HIGH TECH BODY MODS EDITIONQOTT Dream body modification!? >This thread is for MEN on HRT, honmoders go somewhere else pls……
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>>37754790>QOTTyea can you just replace the whole thing? thanks.
>>37754790Personally i would like photoreceptor enhancement surgery in the retina to allow me to see ultraviolet light aka in 4D…….
>>37754912Omg this reminds me i would also get grey eye surgery so i don’t look poor
>>37754790Wings and tailPerfect bottom surgeryCool magic eyes
I’m not even trans dudeI love being a fakegirloops I mean being a male on hrt :)I look so freaking uncanny but heyyyuuu manmodeeeTrann faggot bitch kys
>>37754790>QOTT Dream body modification!?a pair of tits
>>37754965Bro your hrt ,your BA?You can grow those nigga wth are you going>inb4 boobletLol
>>37754790Would do some mechanical wings that could retract into my body when I wanted them to. With also an enhanced eye that could connect, view and interact with anything online, view super long distances as well as hyper small things like atoms.>>37754922Omg Murphy that was you who doesn't like her brown eyes:( they're so pretty. We gotta hold up for the brown girls in here.>>37754965My dude you can get this in today's day and age lol. Or just wait, you'll probably keep growing em.
>>37755161Desu i would get them grey-purple just to be a contrarian. or a surgery where i can fully black out my eyes like a sclera lens
>>37755228>purpleIght that's actually legit. I think about that too for contacts, but I already fucking hate wearing normal ones. I probably couldn't stand colored cause I heard they irritate even worse.
I BE SLEEPWALKIN ALL MY LIFE I BE WAKIN IN THE SAME STRANGE PLACES I BE
i miss my youth i miss the 2010s i need to be a boy again false starts and forced exits
hey i am back from gaygenmy life is horrible and trash, pls help me :'(
>>37755496What is your dream body mod
>>37754790grant me W̴̞̔ ̶͕̏I̵̭̒ ̶̢̇N̷̝͂ ̶͈̇G̸͍̔ ̵͔̿S̵͍̈́ that I might F̴̱̊ ̸̀͜Ĺ̵̦ ̵̭̓Y̴̗͛
>>37755503x-ray vision so i can see kids naked
i am just joking pls no fbi
>>37755652>>37755661youre so fucking disgusting
Damn I wish I wasn't so fucking scared to stop repping and get on HRT already>>37754850Cybernetic power creep sounds like hell though. Wow you can lift 4000 pounds with your left hand but the person with more money for a better arm can lift 5000, 10000. It never ends>aka in 4D…….That's just higher range
>>37755161>mechanical wings that could retract into my body when I wanted them tobasedI want some kind of anti-gravity drive so I can float or fly and the wings mostly just for the appearance for that mechanism
>>37755667i am just being edgy, is not that deep, only the whole in my heart is
>>37755675STOP REPPING AND GET ON HRT ALREADYRIGHT FUCKING NOWWHAT IS STOPPING YOUWHY DON'T YOU HAVE HORMONESFUCKING DO IT FAGGOT
qott
>>37755675DO NOT STOP REPPINGMANMODING IS WAY WORSE
Repression isn’t real you prolly just aren’t trans if you still don’t have hrt access or live in hell. Diyt.diy hrt male(non dysphoric non trans)
My hips and thighs break my manmode but my height makes it unbreakable
>>37755675Bro i can barely do 10lbs lol
my psychiatrist called me and said she's worried, i tried to assure her there's nothing to worry about...finally i agreed for a psych team to check up on me during the weekend :(i mean if i wanted to end it i wouldn't tell them the truth, would i?
>>37755725with your dick?
>>37755738Yes
>>37755727wow, so nice healthcare, in romania, you could tell them you want to kys and they be like 'ok'
>>37755721same, people stare
>>37755687
i am fat and i cannot eat
>>37755693>WHAT IS STOPPING YOUFear mostly. Afraid of all the things that could go wrong>WHY DON'T YOU HAVE HORMONESI literally have vials of DIY and could easily get a prescription in my state. I have them I just haven't taken them.>>37755704Are you sure?>>37755713>you prolly just aren’t transYeah probably not. I live in the US, HRT is piss easy to get here legit or DIY (hope Trump doesn't touch this shit lmao)>(non dysphoric non trans)Same I'm just a non dysphoric man who wants to manmode because I have issues.>>37755725Yeah I've heard estrogen does that to you lol
>>37755774yeah
bee has been on hrt for less time than me and once had the audacity to lecture me about 'effort'
>>37755781yes, i was a manmoder and now i am back to repping, manmoding was way worse
>>37755727I never tell my psychiatrists and psychologists I have suicidal thoughts because the system is designed to "protect people" with ideas outside the status quo.
>>37755781>Afraid of all the things that could go wronglike what? actually, you know what? you're a repper, what are you doing itt? I've done this a million times and I don't have it in mefuck off back >>>/lgbt/repgen if you're too pussy to take control of and do something about your own goddamn life and don't whine about it here, you're exactly the same as l*rry otherwise
>>37755781just try it and see if you like itnothing will happen after one shot
>>37755808it will, you get gyno and that is nasty
>>37755781You can whine here bro dwHRT is great for the mental effects alone if you are dysphoric. if you are nervous about the physical effects, start at a super low dose and see how you feelI blocked my t an entire year before i had the courage to start estrogen, i get it
>>37755782Pretty
reminder: hrt has no mental effects, it is all honscience and cope
>>37755784yeah bc you cry about never malefailing with a literal buzzcut. retarded behavior, grow your hair. and get me out of your head lol
>>37755781I will girlmode once I’m done with laser
>>37755833Based
>>37755833you weren't even in this general when i had long hair
I should honmodeI’m not a real girl or anything why care? Say I’m they them nb and honmode
bad idea, the honmoders i know unfortunately get kicked out of bathrooms, get stared at (in a disgusting way)
>>37755781>because I have issues.yeah it's called GENDER DYSPHORIA, fucknuts
>>37755868if you want then do it, just don't pretend you're still manmoding if you do and don't let an attachment to manmoding stop you from living as yourself
>>37755791What made you stop?>>37755798>like what?Mostly social repercussions.Also repgen is dying and half the people there are on HRT now as well>>37755808>nothing will happen after one shotYeah I tried it for like a month or 2 with that mentality and I don't want to half ass this shit again.If I start I want to commit to it for real.>>37755818>if you are nervous about the physical effects,I'm not nervous about they physical effects of E, if anything I feel weird injecting shit from the internet.>I blocked my t an entire year before i had the courage to start estrogen, i get itDoesn't that fuck you up worse than just taking estrogen?>>37755835I want to get laser and electro even as a repper but I'm too self conscious to go to the clinic.Is laser enough to girlmode? I thought you'd need electro to get rid of the shadow.
