timeline photos
Wtf is up with those nails though? Does anyone find those attractive?>anon she's doing it for her not for you, stupid incelOk thanks but my question stands
>>37767617It's so she can ask men to do things because otherwise she'd break a nail.
>>37767617yes some women find it nice
>>37767500Disgusting
>>37767617long nails is a societal symbol of not having to do manual labor. it's a heirarchal or caste type of symbolism.
>>37767617you notice nails before her delicious curves and pussy
>>37767768I notice it in the same way I notice a steaming fresh turd on a pristine alabaster countertop, the contrast is striking
>>37767656then why do all the women working at kfc have acrylic nails
>>37767500Does she have SRS?
>>37767500Male to plastic waste XD
>>37767500BIOLOGICAL MALE!
2yrs hrt
>>37768154Crazy how cute you are
>>377681542yrs? Your app is broken, my man.
>>37768154
>>377675002.5 yrs and nothing changedi need to actually kill myself next year it's getting embarrassing
>>37768459Post pics. It should be fun.
>>37768154mtf or ftm or apptm
1 year hrt
Cant wait for halloween!
>>37768719We're so back!
>>37768719can we trade hips joe
I didn't take a photo for almost a year now to avoid my whorish instincts so here's an old one.
>>37767500FtF
>>37767500What is the full eden the doll story? Born rich? Because if it's that I can at least cope that it was all luck.
>>37768154such a massive changethis is what money can buy
>>37767871Status symbol =/= expensive. Sometimes something that used to be an expensive status symbol becomes cheap so it's now meaningless. See: designer clothes and spray tans.
>>37768719you are so deranged i love it so much
>>37770133You want these guys? It'll cost you a pretty penny
>>37767656long fake nails in most cases just mean you're a whore, not really a symbol people should want
>>377675001-. No hrt2-. ~6 months, estradiol and spiro3-. 1 year hrt, gel and spiro4-. 2 years, switched to injections5-. 3 years hrt.Yes, my hon phase was awful. I still don't know what to do with my hair. At least I look somewhat human right now.
>>37768719mogs me damnnit fuckingg christ
>>37770709the jump between 2 and 3 years is actually really insane this is pretty big hopefuel for someone who’s had a very shaky first 2 years on hrt and is still manmoding so thank you anonette :) you’re also very pretty ofc
>>37770821thanks for the compliment :3And yes, I was on the verge of suicide until very recently, I'm still surprised on how much better I look. Also if you are not on injections, try to switch to them, it changed everything.
>>37770709You're gorgeous
>>37770508Uh how did you get rid of hips amd get wide ribcage asking for friend...
>>37770998im on injections but it’s more my consistency being shaky. was off hrt entirely for around 5 months this year, not to mention my entire first year I was basically just on AAs with how badly I was dosing. very much feeling what you describe right now but you give me hope it’s not the be all and end all after the 2 year mark so thank you <3 im glad you’re feeling a whole lot better now you certainly look it!! stay safe please anonette (also I like your current hair lol you definitely suit the fringe at least)
>>37770141i haven't seen you post a pic in a while sunset but you look really cute
>>37770508they still mog mine it will be a glorious trade
>>37768154fake before pic lol4chan users are so retarded
>>37768180 >>37768191>>37768197>>37768619>>37770389>>37771408the one on the left is fake you retards how can't you tell you dumb niggers
>>37771196Because I didn't take a photo in almost a year. And the one I posted here is one year old already
>>37770508Super sexy =D
>>37768719why are you transitioning in the first place? Just stay afab tomboy and switch it up now and then. You dont have any surgery done, just grew out body hair and are on T. Its like you are the opposite version of F1nn who stays on ralox.
>>37768719the shoop on this is crazyyy
>>37772701
>>37770364no she was a poor mexican latina born in sinaloa that got rich from modeling or something and was in a tokio hotel music video
>>37773186literally, like if she was atleast getting some surgery done and then still wanted to be femboy, itd be fine*clearly she is either NB or might get surgery down the line. but even then I never understood MtF dykes and FtM femboys.
