Last Thread: >>37715980QOTT: What's a yellow thing you own that you like?SOTT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SkkIwO_X4i4POTT: https://strawpoll.com/2ayLQbvQWn4▶Info:What to do if I am questioning my gender? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo1What is Gender Dysphoria? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo2▶Hormones:HRT Information: https://rentry.org/mtfghrtFor additional HRT information, please visit >>>/lgbt/hrtgen▶Style/Passing:Fashion Guides (Videos): https://rentry.org/mtfgfashionBasic Skincare and Makeup: https://rentry.org/mtfgskinmakeupI'm tall! Where can I find clothes that fit?: https://rentry.org/mtfgclothesVoice Videos/Training: https://rentry.org/mtfgvoice▶Misc:Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrainMTF Timelines: https://catbox.moe/c/afyn1tStreaming Room: queup.net/join/mtfg
got the curling on in queup.net/join/mtfg
i have some yellow underpants that came in a multipack. i used to have some cute victoria secret ones that were yellow and white with lemon print but they disintegrated long ago.
Do I grow boobs if on estrogen
>>37725486i can’t get over himim still thinking about himtried googling his name and couldn’t find anything more about himmiss sword group too funny how i lose everyone i get close toi’ve tried becoming a better person but i don’t think it matterssome people are just not able to get along i guesssuicide sounds so nice but it’s terrifying to trymaybe i should just cuthow are u frens doing tonight
>>37725486>alternate S0TThttps://youtu.be/_WKm7B-kPK4>alternate alternate SOTThttps://youtu.be/yKNxeF4KMsY>qottpicrel
>>37725583no you become super buff like arnold schwarznigger
>>37725486i rly rly rly rly rly like sunflowers :3>>37725583yes
>>37725486>QOTT:>
>>37725654>sunflowerbased ship
>>37725704i shoulda got the yellow one, it wud look cooler with the case i got it
>>37725486I have a nice amber hoodie that I likeit's thin as hell too so it's great for the summer
>>37725721whar....?
>>37725731sunny x basil
i really hate how i only feel emotionally regulated on adderall and it all falls apart when im not on it, especially after it wears offmaybe having a lighter crash would help
>>37725753hhuh ?
last POTT had turtle narrowly beat tortoise
>>37725486>qottmy fat pikachu c: unfortunately i do not seem to have it with me...
in wow i am playing a void elf which i have given blond hair and pale skin like a blood elf and i only talk in thalassianand i larp as having void dysphoria like she's VtB (void elf to blood elf)and she passes like she's stealth but she's deeply insecure about someone noticing she's a void elfi never break kayfabe like i play this character at all times and it confuses people but i find it really funny pretending to be the elf version of a bdd passoid
>>37725783same but with ritalin and i dont have access 2 it :/
>>37725783iktfhoping new meds will help more than the last one
>>37725796what r u playing this expansionim going to resub soon for the anniversary if u want to any dungeons or anything again..
you here tulips?
>>37725622hello emo how's it going
>>37725785tortort
>>37725839tortort
>>37725813i'm still playing disc priest! yogi has shown me how and i'm obsessed like voidweaver is so funeven tho not many people are playing voidweaver disc in pvp as they're a bit undertuned its v satisfying i think and its fun to beat people who are playing oracle or whatevervoidqueens keep winning>dungeonsthat sounds fun but i have literally never pvp'd other than when we did! but yeah i'm game for that so long as i can play rogue or priestpicrel is my passoid VtB elfi rly like the halo with this set
>>37725854tortort
>>37725823woofe
>>37725880I think the queup room crashed if that was you, we are in there though it was just broken for a bit
>>37725868extremely based, void elves are goated.. i made my priest one too. ur mog looks really nicei might race change my warrior to one but im also torn between being an edgy manari draeneihhhh i forgot u mainly did pvp ;;;;;;;;;; but ya u can play whatever!! i still need to level my other characters..
>>37725783>take effexor>increase dose>no change>decrease dose back to normal>feel worse
>>37725783same.. not even talking about the confidence i feel on it too. like i finally matter. also hate how i can barely follow what im saying in busy environments. im constantly distrached but im afraid to ask my doctor for more doses :(
>>37725928my attention span small as fuck sorrgy
>>37725944oh lol just didn't want you to think we were blanking you is all
evens cutodds bathe dubs cut then get junk food after bath
but what if i am actually balding... comparing pics and i dunno... like my hormones are 99% fine, so why would that happen... i have like mild prosasis in my hair but i dont scratch it, atleast not in the spots that im worried about so that probably isnt it either... so what the fuck then ;-; aaa
>>37725955no worries :3 hav fun w curling it's a v impressive sport
>>37725970u got alopecia will be completely bald in 6 months
>>37725970it could always be worse anon
>>37725976ye
>>37725940i cant tell if my doctor is a pill pusher or is simply open to trying new things bc every time ive suggested trying a new dosage or getting a booster to use during the day bc of how fast my medication feels like it wears off he's always just said ok np & our check in appointments are always like 5 minutes longi feel u though. so far it feels like the only positive effect that has lasted with my adderall is the emotional regulation, my functionality and being distracted is kind of falling back to old habits. i have such a difficult time communicating with people and lose my train of thought all the time. i want to see how i feel with the booster and if it doesnt work much ill ask for a higher dosage and then maybe see if i can switch to vyvanse or somethingu should def try to ask ur doctor if u can get a higher dosage, id just tell them that u feel like ur growing a tolerance to it and that its not as effective as it used to be
>>37725970pull yourself together girlyou know you can do that yourself and do not need to seek reassurance from others in this wayits time to practice what you've learned and pull yourself out of this nose divebecause posting about it here like this is a way you keep it goingyou're fine, now remind yourself of that and redirect yourself
>>37725968you have to reroll the roll gods demand it
>>37725970if this is who i think it is i feel like a big part of it is bc of what ur going through rnu will b ok :(
>>37725992how do intrusive thoughts even get into that fucking fortress
>>37726017you're right when it comes to like the worry cycle stuff, but also I do the same thing when I have actual health issues, and it can be hard to differentiate between like a fake one and a real one>>37726028uh... im not sure i know you... so maybe you have the wrong girl
>>37725875tortort
>>37725486Is there a discord
>>37726070multiple
>>37726059o okwell what i said still stands..
