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I'm so upset :( I found out one of my 4K Blurays got lost in the move. Goodfellas specifcally. My ad loves that movie.
yes I wear makeup. I will tell u my routine. lotion, primer, cc cream, powder, blush, eye shadow, mascara, lip gloss, brow lines, setting spray
met my (t4t) gf’s roommate who is also her ex and clearly still in love with her. i did my very best impression and we got dinner and played games as a group and then he just… wouldn’t leave.i was trying my best to keep my hands off her but as it got later and later, the urge to cuck him and stake my claim almost became unbearable…until the exact second the mental picture entered in my head and then i had to go down to the bathroom to have a nice laughanyways i saw him at breakfast covered in all my hickeys and bite marks but he could always win her back and THEN who would be laughing???
>>37752337occasionally, either when i go out for a prolonged amount of time or when i want to look in the mirror without being disgustedi feel like i have decent chest size after a year but i can't tell if it's from actual growth or my dumb pigeon chest. either way, just been crying a lot in general, mood swings(please dont be bpd) and finishing the latest canto in limbus company.>>37752497fuck, now i want to watch goodfellas again. now, i want to make spaghetti why am i fucking like this
>>37752982I barely come here anymore Mado. I work full time.
>>37752973wait really? i thought it was a genetic thing. fuck why does my past self have to keep fucking things up
>>37753006I just moved. Moving is insanely expensive if you're not aware.
>>37753087Our new apartment is brand new. Had to supply our own internet, buy a shower rod, curtain, trash can, trash bags, TV mount for my roommate's TV, groceries. It all adds up after a bit
>>37752982how are you ma'am?
>>37752337nope cant afford it atm
A friend I already talked to about thinking I might be trans basically YWNBAW'd me and I've wanted to shoot myself in the face for the past 24 hours. I can't believe I even care this much.
>>37753274I hope things improve. maybe the aliens will save us.
>>37753343>what they think matters fuck all >you know your identityI'm extremely insecure and now I'm reconsidering this whole thing, or trying to, at least. Maybe they're right. Obviously nobody is actually gonna see or think of me as a woman.
looking rough mado
hello mado
Then mado quit meth and stopped being an ingrate.
>>37753427I like your fit
>>37753447pretty good that even still you’re stylish
>>37753427gay girl !!
>>37753474have you considered not living in portland?or a roomate?
>>37753466there’s nothing wrong w crying if you can
>>37752337Hail Eris :)
where’s maldo
>>37753707you see, my post was actually a reference to the children’s game books “where’s waldo”
>>37753707erin ngl i miss your dumbass im adding you on disc just wait a bit ive got somethings to do
>>37753817tard you made me sit through it with that goon guy
>>37753846never came. just needed to see if it was pink :3
>>37753846>>37753832r u mira???
>>37753846can oi pay to get my sex/name changed. who do i ask
>>37753861gooner guy choking his c*ck like pic related i couldnt try to fap>>37753869wash your feet, looking like youre from the black foot clan>>37753861anyways been a while since ive seen you. youve always been chill
I wish I explored my identity as a kid when I was asking if being a girl was better than being a boy but I knew then nobody would answer because the adults only wanted me to be “good” not ask questions. I wish I tried. No had to become an agp tranny.Well turns out I’m just a feminine male on hrt who likes crossdressing, and literally never had dysphoria other than being too masculine to pull things off lol.Losing weight and buying clothes that fit and looking nice did more than hrt probably. I still wanna go by female name/pronouns but that’s cause I’m an assimilationist idc actually.Anyone else? I could troon at like 17? But I waited a decade instead lol. Loved the femboy guides back then btw they never mentioned estrogen xd Also yeah I prolly only managed to troon cause of this board thanks guys!
>>37753966Mogs me
>>37753979Yeah well you aren’t hopelessBut idk your situation so I will stop here
>>37753869You can start at any time. Maybe medical technology progress will surprise you. Some people want you to live.
>>37754014Yes do that and fix your living conditions and get some selfcare routine going
>>37754014Move back in with your dad.
good to see methsuki is still alive
>>37754123Yes i know. Or rather, I've never seen you to talk about living with him.You should go back.
i cant deal with these voicehons https://www.twitch.tv/aspicycow/clip/EnergeticSpeedyCocoaPastaThat-Po5SES7CWBdUNmOq
>>37754177theyre not that bad. tbhonesti dont really think about voices
>>37754218>>37754145youre not in london XD
feel so gross and empty and alone need to do something drasticgn /mtfg/
>>37754289same Desu
>>37754289naz i hope you dont do anything. you make threads more lively and youre a pretty cool cat
tee hee this is so cool to kill the thread, we're so lucky to have such a bitter lonely mod =)i hope all your family dies in front of you
>>37754482jannie gonna freak!
>>37754495i can't express the disgust that i have for those pathetic power tripping cowards, this ugly readhead monster literally prefers killing a thread than letting people he dislikes talking to each others, the worst kind of living being
how to get rich mommy gf?
>>37754527redhead?
>>37754528be nick
>>37754547idc about ur retarded janny drama i want sugar mommy chaser now!
>>37754289relatable
>>37754574noall is jannyall is drama
fuck my stupid chungus life
good morning transsexualsgood afternoon actually its like 1pm here i overslept oopsits weird having a job where nobody notices if i sleep in all morning>>37754669so real for this
>>37753932hello anon idk if you are still here but i came out in teens then didnt't start hrt till late twenties so i feel your pain lolthat said this post seems like a lot of silly cope and i would like to talk to you about it and also bully you for being silly
>>>>37754759
>>37754764nobody cares about your fantasy futa mental illness retard
>>37754755hope u have a good day love
>>37754810you too lass :)got much on?i am currently trying to get posh robes for graduationgoing to have to walk onto a stage in them and have my picture taken and idk v daunting actually
>>37754840nice! those ceremonies aren't really my cup of tea but I hope it goes well for you and you feel good about that chapter ending.I'm not doing anything today. I took off of work so actually no plans at all. the only friend i have irl invited me to a masquerade ball tonight that he has an extra ticket too but I had to turn it down due to me not having any shot at fitting in a ball. it's sad but whatever I guess cause those things are the kind of person i wish i was, but I know I'm not so at least I can avoid the desperate grasping for it. I'm watching videos right now and will probably read and stuff. maybe code some and work on coding portfolio stuff cause I need a new job so bad to make more money
>>37754782okay janny-lover
>>37754883janny is my fav character
is it possible i want to kill myself because im not depressed but just want to escape responsibilitywhat if it’s both
>>37754887i quite literally wouldn't have anything to wear or be able to do makeup that's appropriate
>>37754896get a job
>>37754918i’m trying but jobs normally make me want to kill myself much more bc anxiety gets really bad even if i like the job
>>37754923sameget ovarit ;)
>>37754932you don’t understand desugo change your diaper dude
>>37754934I get it alot more than you think my guy
I now know exactly what paige means when she says the shibari isn't sexual. And i now know how frustrating and alienating and disrespectful it feels for others to tell you something is sexual when it isn't. It's like they're calling you a pervert. They want to pervert something... wholesome and nurturing for you, because they can only understand it their narrow way. I get you paige. Not a lot of you, but that little bit, i get. Don't let a single fucking person gaslight you into thinking there is something perverse about it. Hang onto that comforting joy. There are people out there that understand and respect it.