>>37773229its as if god wanted her to transition. Massive women face, like im jealous.
>>37773338The only surgery I'm spending money on is for my bunions
>>37771104testosterone fat redistribution + build lats
>>37768154nah looks fake af
>>37774549Stop being a bigot
>>37768719was fucked up for a minute before i realized it was joegod bless you, you beautiful creature. never stop being whatever it is that you are
Ugly as a moid and as a tranny I can't win
>>37768719i thought u died joe, somebody said u got in a car crash a while ago good to see your okay :)
>>37774824I think you're extremely pretty
>>37774850he did and he's dead, this is someone posting old images of a dead man
>>37774737the taftaj phenotype
>>37774824u are a trans man stop lying
>>37774824aww cmon dont talk like that you look like a darling
>>37774870i deleted my post before seeing this but i think that it is funny & depressing how similar i looked to her pretransition & how dissimilar i look now. oh well
>>37774866:(((( fuck this larper for getting my hopes up
>>37773338Joe is an agamp trans woman, aka a guy with titsHe has a pussy too, bro is living the dream….
>>37774874Everyone says I looked like a fucking pooner pre hrt. Why are y'all trying to psyop me
so many lovely happy passoids how nicegod hates me personally
>>37774956Prove it.
>>37774956https://youtu.be/ZVHbJR5tIwk?si=0QytY7b4GzTphUt3
>>37774824built to troonur hair is so cool
>>37774997white devil
>>37775025
>>37775048say sorry
>>37775057im sorry im sorry it wont happen again i swear ;-;
>>37775057>>37775070Go back to discord faggots
>>37775070say you love BBC
>>37775077the fuck this even suppose to mean retarded faggot, go back to r3ddit go back to tw1tter go back to d1scord boo hoo stfu
>>37767500imagine looking like that and believing for one second you could be a man
>>37775169i looked like that but taller and less pretty and people still always assumed me gay or askes what i was. she never had a chance as a he
>>37775216it's cool how you've used the exact same angle for fourteen years straight
>>37770709female to dyke
>>37774824your pre trans pic looks like a dyke wearing a fake moustache
>>37767500right looks awful sorry
>>37774824Lmao no way the nigga on the left is amab.
>>37775216why did every poster on this board mog current me before they even got on hrt i hate you all(okay i don't hate you you're too nice to everyone and your wifeposting is wholesome but god UGH)
>>37770709you're the winner in this threadi look like the in-between of your nohrt and 6 months pics i hope this is a good omen for mehave you got any surgeries? it's hard to tell
:(
nothing ever happens :D
>>37775993noice
>>37775993oh and um thsts one yr pre hrt to like twenty ish months>>37776012thx bro :o)
2.25 years on and off hrt a lot>>37775993>>37775947you two beat yourselves up WAY too much chill out you’ve done great >:(
>>37776129>on and off hrt a lotwhy is that?
>>37775993Cute either way, blest genes.
>>37774824LMAO WHAT WERE YOU THINKING… holy shit the black kids at my school wouldn’t be caught dead dressing like that
>>37775993Good lord… raccoonIt’s weird you’re like a completely different person… that’s trippy…Text back
>>37775993I like the girl version better
>>37776137ehm bad luck + occasionally wanting to detrans due to manmoding. my timeline is a mess and is roughly:>Start at 19, 1 month on pills (2mg a day + bica) to see if I liked it>Then get a vial as injections are cheaper and start those, 2 months.>Get a blood test, claims my estrogen is sky high like pregnancy levels despite a low dose, freak out and stop for basically a month for my levels to drop.>Repeat this cycle until around 11 months hrt, lowering my dose significantly every couple months not sure why blood tests are reading wrong. DIY help servers straight up tell me to quit E so that’s what I did by some point.>Eventually find out the company I was getting blood test through mishandles them horribly leading to the results, at 11 months hrt I finally start a proper dose.>Besides a month off in the winter and a couple weeks misses here and there I was then mostly on a consistent dose for 7 months.>Start off the year my dad throws out most of my hrt. Then have horrible luck with a lot of sellers cancelling shipments to the uk and stuff or stuff being stopped at customs. Off hrt for nearly 5 months.>Meet a friend in the summer who gives me 2 months of e pills so then on 4mg of that + Cypro.>in that time finally get another vial and I’ve been on hrt consistently again since
>>37774824HE REALLY GOT ON THE MATCHING GREEN STRIPE POLO AND GREEN LANTERN HATLIL HOMO ASS WAS COLOR COORDINATING N SHIT
>>37775993You look like we would’ve been friends because you’d be the only one patient enough to put up with me
>>37776239>ukim sorry anon
>>37776264thank you anon, i’ll escape here and stop manmoding someday
>>37776239damn that's a lot. sorry about your dad i hope you're away from him now. unfortunately not much you can do about the UK thing except pack up and move (you might really want to consider this though.)