>>37726069trotrot
>>37726087yeah ur right, i made this post last thread when i was goin thru it >>37723571
>>37726083Could u link me pls
another day another woke up alivewhy does it keep happening? it's so unfair to everybody else
>>37726108no I didn't get an invite either we're out in the cold
>>37726027too bad i distracted myself from cutting bc i was shopping for blobbert’s leddit acct bc i remembered they commented on a post from the sword groupunfortunately, they deleted it too quickly for even archives or sites that show removed posts to grab itwhat a slimy weasel>>37726040kekthe call is coming from inside the houseit’s also why i have such a hard time getting out of my head
>>37726241ur a schizo
>>37726232>shoppingsnooping*
>>37726241just looks like your standard issue conservative cis brickette
please do not feed (you)s to monsters and freaks, starve them so they die and no longer post their ugly mug
>>37726258no i’m notim more in tune with reality than most ppl>>37726271>shits in diaper
>>37726271what if I dont post my ugly mug?
i need emo to be my personal fitness trainer
iwnbaw
>>37726285fit ness dick in ur mouth ayyyyyyyyyy
>>37726289based and same
Pls post discord
>>37726292im no bottom nessa
>>37726293im eating u
>>37726308SILENCE WENCH
i hate my life, why did i get so unlucky and unfortunate? i hate you god, why is this so fucking unfair? how can some have such blessed amazing happy lives and me get this pos? i hate everything, all of it is so unfair
>>37725938that means its working
>>37726327Sorry I'll go die
>>37726325you wouldnt like me im too masc for youive attained twink death
>>37726059nobody is ever perfect healthand this is the trap of health anxiety like yes you can always point to things that are wrongthat doesn't mean your catastrophic predictions are real <3the trick is to accept that bodies are imperfect and aches and pains and lumps and bumps are likeultimately just part of having a body and don't need to mean anything really>>37725937void elves are so goated esp in pvp where nobody ever predicts me duking them with the teleport thing its so funnydranei are cool they're like goat elves which i likeare you gonna play warrior then?> i still need to level my other characters..lol same i have a dk and a rogue to get to 80 and i want to lvl a pally too and also lvl a pally in classic kekthe grind never ends
>>37726348same lolalso literally never take anything I say seriously
>>37726360kys
>>37726364
>>37726327same babes god is cruel>>37726360my warrior is max level right now, i want to level my shaman warlock dk and priest nextpallies are fun cata i think ud enjoy it..
>>37726298here you are frenddiscord gg/w5nNhKhz
>>37726334no it’s notit was the exact same between dose a to dose b, but going from b to a feeling dose? i don’t want to have to be on max dose of i don’t have to, and i clearly don’t have to bc it used to workim just going to tough out the withdrawals until i get used to a lower dose bc i do not like this medication
>>37725486I just want to tell you Jesus/God loves you. God wants to have you live in eternity with him.Please read the story told by Jesus, "the parable of the prodigal son">>37726327The world is unfair, but god is fair. The world was cursed, which has caused the terrible suffering we all have to go through. But God will correct all things. >"And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 1 Peter 5:10>4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.Revelation 21:4Their is a tremendous hope awaiting us. Dont despair! A gift beyond our wildest dreams awaits.
>>37726436>your misery is okay actually and you should not try for things to be better just wait to be savedworst kind of christianity
>>37726450I did not say that. Suffering is a terrible thing. You should certainly try to improve things. We are called to help other people as a chief concern.We are not supposed to be idle, but be the change the world needs.
>>37726486you sound like a good person
>>37726497people can be good in spite of christ insanity surprisingly
>>37726436if nothing else, I hope hell is real
>>37726513it's real i'm there rn
>>37726521omg same haaiiiii
>>37726232i THINK i kno what u mean
how would you cope with learning your best friend didn't actually care if you live or die
>>37726537care more than him/her
joyboy....
