>>37760948 (previously)QOTT what is your favorite horror movie or game
MONO WON
I unironically think if I had a lower IQ it would help me pass more. Not even joking....
>>37768542I thought you were going to fuck off larry
>>37768542Because you'd crawl instead of walk? What does this even mean?
I just cant with the way trans women act. I suffer psychic damage every time I see them. It's just beyond cringe. I cannot associate with people like that. It's beyond impossible. I've probably lost years off my life to those shitters. Why cant they just act normal?
>>37768590a rat calling a cat cringe
>>37768600That's a rhyme every time
>>37768584woman are naturally less intelligent
i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm just a gay man who's living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie i'm living a lie
>>37768652plz stop maiq... pretty plz....
>>37768652You seem to labor under the delusion that there is truth in the universe that you are subverting. The reflection of a flower in your mind is as shallow as a photograph. It does not contain the trillion trillion facts about that flower. Merely a vague 2d image of the light it reflects.Everyone is living a life of delusion that only approximates reality, more or less.Whoever is telling you it's some great sin to interpret yourself as a woman is worried about unimportant things. Especially if that person is yourself.
eating and drinking good tonight moms made a fancy french dinner with duck and jerusalem artichoke.>>37768469>qottthe blair witch project.
drinking alone is just pathetic. alcohol purpose as a drug is social lubrication. big yikes
molest me daddy i've been naaaaaaughty
Maybe on some level I am nonbinary, but how I normally see nonbinary people is antithetical to what I value and want most in life. I want to conform and fit in, and dont want to assert anything on other people. I just want people to call me how they see me, and I dont need people to refer to me which matches how I view myself or anything. So I could never be nonbinary because I will never admit to anyone how I view myself, and consider that private information.
>>37768771>>37769514nomi, pills, now
>>37769532Kill yourself im not a fat lard faggot disgusting jabba the hut thing. Im not like you faggots either im cis now.
>>37769549nomi, pills, now
Started wearing bikini underwear and my bulge is giving me bottom dysphoria. Before, I was wearing boyshort underwear and had no problems. After the switch though I get disgusted looking down because despite being small it still spills out on the sides ever so slightly. What is wrong with my brain. Why bottom dysphoria now? I don't want more dysphoria, I liked my penis but now it's just getting in the way of aesthetics.
how do i stop being dysphoric over not being more fembrained?
sad mood
>>37769619I don't understand, just be more fembrained then.
>>37769514I wanna be the queen of blades. I want to whip abathur while he mutters something about improving the whip efficiency by sacrificing zerglings to experimentation.
is it possible to be a top and have gd?
>>37769710I'm a top and have gd. But it's very weak gd. Like so weak i sometimes cope by saying you don't need gd to transition. You can just choose to transition because it makes you happy.But anybody with higher than 5 IQ will ask "why does it make you happy?" And the answer after some back and forth is, "Because you have gd."
>>37769734that makes sense. I bottom 99% of the time but occasionally I like to top my twink bf in the morning.
>>37769767>it's a me, mefrio
>>37769673?? how
>>37769767who r u bob burger?
i am miserably, can you help me?:'(please
>>37769808i am only me
>>37769767Still cute >>37769852And still retarded
why aren’t the mods banning nomi the pedophile
>>37769798Your question is retarded to begin with. If you don't have a feminine brain then you don't have one. If you do have a feminine brain then do things you want to do that make you happy.
mef order diapers now
>>37769824I would plead with you to search for Jesus.I know so many people here are suffering and very depressed. He has given me the joy and hope to get through all the struggles I have been through these last years. I don't know how I would have got through such difficult times without him to fall upon. I discovered him a few years ago.I know it may seem a weird thing to believe in him, and up untill my darkest moment I never would have thought I would end up believing in him. Read the four gospels (matthew, mark, john, luke). They are only a few hundred pages. It is worth the try.
NOMI, PILLS, NOW
>>37769889i am MAN>>37769940i was literally intending to do this when i got home but idk what brand to get
>>37769919its like mostly feminine. which makes me feel horrible and not like a real girl.