>>37755839boo hoo, your transition isn't my problem. i called you out for retarded behavior once (which it was) and apparently it struck a nerve enough to bring me up unprompted. deranged. no tall trans woman is malefailing at 1year hrt with a buzzcut, so do something about it or shut up
>>37755675Get on hrt wtf. Compare repper to both girlmoders or manmoders and honestly see who's more happy. It's not even close. Don't listen to the loser Larry. Hes the most miserable person itt.
>>37755896it isn't your problem, but you have no right to tell me if i'm 'putting in effort' or not, when you are nowhere near as masculine as me not because you 'put in effort', but because you got lucky, like anyone else that passes
>>37755893>>37755781>>37755675just get on hrt already, you're already here it's too fucking late and it won't get better or even stop getting worse till you start doing something about it
>>37755893>Doesn't that fuck you up worse than just taking estrogen?Probably isn’t healthy physically but was amazing for my mental health>I feel weird injecting shit from the internetSame. find a doctor that specializes in lgbt healthcare, or someone who believes in informed consent. with a prescription you can have it made in a first world laboratory so you know it is safe
>>37754790>downed my whole bottle of E yesterday while rolling on molly and monster energyOh fuck, should I call my doctor? Am I gonna get breast cancer?
just do it illegally
>>37755904well i'd look significantly more masculine with SHORT HAIR. i took the time to grow it and take care of it, aka effort. and no i don't pass you delusional miserable child
>>37755927Be nice, you are pretty, punching down etc etc etcBut yeah i agree the nigga complains too much
>needs long hair to look femalengmi skullhon
>>37755893If your face is trash then yes you need electro but it seems to work for me or I’m coping
>>37755927ask literally anyone else here, you pass
Hrt made my life better until it stopped working
>>37755774>>37755782Just finished this movie last night. Really good. Wish a demon would bite me so I could upgrade.>>37755904Bruh jynxi... everyone itt would look way more masc with buzzed hair. That goes for literally anybody who posts here. Don't buzz it again... grow it out. Trust.
bee doesn't pass, she might look like a tasty little faggot from passgen, but she doesn't pass
>>37755922you gonna get AIDS and ebola and e coli
>>37755966i don't live in a safe area to have even long hair, looking even a little bit zesty is grounds for conflict where i live, because people hate homos
I’m a manI’m chadI’m hugeI’m maleI’m fakeI’m realI’m dickI’m penisI’m ballsI’m Unfemale
>>37755941i try to be nice but that little dummy makes it difficult>>37755969this and tasty is generous, my irl treatment corroborates this
>>37755922if real watch out for signs of blood clots and enjoy the mood swings
>>37755879>GENDER DYSPHORIA,I'm just an autistic man with OCD>>37755910>till you start doing something about itI'm literally just a pussy who's afraid of making it worse. I keep making dumbass excuses like "I need a new job" or "I need to literally move to another state away from my homophobic friends and family">>37755912>Probably isn’t healthy physically but was amazing for my mental healthIf I'm gonna fuck with my hormones I may as well just take the estrogen.You didn't feel any of the negative effects of no sex hormone?>Same. find a doctor that specializes in lgbt healthcare, or someone who believes in informed consent.Yes I live in a state with access to both of those. The only reason I got DIY was because I'm a pussy afraid of social interaction.>>37755945My face is pretty trash. Most of my hair is pretty light so I'm not sure it's good for laser but the darker ones are in common electro areas like chin and upper lip.Not that laser even works that well if you aren't on HRT. Also idk what I'd do about body hair.
>muh tocd>muh rogdnope, fuck off to repgenretard
>>37756026I'm already moody from being hungoverIf I get any angrier I'm eating my dog
>>37756032>The only reason I got DIY was because I'm a pussy afraid of social interaction.I understand dwTrue story, i went to my first endo appointment in FULL HONMODE because all i knew about trans healthcare was RLE and blanchard stuff…. I get it5 years later, now i go to pick up the estrogen and use a super low voice and flirt with whoever is working. seems to bridge the awkwardness a bit> You didn't feel any of the negative effects of no sex hormone?I used to do cocaine for breakfast- i felt like shit 24/7 at the time
I will never pass because I'm 6'2, that's it, that's literally why it's over for me
>>37756032do your first shot today
>>37756130My friends daughter is 6’0 and she passes fine- we are male is why!
>>37756130you can always become a chaser daddy
>>37754292>>37755232
>>37756130Your bodies proportions are so good. Hips so good. Waist so good. 6'2 is just a cope for you. You don't pass cause of mental block. Not because of height. If you're the person who's posted body before that I'm thinking of at least.
>>37756226>I'm such a neverpassoid gigabrownchad manhon too bestie!lollmao
>>37756226Lmao, yeah she kinda ugly. But if you can't make those bodies work.. idk what to tell you. Bdd.