>>37726561have u read any of the latest chapters yet
>>37726360its not about like what it is currently, its the worry of what it could be... hmmm and i get that this sounds like the anxiety talking and it honestly atleast somewhat is, but when signs are presented you kinda do have reason to believe it'll get worse... and thats very scary, though im not even sure i have signs, like i think its changed from the pics i have a year ago??? like maybe? i think
>>37726569nuh not really need to catch up one day :/
>>37726506Of course anyone can be a Good person. But when people go astray, their are few answers as powerful as Jesus. Their is always hope that a bad person can be changed through him.>>37726497I would like to believe it. I think most people would see me as a normal decent person. But really I have learned I'm not that good as god defines good. The more I have learned about Jesus, the more I see how deeply corrupted the heart of mankind is, along with my own heart. Luckily through the instruction of the bible I am given the chance to repent, and the power to live a life to serve others. Im still in the baby steps, but I am a changed person. I see how my mind, thoughts, and actions are slowly being sculpted to be less selfish, more forgiving, and more focused on others.
>>37726537i do my best to not kill myself daily and distract from the pain and it’s mostly worked for four and a half years
>>37726625the issue is that you catastrophiseyou take small signs and conclude the worst possible end point is likelythe signs might be real and the end point may be one of many possibilitiesit is how you imagine one inevitably leading to the other that is the issue hereand you constantly look for evidence to support such conclusions (like it is not normal to examine pics in the way you do for example)
>>37726636its been a slow start but i think its going to be another really good arcugh im not going to spoil but im really excited about what they showed last chapter
>>37726537idk she said she wanted to try being popular so we couldn't hang out anymore
>>37726561fell in love with one piece but i havent been enjoying it anymore since egghead started
im a little tipsy sisters
>>37726697yeah... like even if its actually happening i guess it'd just be a matter of like doing a little duta to block dht, or if its the psorasis then that regrows once you treat it... i guess, even if it was a little bit of hairloss that would bring my hairline back in years and it was slow that would still be really worrying, guh... im doing it again this is just another form of it, but what other conclusion could i form from the signs? it's only logical kinda... which warrants a lil bit of worry... i dunno i just want it fixed im v scared
>>37726892its logical in the sense there is logic to itits not rational in the sense that your emotional response to this v unlikely and v manageable thing is disproportionate just because you can logically connect A to B does not mean its going to happen, and it doesn't mean 'and so my life will be ruined' is a realistic thing to imagine coming from it
I came out to all my friends and family, everyone is supportive and accepting, willing to call me by my new name. Working a steady job with lots of female coworkers that like me. My hrt comes in the mail tomorrow, the clinic said I will most likely transition very well, I'm young (enough) and have a very feminine body already. I just got a degree from a prominent school in my field and lots of potential to make lots of money. Job offers from a large successful corporation in Manhattan. I'm still planning on blowing my head off this week. I thought it would help. I've been chasing fulfillment for so long, the moment I seem to catch it, I just want to destroy it all, and hurt everyone. Am I even trans at all? Or am I just looking for an escape? Or is happiness just unreachable for people like me? Even when I'm on top of it all, all I can do is look down.
>>37726923its not unlikely, i know the signs, like, assuming i'm correct, which i'm gonna say like 67% chance I am, this means its probably gonna happen atleast somewhat right, um, but yes my reaction is disproportionate, its the new flavor of the week worry, and i guess it is manageable um, but even with manageable issues like these, they cause alot of stress
>>37726992please read the "Parable of the Prodigal Son"It can be seen through many lenses. A young person goes out to seek their own happiness, but ends up in turmoil. We can try to find fulfillment in this world, but it will never fill the hole in our hearts. This hole can only be filled by God.You sound like you have many nice things, but you know things are hollow."Peace is not something, it is someone"This someone is God, a being who knows your entire being. Every thought, every dream and hope. >You saw my bones being formed as I took shape in my mother’s body. When I was put together there, you saw my body as it was formed. All the days planned for me were written in your book before I was one day old.>Psalms 139:15-16God knows every last detail about us, and he wants us to live with him forever.
>>37727128I've already read the parable. I get the message, but I do not believe in God as written in the Bible. I refuse to believe in a God that is truly all powerful. I refuse to believe He did this to me willingly, forcing me to live as a woman in a man's body. If a God exists, it is unknowable by us mortals, inconceivable. It might as well not exist. So I try to live a life of peace and virtue for its own sake. I don't need God.
>>37726992why is it that you want to blow your brains out without giving things a chance to play out?
>>37727265For so many years, I thought my life was shit because of the dysphoria, and lack of opportunity. Here I am, on the verge of eliminating both of those things, and I just feel absolutely miserable. Like I've fucked everything up. And if this is how I feel on the precipice of finally living my own life, I don't want to continue. It was all for nothing in the end, really. I won't ever be a woman, I won't ever escape this shithole life, I won't ever feel love or really fit in because I was born broken in a broken family in a broken society. I'm done trying. I don't care if I'm not done yet, nothing's getting any better. My life should have started improving a year ago, and yet I just keep falling. Nobody else can see it, they think I'm soaring above them, proud of the person they think I am, when in reality, I long to be anywhere near them and their lives. I feel like Icarus, about to burn because I dared to fly at all.