>>37769987ask your indian diaperfag chaser for recs. he might even buy them for you if you ask prob
>>37770007what would an indian know about hygienic shittinghe probably thinks diapers are just big underwear
>>37770030mef's chaser is indian an a diaperfag... he posted a video of him wearing his diaper to show mef lol
>>37770002like left is me and right is who i want to be
>>37770058what video? the fuck you talkin about
>>37770087right is me and left is who i want to be
>>37770087>>37770166Quick reminder trannys are real and isn't a fetish at all... right...? uhhhhh
>>37770172gross
>>37770195yea i didnt draw it, im sure the person who did is some kind of fetishist. im just trying to show you what i mean. how do i not feel dysphoria from cis girls who are prettier and more confident, basically just better and more feminine than me?
what do cis girls think when they see someone way hotter and sexier than them?
>>37770371slut/whore
>>37770380am not fembrained then v_v
>>37770404yeh but u can just put on a skirt, look int he mirror and make ur pp hard from it still tho
HH
>>37770087>>37770002Okay you're valid for being the girl on the left. Girl on the right is AGP and not valid.
>>37769600why would you wear bikini pre srs? at least do a tight tuck
https://youtu.be/OkD7dISomKo?si=SAHl0zNcfmPy53Qu
>>37770601My dick is 2 inches flacid. It won't tuck easily at all. Hurts to stretch
what did he mean by this
>video unavailable| :<
>>37770623is that the amadeus?i saw that movie couple days agoshould be remade with a hon/repressor and a youngshit
>>37770558idk, i just feel like if i was cis id be girlier from not repressing. it makes me sad.
>>37770626tape it flat?
>>37770676real so me i could have been someone
>>37770667When you start dancin oh brotheryou’re a hurricaine in all sorts of weather
i enjoyed every part of this site but the gays
>>37770695I'm just gonna live in depression till I get an orchi. Tucking is way too much work and I don't like the feeling one bit.
>>37770699right? im having flashbacks of getting bullied and called a faggot because i wore a shirt with butterflies on it in middle school. wtf.
>>37770798faggot
>>37770774orchi would be so sweet my country only offers it for testicular cancer patients fml
https://voca.ro/124Wzw321OR4
need horror movie recs..ideally found footage/mocumentaries or psychological horror :3
>>37770836creep (2014) is a good found footage horror movie.
>>37770798i wasn’t eventrutrans enough to do that v_v
>>37770836long legs...
>>37770699The real you exist already, and somehow you're prettier
>>37770849no you were probably just smarter than me.
>>37770836Your Mirror (2024)
>>37770817Moved to Canada not to long ago. I gotta figure out how to get it through the healthcare system here. I am pretty sure it's free. ^.^
>>37770843saw but love it, prob will watch both again soon. v excited for the series>>37770850oh man already on my list
>>37770815you're mean
>>37768469I’m so lonely. Using weed to cope rn and the realizations make me sick
>>37770836What I always recc: The Changeling w George C Scott
>>37770860ugly>>37770877you’re not wanted here
>>37770918wtf chill at least double check it's a jeet that moved to canada so you can justify saying that first
>>37770087You can take it further.
>>37770918wdym by that, im white
>>37770909ooo thank ui want to watch more older movies as halloween comes closer, im going to rewatch halloween 3 on the 31st and my yearly watch of trick r treatwhat were the other movies u recommended to me last year
>>37770929Yeah I'm not some LMIA indian lel
>>37770877are you white?
>>37770950hmmm don’t remember the others lemme thinkbut The Changeling is so damn good and it is free on YT
>>37771018yes im very white lol
>>37771074uh they were like lovecraftian and had two installments. one of them was re-animator i think and u recommended a few more
>>37771116sus
>>37771119ahh Re-Animator and Bride of Re-Animator are both great (horror comedies); also check out From Beyond (just horror)
>>37771139Okay?
why tf did i buy tucking tape? what if i have to peepee? damn spiro
>>37771187are you going out tonight for halloween parties ?
>>37771228no
>>37771231oh surprising
>>37771154ok ya thats what they werei watched from beyond but i want to re-watch that too
>>37771240it’s not surprising
>>37771258I should re-watch it, too, it’s really good and crazyHave you seen either version of Pet Semetary>>37771280oh my mistake I thought you were doing another costume for a party
when grooby if i’m okay with doing scene with trans female performer, does that mean boy or girl?
>>37768542It's true, one of the reasons I rep is because I know I'm too smart and objective to pass as a woman.