>nombla>tranya>clara>linguini eventuallyok shit lineup cya losers>>37754941if your advice for mental illness is to just try harder then i don’t think you doand i am working towards getting a job, it’s not like im not. it’s just slow going bc of other issues
>>37754953ok mister auxiliary
>>37754964>is it possible i want to kill myself because im not depressed but just want to escape responsibilityare you trying?its not to try harder, its to endure like everyone elseor just get over yourself a bit
>>37754964t. someone who is going to continue posting here almost daily for the next 5 years until they parents die and they become even more mentally empty to the point they can't interact even in mtfg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6ZOVLiWCG8I don't know how the fuck it happened but i just love this shit now. And everybody keeps telling me i enjoy it on a sexual level, but i don't. It just feels insanely comforting to listen to.
>>37754953did you get the cozzie in the end>>37754871oml pls do go if you get the chance! i bet you'd have a great time and its the sort of thing you'd likely regret not going to, i'd imagine> I guess cause those things are the kind of person i wish i was, but I know I'm not the trick is that you become the sort of person you want to be by doing things! its not fake it till you make it exactly but the idea is the sameif you want to be the type that goes to balls, you gotta go to balls yk. thats not grasping! its putting yourself into the worldplsplspls go
>>37754887anya?
>>37754995have you heard of /trash/ ?seems like you might get more interaction over there *hint fucking hint*
>>37755004v**
>>37754953no it is perverse. it's just there's nothing wrong with being perverse inherently. it is not rational to want to get tied up and restrained
>>37754998cozzie?
lol
>>37754982i am trying and enduring as much as i can without breaking downis just so little that it feels pointlessit feels like there’s some energy leak or something wrong with me, it takes like forty times the effort to do simple shit making a stupid phone call takes significant effort to not cry or vomit cutting itetcit just feels hopeless bc even when things go great i just still want to kill myselfnothing changes thatnothing distracts or lessens suffering, i feel no satisfaction from getting things done, just nausea from knowing it’s only a moment in time before i’ll need to do it again it’s like having my heart crushed into dust by the grinding, inexorable procession of days upon days with no light or relief outside of unconsciousness and even that is heavily marred by nightmares and suchi’m not afraid of responsibility, i’m afraid that things will be as they always have; no matter what i do or the environment or context i find myself in i’ll always feel like im in the same place, drowning, scratching at the surface of an ethereal lane, clawing for another gasp of air just so i can keep trying to not drownat what point can i just say enough is fucking enough yeah >>37754989i meant for now, obviously i’ll be back eventuallymy parents are going to live longer than five years anyway
>>37755037val or vannessa
>>37755039God dammit. If i enjoyed it on a sexual level i would admit it. Maybe i'll change later and enjoy it on a sexual level then. But right now it feels like getting aroused by it would pose a distraction from the enjoyment i get out of it.
>>37755045sameget a job
>>377550471st
>>37755053i think you're wrongly compartmentalizing sexuality/arousal with whatever feeling you haven't described really that drives you to shibari in a non sexual way
>>37755047miss me with that
>>37755063no namefagging?>>37755067yeah yeah
>>37755066I haven't tried shibari. I just know paige insists it isn't sexual, it's comforting. And that's how i feel about this stuff. And it's actually quite hurtful(and not in a good way) that people keep insisting it is sexual.
>>37755074i literally can't bc j*nny
>>37755081yes its hurtful because you view being perverse or sexual as a bad thing which is why you're compartmentalizing it
>>37755059what you’re missing is that i’ve done that and am still trying toyou’re still a young retard i’ve been alive for like a decade longer than you and shit hasn’t ever gotten bettergetting a job isn’t easy either unless you’re lucky enough to be good at interviewing, and not an autistic loser compulsively truth telling idiotjust fuck off with the boomer advice, it doesn’t fix anything for meif it does for you that’s great but don’t be so dumb that you think it must be the answer for everyone else, even when their life circumstances are radically different from yours
>>37755107how old are you?
>>37755107also Ive been working for over a decade, I aint they swety
>>37755041cozziecostumebathing costumebritishism for something you swim in
>>37755120never heard that oneyou a scouse or a northerner?
bought a 4 pack of raspberry slices from the shop... they're ok :/ was €4.50 tho so like... meh :/GOOGLE search - How to make caesar salad
>>37755128this one is one i think mostly associated with middle class moms lolmy dad (where i get a lot of my weird speech things from) is black country and my mom is (at least culturally, though not financially) like super posh. like finishing school poshand i'm a southern fairy
>>37755138ah faircouncil rat here
very chilly and the sun is coming up this is bad my bones hurt
good morning
>>37755149ah gotchayeah i have the weird experience of growing up quite poor and having this very working class background in my dads familybut then being drilled into very middle class cultural stuff from my momso i often feel out of place in both its like working class people think i come across as much posher than i amand though i can blend in with posh people i'm not actually like them at all and share very little in common other than surface level stuffits weird
>>37752337QOTD: no, I'm bareface everyday. Makeup doesn't really make me look better and my eyelashes already make people think I'm wearing makeup anyway. I will always be a hon, no amount of makeup can ever change that.
>>37755293hi gm
>qotti do! i really like itfor some reason i used to get so stuck in my head about it. like i didn't have many moments of having to work through some big feeling of shame in transition but makeup was one of them. it took me a long time to be comfortable enough to wear anything noticeable at alli think i always felt i lacked some fundamental 'makeup wearer' ability and so it'd always look caked and awfulbut as with all things its literally just practice makes perfect lol and now i really enjoy playing around with it, even if my day to day thing is quite subtle desu>>37755293gm lad hows it going
>>37755112turning 31 tomorrow
>>37752337very infrequently
>>37755309Having a nice day off so far ?>>37755323good afternoon have a number of calls this morning and a pile of emails from being out yesterday loldef ready for the weekend hbu
>>37755303eh I hate chavs and rich kids desumiddle class are fineish sometimes
>>37755383much the same!i have a small pile of tasks to do before i clock off for the weekbut instead of doing them im playing rimworld and i made hummusextremely lazy of megot plans this weekend?
>>37755325two years older than me, how much work experience you got?
