo, overcast, would you let me dress you, rusty colored long hair, aliased, tired, drachenlord, 2 0 yo, redneckNOT DRACHENLORD HAHAHAHAHAHA
im a bop
>>37664549I'd have no problem cooking, cleaning and servicing my boyfriend if he paid for everything.>>37664559Just messing lol. Waiting for that hair to grow long again though, then I think you'll be closer than you think ;)>>37664733Real
>>37664755I would have no problem cooking, cleaning, and servicing my boyfriend, AND split the rent tooStill no vagina though so i am worthless in that regard :D
>a woman taking a picture of herself in a mirror, <pointé pose>;open mouth, sexy black shorts, hard morning light, genderswap, uwu hi-fructose, tired face, underwear ad, robot torso, very fuzzy, f/2 8, summer princessbeep boop...
>>37664791>hi-fructoseIt's time for a healthy diet sweetie
>>37664826the ai called me a fat tranny with a square body it's fucking over
>>37664725>dale gribbleseething with envy rn I've never been recognized as a truegribblemoder by the ai
>>37664725I have sex with your wife. But now you're raising my son.We need a hank moder now.
this I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word - merely this and nothing more
a woman sitting at a table with a plate of food in front of her, front facing camera, louise zhang, creative coder with a computer, without makeup, friendly smile, hgh resolution, 5 e, 4 0 mp, wearing pajamas, april, broadshouldered, mobie still
I don't know what to do other than try to make things suck less
>>37665465Reagan when he planted aids in the gay community
>>37665483
i hate myself and want to die
you broke meyou broke mewhy
>>37665526That's a dope ass fit.
poogs me
>>37665539Cute i will take you out to Ginger it is a chain restaurant of south east asian food in torontoTake the megabus to new york and i will pick you upNo meth though only cbd.
>dip my ascended autoshotaballsack into a glass of water >drink the water >tastes like autoshotaballsack
you am no real super sand lesbian
>>37665983how dare you, bigot
>>37665990I real transbian always sprinkles when xhe tinkles
>>37666009ill top you with sprinkles like a cupcake, sugar
>>37666025BREAK IT DOWN BITCH, LET ME SEE YOU BACK IT UP
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