>>37771327pls dont do it mef
>>37771327male actor playing a female role with their male penis
>>37771317no, i haven't watched a lot of classic films. most of what i've watched is post-2000 and most of those are just psychological stuff
>>37771346real>>37768542considering doing a lot of whippets personally
>>37771353i think it’ll be silly and fun idk why not
>>37771357I would recommend watching both versions they are both pretty goodThe first one has an iconic performance by Fred Gwynne (Herman Munster)>Sometimes dead is bettah !And the more recent one from like 2019 or so changes the story in a really interesting wayWhile we’re talking Stephen King, did you check out the Salem’s Lot TV movie from 79 ? It was directed by Tobe Hooper (Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Poltergeist) and it’s really creepy and funCan’t remember if you watched Hellraiser 2022 on Hulu but that is a GREAT psychological horror film
>>37771372thats not how it turned out for jade
>>37771372can you recreate the iconic barrel ribcage jade grooby pic?
>>37771401i thought hellraiser was ok but i was also drunk and yapping with my friend the entire timei haven't seen salems lot, i want to read all of the dark tower universe books so i don't want to watch any movies related to the series until i'm donei've heard the recent pet semetary was okay, maybe i'll watch that or the older ones. i like his more mysterious ones, in the tall grass was a really good movie for me
>>37771450Salem’s Lot (the novel) is only VERY tenuously related to Dark Tower and in fact prob should be read first if you want to be a completionist about itI haven’t read those Dark Tower books for a long time and just recently bought new copies of the actual seriesI loved Hellraiser 2022 esp the ending holy moly iconic moment imo it’s too easy to be a contrarian who thinks there’s nothing good anymore until you hear a line like “You have chosen the Lament Configuration”
>>37771450Dark tower is super good, even if you only make it to book two that's the best one
i don’t think they have grooby in canada>>37771438wuh happened to jade?
>>37771438go on
>>37771490i'm on the wastelands right now and also about halfway through the stand which i stopped sometime last year. i bought a copy of it but i need to pick it back up, i'm really overwhelmed by long books>>37771481ya but it's part of the recommended reading so i want to read it eventually
>>37771555I gave up about halfway through the stand too lol, just too long and slow. Dark tower I did audiobooks (cringe), the narrators are v v good tho
what would you do if you and your bf were watching made in abyss and he eventually wanted you to give him head but he’s ok leaving the show on
>>37771594Call the cops
>>37771555you should def read it but bc it’s a good story (I read it just two weeks ago) rather than bc of it’s super thin connection to Dark Towerand ofc the movie doesn’t spoil anything at all about Dark Tower (actually neither the 1979 or 2024 movies spoil anything)Anyhow for sure watch The Changeling soon !
>>37771601you wouldn’t just go with it? i’ve given had while watching ghost on the shell with a guy but i didn’t think he was getting off to the anime
as long as he doesn’t call me daddy’s little cartridge
ftm friend is here. We watched Barbie on the couch cause he hasn't seen it. Was really nice. Only wish we could cuddle and stuff, yeh
>>37771759please dear gods do not tell us about the sexwe get it, you like to roleplay as bridget while tiffany stands on their tippy toes to look like a real man while slamming into you with a twenty dollar amazon strap-on, but we don’t need to hear about it
>>37771907We aren't planning to have sex lol
>>37771924that makes sense, the stench would be an health hazard
>>37771707ahahahha
>>37771936We have had sex before anon. Twice. But we're 30 and 31. Sometimes sex just isn't the main goal of hanging out
Do girls like being cold approached in school or the library? I usually make friends that sit near me in class/lecture halls but y'all are hiding in corners or in the back :'((
>>37771587i don't think audiobooks are cringe, they're good to to get through books>>37771614i will ty
>>37772057yeah you just gotta hit em with one of these https://voca.ro/13nWhuYQDXgA
>>37772029Boomer chaser here, where the heck do I meet older trans people (please don't say apps)? I'm in school upgrading but these kids are so young
>>37772104how about back off and leave em to me also EW bottom chaser
>>37772082>https://voca.ro/13nWhuYQDXgAkek, I think I'd go with something like "I like your <article of clothing>, wanna go for a coffee sometime? we can have intercourse at my place after ;)"
>>37772110fite me irl coward, you wontwhats wrong with chasing a nice bottom? seems kinda discriminatory desu
>>37772057n-no, this would terrify me, sorry
>>37772207from another thread>just leave a note on her desk saying you think she's cute and you want to be her friend or something. and put your phone number.would that work better?
>>37772231Yeah and her address under in case she doesn't feel like talking
What should FtM friend and I order for dinner? Neither of us are in the mood to cook.