>>37755383no not really. I feel very lonely and I'm tired of weekend after weekend staying in my apartment by myself. I'm going out tomorrow though but its most likely going to also be lonely and awkward too which makes me feel like there's no hope of actual change. no- talking to people online who are not honest with me does not make me feel less lonely either. I just try to distract myself I suppose
>>37755458OOOF
>>37755447lots of different jobsmost only lasting for like six months at the absolute most before having a severe mental breakdownfrom package handling to pizza delivery to kennel worker to unit secretary to bar work to whatever the fuck else i’ve done since i started working overtime a decade ago
>>37755472over * not overtime fucking iphone bitch correct
>>37755472fair bit of variety of not consistiencyatleast you're trying, ok Ill drop it, sorry for the bother>>37755478lol
>>37755441hoping to play tt games but we’ll see as people start doing halloween stuff this weekend>>37755458hope you have a nice time tomorrow
i wish i could go to a corn maze by myself without it being weird
>>37755564thank you
>>37755574wearing a victorian black womens mourning outfit and going to a corn maze by myself and walking around slowly>>37755323https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGA2ax2HVuI
>>37755663> munching on corn as you walk by
whenever i'm cooking the lad i share a kitchen with sheepishly comes in to hang out and always asks what i'm making its v endearingtoday i was making hummus and he asked if i could make him some which is really nice as he's usually super awk about accepting generosity feels good man>>37755663https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtRuQqqVLZE>>37755564envious! i've not had a chance to play anything in weekstheres a game i've had my eye on recently called reef
>>37755663>>37755698also this weird fantasy you guys have is a bit corny
>>37755731you're GAY
>>37755731>actionable pun detected
>>37755734no uim straight as fuck thank you. super straight some might say. im well known for it
>>37755751yeah see, thats why you got NO swag
>>37755754only way to get real swag is to play all of Wolfenstein 3d with no middle level saves and use the lives system also get to the end of ardwolf maze
>>37755754people often say to me >wow anon you're so straight just how do you do it how do you be so straight all the timeand its not easy desu i didn't transition from male to female so much as i transitioned from deano to deano wifeit was 'miller and carter fred perry andys man club' to 'fiat 500 wish plastic eyelashes b&m live love laugh'
>>37755816reminds me of my dad telling me that he’s so straight that if he told his friends he was gay they would laugh bc it would obviously be a joke bc of how straight he is
>>37755901thats really funny. is he actually that straight?in reality i had the opposite like before i was transitioning people would sort of smirk or eye roll if i told them i was straight
all of the mouth kisses i've had:age 12? neighborhood girl, forget her name, maybe amy, she was ginger and we were playing spin the bottle and we kissed while a group of us was hanging out in the woods between neighboorhoods.age 13: I went on a quebec trip for french class and sat in the back of the bus with a girl named hannah from the other middleschool so it was our first time meeting and the group of us in the back of the bus were unsupervised and started getting sexual as the bus ride went on and we made out and dated for 2 days until the end of the tripage 14: first girlfriend, I asked her to be my girlfriend and we dated for a summer and made out a few timesage 16: get set up by a mutual friend with a girl from a few towns over and we hook up and start dating for a few yearsage 20?: brought a girl home from a frat party while super drunk and i remember getting head from her so we probably made out too but its hazy honestly.age 20: had a girl friend from my classes i started increasingly hanging out with and made a move on her one time when we were laying in her bed and we ended up hooking up a few times that summerage 24: made out with navy when they visited me for a weekend to hook up and hang out.that's it. currently 27 yo
oh I just found some shit on my records lmao
>>37756141bragging :/
>>37756202naah. i wish i could do it all over
>>37756217bragging :/
>>37756280how is it bragging though. is it too much or too little
anyone know the legality of giving covert medicined to children aged 2-8?
>>37756303too much
it’s overi will never design interesting or coherent mecha i should just give up on dreem and kms>>37755985yeah idk he talks about breasts a lothe also asked if someone could be trans without dysphoriai’m worried he’s going to come out as a tranny at some point for the attention or something idkhe’s mentioned knowing a number of transwomen so i’m worried he might also be a gampcurious what his porn usage looks like, since im certain he uses it
>>37755722>Reefan apt topic for this thread lol : Plooking into this one it seems too abstract for my American sensibilitiesI like the lovely art but I’d love it even more if the art was connected to the gameplay thematicallySometimes I wonder hoe Euro designers think up the themes they wrap over their abstract designs, like what made this guy choose a coral reef over say something like, say, a symphony orchestra — or like why even theme abstract games at all ? maybe they sell better that way ?>>37756141which was your favorite
>>37756469check out Battletech art for inspirationcaptcha VGRAW
>>37756141was navy the first guy you made out with? why go from being a straight guy to sucking tranny dick all at once?
>>37756491i have :(just gotta keep practicing but it feels like an uphill battlei’m just creatively bankrupt when it comes to visual art
can you guys please collect your retard and do something about it? isn't it supposed to be permab&?
>>37756141sometimes i feel like im starting to get the sense that i am sort of normalthen i read somewthing like this and then im just likeohoh ok nevermind then
Did Mado get banned again?
>>37756514I love mechs so much but I really doubt I could draw themHere is some Heavy Gear art, which is still Western style mechs but drawn in a manga-inspired way (kinda coming around full circle)I prefer to draw organic subjects, I think drawing machines is harder for me for some reason
>>37756527same :(
>>37756141>navyshe sure does get around
>>37756527>first kiss>pet cat on the lips when like four years old>second kiss>redacted>third kiss>second boyfriend at 26 years old after having had like over five sexual partners before thendoes this make you feel betterex bf made fun of me for not really having my real first kiss proper until him when i’d already sucked dicks and such
>>37756518where is she and what trouble is she causing today>>37756471hmm i think it mostly makes sense with the theme actually! though i can think of many many games where i'd agree with you entirelyi think you would like spirit island, which is a v complex game and extremely heavily themedbut i have never played a game in which theme and mechanics feel so alignedyou play out phases in place of turns; all players do 'growth phase' at the same time for examplei will not bore you with what that meansbut as an example there's one spirit you can play which is meant to represent the spirit of the oceanand as you play through phases it plays out like the tides. you have phases where you physically spread out across the land, then phases where you pull back inand it matches things like card pulls; as you pull in you take lots of things into your hand ready to build up for a big playlike waves gathering to break on the shoreits quite incredible actually and i've never played a game which immerses you in quite that same way>an apt topic for this thread lol : Pno doubt because we're all fish :^)))and not for other reasons>>37756469what would you do if your dad did come out
>>37756581NTA but like no obviously not?? are you like stupid?