>>37776274come to usa where my work insurance pays for my HRT that is delivered to my door by amazoninsurance also pays for FFS, BA, SRS and I have a health savings account that i can spend on literally anything i can convince a doctor to write a note that says "medically necessary due to gender dysphoria in adult"unironically if you are a tranny outside of a liberal american state, every day of your life should be focused on how to get to one. >t. moved to WA and pass due to government/job funded transition
>>37776280im not away from him or my family, i was going to move out from my family with a friend this summer but he cancelled plans at the last minute and so i thought I’d give my family "one more chance" which im regretting because manmoding is awful and i think is genuinely making me fail uni with all the dysphoria. they don’t tamper with hrt and other stuff now though my dad throwing it out in the first place might’ve been an accident with how i used to hide it. i hope to move out to finish uni next year so i don’t have to graduate as a man. and after that we’ll see my uni offers some post graduate stuff in other countries, at the very least i’ll move to somewhere far nicer in England or maybe Edinburgh for a little while.>>37776316UK to U.S migration is meant to be shit though I’ve heard?? Im considering Canada however, my uni offers the occasional post graduate over there and I’ve heard from my lecturer a good number of people from my course have travelled over there anyways for work. It’s a bit of a pipe dream though
>>37776353marry an american chaser and put out for 2 years
I've come so far :)
>>37776408I should probably update this and add a photo from 2024 desu
>>37776408i have extreme doubts that this is you but this timeline unironically inspired me to take action and get on hrt, which i did like 2 weeks later in march 22 lol>t. now passoid
>>37776353>manmoding is awfulmust be especially when you're so womanly LOLi can relate to dysphoria making you fail uni the depression it gives me is fucking unbearable and unmanageable
>>37776436holy shit I'm so powerfulcongrats on passing anon
>>37776447im sorry you’re going through the same thing anon :c i think i can maybe get through this year with the bursts of energy i occasionally have but for my final year of uni i need to be girlmoding/honmoding idk whatever you want to call it. it’s one of my worst nightmares to graduate as a man even if im not fully girlmoding outside of classes. i hope you get through it all ok too anon <3
>>37775947How did you get your hair that pretty? I'm jealous
>>37774898no, shes afab whos on T, this is no different than this amab https://www.instagram.com/breakthebinary/?hl=enI dont understand, why would you go on T if you love dressing fem and have no plans for surgery? If you want they hair and sex drive, thats cool but then just be an HRT tomboy or something or NB.
>>37776408lol you had a mowhawk and shit.How did you get that waist, you got ffs? also you fucking look amazing and an entirely new person.
>>37776579I guess I just give them more moisture and scrunch them after showers
>>377675002 years
>>37767500i think i've made more progress in four months than I had in the previous four yearslosing weight (still a lot more to go but the difference is visible) and stopping smoking and getting un-hondosed sure improved my quality of life a lot lol
>>37776408fake trans (agp)
>>37768154Left looks heavily shopped whats that line in your neck? Hair doesnt go with background etc
>>37768719Tf is this thing? Mtf of ftm?