>>37772243The ol' Twilight maneuver? Fortune favours the bold I guess
>>37772248Pizzaaaaaa
Imagine being Pring life where everything about your life is centered around being the msot faggoty faggot possible. Like yeah fuck it i'm moving to Utah, gonna shack up with this pooner and have sex with his pooner twat
>>37772270We had pizza last night tho
anya won
>pring anya and nomi threadsobbingwhere is fish cunt fren salt n other slay dolls
bruhhhhhh
>>37772137Best
>>37772420wow so im pring nomi... i see how it is
>>37772420same im waiting
>stop living alone>shower is now shared and disgusting>suddenly don't feel clean after bathing anymore>mfw i realize >iwn feel clean again>iwn be able to go in public comfortably again>iwn be able to let friends or dates near me again>cursed to be disgusting freak nowhate everything gonna remove my eyeballs with a knife
>>37772571takes like 5-10 minutes to clean a shower you lazy faggot
>>37772576it's not that it needs a scrub the entire setup is janky and disgusting the tub has a horrid gooey old bathmat covering a hole in the paint, the water pressure is too low, shower head broken, bathroom permanently fixed with a VILE smelling litterbox i'm not allowed to move so the whole room smells of cat pee (there's litter and pee seeped into the mat too). i guess it's better than a mold and grime situation but i just am having a panic because i don't feel clean and i don't know when or if i will ever feel clean again
should i order alcohol tonight
>>37772602dont worry being disgusting and horrific is fembrained
>>37772629i have sensory and obsessive compulsive issues i just want my skin to feel clean and my body to not smell bad, this makes me crave death :c
evens sleep odds 1 more drinky
>>37772602just buy a new showerhead and replace it. it's really not hard. the rest of your complaints aren't that bad besides the smell. the only thing that could be dirty would be the soles of your feet but who cares faggot
>>37772736you're technically correct but i am no less upset over this sorry not sortybut replacing the showerhead will help a little at least then my hair will get clean
>>37772420i am afk tonight really as I'm watching Disney movies and hanging out with my cat it's nice I missed her a lot
>>37772773how...
>>37772602clean the bathroom?it's annoying whoever you lived with let's it gets this state but you could deep clean and solve this in issue in less than an afternoon
>>37772781wdym how?I'm at my ex's tonight so I'm away from my pc and with my cat instead
good girls use bussy plugs
>>37772800broken things and a litterbox that has noplace else to go aren't exactly a deep cleaning issue?elbow grease can't replace the bath mat lol
>>37768469return of the living dead/ living deads.killer klowns from outer space.house on haunted hilltexas chainsawfriday the 13nightmare on elmstreet is brilliant.so many flaws/weird edits it makes it dream like. which i think is brilliant. even if not purposefully. dolls used to scare me when i was a kid(the movie) umm. there is more. the 1st necromicon movie with that dude. in the house in the woods.the cabin movie where they were just melting flesh and bleeding. the tales from the crypt episode with steven curry where he plays the daughter and the salesman has to fuck her to stay aliveand its a serial killer family that kills all the salesmen that try to jew them.um..there is alot.this is liek the 5th time i have had to wait 15 minutes cause of this fucking captcha.holy fuck.the internet is going backwards for longer than its been around at this point.
>>37772926oh sorry I had not entirely understood due to being retarded
>>37772954s'okay me too
i'm gay
>>37772773my dad got me an audio book for my birthday and said the author/narrator had a weird northern accenthe just had a normal accent with a bit of a gay lisp lolthought u would kek>cattrans?
>>37768469Why does it seem like being Asian is an unfair advantage for trannies in terms of passing? What can we do to even the playing field
>>37773118ffs
>>37773118bc you’re white and less familiar with asian’s features and so they have an easier time passing to youit’s why sexpat chasers go to thailand
>>37768469Are we talking about actually scary or cool stuff that technically counts as horror?Cause if it’s the latter the game Soma and the film Funny Games are both unbelievably good to me
crudux cruo?
>>37773118ching chong face is so much easier to work with for ffs. way more effective
dead cope thread
>>37773173whats that called? race-blindness? thats why uggo white dudes end up with hot asian gfs and vice-versa
>>37768469Pulse(1988). It's a story about electricity hot wiring a house to become a death trap. I enjoy it because we never see the villain. The kid is completely vindicated. An insane man turns out to be right. And the father kicks his own ass to save his kid. And the kid rescues the father.