>>37756233>gigabrownchadwell I mean to say gigabrowchad but lol
>>37756226i think i saw the first person on grindr as an enby coper or smth, i am not sure but i remember looking at their profile and being like, "fuck, it is over for them, now they need to non-binary cope"but the second on ya, doesn't look like a manmoder, i mean the ribcage and shoulders look kinda big though
>>37756278Look further down at the first one. Her body is literal youngshit level passoid. Also, you have a grindr? Lmao. You getting any play big dawg?
>>37756174I only like men>>37756229It doesn't matter, I will always stand out and everyone will always think I'm a troon
Just hit 158lbs. First time I'm 150s since I've started my weight loss journey. Well on way to 140 goal:)
>>37756093>all i knew about trans healthcare was RLE and blanchard stuff….Back then I thought they made you do RLE before you can even get hormones.>flirt with whoever is working. seems to bridge the awkwardness a bitI try to be as direct and fast as possible with any service workers. They're just there to do their job, they probably don't want to talk to me anyways.>I used to do cocaine for breakfast- i felt like shit 24/7 at the timeCoke's fucking expensive and I don't trust any of the supply.But yeah I kinda relate, I'm a tech worker that chugs amphetamines to function. Somehow Vyvanse has reduced my anxiety levels enough to the point where I at least was able to order the HRT>>37756150Doing my first shot today means I'm stuck doing this every week, and I'm gonna need to explain to my coworkers/friends/family why I have tits.
>>37756311>Doing my first shot today means I'm stuck doing this every week, and I'm gonna need to explain to my coworkers/friends/family why I have tits.yep, or you just don't and they can deal with it or when it comes time just explain what the deal is (and you don't owe anyone else an explanation or conformity to a given label)
>>37756301the body looks decent but it does not matter with that extremely horrible long skull and midface>>37756308stop making the 6'2 manmoder threads, you are kinda big soph levels of insanity
just wear denim jackets, they help with concealing tits
>>37756308Idk... I think you have a lot of brainworms.. idk how your face looks ofc. But your body is something to dream of for most of us. Idk if you're just a youngshit or a major luckshit. But I think if you work through some of your mental block you can make it work. This is actually something cis tall girls go through too. Once they learn to own it though, it's over for other bitches.
>>37756353I started at 19, not a youngshit
I love hrtI love being a tranny faggotI love seeing my body feminizeI love having no libidoI’m such a woman uwu
>>37756348oh, i forgot to answer abt grindr, i was just browsing profiles of troon, i don't really use it
is lidl full of people now?is evening on a friday
>>37756362Ehhh, debatable. But let's not get super into that. You started early enough to get hip growth for a good 6 years and you got it. Try to love it. Cause it looks so fucking good. Trust.>>37756381Pussy. You always talk about sex. You've already got the app. Try and get some.
what is this person even seeing?>>37756392the person in the photo clearly looks undeniable male in the face, is this autism??
>>37756398I don't think anyone will ever take me seriously when I tower over 99% of all women
>>37755966>Wish a demon would bite me so I could upgrade.I'll take technological, magical, demonic, or all of the above if there's no difference it's whatever
>>37756427if you look fully like a woman otherwise, it does not matter, just very tall genetically and you will be asked abt playing basketball
>>37756475being a tranny becoming popular it must have really sucked for really tall women, in the past no one thought they were troons but i beat now people accuse them of that especially if they look manly lol
>>37756489i bet*
inb4 larrold gets b& and half the thread's posts vanish again
ctrl + f larry 23 results110 total replies, grim
>>37756489You're probably right about this
ok 1/4 that's still fucking lol
>>37756522you have to also realize that some of my replies created reactions from anons and basically other replies too so my impact is probably half the thread if not even more, if i leave it will be basically barren and also it means that i am the biggest loser ever
this thread is basically me and chudette i am not even kidding, i am curious how it would look without us
>>37756565Don't kid yourself. We have our best conversations without you. And thread moves just fine without you. You're a pest.
>>37756565Me too (angry red nigga emoji)
>>37756334>they can deal with itI don't know how they're gonna deal with it.Most likely they'll harass me and pressure me to stop while also spreading gossip that I'm a troon to everyone elseOr they'll just ghost me and burn the bridge entirely. Those are the two best outcomes since "and everyone just accepts me" is not gonna happen. Either way trooning out probably means I'm gonna have to leave town and never turn back. Even moving the next town over means I'm too close to my family.I don't get to do the "tranny NEET living off her parents" thing half of /lgbt/ seems to get away with.
>>37756577ok. i am not coming tomorrow.>>37756579yea, me chudette and two anons i think
Damn omelets are good. Even the shitty ones I make.>>37756626Ok good, byeee . I have 12 replies in here. 13 now:3 there's more posters than you think honestly.
>>37756609>I don't get to do the "tranny NEET living off her parents" thing half of /lgbt/ seems to get away with.yeah I didn't either, my parents started getting physically aggressive with me so I slept on someone's couch for a yearshit sucks, I'm sorry, but you gotta start dealing with this somehow and get into a better situation
>>37756626>you>anonymous>bee>bald nigga (goes by NGMI or something idk)>vampy (native and long hair)> anon who posts nice photos> the guy who thinks he doesnt have dysphoria (he does) > the drag queen with ffs and a cuck fetish>shahhon>june / durian>lune>flowersAnd this is just from the past week….
>>37756577this
>>37756665Wow I’m on a list!!!>heWow!!!
>>37756665> the guy who thinks he doesnt have dysphoria (he does)This made me fucking crack up lmao>bald nigga (goes by NGMI or something idk)It's jynxiAlso missing murphy, unless that's someone you already said. And methschizo. Though we should probably change that name. They don't even do meth anymore.
>>37756665i meant actually continuously active, not posting a reply and leaving for hours/days>shahhonnice, where he? he has not posted in passgen in two weeks i think, i wanted to see the progress and support him
Yeah m basically famous nowI won’t girlmode I need my clout
wanna suck my girlcock, anyone? It's leaking girlcum...