>>37727194I come to you a fellow beggar, asking to share with you the bread of life. I too was once crippled by terrible thoughts of suicide, depression, worse. I too had to face the question "why was I made like this". I was mad at god, I saw him as the evil god of this world.I also believed we cannot know god.Why are we made to suffer? This is not Gods end goal, his end goal is unlimited life free of all pain and sorrow.Why does suffering exist? It is the absence of god. Once sin entered the world, he began to remove himself, and chaos and destruction of humanity began.It is true that you don't need god to live for peace and virtue. But im telling you, without him their is a piece inside that cannot ever be replaced. I know because I tried everything I could to avoid this outcome. I didnt want to believe in God. But then I had an experience of faith, and slowly as I was suffering I desired to know if their was any truth in the world.
so lonely.
gud bible posts
>>37727407same imma try n watch a movie n sleep the loney off
>>37727422that's a good idea I think. whatcha going to watch?
don't want to commit suionly want to feel betterbut it never feels betterrope beckons
me ahh typologie
you ever see a random image and think something is missing?
>>37727623background turn over
>>37727367Deuteronomy 22:5
>>37727469the buttfly effect. been mad long since i saw it. so its like a new movie again
>>37727623needs a hot chick>>37727686ashton kutcher back when he was hot..
>>37727698just a robot would suffice
wyft of doodles designs
>>37727348you don't have to live for the expectations of others, if that's what got you here then you could try to learn how to live for your own sake.
>>37727698i like his lil earrings.
>>37727717gud
>>37727817ty is progressjust need to do more writing and scene planning and think of what the settings look like and practicing mecha designs and landscapes and dialogue and AAAAAAAAAAi’m gonna go get fried cheese and a dairy drink of some sort
>>37727843shid accelerationism?
injection usershow long are your needles pls>>37727924no i’m lactose tolerant
https://youtube.com/watch?v=432d30YVAwo
not helping you because you are paige and a piece of shit
>>37727941oh its a white flex igi
H is aweird drugu nod forvv a few minutes and then ur back, overv and overwonder what benzos mix with if
>>37727941needls like 1.5ish idk>>37728148blackouts. memory loss.
>>37728148sobbe safe friend..
>>37728148please be safe.. shame you had to do this the day i left to see family :/ worried about you..
>>37725218becoz this always happens; find female friend, be happy, she want to fugg, i’m no good at that, she leaves, be sad and unfemale socialized
fuck it makes me eepy
i thought he necks himself as a fetus wtf is this shit?
i don’t like it when i malefail
how do I know if I am having gender dysphoria or just have a fetish of seeing myself as a woman
>>37728583peanut butter is too jelly so she pretends to be a terf and she's not hot enough to get away with that
>>37728661oh ok i guess i am not trans then
>>37728642haha cleverbut whatever, i don’t like it when i’m outside and people gender me female>>37728649same thing
>>37727941you need somethin like this
>>37728677is it the same thing? does that mean that transgenderism is just entirely based off lust?
emo, so snorting it apparently sucksdoesn't feel much than uhh 200mgcodeinmaybewhatchu tink
>>37728687it’s more complicated than that but i’m too tired to elaborate
>>37728620alternate endings or some shit
for the first time in my five years of transition i have bought thigh highs and fishnets, and i have some thoughts
>>37728784wear them with your sissy diapers
>>37728784thigh highs are cozy in the fall. you fell for the meme
>>37725622ur sleeve looks cool :3
>>37728794this is a very good idea>>37728889my sisters didn’t own any>>37728905i don’t think i’d ever wear them outside of halloween as that’s what i see females doing
>>37728934they're for lounging at home. like if I'm wearing shorts because it was warm during the day but it starts to get chilly at night I'll put long socks on.
benzos or henny tonight mtfg
lol imagine u go to the psychiatrist and he tells u to kill yourself. wtf is going on in canada
>>37729003no, no he doesn't. i was wearing a pair in my fetlife profile picture that opened the door anyways. flies to honey.
>>37729041highkey the canadian gov is flirting with eugenics/population control https://www.ctvnews.ca/politics/paralympian-trying-to-get-wheelchair-ramp-says-veterans-affairs-employee-offered-her-assisted-dying-1.6179325
>>37729072canada is rightful pajeet clay
>>37728889>bftrans?
>>37729072just extending how they treat indigenous women to the rest of the population
>>37729233ps2 harry potter will always be so cozy for me idgaf what mold lady has done those games were lit
thread's dying during eurohours lately. step it up ladies, i cant cope
pee pee poo poo
jesus, repgen is more active than this place, it is over
>>37729945my family got a new cat and i call him peepee
>>37730013i hope pee pee doesn't do too much poo poo cause then you will have pee pee poo pooi am retarded, Canada please MAID me, my genes are inferior
Well well well..
ow fuck my nipples hurt nobody told me about them passively hurting>>37725486>qotti like my playdate, got the purple cover on italso i just looked at their website and its nice to see the purple option is easily accessible again but also HOLY FUCK PIZZA COVER YES PLEASE
>>37730220Hello, how are you today?
is it normal to wake up even when you’re trying to sleep
>>37730353Happy because of my new cat and some games I wanna play
>>37730391no, this problem has never plagued humanity. ur dying
>>37729019i drank a beer an a shot of henny im deying
>>37730400Post pic of cat
>>37730409maybe I slept too much during the day
>>37730423i already told u that ur dying
>wanted to relax today>maybe watch a comfy show or smth>eat chips>didn't do anything.d-does this count..?