>>37775438Kass uses Snapchat filters lmao
>>37767617Eden is perfect go fuck jill (your hand)
>>37772836agatha threemilk
>>37772836hottest tranny ever
>>37777432honestly pass as weird fat girl even before hrt
>>37775543No surgeries, I might get a small chin reduction in the future ig
>>37767500Honestly I don't see any changes in my face and it makes me sad :((
>>37779111Yep, your face didn't change much, but it doesn't matter anyway since you already looked like a girl.
>>37768719ily
>>37778906yeah it was a blessing and a curse at the same time, like it's nice that i never looked that male but maybe if i had, then i'd have figured out that my HRT regimen was fucked like years earlier.
>>37779498How do I cum on your pretty face, brother?
>>37775947ur v. cute.turn that frownu upside down!
>>37779672):
>>37776408>>37776436The first picture was her before voice training.The one here is after she got the chop. Ava is truly amazing. We're getting married next year. I look forward to wearing her neovag in with some serious loving.>>37776436>t. now passoidDROP A PIC, DROP A PIC NOW, DROP A COUPLE OF PICS!
>>37775197how would they confuse a buff black guy for that? idgi
>>37775224problem?
>>37779393I just don't get why I barely look any different. Been at it for so long and sure, I dress better and my skin is clearer. But I thought my face would be at least a little more feminine when it comes to fat distribution.
>>37767500I always wondered JUST how low these girls iq's are.
>>37773186Me on the right, I'll be a very cute fag in a dress on my date with a hot guy tonight :)
>>37780981you have one apostrophe in this post & it's on the wrong word
>>37781010Phone posting ok how would you spell out IQ'S . INTELLIGENT QUIOTENT
>>37781036iqsor IQsretard!
>>37781044:(
>>37781044Maybe I should become a bimbo after all
>>37780162woah she really doesn't pass at all
>>37775947hey i used to know you years ago as a babytranny, you're beautiful please dont shit on yourself :(
2 years hrt
>>37782086i should kms
>>37778649I hope she sees this bro
>>377675004 and 2 years pre hrt1 and 2 years on
>>37782823dang... built to poon
>>37780162Beautiful
>>37775993Lemme get your number.>>37775993
>>37782086smash so hard holy shit
>>37782086I will forever be the bargain bin version of you
>>37776129your beauty is intimidating
>>37782823marry me
>>37783518thank you mwah I’ve been feeling rough but I feel a little better now before going to bed, you’re very beautiful too ya know ilysm
>>37783492Not even close
>>37767500i got ffs
>>37782823how old are you now anon
>>37776129yr so pretty omg
>>37783974waow
>>37767500all my pretransition photos are me as a minor kek
>>37782086I would have definitely fell for you pre-hrt in my pre-hrt days.
>>37784154omggg really!? woww thats crazy
>>37782086wtf I should really kms huh?
>>37767500Wow, was better before.
im at a year as of yesterday, updated it to get rid of early transition pics that i hatedhave no nice pics of myself from this month id wanna use. but i chopped my hair off and its now much healthier since september for some reason >>37782086yr so fucking cool>>37783974cute :)>>37775993after looks so good>>37774824hush yr pretty
>>37779498pretty>>37777432hi eui>>37770709i like yr hair progress>>37783492mwah yr cute hush
>>37782086ignoring the gigapassoid who's so hot she makes me wanna kms - how the fuck do people even start decorating their rooms like this? I see stuff like this all over passgen. my room is all blank white walls with like three plushes and two posters as decoration. idk how people even begin to be cool like this
>>37782086how tall are you?
>>37783974who did u get ffs with?
>>37784831i just get stuff for my room when im out, i also play guitar so i have a bunch of theory stuff on my walls>>377850095’7>>37783492wronngggg ur cute in ur own way comparison is the root of evilll
>>37785368Dr. Jesus-bayez Marquez in mexico
hrt is magicnew grips nov 2nd <3
>>37785739my god you were a creepy man
>>37785739pre-trans cow lick hair cut
>>37785751>>37785826thats not her thats drummer zach hill
>>37785411>5'4at least I can cope with the fact that I'm shorter than you
>>37785883They look completely different?
