those of you who are not autistic shut insHow slutty are you?
I'm likeBarely slutty.
>>37741132What about the autistic shut in sluts?
>>37741165take hrt, put on some lingerie lock up my clit ride thick dildos and sniff poppers until i turn purple and feel exhausted and hungry. then i eat food and pass out.that is like the nightly routine.i am more open to sleeping with woman and trans vs men. between 1-3 woman a year. and maybe 1 trans maybe every 10 years or so.i dont look for anyone though. i prefer to play by myself.i see myself as my own best dom/sub.playing with myself so far is better than sex i've had with anyone.im not even horny thats the thing. and i still do this. im going to again in like 15-20 minutes..usually my sessions are like 1.5-3 hour long. i have nice legs from riding so much dildo.
>>37741132i am an autistic shut in and i am slut but only for my boyfriend because i like him and also many people dont want to talk to me because i am an autistic shut in so i could never be a real true slut
>>37741307Bro
>>37741307what are poppers like and where do you buy them? i thought it just makes your asshole loose for a few minutes do they do more than that??
>>37741132Not slutty at all. Never slept around outside of relationships, never had any flings or anything like that
i've managed to still hook up with girls as a manmoder desu so i guess kind of slutty
>>37741334they are toxic and poisonous and bad for your lungs. i buy them at a sex shop down the road.because it is convenient and roughly the same price vs ordering online + shipping. they make all smooth muscles loose for some minutes and help lower inhibition sexually which can ramp up horniness quite a bit. basically turn into a slut for about 2 minutes.without inhibition, with a loose ass that is eager to take giant dildo. (or dick if you are into that)its pretty dope.but like i first mentioned.they are toxic and block oxygen from binding to blood. so they make you turn blue in the lips/finger tips, pp tip, nipples etc.and that is the sign to stop using them.then rehab with vitamin c and iron intake to help the oxygen bind again.
also they are an antidote to cyanide poisoning.so if you have some crazy bish constantly trying to kill you with cyanide, just sniff some poppers and ride a dildo and you'll be fine..
>>37741132i got fucked by a republican house rep
>>37741447if you sniff it, start having sex, and then the effect wears off, are you still horny? like does it just help you get into the mood or do you need to keep constantly doing it or you lose all the momentum?i have circulation issues so i guess maybe i shouldn't but i'm really curious about them. i don't know if i would ever have opportunity to try it but i'm sure doing it a little bit for one time is ok...
>>37741502No you didn't. Post his cock with timestamp as proof faggot larper.
>>37741307lose some weight my god, nasty
>>37741507yeah but it is not at a plataeu like it was for those 2 minutes, you'll be however horny you'd naturally be, with a subtle after glow for about another 2 minutes after they wear off.its okay to sniff them like 1-5x in a session and be okay.but if you do a long session and doing like 10+ sniffs a night you are risking hurting yourself imo. theyre fun for mastubation, sex, pron. they can help for pooping also.whether you are constipated or just dont feel like cutting a big shit mid shit.they are in adult stores, and easy to buy online.amyl, alkyl and butyl, stay away from isopropyl
>>37741132eh i had like a slut phase that got me 25 bodies in the first four months after turning 18, then it petered off into another 25 over the next year and a halft. 19
>>37741307baste
>>37741583oh yeah, I also have done some dumb shit>been to a bdsm dungeon party>been banned from a furry con for outing furry pedophiles>been to a bathhouse - surprisingly uncommon thing for youngfags>dated a military guy (had sex on the fucking military base, the twink has breached the defenses)
>>37741571thank you you are very informativealso i get constipated a lot so that is actually cool to knowif my top smells it will he get super horny and want to sex me or will it make his dick limp...or does it just make you want to get fucked in the ass...wait what kind of horny is it?
>this entire threadAnd then fags dilate whenever they see straights calling us whores and STDs carriers. Gee I wonder why...
>>37741610it can NOT be mixed with boner pills. like viagra, cialis etc. it gives guys heart attacks that take boner pills. but it can be used also by tops, but they willl have to have hard erections. a mild/hard erection guy might get too soft with poppers.they are fun to sniff and jerk off and fuck with. (with the dick) but they will make you softer.and they cant be mixed with boner pill people like i said, its not safe. it is whatever horny you are into just amplified without your inhibition getting in the way. you can cut loose for a few minutes.its best for bottoms imo. but it can be used by tops also.whatever you are into, it will amplify that.