>>37756601what why noti was showing that not everyone is a normie like clara
my first kiss was likegay chicken as a paper thin excuse in my PE changing rooms lmaothough i sort of consider my first proper kiss being with my first girlfriendshe eventually got tired of me being timid, we were on the bus home and i said goodbye and go to get off at my stopand she sits there expectedly and slightly frustrated and im like ???and she goes>for goodness sakeand pulls me in for a kiss lmaoshe eventually dumped me for this tendency amongst other similar grievances lol
>>37756589>what would you do if your dad did come outprobably go no contact
>>37756611>multiple sexual partnersuh huh sure, stop braggingggg
>>37756635they’re not the kind to brag about tho
>>37756649literally dont care
>>37752337ingrown hair in armpit :(((( hurts zo much
>>37756663https://voca.ro/12xoEUKZ69MA
>>37756581sort ofi dunnolike im 24 and only had my first kiss like a few months ago and the circumstances were goofybut like beyond that it just feels like i feel like a freak in not being able to relate to peoplenot in that im like, beyond comprehension or too different or anything too neurotic or presumptuous like that just simply that i missed out on so muchand just that, not for like gender related reasons or some weird incelly line of thought or anythingtheres all these people i walk by on the street and i catch bits of their conversations and i cant relate to them at all without heavily masking or larpingand it just makes me feel ugly and a bit left outidk maybe i just gotta get out of my head im tiredim just scared sometimes im always gonna be alone
bro like bro like... bro.... like.... it's that bad and liek bro, seriously bro, like, we still haven't seen his fivehead or british teeth yet either, and that's bad STILL.bro like
>>37756679How do you get your voice to pass like this? Your voice is so pretty
>>37756581my first kiss was when I was about 5 yo, I remember there was a new girl in or daycare and the first thing I thought when I saw her is that I wanted to kiss herSo later on I asked her if she wanted to walk around together and we held hands and kissed>>37756589Spirit Island looks pretty interesting, I’d say I’d try it rather than buy it bc really complex games are so difficult to lobby for w my group unless the theme is something widely lovedPicrel is what I am currently most hyped to play
>>37756679how did I know this was gonna be you before I even opened this>>37756663get some hot water and soak a flannel or lil towel in it, then hold it under your armpit. you can do this several times a daythe heat will open the pore and help drain it, as well as help the hair come free!
>>37756679>isthisgdizthjpizjbdgizthizwhatyerdoin
>>37756691idk i can tell you what i did if you want but its not too in depth>>37756707you knew because of my aura... my #auraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa>>37756723i'd thump you... little uhh.. stupid
>>37756754I would appreciate that.
>>37756763ok um basically its like>learn basic voice training concepts (like the basic anatomy of how voice works)>learn like 3 easy basic techniques (the big dog small dog one, and the pitch one)>use those as like a 'benchmark' for how the parts of your throat should like be>speak with that daily as much as you can>1 year goes by>sounds like this!
>>37756499yes>>37756527what makes you say that?>>37756471probably one time i was at the movie theater with kisser number 4 and we made out for a long time in my car in the parking lot and i just remember it being really nice and just wanting to continue kissing for an extended period. nothing really made it special or remarkable that day but just right timing i guess that made it feel that way
>>37756589what game is that picrel
>>37756754https://voca.ro/1evUw5rt6cMT>>37756691https://voca.ro/1fnYZg3VXHM4>>37756632https://voca.ro/1a1FTf4MUje1>>37756703https://voca.ro/1dUlpRhgfxke
>>37756798its a game called spirit island!i am not sure if its my favourite exactly but it is i think the best designed game i've ever playedits a asymmetric coop game. you pick spirits to play as which have their own rules and mechanics and the theme is that you're trying to drive out colonialists who have arrived on your island to mine and farm and build cities, because as the nature of the island is damaged the spirits are becoming weakerso you have to either kill them all, or scare them enough that they leave because they believe the island to be haunted or protected by the supernatural
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8EykQaZ8CU
what did maiq mean by this? i thought he was just here for platnoic friendship?
>>37756813its how i roll babe + this is me in 15 years + you said a funny word + i thought it was pronounced may-ck
https://voca.ro/1cweyVbRnjb7voice?? think cud??
Peter, it's time to stop.
>>37756895care to extrapolate?
>>37756878>i thought it was pronounced may-ckoh it probably is i always call him mike even tho i know how its pronounced in game just because i think mike is funny and then it stopped being a silly joke to myself and is now just how i real it lol>picrelwhat are you gonna work as to get that labcoatoh! i have my own labcoat now thats coolalso i ordered proper academic robes today which was weirdalso what word
>>37756913It's time. It's been time.Stop.
>>37756967is this nomi the self admitted pedophile? kill urself if so
>>37756469
damn why did i never notice he has fucked up teeth
>>37756955its NOT a labcoat its actually a trenchcoat, and im gonna be a detective with a revolver and stuff and im gonna be like... well y'knowwaoow academic robes, purple>also what wordpegging
>>37756754hey !>>37756795timing counts for so much>>37756813Heat is about racing — your cars move around tye board based on a combo of board and hand management, it mostly focuses on how fast you take the pins
do u think if i give cis female friend mdma in the club she will be overcome with lesbonic lust and kiss me?
maiq takes a break from being a massive chaser faggot for a single day here challenge impossible
>>37756994yeppp
>>37756984
>>37757006Did you ever post diaper pictures to your pajeet chaser friend who made that video for you?
>>37756993is this a linguini post>>37756994meeg why don’t u comment on my doodle or hon voice>>37757006what happened to sn
>>37756989kinda messed up you didn't add a trigger warning to this post. lagooner could be here ya kno
>>37757038Pedro wishes his teeth looked even remotely this good lolDENTAL PLAN!
>>37757035I thought I did comment on the doodlesI didn’t listen to voca
>>37757024oh yeah i keep forgetting i need to order diaps for vacation thx>>37757035i have other drugs to do first . parents come home on 10th
>>37757058oh wtf you did, i must not have noticed the trip lol sorry
>>37757068poor pajeet chaser got scammed... mef don't even redeem it for him :(
>>37757077i told him i wuld send when get new diaps!!!
>>37757090uh huh right after you become a grooby girl too right cause that's totally gonna happen. god i hate AGP hons so gross and so selfish
paigp
>>37757035nah she left
>>37757131gods be praised
Is it gay if I like male butthole if i'm a girl now?
there should be a parody of pretty fly out a wire guy about a hon who thinks he’s girly>pretty fly for an XY
>>37757144yeah
>>37757148okay weird al
off to work, try not to eat eachother or something
>>37757148your brain is severely damaged
>>37757224frick!!! cause i love male buttholes!! dangit!!