>>37773250there needs to be more blood of non believers in this thread like you know for Tchernobog
>>37771594Leave it on. It's more important that we spend time together. And i can watch it again any time. Next time i watch it, i'll remember the time we had and love it even more.
oy vey
(boobs are contoured)
>>37773392quake deathmatch now
>>37768469the house on the borderland is a good spooky bookhouse of leaves could count maybei have no mouth etc, i unfortunately read it first as a tf2 fanfic adaptationpet semetary scared the fucking daylights out of me when i was a kidsuffer the children sounds good but i haven’t gotten around to reading it yetthe terror by dan simmons is really goodthreads is a scary movie if you’re not looking for jump scaresirreversible isn’t scary but just fucking painful to watchhouse of the devil is more comfy horror than scary horror10 cloverfield ln is tensecabin in the woods is kinda comedy but goodmartyrs was tough to watch at timesjacob’s ladderhaven’t seen eden lake or wolf creek but heard good thingsofc the thing is great the snewman centipedeidk i’m not a huge horror fan
>>37773412that would not be fembrained
>>37773392Disgusting. You have the neck of a ripped giraffe, and your shoulders are ridiculously wide. That's not even mentioning your ugly fucking horse face and enormous jaw. If I were a tranny and I looked like you, I would 41% myself with no hesitation. Your bone structure is completely, utterly, and irredeemably masculine. I can't believe you actually think anyone wants to see your revolting gyno, you ugly mongoloid libtard turbogigahon. AGPs are a blight on the world and should die painfully.
sui tips?
>>37773539That’s mean anon, just cause she’s hotter than you doesn’t mean you can flip out
>>37773392Need milkies
>>37773539>>37773571who to believe?>>37773600sorry they're empty
>>37773631You haven't reached milk mode?
>>37773639idk where to get that piog stuff
>>37773747pio is for lower body fat desposition
>>37773760than what is the milkmoder one?
a theyfab friend of mine has a bunch of provera they're not taking and they get it on repeat so they're offering it to me if I have any use for itI've never taken prog before and afaik it's oral tablets is there any point taking it off their hands?
>>37773785i forget....
nobody liked my horror list :(no message or email from him for my birthdaysad lonelybusiness as usual
scared cis female friend will think i am agp freak
>>37773900just don't flirt with her OR open up a conversation about your fetishes
>>37773913but i'll be dressed like slutty nun it will be too late
finally realizing why everything feels so wrong. i don't think i'm the real me. i'm some weird off branch alternate universe version. i went off script none of this is supposed to even be happening
>>37773550https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2024/02/189526_157432_How_to_Hang_Yourself.pdfPlease make the world a better place and promptly remove yourself from it. Thank you so much for taking the initiative to make the people around you happier. It's rare for a tranny to not be a narcissistic, self-centered douchebag. Be the change you want to see in the world! I believe in you <3>>37773571I am not a tranny, and I am much more attractive than he could ever hope to be. Also, rest assured that Hugh deserves every bit of hatred he recieves, because on top of being openly AGP, he's a repulsive autopedophile and has less worth than used toilet paper.>>37773631You should believe me, because you are an objectively ugly hon, and I'm not a lying kike with a troon fetish, unlike certain other people in this thread.>>37773900She will, because you are. Retard.
>>37773978hugh?also wyt of paige pls bully
>>37773978i pity you
>>37773978ty fren <3any other tips?
>>37773888samefagging to wish myself a happy birthday bc i’m lonely
>>37773434i dont watch a lot of horror moviesbut it always made me laugh in the human centipede when the guy was like "I hate human beings">10 cloverfield ln is tensei honestly think thats a really fun movie besides the endingone of my favorite john goodman performances the santa scene is so fucking funhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJUZJn4MNwMits like a 3 way tie between lebowski this and farton bink
>>37773997MEFmoder's name is Hugh. I have no idea who Paige is.>>37774000Um, actually, the word you're looking for is "envy." I know the education system in Shithole, Niggerland is a little lacking, to put it nicely, so I won't hold it against you.>>37774009Don't think about it too much, or else you'll probably chicken out. You can try inhaling an air duster to make yourself pass out in the noose, à la SWB, if you want. Good luck anon :)
>>37774065ty kindly eheheheheheaheha
>>37773392>contouredlike u put makeup on ur bewbs to change how they look or the bra does something?
