QotT 1 : What's the specific thing that makes you fall in love in someone's voice ? Feel free to post examples QotT2 : You have acquired a plastic duck in the shape of a plastic duck, painted with Delft porcelain patterns. Who do you gift it to and why ? (you can gift it to yourself)FAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you love me, OP?Love is like a cheese string. Depending on the temperature and the material it's made with, the time past since the start of its fabrication, you can stretch it very far. Once stretched and if it did not break you can make it curl while still hot, on itself over a baked potato, maybe with pickles or onion, and let it cool then. The texture of the curled string is very satisfying to bite on once colder, and especially if it's not stretchable anymore.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Only difference is that our flag is prettier.>Am I bi if i have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.>Am I bi or am I 'prison gay' or porn addicted?'Prison gay' is not a real thing and porn addiction does not alter your sexual orientation. You are bi.>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?Both are able to be attracted to trans people.>I think I might be bi but I can't tell. How can I be certain?Just make a point to check out memebers of the sex you think you might be attracted to and see if anyone grabs your attention.Resource for Bisexuals:https://biresource.org/Previous Thread : >>37585520
On that note,>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTwe have the two winners!:>Blade>Spiderman 2So see ya later at 22:30 GMT!
>questionswomen with scratchy voices, men with faggy voices. i cant't think of anyone who wants that duck. you can have it i guess.
Muscular men legs in tights look fucking amazing. We ought to make men wearing them socially acceptable again so I can lust after them.t. bought some tights for winter and just noticed this
>>37669100Best of luck with your relationship. Try to compromise and not do anything you'll come to regret.>>37670933The way a friend of me did it was to just go to one that she happened to see advertised (though she did get other people to come with her, so not quite the same I fear)>>37671741>What's the specific thing that makes you fall in love in someone's voice ? Feel free to post examplesDifficult to describe, but I think I really like it when the person has a "smooth" voice normally, more on the deeper end.However not many things are more appealing than someone being able to do weird and funny voices/impressions.>You have acquired a plastic duck in the shape of a plastic duck, painted with Delft porcelain patterns. Who do you gift it to and why ?I'll gift it to a friend from Uni, cause she has a ton of "Gmunder Keramik" already and I think it would be funny.>>37671770Ey, Spiderman 2
>>37672062aww thank you for the duck then, you can have mine if you wantalso, >women with scratchy voices, men with faggy voiceswhat if I told enbies with faggy, raspy voices existed.... and they needed love...>>37656829glad to know you're still goin :D giving you remote motivation to step up your revision game rnHope you could find nice people there to study with despite law being full of A-ssholes too !Climbing really is nice indeed hehe do you do outdoors while you study, is that even a plan for sometime or do you have enough fun indoor ? definitively one of the most endearing ways to exercise agree>i also recently got over a crush on someone after realising he had too many ref flags and rly was not interested in me... but i also haven't rly been looking for anyone in particular since lol. aw, well good on you for getting over it then. >there was this rly pretty girl with freckles but she is christian so that's not gna happen igig it'd be too much of a bother to explain bisexuality to a conservative christian, and/or have to go around their beliefs>>37659903we parted not long before that post :''' I promise I didn't cry but it was hard>>37668170GO TO BED EARLY SEMI—GO TO BE- wait NO IT'S MOVIE NGHT STAY UPSTAY UP
when i'm high i really start fantasizing about incest. usually my mom but sometimes other family members. only females though even though i'm bi i don't really care for the males. sometimes I'll imagine sharing my mom in a threesome with another girl, sometimes the girl is trans in my fantasy. One of my other fantasies is that I would use the death of a close family member as an opening to be intimate with my mom. like i'll be in some out-of-town motel to travel for the funeral and it's just us and we have a little heart to heart and she's vulnerable enough to want this for "just one time and we forget it" anyone wanna ask me about my fantasies? anyone else relate to this?
Hello bigen, how you are doing?
>>37672314>anyone wanna ask me about my fantasies?I imagine a therapist would love to
>>37672320hey hey there, melancholic, but for a good reason, wby
>>37672572What reason?I'm OK. I'm going to get lost in a forest for a long time starting today. My concussion still is bothering me from Saturday.
>>37672314>>>/trash/70034399
>>37671741Bi women = master raceBi men = scum of the Earth
>>37672320I just ordered a shit ton of cables.(Because I forgot where my other cables are)
>>37673234sounds like someone needs a drawer of assorted lengths of wire
>>37672196>A-ssholeshehe i see what you did thereas for climbing there's not much outdoor climbing here in singapore so it's just gyms :/ but it's still a good way to stay active>>37671741>What's the specific thing that makes you fall in love in someone's voice ?i like smooth and deep voices... grayfruit's is really hot. i also like it when people talk with varied rhythms, speech patterns, rise and fall etc rather than speaking every single sentence in the same way - like emote with your voice! have fun! as someone who can be pretty sarcastic i rely heavily on tone to carry the meaning and i like talking with people who match that energy
>>37673265I Won't be tempted to get a wire drawer I won't be tempted to get a wire drawer I wont-
>>37672777Just spent a week with my LDR monogamous partner who I'm deeply in love with and their presence in my home is very much missing. That'd be WuMing, who I met in here btw !kiss you love if you read thisdamn, were you able to get the concussion checked ? sounds like a dangerous thing to have before staying outdoors for a while. Hope you have people you warned who can track you down in case of unexpected problems too ! you have fun though :p
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that in 2 hours Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight's selection:>Blade>Spiderman 2>what the hell is "movie night"Its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>where do we watch the movies?On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server: https://discord.gg/22RRuR6Y>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!fyi this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>37673546pre streaming more mewmew power for those who show up
chappell roan is bisexual erasure
>>37673528Very cute. Congrats to bothNo I'm not telling anyone. I got it checked out Monday. I'm be OK. Thank you. Stay peaceful
>>37674373Thank you !alr alr, do your very best to stay safe then ! good luck and have lots of fun and peace be with you too
>>37671770>no double vampire movies againSigh
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTGood eveningIts finally time to start another Movie Night! Tonight selection is:>Blade>Spiderman 2Here is the link of the stream, don't be shy and come join us! The film will start at 22:30 GMT>https://discord.gg/CBU96QKT>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>37671741>QotT 1Accents, also I find smoker voices kinda sexy but I'm attracted to strange things-I'm done with conventional attractiveness, it's boring and cliche anymore and I fail at it anywaysI lowkey think I got asked on a date by a guy, gonna sleep on it and consider. I've been hung up on an unhealthy girl I can't get out my mind and my friends have been distracted and useless, may have to take up offer of said date but I really am about as secure in my body as a middle school girl-at least in intimate areas, I would probably cry if I ever showed anyone my body for reals. >Picrel it's cold out
i'm zugzwanging so hard rn
>>37672320I have my first semester finals for paramedic school in six hours and I can't fucking sleep. I've been sick all week and have been averaging six hours of sleep a night. I'm incredibly anxious about failing even though I crushed all the review questions in class and my instructors said I did well during scenario training. Why am I like this (I am also the annoying tard that tries to answer every question the instructor asks during class because I obsessively study due to my fear of failure and/or killing a patient).