>>37785970
before and after
>>37786244yummy bugs
>>37786160how did you get this selfie of me wtf
>>37777092HRT and makeup did a lot for you. Got any pics that aren't angled?
>>37786961
>>37787380Damn, that's not a bad transition.
3 years
>>37773229her eyes make me want to kill myself
>>37787446What a sexy gal you turned out to be!
>>37784535you look familiar do you live in washington state
>>3778398520
>>37768719>>37770508can I get a rundown on this nigga? what's the agab?
>>37777432If you had just eaten at a daily 50 (fifty) kcal deficit the whole time since the first pic you could be 25 pounds lighter. That's equivalent to about one (1) oreo per day.
>>37788087yeah but i barely had a will to live back then, let alone a will to take care of myself lolfor the past month and a half, i've eaten ~1200kcal a day and gone for a 30 minute minimum brisk walk daily, and that's made me lose 20 pounds, i'm fine with that.
bum
>>37776619Joe has big hairy tits and that makes my tiny uncut dick go super hard for some reason, seethe somewhere else nigga
>>37787446What the fuck
>>37785739Is this real??>>37787446Not sure I believe this one. Right looks like an xdressor not a tranny.>>37776408Xtreme doubts. these are three people. I would smash right.
>>37789277You are the fuck
>>37785197There is literally no change lis.
>>37767500Venus has had more surgery than anyone I’ve seen. Hip enhancement implants, BBL, liposuction, boob job, vfs, and ffs. Of course she looks absolutely fish, SW and internet clout made it possible for her and now she’s a HSTS coupled with a man and being a mother to his kid
>>37790727Venus???
>>37789277>>37789330its real unfortunately. started at 28, 31 now
>>37776408what does he look like now?
>>37791109>started at 28, 31 nowAGP transbian?
>>37791216bi, straight leaning
>>37791244ffs???
>>37791244oh i love you in le jouet and les comperes
>>37774956same.i'm definitely bitter but i mean, i guess im glad some people are making it.
>>37776408Truly shocking tranformerisation.
>>37784535Lel. You're almost there, honey.
>>37767617they're actually quite useful: it helps to filter sluts and idiots
>>37776316Nta but jfc please just let me green card marry you
>>37791109unfathomably adorable
Bump
>>37767617Yeah I like them
>>37776619Hope this clears some things up>Verification not required
>>37786160Zach hill the goat
>>37791855>unfathomably adorablewould you fuck her. I would love to see it.
>>37784535still ugly
>>37794934>stillwhat are you talking about she was so hot as a guy
>>37790674disagree
>>37770141not to rag on a dead face but pre looks like young elon musk
>>37791109Wish I were a luckshit like this.
>>37787614why tho lol
>>37787380Mommy!
>>37776408that doesn't look real. first picture looks like a 48 year old man. fake timeline.
>>37774824You are insanely beautiful wtf are you talking about
>>37793999cool timeline and I did search you up. Read that youre happy with pooning so thats nice, but I dont get your genderbending fiascos on passgens. if its just fun youre having trolling, then I understand but all the mtf dykes and ftm femboys dont make sense(ish) to me.I try to be empathetic without coming off as a fag (I try) but all the new queers just confuse me.
>>37791224quick, tag all the hsts'
>>37783312Haha you’d like that wouldn’t you cuck
For those of you who have since passed and more or less gone stealth - when did you start to pass, when did you go stealth, what has changed since you went stealth (and how long)Started to pass 1 year inWent stealth 2 1/2 years inRecently started year 6 and I’ve just gotten rounder, though not exactly heavier. 99% face hair cleared, 90% body hair cleared. I don’t think I’ve been misgendered in almost 4 years now. Went stealth post FFS recovery. Still considering bottom surgery but frankly even in our lords year of 2024 I’m pretty disappointed with results. There is still a nagging dysphoria about genital stuff but it’s really only the lasting feeling these days.