Why am I so ugly now? Hrt was a major downgrade for a little help with dysphoria
>>37756796haaha you are ugly
>>37756774>Tranny who still leaks semenMe me me! plz god me..>>37756796Doubt or skill issue
>>37756826;_; I used to be handsome. I miss being attractive
>>37756838>Doubt or skill issueNot everyone is a desperate manmoder who is attracted to any estrogenized monstrosity
>>37756842haha i was always hideous so idk what i lost so it does not hurt as much hahadetrans and be my bf? plssss
>Not everyone is a desperate manmoder who is attracted to any estrogenized monstrosityshots fired shots fired everyone, basically 90% of this gen
>>37756877I'm part of the 10% remaining >>37756896
>>37756796>Hrt was a major downgradeskill issue
>>37756914why is your shirt wet near your nipples??????? are you lactating what the fuck
it’s so crazy that im the only real hon in mmg
>>37756925help it won't stop
>>37756914>this ugliness is somehow an upgrade to smth????
i would post my blackpilling twunk to twunk timeline but larry would just take it off unsee so i cant even rep real manmoders
>>37756311>Coke's fucking expensive and I don't trust any of the supply.Yup and drugs are bad haha. was an addict for years, am super clean now besides pharmacy meds>Somehow Vyvanse has reduced my anxiety levels enough to the point where I at least was able to order the HRTSame!!!! started it last week- my body is still getting used to it but i am productive and feel less anxious too- the other day i walked down the street with my head held up high, haven’t done that in years
>>37756309Congratulations!!!!Do you lift weights!? i have lost all my muscle and feel super weak
>>37757023i wont if you are actually a real manmoder so post it, if i see a hon/passoid, then i will take it off unsee
>>37757061kys
>>37756914Not to be creepy sorry but i would fuck you incredibly hard… wow
>>37756928Post ass baby girl
>>37757062so you are not a real manmoder, gtfo out of here and kys
>>37757074it’s small and lumpy
>>37757078And i am covered in hair, who caresAss now
>>37756664>my parents started getting physically aggressive with meYeah I feel like HRT would destroy my relationship with my family and I don't know if it would get worse than just disowning me.>so I slept on someone's couch for a yearI don't have anyone that would be willing to let a tranny live with them. Apartment hunting has been a pain in the ass.>but you gotta start dealing with this somehow and get into a better situationAssuming that moving far away and trooning out even ends up being a better situation than my current one.I want to compromise and stay where I am, but that's mostly because I'm afraid of moving.Like it's hard but it's doable in my situation. I'm a tech worker, so even in this shitty market I still probably could get a job on the west coast and move there with a few months of focused effort.But literally changing states, changing jobs, and changing hormones all at once makes me afraid I'm going to fuck it up or something bad is gonna happen.
>>37756609my parents only let me neet because they feel guilty for turning me into a hon and forcing me waste my entire youth
>>37754790replace bones structure with exo skeletons
Hrt is great even for masculine guysI think everyone should take it even if they aren’t trans like meI mean boobs are great and I get to bottom for transbians!
>>37757105>But literally changing states, changing jobs, and changing hormones all at once makes me afraid I'm going to fuck it up or something bad is gonna happen.so then do it incrementally, one thing at a time - start with the hormones and you still have time before things become noticeable
>>37756914this boymoder needs to be boyremove immediately calling all chasers available on duty around the area within 5km
>>37756914Mogs me
>>37757051I lost 35 pounds last year and feel it was mostly muscle. I'm super weak now, at least compared to what I was. I mainly do stairmaster and treadmill, for like an hour total. Then every other day I do leg workouts. And maybe once or twice every couple weeks I do some arm and back workouts. I don't really wanna work the upper body too much till I burn all the fat I want gone and get to my goal weight. But I plan on starting yoga and/or pilates to get a toned look hopefully like Miley cyrus has in her upper body.
>>37757276dont compare yourself to cis women if you want to stay sane
>>37757287Obviously I know the toned muscles would be on top of a late transitioned male skeletal frame. But it helps with goals to have an idea in mind to work towards. It's been working for me so far. I've changed my body a lot in the 18 months since starting. Also, I kinda believe in affirmation manifestation. So I try to stay positive and think exactly what I would want in the best world. Which would be a cis woman ofc lmao.
>>37757287>>37757382Plus I'm already mentally insane:)
>>37757382i use twinks or buff clocky midshit twinkhons as my inspiration
>>37757468Based. Lean beef patty would be the ultimate goal past Miley. She's so fucking hot and badass.
>>37757493she is a cis woman
>>37757513I wanna be a cis woman:(
>>37757535ok
>>37757535If you have a weird personality no chromosomal makeup will assist you in this bitch of a world.
my weird personality is my greatest asset and my worst enemy
>>37757493found someone with a similar giwtwm look named kitty bit
>>37757588real. it has people attracted to me at first then weirded out by me. it has me with arrogance and no confidence. i pull just to pull and then recede
>>37757539Ikr>>37757570I'm pretty cool in person. But it's pretty male leaning. So it's over.>>37757609This b gets it lol.
>>37757118My parents probably would care more about the tranny part than the NEET part.>>37757204>so then do it incrementally, one thing at a timeMoving out and getting a new job are connected. I can't really leave town and change states without having a job there.The compromise would be trying to find an apartment nearby in the meanwhile and hoping that would be enough to push me to HRT while I plan to get the hell out of here. The only reason I'd do that is if I really think living alone but still 0-10 minutes away from where I am now would be enough to get me on HRT.Taking HRT now would put me on a time limit to move out and I would still need to do everything else on top of that. Assuming this DIY stuff I got is even still good to take.Wish I could skip ahead to the part where I eventually crack and take hormones and live hundreds of miles away from this place already.