>>37730416That would require me to move
Damn, I really hate Kat
>>37730669why
how do i change the channel on this thing, ive seen this one a hundred times
>>37729843i'm gonna post all day
i was gonna doompost using unsee but apparently you need to have a login to use it now?? so i guess i’ll just kill myself in private
>>37730802just post sissy panties
i got real bad diarrhea and i cant sleep i have a midterm tomorrow this isnt good
>>37730734They're a really bad person
>>37730809i don’t have sissy panties i just buy the hanes 4-packsand all my pics have my nips out so i still can’t post here's
>>37730865Does it matter? Just watch how they treat other people
>>37730858>i don't have sissy panties i'm so sorry
>>37730906idk but i would watch to give my opinion on it =]
>>37730877Rally the people to my cause
i dont understand coomers, people who are overly sexual and open about it, fetish weirdos etc.am i the weird one? or is this just an online tranny issue
>>37730969please post sissy panties NOW
i just have no drive, lack initiativeim too passive
>>37730985
where is larry when you need some panties
>>37730999if i post panties will you stop asking
>>37731046it will depend of your girlbulge uwu
>>37731054https://litter.catbox.moe/s5wvzc.jpegtake it or leave it
>>37731091virus, don't click guys
>>37731091rainy day folder for me
>>37731105me when I gatekeep
>>37731091Absolute dogshit
>>37731126jealous for me 10/10
plot twist, it was maiq sissy panty
>>37731129Nigga thats a whole ass man in boxers
>>37731139you takin tha piss bruv?
>>37731148Im taking the truth pill rn
thanks for the attention guys going back to killing myself now
>>37731176Dont post urself again
>>37731180k
Azumanga is boring as shit
>Me trying to inform my cat the TV isnt a portal to another dimension
>>37731232Give it some of your drugs so he can make that a reality junkie
>>37731231only entertaining coming down off a fistful of mushrooms
i need to convince the government to give me money for being stupid and mentally ill
>>37731267Doesnt fix the minors in swimsuits being sexualized and the shit joke of a pedo teacher
I love having a gock and tits ^^
>>37731253Oh high Larry. Hows your log?
>>37731305>picoh noooo lmao
>>37729041wait does this mean I qualify for assistedsui?
>>37731285you assume I actually watched all of that boring shit then I just watched the same clip of Osaka saying sata andagi for an hour and i thought that shit was the whole show, them shroomies no joke
>>37731322
>>37731339I wish that was the whole show
>>37731360watching stuff like Dragonball on shrooms is what dads screaming at the TV during the Superbowl is like, just primarily men hitting each other that's what all anime should be, I know that's pretty male brained I just refer that mindset as monkey brained everyone can be monke
>>37730985baby>>37730992babylooks like sammy
>>37731382Dragon ball is about the messages on it and the character development People like you are why modern db is the way it is
>>37731394>KAKAROT IM GAY LET'S FUCK>yes vegeta
ftl sound tracks hits so fucking hard it's the biggest feel i had in years i think
>>37731419Dragon ball fans when the writting has nuance
>>37730893Absolutely stunning
>>37731424nerrd
>>37731447wasn't my choicemy computer just never let me down
>>37731435I already watched Dragonball for the story and would get into actual arguments over GTs story in highschool. now my brain is like melted ice cream.let me have fun please.
>>37728784>have bought thigh highs and fishnets>i have some thoughtsYet doesnt post her legs in them. Shame. It's almost like you dont want male attention, you dumb transbian
>>37731455Arguments over gt? Bro there's not one well written saga on that thing, the only forgivable shit on it is the concepts before they ruin them
>>37731460I was gay and retarded I deadass listened to step into the grand tour with my shitty earbuds that did not muffle any sound in the hallway everyday in highschool you have no idea how much weebery was committed back then
>>37731453actually cool , ever play purbles place? pretty good ngl i know its a triple a type thing but its still good, ...to me at least
tutututut tututut tutu tutut tutututut....
>>37731500i don't play gamesi just play songs on spotify when i work or run, and that's all i do, i hate being alive
>>37731507thats cool i only play stupid most days:c
Here it comes. Death.
>not from china >not whiteidgi
>>37731531around blacks..........................................
Azumanga might've been shit but fullmetal alchemist is peak
>>37731537prepare for attacks?