>>37741645i see ok, i guess i would be similar to when i am drunk then but x1000. that sounds fun. thank you anon for enlightening me i am now going to ask my bf his opinion on this...
if you think assplay is hot and have never tried poppers you are missing out alot.like its the chemical you always wanted but never knew you needed. fucking my butt is much more fun on poppers. and alot easier. its nice to cut loose and ride through the night.
>>37741132>How slutty are you?I've calmed down a lot but 2022-23 was pretty bad.I got fucked by at 47 strangers over those two years. Usually once every 2-3 months I'd advertise myself on grindr as a cumdump and let 4-5 men fuck my ass in a single night. Anyone who could make the trip immediately was allowed to fuck my ass. I think only about 6 of the guys used condoms.I never caught an STI and was on PrEP the whole time. I only stopped because honestly the rush faded. I tried doing it again back in July and after 2 guys I just got bored - it became too routine.
>>37741680yes. and clearer than being drunk.you will be super into him for like 2 minutes. like level 100. in a sexy slutty way.
i just post myself on 4chani don't have sex
just replace the joint with poppers.and it becomes accurate to what it feels like.
>>37741704does it make sucking dick really enjoyable too? since it relaxes your butt muscles does that apply to your throat muscles? could i become a deepthroating demon?
>>37741132>not autistic (maybe)>not a shut-in (i have a job and friends and am in a relationship and shit)>not slutty (i'm not comfy enough with my body to be slutty even if I wanted to, and I don't want to anyways.)
>>37741914yes.but also your track to your stomach is also smooth muscle, so it will make it easier to puke also.so be careful.
>>37741583>>37741701so uh.... did you have trouble with your ass being loose? or is that a memeasking for a friend haha
>>37741307fat
>>37741307Fat Troon! You a giant AGP and don't pass! Go be a hero!
>>37741307i recognize you from pol kek
>>37741701hot
I've always been a schizo shut in, but I was a slut in my early-mid 20's. Now that I'm in my late 20s, it just feels gross to hookup with strangers, so I don't do it anymore (also scared of std's- shocked but relieved I'm clean). Occasionally, I'll be horny, download an app and send a few messages, but I just jack off, realize i don't wanna do this, and delete the app. I honestly enjoyed very little of the sexual encounters I've had, but still felt compelled to do it anyway because I was horny. I've had sex with around 20 men and 1 woman (I'm a cis gay, the chick was weird experimentation back in highschool wiht my faghag best friend that I had a toxic codependent friendship with- idk why I even did it, she was a hypersexual bpd chick and I already came out and just did it as a novelty). Most of it was either bad or I just didn't feel anything. It never felt like what I thought it would feel like in my head. Most of these encounters, I was dissociated to some degree and couldn't really 'feel' my feelings. I'd just kinda go in my head and go through with the motions. On the drive back home, I always felt icky, uncomfortable and disgusting. I was never sexually abused as a kid or anything, so idk what that was about. There was only one hookup I had with a stranger that I was able to be grounded and really enjoyed myself. Best sex of my life- we made out and felt each other all over and I fucked him while sucking on his toes (my favorite position) I felt rejuvinated afterwards. Every other time I've hooked up, it just didn't feel good, even if I was attracted to them. I've dated a few guys briefly and had one serious, longterm relationship. Sex with him was different. I didn't dissociate. I felt safe and loved. We weren't fully sexually compatible though (he was a strict top and I'm more of a sub top/verse top/something like that, I have an extreme foot fetish and wasn't attracted to his feet), but what we were compatible with was loving and pleasurable.
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>>37742115>>37742126im really not too fat. i am just old. but also yeah i do want to lose some weight.since ive been on hormones i have been racking up fat and cellulite everywhere...i used to be a giga dude, still am, but i mean muscle wise, and that is all fat now. i know its from chugging gallons of wholemilk. if i just stop drinking so much milk it wouldnt be so bad. but at same time, i want to get chubby, cut, then get chubby again, in cycles so i get very fem fat distribution.i have a small dick from hrt and i like being fat and jiggly with my tiny dick flopping around while i ride. i had a good session and did come from fucking my ass with a big dildo.also my ass had zero smell and poop. it did have a scent of ari ariana grande perfume, and vanilla coconut though.a skill learned through over 35+ years of cock sodomy 666.