>>37774095she means makeup
>>37773978>I am not a trannywhy are you here
>>37774125to own the troonies
>>37773928Nun with milkies
>>37773785Domperidone
>>37774014kek
>having the same birthday as hillary clinton
MAJOR NEWSi was wearing my costume and makeup and dancing around in front of the mirror acting hella fembrained and hella agp and my penor was really hankering to pop a boner but the tuck held! so proud of myself>>37774213ah yes, to be a dompy mommy.scared that if i take it when i stop titters will get all saggy
>>37774115o ok>>37774014happy birthday anonyankees loosed again :(
>trying to quit smoking>about to break down and buy a pack>want to ask dad (who quit) for encouragement>too scared to seem pathetic>accidentally start a fight with him instead on my way out instead>broke quit and smoked>nowhere to sleep tonight without going back theresomeone should shoot me i need to be put down i don't have the capacity to be humani want to just drive my car into a wall
>>37774384Daaaaaa jankees lose
>>37774405go home, try n squash the beef with senpai get some sleep and then try again when ready.sry ur having a shitty night.
>>37774292>was wearing my costumePost it princess
>>37774419i don't think he's even mad he texted me sorry for snapping at me. i am just extremely embarassed. i was too embarassed to ask his help with my quit and this was way worse. i'm already a disappointment and a garbage person and even if they'd never say it both my parents probably regret my existence. i don't want to go back there and have him be on eggshells with me because he feels like he has to do that with his stupid worthless pathetic daughteri'm so tired of being a disappointment i don't want to go be more of one i just want to go unexist somewhere remote
>>37774472how does anyone this neurotic survive to adulthood
>>37774472try take it easy on urself. i go sleep.
>>37774531you as well, thankie. sleep well emofren
>>37774469
was at an open d&d thing tonight and one of the guys was cross playing. at one point, i said “girlies gotta support girlies” to him after my character backed his up and he gave me the most GENUINE smile. anyways i think i gotta trans her.
>>37774641Good girl. Would sexually assault in a dark club/10
>>37774641agp costume and pose + man hands and arms + collosal jaw and male browbonekill yourself nowfaggot
>>37774517luck and lack of surviving wild predators
where do people buy SN no reason
i wish i were josh strife’s boywife>>37774726> lack of surviving wild predatorswdym there’s tons of narcissistic men out there
>>37774676it's going to be okay anon!
>>37774891>narcissistic menme desu
>>37774909idgi desu
>>37774891the mmo guy?
>>37774989i know you are suffering deep down right. you are lashing out like a cornered and hurt wild animaljust know, that this too shall past; it gets better!
>>37774641I repent, have mercy
>>37775009oh can you kys you esl nigger you're not funny or creative in the slightest literally nobody likes you
>>37775085>tfw
Whatever happened to Irina that used to post here
why can't i stop upsetting everyone why why why why why why whyi don't want to be bad and evil anymore i hate it so much i hate me so muchi want to make people happy but i can'ti want to go hide in a cottage and never see a human face and never upset anyone again and my family forget i ever existed so they don't miss mewhy am i evil why am i evil why why why :(((
>minor mistake in silent hill>die>forgot to save for ages>lose over an hour of progress if not twookay time to watch the rest of the game on youtube i’m near the very end anywayim a retard
>>37775250save money and only watch other people play new game releases
>>37774991yeah he’s really hot>>37775255silent hill came out like almost thirty years ago
>>37775250emulator or real hardware? if emulator there’s plenty of saves >>37775255p sure she’s playing the first newfag
>>37775273i thought u meant the new one...>>37775276pretty sure ur a huge faggot fag
>>37775225my family wouldn't miss me
>>37775278>ur a huge faggot fagthis is known to be true
>>37775276emulator but i hadn’t saved a state in ages either and only did so right after saving in the game so as to not ruin the pressure and tensionand then an instant fridge appeared :(im so stupid>>37775278kek
>>37775279my family except for my little siblings would probably all be secretly relieved if i disappeared. but they'd still be hurt that i cut out on them too, and all i want all i want at all is to stop hurting people
>>37775276oh and the save is all the way back at the light tower :|
>>37775286get friggin owned big fag
>>37775296I'm the family punching bag
>>37775298RIP, you were so close
>>37775301i was the golden child. until i spent my entire life failing at everything i ever tried to do for long enough that i became the vile creature. now i feel like kafka's roach waiting to be dumped on the street
>>37775315my mother called me a runt and hit me
my childhood.