>>37757632relatable
>has already bought hrt vials>has already tried hrt for a couple months>constantly thinks about taking hrt>writes whole books in manmoder general trying to come to terms about taking hrt and/or reppingWhy are reppers so fucking stupid? If this nibba don't start hrt within the next month..
hrt is worthless for 95% of you
>>37757764Lol literally me last year or soI’m almost girl doing but I still do t really see it as me being a “trans woman” or a woman
>>37757781>95%That's the percentage of people that absolutely mog you.
>>37757764>Why are reppers so fucking stupid?If I were less stupid I would be in a much better place in life>If this nibba don't start hrt within the next month..I don't know what would change in a month>>37757781Seems like it has some benefits.
>>37757801Haha
>>37757764the mmg detrans wave will be beautiful
>>37757818Don't listen to Larry. Hes the biggest loser not only itt, but one of the biggest on this site. That's not an exaggeration. He took it for 4 short months and stopped and thinks he gets to comment on it like an expert. He stopped before any changes could take place. And he seethes and projects onto everybody else like an absolute goofy.>idk what would change in a monthYou could change tonight. For the better. You're fighting against your destiny out of ignorance and fear. Nobody does all of this and thinks about it this much and lives their whole life without cracking eventually. Make it easier on yourself and start now before later. Each year it only gets harder and harder to get the results you want.
wish i could be a roboti wanted to be picrel when i was 9
>>37757856This is only true if you are trutransFaketrans trenders get nothing
>>37757801haha you are so smart let me suck ya dick>>37757818it has none only gyno>>37757856>larry is honest so i will call him a loserok
>>37757876bitch I'm faketrans as shit and I got tiddies and hips that clock me as a tranny even though everyone fearfully and respectfully sirs me
>>37757876Nobody is trutrans nigga we have a disorder
dis nigga bragging about getting body changes
>>37757856>Hes the biggest loser not only itt, but one of the biggest on this site.Nah, I'm a bigger loser>You could change tonight.Yeah I probably could go buy syringes and inject tonight if I really felt this was the smart thing to do. Even if I'm too pussy to DIY a prescription is easy to get.I'm not sure if the "I have to leave town" thing is an excuse or I really mean it.Kinda stupid how manmoding is supposed to be to take HRT but not affect your personal life but it's literally impossible for it to not.>For the better.That is if injecting this vial doesn't kill me lol.>Nobody does all of this and thinks about it this much and lives their whole life without cracking eventually.I'm trying to think about what conditions would lead to me finally giving in. I'm clearly a huge coward.>>37757909>it has none only gynoThat can be a benefit in some contexts.
>>37757988I'm not bragging I'm saying there's no rhyme or reason to it, it's basically a slot pull with odds you influence through your genetics/starting point/diet/regime/levels/whatever
>>37757988lmao, the changes are so rare in general that he feels the need to bring attention to it and brag
I've only seen like a couple people get literally no changes from hrt. Even super late shits get something.
dont care, get out
>>37758038You aren’t on hrt, why are YOU giving advice about….. anything trans related?
i am drunk and i love you please fuck me in the ass and let me eat your butthole
>>37757877environmental science is cooly'all are the ones who predicted the end of the world
>>37758080>environmental science is coolIt's a really popular choice of college major but also one that has like zero jobs
any of you got nice holes to post?
>>37758062
You could have anyone you wantWhy would you want to be with me?I'm nothing specialYou could have anyone you wantWhy would you want to be with me?You know, I'm nothing specialBe with whoever you wantI don't care, I don't careI don't wanna knowDon't tell me about your problemsIf you're not trying to solve themDon't ask me for my helpFix it yourselfShe tried to call me yesterdayBut I didn't pick up'Cause I don't got timeI don't have timeI don't have timeI don't have timeI don't have time (no)Do whatever you wantI don't care, I don't careDon't even tell meI don't really wanna knowDon't ask me how's my day's beenI just wanna be aloneStop talking about your pastI don't wanna hear itJust leave me aloneJust goOnly care about myself'Cause everyone's trying to hurt meJust leave me aloneJust leave me aloneJust leave me aloneI just wanna be alone
>>37758098giwtwmi don t like vagina but i love female anuses for some reason, idk, i am justt pervert, i love nice feminine holes
>>37758095This is a blue board.
>>37758129and by holes i mean anus, i love anuses <3
I'm gay.
>>37758129Haha yuck log off brother and go do your thing… come back when those “thoughts” have cleared
>>37758129i have a brown stinky deformed butthole bruh
I love men, women, pussy, and tits
i find pretty much anything attractive besides vagina and big breasts, and lesbian porn, it was always like this, i always focused on the female s anus in porn, god i love that so much for some reason but not on dudes.. i am a horny drunk weirdo and probably dysphoria
>>37758148>>37758131unsee, i am an expert in this, a true anus connoseiur
i should go, i tried to fuck my vacuum cleaner earlier but it is late and i don t want to make noise, i will try it at a later time, it is pretty female brained i think, i wish i was wrong
>>37758191ilysm
weird ahh nigga
it’s classier to be a tortured gay boy if you dont pass as a woman imo
i am just horny, if you are sexually frustrated you are way more horny usually since you think abt sex and also test, it sucks but i am too dysphoric
i want to have straight sex with a man
>>37758326I want to be choked from behind like this.
>>37758358this will never happen to either of us
>>37758326>>37758358>>37758371it’s unironically easier to get both of these has a gay man
>>37758371Yes it will. For both of us<3>>37758390It will for you too!
dubs I chop my peepee off
trips i go back on hrt
>>37758231Are you me
i want more beer pls ugh
>>37758473yeah
>>37758500i will save you fren but i wish i had more beer
dubs and larry gets on hrt
Each regular gets 1 roll. Dubs and Larry get on hrt
trips and larry leaves forever
>>37758734
dubs and Larry fucking dies
off dubs and i won t actually die but the previous guy will
>>37758831fuck, i mean everyone dies, without context is meaningless haha
Bye bye Larry:)
dubs and i will go back on hrt at some point in the future
Dubs and I schedule that ffs consultation
dubs and all the hate i get is justified and deserved
>>37758876oof so close, but i guess that you hate me for no reason
>>37758855welp
>>37758855Who ya gonna get it with?