>>37742528what the fuck i didnt expect you to be this anon lmao>>37742135
>>37741132Does slutty means no standards at all or just open to hook ups? If former then not even a bit, if latter then I tried a lot, but no one wanted my dock
>>37742544you will see more of me someday when i decide to take pictures of my mental illness.
>>37742628LOSE WEIGHT NIGGA AAAAAA IM GETTING SECOND HAND BDD
>>37742544i am also this anon.
>>37742639oh, lets elevate that to the next level.
>>37742639i wish all of you anons would slut me irli would. all of you, anons.i would.goodnight, anons.
i like to imagine that all the anons on this board just take turns punching and kicking me and cutting me and biting my neck and bleeding me, and making sexo with me. and plapping me pregent with anal (in the ass) while the lesbians laugh at my tiny pp..stuff like that is hot to me.but also while all that is happening. you are also sensual and loving while you do it to me. is hot to me.
oh and the 4chan chudjak anon is slurping my tiny pp and telling me i will never be a real woman..that would be so fucking hot, anon.lets do it.
>>37742675i cant really tell if im into you or not
>>37742675you are really cool
>>37741132reasonably slutty but more out of desperationsometimes I get so fucking lonely I will hook up with someone or having meaningless casual sex because I know people dont consider me relationship materail, but do consider me pretty enough to fuck
>>37741132not slutty at all and can't relate to like 90% of this boards threads because of thisi have a bf and my own business. not trans though
I had a very short slut phase that was rather moderate.Like, I mostly attention whored on the internet, my body count is less than fingers on one hand (and there's still room).But now, no slutty at all. Just a highly functioning drug addict like always.
I'm only a little slutty, I don't cheat in relationships but outside of relationships I've sexted with random guys and sent them nudes and stuff but I'd always get cold feet and not hook up with them
>>37741132not really, unless u count wearing crop tops as slutty but i don't think it is
>>37743725it is if you do it for attention
>>37743133I kind of get this way outside of relationships if I can't find a good guy, I just get really lonely and need some physical contact and intimacy. But as soon as I'm talking to a guy that seems like he might be boyfriend material I stop>>37743696I'm a highly functioning drug addict too :( think it's a common state for trannies honestly>>37743725I don't think wearing crop tops is innately slutty
jesus, how are people so degen. Like being a bit degen is okay and all but I hope thats not a slippery slope for you all.
>>37741132i post nudes and dress pretty slutty but i’ve only had sex with 1 person. i’ll flirt with guys at bars but that’s as close as i get
>>37741307>until i turn purple and feel exhausted and hungryDo you cum at least?
>>37744486yes. it is why i like it so much. i prefer it to fapping by alot. i go zenmode riding dildo and when i get a good rythm/position going and im mentally in a good zone, i cum. if i do normal fapping, i rub one out maybe 1-2x a month.i have some mommy friends that i sleep with or will play with me in sexual ways.and that is like 1-2x a month also. and i get approached by dudes almost every time if i go out alone. like if i go out literally any time, woman and men do look at me. like in a "he's cute." way. i get alot of positive feedbacks, looks, eyes, and strong signals from women like "im attracted to u"because all the guys around here, like 95%+ of them all look the same and dress the same. i am surprised how many guys are gay or find things about me attractive irl.also some people are judgemental and think i am some way, and i can only "lmao" at them. i guess they are "chud" tiers. but not even.. more like deranged boomer tiers.like some guy was disaproving at me when i was buying groceries cause of how i look. and i am thinking "fuck off faggot, i just got done working all day for free. and changed my clothes."i am sort of a local celebrity. like people say "hi, anon!" and know who i am and i have no idea who they are.because of what i do with horseys.. , like thousands of people in the area know of me. and idk any of them. but i am like a local celeb/hero tier.and technically a tranny.
>>37744757>because of what i do with horseys.. , like thousands of people in the area know of me.am i understanding this right? i know youre weird with your dad as well
>>37741334“Head cleaner”
>>37744780am not into beastality. i dont even own any animal themed dildos.but i will help a horsey if they are in trouble in their private area. which does happen sometimes with horse friends.and i do make sure they have clean butts/genitals so they are comfy. i think my dad is a faggot. he wears leather and likes man sweat.oh i used to have tentacle dildos. but i got rid of them. that is like animal theme i guess. but i got them more so for sci fi tentacle pron. not cause am into octopus.like i would love to go into a tub of intelligent shapeforming liquid and let it molest me.god that is hot.