>>37768154My honest reaction
>>37793999Why the fuck.
>>37767500>>00 no trannies pass. That's the joke.
>>37767500sorry, I'm retarded2019 -> 2024FFS in November w/ Mardirossian :)
seeing before pics explains a lot of these weirdos behaviors
>>37799321body
>>37797788started passing consistently a year and a half in, especially once i fixed my voice. stealth at 4 years in bc that's when i graduated uni and people didn't know me pretrans anymore. i'm considering ffs because i hate my browbone but that's less for passing reasons and more for personal aesthetic ones. i have a BA consult scheduled because my body is still pretty lacking even after 5 years of hrt, and the gym is great but i still have hip dips and small tits. so we're looking to surgery now to see if i can get a body i can be proud of. at least it doesn't stop me from passing despite being 6ft tall, ppl just think i'm an athletic dyke
>>37799404holy shit sex nao
>>37799404dear god. those cuts
>>37800836Are they that bad
>>37772836cute emma
>>37785739big meemaw fan here
>>37797788I passed before HRT, was stealth immediately and nothing has changed. Hope this helps
>>37787446>>37791109Holy shitYeah you were 100% meant to be a girl
>>37778353ftmtf
>>37799270Don't worry it's not real
>>37799381did you think normal people become trannies?
>>37797788I agree with you on srs, it’s way too inconsistent right now. You should at least consider an orchie if you haven’t already though
>>37799404holy FUCKits like Meowriza, amazing. (I really hope you don't find this offensive)
>>37804658First time I've ever been compared to her. I blocked her on everything out of jealousy
>>37786244Most realistic transition
>>37787446LMFAOI was literally looking at your reddit account from your post on timelines, I wanted to ask you questions but didn't want to dm you bc it would be weird. ig I relate to you and am 28 and wanted to word vomit. I can probably ask one of the questions rn, what was the breaking point that prompted you to come out? how did your family react? How did you find the courage. :(
>>37776408crazy u dont post any new pics... you dont pass as anything but a gay man anyway... >.>
>>37770141You would make a great whore
>>37779498you're so fucking pretty
>>37807022absolutely agree!lis a best
>>37770141From cute twink to creepy transbian. Those eyes…
>>37770141you're actually really pretty;:)
>>37797115>and I did search you up
>>37806536>what was the breaking point that prompted you to come out?immense depression and a complete disdain for who i was and how i looked. i looked like present day leafy and i hated myself for it>how did your family react? relatively fine, they just assumed at worst i was gay beforehand.>How did you find the courage.there was not really any courage involved, i found access to HRT and before i knew it i was starting my first dose. it was more of a necessity of trying the one last thing i haven't looked into therapy for, or addressed
>page 10
>>37768719Chud into tradwife wtf
Does anyone remember them. I think the last one is fake though.
>>37810189last one is obviously fake, garg just larped with that shit for attention
>>37807881find thread, get new photo, search again, find thread, repeat.Only did this cause others said you were ftm and few said your mtf and was like why is he doing that, but honestly, youre pretty either way.
>>37810539Nta what engine is this
>>37811267tineyealthough, for someone whose using ai to troll, I find it hard to beleive you didnt know about this.
>>37811876Nta = not the anon (you're replying to)Im gonna use this to find ttttranny nudes
>>37774741chat is this real
>>37774824Move to Chicago, seriously we have the ugliest black women in the country you will go from 6/10 to 8/10 overnight
>>37810189I still don't know if she was a larping mtftm or a larping ftm
hrt did a lot for me but certainly not enough
>>37812602holy shit how long?!??!??
>>378126403.5 maybe atp?
>>37812602I like your hair
>>37768657crazy that you're so covered and pass lol
>>37812793i cut it all off recently during a meltdown, look horrible now but ty ty, planning on something similar but nicer when it grows again
>>37770709yoooo I have really short hair like 4 now too. Actually shorter. I thought I was having a mental break or something but I really like having my head buzzed. Seeing you pull off that cut makes me happy lol
>>37812602>>37812640>>37812779Idk what you're talking about. You're ridiculously pretty
>>37812843Oh nooo I've done that before too
>>37812843We need to make this illegal it happens way too often
>>37767500basically no change lol.