HUBBA HUBBA
>>37755792the trick is to never tell them if you have planscan't lock someone up for mere ideation even in socialist sweden>>37756665whats with the june / durian thing ;__; i'm a real person with real needs and a squishy butt :3
>>37756665>on the /mmg/ list of infamyshame
dubs i am an idiot retard
zomg
>>37759001i said dubs not trips also you almost got trips too
I'm goin to the Arab store for a forty and some dutch masters, you niggas need anything?
if my post ends with 37 i am mega gay
>>37756842i failed so bad at transitioning that im still handsome i just have tits also. it’s so uncanny im gonna kms. 11 days off hrt
pls love me
i will love you a long time... for 98 old dude
>>37759107cuddles?
>>37759121yes please
been feeling physically sick today so no alcohol in my fat temple :/
>>37758884>>37758902Fuck... now i have to follow thru? I forget the name. From San Francisco. Booking consults next spring
>>37759107just go to a lemon party
>>37759260deschamps braly is curt to manmoders
>>37759260I mean you rolled dubs... plus it's just a consultation. Nothing too crazy. Just see what they say and make another roll next spring for the surgery:)
>>37759340Curt to manmoders? What does that mean. I was thinking of him too.
>>37759260What do you want to get done?I would love to have my browbone reduced (comes with a brownlift), and a fat transfer under my eyes Would like my nose to be less bulbous too but the tip seems to become more defined as i age… dont know
>>37759352curt as in short or slightly rude
dubs i am a freaky creep
dubs i am actually the evil one and not other people
good, i am a nice freaky freak
dubs the feds are monitoring this thread
i cannot believe that i posted myself on here and especially in a wigdubs this will negatively affect me in the future
dubs i should kms already
Had a panic attack thinking about injecting, holy shit lol.
dubs talking to yourself is a clear sign of schizophrenia thus i am a schizophrenic
it doesn't even hurt niggajust inject the troon juice
dubs the majority of people here will commit sui
>>37759340Rly? First hand experience?>>37759341Yah but it's money still and a flight, although I may be able to coordinate the travel with a work trip>>37759375Idk exactly. Prob brow, jaw, chin, & nose at the least. This is flowers btw so lmk if i missed something
>>37759612>it doesn't even hurt niggaIt's probably not bad but I'm afraid of fucking it up and dying lol
>>37759474Hnmm, I was already leaning more towards mittermiller anyway. Thanks.
>>37759638there's literally no way you can kill yourself from doing that, no matter how retarded you are
dubs my life is over
>>37759616Hey larry. I'm drinkin beer now too. Twinsies!!!
dubs and ur mom gay
>>37759601just do it faggot, watch some videos or read guides it's not hard
>>37759699damn bro
>>37759638i've been gigadosing and haven't done bloodwork in 8 months or soi'm finejust pull on the plunger before injecting, if there's no blood, you're safe to inject
>>37759715even if you mainlined it nothing that bad would happen to you.
>>37759739it wouldn't be a good idea
>>37759692cheet buddy, i have no more beer sadly
>>37759796chhers*
>>37759715How have your boobs been doing? Heard it can stunt growth if your e is too high.
dubs my life will always suck
>>37759831they are fine, i had tiny conetits before hrt
>>37759796Bro, you seem sad. I hope you'll fall asleep OK and have nice dreams.
Dubs and Larry posts a selfie with my name written on his forehead
>>37759676I'm pretty retarded but I'm more afraid of the HRT itself being contaminated or expired in some way lol>>37759702I've watched a few videos but I don't think I could practice before doing it for real.>>37759715Have you done any bloodwork yet? What's your dosing?>if there's no blood, you're safe to injectWhat happens if there is blood?>>37759835>i had tiny conetits before hrtIsn't that gyno?
>>37759910Youre an idiot. The diy sites everybody orders from have been verified many times over... just take it already lol
>>37759845i am always 'sad', i don t remember the last time i was truly happy but i am probably feeling better than most people here so i can't complain, i just hate seeing myself dying inside more and more each week even though i feel better, it is just torture + dysphoria on top of it, it is complete body and mind horror, thank you for being genuinely nice and wishing me nice dreams, you made me feel my emotions properly again for a few minutes and i cried so i managed to regulate them so i feel better now, i hope you are doing alright and i wish you a good day/night too
>>37759910i did bloodwork way back and i got shitty levels on the recommended dose so i just increased it>Isn't that gynoyeah but my nipples were kinda cone shaped
>>37759622Hey flowersYour nose is perfect iirc, as well as your jawHaven’t seen your side profileIf i were you i would get the feminizing hairline surgeryTbh i wouldn’t get much more sugery than that unless it is super mild- won’t make you pass any betterLol you are as pretty as angelina jolie, don’t spend 100k to ruin your face.
I had too much e and dropped my levels and my boobs started growing again
>>37760017>Youre an idiot.I know I am. I'd have to get really unlucky or just have a bad/mishandled vial for that to happen.>>37760085>i did bloodwork way back and i got shitty levels on the recommended dose so i just increased itCan I ask for the numbers and also what form of estrogen were you taking?>yeah but my nipples were kinda cone shapedThat's way more than most men get.
>>37760033Of course. I feel similarly about not being so happy. I'm feelin alright tonight, got some beers, took a shower. We're gonna make it another day!
>>37759638I used to shoot drugs into my vein buddy, injecting into the muscle is super safe. even if there are air bubbles you cant die from intramuscular injections.
>>37760149Not that anon but here is my blood work from last week, the top number is estrogen
>>37760172there's always one bubble remaining in my syringe after i fill it up, how do i make it go away?