>>37676319>Why am I like this>>37676319>I am also the annoying tard that tries to answer every question the instructor asks during class because I obsessively study due to my fear of failure and/or killing a patientYou answered your own question in the same sentence. If it's any consolation, most, if not all, of your classmates probably feel the same way and can't sleep either. Just gotta do the best that you can with what you have. Good luck anon
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTThe second film of the night Spiderman 2 will start in 10 minutes, feel free to join us!>https://discord.gg/CBU96QKT
>>37676346Yeah, but I've been a combat medic for over two years lmao.
>>37676710Doesn't mean you can't be worried about something you care about
i recommend movies i don't want to watch on weeks i know i wont be able to come.
>>37673528wait you and wuming are dating?? congrats! when and how did that happen? >>37676319atb for those finals anon. it sounds like you've put in a lot of work to prepare, and i'm sure that the effort won't be in vain. trust yourself :)
where do i even look at cute men anymoreall the 4chan gay boards have just hardcore sex, feminine oversexualized boysi want to see pictures of men, that make you just stare at their lips, normal men
>>37674349????
I haven't thought that much about voices, but I'll say lighter male voices. Someone also mentioned the abillity to do impersonations and I agree.When it comes to the duck I kinda wanna give it to mu crush, but I don't think he cares that much about the netherlands. I have a friend who does and I myself really like the netherlands.
Bump.
do shrooms actually not make people hallucinate? i had roughly six grams last night. i only got closed eye visuals.
>>37682850I've seen painting look like they're moving around, not freely but more like they were being repainted in slightly different ways. That's about it. Never hallucinated stuff that wasn't there on shrooms.LSD I've had more intense visuals, but it's really sort of similar, rugs with patterns look like they're animating, people in paintings look like they're moving around, etc. Still never saw anything come out of "nowhere"
>>37682850If you're looking for actual archetypical hallucinations, you should try Datura. If you're man enough, that is
>>37684142i did brugmansia
any love for ftms who are trying to get out of twink mode and into twunk/hunk mode?
i played something on the piano because i am sadi'm bisexual btwhttps://vocaroo.com/16E5iiZt2xen
page 8 bumperu
Who knew drinking alcohol would clear up my always weirdly slimey-feeling throat in an instant huh.>>37672320Very late, but doing good.Just came home from a friend's birthday party where I drank the most alcohol I have ever consumed (a whopping 3 shot glasses of stone pine schnapps).Also the topic of bi-ness came up randomly and I have yet another pointer towards my friend group being 100% fine with me being bi...should I ever tell them.Probably won't, just kinda feel it's wrong to do unless I am either in some form of relationship with a dude already or am actively trying to get into one lol.How about you all bigen? Does your friendgroup know you're bi? If not, do you plan on telling them? Why/why not?As for my reasoning, I currently still very much feel like a "fake bi", so telling other people if I'm not really sure myself seems wrong.>>37680252IdkReddit, Instagram, Twitter, other social media I am not aware ofYour local Uni/cheap bars close to Uni>>37680608People who can do impersonations are great aren't they.Their ability to entertain and make you laugh is tremendous.
I'm starting to think I romantically hetero but sexually bi, I dragged another person into a relationship but its never felt 'right' and I don't know what the fuck to do, I just went with the flow after he told me loves me because I didn't want to hurt him
I have the opportunity to fuck the less attractive, but very enthusiastic sub tomorrow. I also have the opportunity to fuck the more attractive guy who is equally submissive but who has invested less so far in staying in touch and has generally invested less?
>>37671741>1 I like velvety female voices and breathy, sensual male voices. There's one specific song from Ed Sheeran and a local singer that do it for me.>2I'd gift it to my female bi friend because I know she'd appreciate it.
>>37688516Threesome is the answer.
>>37685239i suppose i can say that i have respect for you. does that help?
>>37685239yeah, meim seeing someone else rn tho so i can only offer words of encouragement
>>37687685my friend group knows I am bit, for the most part its been okay. One hick is bothered by it but he's literally brain damaged, one guy insists he "doesn't care" but keeps asking me questions about gay culture things
>>37673528>That'd be WuMing, who I met in here btw !HYPE
I saw in the last thread some people were talking about rape fantasies, in particular, people who had been raped in the past. Where does something like that even come from? There are some theories that making a fantasy out of it allows you to 'reclaim' it, to take a horrible experience in your life and turn it into something that happens on your terms. But really, nobody knows why these things happen. the human brain does weird shit sometimes. Personally i think that rape has just been such a horribly common occurrence throughout human history that we have just developed defense mechanisms to make it easier to deal with, during or after the fact. Because without them, these victims might have just killed themselves. like the people who report that having an orgasm while being raped. It truly might just be your psyche trying to distract you from the horrible thing thats being done to your body.Truth is that rape fantasies are actually quite common, even in people to whom it has never happened. I have fantasized in the past about being raped by another man, the pain and humiliation of it. I wouldnt want it to happen irl of course, but as a fantasy, it makes me cum incredibly hard. I dont know what to tell you, other than that you shouldnt feel bad if such feelings have happened to you.
Am I even bi?>romantically only like guys>90% sexual thoughts about guys>only attracted to women in a femdom context>dont like vaginaIt wasnt always this way.
>>37687685>should I ever tell themI think you should, you never realize what a burden it is to hide your same sex attraction until one day you dont have to do it anymore, and its such a relief after that. It is much better to be able to talk to your friends about that one guy in the movie who was really hot, or to be able to invite them to pride events without feeling like youre arousing suspicion
bump
>>37691558>one guy insists he "doesn't care" but keeps asking me questions about gay culture thingsHeh. Well that seems harmless at least, I'd probably be curious too.>>37692879Eh, it's not like I hide my sexuality either. It just...doesn't come up lol.I just don't really voice (or have honestly) an opinion on any random guys or girls.IRL I'm quite the non-sexual being in a way, for unknown reasons lol.Never had a crush on a girl and the only time I developed something like that for a guy it was so far outside the norm that I have a hard time counting it.
>>37687685>How about you all bigen? Does your friendgroup know you're bi? If not, do you plan on telling them? Why/why not?Friend group knows. When I told them nobody was surprised lol.Haven't bothered to tell my family, likely won't, since the interest in men is just sexual not romantic for me.
>>37687700You need to break up saap.
>>37692868>It wasnt always this way.What changed?
>>37692280From what I've understood submissive rape fantasies come in roughly 2 forms:1) The type people get when they have already been raped irl. i.e. the brain wanting to expose you to a dangerous situation again in an attempt at learning how to control it. (i.e. if you "willingly" seek out rape, your brain will think you were in charge of the outcome)2) The type people get when they have been made to feel shame about seeking out sex.I.e.: The type a lot of gay, religious, trans, etc. people get because being a passive recipient would be a way of getting sex without openly wanting it.