>>37731546never relax
>>37731531white china is english slang for plates and dishes, specifically ones of oriental design or immitations
any loner taking a break in their loneliness in the chat
it's fine, it is what it is
>>37731759yeahmy knee hurts but it’s not gonna rainworried am dying
>>37731873i love rain so much + lucky
this gen is so sadf in the chat everyone
>>37731759hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
>>37731885stinky esl i said it’s NOT going to rain
>>37731899so so true f>>37731906hi loner>>37731917i read correctlylucky was for the last part
>>37731927ohhh understandable
i don't know how to be kind anymore without feeling foolish lol
>>37729233based
I'm not posting here in two days guys be aware be aware 2 days guys
>>37731985i'm glad she's here :)can't say the same abt you
>>37732002You actually couldn't even put to words how little I care about the opinions of the transphobic manmoding little french faggot that looks for partners on psych wards
>>37732006i'm sure you doand i prefer looking like me rather than a fatty 19yo with already his teeth rotten out lel
>>37732012Didn't see you bitching last time you saw em
im brown
sometimes I try to read the teen navy kat ERP convosyou see, it's a challenge of mine to see if my spinal cords would snap from the cringe it tests the mind and body https://files.catbox.moe/861mlu.rar
>>37732012>>37732029post proof
alri you slags hows it going today
>>37732047https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/thread/37693259/#37695933
My parents aren't really treating my sister (trans ofc, 20) right, but I can't support her because I live kinda far away. Is there anything I can do to help her?
>>37732062i'm not involved with the pregnant thing
>>37732074No shit
>>37732066Let her know you're on her side at leastThat way she knows she can to turn to you for safety and support when she needs it
>>37732062those are lipsnot your rotten teeth
>>37732096Shit not only can you not read you can't see either
happy mole day dear friends>>37732032so truehope you’re well brownanon
>>37732062>immediately capped what people saidearly stalker signs
Brown..>>37732142Nigga read the file name oml the literacy here is insane
Why is it so hot when a guy is like gloating or reveling in having power or control over you or winning at somethingit’s like unbearably handsome if you can see the superiority and dominance in his eyes and the joy he feels from you being helpless before himit seems like this would be counter intuitive from an evopsych perspective
so worried about my dear gf :((
>>37732146Because you feel weak and as if you didn't need to act stronger because your place is clear plus you feel protected and also intimidated (hot)
>>37732156trans?
>>37732145>nobody could ever change a filename
>>37732169Only you would be schizo enough for that kek
>>37732166ya starts with k :( worried...
>>37725486Realistically what are the chances of major hip growth if I started HRT just before I turned 20?
I'm not sure if I should try to transition. I have dysphoria around not being feminine, and being ugly. But I'm also turned on by the idea of being a submissive girl who gets fucked by daddy. It's clearly both a fetish and actual dysphoria.I'm not sure how far I want to take it, I really just want to get FFS before chemically castrating myself with hormones. I might just keep it FFS and pray to God I don't look too fucked up. I just want to look good in a dress.
>>37732145>Brownlike yehr toothies
>>37732216what's you're power level?
>>37732239Mine's pretty big
>>37732239>Strength: 0>Intelligence 10>Anxiety disorder 9999999999999
>>37732146i disagree i think its more hot when either the inverse happens, like a guy thinks he's in control or whatever but then you uno reverse itor when it doesn't need saying and he just projects it without having to gloat or be a dick. in fact that drives me nuts like authoritative over authoritarian oh man, like when he just commands itway better than if he's being a dickhead
guys having to gloat look like fucking unloved children lol
>>37732145filenames on phone are not visible without clicking the image >imagine I read filenamesishygddt
>>37732276their hair is like lavender but smells like strawberries
>>37732277Not my fault bitch before thinking
>>37732299I missed a you there I'm too focused gooning fuck
>>37732312fuck yes man i'm goonin too
forgot about my coffee halfway now is cold :(>picrel
>>37732343Put that shit in the microwave
>>37732352already chugged the rest and shivered like Patrick eating that solid glass of milk leaving my room to locate microwave would mean leaving my room and the suns already up so that's no go
>>37732261i mean not being a dick about it, gloating was the wrong word. but like you can see a glimmer of pleasure in having control, i just think it’s sexy bc i like dominant menswitches or bottoms gross me out so the first bit of your post isn’t appealing to me
>>37732364Shitty parents?
>a glimmer of pleasure in having controlgross ass insecure nigga shit desu
>>37732234i mean what turns you on about getting fugged by daddyhim fucking you or you being specifically a woman and all that with him fucking your serving as a way to cement the idea of you being a womanlike do you like him bc he turns you on, or because a woman would like him so if you like him that makes you like a woman and that’s what turns you on?
>>37732371when you're abusive mother develops early onset dementia you witness horrors that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, except that one dude fuck him. I'm also busy playing Wolfenstein Old Blood because its a really comfy game for me, I love my buff texan murder machine
>>37732379idk i don’t think soex bfs have had good parents and weren’t insecure but i could just see that they enjoyed having someone they could do whatever they wanted to, and that they didn’t need to restrain themselves but rather could enjoy being absolutely in controlidk i just like itlike a good example is one guy i was visiting, when i went to leave his house and go back to my car when it was pitch black out, started dimming his outdoor lights bc he knew i was afraid of the dark. i’d go back to the glass door, he’d turn the lights back up, and i could see him grinning and telling me to go try again, and i would, only for him to start dimming the lights again. and just him enjoying toying with me like that, i loved it. idc if it’s healthy or not, i need a man to bully me
>>37732382I'm attracted to men. Even if I never transition I'll still want to be fucked by men. I'm kinda tempted to totally repress get jacked and fuck twinks in the ass. But I'll never shake my need to be totally submissive. I guess maybe the idea of being a woman or femboy who's submissive really REALLY turns me on.I also really like makeup and feminine clothing but my face makes me look really bad in them. It's like an important fashion thing to me.I'm not sure that made sense.