>>37757369Maiq superlikes this post
>>37757407is it all one person who makes these?wondering if this is a hobby for you, if it is just one you're here posting about horny maiq all day every day
>>37757268>off to work
>>37757437maiq put ur trip back on
wish i could dress like ussr macdobalds worker in public
>>37757571kek
>>37757486what the hell is this shit they're called corn dogs californians are beyond hope
idk what to donothing feels worth iteven doing something for the sake of doing something i can’t focus or concentratewhat should i do
>>37757579sometimes lowkey wish we had the kind of authoritarianism where we get assigned uniforms and haircuts. but good ones, like nazi hugo boss kinda looks.it would make some things easier and fashion disasters just wouldn't exist too
>>37757614you should do something that feels non-obligate, just pick a thing you feel like doing, even if it's totally unproductive, but something that'll have a time limit or a finish line and not suck you in all day. use that to get you in motionand then it'll be easier to do whatever you need done after
i bet maiq calls penises “frot dogs” lole
>>37757650been doing that all daydid drawing then factorio then petting dog then daydream then factorio and it’s all just mushkind of want to try cooking but my mother is home so that’s not happeningthank you for your advice desu maybe i’ll try something else like going for a walk
>>37757279creativity and madness go hand in hand
>>37757627loluhthat would be kind of a crazy extremely fucked up compromise but i like it i guessno bad hair days only bad days>>37757766>creativity and madness go hand in handthe creativity in question:
>>37757786>waaa fascism is bad
>>37755101Maybe i do think of it as special and different and inappropriate to apply in all circumstances. But as of right now i am not hiding a secret i know of. As of right now i am exploring what appears to be a brand new set of feelings. And those feelings aren't sexual. Not yet. Maybe they never will be. And that should be fine too. Maybe paige is doing what you said. Or maybe for her it isn't sexual. And that should be fine too.
>>37757834you talk like a fag, and your shit's all retarded.
my makup came! let’s see if is even right shade! (it never is) (due to malebrain)
>>37757834i said perverse or sexual
>>37757678paige wdyt about this vidhttps://youtu.be/Oi8WqJit6gY?si=ttj2Nrlv0ltLqwJj
>>37757678walk is an excellent idea! sunshine and physical activity are often good for brain mushiness. you may be just having a low dopamine or serotonin day and those things can boost levels! if you have any dark chocolate (or doesn't have to be dark just real cocoa) or coffee around those might help you get in mental gear toohope your day brightens anon :)
>>37757947she passes decently and seems smart/relatableused to think about death a lot as a childwould second that shrooms can help but they can also being to the fore things that are difficult to deal with sometimes>>37757976haven’t played mental gear games but i’ve heard they’re good
>>37757947oo i used to watch dodie when she made videos every day
clare still hasn't necked yet? lol why?
>>37757935You said i think it's bad. And i'm not saying it's bad but maybe i do think sexuality should be compartmentalized. At least for me. For *some* things. If i said i didn't want to sexualize pooping, would you hold it against me? If i said i didn't want to sexualize sending my grandma a birthday card, would you say i'm just coping? If i want this to not be a sexual thing, i should be allowed to. I should not be told how i feel. I should be allowed to decide how i feel.
>>37758067lol okay. I believe a lot of people lie to themselves and you seem like one of them. it doesnt matter if you believe your lie, that doesn't make it the truth.
panic attacking becoz scared drugs won’t arrive in time before halloween rave
hons be like
>>37758032>passes??>thought is like bus>everyone on earth is depressed>stuck in cycles / stepping outwhat do you think of this stuff>>37758035never heatd of her before just now [algorithm ?]
>kids on the bus are being casually transphobic
>>37758210your lack of youtube knowledge is disturbing padawan>>37758215what are they saying?
i just had my housemate correct me when i called a wasp 'her'he was like >'they', you don't know if it was a girland then when i was like 'lol' he got mildly indignant in a 'well you shouldn't assume pronouns' wayreally surreal experience
>>37758235idk i think they’re making fun of a kid outside that looks kinda trans boy
ofc maiq has tranny filled youtube algorhythm lol what a pathetic little fat manlet chaser
working on setting up smelting area for big basetrains are fun to use>>37758093you’re talking to nomi the pedo ofc he lies to himself>>37758210i mean she passes as a transwomen who passes as a woman>this stuffsounds like she’s describing ocd-like symptomsidk if i think everyone is depressed, i do think there are people who aren’t. i just don’t feel like ill be one of them ever
>>37758245liberals are so dumb. did you tell him your pronouns when you met him?>>37758251so unfortunate. probs mean you pass tho>>37758253dodie is a cis woman>>37758270ah that makes sense then
>>37758282yes as regular man
>>37758235I think I feel better off not knowing all these “celebrities”>>37758245what dyou reckon he was on about just about every wasp we’ll ever see is female
>>37758290you don't look like a regular man. I believe you can manmode but even then you look like a fag/andro guy
Good evening, shat. Hope you are all good.>>37752337>qottNo, too bad at it and I'd prolly look like a hon
>>37758313>shatchat* pronounced “sha” oui oui
>>37758306seems sort of close minded considering we're talking about a youtuber you just posted a video of
>>37758310cud pej look like a regular man
>>37758282I had no idea she was some kind of famous musician until I looked her up bc paige was calling her transI just figured she was another person vlogging and the stuff she said about depression reminded me of quite a few people here
>>37758324*schat
>>37758334lol no
i think estrogen is making me more autistic
>>37758310>I believe you can manmodeso over
>>37758334unironically yes. get her proper fitting slacks and a button up and a haircut and boom>>37758339I understand that, that's why I said the star wars joke
>>37758353autistic and breedable
>>37758330I just mean I don’t much connect w it like when we talked about the South African YTer what’s her name
>>37758270Paige. If there was anything you could trust me to be truthful on, it's what i am into. I am suicidally honest about what i am into. Are you lying about shibari not being sexual or aren't you? Because i'm not lying that this isn't sexual for me. At least not yet.
>>37758282nah, when i met him he didn't know i was trans and when i came out everyone just kept using she/her which was luckyi've had it before where people learn im a tranny and go to they/them which i hatebut yeah it was very dumb lol>>37758306it was a female, i could fell from the v long ovipositor. i was even able to tell it was a slip wasp! i know my stuffbut i figured it was perhaps not the right time for a telling him he was factually incorrect as well as like just silly so i kept that to myselfi just went 'oh you're right i suppose you shouldn't assume' and chuckled about it in my headi'm not sure what he felt he had to signal to me about pronouns desu
>>37758360giwtwm
>>37758385im not aware of any south african youtubers we talked about. Do you mean the youtuber you sent me once and explained that your friend watches, the black straight cis woman who makes discourse content from a conservative/centrist/men's right activists kind of attitude? i'm forgetting her name currently. or someone else?
>>37758427so basically you're saying he assumed your pronouns?
>>37758385kidology? dodie does not make content like her at all. I'm not even recommending dodie or saying she's great, just try to be a little bit more open minded about what happens on youtube
@clare @maiq this isn't your personal chat room. @fuckoff thank you
gay gay gay i'm just a gay man larping due to mental illness gay gay gay
>>37758581so true
i am straight man larping due to perversions
Somebody wants you to get out of here and live your life. I love it here. I love watching you shitpost. I love reading the things you have to say. I find it so incredibly comforting. I could sit in here until i die listening to you. But somebody thinks that is a terrible way to live, and they are asking you to leave and go live your life. Go watch a movie. Go watch an anime. Read a book. Talk with friends. Make friends. Make friends from here and go watch things with them. Play games. Build families. Build a career. Build a garden. Become artists. Become someone you're proud of.