>>37812888>trips of truth i guess i’ll have to accept it then, thank you v much >>37813096>>37812901the brain worms remain undefeated but we’re out here
>>37813221Your nose got slimmer
>>37813309honestly i think that might just be the pic/angle/lighting. idk. still a gorillahon either way kek
>>37812793WHITE DEVIL ASS MOTHERFUCKER
>>37774824ur such a cute black girl omg I WANT YOU SO FUCKING BAD YOU HAVE NO IDEA
>>37775993you literally look like the boymoder, and also kinda like bran stark
>>37812602ur cute af i would definitely fuck you.
>>37814262cheers mate
>>37799404nice anglefraud. youre like 15/30 degrees off center and using your asscheeks to cheese hip breadth.
>>37767617it's a negro culture thing
>>37767500My new hobby is reversing these to imply opposite transition and posting them in right-wing circles so people can go "this is such a tragedy, so she was beautiful before!"
>>37812602i need you desperately wtf
>>37774824only hot person on this site ngl>>37799404really impressivewait, you say this is without ffs?!? i think you're lying >:(>>37813221well, now i'd kiss you so there's some (undesired) change
>>37815371wdym undesired lol. i feel like i look the same, just gained like 10lbs. i still just look like a dude imounsee cc/album#88pBdItT6Wc2
>>37815444i'm a weird sick man so me wanting to kiss you is kinda bad i mean :Poh... i think you set it on one view? :(
>>37815508oh i thought you meant undesired changes from hrt lol.also whoops. fixedunsee cc/album#uV26mbw9BcaH
>>37808214> immense depression and a complete disdain for who i was and how i looked. i looked like present day leafy and i hated myself for itSame. I just turned 28 and I am looking down the barrel of 2 lives I can live. I always internally cringe when I am called him or he. I knew I was different since I was 6 at least. I feel wrong in a masculine role and the thought of living the rest of my life this way is very troubling. But I have so many convictions, like how tall I am, my frame, how old I am now. I feel like I threw away so many years to repression and maybe hrt might be a mistake and I will regret my life even more. > relatively fine, they just assumed at worst i was gay beforehand.My family thinks I'm gay or ace because I never brought anyone home and am not overtly sexual. Is the area you live accepting of lgbt? Is anyone in your family against that kind of lifestyle, or has ever made you feel scared to be accepted if you came out?Sometimes One of my parents will say something opaquely homophobic, transphobic, etc and I crawl back into myself and think: yeah there is no way they will be ok with this. I will be shunned or outcast possibly. > there was not really any courage involved, i found access to HRT and before i knew it i was starting my first dose. it was more of a necessity of trying the one last thing i haven't looked into therapy for, or addressedThis part makes me a little sad, or envious. Maybe there's more to it? For me, I need courage if I ever even humored the idea of telling anyone how I feel inside. I get what you mean, that you were absolutely out of options and transition is what saved you, but like, does that mean family didn't find an issue with your complete identity change, you had no road blocks to starting HRT, it just happened and you're all good now. I am extremely depressed and these feelings are a big part of why I am so unhappy, but I can't find it in myself to express that need.
>>37815525i'll not say you're passing right now, but you are very attractive!how long are you on hrt?
>>378158496 years lmaoik i just need ffs, but I doubt I'll ever be able to afford it desu
So cooked
>>37815909same :(5 years and i wish i looked even close to you nglsaving money for ffs takes forever and i doubt ffs will save me :|
>>37812602ummmmm nigger?
fuck these timelines of cute twink to cute girl always hurt. I could have such a cute tgirl if i had trooned out before / at 18 when i was a twink instead of going into the military to extreme rep.
>>37817646which ones in particular?
>>37817664the first one. desu I could have been one of those twink -> troons that passed after a couple months if I had transitioned at 18.