>>37685239much love for any fellow man struggling with gods toughest task (taking a good pic of your back after a good workout without any help)
>>37694985Fugg I’ve been in denial for years thinking I’d change or maybe internalized homophobia or maybe to re-commit or a million things but it’s always been at the back of my mind that this doesn’t feel right. Wish my luck friends this is gonna be one of the harder conversations of my life.
Am I bi if Id only date guys but I still like abusing women and pozzing them?
Was super nervous but absolutely crushed my finals yesterday. 92% on the written exam and almost perfect on the practical assessment. Two more semesters and I'll be intubating niggas at my clinical placement.
Don't you love it when the day after a party you start to pick up on small social cues people displayed indicating that they may have been uncomfortable with something you did?Always fun.>>37694979>When I told them nobody was surprised lol.Yeah I imagine that's somewhat common lol.>>37695571See, that's where my secret comes in.Don't have to struggle taking a picture of your back when there is nothing to photograph.>>37696604Ey, nice one Anon ^^
>>37695674Yes. Many do this, but the opposite.
>>37695605You don't need to explain everything about yourself if you don't feel comfortable. Really.If you try to explain this sort of thing, maybe things won't go well and you can even suffer biphobia. Just break up with them with the old "it's not you, it's me, I can't see a future" yadda yadda.Good luck, mate.
>>37694998subs grossly outnumber doms just in general, with fantasies that involve a lack of control. Few fantasies will give you less control than one of being raped
Seems bigen is quite busy on a Sunday, what a surprise.Guess I'll just post cute anime guys.
>>37697875Barging in your conversation right now but I was actually surprised finding this out: I'd have guessed there would be MUUUCH more tops and doms than subs and bottoms because you'd think there are less people ready to put themselves in vulnerable positions or forcing themselves to be tops to "not be gay" (if they're DL) but it's the opposite.. I mean... definitely not complaining as a verse (dom)top but still surprising.
>>37676554So no more cytube?
>>37697733what they do that made you think they were uncomfortable? >>37699160we always need more of that >>37699263clearly you dont understand the CRAVINGS that bottoms feel to get their bussy stuffed
>>37699263Like, a guy literally just texted me to meet him at a parking lot tomorrow, pull him in my car, use him however I want and then just throw him out. FUCKING HOT, but I don't necessarily understand it psychologicallyIt's also not a scam or anything, I've met up with this guy several times.
>>37699917thats fucking hot. you should toss him out of your car naked, throw his clothes out the window and drive away >giwtwm
>>37699903>what they do that made you think they were uncomfortable?Just body language really.When they left and went through hugging everyone goodbye, they went for a handshake with me first, but upon noticing I prepared for a hug they made this forced smile people often make when they need to do something they don't really want to do.To use a more charitable Interpretation, they just didn't expect me to go for the hug as well since I don't normally do hugs, but I felt fine that day for some reason.Anyway, more cute anime guys.
>>37700250Ideally I would do this but it's a rather public parking lot instead of a secluded one so I don't know how well I can do this realistically... but yeah, that cum and dump fantasy is definitely one I have
y'all livin better lives than me
>>37671741i will die alone because i am fati'm sure i could get a relationship if i tried but it's just disgusting while being fati'm making an effort to changeno one loves a fat fuck
>>37700785Nah, I'm not. I want to travel but I'm too anxious to do so alone so I stay at home just playing video games all day long...
>>37694583I definitely get closeted vibes from him. Most recently I had an awkward convo about what an Otter is with him.
>>37701036Everytime I go to a gaybar, the chubs are the ones hooking up the most and getting the most love.
>>37701036Based. Get in shape and get bitches (male) anon. WAGMI
>>37701809Because people aren't afraid that they will reject them. They are usually so touch-starved they take anybody. And even if not, then you don't feel AS bad either. Not much lost.
>>37700348That's a beautiful art. Source?
>>37703192Wasn't proven already that general being just a bunch of people larping?
>>37703192Any place that gatekeeps the hell out of a specific group will find themselves talking about that group all the time, even in cases where none of that group are actually present. They reinforce their hate by constantly shoving it in their own face, very similar to how a lot of Christian missionary work is meant to reinforce feelings of otherness in the missionary not actually convert people. Once it gets bad enough you become the bad guy for pointing out how crazy everyone else has become.
>tfw your "bf" is across the oceanthis SUCKS
>>37694995Started exploring my gay side after closing the door on it when I learned that stuff is "bad" and now I only really look at gay porn and find the idea of PiV undesirable (always did desu). Does this mean I just turned gay, always was, or am just a little bi?
>>37697875Yeah, subs with rape fantasies are pretty common. The lack of control also strips you of responsibility, so I understand the appeal.>>37699263I feel like the idea of gay and bi guys being predominantly dom tops might stem from straight ideas of relationships that have been repeated over and over to the point that people believe it per default, but I dont know for sure. something about it feels like assumptions made by outsiders looking in, kind of like how being verse or switch is kind of absent from most het guys and girls understanding of sex.
>>37700250do this to me, but also piss on me before driving away>>37700774there should definitely be some more secluded parking lots around town, like ones more on the outskirts, or ones that surround empty buildings. get creative with it and im sure you can find a place to CNC him as hard as he wants >>37704309i find gay porn much hotter when i self insert as the bottom and imagine the whole thing as nonconsensual. I understand this sort of kink is very popular with women as well.
>>37671741We are watching IT episode 2.
>>37704487It (1990) on the discord
>>37671741I give the duck to myself as yet another duck I can talk to whenever I do programming for a machine learning class I'm taking
>>37671741Hello, please be nice as this is my first time coming hereI think I might be bi as I have recently begun to find twinks/twunks sexually attractive, but the idea of sex and intimacy doesn't appeal to me so this is confusing me quite a bitI also don't know if this is some form of weird auto eroticism cause I am attracted to guys who like just like me (longer hair, typical pretty boy, twink/twunk body etc)Anyone been in this situation as well?
>>37704592I was a bit like you but I ended up having sex with a man who looks nothing like me and I found my attraction was a lot wider than I thought. Also how fun gay sex is. I was top though.
>>37700348did they hug you anyway? Did they know that you arent the sort of guy who usually goes for hugs? >>37701036not true anon, there is a huge market for fat guys >>37704592>but the idea of sex and intimacy doesn't appeal to me so this is confusing me quite a bitgive it time. also twink4twink is quite common, doesnt really mean anything
>>37704642My gf is open and understanding with this (she is bi herself) so would be willing to help me experiment but I just don't want to take that final step to actually do anything with another guy>>37704645>twink4twink is quite commonWhat's that?
>>37704683>What's that?Twinks fucking twinks, gays usually go for guys of a similar height and build as them which causes str*ghtoids to seethe and call them clones because we dont want someone a foot shorter/taller than us
>>37704910InterestingI'm not sure if I'll ever be able to bring myself to do anything with a guy, so I'll just enjoy looking at their muscles and abs and watch myself in the mirror
need to admit i feel a bit pathetic because i can't maintain a friendship without crushing and making it awkward af
I’m mostly interested in women. For dating, romance, and sex, I live my life as a straight guy. I’ve had girlfriends and it’s all good. But sometimes something comes over me - like a frenzy. And I need something else. I go for twinks, femboys, sometimes trannies. I need to fuck them hard and I need to degrade them - call them faggots, be rough, etc. It’s probably because I hate myself or have some other fucked up problems in my brain. And then it’s back to women. Jah feel?
