>father>brother>motherthese are the people who will be upset if i kill myself. how can i weigh their upset against my cessation of being? does the pain in myself i can avert outweigh the pain i will instill in three people?
wow those sticks are really cool...i couldnt tell it was a reflection at first and it really tripped my brain out. good picrel anon, the world really can be neat sometimes
>>37689336thank you anon, i try to pic nice picrels to even out the worthlessness of my poststhis is: a collaboration with nature - andy goldsworthy (1990)
>>37689351its a whole book! thanks for sharing :) one day when i can afford to just drop $70CAD on a nature art book i'll buy it and think of you...and as i flip through the pages ill hope with all my heart that youre still out there somewhere, that the sweet confused and deeply pained human who shared this beauty with me never took their life...i really hope things get better for you, itll never be worth it to throw away the one chance we're given, please just stay strong, for your mother, father, brother, and the random stranger who will be thinking of you every time she sees this beautiful piece of art, please dont kill yourself...<3
>>37689483thank yoy anon this made me cryit's on bebooks for ike twenty dollars. i might get get a copy myslfhttps://www.abebooks.co.uk/book-search/title/a-collaboration-with-nature/author/andy-goldsworthy/
>>37689507maybe we'll find ourselves reading at the same time someday, it'll be like we're spiritually reading it together!<3 i always love to think about those unknown moments of connection, like whenever i stare up at the moon i think about all the other people who might be staring up at it with me, and i feel just a little bit more connected to the world around me.
>>37689670maybe!i think you have a really beautiful way of relating to others
>>37689769i really appreciate that thank you! I hope you have a great day/night and i look forward to looking through that book! i promise ill remember this, and i promise ill be thinking about you everytime i do
>>37689483>>37689670I’m one of those random strangers OP—I may not ever understand your pain, but the moon will always remind me of you.
>>37689769>>37691144I love you goodnight<3