>>37745085have you always been this fucked up
>>37741132pretty much a turbo slut. 100s of partners of both sexes. course im old now.
>>37745094yeah, i had homo experiences when i was single digit age. and by puberty i knew i wanted to be a tranny and i was already riding dildos then, and that was in the 1990s. i am just very autistic and dont even know how to access anything medical related. still to this day and am 40.like i have ptsd/shutdown to even think of going to a doctor etc. i literally cant. when i have to do state/official/gov things i need to have someone else do it all for me or come with me. every time.i have mental problems. as i think you can see.
>>37745225if youre telling the truth you look weridly young. you must have some fucked up medical thing too. or maybe its just filters idk
>>37745249no filters, i just take a fuckton of estrogen and aa. like probably 2x more estrogen than i should. which is why i crave milk and pickles so much, like a pregnant woman. cause my levels will spike to there. and that makes me chubby.like this is what i look like without hormones.
in that pic i was off hormones for about 8 months.
I'm not. I'm almost 40, I've only had 6 sexual partners ( including one time flings). I have never cheated, and while I am in open relationships I myself am monogamous.I work in an office, have a decent social life. Still go out with my husband to be on a date every week, games with former professors and college acquaintances every Friday, car shows Saturday, and host TTRPG games on Sundays. I'm to busy with life to be a slut.
>>37745296so weird. i feel like youre half larping
>>37745315hot. what is your diet like?you have a really good build.
>>37745334this was me 2 months ago without blue hair dye. i fell off a horse and broke my foot in this 1. i had to have a mommy friend take me to urgent care. and they gave me an aircast.am real, i am just autistic and will never have a normal life or relationships.i take like 200mg of spiro per day.and 8-10mg of estradiol sublingual a day.i will kms if i run out or am stopped. i am trying hard to get into an actual doctors office i live in the most pro tranny state (MA)and accessing anything is next to impossible for me. so i do it all on my own. but i do have a mommy that is trying to help me (not my real mom) if i come off hrt i would probably kms at this point. 100%.i am around that age for autists/trannies to kms. around 40 seems about right.so i feel like am in a dangerous part of life or at the end of my life.and i dont care about myself or things normal "citizens" do every day.i am far removed from that world/lifestyle.i wish i could get help but i literally cant without someone helping me.
>>37745353Why is the person that replies to me the one that gives horses handies?We don't eat out other than date night. No soft drinks, no juices, no sugar in tea or coffee. Leaner meats (fish, shrimp, some cuts of pork, turkey) no red meats. Tofu sometimes used as a primary protein.Lots of veggies : squash, zucchini, mushrooms generally at every lunch and dinner, Salad with carrots, tomato's, bell peppers, light oil+vinegar based dressings.No fried foods, reasonable servings of starches ( a single cup of rinsed rice per meal). Lots of curry dishes.Egg omelette with habenero, cheese, bell peppers and mushrooms is the usual breakfast coupled with a yoghurt and a mass builder protein shake.I jog a 5k every day.Here's a sample dinner with the normal portion size. I am a man, with AIS if that's not clear.
>>37745456ty, anon. i should drop sugar, juices, and wholemilk i think.just from wholemilk i get like 200%+ daily value transfats every day.am going to get ready to go help the horseys today.have good day anons.
>>37745697You...need professional help. Also don't take 10mg of sub lingual e, 8mg is generally the upper limit before you risk throwing clots and stroking out.If you are larping though, great on you, ya got me.
>>37743730i just like showing off my flat tummy and tiny waist
>>37741132I'm autistic but not a shut-in. Slept with about sixty people (thirty something girls, twenty something guys), number would be much higher if I were able to read social signals.
>>37741132very, prog makes me a nympho. i wish guys didnt need to stop. but ive limited myself a lot
>>37742069>did you have trouble with your ass being loose?My ass is fine. Looks normal and feels tight when I finger it. This may sound gross but the average shit is larger than the average dick. With proper lube and warm-up you won't damage anything with anal
>>37745315>and while I am in open relationships I myself am monogamous.Wait so how does that work? Only your partner has sex with other people? Explain
>>37746137That's it. You got it. He has sex with people other than me sometimes. I don't help. I don't watch or anything. I'm not not a very sexual person, and I understand most people are so I am fine with and encourage my partners to go after things they want. I won't be offended.
>>37745192based
>>37741132not slutty at all, i refuse to have sex with people if i don't love themt.wink
>>37746565>He has sex with people other than me sometimes.>I won't be offended.How do you avoid getting jealous if he finds a regular fwb?