>>37701765Could be closeted yeah, but tbf could also just be genuine curiosity...I think.>>37702235How about get in shape and get bitches (self-love)?>>37703201It's official art from Countdown to Countdown, CtC for short.Nice story with an interesting world so far, can recommend.>>37704592Yeah been somewhat similar myself. I mean it unironically when I say the first time I saw "romantic", "desirable" guy on guy romance/intimacy was in a BL manga lol.Started out only really finding what you described appealing as well (funnily enough I have also fit the description, well minus the pretty boy), but things have slowly gotten wider over time.Well, many things about my attraction changed the more I tried to see guys in a more sexual or romantic light, like going from a strict bottom stance to more of a switch).Anyway, long story short, give it time, things will be alright ^^>>37704645>did they hug you anyway?Yeah, Would have probably been akward if they didn't> Did they know that you arent the sort of guy who usually goes for hugs? Probably, considering they technically have known me for like 2-3 years now (though we don't interact much)
Maid outfit came in the mail. >>37707015Good morning.>>37705623Same, or at least it feels that way.
>>37707137>Maid outfit came in the mailbullshit. prove it.
>>37707015SATANISM!
>>37707168I'll get some time to post photos. Hard to get a good photo of myself in my apartment though. I need a bigger mirror and better lighting.
Transmasc lesbian theyfab (idk if they're even taking T yet) I've been following on social media went from they/them to he/they back to they/them and now she/they all within a month. She even tweeted some shit about not feeling like she needed to correct a coworker for misgendering them with 'he' and how she had to contemplate for a bit when their mom asked if she's trans (and then deleting the tweet like 30 minutes later) but now she's posting a selfie of them dressing femme. It's a shame because she would've made a really pretty tboy. I think she's grappling with her own mortality (she has heart problems and is wearing a heart monitor) so my deduction is that she's had some clarity from knowing she might die soon and at the end of the day, she wants to die as a woman.
>>37707697as someone with somewhat related experiences it could also be that she is either too depressed to pursue it knowing that she'd be too sick to appreciate it, or that she is afraid it will hurt her chances of receiving help from parents and doctors. that, and also T can fuck with your heart.
>>37704482I don't even live in a major region but for some reason it's still pretty dense here... Hardly any parking lot without the risk of being caught...
>used to think all bottoms being sexually abused as minors was a meme>Mfw bf gets high one night and unlocks repressed memories >Kept bawling and mumbling about how it "explains a lot"
Gonna make myself on the way to watch the new Transformers.A month ago I sure did not expect to watch this one but completely lose interest in the new Joker. The twists and turns of life.>>37707137>Maid outfit came in the mail. Nice, what kind?Also more like good afternoon lmao (kill me, I can't fucking sleep)>>37707185Ngl Satan would sure lure me in with a guy that cute>>37707855Damn, hope your bf can work through that trauma.
>>37707855>tfw you remember he called you daddy during sex
>>37707763I also think she doesn't want to alienate herself from her lesbian community even though trans man/transmasc lesbians are already common and accepted in her section of the community.
Who else /repressing/ here? Why do you repress, anon? Any tips on not giving in to homosexual temptation?
>>37708139It sort of made me feel like I was abusing him by proxyLike I was feeding into his traumaSexually abused kids tend to seek out experiences like the one they had with their abuserI still find him attractive and I want to have a relationship with him, but it might take a moment to feel 100 with being intimate with him again
>>37671741qott1: australian accentqott2: eat it
>>37708772I'm not sure why you're posting this in this thread, but I agree with the sentiment ig?
>>37703525https://www.lgbtqinstitute.org/news/2017/5/23/lesbian-escapes-russia-by-boat-and-sails-to-canada-to-be-with-the-woman-she-lovesWhat's your excuse now?
>>37709004>escaping russia I'm pretty sure Russians can leave Russia whenever they want to
>>37707697here's hoping she gets into sex work
>>37709672asking desperate lonely men for money is about as feminine as it gets
>>37707697>>37709672>>37709748Also, seriously, that one looks like she's been through some stuff.
bisexual bump
>>37707015>Anyway, long story short, give it time, things will be alright ^^Hm ok interesting. This is the second time this year that this has happened, but last time it was more "damn he is hot" and now it is "damn he is hot" and I think I want my girlfriend to peg me. It honestly seems I am going down the road but trying to justify it to myselfIdk it's all so confusing which I hate
Does any one know about a store where I could buy food for my pets and my friend who has a horse? It would be great if they also had, like, stuff to grown plants, maybe even corn. I think there was a store near me but they changed owners and I don't know if the new one's any good, and I forgot the name
>>37712353What the fuck is this question? None of us know where you live and even if we did, why not just look for pet food stores near you on google maps?
good evening bigen !https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnvJP1Jc7Ds>>37679212Happened a while ago ! it's been more than a year officially now, we've seen each other irl twice in total though. It's been a quite slow and very sweet process, thank you thank you :p>>37697733aw, sorry to hear you're having a bad time remembering things about the party. About akward things, it's going to be detrimentary to focus on it. Just acknowledge it and move on please>>37701036Depending on how old you are and what kind of place you're disposed to be in a relationship, fat can be seen as a very positive thing. Maybe that's another way to go at it without self-hatred included anon>>37704592hihihi ! as another anon pointed out it is quite common, and it's very nice gotta say. Welcome to the chill club>>37707137hype hype hype
>>37712989>>37707935>>37707168Ill show off on friday. Also I ate too much again and my tummy hort. 1 bowl of borscht, ramen bowl, and 4 cereal bars. I'm die forever.
Just reinstall your Windows on the other SSD SemiTakes like 10 minutes Semi10 minutes my ass, took me like 3 hours total.At least Valorant works again I guess>>37711889>Idk it's all so confusing which I hateYeah it sure is. Probably sounds dumb, but what helped me a lot with that part is to just kinda, stop caring. Or I guess more like, stop thinking about it.Attraction is weird and difficult to anticipate or find logic in, so you're better of just not thinking that hard about it.>>37712989>bout akward things, it's going to be detrimentary to focus on itYeah I know, it's just the usual flashbacks which always suck when you wanna sleep or whatever.>>37714145Cool, hope I can make it then ^^
Guess I'll bump before trying to sleep again
>>37715837mmmm penis
>>37712989>Welcome to the chill clubThanks ig, might stick around here lol and keep you guys updated>>37714380>Or I guess more like, stop thinking about it.Kinda hard now that whenever I'm horny, it is no longer just boobs and soft women, but also cute abs and muscles on dudes are getting reactions out of me
Goon night, bigen. May you dream of soft femboys.
>>37717832I love trappy chan and how unapologetic her posts are lately
These boards having 15 minute wait times to avoid spam will be the death of meThat and how people genuinely beleive shit like >>37673224 as facts
>>37717887Trappy is so good. Luv me trappy.
i love men so much and i'm not even 100% on wanting kids but i would always feel that i compromised if i did not marry a woman (female).