>>37775315sorry this isnt a pising contest, Im sorry things are going poorly for you
>>37775330sorry that happened but i only have so much sympathy for this when you're kinda just inserting yourself into my posting about my own problems
>>37775305yeah i’m not going through it againat least not this year, maybe next halloweeni feel like i got the experience of the game, the rest looks like it’s just cutscenes and a boss fight so i’m not missing much watching on snewtube the end rnpretty crazywonder what sh2 is gonna be like
w-why was the seven year old pregnant
>>37775339sorry
>>37775350starts with the letter r
>>37775332zamn
>>37775363rdaddyis the game implying a seven year old has her periodor is that more satan magic
>>37775332>had a tvrichfags
>>37775335>>37775361it's okay sorry for being snippy. i am very thorny right now and was trying not to let myself start participating in trauma olympics about it. and like i said i'm an evil hurtful freak.it does suck your family has treated you that way. no child deserves to be diminished and stifled like that and it stays with you and that's painful and not fair to be inflicted with. genuinely sorry you've been through that and i hope you're if not on better terms at least independent of them
>>37775371theres been a case where a 7 year old got pregnant irl unfortunately extremely fucked up
>>37775395total moid death
is thorny like hornybut foruh..sory i cant finish the post my hearts not in it
>>37775395one of my mom's friends had a kid in elementary schoolwith a boy their age too, fuckin nuts
>>37775390desu I get it, everything started off rought but after I moved in with my dad things got alot better and I was held to some stardard of a gifted kid or whatever but then everything started going to shit caus kids are mean and Im sensitiveit was like going back to hellI just wish love didn't feel conditional yknow?
>>37775408fucking this>>37775410biologically impossible fuck off pedo larper
>>37775410so many teachers abuse kids its terrifying
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Hai im neu
>>37775446escape while you can
>>37775410ok just checked and its 4-11 so technically possible, sorry I have little faith for 4channers, again sorryalso incredibly fucked up
>>37775446hi neu im anonymous
can we change the subject pls?
>>37775332is that pikmin
>>37775420>biologically impossibleshe was 11, that's abnormal but within range of precocious puberty which while idk the details is probably what happened. the wildest part is she married the guy and they're still together like 30 years on now.>>37775421i like this story because they were close in age so there's no pedo factor it's just like "what the fuck why and what parents let you" lol.teacher abuse is depressingly common though yeah. teachers and relatives. supposed to be the ones we can trust with the kids but i guess that's why that's where it happens -- fewest safeguards with those people. i wish it were easier to fix
>>37775472>>37775451yee sorry I had to check, I was thinking of primary school, its different in the ukand also eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww mygodcan we pleeeeeeeeease change the subject
>>37775467minecraft
>>37775472I don't think you should like that story anon
>>37775479UK primary school is 4-11 though
new subjectdo you like giving your bf foot rubsdo you consider them to be sexualor do you give friends and family foot rubs too
i love minecraf
>>37775481minecraft goodI always make an underground base like a dwarfalso experinemting with laval fall behind glass behind the bed when creepers keep blowing holes in my fffffffffucking roof is a learning experience
>>37775414i feel you. even people like certain family members who have always promised me unconditional love, or past partners who tend to do the same, i know that's not true. i am always so keenly aware of the conditions (as best i cam spot them) and to what extent i am succeeding or failing. it's excruciating.i don't really wish for unconditional love though. i don't believe i am good enough to deserve support and compassion and affection. i think my whole family should disown me and tell me to go die, and if they could not let themselves get sad over it they'd be better off.what i wish is just that i could fail less. the conditional reality of love wouldn't matter so much if i was a good person who could earn it
>>37775490I ain't touching no feet unless they're super clean
>>37775486i guess it is kinda fucked up but idk my mom's in touch with these people still and tells me they're happy so like, is it?idk maybe it's not that good a story. she also originally told it to me as a joke along the lines of "oh sure you were a teen pregnancy but i WAITED, let me tell you about this friend..." which cast it in my mind as funny
>>37775504idk some of the few confused memories i have with my dad are sitting on the floor on the evening while he’s on the couch with my sibling, giving him a foot rub while we’re all watching some movieit was kinda nice despite how shit everything was then
>>37775521>don't say it don't think it
>>37775529i didn’t mean confused i meant comfortingautocorrect is a shit
fuckin sink is fixed whoever keeps putting shit down there cut it out
>>37775490tangential reply but man most people are SO bad at foot rubs. i'm ticklish on my feet and people are too scared to push too hard and cause hurt. but i need those soles death gripped like they're in an industrial clamp or i am getting nothing out of it
>>37775502ok now I just feel worthless desusorry, trust me having no one doesnt make things better, it makes everything so much worse you really need people in life, you don't want to wind up as pathetic as me>>37775511eh it just gives me the ick, I grew up around very unsavory charactersjust walking home from work was scaryI hate this place (irl)
>>37775533sorry just wanted to see if i could make the garbage disposal double as a glitter canon it won't happen again probably
>>37775536it takes a certain amount of pressure, most people dont think about things like muscle tension or they just want to have sexsucks
>>37775531thank fuck
>>37775541it worked
>>37775581OH? in that case it will happen again
America is very good at distributed hitlerism. Like none of our current, or recent political leaders truly match up to a hitler on an individual level, but as an amorphous mass the American government is like 20 hitlers running around in a trench coat.