>>37741132>How slutty are you?It is literally a medical miracle that I haven't suffered from an anal prolapse yet.
>>37743755what's wrong with having a massive bodycount if you take the necessary precautions and test regularly? Are you going to say some retarded shit like it's "bad for your soul" or "unchristlike" or "you are ruining yourself for a potential LTR"
>>37747775damaging your ability to pair bond
>>37741132body count increased since moving to a city and after a breakup. before i wasn’t very slutty at all. grieving what i guess was “pairbonding” with my ex. it’s fun but i get that emptiness after
>>37747775It unironically hurts your ability to pair bond and this is well proven. I believe a few subset of people can have regular casual sex and not struggle in proper relationships but that most likely won't be you. The occasional casual sex (once or twice a year) or a proper fwb is fine. Fucking multiple people a month is hedonistic and hedonism benefits nobody.
>>37746921Why would I be jealous? Sex is sex, love is love, neither one requires or implies overlap. If he has the ability to bring home steady partners that are just over half our age, I'm honestly pretty fucking proud. Most of the people play board games with us. Videogames, and just hang out too. I don't see why it has to be made weird by being possessive. I don't own him...
>>37748371it benefits me
>>37748418I think the more logical viewpoint is he is experiencing something extremely pleasurable that makes him happy that is done by primarily not choosing you. Does it really not bother you when he looks deeply into someone's eyes while physically connected before having a long kiss?
>>37749767It really doesn't bother me at all. I am friends with most of the people he fucks. Sometimes they stay the night and ill make coffee and breakfast for everyone in the morning. At the end of the day he does choose me. I'm the one he holds close, I'm the one he plans his life with and around. We still go on "dates" and vacations, and plan our futures around each other.I'm a bottom 100%, but I'm not always in the mood, or as receptive. I have a significantly lower sex drive than anyone I've ever been with ( including my ex wife - we had a similar arrangement ). He's a man, in his sexual prime and has a lot of needs that I just can't keep up with. He didn't ask me to do this, I told him it's fine. if tail offers itself to you, and you want it, take it - I'd be disappointed if you passed on it for me.Am I broken? Probably. But it's okay with me. Life's to short to get bent out of shape over sex.I tell everyone I've ever been with : the moment you find something better take it. Dump my ass. If someone else makes you happier go be with them, you don't owe me anything.I think people put way too much importance on cultural dogma around relationships, marriage, and the expectations both have...
>>37750093It sounds like you just don't fully value the relationship and that's why you let him fuck other people. You should treat him as so important your life would be way worse without him
>>37750168That's where you are wrong. He is absolutely the most important thing in my life. Gives my life meaning, and a purpose. I give him all I can give him, but I can't give more than that. That's where other people can. If he finds someone better then I'm happy for him, and I can rest easy about it. His happiness is paramount, weather or not I'm included.I'm not sure why you want to to project your notions and ideals onto our relationship.
>>37745315>TTRPGForget being a slut, what RPGs are you into?
>>37750916DND 3.5, Savage worlds - specifically deadlands, and Traveller
>>37751606Oh, nice!
>>37750478>I'm not sure why you want to to project your notions and ideals onto our relationship.I'm moreso asking logical questions to test if you're actually sane and not just a BPD troon with a cuck fetish. You seem like the former so hey glad it works for you
>>37752157Not a troon, I'm intersexed. I'm also just very boring and vanilla, cucking is not my thing. Most things aren't my thing.
>>37752353>Not a troon, I'm intersexedI can see why you have so little interest in sex then. I hear that's common among intersex
>>37742649Is this in a cemetary?
>>37752367its not that I am disinterested, its just that I only like a handful of things, and those get boring, or repetitive, or I cant do with with my current partner. I have more or less normalish junk, its just not really functional thus part of why I only bottom.
>>37741307wtf
>>37742069It's a meme. The ass is a muscle and you can train it. You can easily take huge horse dildos and then your ass goes back to normal the next day. It's only an issue if you do it forcefully and tear your ass.
>>37749224It only benefits you if your goal in your entire life is to have sex and not be in a proper relationship
>>37745826>clotsback to susan's place, scarlett...
>>37754437>susans.org referencewho even uses that cess pool? Its been nothing but dudes built like offensive linemen with 5-oclock shadow e-jerking each other off for over 25 years.