>>37716451Not stop thinking about gay shit lol.Rather stop thinking about it as something unusual or out of the ordinary, frankly it's not much different to what you've already experienced with women if you think about it.>>37717914...they do?
>>37717832>>37718042I want to send these to my BF because trappy is like 35 saying Twink death doesn't have to be his fate but I fear they would actually make him feel worse
>>37720350WaitThat dude is not FtM? AND 35!?Genuinely what the fuck
>>37720409Yeah. He's a car nerd. There's a few pics of him floating around next to his car w/o makeup in men's clothesIt's mostly the makeup and camera that lets him look like he does in those pics I don't think he heavily edits, but makeup is a helluva thing
>>37720684Yeah I'm aware makeup is quite the tool, but it's genuinely impressive still.
>>37720684>Car nerd>TwinkI swear to god crossdressing/gay/twinks run rampant in car scene like transger deranin the bike scene. Idk why it is this way, what do I blame. Half of this board uses /o/ and I know at least half of those people own neither a car or a bike.>>37720724Tbf when I was cosplayong people i met without makeup on didn't even recognize me. Remember use liquid foundation then seal with powder to give it a more natural shine. Also colour match to the inner wrist area as that is the lightest skin tone you can go.
>>37720861>I swear to god crossdressing/gay/twinks run rampant in car scene like transger deranin the bike scene.Have you ever seen the parking lot at furry conventions?Autists just like cars
>>37720949>transger deraninTransgenderism, man I can't type on my phone.>Autists just like carsI am very autistic and yes. However, I never thought it would get to this point.
God I just don't understand cable rows. Overhand wide grips feel awkward and I mostly strain my shoulders for some reason, underhand is the same.A closer neutral grip is a little better I guess, but even then I hardly feel my back.Maybe it's just practice, only been training for like 3 weeks now.At least I am consistent so far and I think I made some progress at least.>>37720861Thanks for the makeup tips, unlikely I will ever need them but you never know.
>>37720350>>37720409>>37720684I think trappy is 31. He still looks young. Also cute without makeup. Would marry.
>>37717832>>37718042>>37721427this nigga looks uncanny af tbhon
>>37721427Twink death has always been a meme perpetuated by people that refuse to take care of their body.
>>37721589My favorite is how my bf is so incredibly scared of Twink death but then refuses to go to the gym with me, smokes weed every day and skips meals often
>>37721427Is that an RX-7?>>37721589Doesn't help that every time you hear someone talk about it, they use a slightly different definition of what it even means.Speaking of though, I should really get back into trying out skincare stuff/really just DO stuff for it.
>>37671741Bros why does it feel so good to hold a skinny guy in your arms, rub his chest gently, and bury your face in his hair? I like snuggling girls too but there's something so deeply intimate about how I feel when I hold a guy ^_^
Been reading "Say the right thing" on Webtoon lately and man, Sammy Montoya just knows how to design just my type of character.Wish I could show you the character I mean, but Webtoon is cancer and doesn't let you take screenshots, so have Roman from "Strange and Wild" instead. He looks quite similar anyway.
>>37719679>Rather stop thinking about it as something unusual or out of the ordinary, frankly it's not much different to what you've already experienced with women if you think about it.Huh ok thanks ig, will see what happens. Also why is being a top and bottom so important?
Im so scared of scaring to join a queer space now. I miss speaking about gay stuff but there's ALWAYS a hierarchy, everyone is always competing and its so tiresome in lgbt spaces. I prefer my chess club spaces where everyone's about the interest and there doesn't feel like relentless pressure to fuck everyone otherwise you're not 'in'
https://youtu.be/vUCkG2ZOjIg
Picked up Cherry Crush, fun story so far.Finally the one time the cute guy with the long hair doesn't fucking cut his hair baka.>>37724921>Also why is being a top and bottom so important?In my opinion, it really isn't.HOWEVER, since I'm a virgin you can pretty much disregard any opinion of mine concerning stuff like that lmao.>>37725188How come every single time I hear about some form of an LGBT club it always sucks?Never been in one myself, though I am unsure if they are even a thing around these parts.Anyway, really gotta go to bed. Have this https://youtu.be/j5J95XD5mvQ
>>37720684>I don't think he heavily edits,You sure about that?
>>37720409>FtmThey're MTF nonby according to their twitter bio and dick posts. And yeah card nerd and a medical professional too.Still pretty cool how good one can look at 31. Meanwhile I look like I'm 30 and I'm just 26.
>>37671741WE ARE WATCHING GODZILLA VS MOTHRA (1992)
>>37728637https://discord.gg/kUZZCP2b
Anymore pics like this
>>37729135
me n who <3
I have the biggest horniest cock in the entire world and I will fuck everybody
>>37725497>In my opinion, it really isn'tHuh alright then. Guess I'd be more of a switch anyway
>>37730723I will only fuck my wife
Diddy is bi representation
Just went over my medbag and all of my narcs are expired. Existence is pain.
>>37731726giwtwm
>>37718042>>37717832>>37721427If I wanted a ‘femboy’ with a vagina, I would just bang a girl with short hair.
>>37734761They still have the dick, don't worry
Been reading more of Cherry Crush, god Cherie is cute.Gotta love designs with hair like that.>>37728159>Meanwhile I look like I'm 30 and I'm just 26.Guess I'm lucky that I only look 25 at 24.God I hope my hairline doesn't fail me (until after my jaw surgery at the very least...I beg)>>37729135>>37730471Damn I like these
>>37721427very kawaii
>>37735063god i wish that was me>>37736672god i wish that was me
>>37736672
>>37736672>>37731726I knew a lot of you were into the feminization/sissy stuff.
>>37736934everyone on bigen is a pseudo-bisexual AGP
>>37725497Dont take my word for it. They suck so far for me, theyre probably just not my kind of thing. Not everyone likes everything.Liked the song, the breakdown at 2:33 reminded me of early arctic monkeys.
>>37736672bro thinks hes in the nightman comethhttps://youtu.be/B14asZIPVP8?si=pko4QJTMujPr5HbR
any other bi dudes exclusively date/fuck outside their own race? White bi top here
>>37736957thats me. not romonatically attracted to guy but I love to wear panties and get railed by them lol
More CherieHow would you pronounce that name? Personally I go Che as in Chair and rie as in Mon Chéri.>>37736695Same, wish I had that much hair.>>37736969Damn, been a long time since someone commented on the music I randomly post lol. Personally I like the part at 0:50 a lot.Here's another one, though pretty different I thinkhttps://youtu.be/xSwUJ66nuNk
>>37737596not sure if I like this one as much. any particular reason why both jap songs? you might Moloko based on the vibehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l70Z65lNxdc
>>37737210I wonder if I have auto-twinkphilia
>>37737805>any particular reason why both jap songs? For one, same band.Other than that, honestly that's just how most music I listen to is lol.Often get introduced to a band cause they do an anime song.As for Japanese songs, this one's Chinesehttps://youtu.be/lfFrScaam2kJust kidding, here are English ones I likehttps://youtu.be/UixvDKIhDU8https://youtu.be/2S8H86kcv8MI like that second band in general, their old band I only really know from a Dabi AMV lolhttps://youtu.be/KuliCkN2oicThe song you sent is neat too, though it kinda drags in the beginning.