>>37760302Don't worry about a small single bubble.
>>37760302draw slowly, if you have a big bubble or a lot of little bubbles then tap or flick the syringe and push out very gently or try drawing in more than you need and then try to carefully modulate pushing any back in such that any air bubbles go out first or just leaves a tiny tiny bit of air in the needle itself at the end as a seal (not a good idea for the longevity of your vials)
>>37760302you don't have to, it doesn't matter
>>37760302Hold it with the needle facing up and flick the body so the bubbles riseI always overfill the syringe and then push the excess back into the vial to ensure there is minimal trapped air
>>37760338>I always overfill the syringe and then push the excess back into the vial to ensure there is minimal trapped airI do this every time as well, though I don't necessarily like to advise others do (and it *should* be fine but I know that's just introducing more possible opportunities for contamination)
>>37760338flicking doesn't help>>37760335drawing slowly might help, i'll try that out the next time i'm injectingalso, how do i stop having the fear of being outed as a tranny, because i am diying and i need to get bloodwork and they will realise what i am very quickly
>>37760361>how do i stop having the fear of being outed as a trannyuhhh idk pull yourself up by your bootstraps and mind over matter and where there's a willhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VoAfb3f04mo
>>37760172>even if there are air bubbles you cant die from intramuscular injections.Unless I miss haha. I was gonna do subQ since I thought it was easier than IM, am I mistaken?>>37760230429 pmol/L trough right? Isn't that on the low side?
>>37760119>Lol you are as pretty as angelina jolieOh come on lol don't make me laugh. Tbh my nose looks much worse from the side. I appreciate th3 feedback tho
>>37760354Oh is it bad (skull emoji x2) lolOopsI am good about using the alcohol swabs and cleaning the needle first at leastHowever once a girl seizured from injecting on my apartment floor, and she told me about hicks from calgary she knew who would inject drugs with tap water…. so a little bacteria doesn’t faze me too much anymore haha
>>37760410>subQHave no clue what that is, is that into the fat ? once i hit a vein and it just bruised, same thing happened to my mom with the meds she has to inject- not a huge deal>lowI made a thread the other day and all the people said i had good levels, idk i think my doc would call of they were off
>>37760432>cleaning the needleyou don't need to do that, needles and syringes are sterile when they are made in the factoryi also don't uncap the needle when i drag in air, the factory air is cleaner than the one in your home
dubs i am actually ugly
>>37760432I mean it's probably fine I do it pretty much every time and just expect to see a few bubbles I push out with the extra, I wipe down the vial and the area on my skin where I'm going to inject too but I'd never touch the needle
dubs and I actually die
>>37760519Yeah but the vial might have bacteria, and the air is filled with bacteria too
Ok, but did the repper do their shot yet?
>>37760476>Have no clue what that is, is that into the fat ?Yeah, that's the other way of injecting estrogen.>I made a thread the other day and all the people said i had good levels, Over here it's more normal to measure in pg/ml so maybe I'm just reading numbers wrong.>idk i think my doc would call of they were offIf you have a good doc then yeah. I already have preconceived target levels in my head (though I think it does depend on how you feel on it personally)>>37760557The solution should have a preservative in it right?>>37760576No lol.
>>37760579>no lolOk, well do it already. We've been working hard all day with you. Be the one we finally save.Also, you can go as low as like 75pg/ml if your test is fully suppressed and you feel good at that level. Although I prefer to be around 150-200pg/ml.
>>37760579https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NflTOYuVJ0E
>>37760557the troon juice we inject generally has benzyl alcohol and benzyl benzoate, both are preservativesthey just make that bacteria doesn't reproducethe reason you want to inject air from the syringe is because factory air is guaranteed to be sterile
>>37760627you don't even need the preservatives if it's properly sterilized. Lena from Ukraine has been using it without for years and she's fine, and I've been on her preventative free stuff for a few weeks and I'm not dead yet.
>>37760579>preconceived target levelsYeah don’t listen to the hon scientists man, this isnt a thingMy doc told me a story that one of his patients had higher levels than me BEFORE hrt and looked “a lot different than me” aka worseLevels dont mean much, it is how you look and feel. i can tell if my levels are good depending if my nipples are sensitive and how horny i get (dont listen to the idiots, if your levels are good you should have a female sex drive)
anybody else itt a product of failure to launch? i was shamed from self actualizing and now i am wasted
>>37760703yeah
Evens - Friday the 13th part 2Odds - hellraiser 3Dubs - spawn
I watched the japanese verison of the ring a few days ago and it was garbageSo badMight just watch crash tonight or a different cronenberg movie
I watched the terrible saban addams family movie last night and it was awful, now tonight it's either pulse shutter or the hills have eyes
>>37760846ringu
im watching dracula
>>37760846I had high hopes for Japanese ring. I loved the us version and always heard Japanese version was scarier.>>37760860Pulse pulse pulse!
>>37760873HorribluIt sucked so badI have a 1 week free trial for criterion, any othet good jap horrors?
>>37760898it's been a minute but I recall ju-on at least being an okay movie if you liked the grudge as a parallel to the ring
>>37760889I do have all 3...
>>37760886which version
Goodbye /Mmg/ thanks for letting me stayI’m detransing(I was never trans in the first place abd this won’t impact my life) and slowly picking up my suicide plans upI guess that’s it.
see you tomorrow
>>37760604>Be the one we finally save.If I move out and feel like I don't have any excuses anymore I think I would just do it all in one day without thinking about it. But right now I'm just overthinking it so much.Like I just need to stop being a pussy and move states. Idk if moving to an apartment nearby is a smart idea, since what if I do it and now I'm still making excuses about how I still live nearby and I'll get caught or into trouble with some people from my past.I just hope I don't die doing it. Why is this shit so scary.>Also, you can go as low as like 75pg/ml if your test is fully suppressed and you feel good at that levelI don't think monotherapy can reliably suppress T at that level>>37760613Don't have syringes on me. I can't do it now anyways, I need to buy those first.>>37760702I'm autistic and like having measurable targets. Like I would be targeting 200 pg/ml just because that seems to be the best starting point anyways, but if I go legit would I be fighting with my endo over this?