>>37758592you better be speaking for yourself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F12vpU1UsuU
>>37756330This board is full of groomers The fact that you normalize shit like this is the reason everyone wants you dead
>>37758652schizo
>>37758672my medical records have a number of redacted prescriptions and operations from when I was a childI'm talking about myself, past tense, retard
>>37758427it’d be pretty surprising to come across a malemaybe he thought he was just being demure and mindful lol>>37758481>>37758521>kidologyyep that’s the one, she is South Africanwhen my friend sent one of her vids I just watched it in a straightforward way without thinking about the discourse context but her talking points did sound faintly mra-ish to meWith Dodie, I just watched as a normal woman making fairly straightforward comments about common experiences of anxiety and depresssion
>>37752337anyone else feel like most hons just stunted themselves while on HRT by either not eating shit or not exercising regularly? i feel like HRT can give you amazing results if you just eat well and work out, but 90% of y’all are dysfunctional as shit so nothing changes.
>>37758681Somebody is me.
>>37758697Sure you are, groomer freak
>>37758504LMAOomg you're righti didn't even think of that kek>>37758704lolit was amusing anyway
post ffs bitterhon life
>>37758747I think that making ourselves better involves a lot of pain. And we hope hrt will do the work for us. I've been dragging my feet on voice training. It's so discouraging to repeatedly record myself and listen to it and nothing ever sounds right. If i could do even one syllable in a female voice reliably, i could latch onto that like a liferaft and build out from there. But i just feel lost all the time.
>>37758774who is the you?
>>37758808why you bitter gracie
>>37758821Nobody.
>>37758747i agree but also i keep saying im going to start working out and then i don't so i can't talkbut i have been mostly happy with my results and think a lot of that is down to diet
>>37758704yup pretty much. I didn't realize kidology was south african but makes sense. yeah she's one of the ones from that discourse vein that tries to be more nuanced about the conservative points compared to her more egregious peers who believe similar things without the nuance. Most likely because she is a black woman she has to have that nuance in her arguments to appear authentic, similar to taftaj the somewhat popular trip from tttt who tried doing discourse video and streaming content as a conservative with more nuanced views because of her identity as a trans woman. They are both are considered Destiny orbiters, because their content / discourse is often dictated by the largest creator in this vain usernamed Destiny.dodie, previously before she became popular enough to become a touring professional musician, just made daily videos usually off the cuff thoughts about things going on with her life and her reflections on them. often in a Get Ready with Me format. she has a history of problems with derealization and i remember her talking about that as well. also frequently her videos were her making ukelele performances while singing about those reflections, very "basic white girl" stuff tbhh. >>37758807yea i jsut feel like assuming someones gender is so fundamental to a person's common experience its hypocritical when people say assuming genders is wrong cause everyone does it
>>37758828face structure issuewant to be pretty but wont happenim noticing changes but i just look the same. feel like most of it has been from the drastic weight lossppl are telling me im going to look really different in a year but idkno faith ig
>>37758869I feel such a shock of shame when i get someones pronouns wrong. It's such a tiny thing but i feel like complete scum when it happens.
>>37758894>>37758894well yeah if you know someone's pronouns and aren't using them then you are being inconsiderate
>>37758808is it an improvement?
>>37758986i'm happy with the changes, i just hate the way i look. he literally erased my browbone from existence and i like the way my chin is shaped now. jaw is still really swollen and irritated from the sutures bc i keep tonguing them but the shape is definitely better
>>37758869what makes you think of kidology as conservative and do you think she is inauthentic ?It’s been a long while since I have seen any of her stuff so can’t quite recall what even made me think she was potentially mra adjacent>basic white girlthat’s exactly what came across to me in that vid>>37758986hey I forgot to ask does right hand or left hand matter in palm reading
anyone grow orchids?
>>37759020brow bone makes a huge difference and so does jaw. so yea just let the swelling go down, it takes months, it takes even longer for your brain to adapt.>>37759027generally you read the left hand of men and right hand of women. some people say the non dominant hand tho.
>>37759031I want to grow moonflower
>>37759099is there a theory explaining why ?
Going to a Halloween party. How do I look chat?
>>37759117one hand expresses what you are born with, the other expresses your past.
cis female friend talks about sex with her boyfriend and it makes me feel weirdalso she wants to know where i spend all my time online and i’m scare d to tell her 4chan
>>37759099ya ig. its a weird feeling to notice the changes but also think that i look the samei'm hoping that i'll feel better once i get my brows done and later my haircut and hair dyed. i want to get my brows tinted when i go back so hopefully it'll make it look like more of a drastic change
>>37759027well I think she's authentic in the sense that she's not lying about what she's saying. but ultimately she is a youtuber who is in dialogue with the algorithm because you have to be to succeed. And when you figure out what the algorithm is responding to then you become primed to continue down those lines of discourse. It's impossible for me to know how mutual that line is, but generally I would say kidology appears authentic but it's a purposefully crafted authenticity because that's what is rewarded by the algorithm.she comes across as conservative because of the line that she takes. She is definitely socially conservative in the lower case sense and sells her videos as a black girl with the opinions you wouldn't expect a black girl to have
>>37759229bad idea to tell her. what if she finds out you shit in diapers?
>>37759127pls respond :(
>>37759253wise>>37759127conetits
>>37759300agp freakVerification not required.
>>37759318>agp freakwat
>>37759334anon is mentally ill and projecting
it was so bizarre watching kidology talk to destinyits like walking into a room and catching likeyour brother and your friend who don't know each other at all having an in depth conversation at a gathering
>>37757486close but not quiteand I thought you left..
>>37759244about living w the algorithm as your boss: this is something that has been on my mind quite a bit, I wonder if we should call such people Influencers or if it would be more accurate to call them the InfluencedI think I may have told you the story about me watching that Critical Drinker guy getting upset and scared when his cronies started to hate on the Fallout show from Amazon when he was positive about it and how he seemed to be reassured when he ran a live poll in his chat during their discussion and most of the people livestreaming the vid reported liking the show but before he saw the poll results he was starting to walk back his posituve commentsfor kidology, it seems to me a lot of her self identity is pretty complicated bc she is a black African adopted and raised by white Africans in South Africa and her childhood had some pretty intense traumas incl her birth mother abandoning her and her adoptive mother neglecting her but also some good moments like her adoptive grandmother raising herI just wonder whether you have a theory of what is conservative or if this term in “the discourse” simply means that some YTers make content opposed to the kind of content made by other discourse YTers; that is, “conservative” is just whatever opposes “liberal”
>>37759406lol its crazy that you would call destiny and kidology like brother/friends to you, but not be aware of how actually expected and not out the ordinary them talking would be.