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that tomorrow at 23 GMT we will vote for the next two movies for Movie Night! If you want you can also give your recommendation by replying to this post>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>when will movie night take place?its FRIDAY at 22 gmt>where do we watch the movies?on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/CBU96QKT>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>37738328Since it's the last one before Halloween I recommend a Horror movie, Mononoke!Also another songhttps://youtu.be/BDFD2WopIjY
>>37736957Tbf my own agp was realized after. Gender bender became an outlet out of confusion and guilt. Also the guilt part is still there, but also sex is kinda scary.>>37737191Get the asian cuck here. You can fix them. I believe in you.>>37738328I've been called for storm duty mark 3, no extra pay edition, featuring dead people from the grave.
>>37736957it seriously feels like im the only hsts here lol
>>37739054What about electra...
>>37721589this>>37719679im always lying down in a thong like this and no one comes along to fuck me in the ass. wtf man >>37736934>>37736934youre in a bisexual forum, this is not a surprise >>37738848i believe we watched that already >>37738949geez man cant you just turn them down?
>>37739165me on the pic
>>37736957Not me bro I'm a salt & pepper jacked daddy top
>>37739165Wait, you watched Mononoke? Not princess Mononoke btwThis onehttps://myanimelist.net/anime/2246
>>37739248I guess we haventhow tf many mononokes are there? kek
So do I just never tell anyone about being bisexual as a male? I mean I am barely bisexual and while I like the idea of a relationship with a man, I simply like women more and I am interested in a family one day. I already am probably never going to tell anyone about being detransitioned. But bisexual while most people look down on you, some might not? What do you think?
>>37739449Unfortunately I don't have a good answer for you but be aware that many (most?) women find bisexual men disgusting in terms of dating/sex. It's an awkward dilemma cuz you don't wanna be dishones about who you are, but at the same time if you are monogamous your bisexuality shouldn't matter anyway but you risk immediately destroying the relationship just by being honest.
>>37738328Cobra (1986)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRGnchtk6hc&t=30
>>37671741Evil dead starts now (1981)
>>37740727nevermind
>>37739912I dont really have a good idea as to what percentage of women are prejudiced against bi men but ive heard horror stories that even bi women think it's disgusting. I guess even supportive people a large amount will think less of you in the back of their mind too, so I guess it just makes sense to never tell anyone. Maybe just my therapist I guess
>>37739912>>37741644best policy is to tell everyone up front and just filter the retards out. It is true that even some bi women are bi-phobic, however, you will generally have far better luck with bi women than straight women.I mean think about it, you like bi women in general more than straight women, right? Bis are made for each other.
>>37741939Yeah I would want to filter the truly unaccepting people out but I also dont necessarily like bi women more. It's just that I expect a certain number people to literally call you disgusting, but then a more silent larger group that is thinking negatively about you for being bi but dont ever really say anything and even may be openly pro lgbt but secretly think less of you for being bi and male
>>37741644Confused bi anon from earlier hereMy girlfriend is bi and she is understanding with what I have told her. Said she would he a hypocrite if she wasn't ok with it and if anything is even encouraging me/us to experiment
Good afternoon everyone, how's your day going?Got any plans for the weekend already?As for me, I'll meet up with friends to play boardgames probably.But for now I gotta get to the gym soon, arm day is waiting.
>>37743997day was ok. nothing special happened and now am laying in bed. life in the modern world is unbearable
>>37741644>I dont really have a good idea as to what percentage of women are prejudiced against bi men but ive heard horror stories that even bi women think it's disgusting. I guess even supportive people a large amount will think less of you in the back of their mind too, so I guess it just makes sense to never tell anyone. Maybe just my therapist I guessHonestly it depends on what type of women you date. Over half the girls I dated had fujo traits to some extent, even the ones who I didn't tell I was bi.
>hyper fixated on obscure hobby>Consume all high quality YouTube videos>Browse subreddit until you recognize every post>4chan general thread is extremely slow and often gets to page 10>Still hyper fixated I hate ADHD
>>37744845who asked
>>37743997Mountains make israel and gaza look developed still. It looks like a nuke when off from all the flooding and landslides in some area. Dead body count is zero found so far. Meters existing is a strong maybe. Also everyone has trailers now. Entire neighborhoods of that had roads and homes when I collected months ago are not gravel and trailerparks
>>37744640>>37742747I guess it really depends on how much I feel I need to. I think rn I feel like I would be untruthful. I probably don't gravitate to the types of women that would outwardly hate bisexual men in general too. I guess I would probably tell someone I really love and trust if we got serious. But I guess I would also be worried that my partner would feel inadequate since she might assume I would always wish I could date men too. But that's not really the case I'm pretty monogamous and am not interested in casual sex
Another day at the gym, another increase in vanity.>>37744462Do you want something special to happen? What kinda stuff?>>37745331Natural disasters are the things of horror for a reason. Seeing entire Neighborhoods you visited before just disappear must really weigh on your mind heavily, hope you can manage Lay.
I made a thread a few days ago about being a closeted bi and everyone hated me for some reason lol
>>37745370>Do you want something special to happen? What kinda stuff?spent day at work going through datasheetgo home and browse /legbutt/ and more datasheetsleeprepeati am very bored with it allit would be nice if something happened
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT >MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that at 21 GMT we will choose the next 2 movies for movie night!You can give your recommendation now by replying to this post>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>when will movie night take place?its FRIDAY at 22 gmt>where do we watch the movies?on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/CBU96QKT>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>37746885from duck till dawncome on man its got cheech marins pussy speech in it, how can you go wrongPUSSY PUSSY PUSSY
>>37738328Pan's Labyrinth !! let's get that doug jones goodness in ehre
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTThe poll is now open, no further recommendations will be accepted. The voting will stop tomorrow at around 4 PM GMT, so be sure to vote before then!Here is the link to the server:https://discord.gg/ZzxVJU8p
>>37748107i thought we were only doing spooky movies this week? I dont think cobra meets that description
>>37739912>that many (most?) women find bisexual men disgusting in terms of dating/sexnot true>>37743997does 'nothing' and 'working' count as plans?ahahaha (sob)
>>37748936>not trueAbsolutely true, several studies have been made about this
>>37749008>several studies have been made about thisthe funniest sentence you could post on 4chan. post them or fuck off
>>37749041https://www.independent.co.uk/voices/bisexual-men-dating-women-stigma-lgbt-b2200069.htmlhttps://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2352250X22002226https://bi.org/en/articles/bi-men-are-not-considered-attractive-new-study-sayshttps://www.glamour.com/story/glamour-sexuality-surveyhttps://cornerstone.lib.mnsu.edu/psyc_fac_pubs/294/Some are studies, some are news articles with links to studies; take your pick
>>37749254Hey brah i hate to tell you this but every single one of these is bullshit>the first one links to a poll done by a fucking magazine, and to someones homepage (neither a poll nor study)(also polls are not studies)>the second one paywalls its article/citation (aka its fake, real citations dont get hidden from view)>the third one links back to the first ones magazine poll >the fourth one IS the magazine poll >the fifth one is again paywalled >none of these have been peer reviewedThis is why its so important to do your fucking homework people. Anyone can just 'say' that they did 'a study'. Citations are not there for decoration, they are there so you can find out where someone is getting their information from, in order to ensure that its a reliable source and not just some dipshit. Magazine polls are not science. Glamour might be read by mostly conservative women. They might have issued this poll to exclusivity readers that are in church groups. It is VERY easy to manipulate the results of a poll just by manipulating how the poll is done. This is why actual scientific studies are peer reviewed, meaning that other actual scientists looked in to this to ensure that no bullshit like that was going on behind the scenes in order to manipulate an outcome. Real science is difficult, time consuming and expensive. Its way easier to do some lazy ass poll and then call it a study and post it on your website to get a whole bunch of clicks. Misleading people makes money, because most people are just gonna do what you did, which is to just take the article at its word and not look into it any further. And of course publishers dont want to verify a story as fact before they publish it because again, that costs money, and it slows you down, and typically whoever posts something first gets the most clicks. dating women is just hard. theres a lot of reasons for this, you dont have to pull up some pseudoscience to justify it
if i got pegged hard enough i'm sure i'd never be depressed again. i can feel it.