>>37732408Jesus Christ, dementia on a horrible person just makes them more insane. Are you waiting to inherit the house or something?
>>37732409idk to me you're describing literal animals taking joy in the most stupid and primal shitcan't make it less sexy than this to m'y eyes i'm not blaming tho, just sharing opinion
>>37732367idk i have said before that i don't really like how rigidly the top/bottom stuff is sometimes imagined like i don't think what i described needs be that a guy is a switch or a bottomand you can have control and not be a top etci also like dominant men but to me its more fun when like its 'earned' if that makes senseif i'm not pushing it and sometimes winning then it feels fake like i don't like being submissive without that playing out a bit ykig thats what i meant by authoritative too like i think my favourite sort of dominant man is when its like, he just sort of exudes it and i think that happens more naturally when i've pushed him a bit and know the limits of it yk
>>37732449no I live with my mom and my stepfather, hard to really do adult things when your mom put your life at a halt with psychotic levels of overspending so now I don't have licence or way of reliable transportation for jobs and stuff.poverty neet with a dudeweed reliance. rather not explain anymore my life shitty enough mods might ban me for venting. in other news I'm shirtless bonking ss soldiers with a lead pipe and stealing their helmets.
>>37732523Cool what kind of video games do you like? I really liked Dota 2 when I still played video games.
>>37732564boomer shooters and early 2010s horror games. only really play normie titles if my cis friends want me to play them like cod and stuff. deadrising too but my sticks have been giving me too much trouble in those lately
>>37732680What kind of horror games?
>>37732756amnesia collection, slender the arrival is the only 2 I have installed right now mainly because im still stuck in the past. really funny to play the NFL music during chase sequences cause some would say walking simulator but I've played them for so long they're ankle breaking simulators
>>37725486thinking about kissing boysif i told a guy a few days ago i needed to grow on my own because i just got out of a breakup a month or 2 ago but actually id like to go on a date with him and maybe get married and have kids and a house can i do anything or have i ruined it? he didn't reply. ive been on prog and im really horny
my favorite horror game is talking to lasagna:)
>>37732836
>>37732843frightening ^^
>>37732871Typical of a racist to be scared of blacks.
>>37732881i love black people more than you do
>>37732894Nobody loves black women more than me
>>37732905how many hours of edging are you in sister
>>37732972Like 4 hrs rn
you know what would be a genius ideaa new clique to save mtfglasagna, kat, larry, paige, nomi and meand there's a rule like we can't splitwe have to be bff for at least like 2 years fucking based or not>>37732986so so so based
>>37733010That's the worst clique and idea I've ever seen and it'd 100% end up in some sort of nuclear disaster or war
>>37733010this is why I drop trip
>>37733021nah i think it's a really great idea and a really great clique too>>37733047missing out bromissing out
>>37732905I used to be a chud until I met black woman that out chudded me so hard I got scared. it was like Uncle Ruckus possessed a random college student
>>37733052Im really not sir
>>37733052Nah but nomi and larry could be a great friendship ngl imagine them spamming cock at the same time like a combo attack>>37733054That sounds terrifying. I just grew out of it but I was never really racist I just idk "beared" with people who were. After seeing outis/heathcliff now I'm anti racist and need more colored people in me life
>>37733074it was a fine idea and you had to make it weird :/
>>37732835pls reply
>>37733010what about mono?
>>37733149if she stays in the shed
>>37733074I think it was really the insane self hatred that got to me like holy fuck it was bad. at the time I'm trying to rationalize with her not to be so mean to herself but also still try to agree. my 18 year old mind just couldn't comprehend then>picrel
>>37733097I fixed it.>>37733184Did she end up changing?