>>37759446ohoh no i dont mean in like terms of like i think of them as my irl real life in real life friendsi try really hard to not fall into that sort of parasocial stuffi meant it more in the sense that like for some reason it felt like these two people dont exist in the same worldik obv they do but its just a weird thing to consider for me i dunno whytheir demeanor and circles just feel kind of starkly different from each other
>>37758652your demon entity thing is based
>>37759446shutup faggot you literally watch hasan to "keep up with the news" like lol like lmfao like actual literal retardation
>>37759582go to bed kid
>>37759582probably still better than cable news
>>37759127like a troll from troll hunter
>>37759127you look good, cute dress
>>37759432well influencers were called that back in the day (now many would sneer at being called that and prefer the term creator) because they influenced marketing trends. It was always sort of accepted that they were so popular because they had the algorithm appeal, in the early 2010s being attractive on instagram was typically enough by itself, but companies started tuning into how these influencers had parasocial relationships with their followers and how successful marketing campaigns could be if they could influence consumers to buy such and such products or trendy clothes.I am not familiar with the Critical Drinker guy or story but that makes total sense, the more you rely on parasocial engagement to succeed with the algorithm the more you have to submit to the audience because your appeal to them is being their friend in a sense. especially the case for creators who are lacking in skills to make quality content, they rely on that more. I think if the content is good enough though then you don't need to care as much for the parasocial appeal.I would describe conservatism like how the dictionary does: tending to oppose change. I think liberal and conservative arent opposite and that in america most liberals are conservative and most conservatives are liberal. there is definitely a polarity happening in the discourse youtube world and it mirrors polarity increasing in the general political traffic in america, but I do reject the idea that there's a hard split like between conservative discourse youtubers and progressive ones often called "bread tube", so I wouldn't just call someone conservative because I don't consider them a part of bread tube>>37759582i like keeping up with current news and hasan's stream is funny and I find to be a good source for whats happening with usually insightful commentary.
>>37759229never reveal your power level that's like the first rule
>>37759127where's the costume?
>>37759229what if she already knowswhat if she knows about the daipers and the sissy panties and is just teasing you
>>37759677I knew the girl thta pic is based on from 8ch
>>37759677his face is scary enough for halloween tbqhon
>i like keeping up with current news and hasan's stream is funny and I find to be a good source for whats happening with usually insightful commentary.not surprising coming from someone as retarded dumb as Clara
>>37759700is this snew
>>37759653>good sourcewhat is horseshoe theory idk sounds dumb xDDD anyways heckin based turk guy was all like dae muslim = good and jew = bad and i was all like heck ya dood damn i'm enlightened
please don't get news from streamers please please please they know nothing because all they do is stream
>>37759726horseshoe theory is not real
>>37759731do you know news is usually new stuff thats happening that couldn't have been known until it happened and became new
>>37759742https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLNhPMQnWu440+ years old, 40+ years of being spot on. Also, yeah, you're a huge retard.
>>37759653I like how you take a look at it historically, tracing out the early developments of what was essentially simple product placement and how that has become more complex and taken on a strange life of its ownAnd on the idea that quality trends away from the parasocial, I think of a channel like Every Frame A Painting and how that doesn’t rely on any “discourse” type drama and the forming up of camps of creators or subscribers forming up as “orbiters” for opposing one another (such as so-called breadtube)This is why I said I feel better off not knowing all the YT “celebrities”
is there anything in this world more pitiful than an mtf that works for Uber Eats?
>>37759764nothing's ever totally new it exists in contexts that some people understand better than others
Clara is like thee prime example of permahon who is ngmi and trooning out was a total disaster decision
>>37759742I agree, I think it is the product of uncritical thinking about ideologyit’s like saying that if you go far enough to coke you get pepsi without understanding that they are both just brown soda pops from the start pfc they are very similarbut as I have tried to explain in the past I think that what we call politics (this pepsi versus coke tribalism) is all the same format of thinking aka ideology
>>37759742>horseshoe theoryturk man say it not real so yeah that's how i know it's not real. the radical left and the radical right have nothing in common anyways, what are you stupid that makes no sense.so anyways, death to isreal
>>37759713am I snew or am I being paranoid? serious question
>>37759844
transwomen be like pls daddy i hate myself why don’t you like me is it bc im ugly and old
>>37759731true it's best to get news from twitter and here
>>37759771yes if knowing all of them requires becoming familiar with the brain rotted ones I get why you say you feel better off not knowing all the YT "celebrities". I still think this conceptualization you're proposing though is limiting to the full picture of whats happening. there are many great youtubers who are still worth consideration even if they particpate in discourse. it's all in different degrees. some youtubers like Jenny Nicholson (who is phenomenal and makes deep dive commentaries on theme park / amusement experiences) gets grouped into bread tube because she has socially progressive opinions on twitter and I suppose you can tell influence her commentary, her commentary isn't about the discourse but she gets grouped into the bread tube. or for example I really love Big Joel who is most known for his media commentary, as opposed to Every frame a painting who just comments on the form of film, big joel commentates on the substance and theme of movies so he gets also grouped into bread tube because it becomes apparent through his commentary that he is progressive or he is able to coherently point out flaws with conservative media, conservatives take it as a dramatic attack. but big joel isn't going to change his opinion on whether he liked something or not based on a fan poll, liek everything the painting still he is making the content from a place that doesn't rely on the.... ...as im typing this all out its a defeating feeling because I feel like I'm trying to describe the complexities to a space that you just fundamentally aren't interested in and not going to watch. its a complicated ecosystem and although you can describe it in a textbook it's a different game than experiencing the system relationships first hand. it takes exploration because all of this nebulous.>>37759788no you're just wrong. When the president is announced that is a new fact. when a forest fire happens that is a new fact. don't act like an idiot
DEAR journal, I have a GROCERY QUEST. For the luminary known as Goo'gle of Task has told me of my path forward.
sorry for bringing up destiny my bad
clara's only "real friend' is a pathological lying fat manlet chaser on 4chan, and even he's too much of a megahon to frott with. how much more down bad could you get in life really
>>37760029have you met paige yet
>>37759961silence snew
>>37759972>no you're just wrong. When the president is announced that is a new fact. when a forest fire happens that is a new fact. don't act like an idiotok so first of all owie that was mean and it hurt me feelingssecondly I guess you can call it a new fact when something new happens but the coverage of a president or a forest fire is going to involve talking about things that have happened before, like what a president was promising to do in the race, or how prone an area was to forest fires and whether climate change has impacted it etc. etc.also spotting whether these new facts are even real and not misinfo is important and requires some knowledge of the thing
>>37760103got it. you don't belive in the concept of news. that's cool.
>>37759999quad queen
Get your news from drunk boomers at the pub and quickly google it so you can argue in public on trivia night, you cant roll a dart without a middle aged woman trying to tell you why something is happening in the world
>>37760127what do you think the news is?