>>37749740this will work
>>37747416>another bad movie with unnecessary graphic rape scenes>>37738848this looks good, do we have to watch the anime first to understand the movie?>>37740105>not halloween-related>>37748049bless you eddin
>>37748936who in pic?
Evil DeadOn the 'cordTwo minutes PUSSIES!
>>37671741Were watching Evil Dead (1981) in 5 minutes
What's stopping you from living like this?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7ANZ8Osnz4
>>37751744i'm not queeblo
>>37751744>a whopper and a 40 for 5.45was that even possible when this came out?
met my (t4t) gf’s roommate who is also her ex and clearly still in love with her. i did my very best impression and we got dinner and played games as a group and then he just… wouldn’t leave.i was trying my best to keep my hands off her but as it got later and later, the urge to cuck him and stake my claim almost became unbearable… until the exact second the mental picture entered in my head and then i had to go down to the bathroom to have a nice laughanyways i saw him at breakfast covered in all my hickeys and bite marks but he could always win her back and THEN who would be laughing???
>>37751638movie cancelled due to spooky stuff
>>37750307Ngl I completely forgot about that.It should be fine to watch the 2024 movie without knowledge of the series.Bigger issue is if there are already torrents available, I forgot the movie only came out this summer.I should have also mentioned which movie I mean, thag was sumb of mehttps://myanimelist.net/anime/52107This one
>>37752073Sorry what?Confused with who you went to fuck and actually fucked
>>37749674holy schizophrenia
>>37749674holy based
Hey, new Alien Stagehttps://youtu.be/6TzEW8JwOecThe song text sounds so stupid, but damn the harmony of their voices is nice.>>37748936Shame, thank your for your contribution to the economy I guess.>>37749674Something I want to add is that 99% of psychology adjacent studies, even the proper ones, just can't be reproduced.Also that field has is especially bad with the whole "do science to fit a result rather than find a result".
>>37754476>99% of psychology adjacent studies, even the proper ones, just can't be reproduced.And the halflife of the average paper in psychology is like half a year. Complete clown """science"""
>>37738152Does it never mess with your head a bit that you dont know what they're saying? I like some Japanese groups but mostly jazz fusion/instrumental stuff. Or does the association to the anime make up for that? I mean im assuming you dont speak the language,.mebbe you do
>>37754835>Does it never mess with your head a bit that you dont know what they're saying?Not really, you kinda get the vibes anyway in most cases. And if I'm curious what they are actually saying, translations are fairly common, especially for more popular songs.>Or does the association to the anime make up for that?Not quite but I do think that the prevalence of high production artwork/animation/just general music video stuff probably just makes it stick in my head a lot more.Like this onehttps://youtu.be/LuKGGz-0Q7sI can pretty much see the dance accompanying the chorus in my head whenever I hear it lol.>Im assuming you dont speak the languageNo I don't, not yet.It is kind of a lifegoal of mine to be proficient enough in Japanese one day to converse with people in a similar vein as I do with English (so far from native, but good enough) as well as just being able to understand it quite well (I really wanna be able to listen to a Rakugo performance one day (Current deadline is 2039 since I want to be in Japan for the solar eclipse anyway, though the earlier the better.Ngl one of the reasons I am trying to get my life somewhat together, so I can afford to really try studying with all my heart.Anyway, Bunny Girlhttps://youtu.be/RCltAg_iK0E
>>37749674>>37754476what y'all think of philosophy studiesthe og sciencealso hate that the neko gif just moves like a basic doll, i always see the thumbnail and imagine a bombastic dougie
>>37752206>Anonymous 10/25/24(Fri)09:09:41 No.37752206wgat spiokt suff btches
Well, if what the FAQ says is true, then I'm bi. Hmmmmmm.
>>37755068Thats a nice goal but 2039 is a long ass time. There isnt other stuff you want to do? Idk how young you are but travelling whilst young I cant recommend enough. Also what do you study? Ill listen to your recs after work.
>>37755129I don't know much about philosophy, so I can't really comment on it much.It's probably something that should be taught in schools, an ethics class or something.Not to prove any one philosophy is better but to train critical thinking skills, making arguments, dismantling arguments etc,And ngl, I like that gif specifically because the animation is so limited.>>37755543>but 2039 is a long ass timeTrue, but I also need to learn a whole language with a completely different structure, alphabet(s) etc. while going to Uni (and working part-time)>There isnt other stuff you want to do?After my latest venture into suicide planning, I started writing a bucket list of sorts with everything I want to do/see/achieve in life.It's....not particularly long, mostly just very general self-improvement stuff desu.Idk, I've just never been a particularly ambitious person. Been quite preoccupied just trying to keep living life to the point a lot of it has just kinda passed by me.>Also what do you study?Chemistry, though I'm still stuck with 4 more semesters for the bachelor (if you count this one) despite being 24 since I failed the organic chemistry class a million times.>Ill listen to your recs after work.Alright, but don't feel forced to listen to any of it, I just post that stuff for the fun of it ^^
>>37755752Can i add you on discord?
>>37755880Sure, you can find my Discord on the tagmap anyway (or via the movie discord I guess)semilonghairanonOh and I forgot to answer the traveling recommendation: Traveling is expensive lol.But besides that I also just wouldn't really know what to do with myself if I just flew to some random country, even if money was no issue.
i can't believe this is my life
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTAnd we have the two winners!:>Pan's Labyrinth>MononokeSo see ya later at 22 GMT!
also wanted to say that the new email verification SUCKS that is all
>bf still doesn't realize the difference between him and the cute femboys in his Twitter feed is simply that they shave
>>37756562>email verificationUh what? Am I missing something?