>>37732156wish i had deer gf
https://x.com/TheCursedGoon/status/1848834014712603090larry could be doing this rn
i hate it so so so much when i'm done working and there's like nothing that i want to do and it's just waiting until working more tomorrowlife is such a dull pain i can't grasp, i can't grasp that everyone isn't suicidal, i can't i think about it 100 times a day and it never makes any sense
>>37733208lost contact with her not long after so no idea but I hope so. she would mention boorus alot and thats a red flag in retrospect since I didn't realize what she meant at the time
>>37733162
at least you have a job, my life is ok besides not having a job, i can always have smth to do desu
>>37733074>never really racist>says the n-word constantly>racism connoisseur
>>37733263If someone irl tells you they use image boards n such you just gotta run>>37733371Never talked w someone black? Saying nigga isn't racist itself just not something you're supposed to do if white due to racism, when I call a pale white person nigga I'm obviously not using it as a slur, same goes for nigger but that's just an insult same as faggot would be which you'd also use with a straight person
why are you here miserable with us laguna?for you the sky is the limit, go outside and do whatever
>>37733321i don't have a job i'm on disability and I'm taking classes all alone in my roomi have no social life, no money, no fun, last time i had sex was 2y ago and it was shit, i can't stand to be around people anymorei have one friend, he's the only thing i have in life and the only reason i didn't kill myself yet
>>37733434I'm happy rn wdym
oh and also i'm literally range ban almost everyday for 24h or more for absolutely no reason beside calling the mod a honi messed up so much with my life that now a disgusting power tripping lonely incel ugly hon in his moms basement can have an impact on my "social life"fuck yeah
j'en ai tellement marre
>>37733455same but i do not get money for free, you are having an existential crisis friend and you realized how meaningless life is, my life is completely shit and meaningless also but i try not to care abt it and just live for the sake of living, normies usually get meaning from having kids but ya, even some of them get existential crisis, it is just that life sucks as a whole and concept, it just does, the worst return on investment that you will ever getthe best and most logical option for me would be to commit sui but i cannot do that realistically so the next best one is to minimize daily pain and maximize pleasure, basically try to work and do stuff i do not like for as little time as possible while getting by and doing the stuff i like for as long as i can until i die, hedonism, idc anymore, life more was nothing but a string of huge disappointments one after another and the sad thing is that none of them were really in my control or my fault, i can do nothing abt them but just accept them and move on, i no longer desire, care or expect a good outcome, i just move on, you suffer so much friend bc you care and desire, you want a successful great life like i also did and like everyone does but once you accept that it is impossible and not in your control at all no matter how much you try/struggle and make peace with fate and stop struggling, you will be happier or at least more at peaceyou care too much abt everything and expect too much and that makes you miserable>>37733460i am happy for you
5 hours on this run and now I get 1 unbeatable group of enemies literally 1 step away from finishing. Ultimate edging session
>>37733571i hate myself so much for being upset by reading your postlike there's something deep down in me that stills hope that you're wrong and just pessimistic while i perfectly know that you're actually right but i can't make peace with it
my targeted ads are getting too specific
REALLY WISH I DIDN’T HAVE A PENIS AND OTHER ISSUES
5 hours..
>>37733666if you pull hard enough it pops out like a mr potato penis and reveals a secret bonus pussy underneath
>>37733683I can’t touch it
>>37733711mornin paige
>>37733371she's into BNWO so not racist
>val changes name so much I never know who I'm talking to anymore
>>37733954usually it seems that i can post a little longer if i change nameit's not for my pleasure
>just to advanced oil processingreeee I am so shit at this
>>37734100
new
>>37734123first blacked OF video when?
>>37734143Whenever she's real
>>37733630ik how horrible it feels, it made me extremely upset, angry and frustrated for years, i have been struggling and fighting for years, trying to go from being a loser to being succesful and having the life i wish i had, to make things fair and get what i think i deserve, and the more hopeless i was the harder i struggled and more i raised my fist against god and fate but the sad reality that upsets me and i still can't accept fully is that the odds are stacked against me and no matter how much i struggle, i cannot get what i truly desire, it is just impossible, it is not from lack of trying, it is actually the opposite since the struggle and trying to achieve more than it is possible makes me miserable and upset.so the only thing that i realistically can do is accept fate try my best to be happy with this and stop struggling and being angry all day, it only makes me miserable.. i figured this only yesterday so it will take a while but eventually i will just stop caring abt anything and maybe be happier.. when you get the bad impossible hand in life the only thing you can really do is just give up, stop caring and trying so much and just live with it..
>>37734123Sorry you’re not smart enough to enjoy factorio
Why do you bitches date ogres? There’s plenty of normal, plain dudes out there. Why do you choose the guys who look like they don’t shower or wear deodorant?
>>37734166post pic
>>37733480yeah janny's greatbut like actually tholove u janny this is on topic tranny tranny dadcock kms
>>37733573damn all that white stuffheathcliff can produce
>>37734182Just don't troll dood
>>37734192..That's outis
milo and outis
>>37734214Hells a milo
>>37734194but trolling the only thing that brings me joy when all I feel is hate <3>>37734204ok but her fit looks kinda like heathcliff pls dont be mad at me ;~;
>>37734151do you know amandla stenberg she's even prettier than your animes >>37734163seems like a different goal but you still want something you want to not care to suffer lessyou're still trying to achieve something too, just on a different level, the depression levelyou didn't let go neither, not like i think it is really impossible until you're terminally ill or bedbound desu>>37734182awful
>>37734216https://youtu.be/JZSqJWeZXaA?si=Sb9Fat7GRYN6Vu6t
>>37734220I'm furious rn.>>37734233Nobody is better than a fictional character because real people are malicious>>37734234Project moon always references the weirdest shit
>>37734252well, she actually is
>>37734294are you just being racist?are you a star wars nerd or just an incel?
>>37734314i didn't watch her show i just saw pictures of her during the drama
made the mistake of drinking coffee this morning
is this ring contour shade?
it’s kyubey!
>>37734455>>37734455>>37734455>>37734455>>37734455
>>37734166>women don't want me the problem must be their taste in men
>>37734342why is it every time star wars tries to cast a woman of color that happens? other fandoms don't do that? star wars nerds are such babies like don't tell me this guy is fine but a black woman stretches your suspension of disbelief? those guys are full blooded retards