>>37760174we already typed about that and you said you don't believe in the concept of anything being totally new
Why do fun things have consequences?Wish I could just take Xannies and not have any negative outcomes. Working and jumping through hoops to keep family happy is so fucking lame
>>37760199depends what you mean by new, in the context of news anything new that happens is part of stuff that's already been happening so to explain the new thing you need to know about what it comes from
>>37760259oh okay. so you don't believe in news. that's cool
>>37760146this pic had me cackling
>>37760273what does new mean to you and why are you being a meanieI don't think I've ever seen news that doesn't in some way link an event to its existing context or situation
>>37760299now thats peak comedy
>>37760323how am i being mean? I'm saying its cool that you don't believe in news actually
>>37760324i thought it was funny because paige is so into mechs and i was looking at the mech and not paying attention to the dialogueso the its maam took me by surprise and instantly i thought of paige as a mech engineer
>>37759582chud alert much?
>>37760346thats so epic paige
>>37760146I like the little arms
>>37760360are you ok
>>37760299https://youtu.be/lJ_VV5SEoKkme irl
>>37760334it doesn't feel cool it feels very bad (｡•́︿•̀｡)
>>37760258>>37760258the druggie wants the drug drug againfuck your whore ass family, taking the drug drugdo it faggot
I wonder if my dad would be more accepting if I came out as a "shemale"
>>37760362yee they so cute. just for moving rubble around or tryna pet dogs. lil doofy mechs r fun
>>37760373? i just said its epic and you are paige right? or are you banevading? idgi?
>>37760377you sound very not confident in your opinion
>>37760151always interesting hearing my old housemates arguing over recent event, hearing a drug dealer explain why its not ok to call arabs the p word or just saying the n word in general is interesting, very wholesome environment
>>37760455whats the p word?
>>37760423I don't think I understand what you think news is
>>37760471p*ckipack*a racist way to refer to packistanis that is used for basically anyone of that skin tone incl indians and various asians and arabslots of skinheads around here
>>37760473i don't think you are *capable* of understanding what I think the news is
>>37759999nice quads !also I really enjoyed Jenny’s long vid about the Star Cruiser hotel at Disney World that is one of the most fascinating vids I have ever watched on YT and it’s esp interesting bc not only does she love SW and theme parks but also actually worked in hospitality for Disney
>>37760409i'm not paige and i thought you were rude posting
>>37760527i dont think anyone is thinking of paige so your post just comes across as you selfposting?
>>37760493I'm a worthless whelp I get it, I know my place
>>37760029Have you been fighting me because you're trying to get them out of here and i'm trying to get them to feel accepted here?
>>37760455>>37760490phwoa your not gonna like the cricket in brissie either
>>37760572the blu dragon thing is a rly dope piece
https://youtu.be/0O9xzV-EPbk
>>37760541idk what to say a tranny who is into mechs just made me think of paigeand i thought that was funny alongside 'its maam'
wtf since when is paki racistjk i know it is but i can pretend i don’t bc american
>>37760591idk wut that means I dont talk to brits
you can't be racist against paki's and jeets because they are sub-human
>>37760572I like her tattoosand her hairand her makeup(ᵃnᵈ ʰᵉʳ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰᶦnᵍ)
>>37760633tru tru tru
>>37760633are you canadian?
>>37760628me neither>>37760608this is phat
>>37760633I bought shrimp crackers from the Indian store keeper today, seemed to be reasonably human
>>37760659maiq face reveal
>>37760633it had to be said
Just because I'm a girl now doesn't mean I have to stop jacking off right? I really love jacking off :(
>>37760608literally my mums music :vomi>>37760659but Im a brit, youre talking to me rnyou better not be english, my mummynᵒ ʳᵉˡᵃᵗᶦᵒn told me not to talk to brits
Hello nerds! What are you doing today?
>>37760517ah im glad you like jenny nicholson. she is a great example of why towards the start of this I said its closed minded to not be interested the youtube "celebrities". I did not realize she worked in disney hospitality but honestly that doesn't add much for me because my impression of her is that she does not actually have much job experience outside before she became a full time youtuber. and I'm inclined to think it was probably like a seasonal / part-time job she only had for a couple years in college.My grandma always wanted to take me and my brother to disney world as a gift when we were kids but we could never afford it
>>37760681hihi gm spas
>>37760681trying to decide where to post a dumb video about bad writing tipsprobably nowhere>>37760684shame her brother is trying to skinwalk her
>>37760679this is the internet im not talkm to anyone im typin on the click clacker??? also does ya mum know anyone who can get me some blue mercedes?
>>37760705idk what that is but if you're buying then money up front, touching is extra
>>37760677I don't get these posts. Of course you can jack off. Cis women would be gooning fiends if their genitals had cocks. It doesn't make a damn bit of difference to your validity as a woman.
>>37760698what are you talking about
>>37760672it really did. and if you don't get it maybe picrel will give you a small glance of the subhumanness
>>37760719Yeah but girls don't have penises though... jacking off is entirely a male activiity... so idk i don't think it's allowed
>>37760681feeling weird just started normal pills again
>>37760723nta but assuming it’s a continuation of ppl thinking her sister is trans
>>37760754is she not?
>>37760723yeah lol whatever could i be talking about hmmm boggles the mind
>>37760769oh you're transphobic. got it. that's cool
i am under the impression that this retard is in the belief that they are in fact not a retard and im not sure how they reached such a conclusion while being a retard. is this dunning kruger or like lolcow levels of disillusion from reality? it's actually insane
>>37760769she looks like a girl I talked to at pax about pokemon stats and how you breed them to get good ivs holy fuck, wild univers but cool chick
>>37760723its paige sperging
>>37760769those male bones oof
a bug bit my butt
I've tried joining fetlife and i feel intensely insecure. Like i am intruding on someones space. I have trouble even browsing the pages because i feel like i'm using them even though they usually want that or don't mind that if they make a post.And i want to ask dumb questions. But i'm scared.
>>37760103whatdid you mean to reply that at me
>>37760840well ur a tranny so those feelings are natural and logical
>>37760840youd be surprised how few people give a shit and how many people will reasonably be willing to help if you just explain you're dogshit new and want some guidance, just don't get thrown into the pushy crowd and get to know people a little before you jump into shit youre not comfy w/ its rly your own anxiety fucking you in the ass here
>>37760848no the post below you
Where's Laguna? Where's Laguna? Where's Laguna?
>>37760787lolfuny pictur
>>37760888let pedro sleep he has a lot of cookies to click when he wakes up
>>37760856how?
guys write me in on ur ballet this election for president okay ill save u
new hairnew nailsnew facenew thread>>37760948>>37760948>>37760948>>37760948
>>37760687Heya! How's you>>37760746Estrogen? Or psychiatric med?>>37760698Ahhh cool! Did you make the video?
>>37760888greener pastures
>>37760684i don’t recall the details but she seemed pretty knowledgable about the behind the scenes side of guest management and I think that added a lot of dimensionality to her criticisms of the hotel and of the park more widelyTo me, that vid is an awesome example of the point you made contrasting quality against the parasocial aspect; Jenny’s vid was amazing bc of her knowledge and experience and comprehensive presentation rather than her status as a YT personality or “celebrity” (incl her categorization as aligned to this or that clique)
>>37760823must have been a weevil