>>37757060idk how it is for everyone else but i either have to wait 900 seconds before posting or get my email verified
>>37756553Finally some good movies this week.
>MOVIE NIGHT UPDATEMOVIE NIGHT UPDATE>MOVIE NIGHT UPDATESince mononoke is not out yet outside of Japan we will replace it with the 3rd movie in the poll, so the new movies are:>Pan's Labyrinth>From Dusk Till Dawn
>>37756812Force him to shave and do the same thing they do to become a femboy>that filenameDoes he play WT too?
>>37757253No. I doAnd I hate it
>>37671741I've only ever come out to one friend as bisexual, he came out as fluid to the whole group so I confided in him first. Maybe one day I'll come out to other people.
Cool evening, first I thought I lost my keys and was unable to leave my apartment cause they may have been stolen.Hours later I finally find them and they are in the most obvious place imaginable, I just didn't check well enough.Well, I found them now, so all's well that ends well.>>37756812Damn, he must be having pretty bad self-image issues if that's the only thing keeping him (provided he want to look like them of course)>>37757087I love that image.>>37757141Terribly sorry everyone, should have checked before suggesting it.>>37758377I'm sure it will work out once you decide to commit ^^
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that in 2 hours Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight selection:>Pan's Labyrinth>From Dusk Till Dawn>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>where do we watch the movies?On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:https://discord.gg/ZzxVJU8p>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to be civil and have fun!fyi this is the list of every movie we watched so far:https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h
>>37758570Oh right, I will probably be like 30 minutes late. You all don't have to wait for me, just give me a quick rundown of what happened.
MOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTthe first movie of tonight, pan's labyrinth, has started !
My medicine has been killing my appetite, now I feel nauseous about eating no matter how hungry I am or what I have to eat. Boooooo
>>37760929>He's taking medicine that turns people into lithe femboys>Gets surprised when he develops the appetite of a lithe femboyFascinating.
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>>37761360uhh... what medicine is that
>>37758570Well I didn't expect that
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Good old pretty psychopath characters.Also I now understand what Wu meant with the email verification holy.>>37760929That sounds like something you should bring up with your doc.>>37762881>>37766077It really is the weekend huh lol.
>>37671741>put glass of water in my cupholder on my chair>cat drinks from it>pick up cat>bring him to his water fountain>he walks away from it>get another cup of water>leave it on the kitchen counter>look away for a minute>cat is on the counter drinking my cup of water
Why are more men attracted to me than women? If I put my dating apps to "looking for everyone" I'll get 30+ men swiping right on me and maybe 2 women.
>>37766775This is the case for everyone I think. But (assuming you're a guy), you'll run out of men faster than you'll run out of women.
>>37766777>you'll run out of men faster than you'll run out of women.What do you mean?
This transmasc theyfab who doesn't even use T and used to oscillate between he/they and they/them just changed their pronouns to she/they on Insta and has been presenting femme ever since she started wearing a heart monitor because she has health issues that could make her die young. I'm basically watching a theyfab detransition in real time.
>>37766887>What do you mean?Men swipe right more consistently, but women looking for men still outnumber men looking for men.
>>37687700>>37694985>>37695605>>37697850Realizing now that it’s actually not really a sexuality thing… I think I’ve been just going through the motions since he loves me more than anyone ever has and I was hoping I’d somehow learn to love him or become more attracted to him…
Just noticed Luka has the same back-less shirt Kaveh does lol.What a coincidence.>>37766705Always nice to hear of your cat's adventures in finding suitable water sources (your water).
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Am finally catching up with Season 7 of My Hero Academia and damn, this really is one hell of a season.
>>37671741Was at a party last night and lost at pool so everyone said I had to get naked but I said I would only take my shirt off (muscular but kinda skinny with abs). My teammate purposefully lost so I would do that. Straight guys are weird kekAlso chatted up a chick there which was nice but I have a gf so didn't flirt too much with her
>>37772840Bro at work rumour had it this one dude was hung, all the straight dudes at every party would harass him to whip it out
>>37773138Let's just say all the guys cheered me on when I took it off and kept trying to get me to make the same bet for future pool games lolAnd that chick seemed into me after that but knew I had a gf so was reserved but could tell she was definitely keeping an eye on me. Feels nice to he appreciated physically lol
How do I find a bi couple that will let me primarily bottom and be their plaything?
Is there anything more frustrating than confirming someone is bi and doesn't show interest? It's like making it to the finish line and the tape won't snap, holding you back where lesser racers can cross with ease. It's been hard to navigate friendship with these feelings, honestly I don't even know if there is a friendship unfortunately at this point. I hate ruining everything, at least I have a guy who's coming on strong to mollify me. Bi isn't so bad, still it sucks having preferences and types
>>37773871Where do you live?
Where do I go if I wanna talk to others and be cozy and homo as a 33 year old man without drinking alcohol (it tastes bad)? I'm isolated when I get home and I don't think it's good for me anymore...
I came out to my gf and now I just want to get pegged all the time
>>37773426Honestly one of the reasons I’ve been with my bf for so long, he loves my physical appearance more than any of my previous relationships
>>37773426>Feels nice to he appreciated physically lolgIwtwmThough I'm probably too far gone to ever seriously believe any positive comment lol.>>37777122Nice to hear things seem to work out for you ^^
had a threesome with a trans woman and trans man couple that i've been friends with for a while. starting to have a bit of a crush on both of them, I think i'm gonna try to be in a polyamorous with them.
>>37775354you go online :))
>>37781457Where online? I'm too old now, and even this site is all zoomer now.
>>37781566give a try to discord, reallyyou should easily find channels depending of your interests, and most have a good portion of 30-something old users (unless you're only into weeb/zoomer stuff only), usually fine with lgbt+ peoplelast choice: check /soc/ it has threads for oldfags (beware: /soc/ users are either chill, or crazy creeps)
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>>37777338My girlfriend can get wet/horny by just looking at me in good lighting. I just wish she took better cate of herself. I've shown her photos of guys I'm starting to feel attracted to and they're all really in shape twinks like me but she still eats like shit and is pudgy. Maybe that's why my bisexuality has been increasing, I'm not attracted to fat but I'm not willing to start eying up other chicks>>37778445>gIwtwmIt was funny lol, looking back I should have milked it more but I was awkward about it
>mfw>be usually top but sometimes crave sucking BBC>find a black guy on Grindr>we get along very well, are into the same things>he has a small dickUgh...
>>37784415BBC is a lie perpetrated by the porn industrystatistically speaking, black men have no bigger penises than most white guys
i havent posted here in years, hello /bigen/ i am entering yr island for a small amount to lurk.
>>37785057I don't believe that black guys are bigger than white guys - but I do like big black dicks, without thinking they're all huge as fuck lol
>>37671741We are watching The Fly (1986)
>>37786137>>37786137https://discord.gg/uQPvcUYc
>>37784415it's not rude to ask to see dick on grindr. honestly, nothing is rude on grindr.
>>37786364Yeah, I was reporting from a Grindr chat I had, I wouldn`t meet anybody without seeing pics
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