>>37775595uk gov is a bit more subtle
>>37775539i don't think it makes you lesser to wish for unconditional love. i am deeply self-loathing and see the solution to everything wrong in my life as fixing myself. everyone despises me, i always fuck it up, i am a useless NPC abandoned by my own true ego, it's all always fully my fault, etc.don't aspire to be like me, self-improvement and meeting people where they're at is good, but it's okay to want to be shown a little free kindness. it's not a good thing that i don't believe myself deserving of that>eh it just gives me the ick, I grew up around very unsavory charactersdw i get that. triggers are what they are. and it's like, even if it's not a story where anything wrong happened it's definitely pretty ehh. 11 year olds shouldn't have babies lol
>>37775615ttbh I get that, I think the only reason I deny that Im a perpetual fuckup is cause if I did I would probably end itI think you deserve to be loved tho, everyone should I think, any parent who can't do that shouldn't have kids unless theyre genuinely the worst of the worst and even then its usually caus of abusive parents or somethingeveryone shouldand yeah, it doesn't sound like awful or anything but like, its just really eeewwwwwidk good for them, don't wanna hear it
>>37775595my instinct is to call this spot-on but on second thought i think you're giving hitler too much credit.the man was a raving schizo who failed to develop marketable skills outside of the rizz, got himself addicted to stimulants trying to maintain his persona's energy, and whose politics were formed out of a mush of unresolved childhood issues, bad influences all around him, and a will to power that drew him deeper into those influences.without the other party elite, the generals, etc, hitler would just be a very charismatic busker (until some other movement picked him up).Trump is actually very like the real, non-mythologized Hitler.
please kill me
>>37775702Nah ill kms when Carol gets a new bf
Going on my first date with a guy tomorrow, any tips?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=un8EW82GwKc
how are we doing today sissies
the desire to shut myself in a dark room and never leave, and the reality that i have to pay for accomodations and acquire sustenance, it is not fair. i yearn for the eternal still and empty but not dead
>>37775867make sure your butt is clean
>>37775953True ... true
Woke up to FtM friend cuddling me in bed. Had to move his arm was super awkward.
i would be such a good dj for parties who want to dance and then get really sad https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ms48a8phj4
3030 every one wants to be a dj its true just look at every body
oh NO! tie your shoes
>>37775867ask him questions about himself until you can find topics he's interested in and then just get him rambling and listen. he'll reveal a lot about himself in the way he says things, it'll make you seem mysterious because he'll have said more on the date (don't ignore his questions, just keep steering to him), and it'll show him a good time because most people and especially most men, even shy ones, love to talk about themselves and their favorite things
drugs feel so good i cannot possibly describe how good drugs feel. i cannot even remember how good drugs feel because my brain can't even encode a feeling that intense into memory. it just feels so good
in a ldrwas planning on moving in together next yearI'm in school and can't move for a few years, and I can get hired directly after school to some of the places I'm interning at and was planning on building a resume for another few years so she was gonna come hereshe was full time remote but v recently her job started forcing people back into the officeso it's looking like a few more years of ldrfeels fuckin bad
was in the middle of losing weight but my tits have started growing uberfast and they seem to grow faster if i eat moreshould i just give up on losing weight for a bit and embrace the boobs? it feels like the fat is going to the right places at least
bleehh
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