>>37759327you're the lemon for me :3>>37760977suicide is for weak shits and faggotsman(moder) up
good lord my mood is swinging i be hysterical should i inject early
>>37760977im detransing to but im not leaving ive been on the tranny internet since i was a kid. god bless you
anybody else itt incapable of imagining themselves having sex?
>>37761022Pussy. Fuck you.>would I be fighting with my endo over this?If it's informed consent, then don't be afraid to push back if you want something. I've pushed for more AA dose, E dose. And been up front with them about diying bica and stuff. If it's a normal endo or doctor you might have some trouble, idk though forsure. Diy is always the best honestly, if you can afford without insurance.
>>37761105I don't imagine myself having sex I just have sex
>>37761125i do neither
>>37761105yes
>>37760959I’ll check it out this weekend thanks
>>37760971Watch nosferatu I love the scene where he sucks on her neck. would love to try it with someone haha
>>37761022200 may sound good on paper but if you get zero breast growth, you might need moreI was hondosed for years and still look great, so the number on the page isn’t as important as you’d think
>>377609711992. it was alright
I loaded up grindr to look for Friday night pp, but nobody decent messaging me
>>37761326rip shouldve just been gay
>>37761326I've been getting the same for like 2 weeks now.. a ton of CD and sissies.. like the 2 things I want nothing to do with. And the guys are just all ugly..
>>37759616the world may be just after all
>>37761413new algorithm, right? only the really pretty guys get boosted without paying
>>37761117>Pussy. Fuck you.:(>If it's informed consent, then don't be afraid to push back if you want something.It is but idk how long informed consent will be around in the states.>Diy is always the best honestly, if you can afford without insurance.What do you mean? DIY cheaper and doesn't require insurance. Unless you get from Inhouse which is like $500 a vialI can afford both options.>>37761243>200 may sound good on paper but if you get zero breast growth, you might need moreIsn't the meme for breast growth to start with pills or get on prog?
yup still a bunch of unfunny redditors
>>37761413I hate that shit. I reject all of that shit automatically. Trannies, crossdressers, sissies, it's all the same to me and it's like I'm a magnet for that
>>37760654i also buy from lena, mine did have preservatives, but she allows you to choose
>>37761447Yeah I might delete this shh soon tbqh. I feel like it helps to do that every couple months. Come back with a set of fresh pics.>>37761493CD and sissies actually make me wanna vomit. The audacity they have is insane too. Acting like it's just regular t4t. Like no.. unless you're on hrt, you are just a cis man! And i want my cis men to be hot masc and total tops.
>>37761617T4t is gross too
>>37761646honestly all queer sex is gross. im just too far gone to date a respectable cishet woman atp
>>37761646Nah, ur wilding. I love that shit:) but I have either gotten with, talked with and didn't click, or just not interested most around my city on the app. Not being paid hasn't helped either the past couple months. It's a totally different game with no membership >=/
>>37761535Is there any reason you wouldn't?
>>37761835if hypothetically you have an allergy to thembut i only have the ones with those and they are fine, no reactions for me
>>37761674>barf
>>37761851>if hypothetically you have an allergy to themI'm scared I inject without knowing Im allergic lol
>>37761861Transbian supremacy.
>>37761479Idk the meme u are reffering toI started with pills to see if i liked the mental effects firstDidn’t start injections for a few yearsIf you take too much e too quickly you will just turn into an estrogen cow- better to let your body grow at a steady pace than rushing itIf you were in puberty or under 25 there would be some urgency; not if all your bones are fused
why are so many people suddenly detransitioning both medically/socially if manmoding/honmoding is better than repping? hmmmmmmmm, makes you think, hmmmmmm
shut the fuck up retard
why are so many people suddenly transitioning both medically/socially if repping/beingAretard is better than taking hrt? hmmmmmmmm, makes you think, hmmmmmm
>>37761983it’s an esl psyop by a notorious samefag
>>37762012>>37762019i want to hit you
>>37762035Maybe. Cept I've talked a bit with 2 different girls from here who've been considering detrooning the past month. Each on seperate disc.
i don t even care abt this, i just love inflicting pain onto to others and yes
>>37762052yeah i actually am detransitioning
>>37762052there were like 3 pretty twinkhons in passgen that mog anyone here into oblivion also so yea
>>37761926>Idk the meme u are reffering toThe meme is that pills are a different way of taking estrogen and it might be better for breast growth>I started with pills to see if i liked the mental effects firstDid you? What effects did you notice?>you will just turn into an estrogen cow-Idk what that means but h-hot>If you were in puberty or under 25 there would be some urgency; not if all your bones are fusedYeah I'm older than 25 lol, I'd be a turbolatehon
>>37761983you look like that
>>37762069:( we can talk some more if you want..
>>37762069great fine choice man
>>37762104thanks bro
>>37762075> might be better for breast growthI went from tanner stage 3 to 5 in 6 months after starting injections> Did you? What effects did you notice?The same as now lol. skin got soft, started gaining weight in female places, breast buds, thinner body hair, mental clarity, better at processing emotions, less impulsive decisions> turbolatehonDw babe it isnt the age you start but the fact that you are doing something for your health, despite the pressures that have been holding you back
>>37762246>>37762246>>37762246
just went to the doctor and the nurses saw my mantits
>>37762167>I went from tanner stage 3 to 5 in 6 months after starting injectionsFair enough, I did say it might be a meme>better at processing emotions, less impulsive decisionsI've heard the opposite happens on HRT honestly, which I'm scared of since I'm already emotional and impulsive.
